NPT :: Volume #2

#126: Sins

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Thinks of these, I have a headache very much, calmly looks at person that the side sleeps soundly, her corners of the mouth hung the sweet smile, on the face are exuding the happy gloss. 想到这些,我很是头疼,静静看着身旁熟睡的可人儿,她嘴角挂着甜甜的笑容,脸上泛起了幸福的光泽。 Possibly, she also longs for that on the day is very long, concerned about the vision of common custom, the shackles of moral ethics, did not have the courage to face, with the appearance of Liu Jie, she is more cautious, for fear that destroys our sentiments, supplies ideas to Liu Jie simply, eliminates her obstruction, the sister-in-law is actually the painstaking efforts. 可能,她也渴望这一天很久,碍于世俗的眼光,道德伦理的枷锁,一直没勇气去面对,随着柳洁的出现,她更加小心翼翼,生怕破坏我们的感情,索性给柳洁出谋划策,打消她的芥蒂,嫂子其实是良苦用心啊。 This evening, I have not fallen asleep, if older cousin drank the liquor, ran back the home, the scene in my dream must reappear, the man was this, crisp time, wished one could to force in the fruit, afterward, was easy to have the regret, especially present I, could not find the future direction, is afraid the tomorrow's arrival very much. 这一晚,我都没怎么睡着,万一堂哥喝多了酒,跑回家,我梦中的场景就得重现,男人第是这样,啪啪爽的时候,恨不得把蛋蛋都塞进去,事后,又容易产生懊悔,特别是现在的我,找不到未来的方向,也很害怕明天的到来。 After all, several months ago, I reach am 18 years old, have the baby now, moreover are pregnant are not my girlfriend, are the sister-in-law... 毕竟,几个月前,我才满十八岁,如今有了宝宝,而且怀孕的不是我女朋友,是嫂子... This is not the non- right sexual relations can describe, if divulges a secret, passes to our village, my parents perhaps did not have taking shelter. 这已经不是非正当男女关系能描述的,如果走漏了风声,传到我们村子里去,我爹娘恐怕连容身之所都没了。 In my bone is a loyal son, a while ago in their running city, received some education through criticism, made that I am very guilty, yeah, can only die to shoulder now, walking one step is one step. 我骨子里是个孝子,前段时间他们跑城里来,受到一些批评教育,弄得我心里十分愧疚,哎,现在只能死扛到底,走一步算一步。 This evening, being doomed is difficult to sleep, but sees the sister-in-law to rest very fragrantly, I hit satisfy at heart, not difficult to imagine, these days she bore the tremendous pressure, feared that was discovered by me, must estimate the thoughts, older cousin urged to have an abortion, the sister-in-law will likely also continue to hide the truth from me. 这一晚,注定是难眠的,不过看到嫂子睡得很香甜,我打心里满足,不难想象,这段时间她承受了多大的压力,又怕被我发现,又要揣摩心思,要不是堂哥催促打胎,嫂子可能还会继续瞒着我。 This bad young married woman, is very intimate, she is well aware, calling me to open the mouth to lend money with Liu Jie, very feels embarrassed my, therefore she rather oneself, did not have other small advantage man painstakingly luckily. 这个坏婆娘,真的很贴心,她心知肚明,叫我开口跟柳洁借钱,挺为难我的,所以她宁可苦了自己,幸好啊没有便宜别的男人。 Until the day got up unspecifically fish-belly white, I just had a sleepiness, hears the Er Gouzi shout. 直到天空泛起了鱼肚白,我刚有了点睡意,就听到二狗子的呼喊声。 „Lunatic, where you are.” “疯子,你在哪呢。” Scratches, not only I, the sisters-in-law were even awakened, my flustered in a complete mess, this what to do? If the light the buttocks are running, three -year-old child can guess correctly to do. 哇擦,不只是我,连嫂子都被惊醒了,我慌张的一塌糊涂,这咋整？要是光着屁股跑出去,三岁小孩都能猜出干啥了。 „, I deal with.” The sister-in-law gave a hand signal, wrapped pajamas, then I hide in the bedding. “嘘,我去应付。”嫂子做了个手势,套了一件睡衣,然后我躲进被窝。 „What's wrong, two dogs?” Quick, the sister-in-law opened the door. “怎么了,二狗？”很快,嫂子打开了门。 „, Which did the lunatic go?” Er Gouzi asked worn out, wondered very much. “啊,疯子去哪了？”二狗子有气无力问道,很是纳闷。 „, His schoolmate makes him to play the game, went to the Internet cafe all night, what matter had?” The sister-in-law is quick-witted, this reason is also very compelling. “哦,他同学约他打游戏,去网吧通宵了,有什么事吗？”嫂子还是机智,这理由也很充分。 „Good, you help me take a look, the cell phone went bad, how to turn into English letter.” “好吧,那你帮我瞅瞅,手机是不是坏了,怎么变成英文字母了。” „This website maintains, you noticed that now hasn't slept?” The sister-in-law is slightly surprised. “这个网站维护呢,难道你看到现在没睡觉啊？”嫂子微微惊讶。 „Hehe, was too splendid, is not sleepy I.” Two dogs relax slightly. “嘿嘿,太精彩了,一点不困啊我。”二狗稍微松了口气。 This funny ratio, real his mother became addicted, unexpectedly watches the piece to look at the night, I worried, he has any dirty idea to the sister-in-law , Er Gouzi is quite fortunately honest, „cell phone not badly good, I sleep.” He greets. 这个逗比,真他妈上瘾了,居然看片看通宵,我都担心,他对嫂子有什么龌龊的想法,还好,二狗子比较老实,“手机没坏就好,那我睡觉去咯。”他打了声招呼。 Actually, I very feared that was discovered by Er Gouzi, although he is good with my friendship, does not represent to pretend to be blind, a child as rural area, the ideological concept is quite traditional, if known by him, I pass the night in the older cousin's wife room, can not say inadvertently. 其实,我挺怕被二狗子发现,虽然他跟我交情好,不代表能装瞎,作为一个农村的孩子,思想观念较为传统,要是被他知道,我在堂嫂的房间里过夜,不得说漏嘴啊。 „Sister-in-law, you are quite intelligent.” I give the thumbs-up, she is somewhat self-satisfied, possibly sees my dark pouche, is frowning to ask, „you hadn't rested?” “嫂子,你好聪明啊。”我竖起了大拇指,她有些得意,可能看到我的黑眼圈,皱着眉头问,“你也一直没睡？” My hollow laugh two, were acknowledged that the sister-in-law kept silent, sits in side, is depending upon my shoulder, warm and soft that her body transmitted, gave me the faint trace consolation. 我干笑两声,算是承认了,嫂子默不作声,坐在旁边,依靠着我的肩膀,她身上传来的温热和柔软,给了我丝丝慰藉。 „Little Feng, sorry, I should not tell you, making you have such tremendous pressure.” The sister-in-law closely is biting the lip, the weeping voice said. “小风,对不起,我不该告诉你的,让你有这么大压力。”嫂子紧紧咬着嘴唇,略带哭腔道。 „It‘s nothing, Sister-in-law, do not rebuke oneself, was approved by you, I thought that pays to be worth.” I cannot help but shake the head, treat a matter seriously to explain religious doctrine. “没什么,嫂子,你别自责,被你认可,我觉得付出一切都值得。”我不由得摇摇头,郑重其事讲道。 This saying touched her tears point, two lines of tears flow copiously, she is thrashing my chest, rebukes saying that „blames you, is good to me so, if you like your older cousin, I a little will not hesitate, money attains has an abortion immediately, you fluttered my heart, really wants to leave behind this child, is the testimony of our sentiment, but if, you have the pressure, I am willing to wipe out.” 这话触到了她的泪点,两行热泪夺眶而出,她捶打着我的胸膛,嗔怪道,“都怪你,对我这么好,你要是像你堂哥那样,我不会有一点犹豫,钱拿到立马就去打胎,偏偏你勾住了我的心,真的想留下这个孩子,属于我们感情的见证,但如果,你有压力的话,我愿意去打掉。” She cried the throat to be mute, I suppressed, „do not cry to be good, I will try to find the solution, oh.” 她哭得嗓子哑了,我都憋得慌,“别哭好不好,我会想办法的,乖乖。” Do not see the sister-in-law compared with my greatly am several years old, in fact, she has no mind, instead dares to like daring to hate, little miss results in likely, now is placed in front issue, urging her unable to withstand thinly and pale, after saying, feels better at heart. 别看嫂子比我大几岁,实际上,她没什么心眼,反而敢爱敢恨,像个小姑娘似得,如今摆在面前的问题,促使她憔悴不堪,说出来之后,心里也好受些。 But she does not want, making me feel embarrassed, yeah, sins. 可她又不愿意,让我为难,哎,造孽啊。 Experienced these matters, I understand gradually, likes a person, without wrong, stands in own standpoint, somewhat will be selfish, even is the crazy action, a while ago I, have cared about her as far as possible, something are from the heart, but Liu Jie has to be vigilant to her is actually excusable, girl's sixth sense is very keen, her for fear that sister-in-law occupied my heart, such would have no position. 经历了这些事,我渐渐明白,喜欢一个人,是没有错的,站在自身的立场,会有些自私,甚至是疯狂的举动,前阵子的我,一直都尽可能关心她,有些东西就是发自内心,而柳洁对她有所警惕,倒是情有可原,女孩子的第六感很灵敏,她生怕嫂子占据了我的心,那样自己就没了位置。 This silent atmosphere, maintained a meeting. 这种沉默的氛围,保持了一会。 „Ok, we have an abortion, I do not want to destroy you, perhaps we can only be the female friend.” She raised the head, that gloomy look, the pale small face, simply no vitality, as if she is a empty shell that lost the soul. “算了,我们还是去打胎吧,我不想毁了你,或许我们只能做红颜知己。”她抬起头来,那种灰暗的眼神,苍白的小脸,简直没有一点生机,仿佛她是一具失去了灵魂的空壳。 I have not thought completely, I to the sister-in-law, am so important, she also understands, the stake of this matter, the Liu Jie temperament character is placed in that even she again how magnanimous, is impossible to tolerate this child. 我完全没想到,自己对嫂子而言,这么至关重要,她也明白,这件事的利害关系,柳洁的脾气性格摆在那,就算她再怎么大度,也不可能容忍这个孩子。 In her family/home is so rich, so long as I married into the wife's household, later little struggles for dozens years, the sister-in-law considers these, makes the decision arbitrarily. 她家里那么有钱,只要我入赘了,以后少奋斗几十年,嫂子考虑到这些,才擅自作出决定。 „Does not permit you to talk nonsense, you are my woman, tonight is, later is also, forever is!” I show overbearing of man, hugs her in the bosom. “不准你胡说八道,你是我的女人,今晚是,以后也是,永远都是！”我展现出男人的霸道,把她搂在怀中。 „Little Feng, is your sober point good, later has the opportunity, we can also be like this attentive, but the child stays behind, is not jokes, is just like, lets you chooses one between me and Liu Jie, you will definitely elect her.” The sister-in-law shows a faint smile, said ill-humoredly. “小风,你清醒一点好不好,以后有机会,我们还可以这样温存,但孩子留下,可不是闹着玩的,就好比,让你在我和柳洁之间选一个,你肯定会选她啊。”嫂子微微一笑,没好气说。 „No, I will elect you.” I have nothing hesitant, initially rejected the Liu Jie confession, is because, I produced to her read think, now, I and understand successful, the sister-in-law also had my flesh and blood, really my big. “不,我会选你。”我没有任何犹豫,当初拒绝柳洁的告白,也是因为,我心里对她产生了念想,如今,我和理解水到渠成,嫂子又有了我的骨肉,真叫我头大。 One hear of this saying, she cries is more ominous, flood that the tears burst a dike probably, but on her face also has the smile. 一听这话,她哭的更凶,眼泪像是决堤的洪水,可她脸上又带着笑容。 Cries while smiles, this is a very strange mood, I at this moment, actually can definitely understand her speechless pain. 边哭边笑,这是一种很古怪的情绪,此刻的我,却完全能理解她那份无言的痛。 „Why?” She nearly sobbed, dull asking, the beautiful pupil appeared the faint trace anticipation. “为什么？”她近乎哽咽,呆呆的问道,美眸浮现了丝丝期待。 „Because I can divide clearly, likes about her, to your is the love, without the means places on a par.” Once I, always felt that in the idol drama the imposing love was too remote, but planned that a place object, then married to have a child. “因为我能分清楚,对她是喜欢,对你的是爱,没办法相提并论。”曾经的我,总感觉偶像剧中轰轰烈烈的爱情太遥远,只是打算处个对象,然后结婚生孩子。 Over the past two months, I experienced a lifetime unforgettable emotion dispute, even exceeded these soap operas. 过去的两个月,我经历了一场终身难忘的情感纠葛,甚至胜过了那些肥皂剧。
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