NPT :: Volume #4

#390: The choice in sentimental

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„No, her present is not calm, you will come only to work just the opposite.” I blocked Liu Jie hastily, this small woman muscle ponder issue, possibly the starting point was sometimes good, but did not have to think thoroughly. “别,她现在情绪不稳定,你来只会适得其反。”我连忙拦下了柳洁,这小娘们有时候一根筋思考问题,可能出发点是好的,但没有透彻去想。 „Good, small Brother Feng, the honest confession, before you are, has the sentiment to her?!” Liu Jie not extremely surprised, interrogated me on the contrary. “好吧,小风哥,老实交代,你是不是以前就对她有感情？！”柳洁并没有太过惊讶,反倒质问我。 „Un, yes.” Has to acknowledge, discusses these topics, very touches somebody's sore spot, to a certain extent, Liu Jie is electing of spare tire, if said this face to face, I am not a little cruel enough, with the personality of that young woman, in thin that can cry crash-bang, but also remembers, before she knew making of my gambling life, cannot come out to see me, made the plan of committing suicide together in the name of love, relatively speaking, my payout, could not compare Liu Jie by far, very ashamed to her. “嗯,是的。”不得不承认,谈及这些话题,挺扎心的,从某种程度上,柳洁算是一个备胎之选,而且如果当面说这个,我有点不忍心,以那小娘们的性格,一定会哭的稀里哗啦,还记得,之前她得知我的赌命之约,又不能出来见我,都做出了殉情的打算,相对而言,我的付出,远远比不上柳洁,挺愧对她的。 But this does not meet, I instead can cruel-hearted, made the worst plan, is really not good, bids good-bye with Liu Jie, at the worst the stock of show/unfolds Péng group, gives back to willow Zhanpeng completely, compensates Liu Jie, I do not want to owe Liu anything, originally unfolds the Péng group to be on the verge of death, because of my making a move, it may be said that strives to turn the tide, seizes the food from Zhao Leiting there fingers/tiger mouth. 而这样不见面,我反而能狠心一点,也做出了最坏的打算,实在不行,就跟柳洁分手吧,大不了把展鹏集团的股份,全部还给柳展鹏,算是补偿柳洁,我不想欠柳家什么,本来展鹏集团已然危在旦夕,因为我的出手,可谓是力挽狂澜,从赵雷霆那里虎口夺食。 „...” Liu Jie resulted in a character simply, seemed like exceptionally awkward, I was conceivable, she of cell phone that head, definitely could not speak uncomfortably. “哦...”柳洁简单得回了一个字,看上去异常的尴尬,我可以想象,手机那头的她,肯定难受地说不出话。 „Sorry.” Liu Jie quite a while has not reported the news, I cannot bear the apology. “对不起。”柳洁半天没发消息,我忍不住道歉。 „Yeah , there is nothing to sorry, although I most feared matter , happened, but is not accidental/surprised, from that time eats meal, I discovered that you to the Sister Meizi unusual emotion, that is the concern that her husband does not have, because of this, I am locating to relate with Sister Meizi as far as possible, is striking her, do not entice you, may I take a rash step, said gets there first, even if I break off with the father, runs the sister-in-law to live, cannot block you.” Liu Jie edited big segment words. “哎,没什么好对不起的,虽然我最怕发生的事儿,还是发生了,但也并不意外,从那次吃饭,我就发现你对梅子姐不同寻常的情感,那是一种她老公不具备的关切,正因为这点,我才尽量跟梅子姐处好关系,也是在敲打她,不要勾引你,可我还是失策了,都说近水楼台先得月,哪怕我跟老爸决裂,跑去嫂子家住,也拦不住你俩。”柳洁编辑了一大段话。 Looked I am uncomfortable, but she said that the sister-in-law entices me, making me a little want to defend against injustice, „Little Jie, really sorry.” 看的我心里不是个滋味,不过她说嫂子勾引我,让我有点想打抱不平,“小洁,真的对不起。” „Does not need to sorry, is I violates inexpensively, must actively pursue you, was rejected obviously, but must cling to for dear life hits rottenly, hehe, I should think that early, Sister Meizi inspected the pregnancy at that time, you are actually unhappy, but must ship out forces oneself to look cheerful, do you know me happily? The feeling you will only be me in the future, but I discovered, oneself silly, you had not put down her, no matter I do good, again how submissive, cannot trade your sincerity, sometimes felt oneself are very laughable.” Liu Jie non-stop self-ridiculing. “不用对不起,是我自己犯贱,要主动追求你,明明被拒绝了,还要死缠烂打,呵呵,我早该想到的,当时梅子姐检查出了身孕,你其实不开心,还要装出强颜欢笑,你知道我有多高兴吗？感觉将来你只属于我一个人,可是我才发现,自己有多傻,你一直没放下她,不管我做的多好,再怎么低声下气,都换不来你的真心,有时候觉得自己挺可笑的。”柳洁不停在自嘲。 „Little Jie, how I did not know said that if you regretted, we bid good-bye.” I raised thick dismal, this cannot blame Liu Jie, if I said that Liu Yuhan matter, she will not be accidental, after all initially, in the dormitory, has first boarded, latter bought a ticket, had the first time, did not repel the second time, moreover there is a key question, the woman of my deeply love, has difficult relations, she was my sister-in-law... “小洁,我也不知道怎么说,要是你后悔了,咱们就分手吧。”我心里升起了浓浓的悲凉,这也不能怪柳洁,如果我说刘雨涵的事,她都不会意外,毕竟当初,在宿舍里,就已经先上车,后补票,有了第一次,也不排斥第二次,而且有个关键问题,我深爱的女人,有着一层难以启齿的关系,她是我的嫂子... Beforehand I, am shallow conceals have always stopped, maintains the appropriate distance with the sister-in-law, because I am her brother-in-law, the heart has an indescribable feeling, not only stimulates, and excited, what are more is terrified, but this mood, with tease of sister-in-law, older cousin had notorious history the act to surface, vanishes gradually does not see, I felt, older cousin cannot be joined to the sister-in-law completely, wants to give her to show loving care for and love, even the direct consolation on body, I did not mind... 以前的我,一直是浅藏辄止,和嫂子保持恰当的距离,因为我是她的小叔子,心底有一种不可名状的感觉,既刺激,又兴奋,更多的是惶惶不安,但这种情绪,随着嫂子的挑逗,还有堂哥劣迹斑斑的行径浮出水面,渐渐消失不见,我都觉得,堂哥完全配不上嫂子,想给予她关怀和疼爱,即便身体上的直接慰藉,我也不介意... Therefore, by the present, faced with sentimental choice time, I rather injure Liu Jie, is not willing to disappoint the sister-in-law, this is my attitude, did not mean that Liu Jie is unimportant, but makes me understand person who truly loves, is the bosom beautiful pretty little girl, loves and likes, I obtain very clear. 所以,到了现在,面临感情抉择的时候,我宁可伤害柳洁,也不愿意辜负嫂子,这就是我的态度,并不是说柳洁不重要,但真正让我懂得爱的人,是怀里的美娇娘,爱和喜欢,我分得很清。 As a male compatriot, has the hope of instinct nearly to the beautiful women, I am no exception, am only and Liu Jie simulated two to be possible, actually pierced that matter relations bewilderedly, moreover her virgin body gave me, is always impossible to raise the pants not to recognize people. 作为一个男同胞,对美女都有着近乎本能的渴望,我也不例外,本来只是和柳洁模拟两可,却莫名其妙捅破了那层关系,而且她的处子身都给了我,总不可能提起裤子就不认人吧。 Therefore mother -in-law scolded me the unfaithful/stamen, I was also speechless, sometimes took the rap, should be, compared Liu Jie and sister-in-law their payout, my image was actually indifferent. 所以丈母娘骂我花心,我也无话可说,有时候背黑锅,也是应该的,相比柳洁和嫂子她们的付出,我这点形象倒是无所谓。 „, Don't you care about me? Said that sorry must bid good-bye, what person me did you work as? Initially you did not have a thing in the world, for you, I pounded the thing with the father at home, long was so big, first time got angry with him, for did not make you awkward, I turned a blind eye as far as possible, even if you brought back to the small cherry, said that was your cousin, I also believed that but you had the improper relations with Sister Meizi, I really felt oneself were mistaken!” Shortly, she returned to the news. “哦,你就这么不在乎我啊？说完对不起就要分手,你到底把我当什么人了？当初你一无所有的时候,为了你,我跟老爸在家里砸东西,长这么大,头一次跟他发火,为了不让你尴尬,我尽量睁一只眼闭一只眼,哪怕你带回了小樱桃,说是你的表妹,我也信了,但你跟梅子姐有不正当的关系,我真感觉自己看走眼了！”没多久,她又回了消息。 „Yeah, if there is anything is not quick, scolded me casually, so long as you were happy, originally I was not the good person.” Before I think, possibly turned into this, but to this moment, at heart inexplicable grieved. “哎,如果有什么不快,随便骂我吧,只要你开心,本来我也不是什么好人。”之前我就想到,可能变成这样,但到了这一刻,心里还是莫名的酸楚。 „No, why I must scold you, you are man who feels emotion the righteousness, is not at least false, you like her, has nothing wrong, but there are to think the consequence? This carelessly for a while, indeed Ok, but will arrive at the situation of being married, even if the Sister Meizi parents did not mind, your parents can accept? Urged my like others initially, cannot obtain marriage that the parents blessed, being doomed is not happy, didn't you understand?!” Between Liu Jie was disclosing an quality asked. “不,我为什么要骂你,你是个有情有义的男人,至少不虚伪,你喜欢她,也没什么错,但有没有想过后果呢？这样苟且一时,的确可以,但将来到了谈婚论嫁的地步,即便梅子姐的爸妈不介意,你的父母能接受吗？就像当初别人劝我的一样,得不到父母祝福的婚姻,注定不会幸福美满,你难道不懂吗？！”柳洁字里行间透露着一种质问。 This poked painful my heart without doubt, the sister-in-law acknowledged oneself were small three, for this aspect, she does not want to destroy my reputation, even if this wife were good, that was also older cousin once wife, solely was this point, my parents impossible to attend what wedding, particularly my father's smelly temperament, not being able to do well to with my disinheritance. 这无疑戳痛了我的心,嫂子之所以承认自己是小三,也是出于这方面的考虑,她不想破坏了我的名声,哪怕她这个媳妇再好,那也是堂哥曾经的妻子,单单是这一点,我爹娘就不可能来参加什么婚礼,尤其是我爹的臭脾气,搞不好要跟我断绝父子关系。 Thinks of this matter, my one headache and fever, to be honest, until now, I am evading this issue, but truth will out , to continue like this, sooner or later one day must be exposed, when the time comes should be one's turn me to make the choice. 想到这事,我就一阵头疼脑热,说实话,一直以来,我都在逃避这个问题,但正所谓纸包不住火,这样持续下去,迟早有一天要东窗事发,到时候就该轮到我做抉择。 The parents are important, is the sister-in-law is important, between filial and love, I really does not have the means to elect, but Liu Jie in this crucial point, discussed this with me, aggravated the situation purely, aroused my disaffection. 到底父母重要,还是嫂子重要,在孝顺和爱情之间,我真的没办法选,不过柳洁在这个节骨眼,跟我讨论这个,纯粹是火上浇油,也激起了我的不满。 „I understand, however the future day, you will not necessarily accompany me to walk, what right will have to interfere with my private life?” Originally I am evading, doing to Liu Jie must be placed in the floor, egg really hurts. “我懂啊,但是将来的日子,你都不一定陪我走下去,有什么权利干涉我的私生活呢？”本来我是在逃避的,奈何柳洁要摆在台面上,着实的蛋疼。 „Good, got it, in the final analysis I was an unnecessary person, has been affecting you and Sister Meizi sentiment, later my silly thing, you will not have had the psychological burden, you, small Brother Feng, thank you until now looked after well.( Smile, waves)” Liu Jie round these words, added two expressions. “好吧,明白了,说到底我就是个多余的人,一直在影响你和梅子姐的感情,以后没有我这个傻丫头,你也不会有心理负担,你好好地吧,小风哥,谢谢你一直以来的照顾。(微笑,挥手)”柳洁发完这段话,又加了两个表情。
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