284 284 Hears the sudden inquiry of Yang Chen, the Li Jingjing tender body trembles lightly, silent did not speak, but continued to lower the head, did not utter a word. 听到杨辰的突然提问,李菁菁娇躯轻颤,默然不说话,只是继续低着头,一声不吭。 Comes home from the driving request is a guest, knocks on a door to own door, spoke these words with own, but also has held own on own initiative, was in front of Lin Ruoxi saying that specially the words of that ambiguous dispute, Yang Chen judged quickly, this was not absolutely accidental. 从主动要求来家中做客,到自己房门口敲门,与自己说这些话,还主动地抱了自己,更特意当着林若溪的面说那番暧昧纠葛的话语,杨辰很快判断出,这绝对不是偶然的。 Yang Chen looked at her a while, deeply sighed, has not actually forced the girl to say anything. 杨辰看了她一会儿,深深地叹了口气,却是没有强迫女孩说什么。 „I do not know why you must such do, but I believe that Li Jingjing that I know, will not deliberately plan intentionally, with this gloomy method, destroys others' sentiment”, Yang Chen is staring at Li Jingjing, said: „If now you do not want to say that I will not closely examine, but I hope that this is in your life the first time, is the last time, becomes not like you.” “我不知道你为什么要这么做,但我相信,我认识的李菁菁,是不会故意处心积虑,用这种阴暗的手段,来破坏别人的感情的”,杨辰盯着李菁菁,说道:“现在如果你不想说,我不会多追问,但我希望,这是你人生中第一次,也是最后一次,变得不像你。” Yang Chen said that Li Jingjing cannot bear finally, the tears dropped in the ground, choked with sobs. 杨辰说完,李菁菁终于忍不住,泪水滴落到了地面上,泣不成声。 Yang Chen has not comforted Li Jingjing, because had the person who needs to comfort at this time in he. 杨辰并没有安慰李菁菁,因为这个时候有更加需要安慰的人在等他。 Arrives at door, Yang Chen looks at the ground has broken to pieces the porcelain bowl with scattering a fruit of place, indistinct, a Yang Chen heart sharp pain. 走到房门口,杨辰看了眼地上碎了的瓷盆与散落一地的水果,隐约中,杨辰心头一阵绞痛。 She at this moment, the heart should also and this porcelain bowl breaks to pieces equally. 此刻的她,心也应该和这个瓷盆一样碎了。 Yang Chen is not to the sentimental aloof fool, experiences this days being together, Lin Ruoxi were many to the own words, starts to take care the own matter, asked that own past, today saw that she has been truant preparing food especially secretly, reveals diligently virtuous side in front of own. 杨辰不是对感情无动于衷的傻瓜,经历这段日子的相处,林若溪对自己的话语多了起来,开始管自己的事情,问自己的过去,今天又见到,她特地偷偷学了做菜,在自己面前露出努力贤惠的一面。 These signs, even if cannot indicate that this woman deeply has fallen in love with own, showed sufficiently that she is accepting own diligently, attempts to love own, attempts to be a qualified wife. 这些迹象,就算不能表明这个女人已经深深爱上自己,也足以证明,她正努力地接受自己,尝试着爱自己,尝试着做一个合格的妻子。 But, Li Jingjing held that words that own was saying a moment ago, was actually no different than to quench the poisonous sharp pointed knife, the thorn has broken to pieces this woman arrogant and pure heart. 可是,刚才李菁菁抱着自己说出的那番话,却无异于一把淬毒的锋锐尖刀,刺碎了这个女人高傲而纯净的心。 own before her, has pretended not to know Li Jingjing, Li Jingjing has also hidden the truth from her to know own. 自己在她面前,一直装作不认识李菁菁,李菁菁也一直瞒着她认识自己。 Lin Ruoxi that trusts Li Jingjing, treats as the good friend her, actually does not think that suffered the dual betrayals of own husband and good friend. 林若溪那么信任李菁菁,把她作为好朋友对待,却不想,遭受了自己丈夫与好朋友的双重背叛。 Moreover, betrays so thoroughly, so unfeeling cruel...... 而且,背叛得如此彻底,如此绝情而残忍…… Yang Chen hates own frequently is a sentiment is not very single-minded, to woman taking away worry man, but this time, hatred of Yang Chen to own, is actually heaviest. 杨辰经常痛恨自己是一个感情不够专一,给女人带去烦恼的男人,但是这一次,杨辰对自己的痛恨,却是最为沉重的。 Regardless of Li Jingjing is intentionally, this makes the own mistake in inside. 不论李菁菁是不是故意,这都有自己的过失在里面。 Yang Chen gets to the Lin Ruoxi room entrance, in keen sense of hearing so sound-insulated effect outstanding situation, can hear in the room the indistinct weeping sound. 杨辰走到林若溪的房间门口,敏锐的听觉就算如此隔音效果优异的情况下,也能听到屋里隐约的啜泣声。 Yang Chen puts out a hand to knock on a door, but extends the midair, actually received. 杨辰伸手想去敲门,但伸到半空,却还是收了回来。 own wants to explain, can explain anything, own does not know, why all these can like this. 自己就想解释,又能解释什么呢,自己也不知道,这一切为什么会这样。 After the entrance has stood and waited for a long time for a long time, Yang Chen returned to the own room. 在门口伫立了许久后,杨辰回到了自己房间里。 This time Li Jingjing sat on the ground weak, the eye socket cries somewhat inflamed, sees Yang Chen to walk, does not dare to face up to Yang Chen. 此时的李菁菁已经瘫软地坐在地上,眼眶哭得有些红肿,见到杨辰走回来,不敢正视杨辰。 Yang Chen sat down in the bedside slowly, stayed the moment, said: „Jingjing, said why you must do this, if you did not say, then we, made the fate of friend to break continually.” 杨辰在床边缓缓坐下,呆了片刻,才道:“菁菁,说,为什么你要这样做,如果你不说,那么我们或许,连做朋友的缘分都要断了。” The Li Jingjing tearful eyes dance raised the head, looks at Yang Chen saying: „Big Brother Yang, I said that but, please go a place with me?” 李菁菁泪眼婆娑地抬起头,看着杨辰道:“杨大哥,我说,但是,请你跟我去一个地方,好吗？” „Where?” “哪里？” „City two hospitals.” “市二医院。” The Li Jingjing words make Yang Chen feel matter and not simple, does not have asked again that after bringing Li Jingjing is leaving the villa, drives fast to go to the city two hospitals. 李菁菁的话让杨辰感到事情并不简单,也就没再多问,带着李菁菁离开别墅后,开车快速地来到了市二医院。 When Li Jingjing shows the way, when two people arrive at outside a ICU, the glass window from hospital ward, Yang Chen saw in the hospital ward to lie down the patient on bed. 当李菁菁领路,两人走到一处特护病房外时,从病房外的玻璃窗口,杨辰看到了病房里躺在床上的病人。 „Old Li?” “老李？” Yang Chen was startled, inside was lying down the patient in deep sleep, unexpectedly was the Li Jingjing father, own intergenerational activity Old Li! 杨辰怔住了,里面躺着的沉睡中的病人,竟然是李菁菁的父亲,自己的忘年交老李！ Li Jingjing said in a soft voice: „On the day of Big Brother Yang, you still remember, I am holding the father, comes to the hospital time, just in time with that time that you do bump into?” 李菁菁轻声说道:“杨大哥,你还记得那天,我扶着爸爸,来医院的时候,正巧跟你碰上的那一次么？” The Yang Chen careful recollection, indeed has one time, on that day own treated to Li Jingjing specially indifferently, there are with Old Li has greeted. 杨辰仔细一回想,的确有过一次,那天自己对李菁菁特意冷漠地对待,也有跟老李打过招呼。 „Actually that time period, my father has said that is not healthy, I lead him to get the physical exam...... The result......” Li Jingjing was sobbing say/way: „Finally, is the tumor of liver......” “其实那阵子,我爸爸就一直说身体不舒服,我带他来检查身体……结果……”李菁菁哽咽着道:“结果,是肝肿瘤……” The Yang Chen heart is imposing, as if has thought of anything, but has not spoken. 杨辰心头凛然,似乎想到了什么,但没说话。 Li Jingjing continued saying: „At that time our family frightened to fear, the doctor said that if no a surgery promptly, the cancer cell spreads, again has not been saved. But, we cannot put out to make the money of surgery. I told the father that could look for Big Brother Yang you to borrow, but father Mother strongly opposed, but also scolded me. Said if I am troublesome Big Brother Yang you, the father his rather own drinks the agricultural chemicals a bit faster dead, will not undergo the surgery.” 李菁菁继续道:“当时我们全家都吓怕了,医生说如果不及时动手术,癌细胞一扩散,就再也没得救了。可是,我们根本拿不出做手术的钱。我跟爸爸说,或许可以找杨大哥你借,但爸爸妈妈都强烈地反对,还骂了我一顿。说如果我再麻烦杨大哥你,爸爸他宁可自己喝农药快点死,也不会做手术的。” „I was good to be afraid at that time, was afraid the father to leave suddenly, but I just now become Teacher, even if went to the bank loan, mortgaged family's house, did not sufficiently collect money”, Li Jingjing said: „At that time, a person suddenly appeared, he said doing that if I said according to him, he pays my father to make the overall cost of surgery.” “我那个时候好害怕,害怕爸爸突然就离开了,可是我才刚当上老师,就算去银行贷款,抵押家里的房子,也凑不够钱”,李菁菁说道:“就在那个时候,一个人突然出现了,他说如果我按照他说的做,他就支付我爸爸做手术的全部费用。” Yang Chen sighed at heart, was really own guess such, asked: „Who is.” 杨辰心里一叹,果然是自己猜测的那样,问道:“是谁。” Li Jingjing raised the head, „Big Brother Yang, you still remember spookily that time you do accompany me to buy the furniture, the person who on the road meets?” 李菁菁幽幽地抬起头,“杨大哥,你还记得,那一次你陪我去买家具,路上碰见的人吗？” A Yang Chen slightly recollection, fiercely awakens, „Zeng Xinlin!?” 杨辰略一回忆,猛地惊醒,“曾心林！？” That time accompanies Li Jingjing to buy the furniture in the furniture city, accidental/surprised bumps into Zeng Xinlin, although thought that at that time he smiled strangely, actually afterward has not had much any special matter, has not thought that he has stared at Li Jingjing! 那一次陪李菁菁在家具城买家具,意外碰到曾心林,虽然觉得当时他笑得很诡异,却事后没发生什么特别的事情,没想到,他一直就盯上了李菁菁！ „Is”, Li Jingjing said: „He said that so long as I do according to his instruction, he will provide all operation fees.” “是的”,李菁菁说道:“他说,只要我按照他的指示来做,他就会提供所有的手术费。” „He may be able to endure...... the Yang Chen book to think that really” Zeng Xinlin by Lin Ruoxi defeats after the market, will withdraw from this war, has not thought that has been keeping Li Jingjing this move of chess, even if were in the market has defeated, had not planned that let between own and Lin Ruoxi feels better. “他可真能忍啊……”杨辰本以为曾心林被林若溪在商场上击败后,就会退出这一场战争,没想到却一直留着李菁菁这一招棋,即便是商场上败了,也没打算让自己与林若溪之间好过。 They arrived at outside the hospital slowly a secluded pavilion corner, Li Jingjing also the concrete matter development after elaborating, how made Yang Chen thoroughly understand a matter. 两人慢慢走到医院外一处僻静的亭角,李菁菁又将具体的事情发展经过阐述了遍,才让杨辰彻底明白了怎么一回事。 Originally initially Zeng Xinlin had discovered between after Li Jingjing and Yang Chen relate is quite ambiguous, sends for surveying the Li Jingjing background family, and accidental/surprised discovery, Li Jingjing and Lin Ruoxi are the voluntary worker in the same place orphanage. But afterward shortly after then came under the brutal attack of Lin Ruoxi, Zeng Xinlin withdraws Zhong Hai, these information cannot apply immediately. 原来当初曾心林发现了李菁菁与杨辰之间关系比较暧昧后,就派人调查了李菁菁的背景家庭,且意外地发现,李菁菁与林若溪在同一座孤儿院里做义工。但后来没多久便遭到林若溪的残酷打击,曾心林撤出中海,这些情报也就没能立刻派上用场。 After Old Li is sick the hospitalization, Zeng Xinlin once again appears, tells Li Jingjing, that in the orphanage often meets the woman, is the Yang Chen wife. And lets opportunity of Li Jingjing in through orphanage , to promote the relations with Lin Ruoxi, finds the opportunity to play tricks among two people again. 在老李患病住院后,曾心林才再度出现,告诉李菁菁,在孤儿院里那个时常碰见的女人,就是杨辰的妻子。并让李菁菁通过孤儿院里的机会,与林若溪增进关系,再找机会在两人之间捣鬼。 This is half threat to Li Jingjing partly incites without a doubt, Zeng Xinlin knows, because of Yang Chen to Li Jingjing sudden indifferent, Li Jingjing has at heart to the Yang Chen wife has the envy, moreover worries about father's operation fee. 这毫无疑问是一种对李菁菁的半威胁半挑唆,曾心林知道,因为杨辰对李菁菁的突然冷漠,李菁菁心里有对杨辰的妻子产生嫉妒,而且又担忧父亲的手术费。 Both reason puts together, even if pain, endured patiently to comply. 两者原因加在一起,即使痛苦,也就忍耐着答应了下来。 Let alone Li Jingjing is an ordinary young female teacher, does not dare to defy Zeng Family such rich and powerful family, Zeng Xinlin wants a threat, Li Jingjing not to dare to reveal all these at will. 何况李菁菁不过是再普通不过的一个年轻女教师,怎么也不敢违抗曾家这样的豪门,曾心林只要随意一威胁,李菁菁就不敢泄露这一切。 Later, Li Jingjing is hiding all these at the same time, develops the relations with Lin Ruoxi fast, and matter of preparing food proposed through Lin Ruoxi suddenly, had found the crevice, has performed of today. This is also the result that Zeng Xinlin must see. 之后,李菁菁一边掩藏着这一切,与林若溪快速地发展关系,并且通过林若溪突然提出的做菜的事情,找到了空隙,上演了今日的这一幕。这也正是曾心林所要看到的结果。 Zeng Xinlin wants to borrow the Yu Lei foundation to stand firm, actually does not want to lose the market, hopes that obtained Lin Ruoxi naturally also to lose the realm of love, but has saying that this sly use Li Jingjing inserted between Yang Chen and Lin Ruoxi horizontally, even if cannot make him obtain Lin Ruoxi, called two people of sentiments to produce the giant crisis sufficiently, and made each litigant be injured. 曾心林想借用玉蕾的基础站稳脚跟,却不想输了商场,希望得到林若溪自然也就输了情场,但不得不说,这一次狡猾的利用李菁菁横插在杨辰与林若溪之间,即便不能让他得到林若溪,也足以叫二人的感情产生巨大的危机,并且让每个当事人都受到伤害。 He draws a city. 他扳回一城。 After the Yang Chen facial expression fluctuates for a long time, said: „Jingjing, you should know that this uses you, you should tell me earlier.” 杨辰神情变幻许久后,才道:“菁菁,你应该知道,他这是利用你,你应该早点就告诉我的。” Li Jingjing said mournfully: „I know that I have made the mistake, Big Brother Yang, is I...... But I at that time really fainted the brains, I saw each time you to me looked did not look, is so desolate to me, I will have not the good idea to Elder Sister Lin. How I cannot control...... I know now mistakenly, but I have injured you and Elder Sister Lin, I...... Really what to do I do not know should...... Big Brother Yang, you will not forgive me is right?” 李菁菁凄然道:“我知道我做错了,杨大哥,可是我……可是我当时真的昏了头脑,我每次见到你对我看也不看,对我那么冷淡,我就会对林姐姐有不好的想法。我怎么都控制不住……我现在知道错了,但我伤害了你和林姐姐,我……我真的不知道该怎么办……杨大哥,你再也不会原谅我了对不对？” „Person always has making mistakes time, I am all of a sudden indifferent to you, should not, perhaps between the person and person, many understanding and tolerance, can avoid this time matter, will not make Zeng Xinlin have the opportunity”, Yang Chen sighed: „Matter, since, you well have taken care of your father like this, do not mention this time matter with him, said that is the donation of social nameless person. I went back first.” “人总有犯错的时候,我对你一下子过于冷漠,也是不应该,或许人跟人之间,多一份理解和宽容,就能避免这一次的事情,不会让曾心林有可乘之机了”,杨辰叹息道:“事情既然已经这样了,那你就好好照顾你父亲,也不要跟他提起这次的事情,就说是社会无名人氏的义捐。我先回去了。” „Big Brother Yang!” “杨大哥！” Li Jingjing was weeping and wailing, stopped by calling out turning around Yang Chen. 李菁菁哭喊着,叫住了转过身的杨辰。 „Also has any matter......” Yang Chen to feel that the heart is very weary. “还有什么事么……”杨辰感到心很疲倦。 „You...... You really...... Did not like me really......” “你……你真的……真的不喜欢我了么……” Hears the question that this flutters, Yang Chen stands rigidly same place. 听到这颤声的问话,杨辰僵立在了原地。 Li Jingjing sees Yang Chen not to respond that tears rustle fell once again, the heart like the dying embers, expression is thinking aloud said: „ Big Brother Yang, I know that you definitely hate me now, hating me to be false, hating me to be stupid, but asked you to listen to me to say the words. 李菁菁见杨辰没反应,泪水再度簌簌地落了下来,心如死灰,语气似是自言自语地道:“杨大哥,我知道你现在肯定恨我,恨我虚伪,恨我愚蠢,可是请你听我把话说完。 You know how my these days crosses...... Cannot eat meal, cannot sleep, this is most basic. Has fallen asleep, midnight wakes is also the common matter. Because does not know how most was intimate with the person who most loved to turn into the stranger suddenly, was not looking at my one eyes shortly. 你知道我这些日子是怎么过的么……吃不下饭,睡不着觉,这是最基本的。睡着了,又半夜醒过来也是常有的事。因为不知道最亲近最爱的人怎么突然变成了陌生人,连正眼看都不看我一眼。 I do not dare to father and mother, to pour out to others, fears by their being sick, therefore has a person to hide in nobody's place cries. 我也不敢向爸妈,对别人倾诉,怕挨他们的厌烦,所以只好一个人躲在没人的地方哭。 However what true pain is...... That I for the person who he cries, probably will not be thinking me, only then my this, that person has forgotten me probably, is alone happy with other woman. 但是真正痛苦的是……那个我为他哭的人,好像根本不会想着我,只有我一个人这样,好像那人忘了我,独自在和别的女人幸福。 To die, but cannot die, because feared...... Could not see that person again, could not see you again, Big Brother Yang...... ” 真的想去死,但又不能死,因为怕……再也见不到那个人了,再也见不到你了,杨大哥……” Yang Chen both hands closely gripped the fist, trembling, slowly was then loosening, puts out foul air, large strides the head does not return leaves. 杨辰双手紧紧地攥成了拳头,颤栗着,而后缓缓松开,吐出一口浊气,大步头也不回地离开。 Li Jingjing seemed exhausts the strength of whole body, the knees knelt down on the ground, both eyes looked at the back that Yang Chen was going far away atheistic, in the alone cold winter, the tender flower that such as extremely devastated, silently on the wane...... 李菁菁好似用尽了全身的力气,双膝跪倒在了地上,双目无神地望着杨辰远去的背影,在孤寂的寒冬里,如不堪摧残的娇花,默默凋零……