Chapter 50 is puzzled and sad 第50章困惑与哀伤 After the youngster carries the bowl feed shortly, solemn then launched the machine-gun general inquiry to Ye Chen. 而在少年端碗进食没多久之后,穆便是向耶尘展开了连珠炮一般的提问。 „Right, Ye Chen, you this year how many years? Height how many? How is the body weight? Is that fragment world that you previously lived in what appearance? What it and do here have to distinguish? How your life there is? What technologies did your teacher teach your?” “对了,耶尘,你今年多少岁啊？身高多少？体重又是怎样？你先前居住的那片碎片世界又是什么样子？它和我这里有啥区别？你在那里的生活又是怎样？你老师都教了你些什么技术？” Continuous curious question made Ye Chen feel that the pressure was large. 穆源源不断的好奇疑问令得耶尘感到压力颇大。 However, when the opposite party mentioned that Ye Chen passes the world that lives , when his teacher, Ye Chen the complexion was then dim instantly. 然而,当对方提到耶尘过去所居住的世界,以及他的老师时,耶尘的脸色便是即刻黯淡了下来。 „, It is not good.” “啊,不好。” Old person realized oneself did not step on the mine field of youngster carefully, felt the mushroom on head hastily, the apology laughs foolishly fully: 老人意识到自己不小心踩中了少年的雷区,连忙摸着脑袋上的蘑菇,歉意满满地憨笑起来: „Excuse me, because I dozens years had not spoken, therefore the enthusiasm comes up a little unable to control, was really sorry” “不好意思,因为我已经几十年没有和人说过话了,所以兴头一上来就有点控制不住,实在抱歉” Ye Chen listens, shakes the head slightly. 耶尘听罢,微微地摇了摇头。 „Doesn't matter, currently has Grandpa Mu after all, I at least am also not all alone, if not you acts, I had also been killed by that abyss monster, therefore I thank you without enough time” “没关系,毕竟现在有穆爷爷在,我至少还不是孤身一人,而且如果不是您出面,我也早就已经被那头深渊怪物杀死了,所以我谢谢您都来不及呢” The words, Ye Chen then proposed to at this point issue that previous care about extremely. 话说到这里,耶尘接着向穆提出了先前一个自己极其在意的问题。 „Right, Grandpa Mu, you had said before are the acquaintance of teacher is right? Then you can tell his story with me?” “对了,穆爷爷,您之前说过自己是老师的熟人对吧？那么您能够和我讲讲他的故事么？” Mu Hear ends, the expression impressively changes, immediately replied artificially: 穆听完,表情赫然一变,随即语气略显不自然地回答道: „This. It is not good.” “这个.不行。” „Because I and your teacher have had the agreement, in the nowadays situation, I can only be responsible for escorting the Saint light pure land you safely.” “因为我和你老师有过约定,在现今的情况,我只能够负责将你安全地护送到圣光净土。” „As for his matter, my half character cannot disclose. However, he definitely left behind a personally written letter kind of information to you are right? Therefore you can only understand these things.” “至于他的事情,我半个字都不能透露。不过,他肯定给你留下了手札一类的信息对吧？所以你只能够自己去了解这些东西了.” Listens to the solemn answer, Ye Chen the whole face muttered immediately desolately. 听完穆的这番答复,耶尘顿时满脸落寞地喃喃自语。 „Teacher, why he must conceal so situation to me” “老师,他为什么要将一切对我隐瞒到如此地步” „Today's matter, he has been ready obviously, but told me until agrees finally” “今天的事情,明明他早就做好了准备,但是直到最后才肯告诉我” „Not only so, abyss has me also to understand very little now, for example entered abyss tracking to sand-grass hidden territory with me a moment ago together, I completely am not clear its details.” “不光如此,就连深渊的存在我如今也是知之甚少,比如刚才和我一同进入到沙草隐域的深渊寻迹者,我根本就完全不清楚它的底细.” „Moreover, in the final analysis, I also in started to contact and understand abyss kind of species recently!” “而且,说到底,我还只是在最近才开始去接触和了解深渊这类物种的！” „Bright tomorrow morning, when I am a young boy, he has been able tells me the information and weakness of these enemies ahead of time, is, why. Why he does not have to do that.” “明明早在我还是一介幼童的时候,他就已经能够将这些敌人的信息和弱点提前告诉我了,可是,为什么.为什么他没有这么做.” Heard Ye Chen to be full of the confused and moved a series of questions, Mu silence for a long time, then the expression somewhat helplessly gave own response. 听见耶尘充满了迷茫与伤感的一系列疑问,穆沉默许久,接着表情略显无奈地给出了自己的回应。 „That person has own difficulties, you later should understand.” “那个人有着自己的苦衷,你以后应该会明白的。” „Moreover, your teacher previous time with the time of abyss meet is very long beforehand matter. Forever the winter hidden territory will be different from the common hidden territory, isolated with the outside world thoroughly, but abyss kind of species is distorts in the evolution always. Therefore perhaps he like me, I do not know that side the abyss evolved tracking this kind of new-style species.” “另外,你老师上一次和深渊相遇的时间已经是很久以前的事情了。永冬隐域不同于寻常隐域,与外界可谓是彻底地隔离了开来,而深渊这类物种又是无时无刻不在进化变形的。所以他不像我,本人或许也不知道深渊那边进化出了寻迹者这类新式物种。” „Next, he did not tell you in you in childhood in advance the essence of abyss, does not hope probably you contact the abyss prematurely the ‚concept’ it” “其次,他之所以不在你小时候就预先告诉你深渊的本质,大概也是不希望你过早地去接触深渊的这道‘概念’本身吧” Ye Chen listens, the expression becomes more unthinkable, therefore to initiates questioning immediately solemnly: 耶尘听罢,表情变得更加匪夷所思,于是立刻向穆发起了追问: „Grandpa Mu, can you tell me these for what?” “穆爷爷,你能够告诉我这些都是为了什么吗？” Seriously shakes the head. 穆表情严肃地摇了摇头。 „It is not good, in this regard, I cannot say again. You only need to understand, all that your teacher makes to hello/you good, him have no alternative.” “不行,关于这一点,我也不能再说下去了.你只需要明白,你老师所做的一切都是为了你好,他别无选择。” Ye Chen a look twinkle, hugs on the knee double grasped was also loose, loose grasped, actually obviously its innermost feelings were kept in the dark this matter to have pain how with being hard to take to oneself. 耶尘眼神一阵闪烁,抱在膝盖上的双掌握了又松,松了又握,可见其内心对自己被蒙在鼓里这件事究竟是有多么的痛苦与难耐。 However, several minutes pass by, the youngster restored eventually calmly, the whole person relaxed from this. 然而,几分钟过去,少年终究是恢复了冷静,整个人由此重新放松了下来。 Since the teacher he did that then has his reason surely, oneself only need to believe that he was good. 既然老师他这么做了,那么必定有他的理由,自己只需要相信他就行了. With the idea, Ye Chen expressed gratitude to Mu Diantou immediately. 怀着如此想法,耶尘随即向穆点头道谢。 „Thank you, Grandpa Mu, is willing to say so many for me.” “谢谢你,穆爷爷,愿意为我说这么多。” „Hehe, you're welcome, seeing you is so sensible, my at heart naturally is also incomparably happy!” “呵呵,不用客气,看见你这么懂事,我的心里自然也是无比高兴的！” Seeing Ye Chen is polite, the solemn innermost feelings are deeply moved, gave Ye Chenyao hastily several bowls of hot soup, drunk Ye Chen did not have the unnecessary mood to go to the sad sigh again. 见耶尘如此有礼貌,穆的内心大为感动,连忙又给耶尘舀了几碗热汤,喝的耶尘是再没多余的心情去哀伤叹息了。 „Right, Ye Chen, if you must drain, in that side solution then, the animal of sand-grass hidden territory are quite directly few, therefore the excrement is kind of valuable resources.” “对了,耶尘,如果你要排泄的话,直接在那边解决即可,沙草隐域的动物比较少,因此粪便可是一类珍贵的资源呢。” Mu Jianye the dust difficultly bothering the vegetable leaf soup gives to sweep away, at once puts out a hand to aim at vine great blanket another pothole, is informing to Ye Chen cheerfully. 穆见耶尘艰难地将蘑菇菜叶汤给一扫而空,旋即伸手指向藤蔓巨毯另一头的坑洞,乐呵呵地向耶尘这么告知着。 „Good.” “呃好。” Ye Chenmo wiped the corners of the mouth, the complexion replied awkwardly. 耶尘抹了抹嘴角,脸色尴尬地回答。 Two people ride the dreadful green wave to continue at the same time to the livelihood mountain range go forward. 二人一边乘着滔天绿浪继续向日月山脉前进。 Ye Chen turns the head to observe the vast prairie, watches from afar the deep blue sky, imagined silent and Lysle and black strange in the illusory scene that on the prairie leads the way shoulder to shoulder, the diary itself/Ben that later is the whole face takes out Lysle leaves leaves behind before the handkerchief desolately, opens its title page with the finger of shivering again cautiously. 耶尘转头观察辽阔的草原,抬头遥望湛蓝的天空,沉默地想象了一番自己与莱尔和黑奇在草原上并肩前行的虚幻景象,随后便是满脸落寞地从手帕之中取出莱尔离别之前留下的日志本,再是用颤抖的手指小心翼翼地打开其封面。 Then, an all various professions Ye Chen handwriting that could not be more familiar, then appears in him at present. 然后,一行行耶尘熟悉得不能再熟悉的字迹,便是出现在了他的眼前。 As under the vision slow transverse shift of dust sweeps, Lysle that tranquil calm voice as if resounds in his ear bank again, brings remote longing for the innermost feelings of dust, as well as profound pain. 随着耶尘的目光缓慢横移下扫,莱尔那平静沉着的嗓音仿佛再度于他的耳畔响起,为耶尘的内心带来久远的怀念,以及深刻的痛楚. In the introduction of diary, Lysle introduced simply sand-grass hidden territory that Ye Chen is located in now, and told Ye Chen, if met one saying that knew own old person as Mu Bingqie, then Ye Chen can trust and depend upon him wholeheartedly, had what need or the doubts seeks help from him although then, does not need to restrict. 在日志的开篇,莱尔简单介绍了一下耶尘如今所位于的沙草隐域,并且告诉耶尘倘若遇到一个自称为穆并且认识自己的老人,那么耶尘可以全心全意地信任并且依靠他,有什么需要或是疑惑尽管向他求助即可,不必有所拘束。 Only is the above so simple content, then accounted for diary 1/10 span. 仅是上述这般简单的内容,便是占了日志本十分之一的跨度。 But Ye Chengeng glanced through repeatedly these pages of entire one hour, later then holds into the diary the bosom cautiously, not being cruel enough one breath looks at completely them. 而耶尘更是反复翻阅了这几页整整一个小时,随后便是将日志小心翼翼地揣入怀中,不忍心一口气将它们全部看完。 After all, now Lysle is not, if Ye Chen thinks of him, in the future can only to its recall through this diary. 毕竟,如今莱尔已是不在,耶尘若是想念他,未来就只能通过这本日志对其缅怀了。 Therefore Ye Chen decides to reduce speed itself to glance over the reading speed of this diary intentionally. 所以耶尘决定故意减慢自己浏览这本日志的阅读速度。 Although this approach some meanings of self-deception, but can make Ye Chen accept elapsing of family member at least slowly, making his body and mind slightly feel better that some. 虽然这种做法有些自欺欺人的意思,但是最起码能够让耶尘慢慢接受家人的逝去,令得他的身心稍微好受那么一些。 ( This chapter ends) (本章完)