283 283 Next day just right on Sunday, is Li Jingjing reaches an agreement to arrive in home the day. { } 第二天正好周日,也是李菁菁说好要到家里来的日子。{} Wang Ma went out early in the morning has bought many fresh vegetables meats, as if must receive cordially well. 王妈大早就出门买了不少新鲜的蔬菜肉类,似乎要好好款待一番。 Yang Chen does not have avoids specially, watches the television in downstairs, in waits for Li Jingjing to come home. 杨辰也没特意地回避,在楼下看着电视,等李菁菁来家里。 Makes Yang Chen feel what surprise is, Lin Ruoxi is the apron is bustling unexpectedly also about in the kitchen and Wang Ma anything, fiddles with likely must prepare food. 只是让杨辰感到诧异的是,林若溪竟然也系着围裙在厨房里与王妈忙乎着什么,像是捣鼓着要做菜。 Although does not dare to think highly to the Lin Ruoxi craftsmanship, but Yang Chen also when she in the amusement, has not thought. 虽然对林若溪的手艺不敢恭维,但杨辰也就当她是在玩乐,并没多想。 Quickly to noon time, doorbell has rung. 快到中午的时候,门铃响了起来。 Lin Ruoxi is stepping on plush slipper in a hurry, runs up to entrance the door to open, this time she were more than several points of touch of humanity ordinary day, greets with a smile, obviously is better to the Li Jingjing sentiment very much. 林若溪匆匆地踩着毛绒拖鞋,跑到门口将门打开,这时候的她比平日多了几分人情味,笑脸相迎,显然对李菁菁的感情很是要好。 A Li Jingjing person of white down clothing entered in the room compared with the flower tenderly, the girl looked like was also mature, the intellectual makings of teacher also brought light charming. 一身白色羽绒衣的李菁菁人比花娇地走进了屋里,女孩看起来又成熟了许多,教师的知性气质还带点清淡的妩媚。 Yang Chen saw that Lin Ruoxi gripped the hand of Li Jingjing to say many intimate words, in a counter- ordinary day the manner of uncommunicative few language, thought a little inconceivable, mused that their relations progressed were also too quick, actually does not know that secretly Lin Ruoxi was actually frequently in the craftsmanship with Li Jingjing study kitchen. 杨辰看到林若溪握住李菁菁的手说了许多亲热的话语,一反平日里寡言少语的态度,觉得有点不可思议,暗想两人的关系进步也太快了,却不知道,暗地里林若溪却是常常跟着李菁菁学习厨房里的手艺的。 „, How Jingjing you also bring the thing to come”, Lin Ruoxi sees in Li Jingjing to carry the bag thing, several points of complaint said: „Does not reach an agreement asks you to eat meal today, how to bring the thing.” “呀,菁菁你怎么还带东西来”,林若溪见李菁菁手里拎着袋子东西,几分抱怨地说:“不是说好今天请你吃饭,怎么带东西呢。” „The my first time, naturally wants the ceremonially to pay attention to”, Li Jingjing said: „Elder Sister Lin you affirmed that any good thing not to lack, I have not brought other, dried vegetables that but in the family/home own makes, are used to cook meat anything's good.” “我第一次来,当然要礼仪上注意一下啊”,李菁菁笑着说:“林姐姐你肯定什么好东西也不缺,我也就没带别的,只是家里自己做的一点菜干,用来炖肉什么的不错。” Lin Ruoxi listened, smiled as if, received the bag, leading Li Jingjing to sit down to the living room sofa. 林若溪听了,宛然一笑,接过袋子,领着李菁菁到客厅沙发坐下。 „Yang Chen, Jingjing is a guest, how you do not get up to greet”, Lin Ruoxi sees Yang Chen to sit had looked the news does not get up, frowns said unpleasantly. “杨辰,菁菁是客人,你怎么不起来打声招呼呢”,林若溪见杨辰坐着一直看新闻不起来,蹙眉不悦地说。 Yang Chen has smiled slowly, greeted to Li Jingjing, „welcome Miss Li”. 杨辰姗姗笑了下,冲李菁菁打了声招呼,“欢迎李小姐”。 Hears Yang Chen to shout that „Miss Li”, the Li Jingjing complexion turns white slightly, nodded reluctantly with a smile. 听到杨辰喊“李小姐”,李菁菁脸色微微发白,勉强笑着点了点头。 Lin Ruoxi has not seen any difference, when only Li Jingjing is shy, said to Li Jingjing: „I was helping Wang Ma prepare food, wait quickly to eat.” 林若溪也没看出什么异样,只当李菁菁腼腆,对李菁菁说道:“我正帮王妈做菜,等下就快能吃了。” „Or I also help”. “要不我也去帮忙”。 Li Jingjing just about to sets out, had actually held down by Lin Ruoxi, „does not use, said lets meal that you eat me to make.” 李菁菁刚要起身,却是被林若溪按住了,“不用了,说了让你吃我做的菜的。” Sees Lin Ruoxi is very obstinate, Li Jingjing did not have said again that sat down with a smile. 见林若溪很是执拗,李菁菁也没再多说,笑着坐下了。 Waits for Lin Ruoxi to run back the kitchen, Li Jingjing and Yang Chen two people sits on the sofa, the distance is very near, very feel alienated is ordinary. 等林若溪跑回厨房,李菁菁与杨辰二人坐在沙发上,距离很近,却是无比地疏离一般。 Yang Chen is also quite sigh with emotion, in soon before, two people also appeared intimate, but now, own cruelly has actually made a clear distinction between their boundary, but this also for Old Li good, can only be cruel-hearted. 杨辰也颇为感慨,在不久的以前,两人还显得亲密无间,可如今,自己却是残忍地划清了两人的界限,可这也是为了老李一家好,只能狠下心来。 Li Jingjing both eyes are staring at the television screen, is the least bit news has not actually looked, in mind chaotic, in the eye full is the complex look. 李菁菁双眼盯着电视屏幕,却是半点新闻都没看进去,脑海里乱糟糟的,眼里满是复杂的神色。 They sat peacefully quick a half hour, Wang Ma in kitchen carried the meal with Lin Ruoxi, shouted that the Yang Chen two people ate meal quickly. 两人安静地坐了快半个小时,厨房里的王妈跟林若溪把饭菜都端了出来,喊杨辰二人快去吃饭。 Yang Chen has turned off the television, alone first set out the past, Li Jingjing reorganized the facial expression that under declined, arrived at the dinner table to sit down. 杨辰关了电视,独自先起身走了过去,李菁菁整理了下没落的神情,也走到餐桌边坐下。 Wang Ma entertains to say politely: „The Miss Li first time, you're welcome, much eats.” 王妈客气地招待道:“李小姐第一次来,别客气,多吃点。” Li Jingjing looks like not any difference, tranquilly with a smile accordingly. 李菁菁看起来并无什么异样,恬静地笑着应声。 Table sumptuous cooked food looks like is very dazzling, the Yang Chen many words, does not eat to eat the dish on the big mouth earnestly. 一桌子丰盛的菜肴看起来很是耀眼,杨辰也不多话,埋头就大口扒饭吃菜。 Lin Ruoxi sees Yang Chen to eat is the happy appearance, complexion is somewhat joyful, own also each dish ate, the flavor/smell was quite satisfactory. 林若溪看到杨辰吃得很是舒畅的样子,面色有几分欣喜,自己也每个菜都吃了点,味道颇为满意。 At this time, Yang Chen commended ambiguously: „The meal that Wang Ma makes so is always delicious, cannot blame me to eat quickly, really cannot stop.” 这时候,杨辰含糊地赞许道:“王妈做的菜总是这么好吃,也不能怪我吃得快,实在停不下来。” Wang Ma chuckle said: „Young Master, today's dish is not I does.” 王妈咯咯笑着说:“姑爷,今天的菜不是我做的。” Yang Chen stares, the surprise looks to Lin Ruoxi, „Ruoxi is Darling (treasure), you do?” 杨辰一愣,诧异地望向林若溪,“若溪宝贝,难道都是你做的？” In front of Li Jingjing to be such called by Yang Chen, the Lin Ruoxi complexion cannot bear flushed, rebuked the sound at heart, on the mouth said: „Not?” 当着李菁菁的面被杨辰这么叫,林若溪脸色忍不住泛红,心里嗔怪了声,嘴上道:“不可以么？” Yang Chen then really calculated to hold in high esteem, „in short did such time, progress these many?” 杨辰这下真的算刮目相看了,“这么短的时间里,进步了这么多？” Lin Ruoxi several points of arrogance tunnel: „It is not prepares food, I have studied several with Jingjing, so long as my earnest study, is actually not difficult.” 林若溪略带几分傲气地道:“不就是做菜吗,我跟菁菁学了几回,只要我认真学,其实也不难。” Yang Chen at heart lightly warm, this woman hides the truth from the own whereabouts Li Jingjing study to prepare food unexpectedly secretly, although somewhat silly whistling, but is very silly is also lovable. 杨辰心里淡淡地温馨了起来,这个女人竟然偷偷瞒着自己去向李菁菁学习做菜,虽然有些傻呼呼的,但傻得也挺可爱。 No wonder deepened with the Li Jingjing sentiment was so quick, originally also became master and disciple in the cook. 怪不得跟李菁菁的感情加深了这么快,原来还在厨艺上成师徒了。 „Elder Sister Lin has the talent very much, I have not taught actually”, Li Jingjing praised the sentence at the right moment, in the eye is actually somewhat agonized, sees personal exchange between Lin Ruoxi and Yang Chen, obviously does not feel better very much. “林姐姐很有天赋,我其实没怎么教呢”,李菁菁适时地赞美了句,眼中却是有几分苦涩,看到林若溪与杨辰之间的亲密交流,显然很不好受。 After a half hour, the lunch finished, Yang Chen disguised to have several yawn, taking advantage of reputation that took an afternoon nap, walked up to the building to return to the own bedroom. 半个多小时后,午餐结束,杨辰假装打了几个哈欠,借着去睡午觉的名头,走上楼回了自己的卧室。 The regulations look the hidden bitterness look that Li Jingjing occasionally floats, Yang Chen at heart is always uncomfortable. 实则看着李菁菁偶尔飘来的幽怨眼神,杨辰总心里不是滋味。 Lin Ruoxi discontentedly white his eyes, „except for eating is rests”. 林若溪不满地白了他一眼,“除了吃就是睡”。 As if does the housework to do to become addicted, Lin Ruoxi enters the kitchen to wash the dishes to reorganize the tableware with Wang Ma together, making Li Jingjing watch the little while television in the living room. 似乎做家务做上了瘾,林若溪跟着王妈一起进厨房洗碗筷整理餐具,让李菁菁在客厅看会儿电视。 Li Jingjing law-abiding sat the little while on the sofa, after several minutes, as if under has decided some determination, took a deep breath, stands up, walks toward the staircase. 李菁菁安分地在沙发上坐了会儿,等了几分钟后,似乎下定了某种决心,深呼吸一口气,站起身来,朝着楼梯走去。 Arrives at 2nd Floor, Li Jingjing gets to the bedroom entrance that Yang Chen enters, „dǔ dǔ” knocked on a door. 一路来到二楼,李菁菁走到杨辰所走进的卧室门口,“笃笃”地敲了门。 Passed the small little while, the gate opened, Yang Chen has not gone to sleep, the body also puts on thin shirt, sees Li Jingjing to stand in the entrance, for a while does not know said anything. 过了小会儿,门开了,杨辰并没睡下,身上还穿着薄线衫,见到李菁菁站在门口,一时不知道说什么。 In the Li Jingjing attractive facial features, wrote all over aggrieved, was looking at Yang Chen neatly, „Big Brother Yang, can I speak several words to you?” 李菁菁漂亮的面容上,写满了哀怨,楚楚地望着杨辰,“杨大哥,我能对你说几句话吗？” Yang Chen sees girl flowing anticipated appearance, at heart soft, draws back several steps, making Li Jingjing enter the room, the back passes away, does not look at the face of Li Jingjing, said: „Had any words quickly to say.” 杨辰看到女孩潸然预期的模样,心里软了下来,退开几步,让李菁菁进房间,背过身去,不去看李菁菁的脸,道:“有什么话就快说。” Li Jingjing enters the gate, has not closed the door, in tone somewhat weeping tunnel: „Big Brother Yang, can you be so cruel-hearted really?” 李菁菁走进门,并没把门关上,口吻中有几分啜泣地道:“杨大哥,你真的要这么狠心吗？” „This is not I am cruel-hearted, this is I looks like the most appropriate choice, words that your father initially spoke, I think that you should also understand”, Yang Chen said with a sigh, „you were a good girl, I know, but I also know that you also had the parents, they will not hope to see your such.” “这不是我狠心,这是我看来最合适的选择,你父亲当初说的话,我想你也该明白”,杨辰叹息道,“你是个好女孩,我知道,但我也知道你还有父母,他们不会希望看到你那样。” „But Big Brother Yang, you have not thought that even if you cut off the relations with me, fits out does not know me, can I let father and mother satisfied such deactivation really?” Li Jingjing says with a smile mournfully. “可是杨大哥,难道你就没想过,就算你真的跟我断绝关系,装成根本不认识我,我真的就能让爸妈满意地这么去活着吗？”李菁菁凄然笑着道。 Yang Chen has not turned around, hears the Li Jingjing words, Yang Chen was silent, in the brain was very chaotic, has reappeared too many Li Jingjing past voice and face smiling face. 杨辰并没转过身来,听到李菁菁的话,杨辰沉默了,脑子里很乱,浮现过太多李菁菁过去的音容笑貌。 Starts to know her from returning to homeland, that follows to shout that behind the own buttocks shyly Big Brother’s shy female university student, until now was mature the independent female teacher, although one year, but taking root of sentiment germinates, is actually flame against the wind, is hard to constrain. 从回国开始认识她,那个羞羞怯怯跟在自己屁股后面喊大哥的青涩女大学生,到如今成熟独立的女教师,虽然才一年的时间,但感情的生根发芽,却是迎风的火苗,难以压抑的。 Still remembers that the night road goes home, the girl gazes after own to go far away in the window secretly. 还记得走夜路回家,女孩偷偷在窗口目送自己远去。 Still remembers that accompanies her to attend meeting, looks that own sang the appearance that was enchanted by smiles sweetly. 还记得陪她去参加聚会,看着自己唱歌迷醉甜笑的样子。 „I only want a love, only thinks that Big Brother Yang pays attention to my one, only loves me...... But, I want only, only is also unable to obtain......” “我只想要一份爱情,只想杨大哥关注我一个,只爱我一个人……可是,我唯一想要的,也是唯一无法得到的……” Still remembers that setting sun setting sun evening, the girl that elusive and continuous song, imitates, if also in ear bank reverberation. 犹记得那个夕阳斜晖的傍晚,女孩那空灵而绵绵的细语,仿若还在耳畔回荡。 While Yang Chen thoughts constantly welling up, falls into the absorbed time, felt that a clear supple body, has pasted on the back of own, a pair of slender and delicate arm, before surrounding the own body, has held in the arms the waist of own from behind. 正当杨辰思绪万千,陷入忘我的时候,感到一个清柔的身子,贴上了自己的后背,一对纤柔的手臂,环绕到了自己身前,从后面搂住了自己的腰。 Li Jingjing will reach to bury on the back of Yang Chen, closely is pasting, resembling is twittering talks to oneself the tunnel: „ Big Brother Yang, could not forget that we experienced that many, you have done that many for me, how I can forget you, how you can choose cut off me like this to your sentiment. 李菁菁将臻首埋在杨辰的脊背上,紧紧贴着,似是呢喃自语地道:“杨大哥,忘不掉的,我们经历了那么多,你为我做了那么多,我怎么能忘掉你,你又怎么可以选择这样斩断我对你的感情呢。 My day cannot forget that you for the matter that I cope with the Chen Dehai Chen Feng fathers and sons, you lead me to buy the clothes, said that I am your princess. You get together with me, in appearance that in front of me sang...... ” 我一天也不能忘记,你为我去对付陈德海陈峰父子的事情,你带我去买衣服,说我是你的公主。你跟我去聚会,在我面前唱歌的样子……” Yang Chen wish makes Li Jingjing move away from own the hand, but is actually afraid such action to let the girl thorough center of earth like the dying embers, the injury is oversized. 杨辰想要让李菁菁将手从自己身上拿开,但却又害怕这样的举动让女孩彻底地心如死灰,伤害过大。 „Jingjing, we chatted well, this was not issue that you do think”, the Yang Chen sigh said. “菁菁,我们好好谈谈,这不是你想不想的问题”,杨辰叹息说。 Li Jingjing somewhat is suddenly excited, loudly said: „Not! Big Brother Yang, you can such reject me!? You have forgotten, on that day, you in my family, I were taking a bath, you actually flushed...... You, how you can so be cruel to me!?” 李菁菁情绪突然有些激动,大声道:“不是的！杨大哥,你怎么可以这么拒绝我！？你难道忘记了,那一天,你在我家里,我在洗澡,你却冲了进来……你,你怎么能就这么残忍得对我！？” „lang......” “哐啷啷……” A resounding of ceramic disruption, is noisy in the door. 一声陶瓷碎裂的脆响,在房门口响起。 Yang Chen awakens fiercely, own falls into the disorder unexpectedly the train of thought that has not heard some people to go upstairs to get to the entrance! 杨辰猛地惊醒,自己竟然陷入紊乱的思绪,没听到有人上楼走到门口！ Has turned head stunned, Yang Chen dumbfounded immediately. 愕然地回过头,杨辰登时呆住了。 Sees only a Lin Ruoxi face scared and stands in door sorrowfully and desperately, covers mouth, closely grips the apron, the tears in eye socket is suppressing to decline. 只见林若溪一脸恐慌与悲痛、绝望地站在房门口,一手捂着嘴,一手紧紧攥着围裙,眼眶里的泪水强忍着没落下来。 On the floor, is shatter porcelain bowl with cutting the good fresh fruit, complete beach on the ground, in a complete mess. 地板上,是破碎的瓷盆与切好的新鲜水果,全部滩在了地上,一塌糊涂。 „Elder Sister Lin......” Li Jingjing loosens is holding the hand of Yang Chen, likely is the child who makes the mistake, is drooping the head, shrank in the one side. “林姐姐……”李菁菁松开抱着杨辰的手,像是做错了事的孩子,耷拉着脑袋,缩在了一旁。 „Ruoxi, we......” “若溪,我们……” „Do not say! I do not want to listen!” “你不要说了！我不想听！” Lin Ruoxi fast turns around to run away, the bang that then quickly transmits closing, ran back in the own room to close the gate obviously. 林若溪飞快地转身跑走,而后很快传来一声关门的巨响,显然是跑回了自己的房间里把门关上。 Yang Chen on the spot for a long time, has turned around, looks not to utter a word, exhausted whole body strength Li Jingjing likely, complexion said complex: „You are intentionally, right?” 杨辰愣在原地许久,转过身,看着一声不吭,像是用尽了全身力气的李菁菁,面色复杂地说道:“你是故意的,对么？”