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The Lin Ruoxiwords, as ifweremakehimdust-laden the toolongpast events, thinkswithreading that toomanydoes not dareto touchthatstarted the rapidfermentationinflation.林若溪的话语,仿佛是让他尘封了太久的往事,和太多不敢触及的念想,都开始迅速发酵膨胀。„Be quiet! Be quiet!! Iyoutold that manytimeyou believe that is notthis that youthink!!”
“住嘴!住嘴!!我跟你说多少次你才相信,不是你想的这样!!”In the head of Yang Chenhas blasted out the potlikely, for a long timedoes not have the ache, makinghisnerveentirefall intomanic, the templesnearbystartedto beat!杨辰的脑袋里像是炸开了锅,许久没有过的疼痛,让他的神经整个陷入了狂躁,太阳穴附近开始跳动!Yang Chendoes not know that ownwill be why angry, whywill yelltoLin Ruoxiuncontrolledloudly, hedoes not think, buthecannot control!![杨辰也不知道自己为什么会愤怒,为什么会不受控制地向林若溪大声叫喊,他不想,但他控制不住!![
The Lin Ruoxivisionbecomesclearcoldly, seemswatchesall, looksthoroughly.林若溪的目光变得清清冷冷,好似将一切都看在眼里,看得透彻。„Do not deceiveown, Yang Chen, you have been very actually clear, youneverpossiblyseparatemeand17, reason thatyouthink that Iandsheare different, butthinks that a reasonconvincesyourown, lullsyourown, youdo not wantto makeown the sentimentalweak one, youdo not wantto makeown unable to come out ofthatshadow, yourattemptletsownisnew student/rebirth, butis notpitiful creature who becausedeparture of 17gets downdepressed...... Itoyou, amyouam usedto coveryourownafraidexcuse...... Isyourownindeceivingyourown, butradicallyin fact, youwith all my, startfrom17......”
“你不要骗自己了,杨辰,其实你心里一直很明白,你永远不可能把我和十七分开的,你之所以会认为我和她是不同的,只是想一个理由说服你自己,麻痹你自己,你不想让自己成为感情的弱者,你不想让自己走不出那段阴影,你试图让自己是新生的,而不是因为十七的离去消沉下去的可怜虫……我对你来说,是你用来掩盖你自己心虚的借口……是你自己在欺骗你自己,而事实上,你跟我的一切,根本都是从十七那儿开始的……”
The Lin Ruoxiwords, look like the ice rain are the same, fallsin the Yang Chenear, has frozenhisbody.林若溪的话,就像是冰雨一样,落在杨辰耳朵里,冻结了他的身体。
„ Iflooks likesuch that yousaid, youcanseparatemeand17, thatalreadyknew that yourQiangwei, whyis notyour wife, don't youloveher? Becausesheis the organized crime? Will youcare? Ifyouthinkthatshewill reject? United StatesJingjing, couldn't shetoyourregard, youhave seenreally? Theysideyou, were good than toyoume, woman who was more suitableto becomeyour wife...... Sentimental the matterlikemedoes not understand, all dayknows the work, disdainsto taunttoyou, the coldlyiceice, does not let the woman who youenter the door, youactuallywantmeto beyour wife...... Isaidthese many, actuallyall these were very clear, not!?
“如果真像你说的那样,你可以把我和十七分开,那早就认识你的蔷薇,为什么不是你的妻子,你难道不爱她吗?就因为她是黑社会?你会在乎吗?如果你想,她会拒绝吗?还有去了美国的菁菁,她对你的心意,你难道真的会看不到?她们早在你身边了,都是比我对你更好,更适合当你妻子的女人……像我这样感情的事根本不懂,整天就知道工作,对你不屑嘲讽,冷冷冰冰,连房门都不让你进的女人,你却偏偏要我做你的妻子……我说了这么多,其实这一切都已经很明白了,不是么!?Youdo not wantto give up17, youalwaysbecause of17, butsideme!!! ”
你从来没想放弃十七,你从来都因为十七而在我身边!!!”
The body, softly by the parapet, Yang Chencomplexionwas pale, withwas drained the soulto be ordinary, probablyexperienced a time consumingbigtangled warfare.
身体,软软地靠在了栏杆上,杨辰面色苍白,就跟被抽干了灵魂一般,亦好像是经历了一场旷日持久的大混战。Yang Chendulllooks at the riverside of distant place, the visionis dim, mutters: „Ruoxi, don't say...... WhenIaskedyou...... Iaskedyourdon't say......”杨辰呆呆的看着远处的河边,目光黯淡,喃喃道:“若溪,别说了……就当我求你……我求你别说了……”Lin Ruoxisupineraising head, puts out a hand, in the owncorner of the eyehas cleaned , the apologyhas smiledgently, „ sorry, Iknow that said the sentiment, the cold blood, Iknowyouvery muchhave also donemanymattersforme...... Hasmeto see, there arehelpsin the backmy. ButIcould not beara moment ago...... Thesewords, thesequestions, Ihave been pressinginheart, hiding, looks like the chronictoxicantcorrodesmyinternal organs, I am also very painful.林若溪仰了仰头,伸手在自己眼角擦拭了下,歉意地温柔笑了下,“对不起,我知道这么说很情,很冷血,我知道你也为我做了很多事……有我看见的,也有背地里帮我的。但我刚才怎么也忍不住了……这些话,这些疑问,我一直在心底里压着,藏着,就像是慢性的毒药侵蚀我的内脏,我也很痛苦。FromChristineof that daywithImentionedafterhermatter, myseveraltimeswantto askyou, butdoes not dareto open the mouth. Ialsoworried that whatconsequencecancause, Ifeared that mylawundertakes, the strength that butIthinkcompared withmyownfortunately, Ibelieve that youwill not be defeatedbecause ofthesewords.
从那天克莉丝汀跟我说起了关于她的事以后,我就好几次想开口问你,但一直没敢开口。我也担心会造成什么样的后果,我怕我法承担,但还好我比我自己想的坚强,我相信你也不会因为这些话而被打败的。Possiblybecause offoreignrelations, withoutthat manyworkdistractive, withoutfamily memberinside, let the imagination run wildtime are also many. Todayhadmatter, the numeroussmallreasongatheringsame place, youon own initiativemakemeaskyou, Isaid the words that had not spoken...... Later, Iwill not sayyouagain...... ”
可能是因为在国外的关系,没有那么多工作分散注意力,没有家里人在身边,胡思乱想的时间也就多了。今天又发生了刚才的事情,林林总总的小原因凑到一起,你又主动让我问你,我就把一直没说的话都说了出来……以后,我不会再这么说你了……”Yang Chenkeeps silent, isanythinghas not heardlikely.杨辰默不作声,像是什么也没听到。Lin Ruoxibites the lip, said: „Release conferencemuststart, Imustsit. Ifyoudo not wantto participate, has not related, Iknow that youris not definitely happy. Moreoveryourfriendlooks foryou, should have anymatter. Youdo not needto care aboutmywords, considersmeto grumblewith the resentment, wedid not quarrelwith the cold warfrequently, thistimewas also same, in any case...... The dayin the same old wayhas wanted.”林若溪咬了咬嘴唇,道:“发布会要开始了,我要坐回去了。如果你不想参加,也没关系的,我知道你心情肯定不好。而且你的朋友来找你,应该也是有什么事吧。你也不用太在意我的话,就当是我发发牢骚跟怨气,我们不是经常吵架和冷战么,这次也一样,反正……日子还是照样要过的。”Then, Lin Ruoxireorganizedunder the correct manners discipline, has turned aroundto turn back the ownseatcalmly.
说完,林若溪整理了下仪容,转过身镇定地走回自己的座位。With the Solonwrongbody, buttime, Solonnods the headrespectfullyslightly, Lin Ruoxihas also smiledtohispolitenessunder.
与索伦错身而过的时候,索伦恭敬地微微颔首,林若溪也向他礼貌地笑了下。Allpeopleon the sceneseeLin Ruoxito turn back the ownposition, xi xi su suwere discussingexactlyhadanything, after all the discerning peoplecan look, Lin Ruoxihas cried.
在场的所有人看到林若溪走回自己的位置,窸窸窣窣都讨论着到底发生了什么,毕竟明眼人都看得出来,林若溪有哭过。Stern and Alicebrother and sisterwere actually peaceful, sees the Lin Ruoximanner, butworriesatsideseveralpointslooksthatdid not speak.斯特恩与艾莉丝兄妹俩倒是安静了许多,看到林若溪的神态,只是在旁几分担忧地看着,并不说话。Lin Ruoxidoes not havecares aboutother people'sdiscussion and vision, quickon the thrust build-up, took up the documentcarefullyto look.林若溪并没太在意旁人的讨论与目光,很快就进入工作状态,拿起了文件仔细看了起来。At this time, fellheadanotherface that ranto flatter the smiling faceto arrive in front ofLin Ruoxia moment ago, askedsubmissively: „Miss Lin, excuse me, do the release conferencecanbegin?”
这时候,刚才落跑的负责人又一脸谄媚笑容地走到林若溪面前,低声下气地问道:“林小姐,请问,发布会可以开场了吗?”Lin Ruoxistares, wonders, „whyaskedme, thisshouldnot beIdecides.”[林若溪一愣,纳闷,“为什么问我,这应该不是我来决定的吧。”[Headsaid with a chuckle: „Youperhaps, ifarranges, wecanwait foryou, was right, thatMr. Yangdid not have a chapter of seat, canwait forhimto come backto startagain?” The headswere saying, the lookawelooked at the eyealsoin the shoreis standingYang Chen.
负责人嘿嘿笑道:“您如果没准备好,我们可以等您,对了,那位杨先生还没回位子,要等他回来再开始吗?”负责人说着,眼神敬畏地看了眼还在岸边站着的杨辰。Lin Ruoxiunderstandssuddenlythatthinkssomewhatlaughably, allpeopleon the scene, have been afraid the Yang Chenmysteriousstatusunexpectedly, buthas givenYang Chenandownalldecision-making power.林若溪恍然明白过来,觉得有些可笑,在场的所有人,竟是害怕了杨辰的神秘身份,而把一切决定权交给了杨辰和自己。„Youhave no needsuchanxiously, the matter, waspersonalgrievances, do not affect the fashion weekadvancement”, Lin Ruoxiurged.
“你们用不着这么紧张,刚才的事情,是私人的恩怨,不要影响时装周的进程”,林若溪劝道。
The headsnodto indicateto understandimmediatelythat„Miss Lin is really broadminded, atnooncocktail party that waits, but alsoaskedyou to come, the firsttimeparticipated in the fashion week, wemustcompletely the friendship of landlord......”
负责人立刻点头表示明白,“林小姐真是宽宏大量,等下的中午的酒会上,还请您务必赏光,第一次来参加时装周,我们一定要尽地主之谊……”Lin Ruoxicomplied withseveralat will, hinthas madethemquickerstarts, anycocktail partyand so on, shedid not have the interestfrom the start.林若溪随意应了几句,示意让他们快些开始,什么酒会之类的,她压根没兴趣。Cannot bearlookto the riversideis standingthatback, Lin Ruoxitasteat heart, is actually the countless words, is hardto state clearlycomplex......
只是,忍不住望向河边站着的那个背影,林若溪心里的滋味,却是千言万语,都难以言明的复杂……Butat this time, standsby the parapet, has stood and waited for a long timefor a long timeYang Chen, finallyslowgod.
而此时,站在栏杆旁,伫立了许久的杨辰,终于缓过神来。Yang Chenlifted the left hand, the fingerhas incurredonemove.杨辰抬起左手,手指招了一招。Behindhas been standingSolonwas understanding, has arrived atsideYang Chen.
后面一直站着的索伦会意,走到了杨辰身边。Yang Chensighed, asks: „Solon, Iasked that your issue, youtold the factsreplyme.”杨辰叹了口气,问道:“索伦,我问你一个问题,你实话实说地回答我。”On the scar of knife woundface of Solonslightlyexpression, dustis not invariable, the lipmoves, „Your Excellency Hades, Inevertold the lie.”索伦没丝毫表情的刀疤脸上,一尘不变,嘴唇动了动,“冥王阁下,我从来不说假话。”„Is very good”, Yang Chensaid: „Youtoldme, in your eyes, Iwill deceiveownto cover the ownspiritlessperson......”
“很好”,杨辰道:“你告诉我,在你眼里,我是会欺骗自己来掩盖自己懦弱的人吗……”In the Solonsomewhatmuddypupilwinds throughbright light, „Your Excellency Hades, althoughIamyoursubordinate, butsaidfrom the age, yourissue was the same withyourage, was immature.”索伦有些浑浊的眸子里流过一丝精光,“冥王阁下,虽然我是您的下属,但从年龄上讲,您的问题和您的年龄一样,非常稚嫩。”„Un?”„It seems likeYang Chencannot bear smilesmiling, byyoursuch a saying, the issue that Iaskedis been very silly.”
“嗯?”杨辰忍不住笑了笑,“被你这么一说,看来我问的问题很傻。”Solondirectlyreplied: „Ibelievethatdeceivesandconfesses, is only the method, so long asisacknowledged that ownregard, thatis the performance of powerhouse. Truepowerhouse, does not lie inhisstrong and weak, butlies, whetherhecanbe usedin the adverse circumstancefacingandsolves the problemdiligently.”索伦直接地回答道:“我认为,欺骗和坦白,只是手段而已,只要是承认自己的心意,那就是强者的表现。真正的强者,不在于他本身的强弱,而在于,他是否在逆境中能够用于面对和努力解决问题。”Yang Chenhas narrowed the eye, has pondered over the moment, self-ridiculed that has smiled, „looks likemyissue is very indeed silly...... Yes, no matterIreallyspiritlessalsogood, strongalsogood, so long asfaces the issue, asked one's conscienceashamedly.”杨辰眯了眯眼,思忖了片刻,自嘲地笑了起来,“看来我的问题的确很傻……是啊,不管我是真的懦弱也好,坚强也好,只要面对问题,也就问心愧了吧。”Solonhas not spoken, butin the eyerevealsseveralpoints of happy expression.索伦没说话,但眼里流露出几分笑意。Althoughwas far fromallworrieshas abandoned, butYang Chenalsocalculates that pulled back the heart, thenaskedSolon, „suddenlycame tothisplaceto look forme, shouldn't besawone sidemepurely. Youalsosaw, youappear, thisscenealmostlost control.”
虽然谈不上把一切烦恼抛开了,但杨辰也算把心拉了回来,转而问索伦,“突然来这种地方找我,应该不会纯粹来见我一面吧。你也看见了,你出现一下,这个场面就差点失控了。”
The Solonexpressionis even more solemn and respectful, the nodsaid: „Indeedhas the important matter, believingYour Excellency Hadesshouldhear, by the FranceforeignSecurity Bureausponsor, ‚internationalspecialorganizationsecret meeting’, will conveneinParis.”索伦的表情越发肃穆起来,点头道:“的确是有要事,相信冥王阁下应该有所耳闻,由法国对外安全局主办的,‘国际特殊组织密会’,会在巴黎召开。”Yang Chenfrowned, „has heard, probablyiscopes with‚God's Domain’suchTerrorist Organization, the leader‚Apollo’. Iactually have occurring togetherwith the person of thisorganization, justcameFranceto be kidnapped, isthatorganizationsubsidiary bodydoes.”杨辰皱眉,“是有听说过,好像是对付‘神之领域’这么一个恐怖组织,首领还是‘阿波罗’。我其实也跟这个组织的人有过交集,刚来法国就被绑架,就是那个组织附属组织做的。”„Right, has not thought that your excellencyhad the contact. HoweverIcometo seeyour excellencyespecially, except forseeingoutsideYour excellency Persephone, a matter, worries to tellyour excellency”, Solonsaid.
“没错,没想到阁下已经有接触了。不过我特地过来见阁下一面,除了见一面泊耳塞福涅大人以外,还有一件事,着急地想告诉阁下”,索伦道。„Anything, is notyouknows that Apollo was really false”, Yang Chensaid with a smile.[
“什么,不会是你已经知道,那阿波罗是真是假了吧”,杨辰笑道。[Solonshook the head, „the Apollogenuine and fake, andhave nothingto careregardingus, is notwecanjudge. WhatIwantto tellYour Excellency Hadesis, the secret meeting that tomorrow eveningwill soon begin, howexcept fordiscussingdiscoversApolloandGod's Domain, andoutside the matter of elimination, a matter, closelyis jointly relatedwithyour excellency. Aboutone‚Divine Item’ the ownershipcompetes.”索伦摇头,“阿波罗的真假,对于我们来说并没什么可在意的,也不是我们所能判断的。我想告诉冥王阁下的是,明晚即将开场的密会,除了讨论如何找出阿波罗与神之领域,并联合消灭的事情以外,还有一件事情,与阁下密切相关。是关于一件‘神器’的归属争夺。”„Divine Item?”Yang Chenhas gawked, immediatelysaid with a smile: „Youshouldnot say, is that onHadesloses, thatis notordinaryDivine Item. Before me , the time periodandAreshave fought a war, Divine Item that Main Godhas, the mightis truly astonishing. The Areslance can actually freeze the space, IbelievethatotherMain GodDivine Item, the mightis inevitably good. Suchthing, ifappeared, Iwill unable to feel.”
“神器?”杨辰愣了下,随即哈哈笑道:“你该不会是说,是上一任冥王丢失的那件吧,那可不是普通的神器。我前阵子和阿瑞斯打过一仗,主神拥有的神器,威力确实是惊人的。阿瑞斯长矛竟然能够冻结空间,我相信,其他主神的神器,威力必然不俗。这样的东西,如果真的出现了,我不会感觉不到的。”Solonis astonishedslightly, as if not knowmatter that Yang ChenandAresfight, butare not manyaskedthatcontinuesto explain: „That‚Divine Item’trulyis not, butitsMaster that 12Great Main Godhas, withYour Excellency Hades you have the greatestorigin.”索伦微微讶异,似乎并不知道杨辰与阿瑞斯战斗的事情,但也不多问,继续解释道:“那件‘神器’确实不是十二大主神所持有的,但它的主人,跟冥王阁下您有莫大的渊源。”„Do not keep guessing, is, whatDivine Item?”Yang Chenasked.
“别卖关子了,是谁,什么神器?”杨辰奈问道。„Is‚Death God’ the Thanatosweapon, Death God's Sword”, Solonsaid.
“是‘死神’塔纳托斯的武器,死神之剑”,索伦道。Death GodThanatos?死神塔纳托斯?
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