„Did, you quarrel with Ryan?” “娜特,你跟瑞恩是不是吵架了？” Must go out leaves, Madame suddenly asked to the daughter, „what among you exactly had?” 就要出门离开的时候,谢莉夫人忽然问向了女儿,“你们之间到底发生了什么？” „Mom, we very......” “妈妈,我们很……” The Natalie words have not said, was broken by mother, „dear, you are a my daughter, your was not happy that writes on the face.” 娜塔莉的话还没有说完,就被母亲打断了,“亲爱的,你是我的女儿,你的不高兴就写在脸上。” Madame was clear, by daughter proud personality, besides Ryan, but also who can make her unhappy? 谢莉夫人清楚,以女儿骄傲的性情,除了瑞恩外,还有谁能让她如此不开心？ Sees mother to stare at own vision, Natalie is sighing gently, „mother, among us had some problems, believes me, quick can solve.” 见母亲盯着自己的眼光,娜塔莉轻轻叹了口气,“妈妈,我们之间是出现了一些问题,相信我,很快就能解决。” Yes, quick can make to make a decision, if his bastard, finished. 是啊,很快就能做出决断了,如果他还是那么混蛋,就结束好了。 Packed off mother, Natalie sat on the sofa, is touching on the neck slowly the silver-white solar falling decoration, now once the happiest gift, brings was actually agitated and depressing. 送走了母亲,娜塔莉坐在沙发上,缓缓抚摸着脖子上银白色的太阳型坠饰,曾经最甜蜜的礼物,如今带来的却是烦躁和压抑。 This falling decoration is the gift that she most treasures, the decorations that also most likes wearing, once for sometime, Natalie even believes, oneself one day wears it to enter the church...... 这个坠饰是她最珍惜的礼物,也是最喜欢佩戴的饰物,曾经有一段时间,娜塔莉甚至认为,自己有一天会戴着它走进教堂…… But that bastard, actually destroyed all these personally! Why does he want to do that? 而那个混蛋,却亲手毁了这一切！他为什么要这么做？ Remembers passing, Natalie felt oneself is a joke, why can have scruples too? Why doesn't choose publicly? Own action happen to gave that bastard opportunity! 想起过往,娜塔莉就觉得自己是一个笑话,为什么要顾忌太多？为什么不选择公开？自己的举动正好给了那个混蛋机会！ Comes back after Northampton, Natalie reconsidered was very long, about matter that had not paid attention to the past, gets suspicious gradually, many years ago, is Ryan preparing all these? He writes Matilda, sends out this falling decoration, treated as itself the goal? 从北安普顿回来后,娜塔莉反思了很久,对许多过去不曾注意的事情,也渐渐起了疑心,是不是从很多年前起,瑞恩就在筹划着这一切？是不是他写出玛蒂尔达,送出这件坠饰的时候,就把自己当做了目标？ Yes, regardless of the childhood, is now, oneself were far attractively, but Natalie distinct feeling, oneself in the heart of that fellow. Has the unusual position. 是的,无论小时候,还是现在,自己都谈不上多漂亮,但娜塔莉分明感觉的到,自己在那个家伙的心中。有着非同一般的地位。 This also makes her believe, oneself in his heart, is always in the most important position. 这也使得她一直认为,自己在他心中,始终占据着最重要的位置。 However, fact gold/metal? Kerry's movie is funny, thinks intelligent, originally is the world's largest fool. 然而,事实比金?凯瑞的电影还要好笑,自以为聪明的自己,原来是全世界最大的傻蛋。 Why? Actually is this why? 为什么？这究竟是为什么？ With the rave of her heart, the past events occupied the mind gradually, Natalie clear remembering, before photographing «The Professional», Ryan and between. Is the pure friendship...... 随着她心底的狂吼,往事渐渐占据了脑海,娜塔莉清晰的记得,在拍摄《杀手莱昂》之前,瑞恩与自己之间。就是单纯的友谊…… Until that time, until him first time dressing up that saw oneself Matilda, wore this falling decoration until him personally on own neck, the relations of two worlds started to change, the mood that these did not talk clearly will surround once for a while among them, when they grew up slowly, inevitable entered one step. 直到那次,直到他第一次见到了自己玛蒂尔达的装扮,直到他亲手把这个坠饰戴在了自己的脖子上,两人间的关系开始发生了变化,那些说不清的情绪时不时就会环绕在他们之间,等他们慢慢长大的时候,不可避免的更进了一步。 Matilda! Matilda...... 玛蒂尔达！玛蒂尔达…… All as if come from that crazy girl, that Ryan begins with one's own hands the movie character that makes! 一切似乎都源自于那个疯狂的女孩,那个瑞恩一手创造出来的电影角色！ Strokes the hand that is falling to play the part to increase the strength suddenly subconsciously, Natalie wants to pick. Throws into the trash can, making this damn all finish quickly. 抚摸着坠饰的手忽然加大了力气,娜塔莉下意识的就想摘下来。扔进垃圾桶里,让这该死的一切赶快结束。 However, once dispute as if yesterday, he and her sentiment. Bit by bit quarrelled. 但是,曾经的争执仿佛就在昨天,他和她的感情。就是一点一点吵出来的。 Meanwhile, the sound of gunfire of northern Hollywood also resounds in the ear, to protect her, he can pay any price...... 同时,北好莱坞的枪声也在耳边响起,为了保护她,他能付出任何代价…… That hand shivered. Finally fell on the sofa, the corner of the eye of young girl tumbled out one line of light tears. 那只手颤抖了起来。终于落回了沙发上,少女的眼角滚出了一行淡淡的泪水。 Kjus said right, gives him an opportunity. Also to oneself an opportunity of choice, had a look by oneself, he cares is Natalie? Portman. 或许斯嘉说得对,给他一个机会。也给自己一个选择的机会,让自己看看,他在意的到底是不是娜塔莉?波特曼。 Ryan, do not disappoint me ? Otherwise......, otherwise...... Natalie are not willing to think that thought that that will make her feel own strong self-confident is the surface, the deep place of innermost feelings hidden eventually is not abandoning and weak. 瑞恩,不要让我失望,好吗？否则……否则……娜塔莉自己也不愿意想那个念头,那会让她觉得自己的坚强自信不过就是表面,内心的深处终究还是隐藏着不舍和软弱。 Natalie, Scarlet had made the call before, she knows that bastard had come to New York, according to his character, should look for itself. 娜塔莉在等,之前斯嘉丽来过电话,她知道那个混蛋已经来了纽约,按照他的性格,也应该来找自己了。 The dings that ding-dong resounds, as if confirmed the idea of Natalie, before she arrives at the door, slightly hesitant, finally bit the lip to open the door. 叮咚响起的门铃声,似乎验证了娜塔莉的想法,她走到房门前,稍稍犹豫了下,最终咬着嘴唇拉开了房门。 Before the door opens, Ryan has prepared for by that Natalie drives out, when sees the tranquil Long Island girls, relaxes slightly. 房门打开前,瑞恩已经做好了被娜塔莉赶出去的准备,当看到平平静静的长岛女孩时,稍稍松了口气。 „Hi .” Ryan beckons to her. “嗨,娜特。”瑞恩对她招了招手。 Opposite girl has no response, that brown eye takes a look at him. 对面的女孩没有任何回应,那双棕色的眼睛只是上上下下的打量他。 „Doesn't, make me go in?” Waited to have several seconds, the meaning that Natalie has not made way slightly, Ryan has saying that „this was not your hospitality.” “娜特,不让我进去吗？”等了有几秒钟,娜塔莉丝毫没有让开的意思,瑞恩只好说道,“这可不是你的待客之道啊。” „Entertains a guest?” The corners of the mouth of Natalie hung up to ridicule forcefully, „I remember that you have said that what is a guest was a friend, must put out the nice wine good food to entertain, what if came was a bastard, that must close to put the dog to bite!” “待客？”娜塔莉的嘴角强行挂上了一丝讥讽,“我记得你说过,来做客的是朋友,就要拿出好酒美食来招待,如果来的是个混蛋的话,那就要关门放狗咬人！” Natalie let one side, „you should rejoice, I have not raised a hunting dog!” 娜塔莉让到了一边,“你应该庆幸,我没有养一条猎犬！” „Another day I will make one deliver one to come well.” Ryan hurried, heard ‚bang’ closing sound, the Natalie sound looked like general that pushed from the tooth gap between teeth, „does not use, we related are not good.” “改天我让人送一条过来好了。”瑞恩赶紧走了进去,身后传来了‘嘭’的关门声,娜塔莉的声音就像是从牙齿缝里挤出来的一般,“不用了,我们关系没那么好。” Static standing in the Natalie opposite, Ryan stared at her to look some little time, said, „sorry .” 静静的站在娜塔莉的对面,瑞恩盯着她看了好一会儿,才说道,“对不起,娜特。” „Now said that these are meaningful?” Natalie is very tranquil, least seems like this appearance from the semblance, „, if you are apologize, I received, you can walk.” “现在说这些还有意义吗？”娜塔莉很平静,最少从外表看上去是这个样子,“如果你是来道歉的话,我收到了,你可以走了。” Scarlet had said in telephone, these words she brings. 斯嘉丽曾经在电话里说过,那些话她已经带到了。 Compares in him to the damage that oneself cause, oneself give the opportunity that he chose, Natalie thinks can be absolutely magnanimously. 相比于他对自己造成的伤害,自己给了他选择的机会,娜塔莉自认为绝对算得上大度。 „I acknowledged that I am a bastard!” Ryan gripped the hand of young girl quietly, „don't, leave me to be good?” “我承认我是很混蛋！”瑞恩悄悄握住了少女的一只手,“娜特,别离开我好吗？” Natalie bit the lip gently, does he seem like must choose itself? Why does not know, the innermost feelings felt relaxed suddenly, but then thinks that the matter is not so easy to end. 娜塔莉轻轻咬住了嘴唇,他似乎是要选择自己？不知道为什么,内心忽然感到了轻松,但接着想到事情没这么容易结束。 She does not want to do any conceals, does not want to play the guess game that these beat around the bush, after withdrawing, said directly, „Ryan Jenkins, you must give me a guarantee!” 她不想做任何掩饰,也不想玩那些拐弯抹角的猜测游戏,抽回手后直接说道,“瑞恩?詹金斯,你必须给我一个保证！” „What guaranteed?” Ryan frowns slightly. “什么保证？”瑞恩微微皱了下眉头。 „Guarantee not next time! Does the guarantee cut off with Nicole? Kidman all contacts!” The Natalie tone seems to have no leeway that discussed that „, if could not achieve, we...... we...... stopped......” “保证没有下一次！保证断绝跟妮可?基德曼所有的往来！”娜塔莉的口气似乎没有任何商量的余地,“如果做不到,我们……我们……到此为止……” „, I wants to promise you, but I do not want to deceive you......” “娜特,我很想答应你,但我不想骗你……” „Am I who you deceive not enough?” Natalie raised the chin suddenly, that constrained for a long time anger, as if must erupt. “你骗的我还不够多吗？”娜塔莉忽然扬起了下巴,那压抑了许久的怒火,似乎就要爆发了。 „I......” the present quibble does not have any use, the Ryan dangling eyelid. „Can't I give up Nicole?” “我……”现在狡辩没有任何用处,瑞恩垂下眼睑。“我不能放弃妮可？” „Was that to give up me?” The corners of the mouth of Natalie shivered slightly. “那就是要放弃我了？”娜塔莉的嘴角微微颤抖了起来。 „I will not give up you.” “我也不会放弃你。” „......” Natalie smiled suddenly, has the taunt of not being able saying that „originally you have no regret and reconsideration, so-called visit apology, but wants to make me tacitly approve existence of another woman, making me keep side you willingly, do you quite have the opportunity of being surrounded by beautiful women? Do not tell me you not to think that Ryan Jenkins!” “哈……”娜塔莉忽然笑了,其中带着说不出的嘲讽,“原来你没有任何后悔和反思,所谓的上门道歉,不过就是想让我默认另一个女人的存在,让我心甘情愿的留在你身边,你好有左拥右抱的机会？别告诉我你不是这么想的,瑞恩?詹金斯！” „Why do you do that? Why to request me to do that?” The Natalie sound is getting more and more cold, the innermost feelings gradually are also hard, „ten years. I discovered oneself do not understand you, I in you am anything......” “你凭什么这么做？凭什么要求我这么做？”娜塔莉的声音越来越冷,内心也渐渐坚硬,“十年了。我才发现自己一点都不了解你,我在你心里算什么……” „!” Ryan just broke the ridicule words, Natalie gathered he whole piece face at present, „honest said that Ryan, have you loved me?” “娜特！”瑞恩刚刚打断了讥讽的话,娜塔莉就把整张脸凑到了他的眼前,“坦白的讲吧,瑞恩,你爱过我吗？” „Naturally!” Ryan nod without hesitation. “当然！”瑞恩毫不犹豫的点头。 „What you love is I? Is Natalie Portman?” Natalie all despondent erupted, these days many suspicions all threw, „told me, Ryan Jenkins! Except for Nicole? Outside Kidman. Do you have other woman? Do not tell me not to have, I am not silly! Great person like your Hollywood, so long as beckons, many women will climb up your bed impatiently!” “你爱的是我吗？是娜塔莉?赫许勒吗？”娜塔莉所有的抑郁都爆发了,这段时间很多的猜疑全都扔了出来,“告诉我,瑞恩?詹金斯！除了妮可?基德曼外。你还有别的女人吗？别告诉我没有,我还没那么傻！像你这种好莱坞的大人物,只要招招手,想必很多女人就会迫不及待的爬上你的床！” „Drew Barrymore? Paris Hilton? Kate Winslet? Gwynneth? Patraud?” “德鲁?巴里摩尔？帕丽斯?希尔顿？凯特?温丝莱特？格温妮丝?帕特洛？” Again proudly again calmly intelligent person. Also will have loses the sane time, present Natalie as if confirmed this point, „said...... Katherine? Isabel?” 再骄傲再冷静再聪明的人。也会有失去理智的时候,现在的娜塔莉似乎验证了这一点,“还是说……凯瑟琳?伊莎贝尔？” Ryan shakes the head slowly. 瑞恩缓缓摇了摇头。 Then, the sound of ridicule made a sound. „Ha, originally you compared with the nobleness that I imagine, who is that? Victoria the angel of secret? Do not think that I do not know you like the long leg golden hair......” 接着,讥讽的声音又响了起来。“哈,原来你比我想象的要高尚,那是谁呢？维多利亚的秘密的天使？别以为我不知道你喜欢长腿金发的……” At this point. The Natalie complexion became paler, „Charlize Theron! Right? I have heard her and your rumor from the Lord of the Rings dramatic team!” 说到这里。娜塔莉的脸色变得更加苍白了,“查理兹?塞隆！对吗？我从魔戒剧组里听到过她和你的传言！” Although wants to continue to shake the head, but Ryan hesitant, slow and firm nod, since the matter had erupted, conceals to be not meaningful. 虽然很想继续摇头,但瑞恩犹豫了一下,缓慢而坚决的点了头,既然事情已经爆发了,隐瞒下去没有任何意义。 „Original ten years, cannot completely understand a heart of person.” Natalie withdrew one step, the right hand placed among the napes of the neck slowly, „if possible, initially what I really want to knock down was another person!” “原来十年的时间,都看不透一个人的内心。”娜塔莉退后了一步,右手缓缓放在了脖颈间,“如果有可能,我真希望当初撞倒的是另外一个人！” „!” Ryan went forward one step, „I......” “娜特！”瑞恩上前了一步,“我……” The words have not said that Natalie pushed him, „Ryan, what you love is I? You want to hold me!” 话还没有说出口,娜塔莉就把他推了回去,“瑞恩,你爱的是我吗？你不过想占有我罢了！” Her hand loosens from the napes of the neck, points at that silver-white falling decoration saying that „these days, I want to understand the matter that could not think through over the past several years, has other role to choose obviously, why can you encourage me to play Matilda? What you love is you creates Matilda, is not I!” 她的手从脖颈间松开,指着那个银白色的坠饰说道,“这段时间,我想明白了过去几年都想不通的事,明明有别的角色可以选择,你为什么非要鼓动我演玛蒂尔达？你爱的是你创作出来的玛蒂尔达,不是我！” „Am I Natalie? Portman, is not Matilda!” “我是娜塔莉?波特曼,不是玛蒂尔达！” Saying, Natalie is entraining the falling decoration on nape of the neck, fell layer on layer/heavily on the ground, the solar smiling face of cupronickel casting, fell in the hard marble ground, exuded the clear sound. 说着,娜塔莉拽下了脖颈上的坠饰,重重摔在了地上,白铜铸造的太阳型笑脸,落在了坚硬的大理石地面上,发出了清脆的响声。 Moved several steps, the Ryan slowly squatting lower part of the body, picked up the falling decoration, the silver-white color fell to play the part has distorted, the solar smiling face vanished thoroughly...... 挪动了几步,瑞恩缓缓蹲下身,捡起了坠饰,银白色坠饰已然变形,太阳型的笑脸彻底消失…… This he draws the blueprint personally, rushed about in the old Chinatown several times, makes to order the good falling decoration, this he gives her gift for the first time, was regarded the trash to discard. 这个他亲自画出图纸,又在老中国城数次奔波,才订做好的坠饰,这个他第一次送给她的礼物,就这么被当成垃圾扔掉了。 Saw the falling decoration in Ryan hand, Natalie gawked, this after all was the decorations that she most liked, her hand shivered, in the heart did not abandon and hidden weak as if must raise the head, but thinks that to the actions of dough figurine, she covered the hard outer covering once again. 看到瑞恩手中的坠饰,娜塔莉愣了一下,这毕竟是她最喜欢的饰物,她的手颤抖了一下,心中的不舍和隐藏的软弱似乎要抬头,但想到对面人的所作所为,她又一次笼罩上了坚硬的外壳。 „Please leave here, Mr. Jenkins, otherwise, I must report to the police!” “请你离开这里,詹金斯先生,否则,我要报警了！” Although understands oneself are takes the consequences for own actions, but Ryan shakes the hand that is falling to play the part of obviously to shiver. 尽管明白自己是自作自受,但瑞恩握着坠饰的手明显在颤抖。 „Matilda and Natalie? Portman has no relation, I obtain the clear reality and movie.” Ryan has turned around to turn toward the entrance to walk, shakes the hand that is falling to play the part to lift the shoulder, „, you...... should not fall it!” “玛蒂尔达和娜塔莉?波特曼没有任何联系,我分得清现实和电影。”瑞恩转过身向着门口走去,握着坠饰的手举过了肩头,“娜特,你……不该摔它！” The present method does not seem able to be solved. 现在的方法似乎根本无法解决。 Isn't he after all James Cameron or Larry? Alison, simply has not dealt with the experience of this aspect, until going out, Ryan had some clear(ly) to become aware gradually.( Please search the floating astronomy to be continued, the novel is better to renew is quicker! 他毕竟不是詹姆斯?卡梅隆或者拉里?埃里森,根本没有应付这种局面的经验,直到出门的时候,瑞恩才渐渐有了些明悟。(未完待续请搜索飄天文學,小说更好更新更快! ps: The serious cold, three days did not have the symbol ps:严重感冒,三天没码字了