MWIABCEO :: Volume #8

#735: Giving up

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, , 735 735 „Mother”, Yang Chen no matter also Ma Guifang did let call, was hard to return to normal said resolutely: „Later no one can hit you, who hits you, I have opened her bone!” “妈”,杨辰也不管马桂芳让不让叫了,难以平复地正色道:“以后谁也不能打你,谁打你,我就拆了她骨头！” Ma Guifang chuckle, „yeah, I know that your this child can get angry, specifically asked you to listen to me to say.” 马桂芳轻笑一声,“哎,我就知道你这孩子会发火,才特意叫你过来听我说。” The Yang Chen indignation, „difficult not to see you to be been bewildered by others inadequately, for the ficticious matter was slapped, I should also endure!?” 杨辰不忿,“难不成看见你被人家莫名其妙,为了点子虚乌有的事情被打巴掌,我也该忍着吗！？” „You thought that hits usefully? You can hit one, seals a mouth of person, can seal the mouths of all people!? They did not say that did not think at heart!?”[ “那你觉得,打有用吗？你能打一个,封一个人的嘴,难道还能封了所有人的嘴吗！？难道她们不说,心里就不那么想了吗！？”[ Ma Guifang asked back that complexion one cold, „Yang Chen, I told you, in this world, the heart of other people could not control. Like that Aunt Zhou, suspects me, hits me, scolded me, that was fair. Although I am grieved, my feeling wronged, but I know that this does not have the means.” 马桂芳反问,脸色一冷,“杨辰,我告诉你,这世上,旁人的心是控制不了的。像那周婶一样的,怀疑我,打我,骂我,那都是合情合理的。虽然我心痛,我委屈,但我知道,这是没办法的。” „Why, mother you why must accept such matter, doesn't a revolt do?” Yang Chen puzzled shook the head. “为什么,妈你为什么要接受这样的事,一点反抗也不做？”杨辰不解地摇头。 Ma Guifang silent little while, is speak unhurriedly and clearly typical: „Because, I am do not have the widow of man.” 马桂芳沉默了会儿,一字一顿地道:“因为,我是个没男人的寡妇。” Yang Chen has forgotten the breath, looks at the present woman dull, said such words to come from her mouth, was the 30.000 Catties giant stone presses likely in the heart. 杨辰忘了呼吸,呆呆地看着眼前的妇人,从她的口中说出这样的话来,像是千钧巨石压在心头。 „That person said well, before widow gate, right and wrong are many, no matter in the beforehand village, I arrive in the Zhong Hai like this big city, so long as I am a widow, side has not been called ‚husband’ man, others will visit me with the special vision”, Ma Guifang was saying in a low voice, „I had revolted, I try to show that own is a pure woman, but nobody believe me, only if I do not make the person see with the man to have the contact for a lifetime. When I am old nobody to have a liking for me, then their women, will not have the idea.” “那人说得不错,寡妇门前是非多,不管是在以前的村子里,还是我来到中海这样的大城市里,只要我是个寡妇,身边没有一个叫‘丈夫’的男人,别人就会用特别的眼光看我”,马桂芳低声说着,“我曾经反抗过,我试图证明自己是一个清清白白的女人,但没有人会相信我,除非一辈子我都不让人看见与男人有接触。或者,等我老得已经没人看得上我,那么她们那些女人,才不会有想法。” The Yang Chen nose a little turns sour, the present woman, hides all pain in her heart, very comes silently these many years, this difficulty, should be the what kind roughness. 杨辰鼻子有点发酸,眼前的女人,是把所有的痛苦都藏在她心底,默默挺过来这么多年,这一路的艰难,该是何等的坎坷。 „Yang Chen, you can understand now why I cannot let the girl absolutely with you in the same place”, Ma Guifang sincere tunnel. “杨辰,现在你能明白,为什么我绝对不能让妮子跟你在一起了么”,马桂芳深切地道。 The Yang Chen mind shakes, cannot speak. 杨辰心神一震,说不出话来。 Ma Guifang eyes reveal feels attached to with moved, „ my this whole life, supports the biggest pillar/backbone that I live, is a girl such daughter. Misfortune that on my own, has, my own is clearest. A woman, if no a content marriage, without an open and aboveboard husband, did not say that the day passes what kind, solely is outside various rumors and slander, strange vision and suspicion...... It is not person this distress of withstanding! 马桂芳目露爱怜与伤感,“我这辈子,支撑我活下来的最大的支柱,就是妮子这么一个女儿。我自己身上,发生的不幸,我自己最清楚。一个女人,如果没有一段美满的婚姻,没有一个堂堂正正的丈夫,不说日子过得怎么样,单单就是外面各种流言蜚语,怪异的目光与猜忌……就不是一个人该承受的苦楚！ My own in this does not see the bottom on the road to arrive at the present black, cut and bruised, how I am cruel enough, let my only daughter, takes the same road again?! ” 我自己在这条黑不见底的路上走到现在,已经遍体鳞伤了,我又怎么忍心,让我唯一的女儿,再走上同样的路？！” „Cannot!” Yang Chen busy shook the head said: „I will not make Qianni be bullied, mother......” “不会的！”杨辰忙摇头道:“我不会让倩妮受欺负的,妈……” „don't say!” Ma Guifang has interrupted the Yang Chen words, „ you do not understand that I said. Perhaps you are rich, are authorized, there are various strengths to protect the girl, she will not be hit, will not be bullied. However, you think that was not hit, spends richly, really can be happy? “别说了！”马桂芳打断了杨辰的话,“你根本就不明白我说的。或许你有钱,有权,有各种实力去保护妮子,她不会被人打,不会被人欺负。但是,你以为不被打,有钱花,就是真的能幸福了吗？ Do you have to think, now you and girls also young, when you to thirty years old, girl, if has not married, does not have the child, what will others say? If, if the girl had child, but she has not actually married, will the child who that has be what kind of? Will person all around regard my daughter? Others' clear woman? Said supported mistress? Will you with the child of girl, be regarded by other child? 你有没有想过,现在你和妮子都还年轻,等你们都到三十几岁了,妮子如果没有结婚,没有孩子,别人会说什么？如果,万一妮子有了孩子,而她却没结婚,那生下来的孩子会怎么样？周遭的人会怎么看待我女儿？别人的清妇？还是说被包养的小三？你跟妮子的孩子,会被别的孩子怎么看待？ This a series of matters, your young people because perhaps is in love does not think, but my this is mother can not consider? 这一系列的事情,你们年轻人或许因为热恋不会想到,但我这做妈的怎么能不去考虑？ Yang Chen, you have not understood, more lives the attractive woman, when dies of old age, if no a man open and aboveboard side her, her exceed will be said this and that by others. 杨辰,你还不懂么,越是生得好看的女人,当老去的时候,如果没有一个男人堂堂正正在她身边,她就越会被别人说三道四。 Therefore, if you cannot to the girl a legitimate wife's status, do not pursue her not to put again, most painful several years, on the past, always felt better for a lifetime painfully! The next generation is also painful! ” 所以,如果你不能给妮子一个合法妻子的身份,就不要再追着她不放了,最多痛苦几年,也就过去了,总好过一辈子痛苦！下一代也痛苦！” This excited words, so loud that even the deaf can hear, making Yang Chen stand and wait for a long time on the spot, did not have the sound thoroughly. 这一番激动的话语,振聋发聩,让杨辰伫立在原地,彻底没了声响。 Ma Guifang could not bear finally, has scratched tears graceful eyes, said with a smile grieved: „ Yang Chen, I know that you is a good child, otherwise you initially will not lead your mother to see our mother and daughter. Perhaps you come in the rich people, is in itself extraordinary, the views of many common custom, do not care. 马桂芳终于忍不住,擦了擦泪盈盈的双眸,惨然笑道:“杨辰,我知道你是一个好孩子,不然你也不会当初带你母亲来见我们母女。或许你出身在大户人家,本身又不平凡,很多世俗的看法,不是太在意。 However, our family/home Qianni, is only an ordinary girl, how she is strong, how to try to outdo others again, is a woman. She is impossible only to revolve side you for a lifetime, she has the life of own, has the own friend and work circle, she must be in contact with the society, therefore, the personal issue, is impossible to cover-up is detected.[ 但是,我们家倩妮,只是一个普通的女孩子,她再怎么坚强,再怎么好胜,也是一个女人罢了。她不可能一辈子都只围绕在你身边,她有自己的生活,有自己的朋友和工作圈子,她要接触社会的,所以,很多私人的问题,不可能一直藏着掖着不被人发觉。[ Presently cares, does not represent the later that child also to be able not to care about others' vision, faces honestly, you are cruel enough, making her be treated disdainfully outside, actually arrives in front of you to force oneself to look cheerful? ” 现在不在乎,不代表以后那孩子也能不在意别人的目光,坦诚地去面对,你就忍心,让她在外面遭人白眼,却到你面前强颜欢笑么？” Yang Chen is silent, these matters are not he cannot think that seeks carefully, probably own has had to evade. 杨辰默然,这些事情并非他想不到,仔细寻来,好像是一直自己有逃避开。 Did own make a mistake really? Should drop, is to Mo Qianni good? 难道自己真的错了？真的应该放手,才是对莫倩妮的好么？ Looks at flowing tears goal Ma Guifang, the Yang Chen thoughts, somewhat vacillated slightly. 看着潸然泪目的马桂芳,杨辰的心思,微微有些动摇了。 Ma Guifang long sighed, dries the corner of the eye, „I know that you are all very of a sudden difficult to accept, I am good for your two people. Not to mention forest Old Chairman has graciousness to my family. You can guarantee that has other woman, family's can President Lin tolerate really? Although I do not have any culture, but is also insufficient to arrive to believe stupidly that can manage the woman in such big company, can be good to deal with, the girl is her staff, later in this day, are contradictory many. For your family happiness, should understand the rejection.” 马桂芳长长叹了一口气,擦干眼角,“我知道你一下子很难接受,我是为你们两个人好。且不说林老总裁对我家有恩。你就能保证,有别的女人在,家里的林总能真的一直容忍？我虽然没什么文化,但也不至于笨到认为,一个可以管这么大公司的女人,会是好相与的,妮子又是她手下的员工,以后这日子里,矛盾多得是呢。为了你的家庭幸福,也该懂得舍弃。” „Rejection?” Yang Chen has smiled bitterly the sound, „takes a person to discard, may compared with wanting difficultly many.” “舍弃？”杨辰苦笑了声,“要一个人舍弃,可比得到要难了多啊。” Ma Guifang purses the lips to smile, pats on the Yang Chen shoulder, „your own thinks well, my manner will not change, because I will be a seasoned person, I will not gamble with my daughter's life, hope that you will be soon clear.” 马桂芳抿嘴笑了笑,在杨辰肩膀上轻轻拍拍,“你自己去好好想想吧,我的态度是不会变的,因为我是过来人,我不会拿我女儿的人生去赌博,希望你早日想清楚。” When are not many, Ma Guifang is busy at work preparation evening's garnishing, but Yang Chen also walked from the Sichuan-style restaurant. 不多时,马桂芳去忙活着准备晚上的配菜,而杨辰也从川菜馆走了出来。 The weather was dim, the fine drizzle in sky also stopped. 天色已经黯淡下来,天空中的蒙蒙细雨也停了。 Yang Chen walks on lights bright street, the ear bank is the crowd and stream of vehicles of noise, at heart, is actually coldly clear does not have the least bit static. 杨辰走在灯火灿烂的街道上,耳畔是喧嚣的人群与车流,心里,却是冷冷清清的没半点杂音。 Took a while road, Yang Chen has not managed a clue, to the parking place, is actually the footsteps stops, in a narrow alley entrance. 走了一会儿路,杨辰也没理出个头绪,正要去往停车的地点,却是脚步一停,顿在一个狭窄的巷子口。 In this wet small lane, piles up the packing and junks that some neighbor stores have discarded, because of the relations of current of water, many dirty things becomes the erosion is decayed, emits to smoke smelly. 这个湿漉漉的小巷子里,堆放了一些附近商铺丢弃的包装和杂物,因为水流的关系,许多脏东西变得糜烂腐臭,冒出一股股熏臭。 At this moment, female beggar of a package in blanket, in the forehand is pinching a dirty white dough, squats is gnawing in the corner silently. 此时此刻,一个包裹在毯子里的女乞丐,正手里捏着一个脏兮兮的白面饼,蹲在墙角默默地啃着。 The hair of female beggar hangs loose disorderly, but also is falling the water drop, the shoes on foot all are the mud, if places on the avenue, inevitably by one kind that the management drives away. 女乞丐的头发凌乱地披散,还落着水珠,脚上的鞋子全是泥巴,若是放在大街上,必然是被城管驱赶的一类。 Yang Chen frowned, how the present beggar again is utterly filthy, he can distinguish from the outline, who this is. 杨辰皱了皱眉头,就算眼前的乞丐再怎么污秽不堪,他还是能从轮廓上分辨出,这到底是谁。 The female beggar as if also realized that some people stood in alley entrance have covered some luminously, slowly cautiously raised the head, when the both eyes between hair saw are Yang Chen, immediately has revealed panic-stricken! 女乞丐仿佛也意识到有人站在巷子口遮挡了一些光亮,缓缓地小心翼翼抬起头,当发丝间的双眼看到是杨辰,立刻露出了一丝惊恐！ „You...... You how......” the hand of beggar shakes, the dough falls directly the ground. “你……你怎么……”乞丐的手一抖,面饼直接掉落到地上。 Yang Chen does not have the feeling that anything pities and vents spleen, this woman falls to so the paddies, is only her punishment is deserved, compares in her viper feelings wants to Lin Ruoxi and own deathtrap, helping her pass such hard times, has calculated that does right by she. 杨辰也没什么怜悯与解气的感觉,这个女人落到这般田地,只是她罪有应得,相较于她蛇蝎心肠地想至林若溪和自己死地,让她过这样的苦日子,已经算对得起她。 Yang Chen is just about to leave unheedingly, actually suddenly sees, cripple tramp, the whole body walks dripping wet from the front, raised the head looked at Yang Chen, is having the silk doubts, but immediately immediately in changing course lane. 杨辰正要不理会地离开,却忽然见到,一个瘸子流浪汉,浑身湿淋淋地从前方走来,抬头瞧了眼杨辰,带着丝疑惑,但随即立刻转进巷子里。 Squats in front of Luo Cuishan, pulls out several coins from the rags pocket, the cripple happily says with a smile: „Tomorrow the breakfast had the whereabouts, when I also the wet weather was not good to collect, has not thought that rained much instead.” 蹲在罗翠珊面前,从破布口袋里掏出几个硬币,瘸子得意地笑道:“明天早饭有着落了,我还当下雨天不好讨钱,没想到下了雨给了反而多。” Sees Luo Cuishan not to respond that the cripple realized, the woman is in the mood not to stabilize, in the eye has been full of various angry and depressing fears, as if, does not dare to face the strange men in alley entrance...... 见罗翠珊没反应,瘸子才意识到,女人正处于情绪不稳定中,眼里充满了各种愤怒与压抑的恐惧,似乎,不敢面对巷子口的陌生男子…… :[ http:[
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