Lin Qingya to the room that Li Mu books is this three-star hotel best luxurious Business suite. 林清雅给李牧定的房间是这家三星级酒店最好的豪华商务套房。 The so-called luxurious Business suite, nothing but were many one about 20 square meters living room, the repair was ordinary. 所谓豪华商务套房,无非就是多了一个二十平米左右的客厅,装修一般。 Lin Qingya has not taken the baggage, arrives at the room with Li Mu, Li Mu then invites her to sit a while on the sofa, the big winter wants outside and other hours really is too painful, in room warm, Li Mu makes her rest here, when the time, oneself sent her to the station, like this she boarded can sleep, rests one to arrive at Yanjing late. 林清雅没有拿上行李,跟着李牧来到房间,李牧便邀请她在沙发上坐一会儿,大冬天想在外面等2-3个小时实在是太痛苦了,房间里暖和,李牧让她在这里休息,等到时间了,自己就送她去车站,这样她上车就能睡觉,睡一晚就到燕京了。 Two people just sat down on the sofa, the Li Mu's cell phone made a sound, brings looks, is Su Yingxue, Li Mu then natural said to Lin Qingya: „The telephone of my girlfriend.” 两人刚在沙发上坐下,李牧的手机就响了,拿过来一看,是苏映雪,李牧便自然的对林清雅说:“我女朋友的电话。” Lin Qingya nods gently, very much coordinates has not made any sound, she knows that Li Mu has the girlfriend, he initially to Su Yingxue vindicating time, the person university lived exploded, Dong Ai has also mentioned with oneself specially, at that time oneself also thought Dong Ai said this matter time, the tone seemed like some moved flavors. 林清雅轻轻点头,很配合的没有发出任何声音,她知道李牧有女朋友,他当初向苏映雪表白的时候,人大学生都炸了,董艾还专门跟自己说起过,当时自己还觉得董艾说这件事情的时候,语气好像有些许怅然若失的味道。 A telephone connection, Su Yingxue then asked Li Mu: „Dear is doing?” 电话一接通,苏映雪便问李牧:“亲爱的在干嘛呢？” Li Mu said: „I in Qilu, management sentiment, you?” 李牧说:“我在齐鲁呢,办点事情,你呢？” Su Yingxue said: „Came out to give my father to buy hold/container smoke/tobacco, family's smoke sees somebody off by my mother.” 苏映雪说:“出来给我爸买包烟,家里的烟都被我妈送人了。” Li Mu said with a smile: „Aunt estimated that wants to make the uncle stop smoking, you give back to him to buy the smoke, be careful the aunt is anxious with you.” 李牧笑道:“阿姨估计是想让叔叔戒烟,你还给他买烟,当心阿姨跟你急。” Su Yingxue said: „All right, my mother also knows in any case oneself are deceives oneself and others, my father goes to work, smokes she unable to block.” 苏映雪说:“没事儿,反正我妈也知道自己是自欺欺人,我爸一上班,抽烟她根本就拦不住。” Saying, Su Yingxue was also saying: „Right, my younger sister 9 th must participate in the skill of Yanjing cinema institute to test, I complied to accompany her to pass, the day after tomorrow I will return to Yanjing with the little aunt whole family.” 说着,苏映雪又道:“对了,我妹妹初九要参加燕京电影学院的艺考,我答应了陪她过去,后天晚上我就跟小姑一家人回燕京。” Before Li Mu, hear of Su Yingxue have raised this matter, simply said: „Since you promised her, that went, I and others 15 have gone back at home.” 李牧之前听苏映雪提过这件事情,便道:“既然你都答应她了,那就去吧,我等在家过完十五就回去。” Su Yingxue said: „Xinran (Joyful) has been entangling me over the two days, said that is to make you ask her to eat meal, the family member looked 《Old Boy》 time saw that your name has not thought toward you on, but she one guessed correctly is you, must therefore know with you, you looked you will have the time tomorrow evening?” 苏映雪说:“欣然这两天一直缠着我,说是让你请她吃饭,家里人看《老男孩》的时候看到你的名字都没往你身上想,可她一下就猜出是你了,所以非要跟你认识认识,你看你明天晚上有时间吗？” Li Mu said without hesitation: „Has the time, this, I asked both of you to go to the ecological garden to eat, there environment many.” 李牧毫不犹豫的说:“有时间,这样吧,我请你们俩去生态园吃,那里环境好些。” Su Yingxue said: „Good, eating anything is good, I also feared that you do not have the time.” 苏映雪说:“好啊,吃什么都行,我还怕你没时间呢。” Li Mu said: „Cannot offend Little aunt, tomorrow will certainly make her satisfy.” 李牧说:“不能得罪了小姨子,明天一定让她满意。” Made the telephone call, a Lin Qingya face envied said: „You are really good to your girlfriend.” 挂了电话,林清雅一脸羡慕的说:“你对你女朋友真好。” Li Mu shows a faint smile, said: „Oneself girlfriend, must certainly good be good to her.” 李牧微微一笑,说:“自己女朋友,肯定要对她好才行。” Lin Qingya nods, asked: „She is also Renmin?” 林清雅点点头,问:“她也是人大的吧？” „Un, our one, the high school is a schoolmate.” “嗯,我们一届,高中就是同学。” Lin Qingya asked: „She knows matter that you handle now?” 林清雅问:“那她知道你现在做的事情吗？” Li Mu shakes the head: „Knows part, she knows 3321, knows Alipay, knows that I patted 《Old Boy》, but does not know Muye Science and Technology and other.” 李牧摇了摇头:“知道一部分吧,她知道3321,知道支付宝,知道我拍了《老男孩》,但不知道牧野科技和其他的。” A Lin Qingya face is curious: „Why didn't tell her?” 林清雅一脸好奇:“为什么不告诉她？” Li Mu shrugs the arm, said: „I cannot reach an agreement, may want to make among us the sentiment as far as possible pure, possibly is feared that is scared her, is not only he, my parents do not know now.” 李牧耸了耸肩膀,说:“我也说不好,可能是想让我们之间的感情尽量纯净一点,也可能是怕吓着她吧,不光是他,我爸妈现在也不知道。” Lin Qingya expressed that nod of understanding, as young people, the achievement that he achieved was too truly big, even the side most intimate person, perhaps needs the time to accept this fact slowly. 林清雅表示理解的点了点头,作为一个年轻人,他取得的成就确实太大了一些,就算是身边最亲近的人,恐怕都需要时间来慢慢接受这个事实。 Li Mu remembers the family affairs that among Lin Qingya faces, then asked her: „Was in your family, solved?” 李牧想起林清雅之间面临的家事,便问她:“你家里的事情,都解决了吗？” Lin Qingya nods: „Solved, is actually the matter of money, they satisfy good.” 林清雅点点头:“都解决了,其实就是钱的事情,他们满意就好。” Li Mu sees her expression some to be not quite natural, then comforts one: „Issue that any money can solve, is actually not the major problem.” 李牧见她表情有些不太自然,便宽慰一句:“凡是钱能解决的问题,其实都不是什么大问题。” Lin Qingya sighed lightly, said: „I go by car to come on here road still from the family/home to think today, later the home, I celebrated the new year every year one time enough, actually to them, did I come back not to relate, so long as money gave that's alright, I mainly did not think a person at the new year's celebration of Yanjing all alone, otherwise I was really the heart that linked do not have, if later gets married, had the place to celebrate the new year, perhaps I linked for a year to come back heart a time not, if after the husband can love me to favor me, the home I do not want to come back for a lifetime.” 林清雅轻叹口气,说:“我今天从家里坐车来这里的路上还在想,以后这个家,我每年过年回来一次就够了,其实对他们来说,我回不回来都没关系,只要钱给了就行,我主要是不想一个人在燕京孤零零的过年,不然我真是连回来的心都没有,以后要是嫁了人,有地方过年,我恐怕连一年回来一次的心都没了,要是以后的老公能疼我宠我,这个家我一辈子都不想回来。” Li Mu realized oneself possibly spoke incorrectly the words, should not touch a sore spot, but looks at Lin Qingya this appearance, should hide a lot at heart, anything places a person to shoulder at heart, to her also not necessarily is a good deed. 李牧意识到自己可能说错了话,不该哪壶不开提哪壶,可是看林清雅这个样子,心里应该藏着很多事情,什么都放在心里一个人扛,对她也未必是件好事。 Lin Qingya looked up Li Mu, asked him: „Is Chief Li, interested in listening to me to complain a few words?” 林清雅抬头看了看李牧,问他:“李总,有兴趣听我抱怨两句吗？” Li Mu sat straight the body, said: „Listens in reverent attention.” 李牧坐直了身体,说:“洗耳恭听。” Lin Qingya shows a faint smile, said: „Actually complains the destiny, said actually not oneself cross miserably, but felt oneself from infancy to maturity, had not been hurt has favored, jujube city place, the concept of value males and belittle females is especially heavy, my grandparent that generation of person young time, various home competes is son's number, my grandparent altogether six children, only then my father one is a boy, therefore their family has received with the rural population bullies, in the family/home the son are few, son's many neighbors on will bully you, to occupy your small advantage, my father are bullied to be used to since childhood, concept of value males and belittle females. Is much more serious than my grandfather that generation.” 林清雅微微一笑,说:“其实就是抱怨一下命运,倒不是说自己过得有多惨,只是觉得自己从小到大,从来没被人疼过宠过,枣市这个地方,重男轻女的观念尤其重,我爷爷奶奶那一辈人年轻的时候,各家用来攀比的就是儿子的数量,我爷爷奶奶一共有六个孩子,不过只有我爸一个是男孩,所以他们一家人一直受同村人欺负,家里儿子少,儿子多的邻居就会欺负你、占你的便宜,我爸从小被欺负惯了,重男轻女的观念就比我爷爷那一辈还要严重得多。” „My father caught up with the good time, he is young time catches up with the state-owned enterprise to recruit workers, mixed a secured job, fierce that but the state-owned enterprise worker grasped to family planning, he had my brother one, but has thought the son were not enough, wants to regenerate one, my mother to live me, after being pregnant, went to the rural area my in the second aunt family/home to hide more than half a year, after I was born, discovered that I was a girl, she threw me in the countryside raises to my second aunt, I was young time with my two uncles was surnamed, at that time I have thought my two paternal aunt fathers were my parents, until me second that year., My mother is pregnant to return to the rural live without purpose triplets.” “我爸赶上了好时候,他年轻的时候赶上国企招工,算是混了一个铁饭碗,不过国企职工对计划生育抓的厉害,他有了我哥一个,但一直觉得儿子不够多,就还想偷着再生一个,我妈为了生我,怀孕之后就去农村我二姑家里藏了大半年,等我出生之后,发现我是个女孩,她就把我丢在乡下给我二姑养,我小的时候随我二姑父姓,那时候我一直以为我二姑姑父是我父母,直到我两岁那年,我妈又大着肚子回农村偷生三胎。” „Triplets is a girl, my mother also want to wave the arms about to leave, my second aunt really did not have the energy to take care of my younger sister, my mother incites her to see somebody off the child, at that time I did not understand, does not know that girl was my blood younger sister, when I seven -year-old time, should go to school, I did not have the registered permanent address, my second aunt and uncle had two children, if gave on me the registered permanent address to be Yu Chao to live again, must fine, but on the registered permanent address did not have no way to go to school, my second aunt led me to go to my parents there, quarrels with them, then kept parents there me, were angry to walk. My second aunt's idea was very simple, she wants to make me go to school, moreover one child seven years old are an illegal resident, will delay many a lot, my parents did not agree at first, but also does not have the place to place me, can only keep me temporarily at home.” “第三胎又是个女孩,我妈还想甩手走人,我二姑实在没有精力照顾我那个妹妹,我妈就授意她把孩子送人了,那时候我也不懂,不知道那个女孩是我亲妹妹,等我七岁的时候,该上学了,我没有户口,我二姑、姑父有两个孩子,如果再给我上户口就属于超生,要罚款,但不上户口就没法上学,我二姑就带着我去了我爸妈那里,跟他们吵了一架,然后把我留在爸妈那里,自己生气走了,我二姑的想法很简单,她就是想让我上学,而且一个孩子七岁了还是个黑户,会耽误很多很多事情,我爸妈起初死活都不同意,但又没地方可以安置我,就只能暂时把我留在家里。” „That year, the state-owned enterprise worker grasps the family planning contrary strictest time, not only there is a special work team to investigate day in day out, afterward also released reporting to have the prize policy, I lived in the parents family/home shortly , the parents were reported that the work team gets down the checking, but they did not acknowledge, but also not to distinguish between right and wrong expelled the main house gate me directly, I am only seven years old, in the pocket does not have money, cried for day in downstairs, my parents' neighbor cannot tolerate, meets to go home me secretly, asked that I do know which relative's contact details, I remember the address of second aunt family/home, she on belt/bring. I am sitting the bus to send back me.” “那个年头,正是国企职工抓计划生育违规最严格的时候,不但有专门的工作组一天到晚排查,后来还出台了举报有奖政策,我在爸妈家里生活了没多久,爸妈就被人举报了,工作组下来核实,但他们死活都不承认,还不分青红皂白的直接把我赶出了家门,我才七岁,兜里也没钱,在楼下哭了一天,我爸妈的邻居看不过去,偷偷把我接回家,问我知不知道哪个亲戚的联系方式,我记得二姑家的地址,她就带着我坐公共汽车把我送了回去。” „My second aunt listened to me saying that bitter experience at home, was angry, called my another four paternal aunts, five people delivered me to go back, calling on my parents to stay behind me, and gave on me the registered permanent address, my father did not have the means that under followeds of several paternal aunts, reissued the registered permanent address to me, the birth control group came, punished eight thousand Yuan, my five paternal aunts collecting half, from that I stayed in parents there, but my parents had no sentiment to me, from the beginning does not want to go to school by me, afterward the teacher in unit dependent's school. Found the parents, they concerned about among the face in co-workers, complying made me go to school reluctantly.” “我二姑听我说完在家里的遭遇,气坏了,把我另外四个姑姑都召集到了一起,五个人送我回去,要求我爸妈一定要把我留下,并且给我上户口,我爸没办法了,在几个姑姑的跟随下,给我补办了户口,计生组紧接着就来了,罚了八千块钱,我五个姑姑给凑了一半,自那起,我留在爸妈那里,但我爸妈对我没什么感情,一开始也不想让我上学,后来还是单位子弟学校的老师找到爸妈,他们碍于在工友间的面子,才勉强答应让我上学。” „Junior middle school tests the high school, I tested the school's first, county fifth, my parents are not willing to make me continue, I gave up the best high school, went to be willing to remit my three years of miscellaneous school fees in the ore, after testing into Renmin, I took the scholarship that the high school alma mater gave, takes red packet that five paternal aunts gave, made two months of family education in the city, sufficiently collected the first year school expense, in the future three years, I, will work to support the graduation by the impoverished subsidy and scholarship, when I graduated and worked after Renmin, parents' attitude on immediately changed., From the beginning, no matter did not ask, turned kept demanding, in the family/home the reconditioning house asked me to ask for money, the courtyard shop pavement asked me to ask for money, my brother made the small business transaction to ask me to ask for money, my brother gambled by the creditor is caught up with the gate also to ask me to ask for money, now he old could not find the object also to ask me to ask for money, has to hesitate three people to get angry slightly immediately, said that I was thankless wretch, with great difficulty for university to graduate me, finally I got angry do not recognize people, the person told everywhere oneself were blind, raised the wolf bastard...” “初中考高中,我考了全校第一、全县第五,我爸妈不愿意让我继续上了,我就放弃了最好的高中,去了愿意免除我三年学杂费的矿中,考上人大之后,我拿了高中母校给的奖学金,拿了五个姑姑给的红包,在市里做了两个月家教,凑够了第一年学费,往后的三年,我都是靠贫困补助和奖学金、打工来撑到毕业,等我从人大毕业、工作了之后,爸妈的态度就立刻变了,从一开始的不管不问,变成了不停索取,家里翻修房子找我要钱,院子铺水泥地找我要钱,我哥做小买卖找我要钱,我哥赌博被债主追上门来也找我要钱,现在他年纪大了找不到对象也找我要钱,稍有迟疑三口人立刻就翻脸,说我是白眼狼,好不容易把我供到大学毕业,结果我翻脸不认人,到处跟人说自己瞎眼,养了个狼崽子…” Li Mu heard the dumbfounded, similar matter he once to have hearing, but has not actually looked like Lin Qingya to encounter extremely, Xiling Coal Mine to is also strict, can have two children except for the mine shaft tunneling labor that family planning grasped, other cannot totally, some people ran back rural live without purpose, separated for many years later met, but met not to dare to change the registered permanent address, but also has declared to the outside was relative's child, but these families loved to the children of two embryos, regardless of the men and women, the reason were very simple, the parents thought that was in arrears he is too many, wants to compensate well. 李牧听得目瞪口呆,类似的事情他曾有耳闻,但却从来没有像林清雅这么极端遭遇的,西岭煤矿对计划生育抓的也非常严,除了井下掘进工可以生二胎,其他一概不许,也有人跑回农村老家偷生,隔多年之后再接回来,但接回来也不敢改户口,还一直对外宣称是自己亲戚的孩子,不过这些家庭都对二胎的孩子非常疼爱,无论男女,原因很简单,父母觉得亏钱了他太多,想好好补偿。 But, the Lin Qingya bitter experience is an extreme, her parents not only do not feel to have a deficit she, instead thought that she had a deficit they, how hard to imagines Lin Qingya in such home environment, has attended the high school to graduate from the elementary school. 可是,林清雅的遭遇正是一个极端,她的父母非但不觉得亏欠她,反而觉得她亏欠了他们,难以想象林清雅怎么在这样的家庭环境里,从小学一直读到高中毕业。 The Lin Qingya one breath said so many, the mood actually does not have the too big fluctuation, instead is getting more and more relaxed, then said: „My second aunt was old, this year looked at her, her both sons are not quite filial, possibly is also the condition limited reason, she also depends on with my two uncles now plants that little plot of land to get by, Qilu is different from other provinces, here per capita cultivated land area are very few, one mu, they can also plant the point grain ration, the lucky rural area adds few money to trade fried cake sesame seed cake type of staple food with the grain, they can also get by reluctantly, but my these years, are blind go all out to flatter family's three people, cannot repay my second aunt truly. With two uncles, walks, I the year-end bonus that we give this year to them.” 林清雅一口气说了这么多,情绪竟然没有太大的波动,反而越来越轻松,接着说:“我二姑年纪大了,今年去看了看她,她两个儿子都不太孝顺,可能也是条件有限的原因吧,她现在跟我二姑夫还靠着种那一亩三分地度日,齐鲁跟其他省不一样,这里人均耕地面积特别少,连一亩都不到,他们俩也就能种点口粮,万幸农村都是用粮食加少量的钱换煎饼烧饼这种主食,他们还能勉强度日,而我这些年,瞎了眼似的拼命去讨好家里的三口人,一直没能真正报答我二姑和二姑夫,走的时候,我把咱们今年发的年终奖都给他俩了。” Li Mu nods: „Listened to you saying that money that your elder brother married your one point should not give.” 李牧点了点头:“听你这么说,你哥结婚的钱你一分都不该给。” Lin Qingya shows a faint smile, said: „Yes, actually I regretted, if we had known paid no attention, no matter what their make a terrible scene, they will not really hang oneself in any case, if that sum of money gave my aunts and two uncles, at least enough they cared for the aged.” 林清雅微微一笑,说:“是啊,其实我都后悔死了,早知道就不理,任他们一哭二闹三上吊,反正他们也不会真的上吊,那笔钱要是给我二姑和二姑夫,起码够他们养老了。” Saying, Lin Qingya was coming the spirit all of a sudden, sat the body to say to Li Mu straight: „You do not know, today I go out told my parents, I said so many years I return the home return are many enough, money that now my brother marries I also left, from now on, I will not pay attention to any request that they put forward again, if I will also come back to celebrate the new year next year, I to them five thousand Yuan living expenses and hotel expenses, if I do not come back, even, you do not know that their expressions ugly/difficult to look at, wants to scold me, I have not given them the opportunity, raised the box to walk, now thinks to feel were really at that time natural.” 说着,林清雅一下子来了精神,坐直了身体对李牧说:“你不知道,今天我出门的时候跟我爸妈说,我说这么多年我回报这个家回报的已经够多了,现在我哥结婚的钱我也出了,从今往后,我不会再理会他们提的任何要求,如果明年我还回来过年,我会给他们五千块钱的生活费和住宿费,如果我不回来,就算了,你不知道他俩的表情有多难看,想骂我呢,我没给他们机会,提着箱子就走了,现在想想都觉得自己当时真潇洒。” Li Mu said with a smile: „Listened to you saying that very dispelled anger actually.” 李牧笑道:“听你这么说,倒是挺解恨的。” Lin Qingya blinks smiles, said mischievously: „I also thought so, although also feels should not, but thinks or thought that very crisp, later cannot live was so silly, must be good to my good person to these, is not good to me, after I achieved with a clear conscience can also throw into the brain, went, after returning to Yanjing, I traded the mobile number, so many years they Yanjing have visited me in any case, does not know that which I lived, where go to work, the mobile number one traded, they on again also bothersome not to me.” 林清雅眨眼一笑,调皮的说:“我也这么觉得,虽然也觉得不太应该,但想想还是觉得挺爽的,以后不能再活的这么傻了,要对那些对我好的人好,对我不好的,我做到问心无愧也就可以抛到脑后去了,回了燕京之后,我就把手机号换了,反正这么多年他们也没去燕京看过我,不知道我住在哪、在哪里上班,手机号一换,他们就再也烦不到我了。” The Li Mu smile nods, wants to commend that Lin Qingya made a correct decision, didn't expect Lin Qingya looks at asked: „Can Chief Li, ask your matter?” 李牧微笑点头,本想称赞林清雅做了一个正确的决定,没想到林清雅却看着自己问:“李总,能求你件事吗？” Li Mu simply said: „You said.” 李牧便道:“你说。” Lin Qingya somewhat said embarrassed: „Actually is not the important matter, wants by taking advantage of your shoulder, this little while a little is not quite at heart comfortable, but you could rest assured that I will not cry your shoulder wet.” 林清雅有些不好意思的说:“其实也不是什么大事,就是想借你的肩膀靠一靠,这会儿心里还是有点不太舒服,不过你放心,我不会把你肩膀哭湿的。” Li Mu sees joke that probably she said to be the same, but in the words is actually passing light no use, has not thought, nods gently, sits toward her, pats the shoulder saying: „Come.” 李牧见她说的好像玩笑一般,但话里却透着一股淡淡的无助,也没多想,轻轻点了点头,往她跟前坐了坐,拍着肩膀说:“来吧。” Lin Qingya blushes bashfully smiles, said: „Chief Li you are I have really seen the best boss, you felt relieved that I depend on one after next.” 林清雅羞赧一笑,说:“李总你果然是我见过最好的老板,你放心我就靠一下下。” Then, Lin Qingya grinning slowly crooked, the profile depends gently on the Li Mu's shoulder, after the moment, sighed one: „At this time had a person to depend on, really good......” 说完,林清雅笑嘻嘻的慢慢把头歪了过来,侧脸轻轻靠在李牧的肩膀上,片刻后感叹一声:“这种时候有个人可以靠一靠,真好……” Li Mu looked at the time, 10 : 00 pm, starts out also two to come the hour from the train that she must take, then said in a soft voice: „Narrows a meeting, 11 points I send you to the station.” 李牧看了看时间,晚上 10 点,距离她要乘坐的火车发车还有两个来小时,便轻声说:“眯一会吧,十一点我送你去车站。” „Un, thank you Chief Li.” “嗯,谢谢你李总。” By realized that in the Lin Qingya heart of Li Mu shoulder an unprecedented security sense, Li Mu was narrowed a while by oneself, how oneself do not know, the feeling of really not making every effort to succeed was sleepy. 靠在李牧肩头的林清雅心头体会到了一种前所未有的安全感,李牧让自己眯一会儿,自己不知道怎么的,真不争气的感觉困了。 The eyelid sinks more and more, finally could not bear, in Li Mu's shoulder deep sleep in the past. 眼皮越来越沉,最终一个没忍住,在李牧的肩头沉睡了过去。 Li Mu also closed one's eyes to narrow a while actually not to rest, separated for dozen minutes, actually felt that the shoulder was somewhat hot and damp, opens eyes looked, closed one's eyes in the corners of the eye of Lin Qingya two eyes own shoulder fell asleep in the silent gushing out teardrops. 李牧也闭着眼睛眯了一会儿却没有睡,隔了十几分钟,却感觉到肩膀有些湿热,睁眼一看,闭着眼睛在自己肩头睡着的林清雅两只眼的眼角都在无声的涌出泪珠。 Li Mu has not made any response, does not have to clean the tears for her rashly, he is motionless, even breathes is very careful, for fear that disturbed her. 李牧没做任何反应,更没有冒然为她擦拭泪水,他一动不动,连呼吸都很小心,生怕打扰了她。 Li Mu knows the grief the truth, but if can in the fetters to life lose heart thoroughly, might as well be a good deed, Lin Qingya is experiencing that moment of phoenix Nirvana, if she can destroy this shackles and to follow from these nightmarish shadows, she can become more powerful, to her, is a good deed. 李牧知道哀莫大于心死的道理,但若是能够对人生中的羁绊彻底死心,也未尝不是件好事,林清雅正在经历凤凰涅槃的那一刻,若她能打碎这枷锁、从这些噩梦般的阴影中走出来,那她就能够变得更加强大,对她而言,又何尝不是一件好事。 ... ...