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305Went upstairsLin Ruoxi of study roomworkto turn aroundwith the pastsamepreparationscruple, looks that Yang Chendid not chat, complexionnoddedfaintly, „went tomystudy roomto discuss.”
跟往日一样准备上楼回书房办公的林若溪迟疑地转过身,看着杨辰不似说笑,面色淡漠地点了点头,“去我书房里谈。”Then, Lin Ruoxiwalks up tobuilding.
说完,林若溪自顾自地走上楼去。Yang Chendoes not matter, goes upstairstogether, arrives in Lin Ruoxistudy room.杨辰也无所谓,跟着一起上楼,来到林若溪书房里。Inthisroomsuch aspreviouslyhad comeas beforetimegeneral, fills the airfragrance that onLin Ruoxiis in sole possession, making the Yang Chenquitegreedilydepthattracttwo.
这间屋子里依旧如早先来过的时候一般,弥漫着林若溪身上独有的芬芳,让杨辰颇为贪婪地深吸了两口。Lin Ruoxihas not notedYang Chenthepetty action, the heartis somewhat depressing, before arriving at the window, is looking atoutside the tissuewindow curtains, the lonesome and quietdim light of night of villa area, resemblesis lost in thought that resembleswas waiting forYang Chensaidanything.林若溪并没注意到杨辰的这个小动作,心头有些压抑,走到落地窗前,望着薄纱窗帘外,别墅区的幽静夜色,似是出神,似是等待着杨辰说些什么。Yang Chendoes not haveanxiously the starts to talk, butlooked aroundunderall around the dazzlingbooks, as well ason the deskpacks of thickheavydocuments, severalpointsfondly remembersaid: „Remembers that timebuys the bookwithyoutogether, youbuy the book the appearance, buys the clothes more ruthless than otherwoman. Ithinkat that timethatsuchwoman, shouldbe the bookwormsamepostgraduate candidate, or the teacher in university, how can manage a president in multinational corporation. NowI was a little probably clear, something, whenitfallstoyouon, even ifyoudo not wantto do, canunknowinglymakesomeresult. Somethings, are inborn, but something, howwill make upwill be incomplete.”杨辰并没急着开口,而是张望了下四周琳琅满目的图书,以及办公桌上一叠叠的厚沉沉的文件,几分怀念地说道:“记得那次跟你一起去买书,你买书的样子,比别的女人买衣服还要狠。我当时就想,这样的女人,应该是书呆子一样的博士生,或者大学里的导师,怎么会是能够管理一个跨国企业的总裁呢。现在我好像有点明白了,有些事情,当它落到你头上的时候,就算你原本不想做,也能不知不觉地做出些成绩来。有的东西,是天生的,而有的东西,是怎么补都会残缺的。”In the Lin Ruoxieyeshowsseveralpoints of thinkinglook, from the windowglass of frontbehind-the-scenes plotting, as can be seen, the inverted image of backthatman, hesmilesis standing, seemsis narratinganystory.林若溪眼里露出几分思索神色,从面前黑幕的窗户玻璃上,可以看到,背后那个男人的倒影,他微笑地站着,好似在叙说什么故事。Yang Chensilentlittle while, asked: „The book of previousbuying, did youlook?”杨辰沉默了会儿,问道:“上次买的书,你看完了么?”„Looked.”Lin Ruoxiindifferentsuch as the watersaid.
“看完了。”林若溪淡然如水地说。Yang Chennods, sighs: „Thatseveral...... How the goddaughterpersonprocesses the book that the husband and wiferelates, looked?”杨辰点头,叹息道:“那几本……教女人怎么处理夫妻关系的书,也看了么?”„Has read off, buthas forgotten”, Lin Ruoxisaid.
“读完了,但忘了”,林若溪说。„Shouldbediscovered that a pointwithdoes not have, the normallogic, howcanuselikeusin the relations”, Yang Chenslightlyhasto self-ridicule the tunnel: „an unexpected beginning, fromstartingto enter the impasse the marriage. Howto struggleagain, gets suckedin the wind-drift sand, moreisactsfiercely, is the submersionquick.”
“应该是发现一点用都没,正常的逻辑,怎么能用到像我们这样的关系中来呢”,杨辰略有自嘲地道:“一个意外的开始,一段从开始就走进死胡同的婚姻。再怎么挣扎,也不过是在流沙里深陷罢了,越是动作得厉害,越是沉没地快。”
The Lin Ruoxifragrantshouldershrugsslightly, is nipping the thin lips, „youwantto sayontheseidle talk?”林若溪香肩微微耸动,咬着薄唇,“你想说的就这些废话么?”Yang Chenshook the head, „Ihave voicedsomeboredfeelings. WhatImustsayis a proper business. Youcanattemptto acceptme, beforehad the effortto makeourmarriageswalk, makingmetravel on official business, leadingmeto attend the banquet of upper circles of society, nowalsomakesmebe the director in newcompany. Althoughthere aremanysmalltroubles, butIknow that youconsiderforme, Imustthank you.”杨辰摇头,“我只是发了些无聊的感慨。我要说的是件正事。你能尝试着接受我,之前有努力让我们的婚姻走下去,让我出差,带我去参加上流社会的宴会,现在还让我当了新公司的总监。虽然有过不少的小麻烦,但我知道你是为了我着想,我要谢谢你。”„Originallyyouwill also saythank”, Lin Ruoxiaskedcoldly.
“原来你也会说谢谢”,林若溪冷笑着问。„Will say, butoftendid not say”, Yang Chensaid.
“会说,但不常说”,杨辰道。„Youwantto thankmenow, repaysme?”Lin Ruoxiasked.
“那你现在是想感谢我,报答我吗?”林若溪问。Yang Chenlooksback that the womanhad not turned round, „, althoughIthink, butbesidesletting you are as far as possible impassible, Idiscovered that Ido not haveanythingforyouto do. Therefore, Ithought that should notaffect the development of yourcompany. NowIsitin the position of directorYu Lei Entertainment, justlaunchedsomeprojects, moreoversomecoreworkare under the charge to me. Iam thinking, ifsix months later, Ihave divorcedyou, Ishouldleave the company , to continue to sitinthatposition, shouldlisten toyouropinion.杨辰看着女人一直没回过身的背影,“虽然我想,但除了让你尽量不受伤害以外,我发现我没什么可以为你做的。所以,我觉得不该影响你的公司的发展。现在我坐在玉蕾娱乐总监的位置上,刚启动了一些项目,而且一些核心工作由我负责。我在想,如果半年以后,我跟你离婚了,我是该离开公司,还是继续坐在那个位置上,应该听你的意见。Ifyouthinknot to matter, Iwill sitinthatposition, althoughcannotguaranteeto make money, butIwill let the companynormal development. Ifyoudo not wantto seemeby that time, Iwill leave, andtransmits the work. ThisisIwantsto discusswithyou. ”
如果你觉得无所谓,那我会坐在那个位置上,虽然不能保证赚大钱,但我会让公司正常发展下去。如果你到那时候不想看到我了,那我会离开,并且把工作转交好。这就是我想跟你商量的。”Lin Ruoxihas turned aroundfiercely, whendoes not know, chilly, ifonhigh integrityface, felltwolines of cleartears.林若溪猛地转过身来,不知何时,一张清冷若寒玉的脸蛋上,已经滑落了两行清泪。„You, sinceknows that Ihave madeeffort, Idid not haveinitiallysuchwas looking down uponyouagain, but did youtomyrepaymentandthanks, divorceme?”
“你既然知道我已经做了努力,我也没再当初那样瞧不起你,而你对我的报答和感谢,就是跟我离婚么?”Yang Chenhas not thought that spokethese words, Lin Ruoxiwill cry, at heartfaintlybitterat the same time, actuallydoes not know how to reply.杨辰没想到说完这番话,林若溪会哭,心里隐隐酸涩的同时,却不知道如何回答。exhaled, Yang Chensaidheavily: „ The day, Zeng XinlinwithXu Zhihongwalks, youhad looked, Iwas what kind ofperson. Although, Xu Zhihongsaidthatyouare the chief criminal. However, the truthtoldyou, reason thatXu Familytook the road of no returnthoroughly, was I have usedsomemethods, letwipe outbyeven/includingrootwithDongxing of theiralliance, madeXu Zhihongnot haveleaning on. Hasagain the previoustime, youwere kidnappedwithWang Ma, isbecauseIsideyou.
沉重地呼了口气,杨辰才道:“那天,曾心林跟许智宏找上门来的时候,你已经看过,我是怎么样的一个人了。虽然,许智宏说,你才是罪魁祸首。但是,实话告诉你,许家之所以彻底走上不归路,是我用了一些手段,让跟他们联盟的东兴被连根拔除了,才让许智宏没了倚靠。再有前一次,你跟王妈被绑架,也是因为我在你身边。Ireturn to homeland for less than oneyear, inyourday, a halfyear. Howeveryoubecause ofmyappearance, are notonetimefaced withdying. Ido not want again the nexttime, becauseIfollownearyou, makingyousufferthatbitter experience. Ifeared...... Hassuchoneday, Iwill saveyouwithout enough time. ”
我回国才一年不到,在你身边的日子,也才半年。但是你因为我的出现,已经不是一次的面临死亡了。我不想再有下一次,因为我跟你走得近,让你蒙受那种遭遇。我怕……有那么一天,我会来不及救你。”„Youare not, Idid not have the personal enemy!?”Lin Ruoxidisdainasked back.
“你不在,难道我就没仇家了吗!?”林若溪不屑地反问。„At least, yourpersonal enemy, isyoucancope, but the person who Ibring , can actually, Yang Chen that wantsyouto assign”said.
“起码,你的仇家,是你能对付的,而我引来的人,却是能要你命的”,杨辰说。In a Lin Ruoxipair of beautifulpupilsurges the innumerableindignation, finally the angerinsteadsmilesextremely, „Yang Chen, youknowwords that youspeaknow, matter that youthink, is very weak!”林若溪一对美眸里涌起无数的怨愤,最后怒极反笑,“杨辰,你知道吗,你现在说的话,你想的事情,真的很幼稚!”Yang Chencalmlylooks that the tonalitysuddenlychanges the highwoman, does not say a word.杨辰静静看着音调突然变高的女人,不发一言。„Youareownare being afraidradically, is evading, is not willingto shoulder the responsibility, you are usingare not the reason of reasonmustdivorceme!”Lin Ruoxicoldly said: „Ifyoutoldme, Lin Ruoxi, Ido not likeyou, Ido not haveto your interest, did not needyouto say the divorce, Iwill leaveyouon own initiative, will not think that youwere wrong. All that butyounow, youmakewere tellingme, youdo not wantto divorce, whymustdodgemewiththisbrokenreason!? All that Ipaythathumble!?”
“你根本是自己在害怕,在逃避,不愿意承担责任,你是在用根本不是理由的理由要跟我离婚!”林若溪冷声说道:“如果你跟我说,林若溪,我不喜欢你,我对你一点兴趣也没有,不用你说离婚,我会主动地离开你,不会觉得你是错的。但你现在,你做的一切在告诉我,你根本不想离婚,为什么一定要用这种破理由搪塞我!?难道我付出的一切那么的低贱吗!?”Yang Chencloses one's eyespainfully, „is notyouthinkssuch......”杨辰痛苦地闭上眼,“不是你想的那样的……”Lin Ruoxieye socketflushed, the coldsoundaskedslightly: „Thatiswhat kind. Youdareto tellmethatafterIdivorce, do youalsosimilarlygive upotheryoursidewoman? Do not think that Iam a blind person, youroutsidehasseveralindividualwomenInot to know, butIwantdefinitelyincessantlyQianni. Iam not a fool, Idid not saythatisbecauseIownhad said that does not interfere the private life of opposite party. Iknow that Iam not goodtoyou, youhave the affair, Idid not have the qualificationsto sayyou. However, youmusttellmenow, becausefeared that Iwithyouin the same place, will be injuredleaveme, youwill leaveotherallwomensimilarly!?”林若溪的眼眶微微泛红,寒声问道:“那是怎么样的。你敢跟我说,跟我离婚以后,你也同样放弃你身边别的女人吗?不要以为我是瞎子,你外面有几个别的女人我不知道,但我想肯定不止倩妮一个。我不是傻瓜,我不说,是因为我曾经自己说过,不干涉对方的私生活。我知道我对你并不好,你有外遇,我没资格说你。但是,你现在要跟我说,因为怕我跟你在一起,会被伤害才离开我,难道你同样会离开别的所有女人吗!?”Tofinally, Lin Ruoxinearlywithyelling the wayasked that the finalwords, the mood of rushinghas madeherchestfluctuatinguncertain, on a tenderface of weeping beauty, fullisresentfulandunwilling.
到最后,林若溪近乎用喊叫的方式问完了最后的话,澎湃的情绪让她胸口起伏不定,一张梨花带雨的娇颜上,满是愤懑与不甘。Yang Chenraised the head, moveswith the Lin Ruoxiline of sightwoodenin the same place, has not drawn back the timidmeaningslightly.杨辰木然地抬头,与林若溪视线碰触在一起,丝毫没有退怯的意思。„Iwill not leavethem, but, Iwill leaveyou, because, youare different from them.”Yang Chensaid.
“我不会离开她们,但是,我会离开你,因为,你跟她们不一样。”杨辰说道。„Different”, Lin Ruoxiscoffsto say with a smile, „, becauseyoulikethem, buthatefulI, whatyouwantto sayisthis?”
“不一样”,林若溪嗤笑道,“因为你喜欢她们,但讨厌我,你想说的是这个么?”Twohandcloselymaking a fistheads of Yang Chen, afterwardslowlyloosen, smilesgrieved, „, because, iftheywere injured, Iwill burst into tears, will be grieved, angry...... But if, youwere injured, Iwill not havethesemood...... IthinkthatinsanelyIwill be directfall......”杨辰的两只手紧紧地握成了拳头,随后又缓缓松开,惨然一笑,“因为,如果她们受到伤害,我会流泪,会心痛,会愤怒……可是,如果你受到伤害,我不会有那些情绪……我想,我会直接疯掉的……”Lin Ruoxifinaldrop of tearscrashto the rugon, the expression of facecoagulatesinthisflash, looks atYang Chen.林若溪最后的一滴眼泪坠落到地毯上,面部的表情在这一瞬间凝固,怔怔地看着杨辰。„Ihad lostyouronetime, Icannotloseagain the secondtime, even if possible, Iwill not permit......”
“我已经失去过你一次,我不能再失去第二次,哪怕是可能,我也不会允许……”Then, Yang Chenhas turned aroundsilently, is stepping the seriousstep, went out ofstudy room.
说完,杨辰默默地转过身,迈着沉重的步伐,走出了书房。Losesagain? Whyis„again”?
再失去?为什么是“再”?Lin Ruoxistandsbefore the windowlost, looks that the gatewas closedslowly, feels helplessdisappointed.林若溪出神地站在窗前,看着门被缓缓关上,怅然不知所措。
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