Chapter 160 bar chatted 第160章酒吧闲聊 „Although under the subsidization of hunter school, my mother and younger sister can maintain the most basic hospitalized expense, but I want to make them enjoy the top treatment course as soon as possible, therefore goes all out to make money, even if can only gain dozens copper coin...... also always to compare every day not to have!” “虽然在猎人学院的资助下,我的母亲与妹妹得以维持最基本的住院费用,但我还是想让她们尽快享受顶级的疗程,所以才拼了命地赚钱,哪怕每天只能赚几十枚铜币……也总比没有好啊！” Wimol expression said dimly, cannot bear deeply sighs. 韦蒙表情黯淡地说完,忍不住深深地叹了一口气。 Ye Chen listens, fell into silent, does not have to think oneself this daily whole time are smiling at present, the casual roommate, actually has the so serious past. 耶尘听完,陷入了沉默,没想到自己眼前这位日常大部分时间都在嬉皮笑脸,大大咧咧的舍友,竟然有着如此沉重的过去。 „Letter that then...... you receive today, what did above write?” “那么……你今天收到的信件,上面写了什么？” Did not speak long time, Ye Chen was makes noise the inquiry. 不语良久,耶尘又是出声询问。 Wimol nips the lower lip, the palm of keep flat on desktop grips slightly. 韦蒙咬了咬下唇,平放在桌面上的手掌微微握住。 „My mother's condition deteriorated.” “我母亲的病情又恶化了。” The words fall, the Wimol's in surplus beer the wine glass tosses down, set out counter there to continue one cup. 话落,韦蒙将酒杯中剩余的啤酒一饮而尽,又起身去柜台那里续了一杯。 Ye Chen thinks the reason that Wimol goes down in the world sadly is the trivial matters that the affection did not achieve wishes and so on, cannot think that the fact cause is so unexpectedly serious, suddenly does not know said any good, must look to sit Wimol on seat, the wine glass that will be filled with rumble drinks again gets into the stomach. 耶尘原本以为韦蒙伤心落魄的理由乃是恋情不如愿之类的琐事,想不到事实起因竟然如此严肃,一时间也不知道说些什么好,只得望着坐回座位上的韦蒙,将盛满的酒杯再次咕噜咕噜饮下肚。 Although Ye Chen cannot render Wimol at this moment the substantive assistance, but Wimol vented a Poland to Ye Chen stuffily in lump at heart, the mood also felt but was actually more carefree, then asked Ye Chen ate meal not to have. 虽然耶尘不能在此刻给予韦蒙实质性的帮助,但韦蒙向耶尘发泄了一波自己闷在心里的疙瘩,心情倒也感到畅快多了,接着开口问耶尘吃饭没有。 After negative reply, Wimol then the partner to tavern called two fried rice. 得到否定的回答之后,韦蒙转而向酒馆的伙计叫来了两份炒饭。 „Ok, listening to me to talk incessantly is so long, is laborious you, this food I invited.” Wimol referred to the fried rice on table, smiles bitterly was saying, turns the head to the tavern partner pay money. “行啦,听我唠叨这么久,辛苦你啦,这顿饭我请。”韦蒙指了指桌上的炒饭,苦笑着说道,转头就要向酒馆伙计付钱。 „No, I come, you contributed money honestly, do a bit less this situation to spend freely.” Ye Chen said, is snatches in front of Wimol, handed over the copper coin of correspondence to the partner. “不,我来吧,你还是老老实实攒钱,少来这种场合挥霍了。”耶尘说完,即是抢在韦蒙前面,向伙计递去了对应的铜币。 Wimol saw that gawked staring, at once nods to Ye Chen wear a look of grateful, supplemented one low voice. 韦蒙见状,愣了愣,旋即面带感激地向耶尘点了点头,又小声地补充了一句。 „Hehe, actually I have not spent how much money in this tavern. Because today was the drinking to heart's content day of honey-comb bar, so long as buying began the first glass of liquor, can continue the cup infinitely, although was only restricted in the most inexpensive bargain-priced goods, but poured is also enough. What kind of, Ye Chen, can you also come one cup to drink happily?” “嘿嘿,其实我在这家酒馆里并没花多少钱。因为今天是蜂巢酒吧的畅饮日,所以只要买上开头第一杯酒,就可以无限续杯,虽然只限于最廉价的便宜货,但倒也足够了。怎么样,耶尘,你要不要也来一杯喝个痛快啊？” „Does not use, the alcohol will take in excessively will anaesthetize the nerve, best not to moisten.” “不用了,酒精摄入过多会麻醉神经,最好别沾。” Ye Chen shakes the head, then delivered fried rice toward the mouth. 耶尘摇了摇头,转而往嘴里送了一口炒饭。 „Here is cities, is not the battlefield, always so to be how earnest......” “这里是城镇,又不是战场,怎么老是这么较真呢……” Wimol doubts whispered puzzled, accompanied the liquor water to have several fried rice, suddenly thought of anything, therefore asked to Ye Chenfa full of enthusiasm: 韦蒙疑惑不解地嘀咕了一句,伴着酒水吃了几口炒饭,忽然想到了什么,于是兴致勃勃地向耶尘发问道: „Right, Ye Chen. Actually I have had to ask that your matter, suppressed at heart for a long time. Happen to I said so many with you a moment ago about my, therefore should also be one's turn you now right?” “对了,耶尘。其实我一直有件想问你的事,憋在心里好久了。正好我刚才和你说了那么多关于我的,所以现在也该轮到你了对吧？” Ye Chenjiang chews the good fried rice to swallow gets into the stomach, returned to one indifferently: 耶尘将嘴嚼好的炒饭吞咽下肚,无所谓地回了一句: „Said that what has to ask?” “说吧,有什么想问的？” Wimol hesitated slightly a meeting, finally by curious tune opens the mouth: 韦蒙略微犹豫了一会,终是以好奇的腔调开口: „Ye Chen, you had said before several times...... your sentiment to the men and women have no interest in...... I wanting to know, you are earnest?” “耶尘,你之前说过好几次……你对男女之情没兴趣……我很想知道,你是认真的么？” Ye Chen slight nod. 耶尘微微点头。 „Accurate, temporarily without this idea, later will not have mostly.” “准确来说,暂时没这个想法,以后也多半不会有。” Wimol complexion somewhat smiles one awkwardly strangely, made excuses asks: 韦蒙脸色有些尴尬地怪笑一阵,支支吾吾地问道: „I want to know that what the reason is? Should you not be with......” “那我想知道原因是什么？该不会你是个同……” His words speaking of this, feel the cold air that welled up from the person's shadow of table opposite side suddenly, immediately after the facial expression hurry took back that half a word guess. 他话说到这,突然从桌对侧的人影身上感受到了一股涌来的寒气,当即神情慌忙地收回了那后半句猜测。 „Aii, should not be angry, I crack a joke carelessly!” “哎哎,你别生气,我就是胡乱开个玩笑嘛！” Ye Chen coldly stared Wimol one eyes, but did not plan and him haggles over this bored joke, hovering the spoon in midair will place near the plate slightly, later the tone gave the reply lightly. 耶尘冷冷地瞪了韦蒙一眼,但也不打算和他计较这种无聊的笑话,将悬停在半空中的餐勺微微放在盘边,随后语气平淡地给出了回答。 „Reason is very simple, because I now aimed at extinguishing eliminate abyss, therefore does not want the extremely close relations with others, if because got married, that may become me in the burdens of certain situations.” “理由很简单,因为我如今是以灭除深渊为目标的,所以不想和他人发生太过亲密的关系,因为万一成家了,那可就会成为我在某些场合的负担了。” „Barefoot does not fear to put on shoes, you understand that these words meaning, but I must make that continuously barefoot.” “光脚的不怕穿鞋的,想必你明白这句话的意思,而我就要做那个一直光脚的。” „As the matter stands, I from now on the resistance abyss, will not have extra worries, subsequently forever is fearless, even if some day tragic death in the middle of the labyrinth, I can also in the future, because not yearns to die satisfiedly.” “这样一来,我今后在对抗深渊的时候,才不会有后顾之忧,继而永远无所畏惧,哪怕未来某天惨死在迷宫当中,我也能够因为毫无留恋而死得心安理得。” Wimol listened to Ye Chen the answer, dumbfounded, good long while has not spoken. 韦蒙听了耶尘的答复,呆住了,好半天没说话。 He was not previously clear completely Ye Chen past, but now through opposite party this short several words, Wimol was thoroughly understands. 他先前完全不清楚耶尘的过去,而如今通过对方这短短几句话,韦蒙算是彻底明白了。 Originally the fourth motive crowd that Ye Chen previously said. 原来耶尘就是先前自己说的第四种动机人群。 Because longs for that wants to destroy the abyss to become the mysterious spirit hunter. 因为渴望想要毁灭深渊才想要成为奥灵猎人。 But after getting rid of delay, Wimol fell into intertwining, grasps the wine glass in hand not to know that should deliver to the mouth, should place the desktop, such stiffly hovering in midair. 而在摆脱呆滞过后,韦蒙又陷入了纠结,握在手里的酒杯也不知道该送到嘴边,还是该放在桌面,就这么僵硬地悬停在了半空中。 He has not thought that originally Ye Chen the bitter experience is more serious than him. 他没想到原来耶尘的遭遇比他还要严重。 Wimol at least now mother and younger sister, in addition is alive, but Ye Chen the family member was actually completely not. 韦蒙至少如今母亲和妹妹尚且在世,但是耶尘的家人却是全部不在了。 His once world was very small, however even so, the abyss also from his seizes it at present thoroughly, making this youngster probably enter the Saint light pure land finally, in this strange world lived alone and forsaken. 他曾经的世界很小,然而纵使如此,深渊也还是将其从他的眼前彻底夺走了,让这名少年最终只得独自一人进入圣光净土,孤苦伶仃地这片陌生的世界里面生活下去。 Facing the turning point of this destiny, some people will choose to put behind to hate regain the life, some people will choose to always remember the hatred plentiful wing. 面对这个命运的转折点,有的人会选择忘却仇恨重拾生活,有的人会选择铭记仇恨丰硕羽翼。 But Ye Chen not chose the latter scruple, and unlike revenge cherished and conceited most people, he as if understands that very resisted the abyss the path to be equivalent to one almost unable to see the end the hell, knows if oneself continued, waited for in front mostly only then the fate of tragic death. 而耶尘则是毫无迟疑地选择了后者,并且与复仇心切而狂妄自大的大多数人不同,他似乎十分明白对抗深渊的道路相当于一个几乎看不见尽头的地狱,知道自己倘若继续走下去,等待在前方的多半只有惨死的下场。 But, even so, Ye Chen actually also fearless, as if regarding dying a feeling did not have, looked like treated as the dagger of killing the enemy oneself, obtuse was obtuse, went bad went bad, from this revealed his , once saw the goal not to drop absolutely, biased to average man unreadable terrifying natural disposition. 可是,即便如此,耶尘却也无所畏惧,仿佛对于死亡一点感觉都没有,就像是把自己当作了杀敌的尖刀,钝了就钝了,坏了就坏了,由此显露出了他那一旦看准了目标就绝对不会放手,以至于偏执到了常人难以理解的恐怖本性。 But this is Ye Chen at present temporarily for the way of living that oneself establish. 而这便是耶尘目前暂时为自己立下的活法。 Like his teacher warned that his is the same, in this world anybody can put behind regarding the hatred of abyss, but only Ye Chen is not good. 就如同他老师告诫他的一样,这世上任何人都可以忘却对于深渊的仇恨,但是唯独耶尘不行。 However, this does not represent him to plan to continue the life of bitter in suffering and deep in hatred from now on. 不过,这也并不代表他今后打算继续着苦大仇深的生活。 On the contrary, already in previously with battle of abyss side, Ye Chen tasted uniquely some „benefit”. 相反,早已在先前与深渊一方的厮杀之中,耶尘就品尝到了一些别致的“甜头”。 To be honest, that is a very joyful experience. 说实话,那是一种非常快乐的体验。 Although is flooding the sad and shrill pitiful yell everywhere, although oneself are proliferating the stabbing pain wound from top to bottom, but looks like playing between children with battle of abyss, making the youngster until now recall to feel that very refreshed, every time will kill a powerful enemy to make him feel the full sense of achievement, will be substantial. 虽然到处都充斥着凄厉的惨叫,虽然自己浑身上下都遍布着刺痛的伤口,但是与深渊的厮杀就像是孩童间的玩耍,令得少年至今回忆起来都会感到非常的爽快,每杀死一头强敌就会让他感受到满满的成就感,非常充实。 To Huille dust, oneself present already „hatred” and „entertainment” union in one, what therefore waits for in the future is not a whole body bloodstained the whole face resentment killer, but is one in the middle of the corpse mountain blood sea be with smile on the face, deeply feels the satisfied madman. 对于耶尘来说,自己如今已是将“仇恨”与“娱乐”结合在了一起,所以等待在未来的并不是一个浑身染血又满脸怨气的杀手,而是一个在尸山血海当中面带微笑,深感满足的狂人。 This will then be Ye Chen now regarding the future forecast. 这便是耶尘如今对于未来的展望。 Naturally, is similar to any youngster, along with the the growth of development and story of passage and vision of time, Ye Chen the body and thought will welcome the gradual transformation after this. 当然,就如同任何一个少年,伴随着时间的推移、眼界的开拓、阅历的增长,耶尘的身体与思想都会在这之后迎来逐步的蜕变。 When the node of some future time arrives, he then understands, so-called slaughtering happy is in the middle of a life in which platform, but truly Ye Chen wants to pursue, not only these. 在未来某个时间的节点降临之时,他便是会明白,所谓的杀戮之乐不过是自己人生当中的其中一个站台,而耶尘真正想要追求的并不只是这些。 Meanwhile, Ye Chen gradually will also awaken, own essence be more biased than the present is unreadable. 同时,耶尘也会逐渐醒悟,自己的本质远要比现在更加偏执得让人难以理解。 That is the profound boundary that benevolent and cruel fuses together mutually 那将会是一个仁慈与残忍相互融为一体的深邃境界 But after listening to Ye Chen the account, Wimol's innermost feelings feel immediately very guilty, felt own nonchalant a few words actually lifted Ye Chen the deeply grieved scabs, later apologized resentfully: 而在听了耶尘的自述之后,韦蒙的内心顿时感到十分愧疚,觉得自己不经意间的一句话却是掀开了耶尘惨痛的伤疤,随后悻悻地道歉起来: „Sorry, I do not seem supposed to ask this question.” “抱歉,我好像不该问这个问题的。” Ye Chen responded unemotionally: 耶尘面无表情地回应道: „Doesn't matter, I did not mind, because the matter has passed is very long.” “没关系,我不介意,因为事情已经过去很久了。” Wimol look is astonished has doubts saying: 韦蒙神色讶异地疑惑道: „Exterminates the abyss. Can this matter really achieve? They are not an eternal life are unceasing, similar viral general fearful lifeform?” “灭绝深渊.这种事情真的有可能做到吗？它们难道不是一种永生不绝,类似病毒一般的可怕生物吗？” Ye Chen nods. 耶尘点了点头。 „Before had to hunt for the group insider to tell me, Ok, but this became me to establish the reason of goal sufficiently.” “之前有猎团内部人士告诉我,可以,而这就足以成为我立下目标的理由了。” Wimol hesitant several, answered again in a low voice: 韦蒙犹豫了几下,再是低声回话道: „But, Ye Chen, your such concept rather ruthless excessive? After all, in any event, your family member was impossible to come back, therefore, I felt, to do right by truly they, you did use to appear in this aspect the life completely too waste?” “可是,耶尘,你这样的观念未免狠过头了吧？毕竟,无论如何,你的家人都不可能回来了所以,我觉得,要想真正对得起他们,你把人生全部用在这方面是不是显得太浪费了？” Ye Chen the facial expression shakes the head complex. 耶尘神情复杂地摇了摇头。 „Abyss is not only my personal enemy, is the threat of entire Saint light pure land.” “深渊不仅是我的仇人,更是整个圣光净土的威胁。” „In the disaster of former that windmill village, if had what accident, several thousand people including me will degenerate into the abyss the toys.” “在之前那场风车村的灾害之中,倘若发生了什么闪失,包括我在内的几千人都将沦为深渊的玩物。” „Therefore, resists the abyss, the anger of not only to divulge me regarding the family member elapsing, to protect human entire in the future, therefore in my opinion, this faith and does not have any improper.” “所以,对抗深渊,不光是为了宣泄我对于家人逝去的愤怒,更是为了保护人类的整个未来,因此在我看来,这种信念并没有什么不妥。” Ye Chen such a saying, Wimol thought instantaneously Ye Chen the image became great big. 耶尘这么一说,韦蒙瞬间觉得耶尘的形象变得伟岸高大了起来。 He has not really thought, Ye Chen obviously and are the same age, has this type „shed empirical ego has become greatly me” the ideological consciousness, admiring of innermost feelings to Huille dust rose the completely new position from this instantaneously. 他实在没想到,耶尘明明和自己同龄,却是已经拥有了这种“舍小我成大我”的思想觉悟,内心对于耶尘的佩服由此瞬间上升到了全新的境地。 „Good, Ye Chen, never expected that your goal was sorry greatly, was I thinks extremely naturally, please forget words that I spoke a moment ago.” “好吧,耶尘,没想到你的目标这么宏大抱歉,是我想得太过理所当然了,请忘记我刚才说的话吧。” Ye Chendan smiles shakes the head. 耶尘淡笑地摇了摇头。 „All right, I also say that at present, who knows after me, can change the mind? The future matter, no one says.” “没事,我也只是目前这么说罢了,谁知道我以后会不会改变心意呢？未来的事情,没人说得准。” Wimol whole face admiringly nodded assent, drank liquor, no longer discussed this serious topic, but then chatted another matter. 韦蒙满脸钦佩地点头同意,喝了一口酒,不再讨论这个严肃的话题,而是转而聊起了另外一件事。 „Right, Ye Chen, your skill and technology were so fierce, was your family member teaches?” “对了,耶尘,你的身手与技术这么厉害,都是你家人教的么？” Ye Chen the complexion slightly has nods moderate. 耶尘脸色略有缓和地点了点头。 „Yes, I called his teacher, besides the horse-riding, all knowledge and skills that I mastered, was the teacher teaches me, he also once was a mysterious spirit hunter, I from five years old, have been conducting practicing under the guidance of his.” “是的,我叫他老师,除了马术以外,我所掌握的一切知识与技巧,都是老师教给我的,他也曾是一名奥灵猎人,我从五岁起,就一直在他的指导下进行着修行。” Wimol complexion one ignorant, sent out calling out in alarm. 韦蒙脸色一懵,不禁发出了惊呼。 „Five years old started to practice-!?” “五岁就开始练了-！？” „This is also too terrifying...... your aspects so to be no wonder strong!” “这也太恐怖啦……怪不得你各方面都这么强！” „, Is your teacher very also fierce?” “想必,你那位老师也十分厉害吧？” Ye Chenwen said that the corners of the mouth rose slightly, resembled to recall the past good memory, in the tone filled fondly remembered and admired. 耶尘闻言,嘴角微微上扬起来,似是回想起了过去的美好记忆,语气中充满了怀念与钦佩。 „Yes, the teacher he is truly fierce, perhaps my whole life is not in his degree......” “是啊,老师他确实很厉害,恐怕我这辈子都强不到他那种程度……” Wimol's interest was lit by Ye Chen this appraisal again, cannot bear and closely examines. 韦蒙的兴趣被耶尘这番评价再次点燃了,忍不住又追问起来。 „Is so exaggerating? Any person who enters Saint light pure land sees after you to be stronger than?” “这么夸张？比你进入圣光净土之后见到的任何一个人都强？” Listened to this issue, Ye Chen could not bear lower the head to ponder the period of time, gave the somewhat ambiguous answer. 听了这个问题,耶尘忍不住低头思考了一阵子,给出了有些含糊的答案。 „Is......” “算是吧……” However, Ye Chen , said this saying, why did not know, in the mind recalled suddenly the old person of that silver-haired one-eyed, supplemented such two characters behind the answer. 不过,耶尘在说出这话的时候,不知为何,脑海中突然回想起了那位银发独眼的老人,随之又在答案后头补充了这么两个字。 „Should.” “应该。” ( This chapter ends) (本章完)