PD :: Volume #4

#349: Before the grave,

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Secret martyrs'cemetery inside lonesomeness and quietness, Xue Ba grave , before the tombstone, is putting several bunches of fresh flowers. 天机烈士陵园里面一片幽静,薛霸的墓就在其中一处,墓碑前摆着几束鲜花。 At this time, Gu Jun one bunch of fresh flowers that oneself brought before the grave put down, is looking at that Zhang Yingwu's resolute head picture picture on tombstone silently. 这个时候,顾俊把自己带来的一束鲜花往墓前放下,默默地望着墓碑上的那张英武刚毅的头像照片。 „Chief Xue, before many thanks you, to my attendance, the matter that many thanks you handle.” He said in a soft voice, perhaps has become the Child of Misfortune retinue compared with the souls of other person clearer Chief Xue, lives in that crafty Li's grand church...... “薛队长,多谢你以前对我的照顾,多谢你做的事情。”他轻声说道,比其他人更清楚薛队长的灵魂或许已经成了厄运之子的仆从,住在那座诡丽宏伟的教堂里…… Has thought these slightly, Gu Jun this has to pull out the pain in the head of paining, making him have to stop hastily, is the blood stream quantity of brain in the sharp increase. 稍微想过这些,顾俊本在隐隐作痛的脑袋就有过一下抽痛,让他不得不连忙停下,是脑部的血流量在剧增吧。 He wants to come to here to sweep the graves today alone, reorganizes the train of thought that also makes a farewell, but is distant follows several colleagues, they feared that he faints to need to administer first aid. 他今天想单独来这里扫墓,整理一下思绪,也作一个告别,但还是远远的跟着几位同僚,他们怕他晕厥需要急救。 Today was on January 26, Master Tong one week ago came back from Kievan Rus at the same night, had spoken the check result to him, as well as decision of organization. 今天是1月26日,早在一周前通爷从罗斯国连夜回来,已经给他讲了检查结果,以及组织的决定。 „A'Jun, your feeling my many knows that......” Master Tong sighed, „sometimes life has this broken matter, sometimes will have.” “阿俊,你的感受我多少知道……”通爷叹道,“人生有时候是有这种破事的,有时候会有。” Regarding this result, Gu Jun is very naturally difficult to accept, loses, vacant, depressed, damping that one group of nowhere may send is stuffy. 对于这个结果,顾俊自然是很难接受,失落,茫然,沮丧,有一团无处可发的抑闷。 Just revived from the stupor, he thinks that then can be restores, then puts into the new work, for example forming of goa, establishes the relations with various ancestor tribes, returns to the imaginary dreamland , to continue to handle the beneficial matter for this world. 从昏迷刚刚苏醒过来的时候,他本以为接下来会是恢复过来,然后投入新的工作中,比如goa的组建,还有与祖各部落建立关系,重返幻梦境,为这个世界继续做更多有益的事情。 However now...... in own heart, whether damps stuffy at the same time has another to feel relieved, he does not know, is indefinite. 但是现在……在自己心中,抑闷的同时是否有着另一股如释重负,他不知道,不确定。 „Master Tong, I am all right.” He said at that time, „since has joined the secret bureau, I have no qualms in the heart...... I have been thinking when can rest.” He self-ridicules to smile, „is busy at linking to look that time of movie does not have, such day really does not feel better, I can be separated finally from the sea of bitterness.” “通爷,我没事。”他当时说道,“加入天机局以来,我无愧于心了……我早就想着什么时候能歇一歇。”他自嘲笑了笑,“忙得连去看一场电影的时间都没有,这样的日子真不好受,我终于可以从苦海中脱离出来了啊。” „That is.” Smiling that Master Tong also tries to find pleasure amidst suffering, „your boy is the leave with pay, receives orders to play! You give us is quite fun, well restoration.” “那是。”通爷也苦中作乐的笑,“你小子是带薪休假的,奉旨去玩！你就给我们好好玩,好好恢复。” „Un...... these work depended on you......” Gu Jun not to know how should say, the self-ridiculed words could not think. “嗯……这些工作就靠你们了……”顾俊也不知道该怎么说,自嘲的话语也想不到更多。 Although said like this, but in this week of time, he tried some non-conventional methods of treatment. 虽然是这样说,但在这一周时间,他还是尝试了一些非常规的治疗方法。 Because in this has the unusual strength in the unseemly behavior, actually he himself cannot even reach an agreement. 因为这里面到底有没有异常力量在作怪,其实连他自己也说不好。 That system strength broke, actually without diverges completely, became chaos in mind there, can this affect? Because he ended the ceremony at that time, dark was almost swallowed the sequela of having? These perhaps. 那股系统力量破碎了,却没有完全散去,成了个混沌就在脑海那里,这会不会影响到呢？还是因为当时他终结仪式,被黑暗几乎吞噬而留下的后遗症？这些都说不定的。 Gu Jun first tried Deng Ximei already to „mind movie screen technology that” in the bureau contributes, this seems like a psychology self- hypnosis method of unusual characters person, through skillful contemplation, the self- imagination, the packing detail wait/etc, made one to be able the protection that affects consciousness. 顾俊首先尝试了邓惜玫已经给局里贡献出来的“心灵障壁技术”,这像是一种异文人的心理学自我催眠方法,是通过有技巧的冥想、自我想象、填充细节等等,制造一层能影响意识的防护。 In the bureau attaches great importance to this technology, because mind movie screen , not only can be used to compile to fictionalize, Deng Ximei is not explains with the bureau , the mind movie screen can make shield, made the person stress lose the wisdom to fall the spiritual impact and spirit of S value these sufficiently corrodes, shifts withstands by this movie screen. 局里对于这项技术非常重视,因为心灵障壁不只是能用于编造虚构自我,邓惜玫也不是这么跟局里交待的,心灵障壁能作盾牌之用,把那些足以令人应激失智掉s值的精神冲击和精神侵蚀,转移由这层障壁承受。 The mind movie screen can be fictionalizes, can be some incomparably craves the future scene of expectation, glorious memory that or continuously strengthens. 心灵障壁可以是一个虚构自我,也可以是一些自己无比热衷期望的未来景象,或是一段不断强化的美好回忆。 This technology regarding the frontline operating personnel is very helpful, makes the secret bureau know another world's leading mind science and technology. 这项技术对于前线作战人员是非常有帮助的,也使得天机局掌握到另一项全球领先的心灵科技。 In the bureau has selected the first group of personnel to conduct the training learn/study use from the incantation technique section and old seal Department, Louxiao Ning and egg uncles is one of them, but peacock several people not in the first batch of lists, because they have dual, how a additional mind movie screen will be very then difficult saying that first and other bureau neighborhood clear points study again not late. 局里已经从咒术部、旧印部选出首批人员进行培训学习使用,楼筱宁、蛋叔都在其中,而孔雀几人不在首批名单中,因为他们本来就是有着双重自我,再加一层心灵障壁会怎么样很难说,先等局里弄清楚点再学不晚。 However is at this stage, the Gu Jun attempt treats itself with the mind movie screen, with one will anticipate in the future constructs the movie screen to fight against the persistent avoidance symptom. 不过就是在这个阶段,顾俊尝试用心灵障壁治疗自己,用一个未来预期去构建障壁抗击持续性回避症状。 But has not needed he formally to start, since he listens to Deng Ximei to explain in detail, his headache intensifies gradually, attempted to be defeated for the first time. 但还不待他正式开始,从他听着邓惜玫详细地讲解起,他的头痛就渐渐加剧,第一次尝试失败了。 Slow a day conducted the second attempt, failed, he definitely is unable to be in that degree with rapt attention, the matter that in the past easily can achieve takes a step for now difficult. 缓了一天进行第二次尝试,也是失败了,他完全无法凝神到那种程度,以往轻易能做到的事情现在举步为艰。 This looks like the both feet to tie up 1000 kilograms heavy item, wants to run again, that is not the manpower may. 这就像是双脚都被缚上一千公斤的重物,再想要奔跑,那不是人力可为。 The mind movie screen technology attempts to be defeated, the old seal technology does not have an effect, Gu Jun also tried other, psychological treatment method and burning joss sticks and worship buddha method, in pharmacological treatment, not only eats armor adrenalin to absorb the depressor again, drank a traditional Chinese medicine, made some nutritional therapies. However has no curative effect completely. 心灵障壁技术尝试失败,旧印技术不起作用,顾俊还试了些别的,心理治疗手段、烧香拜佛手段,药物治疗上不只是吃去甲肾上腺素再摄取抑制剂,也喝了点中药,也做了些食疗。然而全部都没什么疗效。 Was been invalid by the certificate for treating the option, wants to be shattered, and finally, Gu Jun and treatment team can only accept the bitter fruit. 一个个治疗选项被证明行不通,一个个希望破灭,到了最后,顾俊自己和治疗团队都只能接受了苦果。 By today on the 26 th, from end of the month 31 st lunar New Year's Eve, already not remaining several days. 到了今天26日,距离月底31日的除夕,已经不剩下几天。 Benefits from this days tranquility, many people have the small vacation, can go home to visit relatives to celebrate the new year, but their many people are in suspense Gu Jun. 得益于这段日子的平静,很多人都有小假期,可以回家去探亲过个年,只是他们很多人都放心不下顾俊。 Gu Jun knows this circumstance, therefore oneself proposed that wants to start to be on leave a bit faster, actually catches up before the new year's celebration leaves, letting everyone to go home to celebrate the new year. 顾俊正是知道这一个情势,所以自己提出想快点开始休假,其实是赶在过年前走人,让大家都能回家过个好年。 „Chief Xue, I must walk this afternoon.” At this time, Gu Jun was saying to the tombstone on picture in a soft voice, „does not know when will come back.” “薛队长,今天下午我就要走了。”这时候,顾俊对着墓碑上的照片轻声说道,“也不知道什么时候会回来。” He can come back to make the brain inspection regularly, but another significance „coming back” does not have the date. 他还是会定期回来做脑部检查的,但另一种意义的“回来”却是没有日期。 He cannot start the frontline work, the logistics clerical job is not good, changes over to the peace and happiness section to arrange to make merry to everyone, or is the mascot ambassador is not good to the public relations department, so long as because places in the secret bureau and goa, will definitely make him contact a lot of unusual thing information, does not favor his convalescing restoring. 他不能参加前线工作,后勤文职工作也不行,就连转入康乐部给大家安排吃喝玩乐、或者到公关部当个吉祥物形象代言人也不行,因为只要身处于天机局和goa内,都必然会使他接触到大量异常事物信息,不利于他的静养恢复。 Facing the unusual thing, he also with various ancestor auspicious contact intense stress reactions, has not been only the faint headache, possibly is because before , is established that special connection that by the fond dream, possibly is because various ancestor this lifeform will not create the stress to whom. 面对异常事物,他也就跟祖各吉利的接触没有强烈的应激反应,只是隐隐头痛而已,可能是因为之前由美梦建立起的那点特殊连系,也可能是因为祖各这种生物本来就不会给谁造成应激。 Therefore in ancestor various matters concerned of forming an alliance, he will participate at the right moment. 因此在与祖各结盟的事宜上,他还是会适时参与一下。 However eventually, arranges to him now appropriately, leaves the secret bureau, leaves these unusual things, returns to the ordinary life. 但是终究,现在对他最适当的安排,就是离开天机局,离开这些异常事物,回到平常的生活中去。 „Chief Xue, does not need to be sad for me.” Gu Jun also said, „compares you, compares many patients, I lucky am too many. Xue Dui, people like you, the sacrifice, will still even the heroical ways, the misfortune that rather than lowers suddenly......” “薛队长,不用为我难过。”顾俊又说,“相比起你,相比很多患者,我已经幸运太多了。薛队,像你这样的人,就算牺牲,也应该有一个壮烈的方式,而不是突然降下的厄运……” He was saying deep breath, „is only this world, really some regretted. Walked, but must go back the dormitory to pack the thing, next time will come to see you again.” 他说着深呼吸了一下,“只是这个世界,真的有很多遗憾。走了,还要回去宿舍收拾东西,下次再来看你。” Gu Jun said, the calm face saluted to the tombstone, walks on the turning around stride. 顾俊说罢,沉着脸庞对墓碑敬了一个军礼,就转身大步走去。 The robot tile strength said 机器人瓦力说 Today first, asks the monthly ticket, sought the subscription! 今天第一更,求月票,求订阅！
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