Facing the question that under the Chen Wan half drunk half awaking condition asked that a Li Mu heart loosen, said playful: „Perhaps is not because my previous life has injured you, perhaps is your previous life has the graciousness in me, therefore this whole life I asked you to repay a debt of gratitude.” 面对陈婉半醉半醒状态下问的这个问题,李牧心头一松,玩笑般的说:“也许不是因为我上辈子伤过你,也许是你上辈子有恩于我,所以这辈子我就找你报恩来了。” Chen Wan purses the lips to shake the head with a smile, said: „I do not like this edition, trades one.” 陈婉抿嘴笑着摇了摇头,说:“我不喜欢这个版本,换一个。” Li Mu asked: „What edition trades?” 李牧笑问:“换一个什么样的版本？” Chen Wan earnest thinking, said: „For example previous life I am your wife who shared husband's poverty, I married you, have big group of children to you, but you shut out me finally, followed other women, hurt thoroughly my heart, therefore your whole life compensated me.” 陈婉认真的想了想,说:“比如上辈子我是你的糟糠之妻,我嫁给你、给你生了一大堆孩子,可你最后嫌弃我了,就跟其他的女人跑了,伤透了我的心,所以你这辈子才来补偿我。” „Or previous life I am your small three, did not strive for did not ask the share following you, only asked you to have me, to be able occasionally with me in the same place, but you were sick finally, gave to abandon me.” “或者上辈子我是你的小三,不求名不求份的跟着你,只求你心里有我、能偶尔和我在一起,但你最后厌烦了,就把我给抛弃了。” The Li Mu hear her these two story editions, cannot bear ask her: „Do I have do not have the conscience?” 李牧听完她的这两个故事版本,忍不住问她:“我有这么没良心吗？” The Chen Wan facial features said with a smile: „Said is previous life, we no one know what own previous life is, since you talked about this topic, I displayed my imagination.” 陈婉眉眼含笑说:“都说了是上辈子,咱们谁也不知道自己上辈子是什么样,你既然聊到了这个话题,那我就发挥自己的想象呗。” Li Mu nods smiles: „Good, if you like these two editions, that is primarily these two editions.” 李牧点头一笑:“好吧,如果你喜欢这两个版本,那就以这两个版本为主吧。” Chen Wan un, said with a smile: „You know that what something in common these two editions do have?” 陈婉嗯了一声,笑道:“你知道这两个版本有什么共同之处吗？” Li Mu nods again and again: „Knows, the ending of story was I harmed you.” 李牧连连点头:“知道,故事的结尾都是我伤害了你。” Chen Wan laughs, said: „You are intelligent.” 陈婉哈哈一笑,说:“还是你聪明。” But at this moment, in Chen Wan that under the alcohol stimulates the sound is actually suing at heart lightly: „Something in common of these two editions, should be we were crossing the fool together......” 可此刻,在陈婉那在酒精刺激下的心里却有一个声音在轻诉:“这两个版本的共同之处,应该是我们都曾经在一起过啊笨蛋……” In the Chen Wan heart sighed, some playing dumb is swinging gently the both feet, gathers opens and opens gathers again, the eye stared at the tip of the toe, the mouth was saying: „If so, you chose the way of wrong repaying a debt of gratitude.” 陈婉心中感叹,有些犯傻的轻轻摆动着双脚,并拢打开、打开再并拢,眼睛盯着脚尖,嘴里说:“如果是这样的话,那你就选错报恩的方式了。” Li Mu nods smiles, said freely spoken: „If is really the edition that you said that that affirms again marries to go home, thousand you in every possible way well to you are the compensation.” 李牧点头一笑,顺口说道:“如果真是你说的这个版本,那肯定得再把你娶回家、千百般好好对你才算补偿。” Chen Wan hears here, laughs, does intentionally saying that despises: „Bad boy, you legal marriageable age has not arrived now continually, if so, waits for you to compensate also wants multi- and other years.” 陈婉听到这里,哈哈大笑一声,故作鄙视的说道:“坏小子,你现在连法定的结婚年龄都没到,如果真是这样,等你补偿还要多等几年。” Then, Chen Wan changed the topic to ask Li Mu: „Will you celebrate a birthday on 6 th of next month?” 说完,陈婉岔开刚才的话题问李牧:“你下个月 6 号就过生日了吧？” Li Mu nods: „Yes, 6 th, how does the elder sister you know?” 李牧点了点头:“是的,六号,姐你是怎么知道的？” Chen Wan said: „After damaging you, I knew, the hospital has your status material.” Saying, her face was regretting that said: „I these Celestials in Hunan, feared that early this month did not have the opportunity to accompany you to celebrate a birthday.” 陈婉说:“撞伤你之后我就知道了,医院有你的身份资料。”说着,她一脸惋惜的说:“我月初那些天人在湘都,怕是没机会陪你过生日了。” Li Mu said with a smile: „All right, the birthday also has nothing to feel better, nothing but eats meal.” 李牧笑道:“没事,生日也没什么好过的,无非就是吃顿饭。” Chen Wan said: „You have the girlfriend in any case, when the time comes has her to accompany you to cross well.” 陈婉说:“反正你有女朋友,到时候有她陪你过就好。” Saying, Chen Wan was also asking: „Right, you with your girlfriend how?” 说着,陈婉又问:“对了,你跟你的女朋友怎么样了？” Li Mu sipped a red wine, said: „Also good, but not meets frequently.” 李牧抿了口红酒,说:“还不错吧,只是不怎么经常见面。” Chen Wan said with amazement: „Haven't you in a school, met frequently?” 陈婉惊讶的说:“你俩就在一个学校,还不经常见面？” Li Mu said: „I recently where had the time to go to school, on hand matter many cannot count, every day in busy, in her family/home the strictness of manages, the opportunity of living alone is not a lot.” 李牧说:“我最近哪有时间上学,手头事情多的数不过来,每天都在忙,她家里管的又严,独处的机会不是很多。” Chen Wan curious asking: „Isn't she Haizhou person? You go to school in Yanjing, in her family/home manages how strict, can't run up to Yanjing to defend?” 陈婉好奇的问:“她不也是海州人吗？你俩在燕京上学,她家里管的严又怎么样,总不能跑到燕京来守着吧？” Li Mu ridicules saying: „She just has a paternal aunt in Yanjing, Monday through Friday every night telephones toward the bedroom investigates Qin, asked own to go her by the weekend......” 李牧讪笑道:“她刚好有个姑姑在燕京,周一到周五每天晚上往寝室打电话查寝,到了周末就把她叫到自己家去……” The Chen Wan hear speechless, asked Li Mu: „How to sound you always to keep thinking about others evening's time probably? To do misdemeanor Ah?” 陈婉听完一阵哑然,问李牧:“怎么听起来你好像都总是惦记着人家晚上的时间？想干坏事啊？” The Li Mu stunned moment, scratches the head immediately: „Do I have?” 李牧错愕片刻,随即挠挠头:“我有吗？” Chen Wan white Li Mu, said: „Already very obvious, you are only think that in the evening looks for others?” 陈婉白了李牧一眼,说:“已经很明显了好吗,难道你只是晚上才想到找人家？” Li Mu said awkwardly: „Where has, usually is the matter are too mainly many, during the daytime in company.” 李牧尴尬的说:“哪有,平时主要是事情太多,白天都在公司。” Chen Wan nods, has not teased Li Mu again, but said earnestly: „You cannot patronize busily were treating coldly others, your present career is very successful, why to give back to the such tremendous pressure.” 陈婉点点头,没有再调侃李牧,而是认真的说:“你也不能光顾着忙就冷落了人家,你现在的事业已经很成功了,干嘛还给自己这么大的压力。” Li Mu sighed one lightly: „The speed of internet development was too fast, once runs, really does not dare to stop.” 李牧轻叹一声:“互联网发展的速度太快了,一旦跑起来,就实在是不敢停下。” Chen Wan said: „Haven't you led so many now? QQ withdrew competed, you should also give itself the relaxing opportunity.” 陈婉说:“你现在不是已经领先这么多了吗？qq都退出竞争了,你也该给自己一点放松的机会。” Li Mu nods, on the mouth complies is very good, is actually thinking at heart, at present the domestic internet industry claims markets by making preemptive investments, these future big alligators are eying covetously, oneself present invited from the immediate Instant Messenger market Chief Ma, the remaining these do not dare to say tidy up, but must compare show off, to have the matter at least to be all right these previous life gives poverty-stricken hangs the silk fills the poisonous chicken soup tricks fiercely greatly tidied up one by one, you did not like saying after making a name for oneself most regretted to set the record of these great undertaking, the line, that on do not create. 李牧点点头,嘴上答应的很好,心里却在想,眼下正是国内互联网行业跑马圈地的时候,那些未来的大鳄都在虎视眈眈,自己现在只是把马总从即时通讯市场请了出去,剩下的那些不敢说一个一个收拾,但最起码得把那些上辈子比较得瑟、有事没事就给穷苦吊丝猛灌毒鸡汤的大忽悠给挨个收拾了,你不是就喜欢在功成名就之后说自己最后悔创下那些大业吗,行,那就别创了。 Chen Wan knows that Li Mu all have oneself idea, he changes himself to be very simple, but oneself want to change him too to be difficult, therefore then also no longer said, adds the liquor to the Li Mu cup, said to Li Mu: „Come, we drink up the remaining bottles.” 陈婉知道李牧一切都有自己的主意,他改变自己很简单,但自己想改变他就太难了,于是便也就不再多说,给李牧杯子里添上酒,对李牧说:“来,咱们俩把剩下的这瓶喝完吧。” At this time, television «Happy Camp» in has reached the last act, as the honored guest, Simple Plan and Du Wei distinguishes to go on stage to sing, the viewing ratio has not broken through 11.9% peaks again, now has started gradually to drop, but, 11.9% myths have spread in broadcast television system rapidly. 此时,电视里的《快乐大本营》已经进入尾声,作为嘉宾,简单计划和杜薇分别登场献唱,收视率没有再突破11.9%的巅峰,现在已经开始逐渐回落,但是,11.9%的神话已经在广播电视系统迅速传开。 The program had not ended, most television jobholders know this inconceivable data, the Chen Wan's cell phone starts unceasingly receives the calls of various congratulations, most starts is the Xiangnan TV leader and colleague, afterward was own schoolmates, even was the former colleague of Yanjing satellite TV, the person who many long did not contact with also collected the congratulation in abundance. 节目还没有结束,大部分的电视从业人员都知道了这个不可思议的数据,陈婉的手机开始不断的接到各种恭喜的电话,最开始是湘南卫视的领导和同事,后来就是自己的同学们,甚至是燕京卫视的前同事,很多久不联系的人也纷纷凑上来祝贺。 The telephone makes Chen Wan feel burdensome, therefore then closes down the telephone directly , after drinking half glass of red wines, suddenly is disgruntled like the child, asked that Li Mu said: „Viewing ratio so will be why high!” 不停的电话让陈婉感觉不胜其烦,于是便直接把电话关机,又喝了半杯红酒之后,忽然像小孩子闹情绪一样,问李牧道:“收视率为什么会这么高啊！” Li Mu said: „This is also various conditions creates together, not only has you to join newly, but also has Simple Plan and Du Wei, Muye Science and Technology has been helping this issue of program create the propaganda, so many conditions also satisfy, can accomplish such high viewing ratio, it is estimated that the next issue of program will drop, at least next issue of program Muye Science and Technology will not help Xiangnan TV make the promotion again free, the user who this period of time promotes can preserve many to look in the future the viewing ratios of several issues of programs.” 李牧说:“这也是多方面条件共同造成的,不但有你新加入,而且还有简单计划和杜薇,牧野科技又一直在帮这期节目做宣传,这么多条件同时满足,才能造就这么高的收视率,估计下一期节目就会回落了,最起码下一期节目牧野科技不会再免费帮湘南卫视做推广,这段时间推广的用户到底能留存下来多少就看往后几期节目的收视率了。” Chen Wan depends upon in the Li Mu shoulder, said to Li Mu: „Bad boy, I felt that a little regretted.” 陈婉重新依靠在李牧肩头,对李牧说:“坏小子,我感觉有点后悔了。” Li Mu asked her: „What's wrong? What regrets?” 李牧问她:“怎么了？后悔什么？” Chen Wan shakes the head, said: „Does not know, perhaps regrets Xiangnan TV, perhaps was regrets should not choose Host this industry initially, if chose to work secretly, can perhaps treat steadfastly in the Yanjing satellite TV, no matter what can leave you about, you will not be worried after which day I became famous, you will contact me to increase the burden with me to me again.” 陈婉摇摇头,说:“不知道,也许是后悔去湘南卫视,也许是后悔当初就不该选择主持人这个行业,如果选个幕后工作,在燕京卫视也许就能踏踏实实的待下来,不管怎么样都能离你近一点,你也不会担心哪天我成名了之后,你再和我接触我会给我增加负担。” The Chen Wan liquor vigor at this moment above, the role of alcohol is bigger, her psychology is frailer, usually has not shown delicate also gradually gets the winning side at the same time, making her feel that in this moment the intense worry and fear, she feared all these that Li Mu makes are holding her to start, once she starts, once the horse runs, Li Mu will let go slowly. 陈婉此刻的酒劲已经上头,酒精的作用越大,她的心理就越脆弱,平日不曾示人的柔弱一面也就逐渐占据上风,让她在这一刻感觉到强烈的担心和害怕,她怕李牧所做的这一切都是在扶她上马,一旦她上了马、一旦马跑起来,李牧就会慢慢撒手。 Li Mu one hear of she said, the hastily comfort said: „Elder sister, I am not that meaning...” 李牧一听她这么说,急忙安慰道:“姐,我不是那个意思…” Chen Wan looks at Li Mu, asked him: „After you are afraid yourself , because contacted to stare, even to spread the scandal by the media media with me?” 陈婉看着李牧,问他:“那你害怕自己以后因为和我接触多了而被媒体传媒盯上、甚至传出绯闻吗？” Li Mu shakes the head: „Did not fear, but......” 李牧摇摇头:“不怕,可……” Chen Wan rushed saying: „I did not fear.” 陈婉抢着说:“我也不怕。” Li Mu nods, said earnestly: „I understood.” 李牧点点头,认真的说:“我明白了。” Chen Wan sits cross-legged to sit nearby Li Mu, is narrowing boiling hot eye looks at he, the half drunk partly awoke said: „You are not clear, my words have not said, since actually I have been so long am still regretting other things.” 陈婉盘腿坐在李牧跟前,眯着滚烫的眼睛看着他,半醉半醒的说:“你不明白,我刚才的话还没说完,其实我这么久以来还在后悔其他的事情。” Li Mu asked her: „What regrets?” 李牧问她:“后悔什么？” Chen Wan is pursing the lips to think for quite a while, finally said: „Regret should not recognize you to be the younger brother from the beginning, if we knew from the beginning is clear about a status of friend, I will like you not having any guilty conscience as friend, will actively pursue you not to have any pressure, but you will call my elder sister each time time, I will be very uncomfortable, will not have the means uncomfortably, can only comfort itself saying: If trades the viewpoint, cannot have such Boyfriend, has such a younger brother is also good, but comforts itself even, at heart uncomfortable.” 陈婉抿着嘴想了半天,终于开口说:“后悔一开始就不该认你做弟弟,如果我们一开始认识就明确一个朋友的身份,那我以一个朋友的身份喜欢你也不会有任何负罪感,甚至主动追求你也不会有任何心理压力,但你每次叫我姐的时候,我心里就特别难受,难受又没有办法,只能安慰自己说:如果换个角度考虑,不能有个这样的男朋友,有个这样的弟弟也挺好的,可就算是这么安慰自己,心里还是难受。” „Sometimes felt, if all have come, I had not rather driven to go out on that day, like this our whole life may not have any happening together, oneself did not use such painfully......” “有时候觉得如果一切重新来过,我宁愿那天没有开车出门,这样我们俩这辈子可能也就不会有任何交集,自己也就不用这么痛苦了……” Possibly was drinks, possibly was constrains to the Li Mu's emotion at heart too for a long time, Chen Wan could not have stretched the heart mood in this moment, the tears then welled up instantaneously, immediately she shut the moment eye, lifted the hand to take up the wine glass then to hold up the head to drink a cleanness. 可能是喝多了,也可能是心里对李牧的情感压抑太久,陈婉在这一刻已经绷不住心底的情绪,眼泪瞬间便涌了出来,随即她闭了片刻眼睛,抬手拿起酒杯便昂头喝了个干净。 Li Mu is not a fool, the 30-year-old person rebirth comes back, how can also unable to see Chen Wan this over 20 -year-old pure woman to own thoughts, as a normal man, almost cannot pick up the good woman not possible does not have any feeling of problem to Chen Wan this type, sometimes he will even feel, Chen Wan is that most suitable companion lifetime woman, is soft, glorious prolonged. 李牧不是傻子,30多岁的人重生回来,又怎能看不出陈婉这个二十多岁单纯女人对自己的心思,作为一个正常的男人,对陈婉这种几乎挑不出毛病的好女人也不可能没有任何感觉,有些时候他甚至会觉得,陈婉是那种最适合陪伴一生的女人,柔情似水,悠久绵长。 Most starts, Li Mu to Chen Wan is also only the thoughts of repaying a debt of gratitude, changes her life path, not to make her make same mistakes over again, but, as unceasing deepening of sentiment, Li Mu's Chen Wan has placed at heart at heart in that in position that needs his entire life protection, had to her sense of responsibility and sense of mission that is above the average man, therefore Li Mu felt even if oneself fantasize her in the heart slightly, is to the tarnish of this sense of responsibility, to her disrespect. 最开始,李牧对陈婉还只是报恩的心思,改变她的人生轨迹、不让她重蹈覆辙,但是,随着心里感情的不断加深,李牧的心里已经将陈婉摆放在了那个需要自己一生守护的位置上,对她有了超乎常人的责任感与使命感,所以李牧觉得自己哪怕只是在心底稍微幻想一下她,都是对这种责任感的玷污,也是对她的不尊重。 However, after the Chen Wan's liquor vindicated, Li Mu thinks the limpid heart was also confused.( To be continued.) 但是,面对陈婉的酒后表白,李牧原本自认为清澈的心也被搅乱了。(未完待续。)