Yang Chencanshunt, butdoes not have the thought that anymustavoid.杨辰可以躲开,但并没任何要躲避的念头。Whenrealized that the womanwantedfanownslap on the face, Yang Chento pay attention tohereyegroundto constrain the extremetap webpain.
当意识到女人要扇自己耳光,杨辰只是注意了她眼底压抑到了极点的锥心痛楚。Isownmakesherturn intothis? AlthoughYang Chen, is nottooclear, but the issueinevitablyisonown, onlyhopes after makingMo Qiannimake an effortto slap, canmake the womanfeel better.
是自己让她变成这样的?杨辰虽然云里雾里,还不是太明白,可问题必然是出在自己身上,只希望让莫倩妮用力打一巴掌后,能让女人心里好过一些。Guo Xuehuais also good, Ma Guifang that looks atfrom afaris also good, concentratestothispalm of the handvision, buthas not made noise. EspeciallyGuo Xuehua, looks that the sonwas hit, has almost not calledto drinkto stop.郭雪华也好,远远看着的马桂芳也好,都对这一巴掌目光一凝,但都没出声。尤其郭雪华,看着儿子被打,差点就没叫出来喝止。Butat this time, theyaselder, has chosensilent.
可这种时候,她们作为长辈,也都选择了沉默。ButLin Ruoxiwatches, complextasteat heart, indescribable.
而林若溪看在眼里,心里的复杂滋味,难以言表。Isotherwomanhits the ownhusbandobviously, butthismanis actually willingto goto be hit, owndoes not know how to prevent.
明明是别的女人打自己的丈夫,但这个男人却心甘情愿去被打,偏偏,自己都不知道怎么去阻止。Yang Chentook a deep breath, „vented spleen, mustagain...”杨辰深呼吸一口气,“解气了吗,要不要再…”„Pa!!”
“啪!!”Did not wait forYang Chen saying that Mo Qiannianotherhandwaslayer on layer a palm of the hand!
不等杨辰说完,莫倩妮另一只手又是重重一巴掌!Yang Chenfeels the cheeks of ownto havehot, after allfaces the belovedwoman, Yang Chendoes not supposeanyprotective measuresas far as possible, for fear thathas injured the woman, divulges the angertoMo Qiannipurely.杨辰感受到自己的脸颊有一丝火辣,毕竟面对心爱的女人,杨辰是尽可能不设任何的保护措施,生怕伤害了女人,纯粹得给莫倩妮宣泄怒火。Therefore, Yang Chen can also feel the ache, butforgivesisso, the bodyintensityalsofarultraimagination of Yang Chen, the hand of Mo Qiannialsohitssomewhattingles with numbness, palmblushes, knuckleblanch.
所以,杨辰也能感受到疼痛,而饶是如此,杨辰的身体强度也远超想象,莫倩妮的手也打得有些发麻,手心发红,指节发白。Yang Chenfrowns, sees the palm that Mo Qiannishivers, askedin a low voice: „Hitsuchmakes an effort, hurts.”杨辰皱着眉头,看到莫倩妮颤抖的手掌,低声问道:“打得这么用力,疼了吧。”„Pain? The painarrivesrendingly, bonepainhas broken to pieces, was numb, hurting that whichcomes”, Mo Qiannisneers.
“疼?痛到撕心裂肺,骨头都痛碎了,都已经麻木了,哪来的疼”,莫倩妮冷笑。
A Yang Chenirritation, „Qianni, what's the matter. Whycanstandin the rainI? Even if in the summer, such heavy rain can also catch cold. Whatwordsyouhadto tellmewellwasn't good?”杨辰一阵烦躁,“倩妮,你到底怎么回事。干嘛非要站在雨里等我?就算是夏天,这么淋雨也会感冒的。你有什么话好好跟我说不就好了?”Mo Qianninipsflowery lips, turns very quiet the tears, the soundhasseveralto look at the manmournfully, „looks foryou... Looks foryou? Ihave been looking foryou, contacts withyou, but have yougivenme the opportunity?”莫倩妮咬了咬唇瓣,屏住泪水,声音带着几丝凄然地看着男人,“找你…找你?我一直都在找你,联系你,可你给过我机会吗?”„What... Whatmeaning?”Yang Cheneven morehas doubts.
“什…什么意思?”杨辰越发疑惑。„Snort, pretends not knowing?”Mo Qiannisaid with a sneer: „Good, me... Becausemy mothermakesyouleaveme, said that wedo not haveanyopportunity, youmustgive upme, avoidsmeby far, notyes??”
“哼,装不知道吗?”莫倩妮冷笑道:“那好,我来说…因为我妈让你离开我,说我们没有任何机会,你就要放弃我,远远避开我,不是吗?”„Avoidsyou? Gives upyou? I... Whensaid that Imustgive upyou!?”Yang Chenloses one's voiceto ask.
“避开你?放弃你?我…什么时候说我要放弃你了!?”杨辰失声问。Mo Qianniis staring athimstubbornly, „youdid not saythatI can also feel! That nightIcalledyou, youcalledmynamedirectly, the soundindifferentlylike a stranger! Do after youknowmeto hear, uncomfortable!? Ihave not saidseveral, youmake the telephone call. Ithinkthatyoupossiblyhave the urgent matter. However... Howevercrossed for a halfhour, onehour... Telephoneanother that Ihit, projects onmycell phonenot to have the electricity, youare not willingto meet!”莫倩妮死死盯着他,“你不说,我也感受得到!那天晚上我打电话给你,你直接喊我的名字,声音冷漠地就像一个陌生人!你知不知道我听到后有多难受!?我没说几句,你就挂电话。我就想,你可能是有急事。但是…但是过了半个小时,一个小时…我打的电话一通又一通,打到我的手机没电,你还是不肯接!”„This...”Yang Chenis depressed, „Ibecause of...”
“这…”杨辰郁闷得不行,“我是因为…”„Iknow!”Mo Qiannihas interrupted the explanation of Yang Chendirectly, „youwerego toUnited States, right, anywordsdid not saythatmytelephonedoes not wantto meet, a personranUnited States, makingmenot contact withyou. Ireallysuchannoyyouto be tired, Ireallysuchmake the significance that youseetalk clearlyat the same timenot have!?”
“我知道!”莫倩妮直接打断了杨辰的解释,“你是去美国了,对么,什么话也不说,我的电话也不想接,一个人跑去美国,让我怎么也联系不到你。我就真的这么惹你烦,我就真的这么让你连见一面说清楚的意义都没有吗!?”HearsMo Qiannito saythese words, has turned headsubconsciouslyinsideGuo Xuehua, withstandingMa Guifangnearfarlooked atone.
听到莫倩妮说出这番话,在旁的郭雪华下意识地回过头去,与站在远边的马桂芳望了一眼。
, not onlytwomothersfromeach othereye, love dearly, helplessness that sees.
两位母亲从彼此的眼中,看到的不仅是心疼,还有无奈。Yang Chensmiles bitterly, „Qianni, youmisunderstoodme...”杨辰则是苦笑,“倩妮,你误会我了…”„Misunderstanding?” The Mo Qiannitearsare hazy, „Ialsohope that Iam the misunderstanding... Butthis morning, youactuallystoppedto tell that mea few wordsdid not hope, misunderstood!? If notIstandshereentrance, heavy rainyou, youwill also comesuchto faceme!?”
“误会?”莫倩妮泪光迷蒙,“我也希望我是误会…可是今天早上,你却连停下来跟我说一句话都不愿,难道也是误会吗!?如果不是我站在这里大门口,淋着雨等你,你还会来这么面对我吗!?”„You... Youlisten tometo explain, I... I... Ai!”
“你…你听我解释,我…我…哎!”SomeYang Chensuspectcorona, do not knowmentionfrom where, grabsto straightenfrowned, in the ownunexpectedlyunconsciousness, expandedthisdegree the misunderstanding!杨辰头有些犯晕,都不知道从何说起,抓着头发直皱眉,自己竟然无意识中,把彼此之间的误解扩大到了这种程度!On that dayinnightownindeedheartworried, cannotspeakseveralwords spokens in confidencetoMo Qianni, becauseafterward the matter on Pacific Ocean, the cell phonefellat home, has put aside.
那天夜晚自己的确心中烦闷,才没能跟莫倩妮说几句贴心话,后来又因为太平洋上的事,手机落在家里,也就一直搁置了下来。Cannot thinkthatbecause of the temporarynegligence of own, regardingMo Qianni, metso the seriousattackandsufferingfor these days!
怎么也想不到,因为自己的一时疏忽,对于莫倩妮来说,这几天会是如此的沉重打击与折磨!This morningwants to cry but have no tears, wasLin RuoxiandZhenxiuhasthatmatterby coincidence, ownhas certainly not daredto stayandMo Qiannispeaksanyidle talk.
今天早上就更加欲哭无泪,偏巧是林若溪与贞秀出了那档子事,自己当然不敢多停留与莫倩妮说什么闲话。Whothinksthatthismiddlemisunderstanding, has letMo Qiannitoso the brink of collapse!
谁想,这中间的误会,已经让莫倩妮到了如此崩溃的边缘!ActuallyYang Chencannotknow, in the sentiment between himandMo Qianni, the Mo Qiannisecurity sense, after is inferior toYang Chen, thereforerelative, when the matter occurred, the Mo Qianninervecannot suffer the attack.
其实杨辰并不能知晓,在他与莫倩妮之间的感情中,莫倩妮的安全感,终归是不如杨辰的,所以相对的,当事情发生,莫倩妮的神经更遭受不起打击。Mo QianniseesYang Chento result inworriedlydoes not knowto speak, whenonlyhehad nothing to say in reply, mournfullywas even more sad.莫倩妮见杨辰苦恼得不知道说什么话,只当他是无言以对,越发哀切忧伤起来。
„, BetweenIandyousentiment, you, so long aslistens tomy mother, canownmake the resolution!? Whyyoudo not ask that myidea, tometalked the opportunity of does not give!?
“难道,我跟你之间的感情,你只要听我妈的话,就可以自己做出决断吗!?你凭什么不问问我的想法,连跟我谈一谈的机会都不给!?IknowthatIam not your wife, Iam onlysidedispensablesmalllittle lover. Butyouthink that myownis very willingly, Imustmakeyourloverinborn!?
我知道,我不是你的妻子,我只是身边可有可无的一个小小情人。但你以为我自己很甘心,我天生就是要做你情人的吗!?Yes, Iam inferior toRuoxi, Ido not haveherto be attractive, does not haveherto be rich, does not have her typeto be ablebird's eye viewallminds! Iam onlyoneordinaryin the white-collar who sheunderdoes the lawful occasion, inmy familydo not havemoney, Idid not have the father, my motheralsowantedmeto support...
是,我不如若溪,我没她漂亮,没她有钱,没她那种可以俯瞰一切的胸襟!我只是一个普普通通在她手下做本分工作的白领,我家里也没钱,我也没了父亲,我母亲还要我来赡养…However, becauseIam inferior toyour wife, Ias a woman, like an authority of manbeing probableto be eliminated!? ”
但是,就因为我不如你的妻子,我作为一个女人,就连去爱一个男人的权力都要被剥夺吗!?”Hears the woman seems the innermost feelingswhoosh the words, Yang Chenstood in place, could not sayhalfcharacter, whole bodylooked likeby the fireis burnt down, the heartwas supportedbyoneshareintenseemotionquicklyblasts out.
听到女人仿佛是内心嘶吼般的话,杨辰怔怔站在原地,说不出半个字来,全身上下就像是被火焚烧,心脏快被一股子强烈的情感撑得炸开。Butinnot far awayLin Ruoxi, ischillyfaneverywhereis sad, lowered the head, does not know that thinksanything.
而在不远处的林若溪,却是满目的凄迷哀伤,低下头,不知想些什么。Mo Qiannihas scratched the tears of corner of the eye, puts out the one breath, „ right, Ifall in love with the man who Ishould notlove. SinceIchosevindicatingsincethat day, Ihave been psychologically prepared. IknowthatIdo not seek afteranything, Iwant a sentiment that strives forownto want, therefore, no matter how the bystanderregardsme, mythiswill not regret for a lifetimemychoice.莫倩妮擦了擦眼角的泪花,吐出一口气,“没错,我爱上一个我本不该爱的男人。从我选择表白的那一天起,我就做好了心理准备。我知道,我不是贪图什么,我只是想要争取自己想要的一份感情,所以,不管外人怎么看待我,我这一辈子都不会后悔我的抉择。Youknow that Yang Chen. Whenyouare willingto acceptme, myjoy, isin more than 20yearsmost indelibleonetime.
你知道么,杨辰。当你愿意接受我的时候,我心里的喜悦,是这20多年里最难以磨灭的一次。I can treatsideyou, occasionallyspoketoyou, meets, ate mealtogether, togethertake a walk/go shopping... Paysall that Icanpay.
我可以为了待在你身边,偶尔跟你说说话,见见面,一起吃饭,一起逛街…付出我能付出的一切。Even ifIin front ofRuoxi, am unable to be genuineagainraised the head, even ifIinother peopleeyes, become the a hundred percentvirulentthird party! Idid not regret!
就算我在若溪面前,再也无法真正得抬起头来,就算我在旁人眼中,成为不折不扣恶毒的第三者!我不后悔!Because, Iknow that youalsolikeme, thathas sufficed... ”
因为,我知道你也喜欢我,那就够了…”
Here, Mo Qiannismiledgrieved, shakes the head, „Iwas really unacceptable, few days ago, whenIwantforMother, to leaveyourtime, youwerethatfirmlymustobviouslywithmein the same place... Why, whyonlycrossedsuch for severaldays, becauseyouactuallymy mothersaidus unable in the same place, mustdrop outmefirston own initiative... Hopestome, myasking the price with no intention of buyinghell, youthinksimmediatelyIsoam really strong, whatcanwithstandreally!?”
说到这里,莫倩妮惨然一笑,摇着头,“我实在不能接受,前些日子,当我想为了妈妈,离开你的时候,明明你是那么坚决地要跟我在一起…为什么,为什么只过了这么几天,你却因为我妈说我们不能在一起,又要先主动地抛下我…给我希望,又立刻把我打落地狱,你以为我真的那么坚强,真的什么都能承受吗!?”Yang Chencould not listen, hisheartas ifby the words of womancutting a blooddirecting currentopening, but also was scatteredsalt, Yang Chenbecomes darkat present, evenis unable to breathe.杨辰已经听不下去,他的心脏仿佛是被女人的话语给划开了一道鲜血直流的口子,还被撒上一把盐,杨辰眼前发黑,甚至都无法呼吸。„Qianni, is notyouthinkssuch...”
“倩妮,不是你想的那样的…”„Youlistened tometo say”, Mo Qiannivisionbrillianttunnel: „ Yang Chen, Imusttellyou. WhenImove towardyou, Ialready the self-respect that gives up all my mosttreasuring, gave upfemalehumanities should have the family that... If, youthoughtreallyIamyourburden, youseparatewithme, reallywill quite be goodtomeandyou, Iwill be speechless.
“你听我说完”,莫倩妮目光灼灼地道:“杨辰,我要告诉你。当我走向你的时候,我就已经放弃了我所有最珍爱的自尊,放弃了一个女人本该拥有的家庭…如果,你真的觉得我已经是你的累赘,你跟我分开,会真的对我和你比较好,那我无话可说。However, youmustleavemytime, saidwithmeincluding the frontage, did not want, mustsuchhideme!? Ok, the peoplewantto get rid of a kittenpuppy, meetsgets ridpersonally... ”
但是,你要离开我的时候,连正面得跟我说出来,都不愿意,非要这么躲着我吗!?就算,人们想要把一只小猫小狗抛弃的时候,也会是亲手去抛弃吧…”
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