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#494: Disappointed Shangguan Guoqiang

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The person is not loose in vain the youngster, but is extremely loose, is facing many issues, for example departure of Liu Yuhan, is the biggest penalty, stands in the angle of male compatriot, I have not truly eaten anything to owe. 正所谓人不风流枉少年,但太过风流,也面临着诸多的问题,例如刘雨涵的离开,就是最大的惩罚,站在男同胞的角度,我确实没吃什么亏。 In my beloved woman, Liu Yuhan can be said as me paying least one, as a result of her unknown past, caused the stubbornness on character, the displacement on orientation, was good because of me entered her body strongly, then rushed in her heart, changed this aspect. 况且,在我心爱的女人中,刘雨涵可以说是我付出最少的一个,由于她不为人知的过去,导致性格上的倔强,取向上的偏移,好在我强势进入了她的身体,然后闯进她的芳心,才改变了这一局面。 Only for a matter that she does, perhaps also had/left showing off before the schoolmate, restrained according to the law her foster father, more to the difficulty and depression that Liu Yuhan creates, she in the sentiment, is a confused concubine, how does not know the onset and retreat, can only cater to me as far as possible, but a time long time, lost that original self-respect, actually, this is not my original intention, but has not sometimes seen things in others'shoes, when Teacher Liu meddles this matter, on her from ideal, pulled back in the reality, both of us also became the affectionate couple of beating. 唯一替她做的一点事儿,恐怕也就是在同学面前出了出风头,把她的养父绳之以法了,更多是给刘雨涵造成的困扰和苦闷,她在感情上,就是一个迷茫的小女人,不知道如何进退,只能尽量迎合我,但时间一久,失去了那种原有的自尊,其实,这并不是我的本意,只是有时候没换位思考,当刘老师插手这件事,就把她从理想,拉回了现实中,我俩也成了棒打的鸳鸯。 At the present, the commander-in-chief mentioned that this issue, the awkwardness that I one write brazenly, how does not know opens the mouth, originally sentimental thing, does not talk clearly, initial I, on the sister-in-law, as a result of her urging, I accepted Liu Jie with all one's heart, because at that time, the sister-in-law went to the school to meet me several times, was seen by many students, one group of people said this and that emerged the rumors of various no lower limit, instead I with Liu Jie in the same place, these rumors on „collapsing of itself”. 而今,总司令提到这个问题,我一脸大写的尴尬,不知道怎么开口,本来感情这东西,就是说不清的,当初的我,一门心思在嫂子身上,由于她的撺掇,我才接受了柳洁,因为当时,嫂子好几次去学校接我,被不少学生看到了,就有一堆人说三道四,涌现了各种各样无下限的谣言,反而我跟柳洁在一起,这些谣言就“不攻自破”了。 After all, no one felt, I can disregard the property of Liu, will not put in great inconvenience to Liu Jie, she, most starts also to think that therefore some quite uncouth words, naturally, that time I, poor and blank, Liu is completely blindingly rich existence, until now, my highly different, the vision does not limit to cloud city. 毕竟,没有人觉得,我能无视柳家的财产,更不会委屈到柳洁,就连她自己,最开始也是这么想的,所以说了些比较俗气的话,当然,那个时候的我,一穷二白,柳家完全是富得流油的存在,时至今日,我所处的高度不同,眼界不局限于一个云城。 Originally I and Liu Jie, are only that ignorant shy relations, afterward Hao Jian created difficulties, was actually cheap I, but I was also that natural concept to be conservative, in the event of the relations, must be thoroughly responsible for the person. 本来我和柳洁,只是那种懵懵懂懂的青涩关系,后来郝建从中作梗,却是便宜了我,而我又属于那种性观念保守,一旦发生关系,就要负责到底的人。 But I and sister-in-law's relations, look like regarding certain big shot, buries head in the sand, in the city person eyes, this is far from what absurd matter, after all my 18-year-old age, cannot stand up to the seduction of female sexual attractiveness, pouring is also excusable, but the commander-in-chief felt, my excessive cares about these females, this is to Waner unfair. 而我和嫂子的关系,对于某些大佬看来,也只是掩耳盗铃罢了,在城里人眼中,这谈不上什么荒谬之事,毕竟我只有18岁的年纪,经不住女色的诱惑,倒也是情有可原,而总司令觉得,我过分的在乎那些女子,这对婉儿来说不公平。 „, Grandpa Shangguan, other matter I cannot guarantee with you, but I certainly to her good for a lifetime!” My flexure said difficultly. “咳,上官爷爷,别的事儿我不敢跟你保证,但我一定会对她好一辈子！”我挠了挠头说道。 „This words, do not guarantee, the way that this girl is wronged has many types, even if her surface did not say, but will still be at heart uncomfortable, this, the old man does not beat around the bush with you, if you are willing to put down these female friends, protects to love Waner wholeheartedly, the old man trains you to work as the successor with every effort! You know that she is the only family member who the old man is alive, does not want to make her result in imperial concubine struggles for favor, moreover she has cares about you, you also saw, in the future you will be very definitely happy!” Shangguan Guoqiang shows a faint smile, color of the face expectation. “这种话,你还是不要保证了,这女孩子受委屈的方式有很多种,就算她表面不说,但心里也会难受,这样吧,老头子也不跟你绕弯子,如果你愿意放下那些红颜知己,一心一意呵护疼爱婉儿,老头子尽力培养你当接班人！你知道的,她是老头子在世的唯一亲人,不想让她跟妃子似得争宠,而且她有多么在乎你,想必你也看到了,将来你们肯定很幸福的！”上官国强微微一笑,一脸憧憬之色。 „.” I gawked staring, originally, this is the goal that the commander-in-chief asks me to talk. “啊。”我不禁愣了愣,原来,这才是总司令找我谈话的目的。 Said, his request was not excessive, moreover was full of the attraction, originally Waner was the beautiful young girl of one in a hundred cream of the crop, do not say that her unequalled family circumstances, commander-in-chief person spoke always spends money like it is going out of style, he never made this commitment to Shangguan Jie, but is maintaining a pretending ignorance default attitude. 讲真的,他的要求一点都不过分,而且充满了诱惑力,本来婉儿就是百里挑一的美少女,更不要说她无与伦比的家境,总司令这人说话向来是一掷千金,他从未对上官杰做出这种承诺,只是保持着一种装聋作哑的默认态度。 Trading to do is any male compatriot, possibly complied without hesitation, but I cannot achieve, really cannot achieve, regarding the sister-in-law and Liu Jie, I cannot give completely, the sister-in-law was needless saying that she became the brand mark that in my youth could not obliterate, these imposing, makes passing that one had a vivid memory, certainly not but with the lapse of time pale powder. 换做是任何一个男同胞,可能毫不犹豫就答应了,但我做不到,是真的做不到,对于嫂子和柳洁,我完完全全地割舍不下,嫂子就不用说了,她成了我青春里磨灭不去的烙印,那些轰轰烈烈,令人记忆犹新的过往,绝不会随着时间的推移而淡散。 If were not her once encouragement, I will not have today's achievement . Moreover, she was also the woman who I most loved, Liu Jie was also same, before she leapt off a building, I also bring a security of faint trace, or often mentioned bidding good-bye, this stood in the Liu Jie angle, possibly meaning of some threats, said coarse, that released in order to catch, indeed, in treating the Liu Jie sentiment, I was insufficient, did was not good. 如果不是她曾经的鼓励,我不会有今天的成就,而且,她也是我最爱的女人,柳洁也是一样,在她坠楼之前,我还带着一丝丝的有恃无恐,或者说,动不动提到了分手,这站在柳洁的角度,可能是有种威胁的意味,说难听点,那就是欲擒故纵,的确,在对待柳洁的感情上,我不够认真,也做的不好。 Harms her accidentally/surprisingly to crash, the leg broke did not say, but also made to lose recalled, if cannot make her recall me, this will be the pain that I could hardly be removed for a lifetime, what was most essential, if I put down, perhaps in a short time, I can have a meteoric rise, obtain the right position that countless people admired, but years later, recalled that youth passing, I could not be happy, moreover filled regrettably, I do not want because of the disturbance, but influence on my judgment and decision. 害得她意外坠落,腿摔断了不说,还弄失忆了,如果不能让她记起我,这将是我一辈子挥之不去的痛,最关键的是,我如果就此放下,或许短时间内,我能平步青云,得到无数人艳羡的权利地位,但若干年后,回想起青春的过往,我也开心不起来,而且是充满了遗憾的,我不想因为外界的干扰,而影响到我的判断和决定。 Even front person, keeps aloof, overlord level big shot who dominates a side, I reveal face bitter and astringent smiling, shrugged to say. 即使面前的人,是高高在上,叱咤一方的霸主级大佬,我露出一脸苦涩的笑,不禁耸了耸肩说。 „Yeah, Grandpa Shangguan, why bother you feel embarrassed me like this, has thought that even if I promise you today, possibly after do your hundred years turn over to pass, break a promise repeatedly?” “哎,上官爷爷,您何苦这样为难我呢,有没有想过,即便我今日答应了您,可能在您百年归逝后,就食言而肥呢？” He gawked staring, on the face appeared the light smile, said with a quite assured tone, „by me to your understanding, you will not do this, only if the old man misread the person, such acknowledged that the punishment is deserved.” 他愣了愣,脸上浮现淡淡的笑容,用一种颇为笃定的语气说道,“以我对你的了解,你不会这样做,除非老头子看错了人,那样就认栽呗。” The commander-in-chief said very dexterous, I a little am on the contrary awkward, actually also understands, what he wants to express is the person is making the day to look. 总司令说的十分轻巧,反倒我有点尴尬,其实也明白,他想表达的是人在做天在看。 Although indeed, I do not calculate a good person, at least works has the principle very much, not for certain benefit disputes, but lost the bottom line, this point is especially essential, is my flash/crucial point. 的确,我虽然不算一个好人,至少做事情很有原则,不会为了某些利益纠纷,而失去了底线,这一点尤为关键,也算是我身上的闪光点。 „Good, Grandpa Shangguan, I cannot promise you, the right position no doubt has the attraction very much, but I will choose them as before, otherwise that was not I.” I gave the reply without hesitation. “那好,上官爷爷,恕我不能答应你,权利地位固然很有吸引,但我依旧会选择她们,否则那就不是我了。”我毫不犹豫给出了回答。 Although the sound is not loud, was disclosing my determination, I most fear makes the choices, special before has lost Liu Yuhan, this sever attack, has not walked to present also some. 声音虽然不大,却是透露着我的决心,我最怕的就是做取舍,特别之前失去过刘雨涵,这沉痛的打击,到现在还有些没走出来。 Actually, I think is, passes the day that like happily, but discovered, this needs to make lots of efforts, at least, I must have the strength of protection beloved person, as then, the sister-in-law was held the knife, not only the child did not have, but also therefore loses the fertility, if I have the present deterrent force, this tragedy will not perform. 其实,我想的就是,开开心心过自己喜欢的日子,但发现,这需要付出很多很多的努力,至少,我得拥有保护心爱之人的实力,一如当初,嫂子被人捅了刀子,不仅孩子没了,还因此失去生育能力,如果我有如今的威慑力,这种悲剧就不会上演了。 „...” The commander-in-chief is awkward, he believes, I will comply without hesitation, like this not only can bring her home, and can have the achievement of his most lifetime, believes that entire south cloud Shengnei, cannot discover the person who several can reject. “呃...”总司令一脸尴尬,他自认为,我会毫不犹豫答应,这样既能抱得美人归,又能坐拥他大半辈子的成就,相信整个南云省内,都找不出几个能拒绝的人。
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