NPT :: Volume #3

#205: Loving a person is very painful

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Although I can make a move to block Liu Jie, but without such does, they tear to pieces the relations like this, is not one day two days of contradictions, but is his family/home piles up for a long time complaint, following my fuse, completely vented. 尽管我可以出手拦下柳洁,但没那样做,他们这样撕破关系,绝不是一天两天的矛盾,而是他家积压已久的埋怨,顺着我这根导火线,全然发泄出来。 A several thousand cell phone has nothing, previous time they quarrelled, fell several hundred thousand precious things, but these students blasted out the pot actually. 一个几千块的手机倒没啥,上次他们吵架,都摔了几十万的贵重东西,不过那些学生倒是炸开了锅。 „I scratch, rich willful.” “我擦,有钱任性啊。” „Yeah, broke like this was a pity, might as well gave to me.” “哎,这样砸坏了多可惜,还不如送给我。” „, Your dot sound, if annoyed Zhuang Feng, one could not eat to capture certainly.” “嘘,你小点声吧,要是惹毛了庄风,一准吃不了兜着走。” willow Zhanpeng is somewhat awkward, told in a low voice, „ascended, did not leave her.” 柳展鹏有些尴尬,低声吩咐道,“去拾起来,一件都不留给她。” Tu Fangfang nods, bends down to pick, not the careful spring scenery releases for the first time, the eye that these male compatriots look at braves the green light. 涂芳芳点点头,俯下身去捡,不小心春光乍泄,那些个男同胞看的眼睛冒绿光。 „We walk.” willow Zhanpeng beckons with the hand, on the sedan, seemed very annoyed. “我们走。”柳展鹏摆了摆手,上了轿车,显得十分恼火。 Tu Fangfang sharply boarding, had not been walking quickly, from her package package, puts out one pack of thick one hundred dollar bills, little said that 5,000-6,000, then urged one, „Little Jie, you first take using, insufficiently is opening the mouth with the aunt.” 涂芳芳没有急着上车,快步走了过来,从她的包包里,拿出一叠厚厚的百元大钞,少说有5,000-6,000吧,然后叮嘱一声,“小洁,你先拿着用,不够在跟阿姨开口。” Liu Jie shakes the head, „I do not want.” 柳洁摇了摇头,“我不要。” „Taking, is going out to make merry now, which type does not ask for money, in the pocket does not have a money, is easy to be wronged.” The Tu Fangfang non- fort gives her. “拿着吧,现在出去吃喝玩乐,哪样不要钱,口袋里没点钱,容易受委屈。”涂芳芳非要塞给她。 This obviously questions me, „I have said that does not want his money, can support Little Jie, you are very bothersome.” I stared her one eyes, a swift and fierce qi energy release, is oppressing her. 这明显是质疑我啊,“我说过,不要他的钱,能养活小洁,你很烦啊。”我瞪了她一眼,一股凌厉的气劲释放而出,压迫着她。 Immediately Tu Fangfang is pale, the body shivers slightly, she is a little outwardly fierce but inwardly faint-hearted, „, entrains anything to entrain, your not knowing good from bad supercilious look wolf!” 顿时涂芳芳脸色发白,身子轻微颤抖,她有点色厉内荏,“哼,拽什么拽,你这个不知好歹的白眼狼！” She just said, That side willow Zhanpeng shouts, „to what money, you is also meddlesome, hurries to board!” 她刚说完,柳展鹏那边嚷嚷起来,“给什么钱啊,你也是多事,赶紧上车！” Tu Fangfang whispered, the false fellow, boards hurriedly, I noticed, pleased that her eyeground flashed past. 涂芳芳嘀咕一声,虚伪的家伙,就匆匆忙忙上了车,我注意到了,她眼底一闪而过的快意。 I wondered, what she scolded me to make, added that I was the supercilious look wolf, false, bewildered, who was false, has not really done to understand, this wasn't a thief crying "stop thief"? 我纳闷了,她骂我做什么,还说我是白眼狼,虚伪,莫名其妙吧,到底是谁虚伪,真没搞明白,这不是贼喊捉贼吗？ Moreover, I have not a good premonition, although is first meeting, but I feel to leave faintly, Tu Fangfang is not a fuel-efficient lamp, her being a deep one, if she cares about Liu Jie truly, feared that she does not have money to use, can WeChat transfer accounts greatly, not only can hide the truth from willow Zhanpeng, and achieves to show loving concern the Liu Jie goal. 而且,我有一种不好的预感,虽然是第一次碰面,但我隐隐感觉出,涂芳芳不是个省油的灯,她的城府很深,如果她真正关心柳洁,怕她没钱用的话,大可以微信转账,既能瞒着柳展鹏,又达到关爱柳洁的目的。 willow Zhanpeng in the car(riage), the observation outside situation, under this aspect, she still has run to come the stops up money, isn't equal to adding to stop up? Some matters, do to oneself looked that has a clear conscience well, but certain people, like setting the example, what wanted is a hypocrisy effect, I remember actually, the sister-in-law to a few words that I spoke, the same matter, some people liked paying silently, did not seek the return, some paid slightly, propagandizes wantonly, for fear that who did not know results, obviously, Tu Fangfang was the latter, liked displaying. 柳展鹏还在车里,一直观察外边的情况,这种局面下,她跑来塞钱,不等于是添堵吗？有些事,是做给自己看的,问心无愧就好,但某些人,偏偏喜欢做样子,要的是一种虚情假意的效果,我倒是想起,嫂子跟我说的一句话,同样一件事,有的人喜欢默默付出,不求回报,有的稍微付出一点,就大肆宣传,生怕谁不知道似得,显然,涂芳芳就是后者,爱表现。 Too close to the problem onlooker is clear-headed, willow Zhanpeng on beginning, what he sees is only sympathizing and care of Tu Fangfang, has not thought toward the deep place, Liu Jie is a pure good miss, will only judge with her intuition, this is certainly insufficient. 正所谓当局者迷旁观者清,柳展鹏处在起头上,他看到的只是涂芳芳的体贴和细心,并没有往深处想,柳洁又是个单纯善良的姑娘,只会凭她的直觉判断,这样当然是不够的。 Afterward, they drive to swagger away, side so many fellows of watching the fun, I have not stayed for a long time, hold the hand of Liu Jie, is walking in the direction of family/home. 随后,他们驱车扬长而去,旁边这么多看热闹的家伙,我也没有久留,牵起柳洁的手,往家的方向走着。 She remains silent, my driving opens the mouth, breaks this peace, „young fool, do you have the regret.” Actually, I is also very complex, perhaps Liu Jie follows her father to go back together, I received fortunately, battle qi a moment ago for a while, to select the face, said was quite ruthless, Liu Jie stood on being duty-bound not to turn back me. 她一直保持着沉默,我主动开口,打破这种宁静,“小傻瓜,你有没有后悔啊。”其实,我内心也很复杂,或许柳洁跟着她老爸一块回去,我还好受点,刚才一时斗气,为了点面子,说的比较狠,柳洁就义无反顾站在我这边。 Without a doubt, she had the immense courage, trading to do is I, the similar situation, I possibly am partial to in the parents, this is filial in country dweller bone, not like the city child, many rebel thought. 毫无疑问,她鼓起了巨大勇气,换做是我,同样的处境,我可能更偏向于爹娘,这是农村人骨子里的孝顺,不像城里的孩子,多少有些叛逆思想。 Yeah, I am indefinite, can oneself, like Liu Jie, really presses in that case her. 哎,我都不确定,自己在那种情况下,能不能像柳洁这样,真的是难为她了。 „It‘s nothing regret, so long as small Brother Feng has been good to me, these are worth, he did not love me in any case, but also prepared to have the baby, that family/home does not need.” On the Liu Jie mouth said that but I can listen, that sadness and disconsolateness continuously. “没什么后悔的,只要小风哥一直对我好,这些都值得,反正他也不疼我了,还准备生宝宝,那个家不待也罢。”柳洁嘴上这么说,但我能听出来,那一缕缕的忧伤和惆怅。 After all, I and she associate, some time, if personally does not experience, I cannot believe, charm such big of love, I am worried similarly faintly, if Liu Jie knew, sister-in-law's flesh and blood is my, how does she think? To want the nervous breakdown, I remembered very clearly, at that time in the clinic of Dr. Sun, he drew the conclusion that was pregnant, Liu Jie cheers, like this I and sister-in-law have no chance thoroughly, in fact older cousin was in pretend happy, said that only then father's younger paternal cousin and Liu Jie really in high spirits. 毕竟,我和她交往,也才一段时间,如果不是亲身经历,我都不敢相信,爱情的魔力如此之大,同样我隐隐担心起来,万一柳洁知道了,嫂子的骨肉是我的,她会怎么想？岂不是要精神崩溃了,我记得很清楚,当时在孙医生的诊所里,他得出了真实怀孕的结论,柳洁可谓是欢呼雀跃,这样我和嫂子彻底没希望,实际上堂哥是假装开心,说起来只有堂叔和柳洁是真的兴高采烈。 The sixth sense of woman is very effective, we eat meal together that meeting, I said that the sister-in-law fell ill, cannot drink coldly, this matter that older cousin does not know, I have anxious, Liu Jie watches, definitely also some ideas, but has not said. 女人的第六感很灵验,我们一起吃饭那会,我说嫂子生病了,不能喝冷的,这点连堂哥都不知道的事,我却是心生急切,柳洁看在眼里,肯定也有一些想法,只是没说出来罢了。 The good sister-in-law is an extremely bright woman, instigates her on own initiative, is close to me, locks my heart, this action, dispelled her misgivings, yeah, goes back the Liu Jie belt/bring now, I don't know either, how the sister-in-law thinks, initial period of this pregnancy, she looks forward to my always companion, is worried to affect my learn/study, exhorts me repeatedly, cannot because of her, but neglected the learn/study, such she will be angry. 还好嫂子是个冰雪聪明的女人,主动怂恿她,跟我接近,套牢我的心,这一举动,打消了她一些顾虑,哎,现在把柳洁带回去,我也不知道,嫂子会怎么想,这怀孕初期,她巴不得我无时不刻的陪伴,又担心影响我的学习,多次嘱咐我,不能因为她,而忽略了学习,那样她会生气的。 „Young fool, good thank you, I have protected you, only if one day, you shut out me, hated me, I can departure silently.” I deeply inspire, said seriously, this is a man to woman's commitment, I do not dare to say anything for ever and ever, perhaps, after going home, the sister-in-law requests me to lay cards on the table with Liu Jie, that all were chaotic, this short tender feelings and happiness, I forever in mind. “小傻瓜,谢谢你的好,我会一直守护你,除非有一天,你嫌弃我,恨我了,我会默默的离开。”我深吸了一口气,一本正经说道,这是一个男人对女人的承诺,我不敢说什么天长地久,说不定,回到家之后,嫂子要求我跟柳洁摊牌,那一切都乱了,这短暂的柔情和甜蜜,我永远地记在脑海里。 One hear of this saying, Liu Jie is sipping the powder lip, „I will not shut out you, will not hate you, you are small Brother Feng that I most love, no one can substitute.” 一听这话,柳洁抿着粉唇,“我不会嫌弃你,更不会恨你,你是我最爱的小风哥,没人可以替代。” „, That is uncertain.” I touch the nose, is a little afraid. “呃,那可不一定。”我摸了摸鼻子,有点心虚。 Liu Jie is taking a look at me with a carefully examining look, „, you at the back of me, made anything with Elder Sister Hanhan, perhaps, you performed the office plot, do not acknowledge, yesterday on you, I smelled the flavor that Elder Sister Hanhan was in sole possession of!” 柳洁用一种审视的眼神瞅着我,“哼,你是不是背着我,跟涵涵姐做了什么,说不定,你们就上演了办公室情节,别不承认,昨天在你身上,我都闻到了涵涵姐独有的味道！” Eggplant that ga, my frost hit, this small woman nose is really easy-to-use! Indeed, I stopped after getting a smattering yesterday, the destruction of Director Fang, must shoot absolutely. 噶,我一下成了霜打的茄子,这小娘们鼻子真好使！的确,昨天我都浅尝辄止,要不是方主任的破坏,绝对要射的。 „Wū wū, your big bastard, clear(ly) knew your unfaithful/stamen, started out insincerely but ended up seriously, but my meeting is unable to extricate oneself liked you, cared about me, was very inexpensive.” Liu Jie is beating my chest, is venting the dissatisfaction, the discomfort that I suppress, does not dare to look at her from the start. “呜呜,你这个大坏蛋,明知道你花心,假戏真做了,可我还是会无法自拔的喜欢你,在乎我,是不是很贱啊。”柳洁捶着我的胸口,宣泄着不满的情绪,我心里憋的难受,压根不敢看她。
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