Gu He opens the wooden door of washroom, the front surface is the fat face of Fan Debao that devils. 顾禾一打开洗手间的木门,迎面就是范德宝那张凶神恶煞的胖脸。 „My nose very spirits.” Old Fan as if had to smell smelling, „you simply have not facilitated, without to oneself crisp, even the pants have not escaped, what hid makes in inside five minutes? Is loaf purely?” “我的鼻子灵得很。”老范似乎有嗅了嗅,“你根本没有方便过,也没给自己爽过,连裤子都没脱过,躲在里面五分钟都做什么了？纯偷懒是吧？” Does not make Gu He explain anything, Fan Debao pulls taut him almost to throw to the room hall. 不让顾禾解释什么,范德宝就扯住他几乎是扔向屋厅那边。 „Yeah......” Gu He under foot several qie lie, rush to and throws actually arrived by the plane of bar unexpectedly. “哎……”顾禾脚下几个趄趔,连奔带扑的却竟然就到了吧台的座机旁边。 This is a model of driving plate telephone that Mifuji company produces, the mechanical material quality, the black, the handle put to place on the bar at this time. 这又是三藤公司产的一款拨盘电话,机械材质,黑色,这时候手柄搁起来放在吧台上。 Before Gu He passes through, all day is holding the cell phone, but the plane has not traced several times, now takes up this is receiver is the handle of microphone, novelty that but also somewhat restores the old. 顾禾穿越前整天抱着手机,但座机早就没摸过几次了,现在拿起这一头是听筒一头是送话器的手柄,还真有点复古的新奇。 However has the videophone that the television advertisement is sells, because the selling price is very expensive, fish pond here does not have. 不过有电视广告是卖的可视电话,由于售价很贵,鱼塘这里没有。 „Hey?” He near the chair toward the bar sits down, was leaning on the bar by oneself comfortably, „Commander Rona?” “喂？”他往吧台边椅子坐下,让自己舒服地倚靠着吧台,“洛娜团长吗？” „Is I.” The receiver spread Commander Rona that the air/Qi full sound, the tone sounded be more energetic than last night, seeming like had to rest one to be good to think, „your mirror box therapy was of use very much!” “是我。”听筒传出了洛娜团长那飒气十足的声音,语气听上去要比昨晚更精神,似乎是有睡了一个好觉,“你那个镜盒疗法很顶用！” „Useful good.” Gu He has taken own insulated cup, drinks warm Tian wolfberry water. “有用就好。”顾禾拿过已经属于自己的保温杯,喝起温甜的枸杞水。 First puts one side own issue, completes with visitor's telephone conversation. 先把自己的问题放到一边吧,做好与来访者的这场通话。 In izakaya has four and five guests, Fan Debao returns to behind the bar, takes care of the food and wine personally. 居酒屋里有着四、五位客人,范德宝回到吧台后面,亲自服侍上酒菜。 Old Fan you are busy. Gu He decides at heart, this telephone conversation must the longer the better, this does not catch a fish by hand. 老范你就忙着吧。顾禾心里打定主意,这场通话要越长越好,这可不是摸鱼。 „My right hand is not bothersome today, stopped the momentum of collapse, toward the good aspect.” “我的右手今天没那么烦了,算是止住了崩溃的势头,朝好的方面去了。” Commander Rona is very saying happily, „our commission army corps meet one to live today newly, two days may have had a fight. I must be ready, had better be able restore the data that being damaged procedure/program, loses.” 洛娜团长挺高兴地说着,“不过我们佣兵团今天新接了一个活,过两天可能会有一场战斗。我得做好准备,最好能修复一下受损的程序、丢失的数据。” She somewhat anticipated very much, „you do know what means Grandma gold/metal does have to do rapidly?” 她很有些期待,“你知不知道阿金婆婆有没有什么办法能迅速地搞一搞？” „......” Gu He does not listen to consider. “唔……”顾禾听着斟酌起来。 The procedure/program and data anything, Commander Rona this strange speech style, was called one of female lunatic reasons. strange Yanguai the language truly is the one common symptom of neurology department, he himself now also this...... 程序、数据什么的,洛娜团长这种奇怪的说话风格,就是被人称为女疯子的原因之一吧。奇言怪语确实是精神科的一种常见症状,他自己现在也这样…… „About state of mind?” He whispered to ask. “是关于精神状态吗？”他不由嘀咕问道。 „Nonsense.” Commander Rona somewhat is immediately ill-humored, „my personality was about to collapse, under wants to raise complete.” “废话。”洛娜团长顿时有些没好气,“我人格都快崩了,就想提升下完整度。” Gu He was spurted by this tone quickly grasps the meaning of something, was amateur, oneself were amateur. 顾禾被她这语气喷得一个激灵,业余了,自己业余了。 The psychiatrist needs to operate own authoritative image, this can improve the confidence level of patient. 心理医生需要经营自己的权威形象,这样才能提高患者的信任度。 Therefore cannot show one's ignorance, cannot appear anything to depend to ask ignorantly, but must obtains the information by the observation and words technique. 所以既不能露怯,也不能显得无知地什么都靠问,而要靠观察和话术得到信息。 The words psychiatrist of that guidance can use a moment ago, but he now is a cowherd boy, cannot speak like this. 刚才那引导的话心理医生能用,但他现在是个牛郎,不能这样说话。 „How I felt that your what doesn't understand?” Rona doubts to ask, „Old Fan haven't they taught you?” “我怎么感觉你啥都不懂啊？”洛娜疑问道,“老范他们还没教过你吗？” Gu He holds breath quietly a cold air/Qi, my goodness, this regarding the psychiatrist and cowherd boy, is the biggest question! 顾禾悄然倒吸一口冷气,好家伙,这对于心理医生、牛郎,都是最大的质疑！ „Commander Rona.” He first with thinking of the calm chuckle sound helps the patient relax, „I understood that were many enough.” “洛娜团长。”他先用装着的淡定轻笑声帮助患者放松,“我懂得足够多了。” personality integrity? 人格完整度？ First manages a principle, she was lost the right hand, to install the Qilin arm, to have the phantom pain life to do the body and mind to be weary, the state of mind is not very good, the despondent index should be very high, even the personality was affected. 先理一理,她被痛失右手、不得不装上麒麟臂、发生幻肢痛的人生搞得身心疲倦,精神状态很不好,抑郁指数应该很高了,连人格都受到影响。 The neurology department doctors will make her take a drug, his psychiatrist...... the cowherd boy, hopes that she constructs the unhealthy attitude. 精神科医生会让她吃药,他这个心理医生……牛郎嘛,就希望她建设起健康心态。 But restores about the personality, mainly depends on the self- dialogue, self- reconciliation. 而关于人格恢复,主要还是靠自我对话,自我和解。 This matter most difficult is, Commander Rona in the past was not good to reconcile. 这事最难的就在于,洛娜团长的过去不好和解。 But if she has been stranded in the past, is even stranded forecasts will unable to achieve in the future, then must appropriately adjust for treating the strategy. 但如果她一直困在过去,困得连展望未来都做不到,那治疗策略就得适当调整一下了。 „A person, if did not have the past, is not a complete person.” “一个人如果没了过去,就不会是一个完整的人。” Gu He the throat tonality to the most softhearted degree, said: „Even if there is the pain, but perhaps is still these painful casting present you. If you want to retrieve true, must totally accept itself.” 顾禾把嗓音调到最温情的程度,说道:“就算那里全是痛苦,但或许也是那些痛苦铸造了现在的你。如果你想找回真正的自己,就必须完全地接受自己。” Telephone another falls into silent, passed the long time, Rona said suddenly: 电话另一头陷入沉默,过了半晌,洛娜才忽然说: „You really do not know who I am. Old Fan and Kumiko they have not said.” “你是真不知道我是谁啊。老范、久美子他们没说过吧。” ? Gu He was startled being startled, how, who are you? 呃？顾禾怔了怔,怎么,你是谁啊？ He covers the microphone head of handle hastily, asked Fan Debao low voice: „Old Fan, is Commander Rona very famous?” 他连忙捂住手柄的送话器一头,小声地问范德宝:“老范,洛娜团长很出名吗？” The customer who Fan Debao just gave several whole face tattoos finished attending the liquor, hears Yanpie his eyes, sneered saying: 范德宝刚给几位满脸刺青的顾客上完酒,闻言瞥了他一眼,冷笑道: „Commander Rona is not famous ; Rona Lourdes becomes famous, but that was also several years ago things, at that time she was also only young little girl. Now who still remembers her.” “洛娜团长不出名;洛娜-卢德出名,不过那也是十几年前的事情了,那时候她还只是个几岁大的小女孩。现在谁还记得她呢。” The Gu He hear is considering, she had said „waste parents were beheaded”. 顾禾听着想着,她有说过“人渣父母被斩首”。 „Is because her parents aren't good to her?” He also asked low voice, „became the news, in the past made very greatly?” “是不是因为她父母对她不好？”他又小声问,“成了新闻,当年闹得很大？” What parents maltreated the one's own girl was sentenced the death penalty of the news title to flash through the heart, the pitiful past of finding it unbearable to recall...... 什么父母虐待亲生女童被判死刑等的新闻标题闪过心头,不堪回首的悲惨过去…… „Almost.” Fan Debao facial expression becomes a little low and deep, „her parents at that time, harmed her for a lifetime.” “差不多吧。”范德宝神情变得有点低沉,“她父母那时候,是害了她一辈子。” Gu He scratches the head, even Old Fan thinks that changes countenance, that is very certainly miserable. 顾禾挠挠头,连老范想起来都这么动容,那一定很凄凉。 He can only the warm Judo to telephone that side Commander Rona: 他只能对电话那边的洛娜团长温柔道: „I know, thinks you review. The essence of life is brutal, your life others is more brutal , but when only you realize that regarding your significance, you can well facing the future.” “我就是知道,才想你回顾。生活的本质是残酷的,你的生活比别人的更要残酷,但只有当你认识到那对于你的意义,你才能更好地面对未来。” „Good good......” Rona did not break patiently, „, if you do not know the method, that this.” “行了行了……”洛娜不耐烦地打断,“如果你不知道法子,那就这样吧。” Dá, the receiver spreads the telephone conversation hung up toot toot the sound. 啪哒一下,听筒传出通话挂断了的嘟嘟声响。 Gu He is stopping the movement, is an unyielding person. 顾禾停着动作,是块硬骨头啊。 If Ok, Commander Rona best make House-Tree-Person to examine, he can be clearer her personality condition. 如果可以,洛娜团长最好做个房树人测验,他才能更清楚她的人格状态。 House-Tree-Person has not truly related with Zhou Shuren. 房树人跟周树人确实没有关系。 This is a psychology projects law examination, the subject through on freely the drawing houses toward a white paper, trees and characters, projects own psychology from the subconscious level. 这是个心理投射法测验,受试者通过往一张白纸上自由地绘画房屋、树木和人物,从潜意识层面投射出自己的心理状态。 And, the tree trunk can reflect the personality complete. 其中,树干就能反映出人格的完整度。 Waiting for...... he himself as if also makes the House-Tree-Person examination is quite good? 等等……他自己似乎也做次房树人测验比较好？ But definitely is not the present does, now comes in several groups of guests, is busy. 但肯定不是现在做,现在都进来几伙客人了,忙着呢。 „Right, cultivating the behavior to see through.” Therefore Gu He continues to grasp the telephone handle, tender feelings honey intent spoke one's mind: „Eats, rests, has the interest in go out for a walk to play, do not think so many, appreciates the scenery.” “对的,做人要看开点。”所以顾禾继续握着电话手柄,柔情蜜意地自说自话:“多吃点,多睡点,有兴致就出去走走玩玩,别想那么多,欣赏一下风景。” „Your boy, when I deaf? My ear also very spirits.” “你小子当我聋的？我的耳朵也灵得很。” Fan Debao sinks the cold sound to transmit, the sensitivity and figure body weight of sense differ so much as to be beyond comparison, „immediately comes to work!” 范德宝沉寒的声音传来,感官的灵敏性与身形体重不成比例,“马上过来干活！” „Un, Old Fan called me, we returned chat, the regimental commander you refueled, bye-bye.” “嗯,老范叫我了,那我们回聊,团长你加油,拜拜。” Gu He then returns the plane to come up the handle, young female customer who however setting out trend one group often looks at leisurely. 顾禾这才把手柄放回座机上去,施施然地起身走向一伙不时望来的年轻女顾客。 „Several women, hello.” “几位女士,你们好。” ...... …… Passes during the daytime, under Gu He was almost exhausted. 一个白天过去,顾禾几乎累趴下了。 He also thinks that the cowherd boy is cowherds, finally the cow of production team unexpectedly is he himself! 他还以为牛郎是放牛的,结果生产队的牛竟是他自己！ From the greeting guest, to cleaning the bar, washes dishes to wash the cup to want him to do. 从招呼客人,到擦拭吧台、洗碗洗杯都要他做。 If must pay attention to good side, that is Fan Debao will teach him some liquor cultures, knows the liquor, the accent liquor, he knows that now abundant valley wine is north the famous name wine of agricultural region abundant valley brewery brewing. 如果非要关注好的一面,那就是范德宝会教他一些酒文化,识酒、调酒等,他现在就知道丰谷酒是北部农业区丰谷酒厂酿造的名酒。 He receives guest one after another, that procedure/program progress bar of control bench has been increasing the cowherd boy value unceasingly. 他接待过一波又一波的客人,控制台的那个程序进度条不断增加着牛郎值。 But a daytime later, only to two grades 5. 但一个白天下来,只到了二档五而已。 After the research, he determined the cowherd boy value that several mechanism of control bench, favor of one, different guest can grow is different. 经过研究,他确定了控制台的几点机制,一、不同客人的欢心能增长的牛郎值不一样。 Even everyone person like old dog Jackson, the cowherd boy value that they bring did not have many that Commander Rona a person brings. 就算像老狗杰克逊那样一大伙人,他们带来的牛郎值还没有洛娜团长一个人带来的多。 Must know that before service old dog them, the progress bar appears is 86. 要知道在服务老狗他们之前,进度条一出现就是86的了。 If these guests are ordinary strange, Commander Rona is an elite blames. 如果说这些客人是普通怪,那洛娜团长就是个精英怪。 Second, worked as on the progress bar two grades, the speed-up of procedure/program progress will assume cliff to drop. 二、当进度条上了二档,程序进度的增速就会呈断崖式下降。 It seems like wants to grow quickly, must serve like Commander Rona has the elite of mental issue to blame...... 看来想要增长得快,就得多服务像洛娜团长那样有着心理问题的精英怪…… However, in the morning that telephones has not increased the cowherd boy value, explained that Commander Rona is unsatisfied. 不过,早上那一通电话并没有增加过牛郎值,说明洛娜团长不满意。 If this is not the fortuitous encounter, was he is insane, was his subconscious thinks that Commander Rona was unsatisfied. 如果这不是奇遇,是他疯了的话,则是他潜意识认为洛娜团长不满意。 At the same time that Gu He encourages Commander Rona in the morning, reminded itself. Although that sub-personality fierce dangerous, but also just separated after all, is own female surface, he also has the opportunity that the conformity accepts, should face actively. 顾禾早上鼓励洛娜团长的同时,也提醒了自己。那个次人格虽然凶猛险恶,但毕竟还刚刚分离,是自己的女性面,他还有整合接受的机会,应该积极面对。 Therefore he decided that multi- rising cowherd boy value, many with in hidden memory, makes a data to provide feed for animals her to feed, again how has a look. 所以他决定多涨牛郎值,多拿内隐记忆,弄个数据包喂她一喂,再看看怎么样。 ...... …… The present is at dusk, outside weather was dyed the sunset glow the color, the neon sign of malfunction has started to glitter. 眼下是傍晚时分,外面的天色被染成晚霞的色彩,失灵的霓虹招牌已经开始闪烁。 „He-san, you also thought I send the star dream?” “禾桑,你是不是也觉得我是发明星梦？” Izakaya that in the daytime is livelier, Gu He is sitting near a small table, is entertaining not a popular young actress. 比白天热闹的居酒屋内,顾禾正坐在一张小餐桌边,招待着一位不入流的年轻女演员。 Miss Sakai Hanao, the 20-year-old age, she is in a city one of the people innumerably having the flowing light dream, usually mingles among gathering various movie towns and various dramatic teams „square area”, comes back Kabukichou District sometimes. 酒井花青小姐,20多岁的年纪,她是城内无数做着流光梦的人之一,平时混迹于聚集着各种影视城、各种剧组的“片场区”,有时也回来歌舞伎町区。 She is the Kabukichou District native street child, in the city people like her, is called „native dog” likely. 她是歌舞伎町区的本土街头孩子,城内像她这种人,叫做“土狗”。 Her only native dog went to square area wanderer also six and seven years, actually can only develop a dragon embroidered costume. 她这只土狗去片场区闯荡也有六、七年了,却还是只能演点龙套。 She has played the biggest role, three lines, are „” „day” „do not want respectively!” 她演过最大的角色,有三句台词,分别是“啊”“天啊”“不要！” That was in the section third-class horror film just entered the stage, pulled out the broken skull by the abnormal homicidal maniac with a metal cow child mold, but the fellow of death. 那是部三流恐怖片里刚刚出场,就被变态杀人狂用一根金属牛子模具抽碎颅骨而死的家伙。 „Yes?” Sakai Hanao is drinking one glass of clear wines, sighed: „Now here everyone manages me to call ‚Sakai three’.” “是吧？”酒井花青饮着一杯清酒,叹道:“现在这里大家都管我叫‘酒井三句’。” But Gu He is professionally-trained, should not smiling time does not smile, only the complexion said gentle: 顾禾可是受过专业训练的,不该笑的时候绝不笑,只面色平和地说: „Star dream who does not have, I had done yesterday. However, you should a little your characteristics, everyone be unique, Miss Sakai you are also.” “明星梦谁没有呢,我昨天才做过。不过,你应该有点自己的特色,每个人都是独一无二的,酒井小姐你也是。” „Real?” Sakai Hanao muttered touches own face, was not quite self-confident. “真的吗？”酒井花青喃喃地抚摸自己的面孔,还是不太自信。 „Naturally.” Gu He nods. “当然。”顾禾点头。 Has keen eyesight the nose small mouth greatly, this face is very attractive, however is attractive does not have the characteristics, making one unable to remember. 大眼高鼻小嘴,她这张脸已经很漂亮了,然而漂亮得毫无特点,让人记不住。 Even if she had not said a moment ago, he felt this is the net red painted-face that tidies up to put in order, moreover is the achievement of inexpensive street tidying up shop, no design, spelled to crowd together the popular the face of star and supermodel over the past several years carelessly. 就算她刚才没说,他都感觉这是整容整出来的网红脸,而且是廉价的街边整容店的成果,没什么设计,就只是把过去几年流行的女星、超模的面孔胡乱地拼凑在一起。 Together with this stage name, has one share piecing together aura. 连同她这个艺名,都有着一股子的拼凑气息。 „Who characteristics will define you are.” He also emphasized. “特色才会定义你是谁。”他又强调说。 „Un, you said reasonable.” Sakai Hanao was enthusiastic gradually, „I should tidy up again, integral point own characteristics!” “嗯,你说得有道理。”酒井花青渐渐来劲了,“我应该再去整容,整点自己的特色！” „......” Gu He was almost being choked by wolfberry water, this, this saying I have not said...... “咳咳……”顾禾几乎被枸杞水呛着,这、这话我可没说啊…… But his cowherd boy value, is increasing, the progress bar becomes two grades 7, the harvest is good. 但他的牛郎值,又在增加上去了,进度条变为二档七,收获还挺不错的。 Suddenly, the pitiful yell sound that sends suddenly transmits from the Beautiful Color club, the guests look to the corridor. 突然,一阵骤发的惨叫声从丽彩俱乐部那边传来,客人们纷纷望向小过道。 In Gu He heart thump, what's the matter? Wasn't Miss Ayane has an accident? 顾禾心中咯噔一声,怎么回事？不是彩音小姐出事了吧？ He listens again clearly, that obviously is a masculine rough sound, is yelling sad and shrill and frightened: „mother Ayane, I do not dare! I made a mistake, is my bastard, I do not dare, lets off me......” 他再听真切点,那明显是一个男性的粗犷声音,凄厉、恐惧地叫喊着:“彩音妈妈,我不敢了！我错了,是我混蛋,我不敢了,放过我……” „How......” in Gu He heart immediately thump, „matter?” “怎么……”顾禾心中顿时更加咯噔,“回事？”