The trueresult of city of thisinitiativerelationsetting sun, Gu JunonlyfirsttoldWu Shiyutemporarily, thentoldMaster Tong.
这次主动联系夕阳之城的真正结果,顾俊暂时只先告诉了吴时雨,然后告诉了通爷。Master Tong is also the state of mindis complex, thischangewas too big, the chain-reaction that cantrigger were also too many......通爷对此也是心绪复杂,这个变化太大了,可以引发的连锁反应也太多了……„A'Jun, first should not be anxious.”Master Tongsaid,„wehave not been ableto removeareyourpressuretoocause the possibility of thisresultgreatly, otherthingsgiveme, youare responsible foradjusting the mood. Igiveyouto applyto makeoutsideyourgoing outbaseplay, driveto catch the windalsowell, do not give yourselftoomanypressures.”
“阿俊,先不要急。”通爷这么说,“我们还不能排除是你精神压力太大导致这个结果的可能,其它的事情交给我,你负责调整心情。我给你申请让你出去基地外面玩一玩,开车兜兜风也好,别给自己太多压力。”Howtoabovereport, to giveMaster Tong.
怎么向上面报告,就交给通爷了。Butaboveapproved the application of Master Tong, Gu Juncango by carto transferonerevolution, butneedsto regulate the entire journeyaccompaniment of squad.
而上面批了通爷的申请,顾俊可以坐车出去转一转,但是需要监管小队的全程陪同。ActuallyGu Junreallyhas no mood of playing, butcatches the windperhapsreallycanrelax the nerve, calledWu Shiyuto go outtogether.
其实顾俊真没什么游玩的心情,不过兜风或许真能放松神经,就叫上吴时雨一起出去。This dayis the year7 th, in the streetalsofills with the new yearatmosphere, the redlanternis not old, the clothes of pedestrians are still also brand-new.
这天是年初七,街头上还充满新春气氛,红色的灯笼未旧,行人们的衣服也依然崭新。Gu Junlooks atthislivelysceneby the glass, heartslightlywarm, butis quick, was puncturedat heart, the browwrinkled, „parking.”顾俊透过车窗看着这繁华的景象,心头微暖,但是很快,心里就被刺了一下,眉头皱起,“停车。”„What's wrong?”Wu Shiyushot a look at his sideglass, the vehiclestopped the roadsideslowly.
“怎么了?”吴时雨瞥了瞥他那边的车窗,车子缓缓地停到了路边。„Saltyrain, youhelpmegive the snack of thattwouncleandaunty, boughtcompletely.”Gu Junsaid,„makesthemgo homeearlier.”
“咸雨,你去帮我给那两位老大爷、老大娘的小吃,全部买了吧。”顾俊说道,“让他们早点回家。”Wu Shiyusaw clearlyat this time, is the roadsidepair of 70-80 years oldelderly couplesis pushing a peddlercar(riage)to sell the fishegg, to roastsquidcatgutand othersnacks. Thisitinerant hawkeris very commonin the new yearstreet, foris making a change. But the elderly couplewas being driven awaybyseverallaw enforcement officials, the uncleis entreatinganything.吴时雨这时候看清楚了,是路边有一对七八十岁的老夫妇在推着一辆小贩车卖鱼蛋、烤鱿鱼丝等小吃。这种流动小贩在新年的街头很常见,就为着赚点小钱。但老夫妇正被几位执法人员驱赶着,老大爷在哀求着什么。„, Good.”Wu Shiyunods, withoutsaid that anythinggot out, severalregulatory personnelalsofollowedto walk.
“哦,好。”吴时雨点头,没多说什么就下车去了,几位监管人员也跟着走去。Gu Junsitson the vehicleis looking, Wu Shiyuseveralpeoplearrive in front of the peddlercar(riage), stoppedthatseverallaw enforcement officials, thensaidgets upto mediate, severallaw enforcement officials are very immediately surprised, butthattwoelderly menare overjoyed, theyexpressed gratitudetoWu Shiyu.顾俊坐在车上望着,吴时雨几人走到小贩车前面,叫停了那几位执法人员,然后说了起来进行调解,几位执法人员顿时都十分惊讶,而那两位老人家大喜过望,向吴时雨他们道谢不已。Wu Shiyu the fishegg that completes, has roasted the squidcatgutthese, had the passer-byto giveminute/shareto the law enforcement officials and regulatory personnel.吴时雨把那些已经做好的鱼蛋、烤鱿鱼丝等,给执法人员、监管人员还有路人给分了。Finally, after twoold peoplefeel gratefulover and over, pushed the peddlercar(riage)to walk, butWu Shiyutookseveralbunches of fisheggsto turn back the vehicle.
最后,两位老人再三感激后,推着小贩车走了,而吴时雨拿着几串鱼蛋走回车子这边。„.”Shefromlowering the glassgivesGu Jun in car(riage)onebunch of fisheggs, „curryfishegg.”
“呐。”她从降下的车窗把一串鱼蛋递给车内的顾俊,“咖喱鱼蛋。”„Thanks.”Gu Junreceived the fisheggto eat, is very fresh, hasto chew the vigorvery much...... heis chewing, whilelooks were walking awaytwoelderly men, the heartwithin growsis upwarm, butin the heart some wells upsecretly, thatcharity dinner, thesecharity dinners, otherevening banquets......
“谢谢。”顾俊接过鱼蛋吃了起来,很新鲜,很有嚼劲……他一边嚼着,一边望着走远了的两位老人家,心中生起一点温暖,但心中又有一些暗涌,那场慈善晚宴,那些慈善晚宴,还有其它晚宴……Thesewastedfood, theseluxurious, thesecareless......
那些被浪费的食物,那些奢侈,那些漫不经心……Heinspiressecretly, calms down the god, severalbigchewedin the handthisbunch of fisheggs.
他暗吸一口气,定了定心神,几大口嚼完了手中这一串鱼蛋。„Saltyhandsome.”Wu Shiyusitsin the carriage return, saw that hepulled a long face.
“咸俊。”吴时雨坐回车内,看到他又绷起脸了。„Ithink that mypressure......”Gu Junshakes the head, „is very big.”
“我想我的心理压力……”顾俊摇摇头,“真的很大。”Moreover, as ifcannot get rid, as ifinpushes to a deepdeep poolhimunceasingly, thereskeletonis countless.
而且,似乎摆脱不了,似乎在不断把他推向一个深潭,那里尸骨累累。Is livedby the pain, takespitifullyas the food......
由痛苦而生,以悲惨为食……
The vehiclestartsagain , to continue to drivetowardfront, outside Gu Junalsoinlooks at the street view that backs upfrom the glass.
车子再次启动,继续往前面驶去,顾俊还在从车窗看着外面倒退的街景。Hesaw that an obsoletemotorcyclerolls byfromside, the one whodrives the motorcycleis a simpledarkmiddle-aged man, on the vehicle the alsotwochildrenin tandem, thisis a fatherwithhistwochildren, the motorcyclepastes the roadsideto roll byfrom the stream of vehiclesobviouslycarefullyslowly.
他看到有一辆老旧的摩托车从旁边驶过,开摩托车的是一个朴实黝黑的中年男人,车上一前一后的还有两个小孩,这显然是一位父亲与其两个孩子,摩托车贴着路边从车流旁边小心缓慢地驶过。
The motorcyclestartssteadily, Gu Junactuallylooks at the heartto feel uncomfortable.
摩托车开得平稳,顾俊却看得心脏不由发紧。
Some dreadful prospectswell upinhisheart, the motorcyclewas knockedby a cargo train, the threepeople on vehiclethrew, fallson the street, pool of blood......
有一些可怕景象涌在他心中,摩托车被一辆大货车撞翻,车上的三人抛了出去,落在马路上,血泊……At this time, Gu Junsaw that valueover a millionluxuriousrace carsrolled by, the vehicle speedwas quick, left behindwithothervehicles the motorcyclein a flash.
这时候,顾俊又看到一辆价值上百万的豪华跑车驶过,车速很快,转瞬就把摩托车与其它车辆都抛在后面。Helongshouted the one breath, closed the eye, depended on the seat back cushion of seat, thatgroup in heartis hot-temperedchaotically, expandedin the surgesunceasingly.
他长呼一口气,闭上眼睛,靠着座椅的靠背,心中的那一团躁乱,不断在翻腾扩大。Youtakepitifullyas the food, oncehas tastedthistype of taste, youwere changed, before youwere notyou......
你以悲惨为食,一旦尝过这种滋味,你就被改变了,你再也不是以前的你了……Difference, unfair, the competition, the exploitation, the social class...... thiscivilizationalwaysso, is nottodayis, butyoucanseetoday......
差异,不公,竞争,剥削,阶级……这个文明从来如此,不是今天才是,但今天你能看到了……Theywere exploited, buttheywantto exploit, theyrevolt, but after theyrevoltto be successful, exploits......
他们被剥削,但他们想剥削,他们反抗,但他们反抗成功之后就是剥削……Youwantto changeanything, howyouwantto change......
你想改变什么,你想怎么样改变……Mary, youby many disdaintauntsareHoly Mother.
“圣母”,你会被很多人不屑地嘲讽为圣母。Thisis a goodridiculedworld, was saidsincerelyis the weakworld......
这是一个善良会被嘲笑的世界,一个真诚被说是幼稚的世界……„Hū.” The heart of Gu Juneven moreuncomfortably, opens the eyefiercely, graspedscratching the head, depressesthatsound in heartlayer on layer/heavily.
“呼。”顾俊的心脏越发难受,猛地睁开眼睛,抓了抓头,重重压下心中的那股声音。Helooked atonetoward the glassoutside, becauseactuallysawanything, an angersurgedsuddenly, called out: „Parking!”
他又往车窗外面望了一眼,却因为看到了什么,一股怒火骤然涌起,叫道:“停车!”Quick, the vehicleonandstopstoward the roadside. Wu Shiyuis also having doubts, Gu Junhas untied the seat belt, opens the vehicle doorto walktoward the car(riage)outside, immediatelyhas the regulatory personnelto shout: „ChiefGu, you can only treaton the vehicle!”ButGu Junhas not heardsuchto continue, Wu Shiyustopped by calling out others: „Cannot have an accident, hasme.”
很快,车子就又往路边停下。吴时雨都还疑惑着,顾俊已经解开了安全带,打开车门往车外走去,顿时有监管人员喊道:“顾队长,你只能待在车上!”但顾俊没有听到那样继续走,吴时雨叫住其他人:“出不了事,有我在。”WhatGu Junstridetrendis a street, has the streetshop, to have the inhabited area, onegroup of fiveandsix about ten -year-old childrenare playing there.顾俊大步走向的是一处街边,有街边店铺、有居民区,一群五、六个都十岁左右的小孩子在那里玩着。Thesechildrentakeare falling the artilleryto throwtoward the ground, fall the artilleryto explodeflip-flopandflip-flop the sound, theyalsointermittenthappylaughter.
这些孩子拿着摔炮往地上扔,摔炮炸得噼啪、噼啪的响,他们也一阵阵的乐笑声。Butwas being stopped upbythesechildren, is a hairmessy and dirtysmall-scalevaricoloredstray dog, itswhole bodyrustlingsto tremble, was frightenedcompletelystiffly.
但被这些孩子堵着的,是一条毛发脏乱的小型杂色流浪狗,它正浑身瑟瑟发颤,完全被吓僵了。Flip-flop, flip-flop, falls the artilleryto throwin the surroundings of stray dog, explodes the gratingsound, slightspark, as well asdeepfear.
噼啪,噼啪,一个个摔炮扔在流浪狗的周围,炸出刺耳的声响,轻微的火花,以及深深的恐惧。„Stop!”Gu Jundrankone, walkshigheststrong, fallsmostvigorously, fallingartillery in smiles the loudestchildhandto snatch, thenotherchildhandsinalsorobbed, helooks attheseto becomeveiledcorrect/however the immatureface, the blue vein of oneselfforeheadis jumping, „what are youmaking? Whycangiveothersto make the pain? Is thisvery fun? Like thismakesyousatisfy a cravingvery much?”
“住手!”顾俊喝了一声,走上去就把其中一个最为高壮、摔得最起劲、笑得最大声的小孩手中的摔炮抢过,然后把其他小孩手中的也都抢走了,他看着这些变得蒙然的稚嫩面孔,自己额头的青筋在跳,“你们在做什么?为什么要给别人制造痛苦?这样很好玩吗?这样让你们很过瘾吗?”Severalchildrenare gawking, hurriedto turn aroundto run, thathighstrongchildgot angry: „FirecrackersalsoI! You, closesyouranythingmatter!”
几个小孩都愣着,有一个慌忙转身跑去了,那个高壮孩子怒道:“鞭炮还我!你谁啊,关你什么事啊!”Meanwhile, sitsinsomeSirs who the streetshopchatted, noticedhere the situation, immediatelyyelledto walkin abundance.
与此同时,坐在街边店铺闲聊的一些大人,注意到这边情况,立时纷纷叫喊着走来了。ButWu Shiyutheyrushedquickly, Wu Shiyuholds onGu Jun: „Saltyhandsome, listens tomypassword, calm, calm......”
而吴时雨他们更快地奔了上来,吴时雨拉住顾俊:“咸俊,听我口令,淡定,淡定……”Gu Junhas made contributioncalm, the calmair/Qisaidto the regulatory personnel: „Troubleseveryoneto carry offthisstray dog, brings back to the incantationtechniquesectionbase.”HelookstotheseSirs, said: „Manages wellownchild, do not letthemdo this.”Helookstothesechildren, said: „Do not take the pain of otherlivesashappily.”顾俊已经尽力淡定了,沉着气对监管人员们说:“麻烦大家把这条流浪狗带走,带回咒术部基地去。”他又望向那些大人,说道:“管好自己的孩子,别让他们这样做了。”他又看向那些孩子,说道:“不要以其他生命的痛苦为乐。”„Lunatic......”thathighstrongchildis not convincedscolds, „firecrackersalsoI!”
“疯子……”那个高壮孩子不服气地骂道,“鞭炮还我!”
The regulatory personnelblocktheseSirs, thesepeople were still also eagle-eyed, moreoverGu Junis much longer, has the young married womanstrategic placeto pull outhim.
要不是监管人员们拦住那些大人,这些人又尚有眼力,而且顾俊长得高大,已经有婆娘要冲上去抽他了。„Do not make the pain, yes?”Gu Junalso said that „our world, needmoregood intentions......”
“不要制造痛苦,明白吗?”顾俊又说了一遍,“我们这个世界,需要更多的善意……”„Lunatic, lunatic!” The child is not shy, even ifwere being drawnby the Sir, but also is scoldingloudly: „Whatmatterclosesyour? The firecrackersgive back tome!”
“疯子,疯子!”那孩子是个不怕人的,就算被大人拉着,还在大声地骂:“关你什么事啊?鞭炮还给我!”ActuallySirs, by an indignantandcontemptuousvision, treatsthisgoes crazy the man.
其实大人们,也都是以一种愤愤不平、轻蔑的目光,对待这个发疯似的男人。Thisperson of spirithas the issue, mental illness, but alsoworldneedmoregood intentions, are the fools, installswhatghost......
这人精神有问题吧,神经病,还世界需要更多的善意,是傻子吗,装什么鬼……Gu Jun can also control the moodwhileoneself, withoutthrows the groundto step oncompletelyrottenly the fallingartillery in hand, gripstheseto fall the artillery, walkstoward the vehiclethat side.顾俊趁自己还能控制着情绪,没有把手中的摔炮全部扔地上一脚踩烂,就攥着这些摔炮,往车子那边走回去。Is livedby the pain, takespitifullyas the food. Cansee......, butalso can only see...... the pain, the pain...... thisworld happened always...... is having a look atall around, in the world, hethrew into a wok with cooking oilprobably, was friedunceasingly......
由痛苦而生,以悲惨为食。能看到了……但也只能看到……痛苦,痛苦……这个世界无时无刻不发生着……看看四周,天地之间,他好像被扔进了一个油锅里面,被不断地煎炸……Thislives, thisisourworld, is imperfect, has no wayto change, can only acknowledge that itsillness, can only admit, isthis......
这就是生活,这就是我们的世界,不完美,没法改变,只能承认它的病症,只能接纳,是这样吗……Perhapsyes...... perhaps......
也许是吧……也许……However at this moment, Gu Jun was unable to treatimmediatelyagainoutsidethis.
但是在当下这一刻,顾俊已经无法再待在这外面了。Walks, goes back the base, walks......
走吧,回去基地,走吧……
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