MWIB :: Volume #22

#2182: Cannot think

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This matter indeed has a great influence on Bernard , so many years passed by, remember this matter each time, he is still felt that hates bitterly. 这件事的确是对伯纳德影响很大,以至于,这么多年过去了,每次想起这件事,他都依然是感觉到痛心疾首。 „This matter is my mistake.” Bernard continues saying that on the face full is the painful look: „I initiative application repeatedly went to battle initially, we will not carry out that task, my these brothers, will not die there, because of my reason.” “这件事都是我的错。”伯纳德继续说道,脸上满是痛苦的神色:“要不是我当初一再的主动申请出战,我们也不会去执行那个任务,我的那些兄弟们,也就不会死在那里,都是因为我的缘故。” „Class leader, this matter does not blame you.” Arvin said: „I think, even you do not go to the initiative application the words, your allies, are still want certainly to enter the war at heart . Moreover, as a soldier, can die in the battlefield . Moreover, sacrificed in this duty, that all are worth, because of their sacrifices, had these more than ten years of peace, they are the heroes.” “班长,这件事不怪你。”阿尔文说道:“我想,就算是你不去主动申请的话,你的那些战友们,心里也一定是想要参战的,而且,身为一个军人,能够死在战场上,而且,还是在这种任务中牺牲,那一切都是值得,也正是因为他们的牺牲,才有了这十多年的和平,他们都是英雄。” After the flame wind country since that time draws back troops, then has not launched the war again, more than ten years, between both countries, although has had the friction, even is the fight of small scale, but, the truly large-scale war, has not actually happened. 炎风国自从那次退兵之后,便没有再发动战争,这十多年来,两国之间虽然一直都有摩擦,甚至是小规模的战斗,但是,真正大规模的战争,却是从来都没有发生过。 Therefore, Arvin said, these more than ten years of peace, are these people trades with the life, not wrong. 所以,阿尔文说,这十多年的和平,是那些人用生命换来的,也是没有错的。 Moreover, these people may be the special soldiers, is powerful, the natural frame of mind is also high, Bernard can, because cannot enter the war, but is at heart uncomfortable, others definitely are also the similar ideas, that all armies participated in the fight, but they actually look in one side as if nothing has happened, obviously is no one can accept, therefore, even if Bernard does not go to request a combat assignment on own initiative, his these person, by Bernard, they will be is not willing in this important time , when a viewer. 而且,那些人可都是特种战士,实力强大,自然心气也高,伯纳德都能够因为没有能够参战,而心里不舒服,其他人肯定也都是差不多的想法,那种所有军队都参加了战斗,而他们却是在一旁像没事人一样的看着,显然不是什么人都能够接受的,所以,哪怕是伯纳德不去主动请战,他手下的那些人,也会让伯纳德去的,他们是不会愿意在这种重要的时刻,去当一个看客的。 „But, their deaths, are I have very big relations after all.” Bernard said, this is also he for these years worry continuously, although they completed the task, but, is actually sees with one's own eyes usually, lives together, the ally who trains together dies in oneself at present, Bernard cannot bear for a while indirectly, regretted that carries out that task: „However after that duty comes back, my then oneself applied to withdraw from the special operations forces team on own initiative, suddenly was dejected, wants to retire to go home, but, above has not permitted, I was the cook, every day and these daily necessities had to do, pour also with ease.” “可是,他们的死,毕竟是和我有很大的关系的。”伯纳德说道,这也是他这么多年来一直的心病,虽然他们完成了任务,但是,却是亲眼看到平日里,一起生活,一起训练的战友死在自己的眼前,伯纳德一时间接受不了,后悔去执行那个任务:“而那次任务回来之后,我便自己主动申请退出了特战队,一时间心灰意冷,想要退役回家,不过,上面没有允许,我这才当了炊事员,每天和这些的柴米油盐打交道,倒也轻松。” Relaxedness that although Bernard said that but, Arvin can actually look, so many years passed by, Bernard has not given to put down this matter, is seemingly relaxed, has many psychological burdens. 伯纳德虽然说的轻松,但是,阿尔文却是能够看出来,这么多年过去了,伯纳德并没有将这件事给放下,看似轻松,却是有不少的心理负担。 Moreover, in the past Bernard was also a hero character, this turned into a cook suddenly, Bernard when the guilt, at heart definitely was also unwilling, but, associated to his these deceased allies, he continuously willing was a cook. 而且,当年伯纳德也是一个英雄人物,就这样突然的变成了一个炊事兵,伯纳德在愧疚之余,心里肯定也是不甘心的,只是,联想到他的那些已故战友,他才一直甘心的当一个炊事兵的。 „Class leader, when you this cook did work beneath one's ability.” Arvin said: „I felt, your allies, definitely does not want to see that you are so dispirited . Moreover, your skill, does not use, too wasted, even if comes out to be a military officer, teaches the following person, is good.” “班长,你当这个炊事兵真是屈才了。”阿尔文说道:“我觉得,你的那些战友,也肯定是不想看到你这么颓废下去,而且,你这一身的本事,不使用出来,太浪费了,哪怕是出来当一个军官,教教下面的人,也不错啊。” Arvin this flatters actually not, he these days, has followed Bernard to study, therefore, he knows Bernard's skill, therefore, to the Bernard present circumstances, will feel a pity, a skill, wasted like this, is was really a pity. 阿尔文这倒不是拍马屁,他这段时间,一直是跟着伯纳德学习的,所以,他知道伯纳德的本事,也因此,才会对伯纳德现在的境遇,感觉到可惜,一身的本事,就这样的浪费了,实属可惜。 „I am very satisfied to the oneself present life.” Bernard said. “我对自己现在的生活很满足。”伯纳德说道。 Bernard has not deceived Arvin, time from the beginning, making soldier king to come in his soldier king be the cook, his at heart indeed is unwilling, even if this cook is his oneself must work as, his also has many being unwilling at heart. 伯纳德并没有欺骗阿尔文,一开始的时候,让他这个兵王中的兵王来当炊事兵,他的心里的确是不甘心的,哪怕是这个炊事兵是他自己要当的,他的心里也有着诸多的不甘的。 However, so many years passed by, he has also adapted lived like this, liking slowly such life, thinks that the appropriate cook is good, must say that really has what unwilling words, this is unwilling, after seeing Arvin then also vanished slowly. 但是,这么多年过去了,他也已经适应了这样的生活了,也慢慢的喜欢上了这样的生活,觉得当一个炊事兵还是不错的,要说真有什么不甘心的话,这个不甘心,在见到阿尔文之后便也慢慢的消失了。 Bernard naturally does not hope a skill that oneself studies was buried, after seeing Arvin, he then found the target, that is, studies a oneself institute, teaches to Arvin, in this case, his also had nothing to be unwilling at heart, as for what academic honor benefits of rank and salary, long ago, he has perhaps also thought that even has craved, but, now, actually already not these thoughts. 伯纳德自然也不希望自己所学的一身的本事就这么被埋没了,而当看到阿尔文之后,他便找到了目标,那就是,将自己一身所学,都教授给阿尔文,这样的话,他的心里也就没有什么不甘了,至于什么功名利禄,早些年,他或许也想过,甚至是热衷过,但是,现在,却是已经没有那些心思了。 Arvin also wants to urge, but, Bernard actually obviously already calm idea . Moreover, after he had the idea, is no one can change casually, Arvin can also think, that commander-in-chief of this camp, these years, definitely also urged Bernard a lot, but, actually was still nothing effect, words that he urges now, will not play anything to affect. 阿尔文还想要劝,但是,伯纳德却显然是已经大定了主意了,而且,他有了主意之后,也不是什么人都能够随便改变的,阿尔文也能够想到,这个营地的那个最高指挥官,这些年,肯定也没少劝伯纳德,但是,却依然是没有什么效果,他现在劝的话,也不会起到什么作用的。 „This matter, do not say again, I have decided.” Bernard beckons with the hand saying that immediately, on his face showed the look of thinking, said: „You said actually before, flame wind country twice actions, whether really has the relations with me?” “这个事情,你就不要再说了,我已经决定了。”伯纳德摆手说道,随即,他的脸上露出了思索的神色,说道:“倒是你之前说的,炎风国这两次的行动,是否真的和我有关系？” This is Bernard is also willing to say the oneself passing reason with Arvin, because, he does not think clearly, does not know that the people in these flame wind countries' come to here, actually for anything, when Arvin said that this matter possible and he has the relations time, Bernard also some guess in this aspect, therefore, will say oneself passing on own initiative. 这也是伯纳德愿意和阿尔文说出自己过往的原因,因为,他也想不清楚,不知道那些炎风国的人来这里,究竟是为了什么,而当阿尔文说,这件事可能和他有关系的时候,伯纳德也有了这方面的猜测,所以,才会主动说出自己的过往。 However, Arvin actually knows, oneself just also blindly guessed, is mainly he does not know the Bernard concrete status, therefore, some such saying . Moreover, he also wants while this opportunity, understands Bernard, will involve toward Bernard on this matter on own initiative. 不过,阿尔文却是知道,自己刚刚也只是瞎猜的,主要是他不知道伯纳德具体的身份,所以,才会有那么一说,而且,他也想要趁着这个机会,多了解一下伯纳德,才会主动将这件事往伯纳德身上牵扯的。 However, what Arvin and Bernard do not know, these people of flame wind country's do not come to Bernard, but comes to Arvin, exactly said, in that „stone” to Arvin hand comes, is only, this situation, two people do not know now, because they have not been able to capture alive the person in flame wind country's, therefore, they do not know these people here goal. 然而,阿尔文和伯纳德都不知道的是,炎风国的那些人不是冲着伯纳德来的,而是冲着阿尔文来的,确切的说,是冲着阿尔文手里的那颗“石头”来的,只是,这个情况,现在两人都不知道,因为他们还没有能够活捉炎风国的人,所以,他们并不知道那些人来这里的目的。 Therefore, now heard Bernard saying that Arvin somewhat embarrassed saying: „This, I not am quite clear, does not know that you have the relations with the class leader.” 所以,现在听到伯纳德这么说,阿尔文有些不好意思的说道:“这个,我也不太清楚,不知道到底和班长你有没有关系。” In fact, Bernard had not counted on that can get any definite answer from Arvin's mouth, because, this matter to the present, his oneself also blurry, how Arvin possibly knows. 实际上,伯纳德也没有指望能够从阿尔文的嘴里得到什么确切的答案,因为,这件事到现在,他自己都还迷糊呢,阿尔文又怎么可能知道。 Arvin feared that Bernard said that he wraps his words intentionally, said: „Class leader, although we do not have the evidence to determine that they come to you, but, we have to guard, your past belt/bring person killed their frontline commander-in-chief, perhaps they are send people to kill you, reported the past enmity.” 阿尔文怕伯纳德说他故意套他话,紧接着说道:“班长,虽然我们没有证据确定他们是冲着你来的,但是,我们还是不得不防啊,你当年带人杀了他们的前线最高指挥官,他们或许是派人想要杀你,报了当年的仇。” „Un, has this possibility.” Bernard nods saying that he also had the guess in this aspect before, although, after experiencing the past matter, he had disregarded the life and death, but, he does not want because of oneself, but involves others, in the past, was because his oneself was extremely militant, requested a combat assignment on own initiative, this harmed the oneself teammate, he has taken to heart, so many years passed by, cannot see through, how are also possibly willing to see, because of the oneself reason, but involving again to others? “嗯,也不是没有这个可能。”伯纳德点点头说道,他之前也是有这方面的猜测的,虽然,经历了当年的事情之后,他已经将生死置之度外了,但是,他并不想因为自己,而牵连到其他人,当年,就是因为他自己太过好战,主动请战,这才害了自己的队友的,他对此一直耿耿于怀,这么多年过去了,都没有能够看开,又怎么可能愿意看到,因为自己的缘故,而再次的牵扯到别人呢？ But tonight, oneself acts promptly, Arvin also has the method of maintaining life, perhaps, Arvin has possibly died now, in that case, Bernard estimated that must die guilty. 而今天晚上,要不是自己及时出手,要不是阿尔文还有保命的手段,恐怕,阿尔文现在可能已经死了,那样的话,伯纳德估计要内疚死。 But now, the people in these flame wind countries' ran away several, is difficult to guarantee them not to come again, if they are really kill oneself, then, they should so not be easy to give up, in a short time, they had launched twice attacks, had explained this point, but next time they will come, if harmed others, Bernard should still feel guilty. 而现在,那些炎风国的人逃走了几个,难保他们不会再来,要是他们真的是来杀自己的话,那么,他们应该是不会这么容易放弃的,这么短时间内,他们已经发动了两次袭击,就已经说明了这一点,而下次他们来,要是伤害到了其他人的话,那伯纳德依然是会感觉到内疚的。 „But, so many years passed by, words that they want to retaliate, how can also wait is so long?” Bernard saying of some doubts. “可是,这么多年过去了,他们想要报复的话,又怎么会等那么久？”伯纳德又有些疑惑的说道。 Although said, in the past their action kept secret, but, believes that by the flame wind country high-level ability, wants to investigate oneself and the others, is not a too difficult matter, the words that therefore, they must retaliate, can definitely send people to assassinate oneself in the past years, oneself in bright, opposite party in dark, oneself decides the possibility of however not having escaped by luck. 虽然说,当年他们的行动都是保密的,但是,相信以炎风国高层的能力,想要调查到自己等人,并不是一件太困难的事情,所以,他们要报复的话,完全可以在当年就派人来暗杀自己,自己在明,对方在暗,自己定然是没有幸免的可能的。 However, so many years passed by, the people in flame wind country's have not planned in view of the action of oneself, now has passed for more than ten years from the past matter, will the opposite party send people to assassinate oneself suddenly? This somewhat could not convince , did their these years lost recalled, recently think? 但是,这么多年过去了,炎风国的人都没有策划针对自己的行动,现在已经距离当年的事情过去了十多年了,对方怎么会突然又派人来暗杀自己呢？这有些说不通啊,难道说,他们这些年失忆了,最近才想起来？ How to think, is unlikely. 怎么想,也不太可能啊。 Regarding this, Arvin also somewhat cannot think through, in fact, if in the past years, the people in flame wind country's assassinated Bernard, Arvin can understand, after all, Bernard and the others killed their country senior figure . Moreover, but also affected a war, wanted to kill Bernard, was understandable. 对此,阿尔文也同样是有些想不通,实际上,要是在当年的,炎风国的人就来暗杀伯纳德的话,阿尔文都能够理解,毕竟,伯纳德等人杀了他们国家高层人物,而且,还影响了一场战争,想要杀死伯纳德,也是可以理解的。 In the past had not done, how now in suddenly to think that must do that this somewhat could not convince. 只是,当年没有那么做,现在在怎么突然又想起来要这么做了,这有些说不通啊。 Two people somewhat cannot feel the mind. 两人对此都有些摸不着头脑。 „Perhaps, before perhaps they are, does not know you here, investigates now.” Arvin really cannot think that other anything reason, then said. “也许,也许他们是之前不知道你在这里,现在才调查到吧。”阿尔文实在是想不到其他什么理由了,便如此说道。 However, said that also has the truth, Bernard was the cook, this is many people have not definitely thought that these leaderships in flame wind country's, definitely do not think particularly before, such a fierce person, will be the cook, therefore, cannot check Bernard to be at suddenly concretely, but now they possibly were investigate, will therefore send. 不过,这么说,也不是没有道理的,伯纳德当了炊事兵,这肯定是很多人都没有想到的,尤其是炎风国的那些高层们,之前肯定是不会想到,这么厉害的一个人,会去当炊事兵,所以,一时间没有能够查到伯纳德具体所在,而现在他们可能是调查到了,所以才会派人来。 „Perhaps.” Bernard thinks, said that regarding this, he is not very definite. “也许吧。”伯纳德想了想,说道,对此,他也不是很确定。
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