After several minutes . 几分钟后。. In office. 办公室中。 Qin Yuhan is still gasping for breath, Li Dong is covering the neck, the whole face, helpless said: „ Your flexure was good on flexure, you bite me to do. 秦雨涵还在喘着气,李东则是捂着脖子,满脸无奈道:“你挠就挠好了,你咬我干嘛。 I can also find an excuse by flexure, does the tooth that this bites how print me to explain? ” 被挠了我还能找个借口,这咬的牙印我怎么解释？” „How I manage you to explain!” “我管你怎么解释！” Angry of Qin Yuhan face, said ill-humoredly: „Who makes your in good condition air/Qi my!” 秦雨涵一脸的恼怒,没好气道:“谁让你好端端的来气我的！” Li Dong smiles saying: „This does not find an excuse to you, making you vent anger? What kind of, was mad?” 李东笑眯眯道:“这不是给你找点借口,让你出口气吗？怎么样,气出了没有？” „No!” “没！” „Does that gambling approximately also calculate?” “那赌约还算吗？” „What gambling makes?” “什么赌约？” Li Dong smiles saying: „ Did not remember even, actually I have not cared, among this men and women, made a bet with these is inappropriate. 李东满脸笑容道:“不记得就算了,其实我也没在意,这男女之间,用这些来打赌也不合适。 Just you bit my feeling, some actually beforehand feelings. 刚刚你咬我那感觉,倒是有些以前的感觉了。 If there is not vented anger, bites my several again? ” 要是还没出气,再咬我几口？” Qin Yuhan is staring him, angry say/way: „Are you bothersome!” 秦雨涵瞪着他,气恼道:“你烦不烦！” Li Dongxiao, went forward to hug her to say gently: „ Did not quarrel with you, in recent years, fought also fought, the air/Qi was also mad. 李东笑了一声,上前轻轻搂着她道:“不跟你斗气了,这些年来,斗也斗了,气也气了。 But result? 可结果呢？ Finally is your sad vitality/angry, I also feel helpless. 结果就是你伤心生气,我也不知所措。 Arrived finally, mutually wounded aspect. 到最后,两败俱伤的局面。 I know, you take root in the thorn, I married Shen Qian, rather than you. 我知道,你心里扎了根刺,我娶了沈茜,而不是你。 This thorn, I do not have the ability to smooth it, make this that I can do puncture as far as possible no longer grip our hearts. 这根刺,我也没能耐去抚平它,我能做的就是尽量让这根刺不再扎我们的心。 You cannot put down me, if you can put down me, this punctured has smoothed. 你放不下我,你要是能放下我,这根刺早就抚平了。 If you can put down me, will not return to the plain again. 你要是能放得下我,根本不会再回平川。 But I, cannot put down you...... ” 而我,也放不下你……” Qin rain contained to get rid from just mood, restored calmly, looks at his cold -ly snorted and said: „ Can't you put down me? 秦雨涵从刚刚的情绪中摆脱了出来,恢复了冷静,看着他冷哼道:“你放不下我？ Your marriage and having child, the harmony happiness, won't you be able to put down me? 你结婚生子,其乐融融,你会放不下我？ After Mount Hua that time, your telephone has not hit, an information has not had, your Li can't Dong put down? 华山那次之后,你一个电话都没打过,一个信息都不曾有过,还有你李东放不下的？ If perhaps I in the plain, your whole life won't contact with me probably on own initiative? 我要是不在平川,恐怕你这辈子大概都不会主动联系我吧？ Naturally, I have not thought contacts with you! 当然,我也没想过联系你！ I come the plain, for the matter of company, rather than you, you also little unrequited love. 我来平川,是为了公司的事,而不是你,你也少自作多情。 Why can't I put down you? 我凭什么放不下你？ Is I who you abandon, rather than I abandoned you! ” 是你抛弃的我,而不是我抛弃了你！” Li Dongqing sighed: „Does not abandon, you know that I have not thought abandons you.” 李东轻叹道:“不是抛弃,你知道的,我从没想过抛弃你。” Qin Yuhan sneered saying: „But the fact is so!” 秦雨涵冷笑道:“可事实就是如此！” Li Dongnie pinched her cheeks, in Qin rain contained under the angry look, shook the head saying: „ Do not set at the air/Qi, quarrels with whom, do not quarrel with oneself, you have a look, just smiled ugly. 李东捏了捏她的脸颊,在秦雨涵恼怒的眼神下,摇头道:“别置气了,跟谁斗气,也别跟自己斗气,你看看,刚刚笑的多难看。 Puts dozens years ago, our matters are not the matters, I all married, is simple. 搁在几十年前,那咱们的事都不是事,我全都娶了,多简单。 But does not have the means now, you, Shen Qian, Yuan Xue, I do not want to injure. 可现在没办法,你,沈茜,袁雪,我都不想伤害。 Only but if does not marry, otherwise, being doomed to harm other person. 可除非不结婚,要不然,注定要伤害另外的人。 Harms anyone, is not my desired result. 伤害谁,都不是我希望看到的结果。 May be doomed to harm anyone, I can only choose to harm you and Yuan Xue. ” 可注定要伤害到谁,那我只能选择伤害你和袁雪。” „Why!” Qin Yuhan the eyes blushed saying: „Why hurt if certainly we?” “为什么！”秦雨涵眼睛发红道:“凭什么受伤害的就一定要是我们？” Li Dong said in a soft voice: „ First, I understand Shen Qian, she can hold you. 李东轻声道:“第一,我了解沈茜,她可以容得下你们。 Second, for security. ” 第二,为了安全。” „Security?” “安全？” Li Dong muttered: „ Yes, safe. 李东喃喃道:“是的,安全。 It is not Shen Qian reason, but is I. 不是沈茜的缘故,而是我自己。 You are clear, what the distant place depends is only I. 你要明白,远方靠的只是我。 If married you or Yuan Xue, the distant places of several tens of thousands of hundred million assets, after I have problems, will become an incomparably huge vortex. 如果娶了你或者袁雪,数万亿资产的远方,在我出了问题之后,会成为一个无比巨大的旋涡。 I am very actually early know these, but then I, have no escape route. 我其实很早就知道这些,可当时的我,已经没有任何退路了。 I do not want to fall into this vortex, but in fact, I have gotten sucked. 我不想陷入这个旋涡,可实际上,我已经深陷进去。 Since six years ago, I from establishing the distant place start, I had fallen into the middle of this vortex. 自从六年前,我从建立远方开始,我就已经陷入了这个旋涡当中。 Shen Qian can protect you, believes me, she will achieve this point. 沈茜可以保护你们,相信我,她会做到这一点的。 She also has this strength and ability, at least will not make you be injured. 她也有这个实力和能力,最起码不会让你们受到伤害。 May change into you situated in her position, perhaps you will also try hard to do, but you cannot achieve all these, finally will only fall into the middle of this huge vortex by oneself similarly. 可换成你处于她的位置,也许你也会努力去做,可你做不到这一切,最后只会让自己同样陷入这个巨大的旋涡当中。 Actually such worry does not need, because I am young, I am living, by my time position, no one dares to move me! ” 其实这样的担忧没有必要,因为我还年轻,我活着,以我今时今日的地位,没人敢动我！” Speaking of this, Li Dong look is swift and fierce, this time, he had the energy to speak this saying. 说到这,李东眼神凌厉,今时今日,他有底气说这话。 But quick, Li Dong also somewhat said dejected: „ But I do not know how long I can live, this pessimistic idea, has existed in the middle of my mind. 可很快,李东又有些颓然道:“可我不知道我能活多久,这种悲观的想法,一直存在于我脑海当中。 I was afraid! 我害怕了！ Also fear! 也恐惧了！ I worried, some day, I, if has problems, you what to do? 我担心,有朝一日,我要是出了问题,你们怎么办？ Ability that you have not protected oneself, if resigned to give up all, that said. 你们没有自保的能力,要是甘心放弃一切,那都好说。 But will you be resigned? 可你会甘心吗？ For the wealth, I did not ask you, if one day, I if has an accident, some people want to carve up the distant place, can you want? 不是为了财富,我问你,如果有一天,我要是出了事,有人想瓜分远方,你会愿意吗？ I know your character, rather dead honorably to not live dishonorably. 我知道你的性格,宁为玉碎不为瓦全。 The family property that I overcome, will you surrender something submissively? 我打下的家业,你会拱手让人？ Perhaps by that time, you can preserve the distant place finally, but the process is definitely difficult. 到了那时候,也许最后你能保得住远方,可过程肯定是艰辛的。 Shen Qian is different, she believes she will complete all these...... ” 沈茜不同,她相信她会做好这一切的……” Qin rain contained some not to dare to believe visits him, for a long time said: „Why will you have like this pessimism?” 秦雨涵有些不敢置信地看着他,许久才道:“为什么你会产生这样的悲观情绪？” Li Dongrou rubbed the temples, aspirates saying: „ Does not want to say that something said is also no good. 李东揉了揉太阳穴,吐了口气道:“不想说,有些事说了也没任何好处。 In brief, among you, I can only completely I maximum effort, achieve me to think that should do, matter that can do. 总之,在你们之间,我只能尽我最大的努力,做到我觉得应该去做,可以去做的事。 Naturally, without Shen Qian's existence , only then you who I choose. 当然,如果没有沈茜的存在,那我选择的只有你。 At the worst, to gives up all these finally. 大不了,到最后放弃这一切。 May have Shen Qian, she accompanied me to spend a I most difficult period of time, accompanied me to walk, I was a man, was not the iron man. 可有了沈茜,她陪我度过了我最艰辛的一段时光,陪我一路走来,我是男人,不是铁人。 Therefore I vacillated, moved. 所以我动摇了,动心了。 Arrived finally, this me thought that will not enter the woman in my heart deep place, gained a footing eventually. 到最后,这个我觉得不会进入我心底深处的女人,终究还是占据了一席之地。 At this time, among you balance balanced. 这时候,你们之间的天平就平衡了。 In addition considers the later matter, therefore I chose Shen Qian...... ” 加上考虑到以后的事,所以我选择了沈茜……” Qin Yuhan is frowning, stares at him saying: „You did not say at the wedding, non- does love?” 秦雨涵皱着眉头,盯着他道:“你不是在婚礼上说,非利才爱吗？” Li Dong smiles bitterly saying: „ You thought that I am lying? 李东苦笑道:“你觉得我在撒谎？ I have not thought uses Shen Qian, at least after the decision marries, I have not thought these. 我没想过利用沈茜,起码在决定结婚之后,我就没想过这些。 I want to let you safely this whole life, this Shen Qian is clear. 我只是想让你们都能安安心心地过完这辈子,这点沈茜是清楚的。 If this calculates that the use, I indeed used Shen Qian. ” 如果这算利用的话,那我的确利用了沈茜。” Qin Yuhan for a long time, looked said silent finally to him: „ You only considered that your feeling, you have considered me? 秦雨涵沉默许久,最后又看向他道:“你只考虑你的感受,那你考虑过我吗？ You thought that you are protecting me, but I only know that you are harming me! 你觉得你在保护我,可我只知道你在伤害我！ I do not need anybody's protection, will not accept your so-called Shen Qian to protect me, I do not need! ” 我不需要任何人的保护,更不会接受你所谓的沈茜会保护我,我不需要！” Li Dong self-ridicules saying: „ You said right, was I am too selfish. 李东自嘲道:“你说的没错,是我太自私了。 Therefore after the marriage, I have thought that drops, independently good. 所以结婚之后,我想过,放手吧,放手就好。 Putting you are free, this perhaps is hurts the smallest way to you. 放你自由,这也许就是对你伤害最小的方式。 May show finally, these are the consoling oneself words, I do not want to drop. 可结果证明,这些都是自我安慰的话,我不想放手。 But you are also the same, you became me to hold to read, I also became you to hold to read. 而你也一样,你成了我的执念,我也成了你的执念。 Do not deceive yourself, good that the woman do not strive to excel, you cannot put down me, does not need to deny. 你别欺骗自己了,女人还是别那么要强的好,你放不下我,也不用去否认。 Such being the case, I thought that does not need to injure mutually. 既然如此,那我觉得就没必要互相伤害了。 Now lets each other be scarred...... ” 现在让彼此伤痕累累……” Qin Yuhan said angrily: „Can you don't each words that narcissism! Also, being scarred, only then I......” 秦雨涵恼怒道:“你能不能别每句话都那么自恋！再说,伤痕累累的只有我……” Li Dongzhi referred to own neck, sighed: „ Has a look, amn't I scarred? 李东指了指自己的脖子,叹息道:“看看,我不是伤痕累累？ From spiritual suffering, you starts to conduct to me by the present ** on suffering. 从精神上的折磨,到现在你都开始对我进行**上的折磨了。 The rain contains, do not continue. 雨涵,别继续下去了。 The love, do not injure mutually...... ” 爱,就不要互相伤害……” „Go away!” “滚！” Qin Yuhan always felt oneself are been crooked to the belt/bring by this bastard today, remembered anything each time, quick will be led into another dimension by his words. 秦雨涵总觉得自己今天被这混蛋给带歪了,每次想起什么,很快就会被他的话带入到另一个维度。 Li Dong said attractive and charming: „ I know, you have not recovered consciousness now. 李东深情款款道:“我知道,你现在还没缓过来。 Doesn't matter, I can wait. 没关系,我可以等。 Perhaps, only then really to that moment, you can understand, all that I said proceed from the heart. 也许,只有真到了那一刻,你才能明白,我说的一切都是发自心底的。 Also or, when I leave that moment of the world, you can understand all that I said. 又或者,等我离开人世的那一刻,你才能理解我说的一切。 Perhaps, on this day is not remote...... ” 也许,这一天并不遥远了……” The heaviness of Li Dongyi face, sets out saying: „ I first walked, perhaps you will think that I am cracking a joke, but...... 李东一脸的沉重,起身道:“我先走了,也许你会觉得我是在开玩笑,可…… Ok, takes care of itself good. 算了,照顾好自己。 I come to see you again. ” 有空,我再来看你。” Throws down this saying, Li Dong takes a step to depart. 丢下这话,李东迈步就要离去。 Qin Yuhan is frowning, sees him to walk, cannot bear say: „ You little frighten me! 秦雨涵皱着眉头,见他要走,忍不住道:“你少吓唬我！ If you are sick, Shen Qianzao could not sit still, but can also like the present. 你要是有病,沈茜早坐不住了,还能像现在这样。 Do not think that like this I can forgive you, is impossible! ” 别以为这样我就能原谅你,不可能！” Li Dong beckons with the hand, has not spoken again, until must go out said: „ Eaten was fat you to purchase, leaving was too mean-spirited, no money swiped my card, I also had no need in any case. 李东摆了摆手,没有再说话,直到要出门的时候才道:“吃的胖你收购了吧,别太小气,没钱就刷我的卡,反正我也用不着了。 Walked, do not think. ” 走了,别多想。” „Hey......” sees him to go out, Qin Yuhan got angry: „Are you interesting? You think that like this I will be tenderhearted?” “喂……”见他要出门,秦雨涵怒道:“你有意思吗？你以为这样我就会心软？” Li Dong had not answered again, opened the office door to walk. 李东却是没再回话,打开办公室门走了出去。 Qin Yuhan wants to pursue, finally stopped the footsteps, somewhat said worried: „Bastard, knows that frightens the person!” 秦雨涵想追上去,最终还是停下了脚步,有些气闷道:“混蛋,就知道吓唬人！” Bites the lip, hesitant some little time, Qin rain contained takes up the cell phone to dial a number suddenly. 咬了咬嘴唇,犹豫了好一会,秦雨涵忽然拿起手机拨通了一个号码。 Waits for the call to be put through, Qin Yuhan clenched the teeth saying: „Doesn't his body have the problem?” 等电话被接通,秦雨涵咬紧牙关道:“他身体没毛病吧？” „......” Shen Qian silent a meeting, for a long time said: „Does not know......” “……”沈茜沉默了一会,许久才道:“不知道……” „Doesn't know?” “不知道？” Qin rain contained does not believe obviously her words, some want to curse at people, finally suppressed, the respite said slightly: „ Do not be the pressure be too big, spiritually some issues, yourself pay attention. 秦雨涵明显不相信她的话,都有些想骂人,最终还是憋了下来,微微喘息道:“别不是压力太大,精神上有些问题,你自己多注意吧。 Ok, I made the telephone call. ” 行了,我挂电话了。” Under hung up the telephone, Qin Yuhan arrived at the window to go to look, downstairs, do not have Li Dong trace. 挂断了电话,秦雨涵走到窗前往下看了看,楼下,已经没了李东的踪影。 ...... …… On vehicle. 车上。 Li Dongheng the song, is obviously happy. 李东哼着小曲,心情显然不错。 However snort/hum a meeting, Li Dong opened the mouth to say suddenly: „old Tan, you said that my was must really oneself killing by curse, was that gets what one deserves?” 不过哼了一会,李东忽然开口道:“老谭,你说我这是要真把自己给咒死了,那算不算活该？” Tan Yong stuffy sound said: „Has us to protect, you can definitely live 100 years old!” 谭勇闷声道:“有咱们保护,您肯定能活过一百岁！” Li Dong feels the chin saying: „ I want to live actually 100 -year-old, who can also not fear death. 李东摸着下巴道:“我倒是想活到一百岁,谁还能不怕死。 But recently, always felt that mood fluctuating is uncertain, the state of mind is unsatisfactory, is somewhat depressing. 可最近,总感觉心情起伏不定,精神状态不佳,有些压抑。 When the distant retail went on the market, something also this/should solutions. 等远方零售上市了,有些事也该解决了。 This person of spirit was constrained for a long time, definitely does not live for a long time, thinks live long, this/should ravelling must ravel is good. 这人精神长期被压抑,肯定活不长久,想活的长,该弄明白的还得弄明白才行。 Evading is not the long-term task, but I thought that I should the live length be right. 逃避不是长久之道,不过我觉得我应该活的长才对。 However if my really live moistening, the rain contains must ask me to trouble. 不过我这要是真活的滋润,雨涵恐怕得找我麻烦。 old Tan, you thought that ruse of inflicting an injury on oneself does have the effect on the woman? ” 老谭,你觉得苦肉计对女人有效果吗？” „Does not know.” Tan Yong does not want to speak, you constrain energetic, do the thoughts pick up the little girl? “不知道。”谭勇不想说话,你精神压抑,还有心思泡妞？ „I feel supposed effective, but feared that will have the rebound, you said how also to have the effect, won't be rebounded?” “我觉得应该还是有效果的,不过就怕会有反弹,你说,怎么样又有效果,又不会被反弹？” „Does not know.” “不知道。” Li Dong look becomes somewhat profound, said spookily: „What do you also know?” 李东眼神变得有些深邃起来,幽幽道:“那你还知道什么？” Tan Yong throat somewhat dry, whom I incur to annoy, had to expose the matter to ask me each time, how I know how to solve! 谭勇喉咙有些干涩,我招谁惹谁了,每次有点破事都问我,我咋知道怎么解决！ Thought the long time, Tan Yong does said anxiously: „I feel tooth seal on your neck to process, was somewhat inflamed, Shen may ask you to trouble.” 想了半晌,谭勇才干巴巴道:“我觉得您脖子上的牙印还是得处理一下,有些红肿了,沈总可能会找您麻烦。” „......” “呃……” Li Dong somewhat had nothing to say in reply suddenly, this saying said was reasonable. 李东忽然有些无言以对,这话说的有道理。 Has not asked old Tan to trouble again, Li east to busy say/way: „First goes to the company, for these days did not go home.” 没再找老谭麻烦,李东连忙道:“先去公司,这几天不回家了。” old Tan relaxes, this bodyguard was getting more and more difficult to bear. 老谭松了口气,这保镖越来越难当了。 ...... …… Qin Yuhan has not continued to oppose finally with Li Dong. 秦雨涵最终还是没继续和李东作对下去。 Selects mentioned the matter of purchase the meal net quick and eats fat. 点餐网很快和吃的胖谈起了收购的事。 both sides by 1.5 million prices, reached the purchase agreement quickly. 双方很快以150万的价格,达成了收购协议。 Only occupies a reservation platform in prefectural-level city less than half market regarding one, 1.5 million prices are extremely high. 对于一家只占据一个地级市小半市场的订餐平台而言,150万的价格已经极高。 Naturally, in situation of meal net eaten fat suppression, the purchase occupies eating of winning side opens the local market fat, 1.5 million do not calculate too. 当然,在点餐网被吃的胖压制的情况下,收购占据上风的吃的胖打开当地市场,150万又不算太多。 After contract signing, Meng Qiping always feels somewhat absent-minded. 合约签订之后,孟启平总觉得有些恍惚。 Now this way of the world, making money so to be simple? 现在这世道,赚钱原来就这么简单？ Rapidness that no wonder the eastern Elder Brother makes money to gain, originally person silly money many people everywhere are. 难怪东哥赚钱赚的快,原来人傻钱多的人到处都是。 From the build platform, to was purchased, the fatty spent for a month. 从搭建平台,到被收购,胖子花了一个多月的时间。 But this month later, he built more than ten food, invested 100,000 cash. 而这一个多月下来,他搭进去了十几顿饭,投资了10万现金。 Calculates, almost also had 150,000 dollars. 算下来,差不多也有15万块钱了。 Then one month later, he attained 1.5 million cash, 900 returns. 然后一个多月后,他拿到了150万的现金,900的回报率。 At this moment, the fatty somewhat understood Li Dong that master's lonely feeling. 这一刻,胖子有些理解李东那种高手寂寞的感觉了。 ...... …… Are the fat people lonely, Li Dong is not clear. 胖子寂寞不寂寞,李东不清楚。 Li Dongzhi knows, he returns to Dongyuan again time, Shen Qian looked that his look is extremely unusual. 李东只知道,他再次回到东园的时候,沈茜看他的眼神极其异样。 When Li Dongxiang must leniency to those who confess, Shen Qian has not asked on the neck also faintly residual tooth seal, has not said other. 就在李东想着要不要坦白从宽的时候,沈茜却是没问脖子上还隐隐残留的牙印,也没说别的。 Puts him to cherish the child, the tone said profoundly: „ Has what unhappy matter, thinks Le Le. 只是将孩子放到他怀中,语气深刻道:“有什么不开心的事,就想想乐乐。 Has anything not to want with the words that we spoke, said with Le Le. 有什么不想和我们说的话,就和乐乐说。 What do not press at heart, if you don't mind, can find the psychiatrist to discuss...... ” 别什么都压在心里,如果不介意的话,可以找心理医生谈一谈……” Shen Qian said that the approximate meaning can not look on the bright side of thing, do not feel inferior, if spiritually really has the issue, do not hide faults for fear of criticism...... 沈茜说了很多,大致意思就是别想不开,也别自卑,精神上如果真的有问题,不要讳疾忌医…… Solemn Li Dong possibly is the mental illness attitude, lets Li Dong mouthful the bitterness and astringency. 俨然一副李东可能是神经病的态度,让李东满嘴的苦涩。 What he feels inferior, what having is good unable to look on the bright side of thing? 他自卑啥,有啥好想不开的？ He looks forward to himself to live several hundred years old to be good, who idles being all right autonomy. 他巴不得自己活个几百岁才好,谁闲的没事自残。 However this matter has no way to explain, at this time, Li Dong had also somewhat returned to the taste, referred to uncertain Qin Yuhan and Shen Qian also has the relation. 不过这事没法解释,这时候,李东也有些回过味了,指不定秦雨涵和沈茜还有联系。 This matter he said no on the quality, but was regarded the feeling of mental illness good...... probably also! 这事他说不上好坏,不过被人当成神经病的感觉……好像也挺不错的！ Has a look at the wife, now does not care the matter that Qin Yuhan, put before, even if on the mouth did not say, at heart caring. 看看自己媳妇,现在都不关心秦雨涵的事了,搁在以前,就算嘴上不说,心里还是惦记的。 Thinks of this, Li Dong do not know that should lose, is this/should happy good. 想到这,李东都不知道该失落好,还是该开心好。