350 350 Yang Chen saw Lin Ruoxi not saying that also in expected, self-ridiculed that has smiled under. 杨辰见林若溪不说,也在意料之中,自嘲地笑了下。 „If you did not say that my own said”, Yang Chen hesitation a while, seemed relating with the character who he has nothing to do with, said slowly...... “如果你不说,那我自己说”,杨辰沉吟一会儿,仿佛是诉说着一个与他无关的人物,缓缓道了出来…… „ I, did not have the parents since childhood, does not know that was discards my gives to fall me, in brief was far from any family education, was far from any family background, the blood relationship, if did not have some average man no experiences, I and mouse in a drainage was equally common. Like you, the birth did not have great Grandmother, a work was the multinational company president. “我这个人,从小就没了爹妈,也不知道是扔掉我的还是把我给落下了,总之谈不上什么家教,更谈不上什么出身,血统,如果没有一些常人没有的经历,我就跟一只水沟里的老鼠一样不起眼。不像你,出生就有了不起的奶奶,一工作就是跨国公司总裁。 I grow not attractively, naturally is far ugly, may with your such beautiful woman stand outer layer stone Ke, I was cut with the emerald raw material on is the same, from the start nobody will note. 我长得也不好看,当然谈不上难看,可跟你这样的美女站在一起,我就跟翡翠原料上被切割掉的外层石壳一样,压根没人会注意到。 Also my educational level, my truth told you, I have not gone to school, my Harvard diploma was others hard for my, said you possibly did not believe that but that thing before entering the company has been thrown in the corner corner not to bump by me. Heard that your going to school time skips a grade, I do not know that is any meaning. 再说说我的教育水平,我实话告诉你,我从来没上过学,我的哈佛文凭是别人硬塞给我的,说了你可能也不信,但那东西在进公司前一直被我扔角落旮旯里没碰过。听说你上学时候跳级,我都不知道那是什么个意思。 My ambition, did not need to raise, I did not have the ambition from the start, mixed to eat to wait for death, if calculated the ambition, I thought that I slightly was noble, I also want to mix ate to hug the beautiful woman. Compared with your such entrepreneur, takes to myriad people of employment posts, person who stimulates the economy, I really am a scum. 我的志向,就不用提了,我压根没志向,混吃等死如果算志向,那我觉得我还稍微高尚一点,我还想混吃的时候多抱抱美女。比起你这样的企业家,带给万千人就业岗位,拉动经济的人来说,我真是个人渣。 Gets down again, must speak of me to the sentimental issue. My truth told you, externally these years, I did not have little make absurd things. 再下来,就要说到我这个人对感情的问题上了。我实话告诉你,在国外那些年,我没少做荒唐事。 Many times, my possibly day on several women, few times, the side cannot the young girl person. 多的时候,我可能一天就好几个女人,少的时候,身边也不会少女人。 After returning to the home, I want to settle, wants to ask a woman to live sincerely. May afterward not think to bump into you, bumps into other lets the woman who I cannot resist. I am very tenderhearted, is very useless, I will not reject. Although myriad reasons, but I thought that in the final analysis was I am too selfish. 回到国内以后,我是想安顿下来,诚心想找个女人过日子的。可后来没想到碰到你,又碰到别的一些让我招架不住的女人。我这个人很心软,也很没用,我真的不会拒绝。虽然有万千理由,但我觉得归根结底是我太自私了。 I like each of them, therefore I am not willing to drop out in them any. In the time of more than half a year, I am many men definitely to despise me, reviles my matter. My side has your such wife obviously, but I go to mix the same place with other woman. This absolutely because of the physiological drive issue, I am not the person who that hunger and thirst must unable to bear, because of my overflowing sentiment, I am merely ignominious. 我喜欢她们每一个人,所以我就不愿意抛下她们中任何一个。在这大半年的时间里,我做着很多男人肯定会鄙视我,唾骂我的事情。我身边明明有你这样的老婆,但我还是去跟别的女人混一起。这绝对不是因为生理需求问题,我不是那种饥渴得忍不住的人,仅仅是因为我滥情,我可耻。 Must say other shortcoming, but also really many, I do not have money, the wages are you give. I do not have the car(riage), does not have the room, the vehicle house is you give. Moreover I all day am also thinking lazy, possibly before is, was too busy, now is always thinking the rest, plays the game, a proper business is not willing to do. 要说别的缺点,还真的很多,我没钱,工资还是你给的。我没车,没房,车子房子还是你给的。另外我还整天想着偷懒,可能是以前太忙了,现在总想着休息,打游戏,一点正事都不愿意干。 Possibly makes you feel what is shameless, I had not thought that own such lives is not good, I such cross my life, I do not damage others, occasionally you want me to work, I definitely help you complete. But my own, hehe...... I am disinclined really...... ” 更加可能让你觉得无耻的是,我没觉得自己这么生活多么不好,我就是这么过我的人生,我不去祸害别人,偶尔你要我做点事,我肯定帮你做好。可我自己,呵呵……我真懒得动……” Here, Yang Chen, reorganized under the train of thought that continued saying: „If must say that my merit, I thought does not need, to fight anything, it is estimated that is the merit, can scare to death others. I smoke am very but actually cheap, two money one package of that types, often have not pulled out, drink save, I do not have the addiction, as for gambling anything, I bets also definitely velvets, but I do not have the interest.” 说到这里,杨辰顿了顿,整理了下思绪,继续道:“如果要说,我的优点,我觉得就不必了,打架什么的,估计就算是优点,也能把别人吓死。我抽烟倒很便宜,就两块钱一包那种,还不是常抽,喝酒更省,我没瘾,至于赌博啥的,我就算赌也肯定赢钱,但我没兴趣。” Yang Chen has thought with hardship, for a while cannot think other, has smiled crabbedly, „are almost these, sounded my this person passed rottenly, sometimes my own thought that own on him was the tuo excrement, how 20 -year-old people, on live lifeless such...... Saw work that each time you such go all out, felt that basic and you are not a person of world......” 杨辰苦苦地思索了下,一时也想不到别的了,艰涩地笑笑,“差不多就这些,听起来我这人是不是烂透了,我自己有时候都觉得自己就他吗是陀屎,怎么才20来岁的人,就活的这么死气沉沉呢……每次看到你这么卖力的工作,就感到根本和你不是一个世界的人啊……” „Sufficed!!” “够了！！” Lin Ruoxi stood up suddenly, has taken up purse, under pair of apricot pupil two item of photoemission, was similar to the cold wind has blown, the eye socket unexpectedly was already slightly flushed, was nipping white teeth, seemed must gouge Yang Chen one maliciously. 林若溪霍然站起身来,拿起了包包,一对杏眸两道目光射下,如同寒风吹过,眼眶竟是已经微微泛红,咬着贝齿,好似要狠狠剜杨辰一眼。 Because is angry and excited, the hand of Lin Ruoxi shivers slightly. 因为愤怒与激动,林若溪的手微微颤动。 „ Yang Chen, you said these many your own is not good, does not want to tell me, I and you, completely is two groups of people, am I with you in together absolutely a mistake? “杨辰,你说这么多你自己的不好,不就是想告诉我,我和你,完全是两路的人,我跟你在一起绝对是个错误么？ You do not need to explain these many with me, since you were clear, you are such rotten, passed rottenly a man, I was not many appraise you. 你不用跟我解释这么多,既然你已经想清楚,你是这么烂,烂透了的一个男人,那我也就不多评价你了。 You said right, everything does not have absolutely, but something we at heart had already set, we do not suit in the same place, should leave, leaves, you do not use wordy, you know that I am very busy, I have no free time to speak these dishonest ways with you! ” 你说的没错,凡事无绝对,但有些事情我们早就心里定下了,我们不适合在一起,该离的,就离,你也不用啰嗦,你知道我很忙,我没空跟你讲这些歪门邪道！” Then, Lin Ruoxi turns around angrily, must leave the dining room, but leaves the achievement flickers, the tears could not bear fall. 说完,林若溪愤然地转身,就要离开餐厅,但是离开作为的一瞬,眼泪已经忍不住落了下来。 Has filled with various guesses and anticipations, experienced various of this day restless and joyful, loses, finally that result, since must say see again/goodbye finally, why again looks for own!? 充满了各种揣测与期待,经历了这一天的各种不安与喜悦、失落,最终还是那个结果,既然最终要说再见,何必再来找自己呢！？ The Lin Ruoxi half step went out of restaurant front door, arrives on the avenue, her attempt makes the tears stop, but how actually unable to scratch. 林若溪快步地走出了餐馆大门,来到大街上,她试图让眼泪止住,但却是怎么都擦不完。 Under curtain of night, light such as the avenue of raindrop, north wind dreary. 夜幕下,灯光如雨点的大街,北风萧瑟。 Crowded, the vehicle speeds along from side once for a while. 人来人往,车子时不时地从身边飞驰而过。 The people almost will look at the vision unrestrainedly to this are long extremely beautifully, the woman who actually keeps crying, but nobody suddenly will actually come up the comfort, that is a sense of distance, although is take pity on, is formidable. 人们几乎情不自禁地就会把目光瞄向这个长得极美,却哭个不停的女人,但却没什么人会突然上去安慰,那是一种距离感,虽然怜惜,却让人生畏。 Lin Ruoxi gave up cleaning, from childhood till grown up, how has almost forgotten to cry, but after bumping into this person, own actually at heart bursts into tears, in the eye cries, may arrive finally is actually as futile as carrying water in a bamboo basket, just like vain effort. 林若溪放弃了擦拭,从小到大,几乎都已经忘记怎么哭了,但碰到这个人以后,自己却总是心里流泪,眼中落泪,可到最后却是竹篮打水一场空,宛如水中捞月。 But, walks away in the Lin Ruoxi plan, avoids the place that this person is by far, looks secluded corner own cries, Yang Chen suddenly flushed. 可是,就在林若溪打算走远,远远地避开这个人所在的地方,找个僻静角落自己哭的时候,杨辰突然冲了出来。 Saw back that will soon recede, Yang Chen took a deep breath, the hissing shouted suddenly 看到那个即将远走的背影,杨辰深吸一口气,骤然间嘶声大喊 „Lin Ruoxi!! Is the man who such rottenly passes, with you are I of another world!! Such I!!! Can like you!!?” “林若溪！！就是这么一个烂透的男人,跟你是另一个世界的我！！这样的我！！！可以喜欢你吗！！？” ...... …… On the avenue, as if the ear of each passer-by occupies by this towering and strange confession, the time coagulates in this moment. 大街上,仿佛每个路人的耳朵都被这突兀而古怪的告白所占据,时间在这一刻凝固。 Lin Ruoxi tears in wind faded and fallen, the whole person seems by the Body Locking Technique anchorage, turned into the klutz to be ordinary, stands on the avenue, difficult. 林若溪的泪水在风中飘零,整个人就好似被定身术定住,变成了木头人一般,站在大街上,寸步难行。 Lin Ruoxi has not turned around, although on avenue still noisy, but she can hear the man to approach the own sound, that vigorous, that powerful...... 林若溪没有转过身去,虽然大街上依然嘈杂,但她能听到男人走近自己的声音,是那么的苍劲,那么的有力…… Two arms, have surrounded the fragrant shoulder of Lin Ruoxi from behind slowly, closely holds in the arms her entire upper part, as if must merge into one organic whole general their statures. 两只手臂,从后面缓缓地环绕过了林若溪的香肩,将她整个上半身紧紧地搂住,似乎要将两人的身躯融为一体一般。 Lin Ruoxi is crying, she thought that own lost tonight disgraced does not have the face to see the person, but can she not cry? 林若溪还是在哭,她觉得自己今晚已经丢人丢地没脸见人了,可她又怎么能不哭呢？ Rushing heartbeat that that blazing temperature, the familiar man aura, each other can hear. 身后那炽热的温度,熟悉的男人气息,还有彼此能听到的澎湃的心跳。 At this moment, the entire world is only them!! 这一刻,整个世界都只属于他们两人！！ The surroundings suddenly scatteredly presented some applause, whistling sound and applauding sound that several acclaiming. 周围突然稀稀落落地出现了一些掌声,有几声赞叹的口哨声和叫好声。 Following close on, more people are starting to applaud with a smile the blessing, on the entire street, sent out unexpectedly is seems in the theater the common warm applause. 紧跟着,更多的人开始笑着鼓掌祝福,整个街道上,发出了竟是好似剧院里一般的热烈掌声。 „No...... Be not hugging...... Everybody laughs at us......” “别……别抱着了……大家都笑我们呢……” „You told me, can I like you......” “那你告诉我,我能不能喜欢你……” „Where has you such to ask others question......” “哪有你这么问人家问题的……” „You did not say that I do not let go......” “你不说我就不松手……” Lin Ruoxi nips the cherry lips, lowers the head, if pupil spring water, thin inaudible „un” sound. 林若溪咬了咬樱唇,低着头,眸若春水,细不可闻地“嗯”了声。 „What? I cannot hear”, Yang Chen is feigning the say/way. “什么？我听不到”,杨辰佯装着道。 Lin Ruoxi purses the lips, „you must this, I be possible again on angry/vitality.” 林若溪撅嘴,“你要再这样,我可就生气了。” Yang Chen smiles reluctantly, loosens the hand, has turned around Lin Ruoxi, two hands have rubbed rubbing on her tender face. 杨辰无奈地一笑,松开手,将林若溪转过身来,两只手在她柔嫩的脸蛋上搓了搓。 „Knew, the elderly married couples so are shy, go home, wife”, saying, Yang Chen was holding the hand of Lin Ruoxi to walk toward the garage. “知道了,老夫老妻还这么害羞,回家,老婆”,说着,杨辰拉着林若溪的手就往停车库走。 „, But you have not eaten meal”, Lin Ruoxi hastily said. “啊,可你还没吃饭啊”,林若溪忙道。 Yang Chen waves, „hugged your me to be full, but also had any food”. 杨辰挥挥手,“抱抱你我就饱了,还吃什么饭”。 „I?” “那我呢？” „I go back to give you to do!” “我回去给你做！” Lin Ruoxi has roused the mouth, is enduring the happy expression, in cheers of one group of passers-by, with Yang Chen half step walking garage. 林若溪鼓了鼓嘴,忍着笑意,在一群路人的欢呼声中,跟杨辰快步走去停车库。 A hand of own was closely being gripped by Yang Chen, the Lin Ruoxi first time, does not want to separate. 自己的一只手被杨辰紧紧攥着,林若溪第一次,没想分开。 " Today before down erupts, did not have, thanks an everybody entire July's support " 「今天五更爆发完毕,没了,谢谢大家一整个七月的支持」