RINAPE :: Volume #6

#521: Acting with constraint


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Hu Zhengdao just came back from outside area, in house that this Room 606th Dorm finally in Li Mu rents all assembled. 胡正道刚从外地回来,这次606寝终于在李牧租住的房子里聚齐了。 This Hu Zhengdao comes back also to give everyone to bring a good news, matches the successful donor to arrive at Yanjing with Yanan Mother, was arranged the hospital that Yanan Mother was , before starting to accept the technique, inspected. 这次胡正道回来也给大家带来一个好消息,和雅楠妈妈配型成功的供体已经来到燕京,被安排进了雅楠妈妈所在的医院,开始接受术前检查了。 Hu Zhengdao exhausted was busy at being so long, at present finally is feels relieved, he who was very fond of the soccer kicks up a racket tonight must get drunk with everyone. 胡正道心力交瘁的忙了这么久,眼下终于算是如释重负,酷爱足球的他今晚吵吵着要跟大家一醉方休。 Six people bought big pile of food and wine to go to Yucheng Garden, ate and drank, amusement, watched a somewhat senseless sports match while convenient. 六人买了一大堆的酒菜来到裕城花园,吃吃喝喝、玩玩乐乐,顺便看了一场有些无趣的球赛。 Germany and Ireland kicked 1 : 1, 1 : 0 leading German chariot, has worked for in the final stage in second-class vanguard Robbie Keane of Reci reverses, this is the first time that this World Cup Kann's goal is broken through, must wait till finally the decisive battle with Brazil for the second time and for the third time. 德国和爱尔兰踢了个1:1,一直1:0领先的德意志战车,在最后阶段被效力于热刺队的二流前锋罗比・基恩逆转,这是本届世界杯卡恩的球门第一次被攻破,第二次和第三次则要等到最后和巴西的决战了。 The sports match looks, the Li Ya mood is quite only uncomfortable, the vanguard who Irish that he does not know ruined him to joyfully celebrate the mood of victory, Xue Jianfeng is still at the top of the head at heart was green and glossily and miserable in the condition, therefore these two had the tacit understanding extremely drank many beer. 球赛看完,李亚唯心情颇为不爽,爱尔兰那个他都不认识的前锋毁掉了他欢庆胜利的心情,薛剑锋依旧处于头顶绿油油、心里惨兮兮的状态之中,所以这两人极有默契的喝了不少啤酒。 Li Mu chatted point matter about a Wang Yanan Mother with Hu Zhengdao, according to Hu Zhengdao, if all goes well, can the surgery, Wang Yanan Mother physical condition although be not quite good at earliest in late this month, but entered icu initially time is better , the doctor said that can support the transplant operation. 李牧胡正道多聊了一点关于王雅楠妈妈的事情,据胡正道说,如果一切顺利,最快本月下旬就能手术,王雅楠妈妈的身体状况虽然不太好,但比当初进icu的时候已经好了一些,医生说可以支撑移植手术。 Li Mu also relaxes finally, if the surgery is successful, is not only the Wang Yanan mother and daughter's matter, after Hu Zhengdao, can be more relaxed, his this period of time payout were too truly many, let alone others, this once lived the 33 years old middle-aged people quite to admire to him. 李牧也终于松了口气,如果手术成功,不仅是王雅楠母女俩的事情,胡正道以后也能轻松许多,他这段时间的付出确实太多了,别说其他人,就连自己这个曾经活到三十几岁的中年人都对他相当敬佩。 To about 10 : 30, a little drinks Li Ya of lisper tremblingly only stands, to Li Mu said: „Does Brother Mu, return to the bedroom with us in the evening together?” 一直到将近十点半,喝得有点大舌头的李亚唯才颤颤巍巍的站起来,对李牧说:“牧哥,晚上跟我们一起回寝室呗?” Li Mu said with a laugh: I do not go back today, tomorrow gets up early also has the matter.” 李牧笑着说:“我今天就不回去了,明天早起还有事。” What matter has, you will not be will celebrate a birthday tomorrow, everyone reached an agreement the evening to cross to you together, did the sister-in-law, you forget?” “有啥事啊,你明天不是过生日吗,大家说好了晚上一起给你过,还有嫂子,你忘啦?” Li Mu said: I have not forgotten, the hotel subscribed, the sea of clouds occupied the Erhai Lake hall, your 7 : 00 pm.” 李牧说:“我没忘啊,饭店都订好了,云海居洱海厅,你们明晚七点到。” Hu Zhengdao said: Tomorrow Yanan cannot come, must accompany her Mother in the hospital, making me apologize with you, moreover ahead of time happy birthday to you.” 胡正道说:“明天雅楠来不了了,要在医院陪她妈妈,让我跟你道个歉,另外提前祝你生日快乐。” The Li Ya only blurry hearing happy birthday four large characters, said suddenly: Aiya, or we let us not go back tonight, accompanies Brother Mu to stay up all night on new year's eve here, to 12 points was his birthday.” 李亚唯迷迷糊糊的听到生日快乐四个大字,忽然说:“哎呀,要不咱们今晚都别回去了,在这儿陪牧哥守岁吧,到十二点就是他的生日了。” Li Mu ridicules saying: Goes, I want you to help the big masters accompany me to defend what year, said a bedroom night non- home to return to again, this was also too high-profile.” 李牧笑骂道:“快滚,我要你们一帮大老爷们陪我守什么岁,再说一个寝室都夜不归宿,这也太高调了。” Li Ya only smiles: I am also polite with you, look at your tense appearance, you said, is the evening has the little girl to accompany you to stay up all night on new year's eve?” 李亚唯嘿嘿一笑:“我也就是跟你客气客气,瞧你那个紧张的样子,你说,是不是晚上有妞要来陪你守岁?” Li Mu shakes the head: No, if you are glad to leave behind me not to have the opinion.” 李牧摇了摇头:“没有,你要是乐意留下我也没意见。” Li Ya only said: Calculates that I did not disturb you here, I returned to the bedroom to sleep with other elder brother several same places.” 李亚唯说:“算啦,我就不在这里打扰你了,我跟其他哥几个一起回寝室睡觉。” Li Mu delivered to downstairs the drunken several people, looks at they are supporting by the arm over -bridge mutually, this felt relieved, turned around to go home. 李牧把醉醺醺的几个人送到楼下,看着他们相互搀扶着过了天桥,这才放下心来,转身回家。 Although Li Mu in celebrating a birthday is not interested very much, but after a person returns to the house in Yucheng Garden, he somewhat sobbed unavoidably the sigh. 虽说李牧对过生日并不是很感兴趣,但是一个人回到裕城花园的房子里之后,他还是难免有些唏嘘感叹。 This is the first birthday after Li Mu rebirth, after 12 points, he just reach 20 years old, was in the life the happiest age, but no one knows, in this 20-year-old body, is living one over 30 years old and from the future souls. 这是李牧重生后的第一个生日,等到12点过后,他才刚刚满20周岁,正是人生中最美好的年纪,但是谁也不知道,这个20岁的躯体内,居住着一个三十多岁、来自未来的灵魂。 Every so often Li Mu will feel lonely, lonely is not because no one accompanies, because no one can pour out, or no one can understand itself, 20 years old, set the record of career, Li Mu has so achieved the unprecedented achievement, but behind this achievement, was one is unable forever with the secret that anybody shared, lived him to raise his parents is not not possible to share, this secret in Li Mu at heart, being doomed is to cling to tenaciously to walk this life, this feeling was not good, gradually Li Mu was even worried oneself met the depression. 很多时候李牧会觉得孤独,孤独并不是因为没人陪伴,而是因为没人可以倾诉,或者没人能够理解自己,20岁,创下如此一份事业,李牧已经取得了前无古人的成就,但是这个成就背后,是一个永远无法与任何人分享的秘密,就连生他养他的父母都不可能分享,这秘密在李牧心里,注定是要死守着走完这一生的,这种感觉并不好,久而久之李牧甚至担心自己会得抑郁症。 After previous and Chen Wan liquor had a lengthy conversation, Li Mu once intentionally half real , half fake speaking of previous life, that was Li Mu outpouring in disguised form, could not understand with a classification person, or understood not the way of letter/believes, went to say the truth, this although somewhat scratched an itch in the boot, but also was the Qidian (Beginning) function. 上次和陈婉酒后长谈,李牧曾经故意半真半假的说及前世,那算是李牧一种变相的倾诉,用一种别人听不懂,或者听懂了也不会信的方式,去把事情的真相说出来,这虽然有些隔靴搔痒,但也算是起点作用。 Li Mu estimated that were old, oneself will write one to conduct the autobiography of encryption with oneself language with the logic, uses some type of way secret to say own real status in inside, when oneself hundred years later publicizes, if some people can understand mysteriously, the world will certainly cause a vigorous discussion, by the present generation was suspected Wang Mang who probably passes through is the same, perhaps can also become the eternity mystery by own status, finally was taken away to write the novel, to make the movie, such actually also very interesting. 李牧预计等自己老了,自己会去写一本用自己的语言和逻辑进行加密的自传,在里面用某种方式隐秘的说出自己的真实身份,等自己百年之后再公开,若有人能参透其中奥妙,世界一定会引发一场激烈的讨论,就好像被当代人怀疑是穿越的王莽一样,没准还能让自己的身份成为千古谜案,最后被人拿去写成小说、拍成电影,那样倒是也挺有趣的。 A person drinks, Li Mu stands in the balcony is overlooking the neon sparkle Yanjing city, wells up a heroic feelings at heart suddenly, later, he must stand erect to be his landmark construction in this city, does not dare saying that I come me to see me to conquer, at least needs to be left behind the clear mark by oneself in this city, for proves own existence to the world. 一个人又喝了点酒,李牧站在阳台上俯视着霓虹闪耀的燕京城,心里忽然涌上一股豪情,以后,他一定要在这座城市中矗立起一座属于他的地标性建筑,不敢说我来我见我征服,也至少要让自己在这个城市里留下清晰的印记,借以向世人证明自己的存在。 11 o'clock, Father Li makes the phone call to Li Mu, said with a laugh: Son, after a while 20 years old, what feelings do you currently have again?” 十一点钟,李爸李牧打来电话,笑着说:“儿子,再过一会儿就20岁了,你现在有什么感想没有?” Li Mu said with a smile: It‘s nothing feelings, yes felt oneself are very young.” 李牧笑道:“没什么感想,就是觉得自己还很年轻。” Father Li said: 20 years old are the best ages, the life also walked less than 1/4, your present duty enjoys the life well, several years later, you will think that for these years was in your life the best time, do not think by that time and felt the regret.” 李爸说:“二十岁是最好的年纪,人生也不过才走了不到四分之一,你现在的任务就是好好享受生活,再过几年,你会觉得这几年是你人生中最美好的时光,可不要到那个时候想起来又觉得后悔。” Li Mu listened to reason very much said: Thanks the father, I remembered.” 李牧很是受教的说:“谢谢爸,我记得了。” Father Li cheerful saying: This time you long such big does not celebrate a birthday side the parents for the first time, your mother added must go to Yanjing to accompany you to celebrate a birthday, was given to block by me.” 李爸乐呵呵的说道:“这次还是你长这么大第一次不在爸妈身边过生日,你妈本来还说要去燕京陪你过生日的,被我给拦住了。” Li Mu curious asking: Why father, your servant, if comes Yanjing to wait for two days is very good together.” 李牧好奇的问:“为什么啊爸,你跟妈要是一起来燕京待两天也很好啊。” Father Li said: You were so big, I do not think the excessive interference your life.” 李爸说:“你都这么大了,我可不想过分干扰你的生活。” Li Mu said: Is my present matter are too mainly many, otherwise found time to go home to treat for two days while the birthday.” 李牧说:“主要是我现在事情太多,不然就趁着生日抽空回家待两天了。” Father Li said: Boy does not long for home well, can place is worrying about at heart, but does not want three days two to run toward the family/home......” 李爸说:“男孩子太恋家不好,可以放在心里记挂着,但不要三天两头往家跑……” The Father Li words have not said, Li Mu then hears Mother not too happy saying: Do not talk nonsense with the son in this, if later the son comes back was short of me unable to forgive you!” 李爸的话还没说完,李牧便听见妈妈不太高兴的说道:“你别在这跟儿子瞎说啊,要是以后儿子回来的少了我饶不了你!” Aiya the wife, I am not that meaning......” “哎呀老婆,我不是那个意思……” „One side urges to go faster to go, making me say the little while to the son.” “去去去一边去,让我跟儿子说会儿。” Mother Li domineering has snatched the telephone, later the sound is gentle immediately innumerable times, said with a laugh: Clever son, happy birthday!” 李妈强势的抢过电话,随后声音立刻温柔了无数倍,笑着说:“乖儿子,生日快乐!” Li Mu laughs foolishly said: Thanked Ms. Xie!” 李牧傻乐呵道:“谢谢妈!” Mother Li asked him: How does your birthday prepare to celebrate?” 李妈问他:“你生日准备怎么过?” Li Mu said: Tomorrow will have meal with bedroom several friends together, meaning meaning that's alright.” 李牧说:“明天跟寝室几个朋友一起吃顿饭,意思意思就行了。” Mother Li curious asking: On you and bedroom the roommate in?” 李妈好奇的问:“就你和寝室的室友吗?” Li Mu un, said: On several roommates.” 李牧嗯了一声,说:“就几个室友。” Aiya.” Mother Li sighed one, said: Son, sufficed the age to be in love, always do not mix up with the roommate every day, must contact the pretty female schoolmate!” “哎呀。”李妈感叹一声,说:“儿子,够年龄谈恋爱了,别总是每天都跟室友混在一起,要多接触接触漂亮女同学!” Li Mu said with a smile: Mother, I discussed the girlfriend.” 李牧笑道:“妈,我谈女朋友了。” Right?” Mother Li asked him pleasantly surprised: Which miss?” “是吗?”李妈惊喜的问他:“哪儿的姑娘?” Li Mu said: You you send me to Jinling with the father to the motor station one time together, at that time had a girl......” 李牧说:“你记不记得有一次你跟爸爸一起到汽车站送我去金陵,当时有一个女孩子……” Mother Li excited saying: Oh oh oh! I thought that was that little girl surnamed Su? At that time her parents also, you said that you discussed the girlfriend, was she?” 李妈激动的说道:“噢噢噢!我想起来了,是那个姓苏的小姑娘吧?当时她爸妈也在,你说你谈女朋友了,就是她吗?” Li Mu has not concealed, said honestly: Right, is she.” 李牧也没隐瞒,坦诚道:“对,就是她。” Good good!” Mother Li joyful saying with a smile: My first very picks that girl, the appearance is attractive, the person also has the makings very much, natural, absolutely is the good girls of few looking, does her father seem like our Haizhou public security Director?” “不错不错!”李妈欣喜的笑道:“我第一眼就挺相中那个女孩的,模样好看,人也很有气质,大大方方的,绝对是少找的好姑娘,她爸爸好像是咱们海州的公安局长吧?” Yes.” “是的。” Mother Li said with a smile: My son really has the skill! Even the public security Director daughters can pursue, is not simple!” 李妈笑道:“我儿子是真有本事!连公安局长的女儿都能追到手,不简单!” Father Li closely examined in the one side at this time: Real? Really that little girl surnamed Su?” 李爸这时在一旁追问:“真的吗?真是那个姓苏的小姑娘?” Mother Li said: Little Mu said that is she!” 李妈道:“小牧说了,是她!” Hey!” Father Li said with a smile: Great son, the miss is one in a ten thousand absolutely, you must grasp well!” “嘿!”李爸笑道:“好样的儿子,那姑娘绝对是万里挑一,你可得好好把握啊!” Mother Li interposed: „ When brings back to the family/home to eat meal her? 李妈插话道:“什么时候把她带回家里吃顿饭? Li Mu said with a smile: Later said that now is young, brings back to the home to eat meal you not to fear that the neighbor gossipped Ah? 李牧笑道:“以后再说吧,现在年纪还小,带回家吃饭你们不怕邻居说闲话啊? Mother Li said: Who liked saying that said that will have this good future daughter-in-law, others envied unable to envy.” 李妈说:“谁爱说就说去呗,有这个好的未来儿媳妇,别人羡慕还羡慕不来呢。” Father Li said: You must consider that others little girl situation, has come me, can others feel all right?” 李爸说:“你也得考虑考虑人家小姑娘的情况,这么早就来咱家,人家能好意思吗?” Mother Li said with a smile: I was the freely spoken saying, first did not bring back to the home not to relate, Little Mu you know that you grasped that's alright.” 李妈笑道:“我就是顺口一说,先不带回家也没关系,小牧你知道自己把握好就行。” Li Mu simply said: Relax mother, I know in heart.” 李牧便道:“放心吧妈,我心里有数。” Mother Li said: Mother knows you to know in heart, the time, you did not rest early earlier, tomorrow must attend class.” 李妈说:“妈知道你心里有数,时间不早了,你早点休息,明天还要上课呢。” Li Mu said: You and my father also rest earlier.” 李牧说:“那你和我爸也早点休息吧。” Ok, wish my clever son happy birthday again!” “行,再次祝我的乖儿子生日快乐!” That side Mother Li received the line, in the Li Mu heart sighed, this whole life parents' personality was much more open than previous life, the attitude toward the life, want optimistic innumerable times compared with previous life the time at present simply, previous life this time, was they most laborious stage, but this time of this whole life, was actually their 4-5 for ten years most felt that relaxed also most felt had the time of sense of achievement. 李妈那边收了线,李牧心中感叹,这辈子爸妈的性格比上辈子要开朗得多,两人眼下对生活的态度,简直比上辈子的这个时间段要乐观无数倍,上辈子的这个时候,正是他们最辛苦的阶段,而这辈子的这个时间,却是他们四五十年来最感觉轻松也最感觉有成就感的时刻。 Is sighing, the cell phone made a sound, this time makes the phone call, unexpectedly is Zhao Ziqiu. 正感叹着,手机又响了起来,这次打来电话的,竟然是赵子秋 The Li Mu connection telephone, then listens to Zhao Ziqiu to ask him: Where Li Mu are you at?” 李牧接通电话,便听赵子秋问他:“李牧你在哪呢?” In Yucheng Garden, how?” “在裕城花园,怎么了?” Zhao Ziqiu said: I happen to passed by downstairs you, one side wants to see?” 赵子秋说:“我正好路过你楼下,要不要下来见一面?” Li Mu has been thinking her at heart, but didn't expect she unexpectedly in this time passed by itself downstairs, then takes off/escapes the tastes: Or you come up, a below sitting place does not have.” 李牧心里一直想着她,但没想到她竟然会在这个时间段路过自家楼下,便脱口道:“要不你上来吧,下面连个坐的地方都没有。” Zhao Ziqiu said: I do not come up, a Renmin evening's going your family many are inappropriate.” 赵子秋说:“我就不上去了,一个人大晚上的去你家多不合适。” Li Mu does not know why she became before oneself acted with constraint suddenly, all of a sudden divided was so clear, made him well up some to lose actually. 李牧不知道她为什么在自己面前忽然变得这么矜持了,一下子分的这么清楚,倒是让他心里涌上些许失落。 When loses, Li Mu also has saying: You are waiting, my gets down.” 失落之余,李牧也只好说:“那你等着,我这就下来。” ( To be continued.) (未完待续。)
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