„Sorry, cannot block her.” The shopkeeper follows in the woman back, said embarrassed. “抱歉,拦不住她。”店长跟在女人的后边,不好意思地说道。 „All right, I knew.” Li Banzhuang nods. “没事,我认识。”李半妆点了点头。 The shopkeeper looked at this woman again, hesitates to go down the building. 店长再次看了一眼这个女人,犹豫着走下楼去。 This time Roding Gland few guests, are not after all many in the person who the dinner time tasted the snack dessert, when the server opened the gate politely, the attention of shopkeeper was captured by this woman. 这个时候的罗丁葛兰没有几个客人,毕竟在晚餐时间来品尝小食甜点的人并不多,当服务生礼貌地拉开门时,店长的目光就被这个女人吸引住了。 She wears the white small clothes, simply with the red thread the collar is in the armpit, the red essence embroiders the design the sleeve cuff is on her the only dazzling place, the white pearl bracelet will serve as contrast a pair of hand to make the milk shake the color seem insufficiently clear. 她穿着白色的小衣,简单地用红绳将衣领系在腋下,红色精绣花图案的袖口是她身上唯一耀眼的地方,白色的珍珠手链衬托着一双手让奶昔的颜色都会显得不够圆润。 On the clothes has the lotus that the plain color outlined, when the grey linen big trouser legs coverings when she stepped the step just like the elegant skirt swayed, several young responsibility braved the design growth of sharp corner/horn when the heel, under was pair of black tall with hard bottom cloth shoes, lets she is stepping on the cork flooring exude the sincere sound of footsteps. 衣服上有素色勾勒的荷花,灰麻布大裤腿在她迈动步子时犹如飘逸的裙摆,几朵稚荷冒着尖角的图案生长在脚跟边上,下边就是一双黑色的高跟硬底布鞋,让她踩着软木地板时都会发出笃笃的脚步声。 The women do not make the person's first eyes care about her appearance easily, because her hair is somewhat chaotic, hangs loose at will one side of the cheeks, the surplus thick long hair with the wooden hairpin plate after the brain, reveals like the jade nape of the neck. 女人并不容易让人第一眼在意她的容貌,因为她的头发有些乱,随意地披散在脸颊一侧,剩余的浓密长发用木簪子盘在脑后,露出如玉般的脖颈。 She like one should in the riverside thick liquid the countrywoman of clothing, a mistress who cuts the meat stuffing to make dumplings, is most suitable her is blue brick white Wa, the old dwelling in plum canebreak clump of courtyards. 她就像一个应该在河边浆着衣衫的村妇,一个切着肉馅包着饺子的女主人,最适合她的是青砖白瓦,梅竹丛丛天井的老宅。 The Roding Gland's western-style character and style and she is incompatible. 罗丁葛兰的西式风情和她格格不入。 In the Li Banzhuang memory sees her for the last time is this appearance, that is three years ago is four years ago? It is not far, at least already for a long time to Li Banzhuang to she not too clear impression. 李半妆记忆中最后一次见到她就是这个样子,那是三年前还是四年前？或者没有那么远,至少已经长久到李半妆对她并没有太清晰的印象了。 „Li Zi, happy birthday.” The women sat in a moment ago the Elder Brother position. “李子,生日快乐。”女人坐在了刚才哥哥的位置上。 Li Banzhuang lowers the head , to continue to eat the cake. 李半妆低下头去,继续吃着蛋糕。 „Li Zi......” woman as if knows that said anything's good with Li Banzhuang. “李子……”女人似乎并知道和李半妆说些什么的好。 „Li Zi......” Li Banzhuang raised the head, the look is tranquiler, „is the name that Elder Brother can call.” “李子……”李半妆抬起头来,眼神已经平静许多,“是哥哥才能喊的名字。” „I am your mother.” The women are not angry. “我是你妈。”女人并不生气。 „Had not said that you are not.” “没说你不是。” „Knows that you in childhood biggest desire, is hopes that mother accompanies you to celebrate a birthday, therefore mother comes back to accompany you today especially.” The women show tender and look of love. “知道你小时候最大的愿望,就是希望妈陪你过一个生日,所以妈今天特地回来陪你。”女人露出怜惜和宠爱的神色来。 Li Banzhuang stares at her to look, she cannot see the least bit to be guilty from the eyes of this woman, cannot help but sneers: „Accompanies me? How long, comes back today, tomorrow walks? From infancy to maturity, does your time at home add to have over one year?” 李半妆盯着她看,她从这个女人的眼睛里看不到半点愧疚,不由得冷笑起来:“陪我？多久,今天回来,明天走？从小到大,你在家里的时间加起来有超过一年吗？” „This time a half hour, met me to walk.” The women smile some reluctantly and awkward. “这次只有半个小时,一会我就要走了。”女人笑得有些勉强和尴尬。 „Doesn't matter, be used.” Li Banzhuang does not care. “没有关系,习惯了。”李半妆不在意。 The mother and daughter sit together, is actually relatively speechless, Li Banzhuang has not wanted with the meaning that she spoke. 母女坐在一起,却是相对无言,李半妆并没有想要和她多说话的意思。 „Has the boy of liking in the school?” The women do not have the words to look for the words. “在学校里有没有喜欢的男孩子？”女人没话找话。 „No.” “没有。” „Today has the boy to vindicate to you? Has the person to make to let you specially affected matter?” The women also asked. “今天有没有男孩子向你表白？有没有人做出让你特别感动的事情？”女人又问道。 Li Banzhuang looked at her one eyes strangely: „Although with you are not very ripe, but doesn't this seem like the question that you can ask?” 李半妆奇怪地看了她一眼:“虽然和你不是很熟,可是这似乎不是你会问的问题吧？” „What and amn't I very ripe? I am your mother.” The women cough, „, if has these concerns, I am also not at side you, many and your Elder Brother said, you after all is a girl, cannot distinguish the honeyed words of boy, making your Elder Brother check.” “什么和我不是很熟？我是你妈。”女人咳嗽一声,“如果有这些心事,我又不在你身边,多和你哥哥说说,你毕竟是女孩子,分辨不出男孩子的花言巧语,让你哥哥把关。” Li Banzhuang silent a meeting, has not cared about these words of woman, „I and Elder Brother, are really your one's own? I had not heard has you to become mother like this.” 李半妆沉默了一会,并没有在意女人的这些话,“我和哥哥,真的是你亲生的吗？我从来没有听说过有你这样当妈的。” „Naturally was, you were the one's own brother and sister, was I lives.” The women said very much earnestly. “当然是了,你们是亲生兄妹,都是我生的。”女人很认真地说道。 „Really pitifully.” The eye pupil of Li Banzhuang is dim, „I have hoped I and Elder Brother are you adopt, is not your biological children.” “真是可惜。”李半妆的眼眸黯淡,“我一直希望我和哥哥都是你领养的,不是你的亲生儿女。” „Aren't you willing to become my daughter?” The women are excited. “你就这么不愿意当我的女儿？”女人激动起来。 „Like me and Elder Brother is not the center of gravity that you live. You are not the key point that I care about.” Li Banzhuang is calm, „ I mean, is your daughter I do not care, what I care is the relations of oneself and Elder Brother. “就像我和哥哥不是你生活的重心一样。你也不是我在意的重点。”李半妆的语气平静,“我的意思是,是不是你的女儿我都不在乎,我在乎的是自己和哥哥的关系。 What ” „are you indulging in flights of fancy? Elder Brother is Elder Brother, the younger sister is a younger sister, what relations do you also want?” The women somewhat seem tense. ”“你在胡思乱想什么？哥哥就是哥哥,妹妹就是妹妹,你还想有什么关系？”女人似乎有些紧张。 „Has not related with you.” Although the opposite party has mother's status, but Li Banzhuang will not tell her the own concern. “和你没有关系。”虽然对方有母亲的身份,但是李半妆并不会把自己的心事告诉她。 „It seems like this time I came back mistakenly, I think that you always had such desire, hopes that I accompanied you to celebrate this birthday.” What the tone of woman are more is annoying, rather than sad. “看来这次我回来错了,我以为你一直以来都有这样的愿望,希望我陪你过这个生日。”女人的语气更多的是懊恼,而不是伤心。 „That was in childhood, always thought that mother regarding the children was the extremely important person. Afterward I discovered, mother was important, because not only she lives my person, should nurtures my person, the most important thing is the kinship of blood is thicker than water, can constitute mother and daughter to relate completely.” Li Banzhuang facing this woman, cannot constrain in the innermost feelings the most serious these mood, „now, I do not remember that such desire, regarding present me, Elder Brother is I most important person, Elder Brother is my world, as for others, I do not remember, did not care.” “那是小时候,总觉得母亲对于儿女来说是极其重要的人。后来我才发现,母亲之所以重要,不只是因为她是生我的人,更应该是育我的人,最重要的是血浓于水的亲情,才能完整地构成母女关系。”李半妆面对这个女人,压抑不住内心中最沉重的那些情绪,“现在,我早已经不记得那样的愿望了,对于现在的我来说,哥哥才是我最重要的人,哥哥就是我的世界,至于其他人,我不记得,不在意。” „How do you feel your Elder Brother to you?” The women seem like truly are not a qualified mother, even if the daughter said this to come, her too many mood, had not instead cared that other issue came. “那你觉得你哥哥对你怎么样？”女人看上去确实不是个合格的母亲,即使女儿说出这样的话来,她也并没有太多情绪,反而关心起别的问题来了。 Li Banzhuang cheeks slightly red, the young girl pure eyes pupil and full moving charming because of the happiness. 李半妆脸颊微红,少女纯真的眼眸子因为幸福而盈出一份动人的妩媚。 „I hope the desire that this year the Elder Brother help realizes, in this year, Li Zi can be the person who Elder Brother most loves. He asked that my desire is anything, otherwise he does not know how to help me realize...... may I not tell him, because he does not know, he still has been doing this, regards the person who Li Zi he most loves.” Li Banzhuang does not care to tell mother, because she will not raise such matter with Elder Brother probably, she walked quickly. “我今年希望哥哥帮忙实现的愿望,就是在这一年里,李子会是哥哥最爱的人。他问我愿望是什么,不然他不知道怎么帮我实现……可我没有告诉他,因为即使他不知道,他也一直在这样做,把李子当成他最爱的人。”李半妆不在意告诉母亲,因为她大概根本不会和哥哥提这样的事情吧,她很快就走了。 „This is the fact, you are the person who he most loves. The love, likes with the responsibility, you are the person who he most loves, does not have one, because he only bears the own responsibility for your happiness now.” The women said, as if thought oneself is somewhat rude, looked at the own face by the shiny tableware. “这是事实,你是他最爱的人。爱吧,是喜欢和责任,你是他最爱的人,没有之一,因为他现在只为你的幸福扛起自己的责任。”女人说完,似乎觉得自己有些失态,透过锃亮的餐具看了看自己的脸。 „How do you know? Have you and elder brother met?” Li Banzhuang thought that this was most makes her who this mother said for a lifetime feel the happy words probably. “你怎么知道？你和哥见过面了？”李半妆觉得这大概是这个母亲一辈子说的最让她感觉到幸福的话了。 „No.” The women shake the head hastily, „right, others?” “没有。”女人连忙摇头,“对了,他人呢？” „Went to the washroom, don't you want to see him?” “去洗手间了吧,你不想见他？” The women shake the head, „he does not need.” 女人摇头,“他不需要。” „He truly does not need, you have not taken care of him, in the future will not need. I will receive your responsibility, after Elder Brother, is looked after by me. He does not want to see you, you walk a bit faster, I do not want to see him because of you, but sad.” Li Banzhuang continues to lower the head to eat the cake, some hearts are cool, oneself treats mother's attitude, unexpectedly treating the strangers is more indifferent. “他确实不需要,你从来没有照顾过他,将来也不需要了。我会接过你的责任,哥哥以后由我来照顾。他也不想见你,你快点走吧,我不想看到他因为你而心情不好。”李半妆继续低头吃蛋糕,有些心凉,自己对待母亲的态度,竟然比对待陌生人都要冷漠。 Sometimes, injured was too heavy, heart warm, the scar also hid, did not have the means to heal, Li Banzhuang will never forget that in childhood oneself and Elder Brother were at home hungry wail, finally actually can only spoons of places drink water the day of filling the belly. 有时候,被伤害的太重了,心就暖和不起来,伤痕也只是藏了起来,却没有办法愈合,李半妆永远也不会忘记小时候自己和哥哥在家里饿得嚎啕大哭,最后却只能一勺勺地喝水填饱肚子的日子。 If oneself will have the child in the future, she will not let the own child absolutely so, mother who therefore Li Banzhuang will not have done one's duty to the utmost to this righteously is so indifferent. 如果自己将来有了孩子,她绝对不会让自己的孩子如此,所以李半妆才会对这个未尽责任的母亲如此理直气壮地冷漠着。 The women sigh, departs slowly. 女人叹了一口气,缓缓离去。 Li Banzhuang sits there, is in a daze, she also wants a maternal love, that is not such a woman gives, her expresses feelings to love her Elder Brother fortunately with all one's heart, this liked enough making up for all. 李半妆坐在那里,怔怔地发呆,她也想要一份母爱,那不是这样的一个女人给的,还好她有一个尽心尽意爱她的哥哥,这份爱足够弥补一切了。 The corners of the mouth of Li Banzhuang turn upwards the happy expression, when oneself can feel that the Elder Brother happiness is return that because Li Zi gives? 李半妆的嘴角翘起甜蜜的笑意,什么时候自己可以感觉到哥哥的幸福是因为李子给予的回报呢？ After a while, Li Luyou goes upstairs, saw that Li Banzhuang is still in a daze. 一会儿后,李路由上楼来,看到李半妆还在发呆。 „Was sex-mad?” Li Luyou saw that her some were enthralled, put out a hand to shake shaking before her eye. “花痴了？”李路由看到她有些太入神了,伸手在她眼睛前晃了晃。 „You are sex-mad.” Li Banzhuang was angry stared his one eyes angry. “你才花痴。”李半妆嗔恼地瞪了他一眼。 „, You ate so many cake.” Li Luyou hurries to sit to eat, „right, I bumped into mother a moment ago, but she walked, did she come to see you?” “啊,你把蛋糕吃这么多了。”李路由赶紧坐下去吃,“对了,刚才我碰到妈了,不过她又走了,她来看你了？” Li Banzhuang is paying attention to the Elder Brother complexion hastily, sees he not low and deep depressed expression, this felt relieved, it seems like Elder Brother is like oneself, has let loose. Why no longer cared about mother not caring at all home, the present family/home only had Elder Brother and younger sister two people are enough, is happy enough. 李半妆连忙注意着哥哥的脸色,看到他并没有低沉郁闷的表情,这才放下心来,看来哥哥和自己一样,都已经放开了。不再在意母亲为什么毫不在意这个家了,现在的家只有哥哥和妹妹两个人就已经足够了,就已经足够幸福了。 „ Does not know that she does do. Li Banzhuang said very much morosely. “不知道她来干什么。李半妆很不高兴地说道。 „Hehe...... is all right, no matter she.” Li Luyou ridiculed two. “呵呵……没事,不管她了。”李路由讪笑了两声。 „Eats the cake, here really has the truffle, tastes to you.” Li Banzhuang takes the ladle to feed Li Luyou. “吃蛋糕吧,这里真的有松露呢,给你尝尝。”李半妆拿着勺子喂李路由。 Li Luyou avoids hastily, „my oneself knows that eats.” 李路由连忙躲开,“我自己知道吃。” „You dare to shut out me!” Li Banzhuang cannot, probably feed him. “你敢嫌弃我！”李半妆不许,非得喂他。 Li Luyou is helpless, only delicious cake, is only except for truffle that type of special aura, what are more is the Li Banzhuang unique fragrant aura, making the cake sing the delicacy to be many. 李路由无奈,只好吃了蛋糕,只是除了松露那种特殊的气息,更多的是李半妆独特芬芳的气息,让蛋糕唱起来美味多了。 Saw that Elder Brother swallows the cake reluctantly, Li Banzhuang the head is smiling, but must continue to feed. 看到哥哥无奈地吞下蛋糕,李半妆偏着脑袋笑了笑,还要继续喂。 One after another, Li Banzhuang fed the remaining cakes to Elder Brother ate. 一口一口,李半妆把剩下的蛋糕都喂给了哥哥吃掉了。 „Walks.” Li Luyou looked at the time, asked Li Banzhuang. “走吧。”李路由看了看时间,问李半妆。 The Li Banzhuang stand, is pulling the arm of Li Luyou, stretched out the finger to wipe in his lip, contained residual cream in the mouth, sweet smiling. 李半妆站过来,挽着李路由的手臂,伸出手指头在他的唇边抹了一下,把残留的一点奶油含在嘴里,甜甜的笑。 „Really is the nausea.” Li Luyou gave a tongue-lashing the tooth. “真是恶心。”李路由呲了呲牙齿。 Li Banzhuang picked up the small fist to pound his, „what did you know? This called happily.” 李半妆拾起小拳头砸了他一下,“你知道什么？这叫甜蜜。” „Good, the later food left over turned over to you to eat.” “好吧,以后的剩饭都归你吃了。” „You dare to have the food left over to me!” “你敢给我吃剩饭！” „Happy!” “甜蜜啊！” „Repugnant, walks quickly, but also is wordy, is late to go home carefully, Princess Xiu makes you have the food left over.” “讨厌,快走啦,还敢啰嗦,小心晚点回家,秀公主让你吃剩饭。” Li Luyou ties the tent/account, in look that in the shopkeeper has doubts, left Roding Gland with Li Banzhuang. 李路由结完帐,在店长略带疑惑的眼神中,和李半妆离开了罗丁葛兰。 „Really is a blood younger sister?” “真的是亲妹妹？” „Should.” “应该是吧。” „Will have the younger sister to take the finger to blow the cream of Elder Brother corners of the mouth to eat?” “会有妹妹拿手指头刮哥哥嘴角的奶油吃掉吗？” „This...... the love brother circumstance was too serious a point.” The shopkeeper can understand actually, in childhood oneself also very worshipped Elder Brother, but after afterward Elder Brother puberty, became too odd, if were Li Luyou such Elder Brother, perhaps oneself will have this plot. “这个……恋兄情节太严重了一点而已吧。”店长倒是能够理解,小时候自己也挺崇拜哥哥的,不过后来哥哥青春期以后变得太离谱了,如果一直是李路由这样的哥哥,说不定自己也会有这种情节。