Chapter 978 world outlook avalanche 第978章世界观崩塌 Saw that Miao Sa Ritchie successfully broke through the past upper limit, the atmosphere of ceremony palace moved restlessly instantaneously. 见到缪撒里奇成功突破以往的上限,仪式殿堂的气氛瞬间躁动起来。 ( Refuels, Miao Sa Ritchie!) (加油啊,缪撒里奇！) Among the both sides view seats, many local church members got hold of the fist, inspires to inflate for Miao Sa Ritchie in the heart secretly, hopes heartfeltly his chapter can unify with the Saint light truly. 两侧观席之间,不少当地教会人士都握紧了拳头,都在心底暗自为缪撒里奇鼓舞打气,由衷希望他这回能够与圣光真正结合。 After all, properly speaking, the Miao Sa Ritchie's past merit and moral character, should obtain the favor of Saint light to be right. 毕竟,按理来说,缪撒里奇过去的功绩与品性,早就应该获得圣光的宠幸才对. Meanwhile, Miao Sa Ritchie, the appearance is calm, the voice is spirited , to continue to recite the holy ghost merit , to continue to fuse the strength of Saint light, still immersed in the middle of this baptism ceremony wholeheartedly! 与此同时,缪撒里奇,面目冷静,嗓音激昂,继续吟诵圣神功德,继续融合圣光之力,仍旧一心一意地沉浸于这场洗礼仪式当中！ Approaches toward the end point along with the making sacrifices to a god manifesto gradually, he can obviously feel, the Saint light in within the body not only covered own all the limbs and bones, went down to own energetic deep place! 伴随着敬神宣言向着终点逐步靠近,他能够明显感受到,体内的圣光不仅覆盖了自己的四肢百骸,更是一路深入到了自己的精神深处！ There is situated this leaf of heart front door to soul foundation! 那里坐落这一扇通往灵魂根基的心扉大门！ Also Miao Sa Ritchie never let the place that the Saint light arrived in the past! 同时也是过去缪撒里奇从未让圣光抵达的地方！ ( Immediately. Became!) (马上.就成了！) ( So long as lets Saint light and soul combines) (只要让圣光和灵魂合二为一) ( I can truly have the strength of Saint light, became an honorable Saint follower!) (我就能够真正地持有圣光之力,成为一名光荣的圣信徒了！) When intention hence, Miao Sa Lidgetton the energetic concentrated force will promote the limit! 心念至此,缪撒里奇顿时将精神的集中力提升到了极限！ Therefore, the heart front door to lead to his soul foundation, quick then opens wide toward the Saint light slowly! 于是,通向他灵魂根基的心扉大门,很快便是向着圣光缓缓敞开！ Miao Sa Ritchie's making sacrifices to a god manifesto also progressed similarly the last act! 紧接着,缪撒里奇的敬神宣言也同样进展到了尾声！ „!” “啊！” „My mercy lord! My noble and pure lord! My dazzling lord!” “我慈悲的主！我高洁的主！我耀眼的主！” „I am willing to use my wisdom to repay your kindness!” “我愿用自己的智慧报答您的恩惠！” „I am willing to guard your state with my strength!” “我愿用自己的力量守卫您的国度！” „I hope with my serves your brilliance his entire life!” “我愿用自己的一生侍奉您的光辉！” „I! Miao Sa Ritchie! Here, to you, takes an oath to give loyalty to!” “我！缪撒里奇！在此,向您,宣誓效忠！” „Great and lofty Saint light!” “伟大而崇高的圣光啊！” „Please admit my life! Integrates all my! Make me you until death faithful retinue, from now on continuously for you-” “请您接纳我的生命！融入我的一切！让我就此成为您至死不渝的仆从,从今往后一直为您-” When recited to Miao Sa Ritchie hence, the Saint light/only went through Miao Sa Ritchie's heart front door finally, touched Miao Sa Ritchie's soul foundation officially! 待到缪撒里奇吟诵至此,圣光终是穿过了缪撒里奇的心扉大门,就这么正式触碰到了缪撒里奇的灵魂根基！ However. 然而. In Miao Sa Ritchie will soon complete the making sacrifices to a god manifesto 就在缪撒里奇即将完成敬神宣言之时 Since in Miao Sa Ritchie soon will realize for many years the long-awaited desire. 就在缪撒里奇即将实现多年以来梦寐以求的愿望之时. In the Saint light will soon combine with this follower devout soul of 就在圣光即将与这名信徒虔诚的灵魂合二为一之时 The world in this male person eyes, actually changes in this time suddenly. 这个男人眼中的世界,却是在此时骤然改变。 The magnanimous scene of unprecedented, swamps into Miao Sa Ritchie's mind crazily. 前所未见的海量光景,就这么疯狂涌入缪撒里奇的脑海。 Quiet green aurora! 幽绿的极光！ No star nighttime sky! 无星的夜空！ Desolated land! 荒芜的大地！ Ghost that waits for the trial billions of! 数以亿计等待审判的亡魂！ And that rises straight from the ground, broad stone hall who attacks the clouds! 以及那座拔地而起,直插云霄的恢宏石殿！ All these scenes, just like hundreds and thousands of thunder and lightning, ruthlessly bombardment in Miao Sa Ritchie's brains! 这一切的景象,宛如成百上千道雷电,狠狠轰击在了缪撒里奇的脑髓！ Therefore, Miao Sa Ritchie, the pupil expands suddenly, the facial expression drastic change, the whole body shivers. 于是,缪撒里奇,瞳孔骤扩,神情剧变,浑身颤抖。 Again then, that attempts with the Saint that his soul foundation fuses together completely light/only, is so torn to pieces in Miao Sa Ritchie's within the body, subsequently from Miao Sa Ritchie's within the body escape. 再然后,那股试图与他灵魂根基完全融为一体的圣光,就这么在缪撒里奇的体内支离破碎,继而从缪撒里奇的体内逃逸而出。 Meanwhile, Miao Sa Ritchie in reality, stops all movements, the delay stared is fluttering about at present the dim Saint light of dissipation in oneself. 与此同时,现实之中的缪撒里奇,亦是停止了一切动作,呆滞凝望着在自己眼前纷飞消散的黯淡圣光。 Then, the brilliance diverges, finally comes out. 就这样,光辉散去,结果决出。 One year later, Miao Sa Ritchie, again baptism failure. 时隔一年,缪撒里奇,再次洗礼失败。 The ceremony palace, the audience in an uproar. 仪式殿堂,全场哗然。 This, Miao Sa Ritchie has been close to the success obviously infinitely 这一回,缪撒里奇明明已经无限接近于成功了 But, in the end, he actually has not read the making sacrifices to a god manifesto, made the ceremony welcome the end bewilderedly. 可是,到头来,他竟然连敬神宣言都没有念完,就这么让仪式莫名其妙地迎来了终结。 This scene, seems like, the strength of Saint light will seem Miao Sa Ritchie to give up soon succeeding in obtaining on own initiative is ordinary. 这副情景,看起来,就好像缪撒里奇主动放弃了即将到手的圣光之力一般。 The so strange result, all made everyone on the scene is unbelievable, unthinkable. 如此诡异的结果,令得在场的所有人皆是难以置信,匪夷所思。 They do not understand actually completely Miao Sa Ritchie is making anything. 他们完全不明白缪撒里奇究竟在做什么。 As for Miao Sa Ritchie, is the plump, knelt down directly on the ground. 而至于缪撒里奇本人,则是扑通一声,直接跪倒在了地上。 At this moment, this was once taught the man who gives the great expectations, the look is empty, the complexion is pale, the four limbs are incapable, as if looks like the significance that lost itself to go on living suddenly. 这一刻,这个曾经被教会予以厚望的男人,眼神空洞,面色惨白,四肢无力,仿佛就像是突然失去了自己活下去的意义。 Then, Miao Sa Ritchie of baptism failure, misses to become the Saint follower again, again with entering the opportunity in central church just misses. 就这样,洗礼失败的缪撒里奇,再一次无缘成为圣信徒,再一次与进入中央教会的机会失之交臂。 However, what was different from the past, he did not care about this failure from the start. 然而,与过去不同的是,他本人压根就不关心这次失败。 Makes scatter Ritchie to feel that what truly is moved is 真正让缪撒里奇感到怅然若失的是 That flashes in the present strange picture one after another, one after another obscure information that as well as that swamps into the mind. 那一幅又一幅闪于眼前的诡异画面,以及那一道又一道涌入脑海的晦涩信息。 All these were Miao Sa Ritchie's world outlook brought the unprecedented subversive impact. 这一切为缪撒里奇的世界观带来了前所未有的颠覆性冲击。 Also becomes the significant turning point of Miao Sa Ritchie entire life. 同时也成为了缪撒里奇整个人生的重大转折点。 Therefore, after the Saint light baptism ceremony ended, Miao Sa Ritchie took one month of sick leave to the church not without making a sound, again is in the deep home, day and night, forgets the bedroom waste food, just like lunatic who is bewitched suddenly, starts in own mind non-stop unearthing, recalling and reorganizing indescribable these „memory”. 于是,圣光洗礼仪式结束之后,缪撒里奇一声不吭地向教会请了一个月的病假,再是深居家中,没日没夜,忘寝废食,犹如一个突然着了魔的疯子,开始在自己的脑海不停挖掘、回忆、整理着那些难以言表的“记忆”. He spells to crowd together on the paper surface the information of these fragmentations, ultimately obtained one unable to withstand actually the shocking conclusion fuzzily. 他将这些碎片化的信息在纸面上拼凑在一起,最终得到了一个模糊不堪却又耸人听闻的结论。 That is, oneself, possibly did not belong to this world. 那就是,自己,原来可能不属于这个世界。 So-called Miao Sa Ritchie 所谓的缪撒里奇 Perhaps is only existence that fictionalizes. 或许只是一个虚构出来的存在。 As for him in the past in the reason that at the Saint light baptism ceremony failed repeatedly. 至于他过去之所以会在圣光洗礼仪式上屡次失败的原因. Also is not lies in own body and spirit is not very strong, is not lies in own belief is not very reverent. 既不是在于自己的体魄不够强壮,也不是在于自己的信仰不够虔诚。 But because of Miao Sa Ritchie's soul essence, but also buries the memory fragment that was once having in the past, therefore when must be infected by the Saint light several times, catches up to drive away promptly the Saint light. 而是因为缪撒里奇的灵魂本质,还埋藏着过去曾经发生的记忆碎片,所以才会在数次要被圣光感染的时候,发力将圣光及时地驱赶出去。 Hence, Miao Sa Ritchie's world outlook, thorough avalanche. 至此,缪撒里奇的世界观,彻底崩塌。 He stands in his balcony, looks up to the deep blue vault of heaven, overlooks the lively city, is overlooking the tip of the iceberg of Saint light pure land. 他站在自家的阳台,仰望湛蓝的苍穹,俯瞰繁华的城市,俯瞰着圣光净土的冰山一角。 These pictures, once in man opinion that happy, being worth him exhausting own life, protects, governs, serves. 这些画面,曾经在男人看来是那么的美好,值得他穷尽自己的一生,去守护,去治理,去侍奉。 However, at this moment, is today we are no longer as we have been. 然而,此时此刻,所有的一切已是今非昔比。 Here looks like a limitless prisoner's cage. 这里就像是一座漫无边际的囚笼。 Blocked his memory. 封锁了他的记忆。 Imprisoned his body. 囚禁了他的身躯。 Using his irreverence. 利用了他的虔诚。 Therefore, the man kneels immediately, the vomit continues, the tears are mixing with the bloody water, flows continuously from the eye socket 于是,男人当即跪地不起,呕吐不止,泪水夹杂着血水,从眼眶里边源源不断地流淌出来 A month later, a Miao Sa Ritchie face ice-cold walks into the church, submitted own resignation letter to the senior official directly. 一个月之后,缪撒里奇一脸冰冷地走入教会,直接向长官提交了自己的辞呈。 ( This chapter ends) (本章完)