NPT :: Volume #4

#397: Does the accident/surprise leap off a building?

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„Do you want to leave with Teacher Liu together?!” I cannot help but asked. “你要跟刘老师一起离开？！”我不由得问道。 „Un.” She nods, this reply, with movement gently, makes me have a painful pain, because has not thought the distinction, even if I used the Liu Jie WeChat before, probes Liu Yuhan quietly, thinks, she prepares to keep cloud city, looks for a work casually. “嗯。”她点了点头,这一声应答,和轻轻的动作,却让我有种心如刀割的痛,因为从来没想过分别,哪怕之前我用柳洁的微信,悄悄地试探刘雨涵,也以为,她准备留在云城,随便找份工作。 After all the Teacher Liu 40-year-old person, was not suitable to walk away, but now, Teacher Liu prepared to walk, she must depart together, I have never thought that initially the extremely easy to obtain smelly young married woman, was says goodbye with me unexpectedly suddenly. 毕竟刘老师40多岁的人,不适合走远了,但现在,刘老师准备走了,她也要一同离去,我从未想过,当初唾手可得的臭婆娘,竟是冷不丁跟我道别。 Originally Liu Jie has an accident, I exceptionally am grieved, Liu Yuhan throws the cold water to me again, it may be said that is the room leaks meets even the night rain, suddenly, I thought I was abandoned by the world, naturally, this all sorts of all could not complain about others, was I breeds single-handedly. 本来柳洁出了事,我就异常心痛,刘雨涵又再次给我泼凉水,可谓是屋漏偏逢连夜雨,突然间,我觉得自己被世界所遗弃了,当然,这种种的一切怨不得别人,都算是我一手酿成的。 After all, everyone has own standpoint and concept, Liu Yuhan also has her life, impossible unprincipled no bottom line caters to me, in that case, went against her original intention. 毕竟,每个人都有自己的立场和观念,刘雨涵也有她的生活,不可能无原则无底线的迎合我,那样的话,就违背了她自身的初衷。 „Do not walk, ok? Really, I do not want to lose you again.” I am somewhat anxious, hold her small hand, Liu Yuhan is only symbolic struggled, whatever I am pulling. “你不要走,行吗？真的,我不想再失去你了。”我有些急切,抓住她的小手,刘雨涵只是象征性的挣扎了一下,还是任由我牵着。 Her small hand is very icy cold, I place my chest subconsciously, making her feel my temperature, Liu Yuhan deeply looked at my one eyes, „young rascal, actually does not need like this, not like beforehand you, although you a little were dreadfully young before, but that unflustered self-confidence, was very charming, but now you are seeking the sympathy, I as then.” 她的小手很冰凉,我下意识放在自己的胸口,让她感受到我的温度,刘雨涵深深地看了我一眼,“小无赖,其实没必要这样,都不像以前的你了,虽然你以前有点小猥琐,但那份从容不迫的自信,特别迷人,而现在你就是在寻求同情,一如当初的我。” Her words, a little feeling of tongue twister, but I understood, first time, I had one type for the feeling that the sentiment is stranded. 她的话,有点绕口令的感觉,但我听懂了,头一次,我有了一种为情所困的感觉。 , Regarding the single teenage boys and girls, incomparably is really longing for is looking for the partner, but forms a pair truly, is happy except for the superficial love, has the unknown one's secret worries, particularly my, wants to measure each woman as far as possible, finally in the end, oneself make a package, lost past free and easy, this is the confusion that I grow, from the beginning, I was infatuated with on the sister-in-law ignorant, knows, this was a mistake, a beautiful mistake, but I did not have the means to restrain itself, with the lapse of time, I loved dearly the sister-in-law, longs for giving her full concern and affections, she was the feeling. Arrived unprecedented joyful experience, but my also therefore mud gets sucked fully. 真的,对于单身的少男少女,都无比渴望着找着对象,但真正成双成对,除了表面的恩爱欢愉,却也有不为人知的隐痛,尤其是我这样,想要尽可能权衡到每一个女人,结果到头来,自己弄得一头包,也失去了以往的洒脱,这是我成长的困惑,从一开始,我懵懵懂懂迷恋上了嫂子,就知道,这是一个错误,一个美丽的错误,但我没办法克制自己,随着时间的推移,我心疼嫂子,也渴望给她满满的关怀和爱意,她是感觉到了前所未有的愉悦体验,可我也因此泥足深陷。 Until now, I do not know oneself are to is wrong, but heart not regret, even if returned to the past, I will make same mistakes over again. 时至今日,我不知道自己是对是错,不过心底没有一点悔意,哪怕回到从前,我还是会重蹈覆辙。 This time I, incomparably lack the security sense, as a male compatriot who has the desire, when one after another good luck approaches, is very difficult to achieve the resistance, but a while ago, I wander in ten thousand flowering shrubs recklessly, actually the piece leaf does not moisten the body, is really very free, yet now, was one's turn me to bear the consequences of evil acts. 此时的我,无比缺乏安全感,作为一个有欲望的男同胞,当接二连三的桃花运来临,很难做到抵抗,而前阵子,我肆意游荡在万花丛中,却片叶不沾身,真是好不逍遥,可如今,轮到我自食恶果了。 I cannot bear closely hold in the arms Liu Yuhan, shed tears, „right, you said right, I only want to ask you, do not leave me, ok? Small contains, I can you money, purchase homes to buy the car(riage), ok, so long as you are happy.” 我忍不住紧紧地搂住刘雨涵,留下了眼泪,“对,你说的都对,我只想求求你,别离开我,行吗？小涵涵,我可以给你钱,买房买车,都行,只要你开心。” Even I felt, at this moment are very lowly, realized, once her mood, although I was submissive, actually cannot trade pitying of Liu Yuhan, in her eye plundered, but the disappointment, „young rascal, really this, present, not making me unable to feel the heart movement, what were more was feels sad, is once that you.” 连我都觉得,这一刻自己很卑贱,也体会到了,曾经她的那种心情,尽管我是低声下气,却没能换来刘雨涵的怜悯,她眼中一掠而过的失望,“小无赖,真的别这样,现在的你,让我感觉不到心动,更多的是心酸,做回曾经的那个你吧。” Although was being hugged by me, Liu Yuhan does not have any to blush, I cannot bear on her tried to find out carelessly, is kissing her sex appeal collar bone, wants to touch her from the body, but does not have after a while, Liu Yuhan shoves open me fiercely, she air/Qi results in the cheek blanch, „don't be like this good, this will only change me to your view, each other leaves behind a glorious memory.” 虽然被我抱着,刘雨涵都没有什么脸红,我忍不住在她身上胡乱摸索,亲吻着她性感的锁骨,想要从身体上打动她,只是没过一会儿,刘雨涵猛地推开我,她气得脸蛋发白,“你不要这样行不行,这样只会改变我对你的看法,给彼此留下一个美好的回忆吧。” I was really at wit's end, is not only submissive, the means that I can think in any case, as if used, without recalling Liu Yuhan, was doomed we are is predestined friends unqualified? Actually I also understand, keeps hold of her with the material, is very stupid means that Liu Yuhan does not eat this set, but to dead end time, easy careless words. 我真的无计可施了,不只是低声下气,反正我能想到的办法,似乎都用上了,也没有挽回刘雨涵,难道注定我们就是有缘无分吗？其实我也明白,用物质来挽留她,是一种很愚蠢的办法,刘雨涵不吃这套的,但到了穷途末路的时候,就容易口不择言。 „We refuel together, if will have the opportunity to meet in the future again, hopes that you can present a brand-new stance, rather than muddles along like this, perhaps in enterprise, you are very successful, went far beyond the contemporaries, but in the emotion, you are a from head to tail loser!” Liu Yuhan these words, were ordinary like severe warning, making me lose the courage of opening the mouth. “我们一起加油吧,如果将来有机会再次见面,希望你能呈现出一个全新的姿态,而不是这样得过且过,或许在事业方面,你很成功,也远远超过了同龄人,但在情感上,你是个彻头彻尾的失败者！”刘雨涵这一席话,如同当头棒喝一般,让我失去了开口的勇气。 She is staring at me, looked for several seconds, the look is quite complex, finally turns around, leaves behind a wonderful back, I have mixed emotions, has to acknowledge, the analysis of Liu Yuhan is very reasonable, these words, she did not say the exit|to speak before, but separates now, as friend, gave the comment to me actually. 她盯着我,看了几秒钟,眼神颇为复杂,最后转过身去,留下一个美妙的背影,我心里百感交集,不得不承认,刘雨涵的剖析很有道理,这些话,以前她不好说出口,但现在分开了,倒是以一个朋友的身份,给我提出了意见。 Said, if regarded from the love angle , but the duplicate/restores disagree declare war never obtained, was two different levels, like an ignorant sentiment, but also without starting, finished, at most was awkward and depressed, but after obtaining, lost bewilderedly, this was an indescribable mood experience. 讲真的,如果从爱情的角度看待,得而复失和从未得到,是两个不同的层面,就像一段懵懂的感情,还没有开始,就结束了,顶多是尴尬和郁闷,但得到之后,又莫名其妙地失去,这是一种难以言喻的心情体会。 Before the smelly young married woman will plead me, found the time to accompany her, this in a while, must go to me, but also was full of the disappointment, possibly like her said that I was not very mature, in the sentiment, was very easy to impulse. 以前臭婆娘会恳求我,多抽时间陪伴她,这没过多久,就要离我而去,还充满了失望的情绪,可能就像她说的,我不够成熟吧,特别在感情上,容易冲动。 As the saying goes, the impulsion is a devil, before sister-in-law had/left the accident/surprise, I was swayed by personal feelings, but with the Liu Jie honest matter, also has not chosen the good time, now thinks, perhaps said face to face, will be better, to consider her mood after all. 俗话说得好,冲动是魔鬼,之前嫂子出了意外,我就意气用事了,而跟柳洁坦白的事上,也没选好恰当的时机,现在想想,或许当面讲,会更好一些,毕竟可以照顾到她的情绪。 Naturally, in this world does not have the regret after the fact to eat, things have gotten to this point, I should the brave undertaking responsibility, when Teacher Liu saw that Liu Yuhan walks solitarily, heart gratified, no matter now is grieved, in the future will then have a look, understands her thinking through a matter. 当然,这世界上没有后悔药吃,事已至此,我应该勇敢的承担责任,当刘老师看到刘雨涵只身一人走回来,心底一阵欣慰,不管现在多心痛,将来回头看看,就明白她的用心良苦。 At this time, willow Zhanpeng brought back to the white coat, except for providing the basic diagnosis reported, he also unexpected discoveries, on the back of the head of Liu Jie, inspected together the special damage spot, was different from other damages, seemed like pounded by what hard object, Liu Jie turned into this, was mainly because fell to the tree on, rejoiced existence of that tree, otherwise Liu Jie did not have at the scene. 这时候,柳展鹏带回了白大褂,除了提供基本的诊断报告,他还有一个意外的发现,在柳洁的后脑勺上,检查出一块特别的受损部位,不同于其他损伤,似乎是被什么硬物砸过,柳洁之所以变成这样,主要是因为坠到树上,也庆幸有那棵树的存在,否则柳洁当场就没了。 Really, willow Zhanpeng bares Liu Jie beautiful hair gently, really with illuminating flat and thin piece, blows up a packet in the back of the head, her main injury, originates from the abrasion of branch, and head hit the crotch. 果然,柳展鹏轻轻剥开柳洁的秀发,果然和照出来的片子一样,在后脑勺鼓起一个小包,她的主要伤势,来源于树枝的擦伤,以及脑袋撞到了树杈。 But in flower-bed that she falls into, is some soils, should be insufficient to knock a package, I cannot help but recall, at that time Liu Jie exuded the panic cry, I hear clear, she obviously is the unexpected condition, if she really must commit suicide, will face mostly calm . Moreover, as crash of fast Liu Jie, as if little thing flies, but at that time, my whole person compelled ignorant, does not have the thoughts carefully to look. 而她跌入的花坛里,都是些土壤,应该不至于磕出个包,我不由得回忆一下,当时柳洁发出惊慌失措的叫声,我听得一清二楚,她明显是猝不及防的状态,如果她真的要寻短见,多半会淡定面对,而且,随着柳洁的飞快坠落,似乎有一颗小东西飞出去,只不过当时,我整个人都懵逼了,也没心思仔细看。 Such thinks, leaping off a building likely is not the Liu Jie original intention! 这样一想,坠楼很可能不是柳洁的本意！
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