RINAPE :: Volume #13

#1262: Lays down one's life to go to the national disaster, regards such as to turn over to suddenly

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Li Mu before coming to be very difficult to imagine, in picture that emaciated, even the been on the verge of death old person, the logic and conversation indication can also be so clear unexpectedly. 李牧在来之前很难想象,照片上那么孱弱,甚至已经行将就木的老人,思维逻辑以及言谈表述竟然还能这么清晰。 Recalled the past eventful years, the old person mood was especially stimulated, dozens years of story, some people listened finally, he himself also said was quite happy. 回忆起当年的峥嵘岁月,老人情绪格外亢奋,几十年的故事,终于有人来听,他自己也说的极为痛快。 When old life in 1915, ancestral home southern Anhui, young is well-off, follows the family member who does business to settle down to Hangzhou, is well-educated the childhood to the youthful days, is the standard Republic of China progressive youth. 老人生于1915年,祖籍皖南,年幼时家境殷实,跟随做生意的家人到杭城定居,幼年至青年时期都受过很好的教育,是个标准的民国进步青年。 In 1934, old person, because was infatuated with the flight especially, in addition the family circumstances were rich, therefore in the family/home then disbursed money the relations, did not conform to the old person of request to feed in very was also located in the Hangzhou central flight school at that time, 37 years of July Seventh Incident later the fighting broke out, the old person moved to cloud Sheng along with the school, a few days , the Japanese invaders launched the attack to Shanghai, Battle of Shanghai fired. 1934年,老人因为对飞行格外迷恋,再加上家境殷实,所以家里便出钱出关系,把并不十分符合要求的老人送进了当时同样位于杭城的中央航空学校,37年七七事变之后抗战爆发,老人随校迁往云省,没几天,日本侵略者就对沪市发动了进攻,淞沪会战打响。 When Battle of Shanghai, old person's parents led his three brother and sister to escape Jinling, because old person's parents felt at that time, Jinling was the capital, in the world not compared with the Jinling safe place. 淞沪会战时,老人的父母带着他的三个兄妹逃了金陵,因为当时老人的父母觉得,金陵是首都,天底下没有比金陵再安全的地方了。 Old person's parents sell off the industries of all Hangzhou completely, leading his brother and sister to escape together Jinling, settles not to arrive in Jinling for a half year, 37 year-end Japanese forces then captured Nanjing, started in that human history the monstrous crimes massacre, old person's parents and brother and sister, as well as eldest brother's wife and children, died a tragic death completely under the butcher knife of Japanese forces. 老人的父母把所有杭城的产业全部变卖,带着他的兄妹一起逃到金陵,在金陵安顿下来还没到半年,37年底日军便攻陷了南京,发动了那场人类历史上罪恶滔天的大屠杀,老人的父母、兄妹,以及长兄的妻儿,全部惨死在日军的屠刀下。 The old person who at that time was in cloud Sheng heard the sad news to collapse thoroughly, if were not the fellow soldier(comrades) time is paying attention, the old person feared that has committed suicide to go to under the dwelling place of the dead to reunite with the family member, but fellow soldier(comrades) in army made him understand a truth: The rise and falls of the nation and everyone has a share of responsibility, he biggest responsibility does not follow to perish to kiss, but is waits for the opportunity to perish own, revenges and attacks fiercely for the compatriot the Japanese invaders, until the Japanese invaders surrenders. 当时身在云省的老人听闻噩耗彻底崩溃,如果不是袍泽时刻留意着,老人怕是已经自尽去九泉之下与家人团聚了,但是军中的袍泽让他明白了一个道理:国家兴亡、匹夫有责,他最大的责任不是追随亡亲,而是等待机会为亡亲、为同胞报仇、痛击日寇,直至日寇投降。 Afterward, the old person comes out from the aviation school, officially becomes the national air-force pilot, pulled open solemn and stirring half a lifetime Legend. 随后,老人从航校出来,正式成为国民空军飞行员,拉开了悲壮的半生传奇。 The national air force that in 1945, the old person was at coordinated US (America) to conduct bombing to Japanese, the old person drove the fighter cover the US (America) bomber aircraft that returned from Japan, in crazy that time Japan is being the last, the old person was shot down by the Japanese forces in an escort, fell the skull in the process of mountainous area parachuting, afterward was rescued together by the local villagers with several US (America) pilots, went through many places returned to Kunming (Spring City) several months, the skull damage of old person was also during that time , because could not obtain the prompt effective treatment to have the sequela, sequela to life had minimal impact, but has no longer suited completely continues to pilot the fighter aircraft. 1945年,老人所在的国民空军配合美国进行对日本本土的轰炸,老人驾驶战斗机掩护从日本返航的美国轰炸机,那时候的日本正处在最后的疯狂之中,老人在一次护航中被日军击落,在山区跳伞的过程中摔上了颅骨,后来跟几个美国飞行员一起被当地村民救下,辗转数月才回到了春城,老人的颅骨损伤也是在那段时间,里因为得不到及时有效的治疗而落下了后遗症,后遗症对生活的影响不大,但是已经完全不再适合继续驾驶战机。 Without the means to continue to pilot the fighter aircraft, the old person transfers the civilian post, then finds a wife to give birth in the area, the son was 48 the beginning of the year was born, family of three harmony happiness, originally this life although lightly but actually also happy, however 49 years close to liberation time, the national troops saw game is as good as lost, started to get ready to remove to Taiwan. 正是因为没办法继续驾驶战机,老人才转为文职,然后在当地娶妻生子,儿子是48年初出生的,一家三口其乐融融,原本这种生活虽然平淡倒也幸福,但是49年临近解放的时候,国军眼看大势已去,开始准备撤向台湾。 The aviation school four transport aircraft preparations took off from Kunming (Spring City) at that time, bring at that time the national troops air force in the backbone and family member and valuables Kunming (Spring City), when that final time, on the airplane the carrying capacity value thousand gold (daughter) every kilograms, the leaders of aviation group read to them, when the old person was fighting the winners of four star foreword medals, has shot down four Japanese fighter aircraft, therefore protected a position on the airplane for the old person specially, in that unique times, this is the pinnacle that he can achieve. 航校当时有四架运输机准备从春城起飞,带着当时国军空军在春城的骨干以及家属、细软,在那个最后的时刻,飞机上每一公斤的载重对他们来说都价值千金,航空大队的领导念在老人是抗战时的四星星序奖章的获得者,击落过四架日本战机,所以特意在飞机上为老人力保了一个位置,在那个特殊的年代,这已经是他所能做到的极致了。 In the past the officers of many national troops, because only then an airplane ticket or the passage ticket, can only discard the wife and children, the single person followed the national troops to go to Taiwan, in their opinion, this one-way ticket was extremely rare, how regardless of must grasp, but Sun Xiaozhong has not accepted, he felt, oneself lost all family members in 37 years, after eight years of fighting had the new family member and only flesh and blood, he cannot abandon them, the single person went to Taiwan . Moreover, in his opinion, Taiwan did not make him yearn, he wants to keep this piece has fought bravely on the land, and own wife and children together, although in political power. Alternately front, own uncertain future. 当年有很多国军的官兵,因为只有一张机票或者船票,只能舍弃了妻儿,独身一人跟随国军前往台湾,在他们看来,这张单程票极其难得,无论如何也要把握住,但孙孝忠没有接受,他觉得,自己在37年失去了所有亲人,一直到八年抗战之后才有了新的亲人以及唯一的骨血,他不能抛弃他们,独身一人前往台湾,况且,在他看来,台湾一点都不让他向往,他想留在这片奋战过的土地上,和自己的妻儿一起,虽然在政权的交替面前,自己的前途未卜。 The afterward matter, before is Li Mu, had heard these, the old person stays in the local area after the liberation as before, was reported in the historical movement, was interrogated the reform-through-labor repeatedly, the one who is lucky is he after the fighting ended lost the opportunity of piloting the fighter aircraft, if otherwise he has participated in the war of liberation, perhaps he is bigger at the disaster that in the historical movement must receive. 随后的事情,就是李牧之前曾经听说过的那些,老人在解放后依旧留在本地,在历史运动中被人举报,屡遭批斗劳改,万幸的是他在抗战结束之后就失去了驾驶战机的机会,否则如果他参与过解放战争,恐怕他在历史运动中要受到的劫难更大。 Chatted and this past events, old person not extremely sad, he said that his whole life experienced sadness on too many kinship, passed through so many years, such many matters, even was not willing numb is still numb, he two regrets, did not only have the opportunity to return to Jinling to seek for family member's body and bury for them, another was the only son is uncertain of one's fate. 聊及这段往事,老人并没有太过的悲伤,他说他这辈子体验了太多亲情上的悲伤,经过了这么多年、这么多事,就算是不愿麻木也已经麻木了,他唯二的遗憾,一个是没机会回到金陵找寻亲人的尸体并为他们下葬,再一个就是自己唯一的儿子生死未卜。 The old person sobbed long sighed: „The first regret, the life is impossible to make up for the half a point, will only have will make the cow to make the horse to be able for them next life to repay ; The second regret, life perhaps also ray of hopes, but does not dare the extravagant demands.” 老人唏嘘长叹道:“第一个遗憾,此生都不可能弥补半分,唯有来世为他们做牛做马才能偿还;第二个遗憾,此生或许还有一线希望,但也不敢奢求。” Host said: „You specifically said that your wife and son's name, age and form, we will mobilize the national netizens to come with us to help you when the time comes look for their whereabouts together!” 主持人说:“您具体说说您太太和儿子的姓名、年龄以及相关情况吧,我们到时候会发动全国网友来和我们一起帮您寻找他们的下落！” Repetitive nod that the old person feels grateful immediately: „Thank you! Really was thank you!” 老人顿时感激的连连点头:“谢谢你们！真的是谢谢你们了！” Afterward, the old person to the lens, was telling his wife's name, native place, place of birth and birthday, introduced later own son, the son was born on March 23 , 48, the old person names Sun Lianli for him, childhood name stream, the stream character is from an character in old person ancestral home geographic name, the old people and wife and children separate, the son is also less than five years old, therefore more detail about son, he could not have recalled, could not provide. 随后,老人对着镜头,讲述了他太太的名字、籍贯、出生地以及出生年月,随后又介绍了自己的儿子,儿子出生在48年3月23日,老人为他取名孙廉礼,小名溪儿,溪字取自老人祖籍地名中的一字,老人与妻儿分开的时候,儿子还不到五岁,所以更多关于儿子的细节,他已经回忆不起来,也提供不了了。 The hope of old person's to retrieving the son or his later generation is not big, but Li Mu thought that this matter successful probability is not small, if old person's son and old person respectively already 4-5 year, then inevitable is to own father, as well as own childhood has certain impression, he remembers certainly that father's related characteristics, remember the position of hometown, remembers leaves father's time, story that in the process that if his mother grows in him can tell him many about his father, that he understanding of the father should be far more than to his understanding the father. 老人对找回儿子或者其后人的希望不大,但李牧却觉得这件事成功的机率不算小,如果老人的儿子与老人分别是已经四五岁,那么必然是对自己的父亲,以及自己的童年有一定印象的,他一定记得父亲的相关特征、记得家乡的位置、记得离开父亲的时间,如果他的母亲在他成长的过程中能够告诉他更多关于他父亲的故事,那他对父亲的了解应该远比父亲对他的了解要多。 In the old person living in seclusion mountain so many years, do not know the son who these year of old people tries to look for him, even if the son has not sought, so long as he is also alive, so long as he can receive this video, he can identify father's status, the probability of therefore finding is very big. 老人自己隐居山里这么多年,不知道这些年老人的儿子有没有试图寻找他,不过就算儿子没有寻找,只要他还在世,只要他能够接收到这段视频,想必他都能够辨认出父亲的身份,所以找到的几率还是很大的。 The average people want to look for one to come out in 1.3 billion population, perhaps difficult such as to ascend to heaven, but to Li Mu, he has YY such huge user community , the resources relations of some lot of media, want to find such a person, not necessarily is a difficult matter. 普通人想在十三亿人口里找一个出来,恐怕难如登天,但对李牧来说,他有yy这样一个庞大的用户群体,又有大量媒体的资源关系,想把这么一个人找出来,未必是件难事。 Therefore, Li Mu pledged to the old person: „Old seniors you could rest assured that our certain going all-out makes the whole nations see your interview, knows your deeds, knew your past, will certainly broadcast your wife and son's relevant information, had the whole nation to help, the found probability was very big!” 于是,李牧对老人承诺道:“老前辈您放心,我们一定尽全力让全国人民都看到您的采访、知道您的事迹、都知道您的过去,也一定会把您太太、儿子的相关信息播放出去,有全国人民帮忙,找到的几率还是很大的！” Old man's gratified nod: „That is good, that is good, if they are also living, can look at my one eyes, my whole life died with no regrets, feared that I could not wait to close one's eyes on that day.” 老人欣慰的点点头:“那就好,那就好,如果他们还活着,能看我一眼,我这辈子就死而无憾了,就怕我等不到那天就闭眼了。” Li Mu hastily said: „Your body and spiritual looks at is good, if you descend the mountain to make the inspection of system, to convalesce well to the hospital in us, your physical condition will be certainly better.” 李牧急忙说:“您身体和精神看着都挺好的,如果您跟我们下山到医院里做个系统的检查、好好疗养一下,您的身体状况一定会更好。” The old person beckons with the hand: „Good intentions thank you, I lived here for dozens years, be used to it, I did not have the family member, without the native land, the childhood I am unclear in the family/home of southern Anhui, which me the ancestral grave in could not find, when the house 37 years of Hangzhou life sold out by my parents, that was only our family's once foothold, was not my root, my parents also had the brother and sister to bury bone Jinling, may I not know they in the past living time where was occupied by, me in Jinling contributed money long ago three Jinling, but to Jinling, I do not know where worshipped. They, can only ask the native to inquire everywhere, heard where has had the mass grave, I buy bottle of liquor, to buy the blade paper to worship to there, but my whole life is impossible to seek to obtain their skeletons, therefore I do not have the root, without root......” 老人摆摆手:“谢谢你们的好意,我在这里生活几十年了,习惯了,我没有亲人了,也没有故土了,幼年在皖南的家我记不清了,祖坟在哪我也找不到,在杭城生活的宅子37年的时候就被我父母卖掉了,那只是我们一家人曾经的落脚点,也不是我的根,我父母还有兄妹都埋骨金陵,可我也不知道他们当年活着的时候在金陵住在哪里,早些年我攒钱去过三趟金陵,可是到了金陵,我也不知道去哪里祭拜他们,只能到处找当地人打听,听说哪里有过万人坑,我就买瓶酒、买刀纸到那里祭拜一下,可是我这辈子也不可能寻得到他们的尸骨,所以我早就没有根啦,没根啦……” Speaking of here time, old person as if all of a sudden old many many, eyelid weak is hanging down, that stiff back also rickets got up a moment ago diligently again, he drops two bean big pollution the tears, heaved a deep sigh, said: „Proverb said returns home, I am young time does not believe that thought that this is the old feudalist thought that but lives for a long time, more wants to seek a root to oneself at heart, but the root of my own ancestor cannot seek, parents' root cannot seek, I lived here so many years, therefore here was my root.” 说到这儿的时候,老人仿佛一下子苍老了许多许多,眼睑无力的低垂着,刚才那努力挺直的腰杆也再次佝偻起来,他落下两颗豆大浑浊的泪水,长叹一声,说:“老话说落叶归根,我年轻的时候不信,觉得这是老封建思想,可是活得越久,心里就越想给自己寻个根,可是我自己祖上的根寻不到啦,父母的根也寻不到啦,我在这里生活了这么多年,所以这里就是我的根了。” Liu Xinying hastily said: „Old seniors, mountain outside medical condition is good, the convalescent condition is also good, can make you recuperate the body, such you can also the longevity . Moreover, if your son will find in the future, you outside the mountain, he are also good to meet with you.” 刘新颖急忙说:“老前辈,山外面医疗条件好、疗养条件也好,能让您把身子骨养好一些,那样您也能更长寿,而且,万一将来您儿子找到了,您在山外面,他也好去跟您相见。” The old person smiles bitterly, said: „I this year 88, living today are long enough, the person, living too for a long time sometimes is not the good fortune, but suffers, I do not think that the extravagant demands live again many years, only thinks that can swallow the final one breath here, if breathes in other places, the environment is good, condition to be good, that is not my root ; In the future must really be able to find my son, is exhausted he to read in father and son, comes to see my one eyes, if I died, gives my grave mound to add earth, this mountain, I will not go out again.” 老人苦笑一声,说:“我今年八十八啦,活到今天已经够长了,人呐,活得太久有时候不是福气,而是折磨,我不想奢求再活多少年,只想能在这里咽下最后一口气,要是在其他地方咽气,环境再好、条件再好,那不是我的根;将来要真是能找到我儿子,就劳烦他念在父子一场,来看我一眼,如果我死了,就来给我的坟头添把土,这座山,我是不会再出去了。” Liu Xinying anxious straight shedding tears, said: „You go out, even if could not find your son, you can still enjoy happiness, you in this laborious so many years, the society have a deficit your so many, you must give the society a making up opportunity......” 刘新颖急的直掉泪,说:“您出去就算找不到您儿子,您也能享享福,您在这辛苦这么多年,社会亏欠您那么多,您总要给社会一个弥补的机会……” The old person said with a smile: „Society does not have a deficit my anything, fellow soldier(comrades) brothers who in the past these fought side-by-side together, is the doggedly sincere wants to oppose Japan to serve the country, serves the country, the soldier returns a favor to the country, looks like the filial own parents, is responsibility and duty that we live, is we have not fulfilled responsibility, made the Japanese come to run amuck so many years, if had a deficit, was we had a deficit in the past the country, had a deficit the past years dead these common people in Japanese's hands.” 老人笑道:“社会不亏欠我什么,当年那些一起并肩作战的袍泽弟兄们,都是一腔热血想抗日报国,报国报国,军人报效国家,就像是孝顺自己的父母,是我们生下来的责任与义务,是我们没尽责,才让日本人进来横行了这么多年,如果说亏欠,也是我们当年亏欠了国家,亏欠了当年死在日本人手里的那些平民百姓。” Liu Xinying busy say/way: „You left say......” 刘新颖忙道:“您别这么说……” The old person said earnestly: „What I said is heart-to-heart talk, the fighting wins the later many soldiers to believe that when particularly post-war battle loss times counted, times the new number overthrew, unceasing accumulation casualties, we will think that had a deficit this nationality is too many, if we spelled in the past again, can perhaps make this number less, if we died for a righteous cause initially, this number will be less, Cao Zhi said, laid down one's life to go to the national disaster, regarded such as to turn over to suddenly, this on was our then true portrayals......” 老人认真的说:“我说的是肺腑之言,抗战胜利之后很多军人这么认为,尤其是当战后战损一次次统计出来、一次次被新的数目推翻、一次次不断累加伤亡人数的时候,我们都会觉得亏欠了这个民族太多,如果我们当年再多拼一把,或许就能让这个数字少一些,我们如果当初成仁了,这个数字可能就会更少一些,曹植说,捐躯赴国难,视死忽如归,这就是我们当时的真实写照……” Liu Xinying saw how the old person remains unmoved, is anxious wishes one could to cry loudly, the come goal is to think how, regardless of must urge the old person to leave here, how regardless to say that completely cannot change the decision of old person, this lets her not only has the deep frustration, rebukes oneself in the heart. 刘新颖眼看老人怎么都不为所动,焦急得恨不能大哭一场,来的目的就是想无论如何也要劝老人离开这里,但是无论怎么说都完全改变不了老人的决定,这让她不但有着深深的挫败感,更加在心底自责不已。 Knowing what to do time, Liu Xinying eyes of seeking help look to Li Mu, in the look full pleads and anticipation, hoping Li Mu can try to find the solution, urged to descend the mountain the old person. 不知如何是好的时候,刘新颖一双求助的眼睛看向李牧,眼神中满是恳求和期待,希望李牧能够想想办法,把老人劝下山。 What to do Li Mu does not know. 李牧也不知道怎么办。 Let the old person convalesce to the big city, has good life condition, the old person remains unmoved ; Let the old person go out and other son's whereabouts, the old person remains unmoved as before ; Hopes for the entire society compensates the old person time, the old person instead thought that had a deficit this nationality, what to do at this time can also? 让老人到大城市疗养,有更好的生活条件,老人不为所动;让老人出去等儿子的下落,老人依旧不为所动;希望替整个社会补偿老人的时候,老人反而觉得是自己亏欠了这个民族,这时候自己还能怎么办？ In the Li Mu brain flashed through a thought actually, the old person although went to Jinling to seek for family member's skeleton long ago, but estimated at that time the massacre memorial hall has not constructed, 20 years ago the massacre memorial hall completed, there had the most detailed related file ; first, can lead the old person in the past his family member's whereabout ; second, can make the old person hold a memorial service for the family member in the memorial, but thinks that Li Mu gave up. 李牧脑中倒是闪过一个念头,老人早些年虽然去过金陵寻找亲人的尸骨,但那时候估计大屠杀纪念馆还没建起来,20年前大屠杀纪念馆才建成,那里有最详实的相关档案,一是可以带着老人过去查查他亲人的下落,二是可以让老人在纪念馆里祭奠一下亲人,但想想李牧还是放弃了。 The old person was too old, that bloody atrocity, do not let him use another way to experience again one time. 老人年纪太大了,那种血淋淋的暴行,还是别再让他用另一种方式经历一次。 But, except for this, what but also there is able to touch him, to convince him? 可是,除了这个,还有什么能打动他、说服他呢？ During Li Mu also fell into racked brains. 李牧也陷入了苦思冥想之中。 After the moment, the Li Mu miraculous glow one presently, has drawn Liu Xinying suddenly, asked her: „Currently does a found Flying Tigers list have?” 片刻后,李牧忽然灵光一现,拉过刘新颖,问她:“目前已经找到的飞虎队员名单有吗？” „Has.” Liu Xinying said: „I have some materials that print, in I wrap.” “有的。”刘新颖说:“我有打印出来的一些资料,在我包里。” „With.” “拿出来。” Liu Xinying hastily pulls out the list that folds from the package, these list some are very detailed, some are very fuzzy, detailed had the personal name, the birthday and native place, to occupy as well as once assignment information presently, fuzzy only had a personal name and a general place of residence range. 刘新颖急忙从包里掏出一份折叠起来的名单,这些名单有的很详细,有的很模糊,详细的有人名、出生年月、籍贯、现居地以及曾经的任职信息,模糊的就只有一个人名和一个大概的居住地范围。 Li Mu gives the old person the list, said: „Old seniors, this is we at present already, Flying Tigers and national troops of air-force pilot survival found, you have a look at this above name, has you to be familiar?” 李牧把名单递给老人,说:“老前辈,这是我们目前已经找到的、幸存的飞虎队以及国军空军飞行员,您看看这上面的名字,有您熟悉的没有？” The old person is all of a sudden excited, one takes the list to look at a care, because actually the above character is too small, does not identify clear, therefore can only with adjuration look looks at Li Mu, be difficult to cover said excitedly: „Young fellow, I do not see clearly, you help me read!” 老人一下子激动起来,一把拿过名单想要看个仔细,但却因为上面的字太小,辨认不清,于是只能用恳请的眼神看着李牧,难掩激动的说:“小伙子,我看不清楚,你帮我念一下吧！” „Good!” Li Mu sees the old person to respond is so excited, the apparent this matter has the spectrum at heart most likely, therefore then received the list, a name and a name read. “好！”李牧见老人反应这么激动,心里便知这事儿八成有谱,于是便接过名单,一个名字、一个名字的念了起来。 „Chen Zhengbu, Li Quanyin and Huang Zizhong......” “陈正卜、李全荫、黄自中……” Every time read a name, the old people must knit the brows to think the morning, but every was regrettable shaking the head of one time. 每念到一个名字,老人都要皱眉想上半天,但每一次都是遗憾的摇了摇头。 When Li Mu read a name, old person suddenly excited straight trembling. 直到李牧念到一个名字时,老人忽然激动的直哆嗦。 „You said again, what did he call?” “你再说一遍,他叫什么？” „Han Zili, heir, standing of standing at attention.” “韩子立,子嗣的子,立正的立。” „Zili, is Zili also living?” “子立,子立还活着？”
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