Chapter 862godhoodtragedy
第862章神职的悲剧Afterseveralseconds of thinking, YeChenconfirmedimmediatelytoDeanMorocco:
经过了数秒的思索,耶尘随即向丁摩洛确认道:„Therefore, youare promotedfrom the honestfollowerto the Saintfollowerbeforehandtimenode selectionbetrayalchurch, right?”
“所以,你是从诚信徒晋升为圣信徒之前的时间节点选择背叛教会,是吗?”DeanMoroccosneers, the tonedisdainacknowledges.
丁摩洛冷笑一声,语气不屑地承认道。„Right.”
“对。”„Ifat that timeIignorantlyandsubmittedto the Saintlightblindly, nowreferred todoes not establish the capital citycanbecome the archbishop of centralchurchundersituated inPopein.”
“如果那时候我愚昧而盲目地屈服于圣光的话,现在指不定都能成为中央教会位居于教皇之下的一介大主教了。”„After all, thought back on the past years, I the windinlocalchurchcommentedamverygood.”
“毕竟,遥想当年,我在地区教会里面的风评可是很好的.”„Excellent in conduct and academy, noble character and high prestige, the peopleare full of praise, thatexcellenttalent who the eldergives the great expectations”
“品学兼优,德高望重,民众赞不绝口,长辈予以厚望的那种大好人才呢”„However, even ifreallybecomes the archbishop, whatsignificancethatalsodoes have?”
“然而,就算真的成为了大主教,那又有什么意义?”„In the final analysis, is onlyon some reputation/honoraryhighthatworker bees.”
“说到底,也不过只是名誉高上那么一些的工蜂罢了。”„As long asis loyal to the person of church, regardless of the knightor the priest, isonecrowdlives on dishonorablycompletelyin the falseness, butself-satisfiedinsect.”
“但凡忠于教会之人,无论骑士还是祭司,全部都是一群苟活在虚假之中而自我满足的虫豸。”„Since the ancient times, alwaysso, throughoutso---!”
“自古以来,向来如此,始终如此啊---!”
The voicefalls, the aura of DeanMoroccobecomeseven moreloud, will just likeonesoonto be separated from the wild animal of prisoner's cage, the whole bodyis sending outhateandmurderous aura that will absorb the personheart and soul.
话音落下,丁摩洛的气息变得愈发粗重,犹如一头即将脱离囚笼的野兽,浑身散发着摄人心魄的怨恨与杀气。However, thisnegativemoodis actually not aiming atYeChen, butpoints to the secretSaintlight and church.
然而,这股负面的情绪却并非在针对耶尘,而是直指远在幕后的圣光与教会。Evidently, hunts for the groupcompared with the mysteriousspirithunterandAospirit, thisclownis obviously hatingholy ghostAngerReno, andis from the heartis loathingunderItsnamehas godservant.
看样子,比起奥灵猎人和奥灵猎团,这名小丑明显更加憎恨着圣神安格里诺昂德,并且发自内心厌恶着祂名下的所有神仆。YeChenwas not naturally clear that DeanMoroccoexperiencedanythingin the churchin the past, presentthisbristling with angerappearance, seems likesimply and Saintlighthassomebitter hatred
耶尘自然不清楚丁摩洛过去到底在教会内部经历了些什么,以至于眼下这副怒发冲冠的模样,看上去简直和圣光有着某种深仇大恨似的However, develops the presentsosituationalong withthistalk, YeChenhas been ablefullyto believe,nowstandsin the presentdementedclown, trulyisextremelyoutstandingexistencein the happytheater.
不过,伴随着这场谈话发展到现在这般地步,耶尘已经能够充分相信,如今站在自己眼前的癫狂小丑,在欢愉剧院当中确实属于极其不同凡响的存在。Strength, family backgroundandstory, orhidesinbraininsideknowledge and concept, even ifplacesthisgroup of odd peoplesuch as the organization of hemp, DeanMorocco is still really the King in different kind.
无论是实力、出身、阅历,又或者潜藏在大脑里面的知识与观念,即便是放在这群怪人如麻的组织内部,丁摩洛也都实属异类之中的王者。Hisgreat strengthis not the galeblowswithout the brain.
他的强大并不是大风无脑刮来的。Many that DeanMoroccoexperiences.
丁摩洛经历的很多。DeanMoroccoknowsalsomany.
丁摩洛知道的也很多。Althoughdid not determine that thiscomedian clown'spreviousspeech, including many are real, many isfalse
虽然不确定这个小丑先前的发言,其中有多少是真,有多少是假However, presentYeChenactuallyhas toacknowledge,nowstandsinoneselfpresentbackboneclown, by faris truly differentfromotherclowngoods that hemetin the past.
但是,现在的耶尘却是不得不承认,如今站在自己眼前的骨干小丑,确实远远不同于他以往所遇到的其它小丑货色。Reverentclergy who thisonceservedinsacred light, nowactuallyturns into the blood-stainedcrueldevils.
这个曾经侍奉于圣光的虔诚神职人员,如今却变成了双手沾满鲜血的残忍魔鬼。
It is not normal.
太不正常了.Even if seeingYeChen of great stormslooked like
即便是在见惯了大风大浪的耶尘看来Existence of DeanMoroccoalsoexceptionallyarrivedreallymadehimfeeloddsituation that sufficiently the backwas scared!
丁摩洛的存在也着实是异常到了足以让他感到后背发毛的离谱地步!
Above( the degree of hazard of thisfellow, dominatesinthreebigabyssmain bodiesby farplants.)
(这家伙的危险程度,远远凌驾于三大深渊本体种之上。)Comprehendedthisfactclearly, YeChenmusclefrom top to bottomcannot stopto tie tightimmediately.
清楚地领会了这番事实,耶尘浑身上下的肌肉随即止不住地紧绷起来。Thistalkhas not madehimunearth the spirit worlddirectly the openingway, wasmakeshimfurtherunderstand the fearfulandstrangeplace of DeanMoroccoon the contrary.
这场谈话没有让他直接挖掘到灵界的开启途径,反倒是让他更进一步理解了丁摩洛的可怕与诡异之处。Meanwhile, DeanMoroccohas not paid attention to the vigilantheart that inYeChen the line of sightrises suddenly, thenlowered the headto wait and seeownboth handssilently.
与此同时,丁摩洛没有理会耶尘视线之中暴涨的警惕心,转而低头默默观望起了自己的双手。Sees onlythatto the paleandslenderpalm, closelywas first grippedbyhim, was loosenedbyhimslowly.
只见那对苍白而又修长的手掌,先是被他紧紧握住,然后又被他缓缓松开。Just likes a nervepatient the illusorything that triesto holddoes not haveto be the same.
犹如一个神经病人正在试图抓住根本不存在的虚幻事物一样。Sostrangebehaviorthenby the DeanMoroccotandem duplicationseveral.
如此古怪的行为接下来被丁摩洛连续重复了好几遍。Then, as if from fantasizingreturned to the reality, DeanMoroccoputs downoneselfboth handseventually, lifts the paleface, deeplyattractsatmosphere, inquiredagainin a low voicetowardYeChenby the ice-coldtone:
然后,仿佛从幻想之中回到了现实,丁摩洛终究是放下自己的双手,抬起苍白的面庞,深吸一口大气,再是以冰冷的口吻朝着耶尘低声提问道:„Boy, youfelt.”
“小子,你觉得.”„Takesregardingoneserving the godsas the freshclergy.”
“对于一介以侍奉神明为生的神职人员来说.”„Whatresult, mostsatirized, most laughable, most pitiful?”
“什么样的结局,最为讽刺,最为可笑,最为悲惨?”YeChenchoosessilent.
耶尘选择沉默不语。„.”
“.”Then, DeanMoroccoby the hoarseandlow and deepvoice, startedself-question and answerone word at a time:
然后,丁摩洛以沙哑而又低沉的嗓音,开始了一字一顿的自我问答:„Greets the deathpainfully?”
“是痛苦地迎接死亡么?”„No.”
“不。”„Thisextremely was also ordinary.”
“这也太过于平凡了。”„Was abandonedbyownbelief?”
“是被自己的信仰所背弃么?”„No.”
“不。”„Ifreallyoccurrencethismatter, can only explain the vision that thisserves the disciple of godsis not very good, without the qualificationshates others.”
“如果真的发生了这种事情,只能说明这个侍奉神明之徒的眼光不够好,没有资格去怨恨他人。”„, Istakes an oathto follow the lifetimegodsto be slaughtered the differentgod, thenitsexistsbycompletely the destructionwithwriting off?”
“那么,是自己宣誓追随一生的神明惨遭异神屠戮,然后其存在遭到完全的覆灭与抹杀么?”„No.”
“不。”„Suchresult is very no doubt pitiful, butcould not have achieved the boundary that Iexperienceby far.”
“这样的结局固然十分悲惨,但是还远远达不到我所经历的境界.”Withprogress that step by stepself-examininganswered, the fiercefold on DeanMoroccofacewere getting more and more, was getting deeper and deeper, suddenly/violentlyprotrude the blue veinwas filled withhisskin, just likeonepile of dense and numerouspalemaggots.
伴随着自问自答的一步步进展,丁摩洛脸上的狰狞褶皱越来越多,越来越深,暴凸的青筋挤满了他的皮肤,宛如一堆密密麻麻的苍白蛆虫。Meanwhile, surroundsin the DeanMoroccosurroundingair of alsosimilarlybecomeseven moreheavy, is even more depressing, imitates, if a well that is lending the hidden bitternessaura, insideis floodingeverywherehope that slaughterswith the revenge.
与此同时,环绕于丁摩洛周围的空气也同样变得愈发沉重,愈发压抑,仿若一座散发着幽怨气息的古井,里面处处充斥着杀戮与复仇的渴望。YeChencontinuesto maintainownsilence, waits for the nextspeech of DeanMoroccopeacefully.
耶尘继续保持着自己的沉默,安静等待丁摩洛的下一句发言。„It is not. It is not.”
“不是.都不是.”Then, DeanMoroccolooktwinkle, the toothlipshivers, the soundis fuzzy, the bodysways, itsimage and makings such dementedclown from was insufferably arrogant, transformedoneas ifto fully sufferstray cur that the realitydevastatedandplays withinstantaneously.
然后,丁摩洛眼神闪烁,牙唇颤抖,声音模糊,身躯摇晃,其形象与气质就这么从原先不可一世的癫狂小丑,瞬间转变成了一头仿佛饱受现实摧残与玩弄的丧家之犬。„Regardingclergy.”
“对于一介神职人员来说.”„Thisworldmost pitifuldestiny.”
“这世间最悲惨的命运.”„Ishisgodsto be slaughtered the differentgod, buthehas the sadresentmentto belong to the dustfilled with.”
“莫过于他的神明惨遭异神屠戮而他带着满腔悲怨归于尘土.”„Finally, hewas pulled backfrom the Yellow Springsby the differentgod, andgave a brand-newandfalselife!”
“结果,他又被异神从黄泉重新拉了回来,并且赋予了一个全新且虚假的人生!”„Againthen”
“再然后”„From infancy to maturity! Hewas instilled into to for the differentgodliveby the nearby personunceasingly, fordifferentgod, but the slavethought of death!”
“从小到大!他不断被身边人灌输着自己要为异神而生,为异神而死的奴隶思想!”„Was fully sufferingvariousfalsepraises!”
“饱受着各种虚伪的夸赞!”„Is withstandingvariousdisgustingexpectations!”
“承受着各种恶心的期望!”„Even , he is feeling happy and satisfiedday and nightfor this reason!”
“甚至,就连他自己,日日夜夜都在为此感到幸福和满足!”Thought aloud that thissituation, DeanMoroccowelcomedradicalout-of-control on moodeventually, at oncesuchhystericraises headto roar:
自言自语到了这番地步,丁摩洛终究是迎来了情绪上的彻底失控,旋即就这么歇斯底里的仰头咆哮起来:„Saintlight pollutionmybloodlines---!”
“圣光污染了我的血脉---!”„Saintlighttampered withmylife experience---!”
“圣光篡改了我的身世---!”„Saintlightmademecompletelyforget the truelord---!”
“圣光让我全然忘记了自己真正的主---!”„It is not the Saintlight---!”
“不是圣光---!”„Butis the nether world---!”
“而是幽冥---!”„Hisexistence---!”
“祂的存在---!”„Histrace---!”
“祂的痕迹---!”„Hisall---!”
“祂的所有---!”„Underenslaving of Saintlight, Iput behindIt, betrayedIt---!”
“在圣光的奴役之下,我忘却了祂,背叛了祂---!”„Asthisdeals with the nether worldAllahuntil deathfaithfulPope! Iwas deceived! Byplaying with! Was forcedto turn into the loyalservant of mortal enemySaintlight! Idly spentdozensyears of youth and time, violateddozensyears of taboo and sin---!”
“作为本应对幽冥真主至死不渝的教皇!我被欺骗!被玩弄!被迫变成了死敌圣光的忠心奴仆!就这么虚度了数十年的青春与光阴,犯下了数十年的禁忌与罪孽---!”„---!”
“呃啊---!”„AngerReno---!”
“安格里诺昂德---!”„MyDeanMoroccois from the heartto curse your evilgod---!”
“我丁摩洛发自内心诅咒着你这头邪神---!”„Hundredyears of day and night after memoryrecovery! Iam longing foralwaystears into shreds your falseveil! Livesto feed your dirtyflesh! Tramples your despicableinvincible might---!”
“记忆复苏之后的百年日夜!我无时无刻不渴望着撕碎你那虚伪的面纱!生啖你那肮脏的血肉!践踏你那卑劣的神威---!”„AoLinglierolls! Saintlightchurch! Isas for the entireSaintlightpure land!”
“奥灵猎团!圣光教会!乃至于整个圣光净土!”„Withyourrelatedallthings, makesmefeel sick, makingmeloathe!”
“和你有关的所有事物,都是这么的让我作呕,让我厌恶!”„Iwantto destroyall thesecompletelycompletely---------!”
“我是多么想要将这一切全部毁灭殆尽啊啊啊啊啊---------!”
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