The vacillation of Chapter 957 state of mind 第957章心境的动摇 Europe may is pondering silently, before while arm extends, from this made backward the space of application of force for the thorn of suddenly sword blade. 欧可一边默默思考着,一边将手臂前伸,由此为剑刃的突刺腾出了向后施力的空间。 However, even if the rationality told Ou can/but, now this/should does that now can only do that. 但是,哪怕理性告诉欧可,现在就该这么做,如今只能这么做. Finally, when her body really prepared suicide, Ou can/but grips tightly the palm of sword hilt actually to endure freely to fall into shivering. 结果,当她的身体真的做好了自杀准备之时,欧可紧握剑柄的手掌却还是忍不住地陷入了颤抖。 Because, at this moment, in the past all sorts of scenes started at present places to reappear in the cherry sent the hunter. 因为,这一刻,往昔的种种景象开始在樱发猎人的眼前一幕幕地浮现出来。 She and first walks into the flower dwelling garden hand in hand, first understands the picture of this happy homeland 她和欧琳初次携手走入花宅庭院,初次领略这个美好家园的画面 She and daybreak squad the teammates of talked and laughed merrily together, practiced athletics together, dined together the amusement, picture that was bathed in blood to slaughter together. 她和破晓小队的队友们一起谈笑风生,一起练习竞技,一起聚餐玩乐,一起浴血厮杀的画面. She and Ye Chen spends together the evening in the warm bedding, afterward was closely hugged by the opposite party solid arm in the bosom picture 她与耶尘在温暖的被褥之中共度良宵,事后被对方结实的臂膀紧紧搂在怀里的画面 All, are reappearing to Ou can/but, oneself once had these happy. 一切的一切,都在向欧可重现着,自己曾经拥有的这些美好。 The growth environment that even if she most starts is that the morbid state, then twists, then lets the person gastric disorder. 哪怕她最开始的成长环境是那么病态,那么扭曲,那么让人反胃. However, future after this, Ou can/but could still be called is lucky. 但是,在这之后的未来,欧可也仍然称得上是幸运至极。 Because she ran into the correct person. 因为她遇到了正确的人。 This person may rescue from the hell Europe, and made her understand personal anything was the true family member, anything was the true friend, anything was the true friendship 这个人将欧可从地狱之中解救了出来,并且让她切身明白了什么才是真正的家人,什么才是真正的朋友,什么才是真正的情谊 If Ou Kezhen chooses to commit suicide to commit suicide here, then, these hard-won happiness will leave her to go forever. 倘若欧可真的在这里选择轻生自尽,那么,这些来之不易的幸福都将永远离她而去。 Thinks of here, Ou can/but the state of mind had the vacillation eventually. 想到这里,欧可的心境终究是产生了动摇。 Therefore, the next second, her train of thought starts to diverge fast, at present as if presents the illusion, makes be possible the consciousness returned many years ago that scene. 于是,下一秒,她的思绪开始飞快发散,眼前仿佛出现了幻觉,就这么让欧可的意识重新回到了多年以前的那个情景。 Sunny, glorious weather. 阳光明媚,风和日丽。 The garden in flower dwelling, only 12-year-old Ou can/but, is taking good care of the bonsai that was just buying with together. 花宅的庭院,年仅12岁的欧可,正在与欧琳一块悉心照料着刚刚买来的盆栽。 The bright flower petal is bathing the clean clear water, swings under shining of sunlight with the wind, just like glittering and translucent carving live gems. 鲜艳的花瓣沐浴着干净的清水,在阳光的照耀下随风摇摆,犹如一颗颗晶莹剔透的活宝石。 Ou can/but followed to contact gardening interest lasted one year, therefore looked after these bonsais is can be called handily, few under the duty that explained successfully completes. 欧可跟随欧琳接触园艺这门兴趣已经长达一年了,所以照顾这些盆栽已是称得上得心应手,没几下就将欧琳交待的任务圆满完成。 Therefore the girl arrives at side mother immediately quickly, the tone reports proudly to her: 于是女孩随即快步走到母亲身边,语气自豪地向她汇报起来: „Mom, here flowers, I have looked after ~” “妈妈,这边的花朵,我都已经照料完啦~” Nodded with a smile, goes forward to inspect Ou can/but a work achievement, then touches Ou can/but the head gently. 欧琳含笑点头,上前检查了一遍欧可的工作成果,接着温柔地摸了摸欧可的脑袋。 „Un, good, processes really well.” “嗯,不错,处理得真好。” However, the voice falls, complexion changes, the whole person suddenly starts to cough. 然而,话音落下,欧琳脸色一变,整个人突然开始咳嗽起来。 „Coughs !” “咳、咳咳！” Ou can/but sees that immediately was worried inquired: 欧可见状,顿时担心地询问道: „Mom, you? Was last night cold?” “妈妈,你怎么了？难道是昨晚感冒了？” This time she has not known that the toxin in within the body is following the reality that the time lapse aggravates step by step. 此时的她还不知道欧琳体内的毒素正在伴随时间推移一步步加重的现实。 „All right, small issue.” “没事,小问题罢了。” Stops the cough, smiles bitterly to Ou can/but shakes the head. 欧琳止住咳嗽,向欧可苦笑地摇了摇头。 „Since the bonsai looked, we first rested a meeting.” “既然盆栽照料完了,我们就先休息一会吧。” Therefore, and Ou can/but put down the tool in hand, then sits with the cakes and pastries in the small stone table of garden, started to enjoy the leisurely and carefree afternoon tea time. 于是,欧琳与欧可放下手里的工具,转而拿上糕点坐在庭院的小石桌,开始享受起了悠闲的下午茶时光。 The mother and daughter are cheerful and lively are tasting the dessert. 母女俩有说有笑地品尝着甜点。 Then, thought of anything suddenly, the expression hesitated slightly, then inquired to Ou can/but in the gentle tone: 然后,欧琳忽然想到了什么,表情稍稍犹豫了一下,然后以柔和的语气向欧可提问道: „Ou can/but, you have considered, what did oneself grow up wanted to make?” “欧可,你有没有考虑过,自己长大了想要做什么呀？” Where thinks, Ou can/but listens, gave the reply unexpectedly without hesitation. 哪想到,欧可听罢,竟然不暇思索地给出了回答。 „I want to turn into the mysterious spirit hunter, looks like mother such!” “我想要变成奥灵猎人,就像是妈妈那样！” Look flashes through a surprise mood, then closely examines in a soft voice: 欧琳眼神闪过一丝诧异情绪,接着便是轻声追问起来: „Why do you think? Should not plan to imitate me purely?” “你为什么想呢？该不会只是打算单纯模仿我吧？” Ou Keyao swung the head. 欧可摇了摇脑袋。 „No, I felt, if I also same turned into the hunter with you, in the future perhaps will have the opportunity to go to the labyrinth to save the child of suffering distress, carried off my such like you initially!” “不,我只是觉得,如果我也和你一样变成了猎人,未来说不定就有机会去迷宫拯救更多受难的孩子啦,就像你当初带走我的那样！” hears word, silent for a long time, is revealing to child's naive idea immediately wipes the forced smile. 欧琳闻言,默然许久,随即对着孩子天真的想法露出一抹苦笑。 „Hehe, never expected that your little fellow is actually keeping thinking about this matter.” “呵呵,没想到你这小家伙竟然这么惦记着这件事.” „But, Ou can/but, you are clear, probably your environment situation is extremely rare, let alone was your one person, the entire hunter organized whether to be meeting the similar case over the next several hundred years is an issue.” “不过,欧可,你要明白,像是你的那种环境情况可是极其罕见的,别说是你一个人了,就连整个猎人组织能否在未来的数百年遇到相似的案例都是个问题.” „Therefore, even if you became the mysterious spirit hunter, is basically impossible to meet the same situation with me again?” “所以,哪怕你当上了奥灵猎人,也基本不可能再和我遇上相同的情况哦？” Ou can/but scratched the head to ponder. 欧可挠头思考了一下。 „If so are not related, after all the hunter makes money quickly not, moreover can take risk in the labyrinth everywhere, must result in compared with these stays the clerical job all day long in office, was simply more interesting!” “如果是这样的话也没关系,毕竟猎人赚钱很快不是嘛,而且还可以在迷宫四处冒险,比起那些必须得成天呆在办公室里面的文职工作,简直有趣多了！” Sighed the one breath gently. 欧琳轻轻地叹上一口气。 „This but actually also yes right, but the mortality rate of hunter is also very high ~” “这倒也是没错啦可是猎人的死亡率也很高哦~” Europe may the smile respond brightly: 欧可笑容灿烂地回应道: „Doesn't matter, so long as I sufficed strongly on the line! It looks like beforehand such!” “没关系,只要我够强就行了！就像是以前那样！” Hears here, falls into again silent. 听到这里,欧琳再次陷入沉默。 After all happy family/home that Ou can/but was born, the itself/Ben is a world of law of the jungle, the child who only then the talent different reported can go on living. 毕竟欧可所出生的甜蜜之家,本就是一个弱肉强食的世界,只有天赋异禀的小孩子才能够活下去。 But as outstanding person, Europe may naturally also be used to this brutal jungle principle, the pure mortality rate cannot frighten her completely. 而作为其中的佼佼者,欧可自然也早就习惯了这种残酷的丛林法则,单纯的死亡率完全吓不到她。 Let alone, as mother, hopes even Ou can/but can seem like the average person in the future same on the safe life, however her outlet had in fact been given by the above organization decided but not yet announced is good. 更何况,就算欧琳作为母亲,希望欧可未来能够像是普通人一样过上平平安安的生活,然而她的出路实际上早就已经被欧琳的上头组织给内定好了。 Because Ao spirit hunts for the group always not to make the charity. 因为奥灵猎团向来不是做慈善的。 When returns to the summit of hunter hundred years later again, hunts for the group personnel through nearly the way of interrogation, knew in all experiences of happy family/home, Europe may while convenient extremely excellent fight talent record in the file. 早在欧琳时隔百年再次回归猎人之巅的时候,猎团人员就通过近乎审讯的方式,知晓了欧琳在甜蜜之家的一切经历,同时也顺便将欧可极其高超的战斗天赋记录在了档案里面。 Although hunts for the group to be willing to provide the livelihood expense of one set of small-scale mansion and second half lifetime, however on the other hand, may of guardian actually also probably agree with a condition as Europe, that will be the future must agree and supports Europe be possible to become the member of mysterious spirit hunter. 尽管猎团愿意为欧琳提供一套小型豪宅和后半辈子的基本生活费用,然而另外一方面,作为欧可监护人的欧琳却也必须同意一个条件,那就是未来必须同意并且支持欧可成为奥灵猎人的一份子。 After all Ou can/but in the fight talent and psychological quality that this age shows, means that she might in the future very much hunts for the mainstay of group new generation. 毕竟欧可在这个年龄所展现出来的战斗天赋和心理素质,意味着她往后很有可能就是猎团新生代的中流砥柱。 Therefore, in any event, Ao spirit hunts for the group possibly not to miss the so rare rare talent independently. 所以,无论如何,奥灵猎团都没有可能放手错过如此难得的奇才. This matter once made innermost feelings feel very contradictory. 这件事情曾经让欧琳的内心感到非常矛盾。 As senior hunter she understands that this work has danger how. 身为资深猎人的她明白这份工作有多么的危险。 However, since Europe may indicate now on own initiative regarding the expectation of hunter, then innermost feelings can also feel better but actually. 但是,既然现在欧可主动表明了对于猎人的憧憬,那么欧琳的内心倒也能够好受一些。 At least, she was not forced. 最起码,她并不是被强迫的. The intention hence, stop moment, then smiles to take a stand to Ou can/but: 心念至此,欧琳停顿片刻,接着便是向欧可微笑表态道: „Since you have thought that then I will naturally also support your.” “既然你已经想好了,那么我自然也会支持你的。” ( This chapter ends) (本章完)