MWIABCEO :: Volume #6

#515: Shut up

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, , 515 515 Wave light clear Seine river is tranquil, the shore, several big tall and straight France dryondras launch the giant crown, the green and yellow staggered gigantic leaf blade are blown by the wind stroke gently to make noise. 波光粼粼的塞纳河平静安详,岸边,几株高大挺拔的法国梧桐树展开着巨大的树冠,青黄交错的硕大叶片被风吹地摩挲作响。 Ye Zi (leaf) of this dryondra, often can cross the cold winter, until spring around, creakies, by the wane. 这种梧桐树的叶子,往往能越过寒冬,直到春季前后,才摇摇欲坠,直到凋零。 At this time, several pieces of yellowing leaf blades, were blown to fall by the wind exactly, sway, shakes falls on the garden parapet place leisurely finally, calmly rests. 此时,恰好有几片泛黄的叶片,被风吹落,飘摇中,晃悠悠地最终落在花园栏杆处,静静安息。 Before Yang Chen looks at Ye Zi (leaf) to fall the black soil ground to heel well-remembered, does not know that was how much time, seemed is very long, seemed several seconds, only felt that the brain of own in suddenly the blank, crossed long time, turned the head to look at the Lin Ruoxi indifferent facial expression, reluctantly grinned to say with a smile: „You knew”.[ 杨辰茫茫然地看着叶子落到脚跟前的黑色泥土地上,也不知道是过了多少时间,好似很长,好似才几秒,只感觉,自己的大脑在一时间空白了下,过了良久,转头看着林若溪淡然神情,才勉强咧嘴笑着道:“你知道了”。[ „You hope that I don't know?” “你希望我不知道？” „Actually, I do not need to think surprised, definitely is Christine that big mouth, told you”, Yang Chen forced smile. “其实,我也不用觉得惊讶,肯定是克莉丝汀那个大嘴巴,告诉你的吧”,杨辰苦笑。 „She told me some, but I want to listen to you to say personally, naturally, you can not reply”, Lin Ruoxi said. “她告诉了我一些,但我想听你亲口说,当然,你可以不回答的”,林若溪说。 „Hasn't anything hoped that no matter you whether knows, this was a past of existence. Probably is some stupid action that everyone made in childhood, will grow up will have shamed in opening one's mouth, but existed was exists, your own puts behind diligently that the Sirs always some people remembered”, Yang Chen smiled, „was natural, I with the 17 matter, cannot think that was the child makes stupid action that simple, I do not want to pass to forget her...... No matter what, I was very happy that you will know 17 from Christine there, this at least can explain, you for I go with her in private chatting”. “没什么希望不希望的,不管你是否知道,这就是一段存在的过去。就好像是每个人小时候做的一些傻事,长大了会羞于启齿,但存在的就是存在的,你自己努力去忘却,大人们总有人记得”,杨辰笑了笑,“当然了,我跟十七的事情,不能认为是小孩子做傻事那么简单,我也从来没有想过去忘记她……不管怎么说,我很高兴你会从克莉丝汀那里知道十七,这起码能说明,你会为了我去跟她私下聊天”。 Lin Ruoxi still does not have any expression, looked at Yang Chen a while silent, asked spookily: „You are also loving her, right?” 林若溪依然没什么表情,沉默地看了杨辰一会儿,幽幽地问道:“你还爱着她,对吗？” Yang Chen shook the head, the visual front, said: „Love? I do not know, we are children time, knew. In I return to that 21 and two years before China, she is my side most special existence. She is not the friend of mine, because she is deeper than the sentiment of friend, we can for each other go all out. She is not my lover, because we have not been in love, even has not delivered each other any faith token. She is not my lover, she never meets the obediently hear of my words, will otherwise not leave side me finally willfully...... She...... Is such a special woman......” 杨辰摇摇头,目视前方,道:“爱？我不知道,我们还是孩子的时候,就已经认识了。在我回华夏前的那21、二年里,她一直是我身边最特殊的存在。她不是我的朋友,因为她比朋友的感情要深厚,我们可以为彼此拼命。她不是我的恋人,因为我们从来没有谈过恋爱,甚至没有送过彼此任何信物。她也不是我的情人,她从来不会乖乖听我的话,不然也不会最后任性地离开我身边……她……就是这么一个特别的女人……” Lin Ruoxi calmly is listening, looks on the Yang Chen face to smile from time to time, from time to time the painful look, why does not know, Lin Ruoxi thought that the own heart good pain, to resemble the number the needle-tip to grip the own heart tender meat unceasingly, but, Lin Ruoxi actually cannot distinguish, for him, is for own. 林若溪静静地听着,看着杨辰脸上时而微笑,时而痛苦的神色,不知道为什么,林若溪觉得自己的心头好痛,就好像数的针尖不断地扎着自己心头的嫩肉,但是,林若溪却分辨不出,到底为的是他,还是为的自己。 „ You must ask me, is loving whether also her, I do not know how to tell you. I had not said to 17 ‚I love you’, I to the talk between lovers that she spoke, did not have me to come a lot to a day of talk between lovers that you spoke. I had thought that she looks like my life other half is the same, with her in the same place, even if I clearly know that my world is dark one piece, will make me settle the An Xin (at ease) heart...... “你要问我,是否还爱着她,我也不知道怎么跟你说。我从来没有对十七说过‘我爱你’,我对她说的情话,还没我对你说的一天的情话来得多。我一直觉得,她就像是我生命的另一半一样,跟她在一起的时候,就算我明知道我的世界是黑暗的一片,也会让我安安心心的…… This is I to her feeling, was answered your issue? ” Yang Chen said that smiles is asking. 这就是我对她的感觉,算是回答了你的问题了吗？”杨辰说完,微笑着反问道。 Lin Ruoxi had not replied, but continues to ask: „Christine told me that said I and 17 grow like, is?” 林若溪没回答,而是继续问道:“克莉丝汀跟我说,说我和十七长得很像,是这样吗？” „Yes, your makings, your look, looks like with 17 very much, looks like. However, 17 you have not come attractively...... Christine has also seen 17 one time, just has time bumps into the United States time, understanding are actually not many, if she talked nonsense some words, you can definitely not need to pay attention”, Yang Chen said. “是的,你的气质,你的眼神,和十七很像,非常像。不过,十七没你来得漂亮……克莉丝汀也只是见过十七一次,刚好有次在美国时候碰上的,了解的其实不多,如果她瞎说一些话,你完全可以不用理会”,杨辰道。 Lin Ruoxi pair of fair delicate hand grabs the parapet before body, under does not control self somewhat shivers, returns to normal the mighty waves in heart, asked: „Am I in your eyes, the 17 substitute?” 林若溪一对白皙的素手抓着身前的栏杆,不自禁有些颤抖,平复下心中的波澜,才问道:“我在你眼里,是十七的替代品吗？” Asked these words, Lin Ruoxi has as if consumed the strength of whole body, but strongly has stood the body, the flashing eyes looked straight ahead Yang Chen eyes. 问完这句话,林若溪仿佛耗费了全身的力气,但还是坚强地站直了身体,目光炯炯地直视杨辰的眼眸。 In the Yang Chen mind quickly grasps the meaning of something, when remembered suddenly on that day went to the Liu Yanxi concert backstage to come out, bewildered words that Lin Ruoxi speaks...... 杨辰脑海里一个激灵,猛然想起那天去柳妍熙演唱会后台出来时,林若溪说的莫名其妙的话…… „In any case I in your eyes, is a substitute......” “反正我在你眼里,也不过是一个替代品吧……” Is this! Yes! Was she knew existence of 17 at that time, but also knew her and 17 similar! Suddenly such will say!! 是这样！是了！是她当时就知道十七的存在,还知道她与十七的相似！才会突然那样说的！！ Yang Chen suddenly thinks very laughable, haha has smiled two, has almost not smiled the tears, sighed: „ No wonder your previous time bewildered said to me that said you are ‚substitute’. Ruoxi Baby, you also met let the imagination run wild. You are you, 17 is 17, for me, 17 is memory that the law rubs off, now, you is a my wife. 杨辰突然觉得非常可笑,哈哈笑了两声,差点没笑出眼泪来,叹息道:“怪不得你上次莫名其妙对我说,说你不过是‘替代品’。若溪宝贝儿,你也太会胡思乱想了。你是你,十七是十七,对我来说,十七是法磨去的记忆,现在,你才是我的妻子。 If I really am treat as the 17 substitute you, which membership dues these many thoughts hope that you accept me. Said is coarser, if you are only the substitute, I why such do care about your feeling? ” 如果我真是把你当作十七的替代品,又哪会费这么多心思希望你接受我。说难听些,如果你只是替代品,我何必这么在乎你的感受？” Lin Ruoxi stared at Yang Chen a while, suddenly the lip angle flood a strange smile, „initially in the cafe, I made you marry me, you actually do not want, finally I must jump from an upper story, you have prevented me, then refreshedly agreed...... At that time, you should be the discovery, I looked like with 17 very much, will change is so quick?”[ 林若溪凝视了杨辰一会儿,忽然唇角泛起一丝奇异的微笑,“当初在咖啡厅,我让你跟我结婚,你却不愿意,最后我要跳楼的时候,你阻止了我,然后就爽快地同意了……那个时候,你应该是发现,我跟十七很像,才会变化这么快吧？”[ Yang Chen did not understand how Lin Ruoxi will think of such matter early suddenly, but then situation, indeed came clearly into view, before Lin Ruoxi jumped from an upper story , the glance that turned head, making own think initially 17 left the look that the time renounced, undeniably, towering request that if because of the look of that glance, Yang Chen definitely happily will not accept to marry, will not have afterward such many matters. 杨辰不理解林若溪怎么会突然想到这么早前的事情,但当时的情形,的确是历历在目,正是林若溪跳楼前回头的一瞥,让自己想到了当初十七离开时候决绝的眼神,不可否认,如果不是因为那一瞥的眼神,杨辰肯定不会痛快答应结婚的突兀要求,也就不会有后来这么多事。 „Yes, I said that your look, your makings, look like with 17 very much”, Yang Chen nods, „, but, this does not represent, I treat as the 17 substitute you! We experienced afterward that many matters together, actually many time understood each other sentiment, not?” “是的,我说了,你的眼神,你的气质,跟十七很像”,杨辰点头,“但是,这并不代表,我把你当作十七的替代品！我们一起经历了后来那么多事,其实很多次都已经明白彼此的感情了,不是么？” Lin Ruoxi lowered the head, has smiled, „then, I should thank 17, if were not because she looked like with me very much, initially I possibly directly jumped from an upper story died, even if did not die, will be united Xu Zhihong to kill by that man, or was won all, degenerated into other people's toys...... I should thank 17, not?” 林若溪低头,哂笑了下,“这么说来,我应该感谢十七,如果不是因为她跟我很像,当初我可能就直接跳楼就死去了,就算不死,也会被那个男人联合许智宏害死,亦或是被夺走一切,沦为他人的玩物……我真应该感谢十七,不是么？” Speaking of finally, in the eye socket of Lin Ruoxi, gushed out the clear teardrops suddenly, the tears following her cheeks, dropped uncontrolled in the ground thick patch of grass. 说到最后,林若溪的眼眶里,突然涌出了晶莹的泪珠,泪水顺着她的脸颊,不受控制地滴落在地上草丛里。 Although Lin Ruoxi wants to conceal vigorously, but rustlinging of body shivers, is even more is fierce. 虽然林若溪极力地想掩饰,但身体的瑟瑟颤抖,却是越发厉害起来。 Yang Chen is somewhat dumbstruck, he is not clear, Lin Ruoxi has cried how suddenly, this thinks that the reply of own can let Lin Ruoxi An Xin (at ease), can untie their heart knots, in the sentiment goes a step further, but looking back now, is just the opposite finally! 杨辰有些发懵,他不明白,怎么突然林若溪就哭了起来,本以为自己的回答能让林若溪安心,能解开两人的心结,感情上更进一步,但现在看来,结果恰恰相反！ „Lin Ruoxi, you? Was not says well!? Why must cry!? I said many times, you are not the 17 substitute! You for me are alone 12! You is a my wife! You...... Why you must cry!? You said Kya!” “林若溪,你怎么了？不是说得好好的吗！？为什么要哭！？我已经说了好多次,你不是十七的替代品！你对我来说是独12的！你才是我的妻子！你……你为什么要哭！？你说呀！” Yang Chen felt that the matter by his control, the heart anger was not started, the expression aggravated several points, said the Lin Ruoxi name. 杨辰感到事情根本不受他的控制,心头的火气也开始上来,语气不由加重了几分,直呼了林若溪的名字。 Lin Ruoxi did not answer that continues to lower the head, the tears bead with the broken line pearl, continuously downward falls. 林若溪却是不回话,继续低着头,眼泪珠子就跟断线珍珠,不住往下掉。 The person in conference site mostly dreads in Yang Chen, there is Solon to approach a hand in behind, the Yang Chen finger uncertain is depressed. 要不是会场中的人大多畏惧于杨辰,又有索伦在后面把手着不让人靠近,杨辰指不定多么郁闷。 Who is willing to make others see, as a man, was saying was saying the own wife said cried!? 谁愿意让别人看见,作为一个男人,说着说着就把自己老婆说哭了！？ Finally, Lin Ruoxi is suppressing the tears, slowly raised the head, although the eye socket is red, but at least does not have weeping beauty not being able to withstand of that. 最终,林若溪强忍着泪水,缓缓抬起头来,虽然眼眶红红的,但至少没那么梨花带雨的不堪。 On the face the light base was dyed by tears somewhat melts, this until now displays compares the independent strong woman, at this time like the tulip of dispirited, appeared especially gentle and charming, annoyed the person to be take pity on. 脸上淡淡的粉底被眼泪染地有些化开,这个一直以来都表现地比独立坚强的女人,这时候就像萎靡的郁金香,显得格外娇柔,惹人怜惜。 Yang Chen relaxed, asked as far as possible benignly: „Ruoxi, you how, you like this have made me not know how to say is good.” 杨辰松了口气,尽可能和颜悦色地问道:“若溪,你到底怎么了,你这样让我不知道怎么说才好。” The water pupil of Lin Ruoxi red wet is staring at the face of Yang Chen, said with a smile chillily beautifully: „Christine has said that 17 was on the only one bosom your child's woman, was such?” 林若溪红润润的水眸盯着杨辰的脸,凄美地笑道:“克莉丝汀说过,十七是唯一一个怀上了你的孩子的女人,是那样吗？” Yang Chen nods slow of speech, this doubts is he forever dual pain, 17 and belly child, if not this woman with the flesh and blood that had not been born, in own crashes into the ice-cold cliff sea tide at present helplessly, initially will not feel acutely disappointed, from slaughtering to sober with the desire , the one person alone returned to China, the plan in light of this life. 杨辰讷讷地点头,这疑是他心里永远的双重痛苦,十七与肚子里的孩子,如果不是这个女人与那未出生的骨肉,在自己眼前眼睁睁地坠入冰冷悬崖海潮之中,当初也不会万念俱灰,从杀戮跟欲望中清醒过来,孤身回到华夏,打算就此了了一生。 Lin Ruoxi sees the Yang Chen stupid expression, smiles chilly fan the even more, said: „I asked your last question.” 林若溪看到杨辰痴呆的表情,笑得越发凄迷,又道:“那我问你最后一个问题。” „You...... You said”, the Yang Chen subconscious has a premonition anything, starts at heart intensely disturbedly, restless. “你……你说”,杨辰潜意识预感到什么,心里开始强烈地忐忑,不安。 Lin Ruoxi speak unhurriedly and clearly opens the mouth, asks: „If, 17 and child, can return to side you now, gives you an opportunity, will you also choose, making me be your wife?” 林若溪一字一顿地开口,问道:“如果,十七和孩子,现在能回到你身边,给你一个机会,你还会选择,让我做你的妻子吗？” „Shut up!!!” “住口！！！” The Yang Chen high-rising however has bellowed, the expression instantaneously becomes somewhat fierce, pair of eyes stares Lin Ruoxi, blood thread is reappearing. 杨辰兀然大吼了一声,表情瞬间变得有些狰狞,一对眼眸瞪着林若溪,血丝浮现。 „17...... 17 and child...... Already...... is already gone”, the Yang Chen sound is trembling, said crabbedly, „such issue, such issue...... Does not need to think......”[ “十七……十七和孩子……已经……已经不在了”,杨辰声音颤栗着,艰涩地说道,“这样的问题,这样的问题……根本没必要去想……”[ Saw that Yang Chen nearly falls into the hysterical the distortion facial features, the meaning that Lin Ruoxi completely has not actually been afraid, instead smiles several points with ease, in a low voice faintly said: „ I know that can be this...... Although on your mouth said that I in your eyes am not the 17 substitute. May in fact, be willing to marry me from you at that moment starting from, in your subconscious thinks. 看到杨辰近乎陷入狂乱的扭曲面容,林若溪却是完全没有害怕的意思,反而是笑得轻松了几分,低声幽幽地说道:“我就知道会是这样……虽然你嘴上说,我在你眼里不是十七的替代品。可事实上,从你愿意跟我结婚那一刻开始,你潜意识里就是那么想的。 Your at heart, never separates truly me and 17, if not 17, I will not have the opportunity to be your wife. ” 你的心里,从来没有将我和十七真正分开来,如果不是十七,我根本不会有机会做你的妻子。”
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