NH :: Volume #1

#14: Personality dissociation


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The night fish pond lives it up a lot compared with the daytime, to 11 : 00 pm, Fan Debao closed the glass door hung up ended business the sign, in the shop the last guest departed, formally ended a day of business. 夜晚的鱼塘比白天热闹得多,一直到了晚上11点,范德宝才关上玻璃门挂上“结束营业”的牌子,当店内最后一位客人离去,正式结束一天的营业。 The alley outside shop still made noise, the crowded sound is still continuing, this was place of non- night. 店外的小巷依然喧嚣,人来人往的声音还在继续,这是一个不夜之地。 Sometimes, we late at night also do business, specially only in that the night makes.” “有时候,我们深夜也做生意,专门只在深夜做的那种。” Fan Debao supervises Gu He to tidy up the bar, while is teaching here custom, „, but does not do today.” 范德宝一边监督着顾禾收拾吧台,一边教着这里的规矩,“但今天不做。” Gu He thinks immediately, late at night business? Is the illegal activities...... 顾禾顿时浮想联翩,深夜生意?是非法活动吗…… He entertains many guests of all forms today, to Flowing Light City, Kabukichou District and Kotobuki Street many understanding, the biggest feeling is this word: Illegal. 他今天招待了形形色色的很多客人,对流光城歌舞伎町区寿惠街都有了更多的认识,最大的感受就是这个词了:非法。 This city as if there is law and order, but in fact, from high to low, no one cares. 这座城市似乎有着法律与秩序,但实际上,从高到低,谁都不把它当回事。 Some Gu He really self-pities, oneself this first-grade common people, well is chatting to take the red packet with the female customer, how to become Yakuza? 顾禾真有些自怜,自己这个一等良民,好好的与女客户聊着天收着红包,怎么就成雅库扎了? But he looks at the Old Fan sinister aspect, does not dare to inquire the matter about Yakuza Gang to the opposite party, waited for the opposite party to say he listened again. 但他看着老范的凶相,不敢向对方多打听关于雅库扎帮的事情,还是等对方想说的时候他再听吧。 Otherwise who knows that can have you to know many, therefore I can get rid of that situation you? 不然谁知道会不会发生“你知道得太多了,所以我必须把你干掉”那种情况呢? Tidies up the bar, washed the dishes again, then earlier sleeps, 6 : 00 am will open the door on time.” “收拾完吧台,再把碗碟都洗了,然后早点睡觉,明天早上六点准时开门。” Fan Debao loosens the apron, takes off the Lord chef to receive in exchange that middle-aged gym suit, while is saying: 范德宝一边解下围裙,脱掉主厨师换回那套中年运动服,一边说着: I must pass that side Beautiful Color, is not defending you. But let alone I did not remind you, although in the shop has not monitored the camera, but you caught a fish by hand and do the misdemeanor, I was clear.” “我要过去丽彩那边,就不守着你了。但别说我不提醒你,虽然店内没有监控摄像头,可你有没有摸鱼、干坏事,我一清二楚。” Gu He has paid attention during the daytime, in the room hall has not truly monitored. 顾禾白天就留意过,屋厅内确实没有监控。 Miss Sakai said that like fish pond place, if makes the camera anything's broken thing, who can patronize. 酒井小姐说,像鱼塘这种地方,如果弄个摄像头什么的破玩意,那谁会来光顾呢。 Right, Miss Sakai has not thought that wants the entire what nose, but is determined to by this achievement individual characteristics. 对了,酒井小姐还没有想好要整个什么鼻子,不过决意要以此作为个人特色。 Oneself strikingly.” Fan Debao said, toward the Beautiful Color club that side. “自己醒目点。”范德宝说罢,就往丽彩俱乐部那边去了。 The laughing sound of singing and dancing transmits by that leaf of metal door indistinctly. 载歌载舞的欢笑声透过那扇金属门隐约传来。 When the metal door closes, in izakaya becomes only has a Gu He person again. 当金属门关上,居酒屋内再次变得只有顾禾一个人。 This is a catching a fish by hand good opportunity, considering that these do exactly, moreover crest of wave fire intensity...... 这是个摸鱼的好机会,只是考虑到那些活还是得自己做,而且风头火势的…… Gu He washes a Pen bowl cup in kitchen sketchily cleanly, returns to the bar to sit down wearily, drinks to select wolfberry water to oneself, the preparation breathes the one breath to take a bath again. 顾禾就把厨房内的一盆碗杯粗略地洗干净,才疲倦地回到吧台边坐下,给自己喝点枸杞水,准备喘上一口气再去洗澡。 Evening's time, Miss Ayane sent for the clothes that he replaces. 晚上的时候,彩音小姐送来了一些供他更换的衣服。 From the coat to the underpants, each is new, moreover very has the taste. 从外套到内裤,每一件都是新的,而且挺有品味。 Miss Ayane is very good to him, gift that however all destinies give...... 彩音小姐对他真的很好,然而正所谓所有命运赠送的礼物…… The Gu He train of thought and vision a little diverge, the television is closing, the plane has not made a sound, but in the kitchen that antique computer in his opinion, the Old Fan treasure seriously, had told severely he cannot bump, attractively do not look. 顾禾思绪与目光有点发散,电视关着,座机没响,而厨房里那台在他看来的老古董电脑,老范宝贝得不得了,严厉地吩咐过他不能碰,最好看都不要多看。 He is staring on the bar a ball pen that gradually is used to keep accounts, the House-Tree-Person examination. 他渐渐盯着吧台上用来记账的一支圆珠笔,房树人测验。 Now is not very late, first makes House-Tree-Person to ravel!” “现在也不算特别晚,先做个房树人弄个明白!” Own head was the fortuitous encounter, went crazy, House-Tree-Person will somewhat project regarding the truth meeting. 自己的脑袋是奇遇了呢,还是发疯了呢,房树人对于真相多少会有所投射。 Gu He sets out to take the ball pen, from waiting on to enter in an account book to rip one page to make the drawing paper on the pen. 顾禾起身去拿过圆珠笔,又从侍应笔记簿撕了一页下来做画纸。 House, trees, character. 房屋,树木,人物。 The different shapes have the different significances, makes the projective test importantly without hesitation, gives the subconscious to complete. 不同的形状有着不同的意义,做投射测验最重要的就是不假思索,交给潜意识去完成。 Subconscious, gave you to display.” “潜意识,给你发挥了。” On Gu He is grasping the ball pen, the deep breath, was relaxed again and again by oneself. 顾禾手上握着圆珠笔,连连地深呼吸,让自己放松下来。 His vision does not look at the writing the paper, but looks at the surroundings aimless, the cotton thread is fiery red, these hanging scroll contents on wall are all kinds, have the artistic writing, there is a religious symbol...... 他的目光不去看着笔下的纸张,而是漫无目的地看周围,布帘火红,墙壁上的那些挂画内容五花八门,有艺术文字,也有宗教符号…… He also has that control bench in attention mind, the present procedure/program progress bar is indigo blue two grades 21. 他也有注意脑海中的那个控制台,现在的程序进度条是靛蓝色的二档21。 That page of «Thousand Heroes» in the database, shares that also to have one contact person 1. 那页《千面英雄》在数据库里,分享那还有着一个“联系人一”。 In the shop is even more silent, slightly sound that only then the pen hair brush moves, outside the shop the sound of streets and alleys even more is clear. 店内越发寂静,只有笔头刷动的微响,店外街巷的声响则越发清晰。 The neon light because of the electric current zi zi sound that malfunctioning to send out, the curtain and lantern by the dragging sound that the night wind moves, the tramp turns from the garbage heap looks for food the change sound and to stray cat the imprecations , the unknown abnormal noise of dark corner...... 霓虹灯因失灵而发出的电流嗞嗞声,门帘与灯笼被夜风吹动的摇曳声,流浪汉从垃圾堆里翻找食物的翻动声和对流浪猫的咒骂声,幽暗角落的未知异响…… These sounds, turn into the light that flickers, probably the graphs, lines, image and writing data sea these disorder. 这些声响,变成忽明忽暗的光,像是数据海那些无序的图形、线条、影像、文字。 Also turns into the lightning in gloomy dark cloud, is glittering the city of this entire flowing light. 又变成阴郁乌云里的闪电,闪烁着这整座流光之城。 My is sad, where this House-Tree-Person result good to not to go......” “我的心情不好,这个房树人的结果不会好到哪里去了……” Consciousness of obviously Gu He is out of control to move, the examination ended. 顾禾的显意识禁不住地活动起来,测验结束。 The ball pen puts down, he takes back the vision, looks down to the drawing paper on bar. 圆珠笔放下,他收回目光,低头看向吧台上的画纸。 His eye stares, the hand of trembling did not overturn nearby insulated cup carefully, this drawing paper was soaked by wolfberry water rapidly, is blurring the above portrait, the pale yellow light of room hall is increasing dimly. 他眼睛一瞪,哆嗦的手不小心打翻了旁边的保温杯,这张画纸被枸杞水迅速浸湿,模糊着上面的画像,屋厅的昏黄灯光又增添着朦胧。 Sees only in not the big drawing paper, is drawing a creakying crooked house, the form stands together, in branches and leaves are unbalanced condition in front of ruined big tree, that is together the headless form. 只见不大的画纸中,画着一间摇摇欲坠的歪斜房屋,一道身影站在一棵枝叶畸态的破败大树前面,那是一道无头身影。 But on the chimney of house, the fuzzy-looking heads hangs there. 而在房屋的烟囱上,有一个面目模糊的人头挂在那里。 This special......” Gu He felt that can see the miserable face of head people are he himself. “这特么……”顾禾都感觉能看到人头的惨脸是他自己。 Although has to prepare own state of mind is not good early, has not actually thought that can be such result...... 尽管早有准备自己的精神状态不会太好,却还是没想到会是这样的结果…… Absolutely is the self- cognition chaotic...... the dissociation barrier. 绝对是自我认知混乱……解离性障碍。 yi. 咿嘎。 Suddenly, the opening the door sounds transmit. 突然,有一下开门的声响传来。 Gu He quickly grasps the meaning of something, looks following the sound to the corridor, but does not have the person's shadow, the metal door and fire door have not opened. 顾禾一个激灵,顺着声音望向小过道那边,但没有人影,金属门和消防小门都没有开。 Misunderstood? He has doubts to turn the head, the person was directly silly. 听错了?他疑惑着转头回来,人直接傻了。 The person's shadow sits on the side chair together, by the dim light, Gu He can see clearly this person's shadow the facial features appearance, the young man, is the amazed expression. This is he, is he now the appearance of this body. 一道人影就坐在旁边椅子上,透过昏暗的灯光,顾禾能看清楚这人影的面容模样,年轻男性,正是惊诧的表情。这是他,是他现在这个躯壳的样子。 He looks at this person's shadow, seems looking in a mirror. 他看着这人影,仿佛是在照着镜子。 You......” his stretch/open Dong lip, what ghost...... “你……”他张动嘴唇,什么鬼…… Illusion? But in the inverted image of bar water, has this person's shadow, this is also the part of illusion. 幻觉?但吧台积水的倒影中,也有着这道人影,这也是幻觉的部分吗。 You......” that person of also stretch/open Dong lip, almost exactly the same intonation, almost exactly the same movement. “你……”那人也张动嘴唇,几乎一模一样的语调,几乎一模一样的动作。 Gu He sets out fiercely, will draw back in the future ; That person is also this, will set out to draw back in the future, weird inexplicable. 顾禾猛地起身,唰唰地往后退;那人也是这样,起身唰唰往后退,怪诞莫名。 Among his full cold sweat, notices this person of face skeleton and muscle suddenly a little twists unsteadily, is indistinct is another appearance, seems like a female, indistinct is a little familiar. 他满头冷汗之间,突然注意到这人的面部骨骼与肌肉有点不稳定地扭曲,隐约间是另一个样子,似乎是一个女性,隐约还有点儿熟悉。 But he looks clearly, complete is his appearance. 但他看真切点,又完完全全是他的模样。 This is the person is a ghost, is really imaginary? Is sub-personality!? 这是人是鬼,是真是幻?是次人格!? Gu He does not dare to lift the start lightly, felt that the opposite party is learning from him, to imitate him, even if slightest every action and every movement. 顾禾不敢轻举启动,感觉对方是在学习他、模仿他,哪怕最细微的一举一动。 What are you?” He as far as possible is steady the blood pressure. “你是什么?”他尽量稳着血压。 What are you?” That person also asked that the sent out sound was only half beat behind compared with him. “你是什么?”那人也是问道,发出的声音只比他慢半拍。 The Gu He under foot has fallen back on near the sofa quietly, should be the illusion that sub-personality creates...... 顾禾脚下已经悄然退到沙发边上了,应该就是次人格造成的幻觉…… She cannot wait to be fed, jumps to do the matter from the subconscious, learns from him, swallows him. 她等不及被喂养,从潜意识跳出来搞事,学习他,吞噬他。 Otherwise, this is haunted, in fish pond has ghost! 不然,这就是在闹鬼,鱼塘里有鬼! In taking up the insulated cup and opposite party assaults and escapes, Gu He chose the latter decisively. 在拿起保温杯与对方搏击和逃跑之间,顾禾果断地选择了后者。 Is less while the opposite party, his arrow step flushes away toward the shop outside, actually remembers itself unable to leave the fish pond suddenly at will, otherwise is also consequential, he hurries to turn the head, before qie lie rushed to the metal door of corridor . 趁对方不及,他一个箭步往店外面冲去,却又猛然想起自己不能随意离开鱼塘,否则也是后果严重,他慌忙转头,趄趔地冲到了小过道的金属门前。 Old Fan! Miss Ayane! Help!” 老范彩音小姐!救命啊!” He is flapping the metal door anxiously unceasingly, bang bang bang. 他焦急地不断拍动着金属门,嘭嘭嘭。 But another side of the metal door, actually then plays music then to dance, as if no one can hear here sound. 但金属门另一边,却接着奏乐接着舞,似乎没有人能听到这边的动静。 The sound of footsteps approaches, Gu He looks helplessly that ghost is walking, screamed: Do not come......” 脚步声靠近,顾禾眼睁睁看着那道鬼影正在走来,不禁尖叫:“你别过来啊……” The ghost stopped the footsteps, the hand that a terror of face, wields seems like also knocking at the door, do not come.” 鬼影停下了脚步,一脸的惊恐万状,挥动的手也像是在拍门,“你别过来啊。” ...... …… Miss Sakai can this be scared Little He?” Some Ayane Kumiko worries asked Fan Debao. 酒井小姐这样会不会把小禾吓傻了?”彩音久美子有些担心地问范德宝。 The actor occupation is the J level procedure/program, mask, through acting another person, some time internal conversion appearance and physique. 演员职业系J级程序,“面具”,通过扮演另一个人,一段时间内转换面貌与体态。 One of the effects, is caused the spirit to confuse by the mocker to others particularly. 其效果之一,就是对别人尤其是被模仿者造成精神迷惑。 At present the goal of this training, is to enhance Gu He regarding the fear and strange tolerance, making his nerve adapt. 眼前这个训练的目的,在于提高顾禾对于恐惧、怪异的耐受性,让他的神经有所适应。 He should rejoice what faces is only Sakai three.” “他应该庆幸面对的只是酒井三句。” Fan Debao looks indifferently, „ such inferior, intermediate one programmer of third gear talent, mixes, unusual unable to mix the type fellow ordinary, can only examine and trains the rookie use, cannot come. 范德宝冷眼看着,“就这么一个蹩脚的、三速档天赋的中级一程序者,混平凡、超凡都混不出样的家伙,只能测验和训练新人用,不能来真的。 Initially I said that she is not good, she is your vision wrong evident proof.” “当初我就说她不行,她可是你目光错误的一个明证。” Miss Sakai very diligently......” Ayane Kumiko sighed, she a little feels inferior timidly, I am also the native dog family background, I understand, so long as overcomes this, I believe she has very big potential.” 酒井小姐很努力的了……”彩音久美子叹道,“她就是有点胆小自卑,我也是土狗出身,我懂,但只要克服这点,我还是相信她有很大潜能。” Becoming supernaturalist cannot make her self-confident, to be how good? Moreover, the effort is this world's wastest special characteristics.” “成为超凡者都不能让她自信,怎么才行?而且,努力是这个世界上最废的特质。” Fan Debao shuts out Sakai Hanao, shuts out Gu He: 范德宝嫌弃完酒井花青,又嫌弃起顾禾来: You have a look at that boy, frightened quickly collapsed, even this guts and toughness did not have, how to work as the puppet? How to work with others, do these trouble the bastard, is truly and makes? Do't can be played by them?” “你看看那小子,都快吓得崩溃了,连这点胆量、韧性都没有,怎么当玩偶?怎么跟其他人合作,那些真正麻烦、又作又闹的混蛋?不得被他们耍死?” Oh, hoping Little He can this close the training, he is really a good person.” “唉,希望小禾能过这一关训练吧,他真是个不错的人。” You are favoring him. I look which day, this boy was also given to chop by you.” “你就宠着他吧。我就看哪一天,这小子也被你给剁了。” „, Little He does not need to die the fellow who apologized to be different from bat that type, I felt him unable.” “不会的,小禾跟蝙蝠那种需要以死谢罪的家伙不同,我觉得他不会。”
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