NPT :: Volume #4

#388: Cannot leave you

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Is a sister-in-law's look, touched my heart, it can be imagined, had not come a moment ago time, she suffered many to put in great inconvenience and push aside, mother -in-law they have not come, left a private to us, regarding this mild such as the woman of jade, I poured into too many sentiments. 仅仅是嫂子的一个眼神,就触动了我的心,可想而知,刚才没来的时候,她遭受了多少委屈和排挤,丈母娘他们也没进来,给我们留了点私人空间,对于这个温润如玉的女人,我倾注了太多感情。 With the lapse of time, perhaps I can put down Liu Yuhan, rubs off about her memory gradually, but with sister-in-law tip passing, this whole life I am unable to get over an emotion. 随着时间的推移,或许我能放下刘雨涵,渐渐磨去关于她的记忆,但和嫂子的点滴过往,这辈子我都无法释怀。 She made me understand, anything was deeply is loving a person, but anything was pure liking, as then, clear(ly) knows that the sister-in-law cherished the pregnancy, but must be concerned unrestrainedly, even I felt, I am violating inexpensively, could not control the manner. 她让我懂了,什么是深爱着一个人,而什么是单纯的喜欢,一如当初,明知道嫂子怀了身孕,还要情不自禁的关切,连我都觉得,自己在犯贱,还是控制不住行为举止。 Remembered at that time, the sister-in-law looks at my sour appearance, was very happy, but also teased, later made me take on, I was about the air/Qi to faint, suffers me purely, when finally she told me personally, after the child was my flesh and blood, at that time in the head emerged one pile of fragment -type pictures, I was suddenly enlighted, was taken the essence to give birth by the sister-in-law. 记得当时,嫂子看着我酸溜溜的样子,别提有多开心,还不无调侃,以后让我担待着点,我都快气晕了,纯粹是折磨我嘛,结果当她亲口告诉我,孩子是我的骨肉后,当时脑袋里涌现一堆片段式的画面,我才恍然大悟,被嫂子取精生子。 She also somewhat worried, I will speak the blame, unexpectedly, my joy, and between her barrier, is nothing left, yeah, I also think, because of this child, can practice successfully the fruits of virtue with the sister-in-law, does to the day not to have, then wind and cloud, the person had the calamity evening day luck, the child loses even, even the sisters-in-law did not have the fertility, that was a speechless pain. 她还有些担忧,我会出言责备,出乎意料的是,我一阵欢天喜地,跟她之间的隔阂,也是荡然无存,哎,本来我也以为,因为这个孩子,能和嫂子修成正果,奈何天有不则风云,人有祸夕旦福,孩子失去就算了,连嫂子都没了生育能力,那是一种无言的痛。 „Eats before it's too late, these vegetable/dish flavors are very good.” I pouted, broke the awkward atmosphere. “趁热吃吧,这些菜味道很好的。”我努努嘴,打破了尴尬的氛围。 „Does not want to eat, I am not hungry.” The sister-in-law shakes the head gently, does not want to face my vision, this is not strange, in our outside talks, she knew nothing a moment ago, the sister-in-law worried very much, if I come to propose go separate ways, the sister-in-law really meets the grief to want certainly. “不想吃,我不饿。”嫂子轻轻摇头,不想面对我的目光,这也不奇怪,刚才在我们外边的谈话,她是一无所知,嫂子很担心,万一我进来提出分道扬镳,嫂子真的会伤痛欲绝。 I turned on the packing box, takes up the chopsticks, blows, then feeds her to eat cautiously, „comes, obedient opening mouth.” 我打开了包装盒,拿起筷子,吹了吹,然后小心翼翼喂她吃,“来,乖乖的张嘴。” Although the sister-in-law a little mood, is obedient opening mouth, „Little Feng, do you want to leave me?” 嫂子虽然有点情绪,还是听话的张了嘴,“小风,你是不是要离开我了？” „How possibly, I can very explicit told you, I could not leave you! Cancould do without the water like the fish, the person cannot be short of the oxygen.” I shake the head, a face said seriously. “怎么可能呢,我可以很明确的告诉你,我离不开你！就像鱼儿不能没了水,人不能少了氧气。”我摇了摇头,一脸郑重的说。 She visits me dull, the beautiful pupil exuded the extraordinary splendor, that was silent move, relatively speaking, I was not a romantic man, was far from glib, some were only the sincere actions. 她呆呆的看着我,美眸泛起了异彩,那是一种无声的感动,相对而言,我并不是一个浪漫的男人,也谈不上油嘴滑舌,有的只是真诚的行动。 „Little Feng, should not be good to me so, present I, am not worth paying like this.” The sister-in-law sips the lip, on the face was disclosing a pain of faint trace, in the eye is covering the tears faintly, the number of times that without a doubt, these days time, the sister-in-law burst into tears were too many, she has complained unfair of ascending the sky, there is being swayed by personal gains and losses, although she obtained one set of villa, but had no comparability with the child, she often can think, was because sought after the glory, splendor, riches and honor, the heaven punished her with such way. “小风,别对我这么好,现在的我,已经不值得你这样付出。”嫂子抿着嘴唇,脸上透露着一丝丝的痛苦,眼中隐隐笼罩着泪光,毫无疑问,这几天的时间,嫂子流泪的次数太多,她抱怨过上天的不公,也有有过患得患失,虽然她得到了一套别墅,但跟孩子没有任何可比性,她时常会想,是不是因为贪图了荣华富贵,老天用这样的方式惩罚她。 She is willing to pursue the right that bears children, if she has followed older cousin, cannot be pregnant also no, at most is a regret, but changes an angle, is extricates, with the older cousin character, even if there is a child, should still only be enduring many pressures and burdens, why this, even I urged the reason that she wiped out the child initially. 那她更愿意追求生儿育女的权利,如果她一直跟着堂哥,不能怀孕还没什么,顶多就是一种遗憾,但换一种角度,又何尝不是解脱呢,以堂哥的性格,就算有了孩子,也只会承受着更多的压力和负担,这也是为什么,当初连我都劝她去打掉孩子的原因。 But now, the situation is completely different, the sister-in-law felt, gave birth to my child, is the crystallization of our love, is a tie, this small life, gave her greatest security sense, finally she did not have this ability, the innermost feelings to fill rebuked oneself with no use, hating oneself unable to continue the incense and candle to me, in the future will be very difficult to obtain the happiness of wish. 但现在,情况完全不同,嫂子本来觉得,生下了我的孩子,就是我们爱情的结晶,更是一种纽带,这个小小的生命,给了她莫大的安全感,结果她没了这种的能力,内心充满了自责和无助,恨自己不能给我延续香火,将来很难得到想要的幸福。 After all as the saying goes, the man is reliable, at the sow meeting sets up, particularly the rich and powerful man, in their eyes, the woman is only clothes, can shout momentarily comes, calling goes, waits for three minutes of heat degree to cross, being doomed to be treated coldly and shut out. 毕竟俗话说得好,男人靠得住,母猪会上树,尤其是有钱有势的男人,在他们眼里,女人只是一件衣服,随时都能呼之则来,唤之则去,等三分钟热度一过,注定要被冷落和嫌弃。 Moreover some time ago, mother -in-law also delivered one bunch of coarse words, said that has an accident for several days, I go home to pass the night the girl innertube, even if the sister-in-law knows is Liu Jie, can comfortably, not put salt in her wound at heart purely. 而且不久前,丈母娘还讲了一堆难听的话,说才出事几天,我就把女孩子带回家过夜,哪怕嫂子知道是柳洁,心里都会不舒服,纯粹是在她的伤口上撒盐。 „Silly woman, cannot say, I to your sentiment, am helping one another in difficult time between little couples, I want to hold child's hand, grows old together, even if pays many prices, I still in that direction diligently, yes?” I am staring at her beautiful pupil, is gripping tightly her small hand, shows the unprecedented firmness. “傻女人,不许这么说,我对你的感情,是一种小夫妻间的相濡以沫,我想执子之手,白头到老,就算付出再多的代价,我也会朝着那个方向努力,明白吗？”我盯着她的美眸,紧紧握着她的小手,展现出前所未有的坚定。 This is to a woman's commitment, similarly is also my determination, although Zhao is hateful, but, was I was too in the final analysis small and weak, if I had Shangguan Jie such position, even if to Zhao 100 guts, they do not dare to have the thoughts of my woman, at this moment, I ignited to the hope of strength, if wants is not bullied, must have a stronger ability, thus protected my beloved woman. 这是对一个女人的承诺,同样也是我的决心,虽然赵家可恶至极,但说到底,还是我太弱小了,如果我有上官杰那样的地位,就算给赵家一百个胆量,他们也不敢有动我女人的心思,这一刻,我燃起了对实力的渴望,要想不受到欺负,就得拥有更强的能力,从而保护我心爱的女人。 Clearly, the sister-in-law was touched by my words, her small head depends gently in my bosom, although continuously in class/flow tears, but on the face appeared the happy smile , she has not misread the person, from initially, chose resolutely confused to be deceitful I, the itself/Ben was a risky move, if I were poor to her, the sister-in-law will not have any worry, after receiving father's younger paternal cousin's money, ran to go to the hospital to have an abortion, my payout silently, proceeded from loving of heart, persuaded to her, decided that was together brave with me facing, even if will have the big wind and rain in the future., Could not wash out our sentiment. 很明显,嫂子被我的话打动了,她小脑袋轻轻靠在我的怀里,尽管一直在流眼泪,可是脸上浮现了幸福的笑容,果然,她没有看错人,从当初,毅然决然选择了迷奸我,本就是一步险棋,如果我对她差一点,嫂子不会有任何的顾虑,拿到堂叔的钱后,就跑去医院打胎,偏偏我的默默付出,还有发自心底的爱,感化到了她,才决定跟我一起勇敢面对,哪怕将来有再大的风雨,也冲散不了我们的感情。 Still remembers, initially we were pair of a cruel fate affectionate couple of being worthy of the reputation, cannot see future bit of dawn, supports in the same place, obtains a consolation of faint trace, so many misery , I really could not discover a separated reason. 还记得,当初我们是一对名副其实的苦命鸳鸯,看不到未来的一丝曙光,相拥在一起,来取得一丝丝的慰藉,那么多苦难,都度过来了,我实在找不出一个分开的理由。 Even now does not have the fertility, I am defending as always in the side, actually the sister-in-law is a woman who is easy to be content, will not hold the hope each time, but I can actually bring the unexpected pleasant surprise to her. 即便现在没了生育能力,我还是一如既往的守在身旁,其实嫂子是一个容易知足的女人,每次不会抱有希望,而我却能给她带来意想不到的惊喜。 „Little Feng, but, you jump over like this inclusive, I more feel sorry, originally my mother always puts to trouble to you, supports not well, now does not have the means to have a child for you, you also coax me like this, why bother?” Without a doubt, the sister-in-law these days, ideological is very frail, including these words, reveals feeling inferior of her heart. “小风,可是,你越这样包容,我越觉得愧疚,本来我妈总给你添麻烦,就挺不好的,现在都没办法替你生孩子,你还这样哄我,何苦呢？”毫无疑问,嫂子在这段时间,思想方面很脆弱,包括这些话,都表露出她心底的自卑。 It seems like, I formerly was also cautious, the sister-in-law was not for fear that happy, is not willing to contact with Liu Jie, person who so as to avoid she misunderstood me to have liking, now is not only the role exchange, even my position rose high successively, because of these, the sister-in-law was having this mood, even thought that has not attached to my qualifications. 就好像,我从前也是小心翼翼,生怕嫂子不高兴,也不愿意跟柳洁接触,免得她误会我有喜欢的人,如今不仅是角色互换,连我的地位都节节高升,正因为这些,嫂子才有了这种情绪,甚至觉得没有依附我的资格。 „Sister-in-law, you denied constantly I even, why must stab itself, knows, like this I grieved?! Actually at that time Liu Jie vindicated to me, I rejected without hesitation, because at heart only then you!” “嫂子,你一味的否认我就算了,干嘛要中伤自己,知不知道,这样我有多心痛？！其实当时柳洁向我表白,我毫不犹豫拒绝了,因为心里只有你！”
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