In the key secondary school as key, Fudan Attached middle school are extremely few some people to skip classes, therefore the gate guard grasps is not very strict. 身为重点中的重点中学,复旦附中极少有人逃课,所以门卫抓的也不是很严。 journey Xiaoyu is riding summer Shamo the red-orange women bicycle, is carrying delicate her, while guarding the door Sir reads the newspaper time, ran out of the front door rapidly. 程晓羽踩着夏纱沫橘红色的女式自行车,载着纤弱的她,趁看门大爷看报纸的时候,就迅速的冲出了大门。 Without were held, the child who summer Shamo still resembles does the wrong thing, the face rises red, heartbeat fast. She not clear is because does for the first time clearly knows that the incorrect matter is tense, because other what mood is causing trouble at heart. 即使没有被抓住,夏纱沫也像做错事的孩子,脸涨得通红,心跳的飞快。她自己也不清楚是因为第一次做明知道不对的事情紧张,还是因为别的什么情绪在心里作祟。 In the morning lightly the drizzle had stopped, went to several shower Shanghai, a sky sunny not slight defect, only then the pure white clouds cover up to live in the deep blue background one after another, the warm solar image mischievous child, goes through in the cloud layer. 清晨淅淅沥沥的细雨早就停了,下过几阵雨的上海,天空晴朗的没有一丝瑕疵,只有一团一团洁白的云朵遮掩住着蔚蓝的背景,温暖的太阳像顽皮的孩子,在云层中穿行。 In this Fudan University lane, one side is planting one line of flowering cherry trees, another side, is the obsolete cement telephone pole, these lonely electric wires as if are connecting another space and time, infinite extends toward the distant place, embellishes , above sparrow closing one's eyes stands above likely arrogant singers. 在这复旦大学背面的巷子里,一侧种着一行樱花树,另一侧,是老旧的水泥电线杆,那些寂寥的电线仿佛连接着另一个时空,无限的朝远处延伸,点缀在上面的麻雀闭着眼睛站在上面像一个个高傲的歌唱家。 After gust, the oriental cherry flies upwards gently like the young girl pink gauze skirt. The intoxicant aura that journey Xiaoyu the face, the feeling is heading on, in the slightly cold fresh air is mixing with the oriental cherry light fragrance. 一阵风过后,樱花就像少女粉红的纱裙轻轻飞扬起来。程晓羽扬着脸,感受扑面而来的醉人气息,微寒的清新空气里夹杂着樱花淡淡的香味。 summer Shamo a hand grabs his clothes, a hand-held bicycle back seat, the side sits bit by bit, in this imitates the flight behind bicycle. 夏纱沫一只手抓着他的衣服,一只手扶着着自行车后座,侧坐在这仿似飞行着的自行车后面。 The corner of street has a small coffee shop, in the willful high-profile red color season of flowering cherry tree, reveals the deep signboard, „the balcony under moonlight.” 街的转角处有一家小小的咖啡店,在樱花树的恣意张扬的绯色季节,露出深色的招牌,“月光下的阳台。” Some journey Xiao feather asthmas, stop the bicycle slightly, foot in the ground, turns the head saying that to summer Shamo „we drink cup of coffee.” 程晓羽微微有些气喘,停下自行车,一只脚支在地面,转头对夏纱沫道“我们去喝杯咖啡。” Turning the head time sees summer Shamo the slender both legs, lifts in the midair, put to hang slightly in the ground, summer Shamo gathered together the blown disorderly hair, smiled is nodding to journey Xiaoyu, in that smile rippled the sunlight to be happy, journey Xiaoyu does not dare to look, turns head to stop the bicycle by the coffee shop. 转头的时候看见夏纱沫修长的双腿,举在半空中,稍稍放下来就垂在了地面,夏纱沫拢了拢被吹的凌乱的头发,微笑着向程晓羽点头,那笑容里荡漾着阳光般甜蜜,程晓羽不敢多看,回过头来将自行车停在咖啡店旁边。 Outside the coffee shop several parasols under outside flowering cherry tree, are suspending the coffee small round table, several silver seats. In this happy season, in this ordinary corner, all these embellishments so was just also good, like movie in picture. 咖啡店外面支着几架阳伞在外面的樱花树下,摆着咖啡色的小圆桌,还有几个银色的座椅。在这个美好的季节里,在这个平凡的街角,这一切的点缀又那么刚刚好,像极了电影里的画面。 journey Xiaoyu selected two cups with the iron, black forest, chocolate Brownie and cheese adore/admire Si. He remembers that some people have told him, sad time must eat the desserts, inside has the joyful factor. 程晓羽点了两杯拿铁,黑森林、巧克力布朗尼和乳酪慕斯。他记得有人告诉过他,心情不好的时候要吃甜品,里面有让人愉悦的因子。 Two people sit under this balcony cafe outside of named moonlight, starts to enjoy this beautiful silence, what in the sound transmits is piano music Chrysler «Loves Sad». 两个人坐在这个名叫月光下的阳台咖啡屋的外面,开始享受这一片美丽的寂静,音响里传来的是钢琴曲克莱斯勒《爱的忧伤》。 Looks that is stirring in the coffee cup with the tiny ladle, absent-minded summer Shamo, journey Xiaoyu asked „summer, do not mind these Gossip, the time will show that their laughable, insisted was yourself to be good.” 看着拿着细小的勺子在咖啡杯里搅拌着,心不在焉的夏纱沫,程晓羽问道“summer,别介意那些流言蜚语,时间会证明她们的可笑,坚持做你自己就好了。” summer Shamo is lowering the head, the both sides hair hang after the ear, bit lip say/way „actually they to say my anything, I have not imagined such minded, but thought that this will bring the difficulty to you.” 夏纱沫垂着头,两侧的头发挂在耳后,咬了下嘴唇道“其实她们说我什么,我并没有自己想象中的那样介意,只是觉得这样会给你带来困扰吧。” journey Xiaoyu both hands one, how made an unbelievable expression say/way „to be able! My facial skin is thick you are not does not know, others' ridicule I have not cared, really must be so sensitive, I do not know how should go on living.” 程晓羽双手一摊,做了一个难以置信的表情道“怎么会呢！我脸皮多厚你又不是不知道,别人的嘲笑我从来没有在意过,真要那么敏感,我都不知道该怎么活下去了。” summer Shamo is lowering the head as before, the fair slender neck by somewhat curving, say/way that gently the serious consideration pressed „I am used to it since childhood, actually the single-parent family was also short of a love.” This is the first time that summer Shamo spoke of her family. 夏纱沫依旧垂着头,白皙纤长的脖子被沉重的思虑压的有些弯曲,轻轻的道“从小我就习惯了,其实单亲家庭也不过是少了份爱而已。”这是夏纱沫第一次提起她的家庭。 journey Xiaoyu silent the moment, memory not short turning in mind welled up, his small and weak dwelling male soul has been evading the recollection of US, except for the body instinct of ball piano, he seems like anything not to think that is recalling. 程晓羽沉默了片刻,脑海里的记忆不短的翻涌,他那弱小的宅男灵魂一直在逃避着美国的回忆,除了弹钢琴的身体本能,他似乎什么都不想在记起。 journey Xiaoyu looks at the oriental cherry petal that in the air is dancing in the air, is fluttering likely note, his say/way in a low voice „knows how I start to learn to play the piano? Because my mother also learns to play the piano, her is not quite healthy, often the mood will also lose control, when I play the piano, she will be peaceful, will smile sometimes slightly smiles. At that time, supported me to pass in the arid practice, but hopes that she can smile. She has the depression, frequently cried saying that should not give birth to me, but looked when I had the food that she made was also very gentle, looks I played a stringed musical instrument especially strictly, the ball wrong note will hit me with the clothes rack, now thinks that I do not know was likes being more about her, hated more.” 程晓羽望着空气中飞舞的樱花瓣,像一个一个飘荡着的音符,他低声的道“知道我怎么开始学钢琴的吗？因为我妈妈也是学钢琴的,她身体不太好,时常情绪也会失控,只有在我弹钢琴的时候,她才会安静一点,有的时候才会稍微笑一笑。那个时候,支撑我在枯燥的练习中度过的,只是希望她能微笑。她有抑郁症,经常哭着说不该生下我,但看我吃她做的饭时又特别温柔,看我弹琴的时候又格外的严格,弹错一个音符就会拿衣架打我,现在想起来我也不知道是对她爱多一些,还是恨多一些。” journey Xiaoyu the hand brandished in void, made the movement of ball piano then saying that slowly „she left my except for the music, anything did not have. At least you also half of loves, but I, I recall these pictures now, is only left over the pain, she teaches me playing a stringed musical instrument to let my pain, her sickness lets my pain, her indifferent language lets my pain, however she is actually the comfort that I can depend upon only. My more than one year have not played the piano to forget. I have not hated her unable to give me to be happy, why I only hate her to throw down me only to walk.” 程晓羽手在虚空里挥舞了一下,做了个弹钢琴的动作接着慢慢的说“她留给我的除了音乐,什么都没有。起码你还有一半的爱,可我,我现在回忆起那些画面,只剩下痛苦,她教我弹琴让我痛苦,她的病让我痛苦,她冷漠的语言让我痛苦,然而她却是我唯一可以依靠的安慰。我一年多没有弹钢琴就是想忘记而已。我也从来没有恨过她给不了我幸福,我只恨她为什么丢下我一个人这样走。” summer Shamo the eye waterdrop entered the coffee, ripples ripples, begins to look that supinely journey Xiaoyu said „looks like me really to have no self-pity from qualifications, you were stronger than me. In childhood asked mother, why I did not have the father, my mother to hug me to cry, I should rejoice that now she has not thrown me.” 夏纱沫的眼泪滴进了咖啡,荡漾出一圈涟漪,仰起头看着程晓羽道“看来我真没有什么自怜自艾的资格,你比我坚强多了。小时候一问妈妈,我为什么没有爸爸,我妈就抱着我哭,我现在应该庆幸她没有把我扔出去了。” journey Xiaoyu could not bear put out a hand to touch summer Shamo the head, he knows she already diligently is studying was being humorous, journey Xiaoyu rubbed her beautiful hair to „SUMMER, although you were very strong, but also wanted proudly, you had the proud capital, you should with respond to their provocation proudly. Even my life is embarrassed, my soul is noble. This is you! Other lowering the head royal crown can fall, do not burst into tears, the cheap person will smile. You are our evil royal crown only lead singer!” 程晓羽忍不住伸手去摸了夏纱沫的头,他知道她已经努力的在学着幽默了,程晓羽揉了揉她秀丽的头发到“SUMMER,虽然你很坚强,但是还要骄傲点,你有骄傲的资本,你应该用骄傲回应她们的挑衅。即使我的生活多么困窘,我的灵魂是高贵的。这才是你啊！别低头王冠会掉,别流泪,贱人会笑。你可是我们罪恶王冠唯一的主唱啊！” summer Shamo carries the coffee small drank one, the tip of tongue is the bitter and astringent happiness, a little awkward say/way „, but I do not know what appearance should be proudly?” 夏纱沫端起咖啡小小的喝了一口,舌尖全是苦涩的甜蜜,有点为难的道“可是我不知道骄傲应该是什么样子的啊？” journey Xiaoyu laughed at „you to treat as in your hand to have the microphone.” 程晓羽笑了“你就当作你手里一直都有话筒。” In summer Shamo the eyes shone, the innermost feelings also got down the decision, I must sing, I must admire the scenery with him. 夏纱沫眼睛里亮了,内心也下了决定,我要唱歌,我要和他一起欣赏风景。 Behind two people does not have to chat the issue about family, has discussed music to noon midday rest time returns to the classroom, at this time all schoolmates know person who can compose a poem, will curse at people very much. Ability that others who the poet of opening mouth artillery pattern, can scold simply have not answered back. 两个人后面也没在聊关于家庭的问题,一直讨论音乐到中午午休的时候才回到教室,这个时候所有同学都知道了会写诗的人,也很会骂人。开启嘴炮模式的诗人,简直能够骂的别人没有还嘴的能力。 But comes back two people shoulder to shoulder, is actually summer Shamo a more appealing attention, everyone thought that summer Shamo was different, but actually does not know that she has what difference, like exuding the stars of glimmer, is attracting everyone's attention, beautiful brings some gentle pride. 但并肩回来两个人,却是夏纱沫更吸引人的注意,所有人都觉得夏纱沫不一样了,但却不知道她有什么不一样,像泛着微光的星辰,吸引着所有人的视线,美丽中带着一些温柔的骄傲。 king Ou looks at two people intently, journey Xiaoyu is walking the racket his shoulder say/way „I is not always cruel enough to look that SUMMER was bullied, do not blame me to replace you, teaches these women.” 王鸥直愣愣的望着两个人,程晓羽走过来拍拍他的肩膀道“我总不忍心看SUMMER被欺负,别怪我代替你,教训那些八婆。” king Ou then responded how loud say/way „possibly blames you, you hung in the morning, has saying that the poet is cow B, cursed at people to scold the boundary to come. The video that you curse at people currently the school post has to look. Although the receipt scolded you to bully the female student. They only know that you scolded the girl, actually does not know why you scolded the girl, do not mind.” 王鸥这才反应过来大声道“怎么可能怪你,你上午太吊了,不得不说诗人就是牛B啊,骂人都骂出境界来了。你骂人的视频现在学校贴吧都有看得了。虽然回帖都是骂你欺负女生的。他们只知道你骂女孩子,却不知道你为什么骂女孩子,你别介意啊。” journey Xiaoyu waving say/way „sky floats five characters, that is not the matter, is the matter also on bothersome a while, a while finished up. I in the school itself/Ben was bandit and tyrant on roads, did not miss in many points of infamies.” journey Xiaoyu looks has sat on the seat, summer Shamo the stiff body facing the vision of talking in whispers and visiting of people, thought that has anything to break out of their cocoons. 程晓羽一挥手道“天空飘来五个字,那都不是事,是事儿也就烦一会儿,一会儿就完事。我在学校本就是车匪路霸了,也不差在多点污名。”程晓羽看着已经坐在座位上,夏纱沫挺直身子面对一众人的窃窃私语和探视的目光,觉得有什么东西要破茧而出。 king did Ou curious say/way „where that you pull summer Shamo to go to?” 王鸥又好奇的道“那你扯着夏纱沫去哪里了啊？” journey Xiaoyu gawked, where is saying with a smile reluctantly „can go to? Visits her to be sad, accompanied her to chat the meeting on the drill ground, comforted under her.” He does not know why oneself must lie, actually drank the coffee not to have nothing cannot say. But thought that small cafes are the small secrets of two people. 程晓羽愣了一下,勉强笑着道“能去哪里？看她心情不好,陪她在操场上聊了会,安慰了下她。”他也不知道自己为什么要撒谎,其实去喝咖啡也不没什么不能说的。但觉得那片小小的咖啡屋只是属于两个人的小小秘密。 king Ou sighing „small fat, actually you can pursue summer Shamo to be best, always catches up with her compared with others, credible.” 王鸥叹了口气道“小胖,其实你能追夏纱沫最好了,总比别人追上她,靠谱。” In journey Xiaoyu the heart twitched saying that „do not want to be many, we could not be joined to like this others.” 程晓羽心中抽搐了一下说“你别想多了,咱这样子配不上人家的。” king Ou said spookily „originally you cannot be joined, but is now difficult to say.” 王鸥幽幽的说“原来你是配不上,可现在难说了。” In journey Xiaoyu heart a tight say/way „how?” 程晓羽心中一紧道“怎么了？” „Grass, hasn't the buddy you known? Ji numerous at noon in campus broadcasting station, reads you to write the poem on blackboard today, this was not( scarlet) bare professing love, was anything!!!” The response of king Ou surprised in Chengxiao feather, according to the truth, can still hear the broadcast on the drill ground even. “艹,哥们你还不知道啊？纪芸芸中午在校园电台,又念了你今天写在黑板上的这首诗,这不是(赤)裸裸的示爱,是什么！！！”王鸥惊讶于程晓羽的反应,按道理来说,就算在操场上也能听见广播的。 journey Xiao feather say/way calmly „, I also think that anything, you make much ado about nothing like this. She should only like my poem, likes my person, it is estimated that she did not have that courage.” 程晓羽若无其事的道“哦,我还以为什么事呢,你这样大惊小怪。她应该是只喜欢我的诗吧,喜欢我的人,估计她还没有那个勇气。” journey Xiaoyu felt that on the head is the perspiration, pulls out a paper goods from the drawer, scratched carelessly two, read the class schedule, will put out the language textbook, the waiting will soon resound the ting. 程晓羽感觉脑袋上都是汗,从抽屉里抽出张纸巾,胡乱擦了两下,看了课表,拿出语文课本,等待即将响起得铃声。