Transferred one in Dongyuan, looked inside and outside. 在东园转了一圈下来,里里外外都看了一遍。 Until this time, Li Dongcai clarified the layout of this new home. 直到这时候,李东才算是弄清楚了这个新家的布局。 The building and facility of Dongyuan do not calculate too, is not too complex. 东园的建筑和设施不算太多,也不是太复杂。 The house, that naturally selects simply, curved circles, made could not find the room, this is not the sense of achievement, but is silly. 住家,那自然是简单点好,弯弯绕绕的,弄的自己都找不到屋子,这不是成就感,而是傻。 Looked at the layout, Li Dong has not stayed for a long time in in the bridal chamber/new house. 看完了布局,李东没有在新房里久留。 Shortly after Dongyuan finishes, quite caught up, even if that side the distant construction said with the material is pollution-free, Li Dong is actually indifferent, Shen Qian is pregnant, do not stay here as far as possible too for a long time. 东园这边完工不久,原本就比较赶,哪怕远方建筑那边说用的材料都是无污染的,李东倒是无所谓,沈茜怀着孕,还是尽量别在这边待太长时间。 Again loose ten days eight days of flavor, after waiting for the wedding to conduct, moves is not late. 再散个十天八天味道,等婚礼举办之后再搬来也不迟。 ...... …… Had/Left the garden, waits to board, Li Dong somewhat sighs with emotion slightly: „ For these years, the house got bigger and bigger, gets bigger and bigger. 出了园子,等上车的时候,李东微微有些感慨道:“这几年,房子是越换越大,越换越大。 May speak an honest remark, now really does not have the too big exciting feeling. 可说句实在话,现在还真没有太大的激动感。 Really must say excitedly, these years, but also counted initially in Dongping, bought my whole life's first set of real estate, at that time I was really excited. 真要说激动,这些年,还数当初在东平的时候,买下我这辈子第一套房产,那时候我是真激动。 04 years of time, I am also less than 20 years old. 04年的时候,我还不到20岁。 At that time, you guess that I bought the shop, what was the first idea? ” 那时候,你猜我买完铺子,第一想法是什么？” Shen Qian said with a laugh: „ Was needless saying that can guess correctly, you did not hang on the mouth all day long, retired retirement. 沈茜笑呵呵道:“不用说都能猜到,你不是成天挂在嘴上么,退休养老呗。 At that time, you are definitely thinking, shop in this, even if later does not work, the light ate the rent to support itself for a lifetime...... ” 那时候,你肯定想着,铺子在这,以后就算不干活了,光吃租金都能养活自己一辈子了……” Li Dongshi said with a smile: „ Also really! However I display is so obvious? 李东失笑道:“还真是！不过我表现的有那么明显吗？ Indeed thinks at that time in any case, I several days had not had a good sleep at that time, excited. 反正当时的确是这么想的,我当时几天都没睡好,激动的。 I am thinking, such big market turned over to me, but also there are what is good to struggle. 我就想着,这么大的商场就归我了,还有什么好奋斗的。 Later is waiting for the appreciation, anything is not dry, I was also a millionaire. 以后等着升值,啥都不干,我也是千万富翁了。 , The biggest dream was to really become a millionaire at that time is enough. 真的,那时候最大的梦想就是成个千万富翁就足够了。 Reason that raises the thoughts of supermarket, I must thank a talent to be right , he I also really had no idea of undertaking at that time, the light am thinking was congenial. ” 之所以升起开超市的心思,我还得感谢一个人才对,要不是他,我当时还真没什么创业的想法,光想着投机了。” Shen Qian sees him to recall, coughs lightly a sound said: „Past on the past, the person died, but also raises these to make anything.” 沈茜见他又要忆古,轻咳一声道:“过去的就过去了,人都死了,还提这些做什么。” Li Dong said thanks anyone, she knows. 李东说感谢谁,她知道。 Said is alumnus Feng Jinsong of his high school with school. 说的便是他那个高中同校的校友冯劲松。 Before this matter, Li Dong had said actually one time, at that time was because was stimulated by Feng Jinsong, Li Dongcai will think of the supermarket. 这事以前李东其实说过一次,当时就是因为被冯劲松刺激了,李东才会想到开超市的。 But the matter said over and over again, was actually related with Qin Yuhan. 而事情说来说去,其实还是和秦雨涵有关。 Qin Yuhan, Feng Jinsong was not worthwhile with Li Dong competes, but Li Dongkai supermarket started an undertaking, has not been thinking front Qin rain did contain makes every effort to succeed? 要不是秦雨涵,冯劲松也犯不着和李东较劲,而李东开超市创业,难道就没想着在秦雨涵面前争口气？ His supermarket opened some time, among acquaintance, knew on Qin Yuhan earliest. 他超市开了一段时间,熟人当中,也就秦雨涵知道的最早。 Said over and over again, spoke on Qin Yuhan, Shen Qian does not want to listen to these again. 说来说去,又说到了秦雨涵头上,沈茜也不想再听这些。 Li Dongwen said says with a smile: „ Also yes, these matters passed, said again does not have the significance. 李东闻言笑道:“也是,这些事都过去了,再说也没意义。 What I want to say that actually after on the material has been satisfied, you are very then difficult again from the material to obtain the initial feeling of satisfaction. 我想说的是,其实在物质上得到满足之后,你便很难再从物质上得到最初的满足感。 Now, actually I care about spiritual enjoyment. 如今,其实我更在乎精神上的享受。 Now, I even somewhat understood that the choices of some people, after at the enterprise arrived at the peak, many people will choose to make the charity. 现在,我甚至有些理解一些人的选择了,在事业上走到巅峰之后,很多人会选择去做慈善。 Before, I always judge all these from the benefit very much narrowly. 以前吧,我总是很狭隘地从利益上去评判这一切。 Why do they make the charity? 他们为什么做慈善？ Because of sometimes, philanthropy, to their benefits actually helpful. 因为有时候,慈善事业,对他们的利益其实是有帮助的。 But now, I instead think that all was not so. 可现在,我反而觉得倒不全是如此了。 Like me said that at the enterprise, on the material, is very difficult anything to cause our psychology to fluctuate. 就像我说的,在事业上,在物质上,已经很难有什么东西能引起我们的心理波动了。 At this time, the choice made the charity, actually was also the spiritual one feeling of satisfaction. 这时候,选择做慈善,其实也是精神上的一种满足感。 Whose when you helped, they felt grateful, they were happy, perhaps your calm heart will also follow happily, with satisfying. 当你帮到了谁的时候,他们感激,他们高兴,也许你波澜不惊的心也会跟着高兴,跟着满足起来。 Therefore...... ” 所以……” Li Dongdun, said finally: „ If, if I really draw back from the distant place, perhaps will choose to make the distant charitable foundation. 李东顿了顿,最后又道:“如果,如果我真的从远方这边退下来,也许会选择做远方慈善基金吧。 At the same time, escorts to the distant place, protects the distant place from another aspect. 一方面,给远方保驾护航,从另一个方面去保护远方。 On the other hand, meets my energetic need. ” 另一方面,也是满足我个人的精神需求。” Shen Qian cannot bear say: „ This year you said how many times, Li does Dong, you really want to draw back? 沈茜忍不住道:“今年你说了几次了,李东,你真想退了？ But you this year are only 24 years old, now puts down the distant place, can you really put down? 可你今年才24岁,现在就放下远方,你真的能放下吗？ If for me, that does not need so, although I also hope that very much you can have more time to accompany me, but if because of this point, you make such choice, is not necessary. 如果是为了我,那没必要如此,虽然我也很希望你能有更多的时间陪伴我,可如果因为这一点,你作出这样的选择,大可不必。 Now this, actually also good. 现在这样,其实也挺好。 You are also different from others, your dinner party banquet is few, in the evening also goes home normally, actually this was enough. 你又和别人不一样,你饭局酒席都很少,晚上也是正常回家,其实这就足够了。 You can reduce some operating times, on Saturday on Sunday has a vacation to oneself, draws back thoroughly from the decision-making strata, really does not have this necessity. ” 你可以缩减一些工作时间,周六周日给自己放假,彻底从决策层退下来,真的没这个必要。” Li Dong hesitation moment said slightly: „ Perhaps you are right, naturally, I have my own idea. 李东微微沉吟片刻道:“也许你是对的,当然,我也有我自己的想法。 Tired, is only an aspect. 累,只是一个方面。 Leaves the time, accompanies the family member, is a point. 留出时间,陪伴家人,也是其中一点。 Actually a more essential point is, this time distant place, did not belong to me actually. 其实更关键的一点还是在于,这时候的远方,其实不是非我不可了。 More than five years, this decision of doing did, the direction that should decide decided that the entire distant system also gradually improve improves. 五年多时间,该做的决定都做了,该定的方向都定了,整个远方体系也逐渐完善起来。 At this time, even if the distant place left me, will not present the too big accident. 这时候,远方就算离开我,也不会出现太大的变故。 Perhaps also so, making me lack some feelings of satisfaction and stimulation feelings, therefore I now at the matters to these enterprises, without before am so actually careful. 也许也是如此,让我缺少了一些满足感和刺激感,所以我现在其实对这些事业上的事,没以前那么上心了。 Before my on the mouth said that made everyone too do not depend upon me, did not want anything to wait for me to make the decision. 以前我嘴上说让大家不要太依靠我,不要什么事都等着我做决定。 But also pays lip service, I turn over to tired tired, is actually very satisfied, is very self-satisfied. 可也就嘴上说说,我累归累,其实还是挺满足的,也挺得意的。 Now, this feeling wanted much weakly. ” 现在,这种感觉要弱了不少。” This saying one, Shen Qian was understood thoroughly, finally summarized: „ In your words, this called artificial! 这话一出,沈茜算是彻底懂了,最后总结道:“按照你的话来说,这叫矫情！ In brief, is actually you discovered that the difficulties of something changed lowered, everyone can solve, before you played less , the role of that establishing a capital city landscape. 总而言之,其实就是你发现有些事的难度变低了,大家自己就能解决,你起不到以前那种定鼎江山的作用了。 Therefore, you had the dropping variance feeling, even some voids. 所以,你心里产生了落差感,甚至有些空虚感。 Therefore, you for a penny and for a pound, do not manage simply thoroughly. 于是,你一不做二不休,干脆就彻底不管了。 If I have not thought mistakenly, actually you are unwilling, after you looks forward to you to draw back, the distant place has a problem to be good. 我要是没想错的话,其实你还是不甘心的,你巴不得你退下去之后,远方出点问题才好。 Senior Brother Yuan they are unable to solve, the distant place is even precarious, at this time, your Li Dong left the mountain again, stands to raise the arm shouts, one like the past years, ten thousand numerous thoughts of returning home, accompanied you to go on an expedition again. 袁师兄他们都无法解决,远方甚至风雨飘摇,这时候,你李东再次出山,站出来振臂一呼,一如当年,万众归心,陪你再次征战下去。 I think, that is you wants right? ” 我想,那才是你想要的对吗？” Shen Qian is speaking, pays attention to Li Dong expression change, while despises saying: „ What isn't your artificial is? Said coarse, you are violate inexpensively. 沈茜说着话,一边注意李东的表情变化,一边鄙夷道:“你这不是矫情是什么？说的更难听点,你就是犯贱。 Thought in any case now is peacefully pale, without the meaning, making you excited. 反正就是觉得现在太平淡了,没意思,让你激动不起来。 Your heroism is extremely intense, you actually wish one could the distant place to be at the precarious condition. 你个人英雄主义太过强烈,你其实恨不得远方一直都处于风雨飘摇的状态。 The distant place under such condition, has your Li Dong, sweeps away eight sides by a person of strength, that is you wants, is not? ” 这样状态下的远方,有你李东在,以一人之力横扫八方,那才是你想要的,是也不是？” Li Dong was somewhat awkward, looked at outside the glass, has not met the thread of conversation. 李东有些尴尬,看了看车窗外,没有接话茬。 Shen Qian sees that says with a smile suddenly: „ Really let alone, actually that time you were more attractive! 沈茜见状忽然笑道:“不过还真别说,其实那时候的你才更有魅力！ , A few years ago, the distant foundation was not really steady, precarious, four sides all enemy. 真的,前些年,远方根基不稳,风雨飘摇,四面皆敌。 But you, fearless all, that type swept away all imposing manners at that time, really made one be enchanted by. 而你,那时候无惧一切,那种横扫一切的气势,真的太让人迷醉了。 Now, even if routed Teng fast, actually cannot feel that type to stake everything on a single throw of the dice, was not you dies is my live spirit. 现在,哪怕击溃了滕迅,其实都感受不到那种孤注一掷,不是你死就是我活的气概了。 Teng fast and our industrial happening together are too after all few, moreover does not involve, we have the escape route. 滕迅和我们的产业交集毕竟太少,而且不涉及根本,我们有退路。 Also, the both sides power gap is actually very big, this does not defeat a superior enemy, but uses strength to bully the weak. 还有,双方其实实力差距很大,这不是以弱胜强,而是以强欺弱。 The business circle thought that this time hits Teng fast is the classics, in fact in my opinion, even might as well was interesting with the competition of Su fruit initially. 商界觉得这次打滕迅是经典,实际上在我看来,甚至还不如当初和苏果的竞争有意思。 At that time, then extremely died! 那时候,不胜则死！ Or we enter southern Jiangsu, routs Su fruit, or we were routed by the Su fruit in southern Jiangsu, making them have crevice that entered the north of the Changjiang River. 要不我们进入苏南,击溃苏果,要不我们在苏南被苏果击溃,让他们有了进军江北的空隙。 Once Su fruit and magnificence Run enter the north of the Changjiang River jointly, to the strength of distant place, possibly vanish however the people initially finally, became a common local small and medium-sized enterprise. 一旦苏果和华闰联手进入江北,以当初远方的实力,可能最终就泯然众人,成为一家不太起眼的当地中小企业了。 At that time, you assumed the headquarters, the imposing manner was spirited, deploys troops, until now makes me be hard to dismiss from mind. 那时候,你坐镇总部,气势昂扬,调兵遣将,至今都让我难以忘怀。 These time with clearing out rapid decisive battle, I always thought that was short of anything. 这一次和滕迅的决战,我总觉得少了点什么东西。 Now I discover, was short of that disturbed feeling, that discomfort, is always thinking at heart, I have the energy. 现在我才发现,就是少了那种忐忑感,那种不安感,心里总是想着,我是有底气的。 I defeated being all right, I defeated, the distant place discards the industry at the worst, the light was under the line is also the giant in Huaxia enterprise. 我败了没事,我败了,远方大不了丢掉it产业,光是线下也是华夏企业的巨头了。 Once the people had the escape route, actually cannot show that fearless all momentum. 人一旦有了退路,其实就打不出那种无惧一切的气势。 I am still thinking couple days ago, this time routed Teng fast, created 100 billion values, the excitement why has not imagined, knows now, plant root in this. 我前几天还在想,这次击溃了滕迅,创造了千亿的价值,为什么就是没想象的激动,现在才知道,根子就在这。 Yourself said that you to fight to live, rises from the war, fearless all, march forward courageously. 你自己说你是为战而生,从战争中崛起,无惧一切,勇往直前。 But now, actually yourself also changed, changed before not, was so overbearing and fierce. 可现在,其实你自己也变了,变的没以前那么霸道和凶猛了。 Before, you will rarely consider that attacked from other direction, you liked battering directly, rather than this time, walked one step to look likely three steps, various methods used. 以前,你很少会考虑从别的方向出击,你更喜欢正面横冲直撞,而不是像这次,走一步看三步,各种手段都用了出来。 Mapping out strategic plans in an army tent, represented you actually to be confident. 运筹帷幄,也代表你心里其实早就有底了。 The people actually like unknown, all your know from A to Z, you even can judge when Teng fast can the rout. 人其实更喜欢未知,你一切都了如指掌,你甚至都能判断出,滕迅何时会溃败。 At this time, all your knew ahead of time, you naturally did not have is so excited and excited. ” 这时候,你一切都提前知道了,你自然没有那么激动和兴奋。” Shen Qian speaking of this, Li Dong said with a smile suddenly: „ Probably is really! 沈茜说到这,李东忽然笑道:“好像还真是！ I said, this time in wanting compared with imagination to be how lighter. 我就说,这次怎么比想象中的要平淡一些。 Even if That side Teng fast admits defeat, I even guessed correctly, horse Huateng raises hand to surrender time, I smile to turn over to smile, was actually short for several points to satisfy. 哪怕滕迅那边认输,我甚至都猜到了,马华腾举手投降的时候,我笑归笑,却是少了几分满足。 In the past, I won narrowly Su fruit time, I heard a Majialiang night of old age, at that time, I really thought had the sense of achievement very much. 当年,我险胜苏果的时候,我听到马家梁一夜白头,那时候,我是真的觉得很有成就感。 Even if this sense of achievement, establishes above the pain in Majialiang. 哪怕这种成就感,是建立在马家梁的痛苦之上。 This time, not only I have the escape route, horse Huateng actually also has. 这一次,不但我有退路,马华腾其实也有。 Like the present , he although threw Teng fast, may take 10 billion funds, despairs, will not be in Majialiang that situation desperately. 就像现在,他虽然丢了滕迅,可拿着百亿的资金,再绝望,也不会绝望到马家梁那个地步。 That venerable, really strove for the Su fruit for a lifetime, but finally anything does not have remaining. 那位老先生,是真的为苏果奋斗了一辈子,而最后什么都没剩下。 After the Su peel distant place routs, the distant place and magnificence Run carved up Su fruit, that venerable lost all, who can despair than him? 苏果被远方击溃之后,远方和华闰瓜分了苏果,那位老先生可是丢了所有的一切,谁能比他更绝望？ Now recalls, these years, were compelled the entrepreneur in this by me truly, only then this venerable. 现在回想起来,这些年,真正被我逼到这份上的企业家,也只有这位老先生了。 Does not involve the personal grudge, pure commercial struggle, even is not the simple competition is so simple. 不涉及私人恩怨,纯粹的商业斗争,甚至不是简单的竞争那么简单。 At that time, Su fruit had a mind to enter the north of the Changjiang River to develop, we had a mind to open other towns market. 那时候,苏果有心进入江北发展,我们有心打开外埠市场。 Actually both sides do not have the escape route, this competition, who is not shoulders or does not shoulder on own initiative, but definitely will happen. 其实双方都是没有退路的,这种竞争,不是谁主动挑起或者不挑起,而是必然会发生。 The strength is also well-matched, fights with this opponent, actually has the sense of achievement very much. 实力也旗鼓相当,跟这种对手斗,其实很有成就感的。 This time bullies horse Huateng, actually does not have too big sense of achievement. ” 这次欺负马华腾,其实没太大的成就感。” Li Dong said several, sighed finally: „Perhaps, in others eyes, present I, is a qualified entrepreneur is right.” 李东说了几句,最后又叹道:“也许,在别人眼里,现在的我,才是一个合格的企业家才对。” „That was itself to be good!” “那就做回自己好了！” Shen Qian dimple like flower, whole face bright say/way: „ Since oneself do not like, can compel itself to do to do? 沈茜笑靥如花,满脸灿烂道:“既然自己不喜欢,非要逼自己去做干什么？ You were not very early have said that you went bankrupt, did I raise you? 你不是很早就说过,你破产了,我养你吗？ Now, I had money to raise you! 现在,我有钱养你了！ Is yourself to do, how you think that how to do. 做你自己想做的,你心里怎么想的,就怎么去做。 Why can listen to others' opinion? 凭什么要听别人的意见？ You are you, does not need to compromise for the general interest, does not need, for something compromise. 你就是你,没必要委曲求全,也没必要为了一些东西去妥协。 Made such big industry, seriously for others? 挣下了这么大的产业,当真是为了别人？ People for oneself, even if our children, left behind the expense of enough life to be enough to them, left behind 100.10001 billion family properties, some big significances? ” 人都是为了自己,哪怕我们的子女,给他们留下足够生活的费用就足够了,留下千亿万亿的家业,又有多大意义？” Li Dong brow beats slightly, has not said again. 李东眉头微微跳动,却是没有再接话。 Shen Qian watched his meeting, smiles has not continued to speak. 沈茜看了他一会,笑了笑也没继续说话。 Li Dong at this moment, perhaps compared with before was mature, but on such as a game, played the peak stage, was actually very also bored. 此刻的李东,也许比以前是成熟了许多,可就如一款游戏,玩到了巅峰阶段,其实也很无聊的。 At this time, the peak King of many game, liked the trumpet starting over from the beginning. 这时候,很多游戏的巅峰王者,都喜欢开小号从头再来。 They enjoy actually becomes the process of peak King, rather than has sat on the throne of King matchless. 他们享受的其实是成为巅峰王者的过程,而不是一直坐在王者的宝座上举世无敌。 Perhaps Li Dong has not been in the thorough invincible situation now, but the distant foundation is steady, gets down routinely, even can guess correctly the ten years later scenes. 李东现在也许没到彻底无敌的地步,可远方根基已稳,按部就班下去,甚至都能猜到十年后的场景。 Perhaps such distant place, has made Li Dong lose many interests. 这样的远方,恐怕已经让李东失去了很多兴趣。 Since 09 years, Li Dong routed opponents, makes him even more lonely. 09年以来,李东击溃了一个又一个对手,也让他愈加寂寞起来。 Before he added that 30 years old retired, this year mention repeatedly, perhaps also had very big relations with all these. 以前他还说30岁退休,今年却是频频提及,和这一切恐怕也有很大的关系。 ...... …… This all the way, in the car(riage) no one spoke, fell into quietly. 这一路上,车中都没人说话,陷入了沉寂。 But Li Dong, in the middle of being lost in thought. 而李东,也陷入了沉思当中。 Obviously, Shen Qian some words, making him psychologically experience a fluctuation. 显然,沈茜的一些话,让他心理上出现了一丝波动。 Now retires, is really the result that want? 现在退休,真的是自己想要的结果吗？ When most peak draws back, retains own first legend, is until now pursues? 在最巅峰的时候退下去,保留自己的一世传奇,是自己一直以来的追求吗？ Or he for these years, pursue what is? 或者说,他这几年,追求的到底是什么？ Wealth? 财富？ Enterprise? 事业？ Reputation? 名声？ Other? 还是别的？ Perhaps, Li Dong are not clear, he wants is anything. 也许,连李东自己都不清楚,他想要的到底是什么。 But he very clear awareness, something, are not oneself ultimate objective. 可他很清晰的知道,有些东西,不是自己的终极目标。 1 trillion empires? 10 trillion empires? 万亿帝国？十万亿帝国？ Are all these want? 这一切就是自己想要的？ That but actually not necessarily! 那倒不见得！ The distant place, is important, actually will also be only the tool, the will of distant place, the future of distant place, cannot replace Li Dong will, will replace Li Dong future. 远方,再重要,其实也只是工具,远方的意志,远方的未来,不能取代李东的意志,取代李东的未来。 Before, is Li Dong controls the distant place. 以前,是李东主宰远方。 But now, seems like as always, in fact was actually Li Dong by the distant place constraining. 而现在,看似还是一如既往,实际上却是李东被远方给拖住了。 By that several hundred thousand staff, by these executives, by these reputations, by these past glory diverting. 被那几十万的员工,被那些高管,被那些名声,被那些昔日的荣耀给牵制住了。 The distant place, has changed from guest to host, from the controlled tool, turns into present Li Dong to be limited by the distant place. 远方,已经反客为主,从被操控的工具,变成了现在李东被远方所限制。 This, Li Dongxiang, the complexion has also been fluctuating. 这一路,李东想了很多,脸色也一直在变幻着。