With that day that the universe is born, It also appeared. 伴随着宇宙诞生的那一天,祂也出现了。 The essence of universe is the chaos disorder. 宇宙的本质是混沌无序的。 It is floating in the universe of this disorder. 祂就在这无序的宇宙中漂浮着。 This universe besides It, other anything does not have. 这个宇宙除了祂之外,其余什么也没有。 Ice-cold, alone. 冰冷,孤寂。 But It does not know these, because of Its similar chaos disorder. 但祂不知道这些,因为祂同样的混沌无序。 It such ignorant float. 祂就这么浑浑噩噩的漂浮着。 How long has not known. 不知过了多久。 Perhaps is 100 million years? 也许是一亿年？ Perhaps is 1 billion years? 也许是十亿年？ Perhaps is 10 billion years? 也许是一百亿年？ On that day, It heard a sound in the chaos suddenly. 那一天,祂在混沌中忽然听到一个声音。 When is the baby is born the crying aloud sound. 是婴儿降生时的啼哭声。 What sound is this? 这是什么声音？ What „is sound”? “声音”又是什么？ It does not know. 祂不知道。 But from that moment on, It as if „awoke”. 但从那一刻起,祂仿佛“醒了”。 Henceforth, in this alone universe besides It, presented a picture. 从此,这个孤寂的宇宙中除了祂之外,又出现了一幅画面。 In the picture is a small wrinkle little thing. 画面上是一个小小的皱皱的小东西。 Why he differently with himself? 他为什么跟自己长得不一样？ What is he? 他是什么？ He where? 他在哪里？ It starts to ponder gradually. 祂渐渐开始思考。 It wants to know. 祂想知道。 But...... why is this little thing motionless? 可是......为什么这小东西不动呢？ It „looks at” this little thing motionlessly. 祂一动不动地“看”着这小东西。 How long does not know and to pass, the little thing seemed like. 不知又过去多久,小东西似乎动了一下。 Originally he can move. 原来他是会动的啊。 It continues to observe. 祂继续观察。 Has not known how long, he moved. 不知过了多久,他又动了一下。 It continues to wait for patiently next time his moves. 祂继续耐心等待他下一次动弹。 Also crossed very for a long time very for a long time very for a long time very for a long time very for a long time...... 又过了很久很久很久很久很久...... It discovered that he increased. 祂发现他变大了。 It starts to understand that he was anything. 祂开始理解他到底是什么了。 He is „person”, is one type „lifeform”. 他是“人”,是一种“生物”。 His there continues his „person”, they that named „family”, many many families are called „society” together. 他那里不止他一个“人”,他们把那个叫做“家庭”,很多很多个家庭在一起叫做“社会”。 „Person” „is living” in „family”, „existence” in „society”. “人”在“家庭”中“活着”、在“社会”中“存在”着。 It knows what is „time”. 祂知道了什么叫“时间”。 Therefore It discovered the place that oneself are at also has „time”. 于是祂发现自己所在的地方也有“时间”。 However the two sides time are different. 但是两边的时间是不同的。 He „three years old”, oneself actually had passed innumerable „three years old”. 他“三岁”了,自己这边却已经过去了无数个“三岁”。 He starts meeting „speech”, therefore It also „learned” „speech”. 他开始会“说话”,于是祂也“学会”了“说话”。 It also knew him „name”. 祂也知道了他的“名字”。 „Name” is to one „person” name. “名字”是对一个“人”的称呼。 His „name”, was Wang Quan. 他的“名字”,叫王泉。 It continues to observe. 祂继续观察。 Slowly, he „growing up”, on „study”, learned „knowledge” many. 慢慢的,他“长大”了,上了“学”,学到了很多“知识”。 Therefore It also learned these knowledge. 于是祂也学到了这些知识。 Therefore the place that It is at also becomes „universe”. 于是祂所在的地方也成为了“宇宙”。 „Universe” has innumerable „celestial body”. “宇宙”中有无数“星体”。 Therefore in the universe that It is at were also many many celestial body. 于是祂所在的宇宙中也多了很多星体。 As Wang Quan grows up slowly, Its universe also slowly becomes no longer alone. 随着王泉慢慢长大,祂的宇宙也慢慢变得不再孤寂。 Innumerable lifeform from different „celestial body” on is born. 无数生物从不同的“星体”上诞生。 They called It for the —— god. 它们都称呼祂为——神。 They established „sect”, to establish „country”, to make „altar”, gave It much „sacrificial offering” „sacrificial offering”. 它们建立了“教派”、成立了“国家”、制造了“祭坛”,给祂“祭祀”了不少“祭品”。 But It does not care completely. 但祂完全不在意。 The empathize cares about „paramaecium” idea? 神会在意“草履虫”的想法吗？ It did not respond, did not move. 祂不回应,不动弹。 It only wants to know that what his future is. 祂只想知道他的未来是什么样。 The time one passes year after year, had passed for 2 billion years, Its universe is very prosperous. 时间一年年流逝,已经过去了二十亿年,祂的宇宙已经很繁荣了。 He also went to the junior middle school, started the puppy love, is lovelorn, had the worry of youngster gradually. 他也上了初中,开始了早恋,失恋,渐渐有了少年的烦恼。 It follows him to realize „happily” and „losing” together and „sad” and „anger” and „joyful”...... 祂跟随着他一起体会“开心”、“失落”、“伤心”、“愤怒”、“快乐”...... Also passed for 500 million years. 又过去了五亿年。 Graduates in his high school, the parents died accidentally/surprisingly, looks that he cries alone, It wants to help him suddenly. 在他高中毕业,父母意外身亡的时候,看着他独自落泪,祂忽然想帮帮他。 Perhaps...... had can understand that accompanied his „person”, he not again „sad”? 也许......有了能理解陪伴他的“人”,他就不会再“伤心”了吧？ Therefore It „going all over” the entire universe, passed by all civilizations quietly. 于是祂“走遍”了整个宇宙,悄无声息的路过了所有文明。 But they are long not like „person”. 但它们长得都不像“人”。 Therefore It starts to create „person”. 于是祂开始创造“人”。 They are very good, but is not he, does not have the qualifications to accompany side him. 他们很好,但都不是他,也没资格陪在他身边。 Therefore It creating „person” loses in one side , to continue to observe him. 于是祂把创造出来的“人”丢在一边,继续观察他。 How long does not know. 又不知过去多久。 His university graduated. 他大学毕业了。 The miss who the university discussed also chose stayed in the big city, he goes home alone. 大学谈的姑娘也选择了留在大城市,他独自回了家。 Looks he does intentionally free and easy waves to say goodbye actually hides at home the appearance of forced smile smoking. 看着他故作洒脱的挥手道别却独自一人躲在家里苦笑吸烟的样子。 Why does not know, It multiplied named „envy” mood. 不知为何,祂滋生了一种名为“嫉妒”的情绪。 This is not „god” should have the mood that. 这本不是“神”该有的情绪。 But It had. 但祂就是有了。 Why I regard, if his others of treasure do abandon it like worn out shoes? 为什么我视若珍宝的他别人弃之如敝履？ If must have one „person” to accompany side him, why that „person” can't be It? 如果要有一个“人”陪伴在他身边,那个“人”为什么不能是祂？ Therefore It became her. 于是祂成了她。 She knows that his entirety, what miss he likes, likes eating what vegetable/dish, she all knows. 她知道他的全部,他喜欢什么样的姑娘,喜欢吃什么菜,她全都知道。 Therefore her appearance is the appearance that he likes strengthens the version perfectly. 于是她的样子就是他喜欢的样子的完美加强版。 She gives back to oneself giving a name, when is that university accompanies side him, afterward left his young woman's name. 她还给自己起了个名字,就是那个大学时陪在他身边,后来又离开他的姑娘的名字。 An Wanying. 安婉莹。 She wants to see him, wants him, wants to comfort him, wants to hug him, wants to give him to make the meal that he likes eating, wish makes him do not show the sad expression again. 她想要见到他,想要得到他,想要安慰他,想要抱着他,想要给他做他喜欢吃的菜,想要让他不要再露出难过的表情。 But she does not have the opportunity. 但她没有机会。 She can only visit him. 她只能看着他。 Finally, passed for 2 billion years. 终于,又过去了二十亿年。 He is 27 years old. 他二十七岁了。 Because she he seeks employment successfully and together happy. 她会因为他求职成功而一起开心。 Because she he works not smooth, but is together sad. 她会因为他工作不顺而一起难过。 She will accompany him to be together sad, accompanying him was together happy. 她会陪他一起伤心,陪他一起高兴。 But she will not accompany him to burst into tears, because she cannot shed tears. 但她不会陪他流泪,因为她流不出眼泪。 Perhaps in tens of billions years, he can „death”. 也许再过上百亿年,他就会“去世”吧。 When the time comes what does she have? 到时候她还有什么呢？ „Waking up” from her since that moment, he continuously „companion” she. 从她“醒来”的那一刻起,他就一直“陪伴”着她。 Finally, that year, she obtained „hope”. 终于,那一年,她得到了“希望”。 He downloaded blind date APP. 他下载了相亲APP. She felt that on that APP has breath all at once, that aura can open a loophole. 她感觉到那APP上有一股气息,那股气息能打开一个漏洞。 But that loophole is too small, to her can only feel his aura through the loophole. 但那漏洞太小,小到她只能通过漏洞感受到他的气息。 Therefore she tried to find a solution. 于是她想了个办法。 She is a god. 她是神。 The gods created the life, the present is they return the god the time. 神创造了生命,现在是它们回报神的时候了。 She wrote off the entire universe 1/3 lives, expanded the loophole with their souls. 她抹杀了整个宇宙三分之一的生命,用它们的灵魂扩大了漏洞。 Then she left behind oneself news on blind date APP. 然后她在相亲APP上留下了自己的讯息。 Then she chose a star, with the Earth similar star that he is. 然后她选择了一颗星球,一颗跟他所在的地球相似的星球。 She destroyed the civilization of that star, on all life flesh the entire star tears into shreds with the soul, later doped the little own bonedust, creates another. 她毁灭了那颗星球的文明,把整颗星球上所有的生命血肉跟灵魂撕碎,之后掺杂了一点点自己的骨粉,创造出另一个自己。 Another will take the center, changes to the battery the life and energy of entire universe. 另一个自己会作为中枢,把全宇宙的生命以及能量化作电池。 She used this battery to create a city on that star. 她用这电池在那颗星球上创造了一座城市。 The most perfect city, true „Utopia”. 一座最完美的城市,真正的“乌托邦”。 She must wait for his arrival. 她要等待着他的到来。 Finally, 200,000 years later, that night, he selected APP, chose the blind date match. 终于,二十万年后,那天晚上,他点开了APP,选择了相亲匹配。 She extracted in the battery half of energies to bring from another universe him. 她抽取了电池中一半的能量把他从另一个宇宙带了过来。 But the information differences between different universes are too big. 但不同宇宙之间的信息差别太大。 Draws him, is equivalent to draw an entire universe. 把他拉过来,就相当于拉来一整个宇宙。 If insisted that draws him, then the energy of entire universe will be exhausted. 如果坚持把他拉过来,那么整个宇宙的能量都会被耗尽。 Her universe will die out, she also meets „dying”. 她的宇宙会寂灭,她也会“死”。 At this time, she suddenly discovered several interesting lifeform. 这时候,她忽然发现了几个有趣的生物。 They are „person”, but is not „person”. 他们是“人”,但又不是“人”。 After they are the person die the soul, in light of product that the flesh composes. 他们是人死后的灵魂,结合血肉组成的产物。 From their exchanges, she knew that they are called „Hellwalker”, by raising line puppet of „Hell” control operation. 从他们的交流中,她得知他们叫做“地狱行者”,是受“地狱”支配操纵的提线木偶。 They can use „Hell” strength free shuttle one after another „the world”. 他们可以利用“地狱”的力量自由穿梭一个个“世界”。 However the energy of consumption is few. 但是消耗的能量却很少。 She held this group of people, manufactured „battery” them. 她抓住了这批人,把他们制作成了“电池”。 Really, the effect is very good. 果然,效果很好。 Had newly these „battery”, she can draw him. 有了这些新的“电池”,她就可以把他拉过来了。 Although the universe will die out, she will die, but she does not care. 虽然宇宙还是会寂灭,她还是会死,但她不在乎。 But these „battery” can only insist that his arrival, actually cannot insist his departure. 可那些“电池”只能坚持到他的到来,却坚持不到他的离开。 But her luck is very good. 但她的运气很好。 Also five new „battery” came. 又有五颗新的“电池”来了。 The person of lead is called Feng Lang. 领头的人叫做冯朗。 She drew him. 她把他拉了过来。 That moment of him coming, established „Utopia” has then broken up thoroughly. 从他来的那一刻起,原本建立的“乌托邦”便已经彻底崩解。 The entire universe, is dying out in the collapse. 整个宇宙在塌缩、在寂灭。 His here every seconds, is accelerating to announce her death every minute. 他在这里的每一分每一秒,都在加速宣告她的死亡。 „Battery” „electric quantity”, deducts beyond the energy that delivers him to go back, only suffices him to treat for five days. “电池”的“电量”,扣掉送他回去的能量之外,只够他待五天。 Because five days later, she will die out thoroughly. 因为五天后,她就会彻底寂灭。 If in five days he does not leave, then he will also die here. 如果五天内他不离开,那么他也会死在这里。 She does not care about oneself dying out, but she does not think that he dies. 她不在乎自己的寂灭,但她不想他死。 Therefore she used another self-absorption in the universe the remaining energies, these five new „battery” constructed an illusory city for him. 于是她用另一个自己吸收了宇宙中剩下的能量,还有这五块新“电池”为他建了一座虚幻的城市。 Magic City. 魔都。 She must leave behind the best recollection to him, is she biggest wish —— wants to see him. 她要给他留下最好的回忆,也是她自己最大的心愿——想见他。 Finally, he arrived. 终于,他降临了。 That night, she with the nervousness, saw him. 那天晚上,她怀着紧张的心情,见到了他。 He really imagines with her is the same. 他果然跟她想象中的一样。 But she really deceived him. 但她果然还是骗了他。 Said that anything will not harm him absolutely, she is really selfish. 说什么绝对不会伤害他,她果然还是自私的。 She erased in his mind the memory about that An Wanying. 她删掉了他脑海中关于那个安婉莹的记忆。 His at heart, can only have An Wanying. 他的心里,只能有一个安婉莹。 That evening, visits him to arrive at itself in front, she made a deep breath, as if saw that the most familiar stranger is the same, said to him over a million times had practiced first few words in the heart: 那一晚,看着他走到自己面前,她做了个深呼吸,仿佛见到最熟悉的陌生人一样,对他说出了早已在心中练习过上百万次的第一句话: „An Wanying, you can call me Miss An” “安婉莹,你可以叫我安小姐” But his response also as she expected. 而他的反应也不出她所料。 „Eh...... Wang Quan, you can call me...... Mr. Wang.” “额......王泉,你可以叫我......王先生。”