, , 516 516 The Lin Ruoxi words, as if were make him dust-laden the too long past events, thinks with reading that too many does not dare to touch that started the rapid fermentation inflation. 林若溪的话语,仿佛是让他尘封了太久的往事,和太多不敢触及的念想,都开始迅速发酵膨胀。 „Be quiet! Be quiet!! I you told that many time you believe that is not this that you think!!” “住嘴！住嘴！！我跟你说多少次你才相信,不是你想的这样！！” In the head of Yang Chen has blasted out the pot likely, for a long time does not have the ache, making his nerve entire fall into manic, the temples nearby started to beat! 杨辰的脑袋里像是炸开了锅,许久没有过的疼痛,让他的神经整个陷入了狂躁,太阳穴附近开始跳动！ Yang Chen does not know that own will be why angry, why will yell to Lin Ruoxi uncontrolled loudly, he does not think, but he cannot control!![ 杨辰也不知道自己为什么会愤怒,为什么会不受控制地向林若溪大声叫喊,他不想,但他控制不住！！[ The Lin Ruoxi vision becomes clear coldly, seems watches all, looks thoroughly. 林若溪的目光变得清清冷冷,好似将一切都看在眼里,看得透彻。 „Do not deceive own, Yang Chen, you have been very actually clear, you never possibly separate me and 17, reason that you think that I and she are different, but thinks that a reason convinces your own, lulls your own, you do not want to make own the sentimental weak one, you do not want to make own unable to come out of that shadow, your attempt lets own is new student/rebirth, but is not pitiful creature who because departure of 17 gets down depressed...... I to you, am you am used to cover your own afraid excuse...... Is your own in deceiving your own, but radically in fact, you with all my, start from 17......” “你不要骗自己了,杨辰,其实你心里一直很明白,你永远不可能把我和十七分开的,你之所以会认为我和她是不同的,只是想一个理由说服你自己,麻痹你自己,你不想让自己成为感情的弱者,你不想让自己走不出那段阴影,你试图让自己是新生的,而不是因为十七的离去消沉下去的可怜虫……我对你来说,是你用来掩盖你自己心虚的借口……是你自己在欺骗你自己,而事实上,你跟我的一切,根本都是从十七那儿开始的……” The Lin Ruoxi words, look like the ice rain are the same, falls in the Yang Chen ear, has frozen his body. 林若溪的话,就像是冰雨一样,落在杨辰耳朵里,冻结了他的身体。 „ If looks like such that you said, you can separate me and 17, that already knew that your Qiangwei, why is not your wife, don't you love her? Because she is the organized crime? Will you care? If you think that she will reject? United States Jingjing, couldn't she to your regard, you have seen really? They side you, were good than to you me, woman who was more suitable to become your wife...... Sentimental the matter like me does not understand, all day knows the work, disdains to taunt to you, the coldly ice ice, does not let the woman who you enter the door, you actually want me to be your wife...... I said these many, actually all these were very clear, not!? “如果真像你说的那样,你可以把我和十七分开,那早就认识你的蔷薇,为什么不是你的妻子,你难道不爱她吗？就因为她是黑社会？你会在乎吗？如果你想,她会拒绝吗？还有去了美国的菁菁,她对你的心意,你难道真的会看不到？她们早在你身边了,都是比我对你更好,更适合当你妻子的女人……像我这样感情的事根本不懂,整天就知道工作,对你不屑嘲讽,冷冷冰冰,连房门都不让你进的女人,你却偏偏要我做你的妻子……我说了这么多,其实这一切都已经很明白了,不是么！？ You do not want to give up 17, you always because of 17, but side me!!! ” 你从来没想放弃十七,你从来都因为十七而在我身边！！！” The body, softly by the parapet, Yang Chen complexion was pale, with was drained the soul to be ordinary, probably experienced a time consuming big tangled warfare. 身体,软软地靠在了栏杆上,杨辰面色苍白,就跟被抽干了灵魂一般,亦好像是经历了一场旷日持久的大混战。 Yang Chen dull looks at the riverside of distant place, the vision is dim, mutters: „Ruoxi, don't say...... When I asked you...... I asked your don't say......” 杨辰呆呆的看着远处的河边,目光黯淡,喃喃道:“若溪,别说了……就当我求你……我求你别说了……” Lin Ruoxi supine raising head, puts out a hand, in the own corner of the eye has cleaned , the apology has smiled gently, „ sorry, I know that said the sentiment, the cold blood, I know you very much have also done many matters for me...... Has me to see, there are helps in the back my. But I could not bear a moment ago...... These words, these questions, I have been pressing in heart, hiding, looks like the chronic toxicant corrodes my internal organs, I am also very painful. 林若溪仰了仰头,伸手在自己眼角擦拭了下,歉意地温柔笑了下,“对不起,我知道这么说很情,很冷血,我知道你也为我做了很多事……有我看见的,也有背地里帮我的。但我刚才怎么也忍不住了……这些话,这些疑问,我一直在心底里压着,藏着,就像是慢性的毒药侵蚀我的内脏,我也很痛苦。 From Christine of that day with I mentioned after her matter, my several times want to ask you, but does not dare to open the mouth. I also worried that what consequence can cause, I feared that my law undertakes, the strength that but I think compared with my own fortunately, I believe that you will not be defeated because of these words. 从那天克莉丝汀跟我说起了关于她的事以后,我就好几次想开口问你,但一直没敢开口。我也担心会造成什么样的后果,我怕我法承担,但还好我比我自己想的坚强,我相信你也不会因为这些话而被打败的。 Possibly because of foreign relations, without that many work distractive, without family member in side, let the imagination run wild time are also many. Today had matter, the numerous small reason gathering same place, you on own initiative make me ask you, I said the words that had not spoken...... Later, I will not say you again...... ” 可能是因为在国外的关系,没有那么多工作分散注意力,没有家里人在身边,胡思乱想的时间也就多了。今天又发生了刚才的事情,林林总总的小原因凑到一起,你又主动让我问你,我就把一直没说的话都说了出来……以后,我不会再这么说你了……” Yang Chen keeps silent, is anything has not heard likely. 杨辰默不作声,像是什么也没听到。 Lin Ruoxi bites the lip, said: „Release conference must start, I must sit. If you do not want to participate, has not related, I know that your is not definitely happy. Moreover your friend looks for you, should have any matter. You do not need to care about my words, considers me to grumble with the resentment, we did not quarrel with the cold war frequently, this time was also same, in any case...... The day in the same old way has wanted.” 林若溪咬了咬嘴唇,道:“发布会要开始了,我要坐回去了。如果你不想参加,也没关系的,我知道你心情肯定不好。而且你的朋友来找你,应该也是有什么事吧。你也不用太在意我的话,就当是我发发牢骚跟怨气,我们不是经常吵架和冷战么,这次也一样,反正……日子还是照样要过的。” Then, Lin Ruoxi reorganized under the correct manners discipline, has turned around to turn back the own seat calmly. 说完,林若溪整理了下仪容,转过身镇定地走回自己的座位。 With the Solon wrong body, but time, Solon nods the head respectfully slightly, Lin Ruoxi has also smiled to his politeness under. 与索伦错身而过的时候,索伦恭敬地微微颔首,林若溪也向他礼貌地笑了下。 All people on the scene see Lin Ruoxi to turn back the own position, xi xi su su were discussing exactly had anything, after all the discerning people can look, Lin Ruoxi has cried. 在场的所有人看到林若溪走回自己的位置,窸窸窣窣都讨论着到底发生了什么,毕竟明眼人都看得出来,林若溪有哭过。 Stern and Alice brother and sister were actually peaceful, sees the Lin Ruoxi manner, but worries at side several points looks that did not speak. 斯特恩与艾莉丝兄妹俩倒是安静了许多,看到林若溪的神态,只是在旁几分担忧地看着,并不说话。 Lin Ruoxi does not have cares about other people's discussion and vision, quick on the thrust build-up, took up the document carefully to look. 林若溪并没太在意旁人的讨论与目光,很快就进入工作状态,拿起了文件仔细看了起来。 At this time, fell head another face that ran to flatter the smiling face to arrive in front of Lin Ruoxi a moment ago, asked submissively: „Miss Lin, excuse me, do the release conference can begin?” 这时候,刚才落跑的负责人又一脸谄媚笑容地走到林若溪面前,低声下气地问道:“林小姐,请问,发布会可以开场了吗？” Lin Ruoxi stares, wonders, „why asked me, this should not be I decides.”[ 林若溪一愣,纳闷,“为什么问我,这应该不是我来决定的吧。”[ Head said with a chuckle: „You perhaps, if arranges, we can wait for you, was right, that Mr. Yang did not have a chapter of seat, can wait for him to come back to start again?” The heads were saying, the look awe looked at the eye also in the shore is standing Yang Chen. 负责人嘿嘿笑道:“您如果没准备好,我们可以等您,对了,那位杨先生还没回位子,要等他回来再开始吗？”负责人说着,眼神敬畏地看了眼还在岸边站着的杨辰。 Lin Ruoxi understands suddenly that thinks somewhat laughably, all people on the scene, have been afraid the Yang Chen mysterious status unexpectedly, but has given Yang Chen and own all decision-making power. 林若溪恍然明白过来,觉得有些可笑,在场的所有人,竟是害怕了杨辰的神秘身份,而把一切决定权交给了杨辰和自己。 „You have no need such anxiously, the matter, was personal grievances, do not affect the fashion week advancement”, Lin Ruoxi urged. “你们用不着这么紧张,刚才的事情,是私人的恩怨,不要影响时装周的进程”,林若溪劝道。 The heads nod to indicate to understand immediately that „Miss Lin is really broadminded, at noon cocktail party that waits, but also asked you to come, the first time participated in the fashion week, we must completely the friendship of landlord......” 负责人立刻点头表示明白,“林小姐真是宽宏大量,等下的中午的酒会上,还请您务必赏光,第一次来参加时装周,我们一定要尽地主之谊……” Lin Ruoxi complied with several at will, hint has made them quicker starts, any cocktail party and so on, she did not have the interest from the start. 林若溪随意应了几句,示意让他们快些开始,什么酒会之类的,她压根没兴趣。 Cannot bear look to the riverside is standing that back, Lin Ruoxi taste at heart, is actually the countless words, is hard to state clearly complex...... 只是,忍不住望向河边站着的那个背影,林若溪心里的滋味,却是千言万语,都难以言明的复杂…… But at this time, stands by the parapet, has stood and waited for a long time for a long time Yang Chen, finally slow god. 而此时,站在栏杆旁,伫立了许久的杨辰,终于缓过神来。 Yang Chen lifted the left hand, the finger has incurred one move. 杨辰抬起左手,手指招了一招。 Behind has been standing Solon was understanding, has arrived at side Yang Chen. 后面一直站着的索伦会意,走到了杨辰身边。 Yang Chen sighed, asks: „Solon, I asked that your issue, you told the facts reply me.” 杨辰叹了口气,问道:“索伦,我问你一个问题,你实话实说地回答我。” On the scar of knife wound face of Solon slightly expression, dust is not invariable, the lip moves, „Your Excellency Hades, I never told the lie.” 索伦没丝毫表情的刀疤脸上,一尘不变,嘴唇动了动,“冥王阁下,我从来不说假话。” „Is very good”, Yang Chen said: „You told me, in your eyes, I will deceive own to cover the own spiritless person......” “很好”,杨辰道:“你告诉我,在你眼里,我是会欺骗自己来掩盖自己懦弱的人吗……” In the Solon somewhat muddy pupil winds through bright light, „Your Excellency Hades, although I am your subordinate, but said from the age, your issue was the same with your age, was immature.” 索伦有些浑浊的眸子里流过一丝精光,“冥王阁下,虽然我是您的下属,但从年龄上讲,您的问题和您的年龄一样,非常稚嫩。” „Un?” „It seems like Yang Chen cannot bear smile smiling, by your such a saying, the issue that I asked is been very silly.” “嗯？”杨辰忍不住笑了笑,“被你这么一说,看来我问的问题很傻。” Solon directly replied: „I believe that deceives and confesses, is only the method, so long as is acknowledged that own regard, that is the performance of powerhouse. True powerhouse, does not lie in his strong and weak, but lies, whether he can be used in the adverse circumstance facing and solves the problem diligently.” 索伦直接地回答道:“我认为,欺骗和坦白,只是手段而已,只要是承认自己的心意,那就是强者的表现。真正的强者,不在于他本身的强弱,而在于,他是否在逆境中能够用于面对和努力解决问题。” Yang Chen has narrowed the eye, has pondered over the moment, self-ridiculed that has smiled, „looks like my issue is very indeed silly...... Yes, no matter I really spiritless also good, strong also good, so long as faces the issue, asked one's conscience ashamedly.” 杨辰眯了眯眼,思忖了片刻,自嘲地笑了起来,“看来我的问题的确很傻……是啊,不管我是真的懦弱也好,坚强也好,只要面对问题,也就问心愧了吧。” Solon has not spoken, but in the eye reveals several points of happy expression. 索伦没说话,但眼里流露出几分笑意。 Although was far from all worries has abandoned, but Yang Chen also calculates that pulled back the heart, then asked Solon, „suddenly came to this place to look for me, shouldn't be saw one side me purely. You also saw, you appear, this scene almost lost control.” 虽然谈不上把一切烦恼抛开了,但杨辰也算把心拉了回来,转而问索伦,“突然来这种地方找我,应该不会纯粹来见我一面吧。你也看见了,你出现一下,这个场面就差点失控了。” The Solon expression is even more solemn and respectful, the nod said: „Indeed has the important matter, believing Your Excellency Hades should hear, by the France foreign Security Bureau sponsor, ‚international special organization secret meeting’, will convene in Paris.” 索伦的表情越发肃穆起来,点头道:“的确是有要事,相信冥王阁下应该有所耳闻,由法国对外安全局主办的,‘国际特殊组织密会’,会在巴黎召开。” Yang Chen frowned, „has heard, probably is copes with ‚God's Domain’ such Terrorist Organization, the leader ‚Apollo’. I actually have occurring together with the person of this organization, just came France to be kidnapped, is that organization subsidiary body does.” 杨辰皱眉,“是有听说过,好像是对付‘神之领域’这么一个恐怖组织,首领还是‘阿波罗’。我其实也跟这个组织的人有过交集,刚来法国就被绑架,就是那个组织附属组织做的。” „Right, has not thought that your excellency had the contact. However I come to see your excellency especially, except for seeing outside Your excellency Persephone, a matter, worries to tell your excellency”, Solon said. “没错,没想到阁下已经有接触了。不过我特地过来见阁下一面,除了见一面泊耳塞福涅大人以外,还有一件事,着急地想告诉阁下”,索伦道。 „Anything, is not you knows that Apollo was really false”, Yang Chen said with a smile.[ “什么,不会是你已经知道,那阿波罗是真是假了吧”,杨辰笑道。[ Solon shook the head, „the Apollo genuine and fake, and have nothing to care regarding us, is not we can judge. What I want to tell Your Excellency Hades is, the secret meeting that tomorrow evening will soon begin, how except for discussing discovers Apollo and God's Domain, and outside the matter of elimination, a matter, closely is jointly related with your excellency. About one ‚Divine Item’ the ownership competes.” 索伦摇头,“阿波罗的真假,对于我们来说并没什么可在意的,也不是我们所能判断的。我想告诉冥王阁下的是,明晚即将开场的密会,除了讨论如何找出阿波罗与神之领域,并联合消灭的事情以外,还有一件事情,与阁下密切相关。是关于一件‘神器’的归属争夺。” „Divine Item?” Yang Chen has gawked, immediately said with a smile: „You should not say, is that on Hades loses, that is not ordinary Divine Item. Before me , the time period and Ares have fought a war, Divine Item that Main God has, the might is truly astonishing. The Ares lance can actually freeze the space, I believe that other Main God Divine Item, the might is inevitably good. Such thing, if appeared, I will unable to feel.” “神器？”杨辰愣了下,随即哈哈笑道:“你该不会是说,是上一任冥王丢失的那件吧,那可不是普通的神器。我前阵子和阿瑞斯打过一仗,主神拥有的神器,威力确实是惊人的。阿瑞斯长矛竟然能够冻结空间,我相信,其他主神的神器,威力必然不俗。这样的东西,如果真的出现了,我不会感觉不到的。” Solon is astonished slightly, as if not know matter that Yang Chen and Ares fight, but are not many asked that continues to explain: „That ‚Divine Item’ truly is not, but its Master that 12 Great Main God has, with Your Excellency Hades you have the greatest origin.” 索伦微微讶异,似乎并不知道杨辰与阿瑞斯战斗的事情,但也不多问,继续解释道:“那件‘神器’确实不是十二大主神所持有的,但它的主人,跟冥王阁下您有莫大的渊源。” „Do not keep guessing, is, what Divine Item?” Yang Chen asked. “别卖关子了,是谁,什么神器？”杨辰奈问道。 „Is ‚Death God’ the Thanatos weapon, Death God's Sword”, Solon said. “是‘死神’塔纳托斯的武器,死神之剑”,索伦道。 Death God Thanatos? 死神塔纳托斯？