Shanghai of April, Yin clear once in a while, changes in temperature once in a while. 四月的上海,阴晴间或,冷暖间或。 This is the season that the easy mood to subvert. 这是容易情绪颠覆的时节。 Easy cold season. 容易感冒的时节。 Also because of it, spends late, actually opens is long. This is the season that views the flowers suitable. 也因之,花开得晚,却开得长。这是个适宜赏花的季节。 summer Shamo is riding the bicycle under camphor tree, a light vessel that as if goes downstream, the park in corner has a piece of flowering cherry tree. 夏纱沫骑着自行车在香樟树下,仿佛顺流而下的一叶轻舟,街角的公园有一片樱花树。 After being continually cloudy, spring sunshine suddenly/violently Nuan, the oriental cherry bloomed on Manshan everywhere, wind and rain, died of old age rapidly, inundating the street everywhere is a piece of fallen flower! 连阴之后,春阳暴暖,樱花就漫山遍地的开了起来,一阵风雨,就又迅速地凋谢了,漫街遍地又是一片落英！ The oriental cherry that the oriental cherry of tranquil and tender nen, elapses easily quietly, faint trace point raindrop accumulated cold intent, is mixing with the oriental cherry petal to float, flutters in this long street. 宁静而娇嫰的樱花,容易悄然逝去的樱花,丝丝点点的雨滴蕴着冷意,夹杂着樱花瓣飘飘洒洒,飘荡在这条长街。 Thin summer Shamo extends a hand, presses firmly between the fingers one piece in in the air is dancing in the air aimless the flower petal. 瘦瘦的夏纱沫伸出一只手,捏住一片在空中漫无目的飞舞着的花瓣。 But her heart like this flower petal, does not know where to stop over. 而她的心就像这片花瓣一样,不知道在何方落脚。 Dream and reality, a how brutal choice question. Without running into journey Xiaoyu , there would be no so many are intertwining the worry. Originally to her, singing is only a hobby, however journey Xiao the feather made her feel the joy of music. 梦想和现实,多么残酷的一道选择题。如果没有遇到程晓羽,就没有这么多纠结着的烦恼了。本来对她来说,唱歌只是一个爱好而已,然而程晓羽却让她感受到了音乐的快乐。 She wants to sing, wants to continue to sing. 她想唱歌,想继续唱下去。 summer Shamo loosens the hand, making the wind bring that flower petal to soar. 夏纱沫松开手,让风带着那片花瓣去飞翔。 As the popularity of evil royal crown in network is getting higher and higher, summer Shamo now is next to Su Yu the focus female student of Fudan Attached middle school. Compares to Su Yu who making one is unable to approach indifferently, the pretty summer muslin froth receives the favors of general male student. 随着罪恶王冠在网络上的人气越来越高,夏纱沫现在已经是仅次于苏虞兮的复旦附中的焦点女生。相较于冷漠到令人无法靠近的苏虞兮,楚楚动人的夏纱沫更受广大男生的青睐。 In the Fudan Attached middle school male student spreads these words, studies in Fudan Attached middle school, without writing a love letter to Su Yu, the life does not calculate completely. No one thought that was refused anything to be good to lose face by Su Yu, was not rejected is not normal. 复旦附中男生中流传这一句话,在复旦附中读书,没有写一封情书给苏虞兮,人生就不算圆满过。从来没有人觉得被苏虞兮拒绝有什么好丢脸的,不被拒绝才是不正常的。 summer Shamo but who now braves suddenly became the new favorite of Fudan Attached middle school male students. Compares Su Yu of aloof, compassionate summer muslin froth rapid becomes in the Fudan Attached middle school new dream the sweetheart, the love letter is receives leniently. 但如今突然冒出来的夏纱沫成了复旦附中男生们的新宠。相比高冷的苏虞兮,极具亲和力的夏纱沫迅速的成为了复旦附中新的梦中情人,情书更是收到手软。 Many high one, high two and student her fans of junior middle school section, therefore often has the student of lower grade to finish class to ask summer Shamo to take a group photo and demand the signature. But gentle summer Shamo, so long as is not the excessive action will not reject totally, this makes the original class spend Gu Manting as well as some female students is quite uncomfortable, frequently arranges summer Shamo some idle talk. 还有不少高一、高二和初中部的学生都还是她的粉丝,所以经常有低年级的学生下课来找夏纱沫合影和索要签名的。而温柔的夏纱沫,只要不是过份的举动一概不会拒绝,这让原来的班花顾漫婷以及一些女生极为不爽,经常编排夏纱沫的一些闲言碎语。 summer Shamo is much the female student who too has not had the feeling, almost does not have the human communication besides the monotonous student life. Because the reason of home environment always somewhat feels inferior, is not willing to become friends. After this time becomes famous , many female students come up to talk with her on own initiative, she actually simple-hearted does not know how with others human relations, to make some female students feel she installs aloof from worldly affairs before the female student, installs pitifully before the male student, said that she is the green tea prostitute. 夏纱沫原本是个没有太多存在感的女生,除了单调的学生生活之外几乎没有人际交往。因为家庭环境的原因总有些自卑,不愿意交朋友。这次出名以后,也有不少女生主动上来跟她搭话,她却木讷的不知道如何与他人交际,更让一些女生觉得她在女生面前装清高,在男生面前装可怜,说她是绿茶婊。 Pure summer Shamo has not paid attention to the Gossip between class female students completely, does not have consciousness her to be isolated by most female students. 单纯的夏纱沫完全没有注意班级女生间的流言蜚语,也没有意识倒她已经被大部分女生孤立起来。 Actually to state of mind indifferent her, such in view of cannot puncture her heavy/thick protection cover. When read the kindergarten, because did not have the father, the children will laugh at her. When attended the elementary school, wet weather others always had the guardian to meet, only then she must alone heavy rain goes home. Attended the junior middle school, the parents' meeting no one has always gone, mother for the home loan, made the concurrent job, basically did not have the time. 其实对心境淡然的她来说,这样的针对也刺破不了她的厚重保护壳。读幼儿园时,因为没有爸爸,小朋友们会笑她。读小学时,下雨天别人总有家长来接,只有她要独自淋着雨回家。读初中,家长会从来没人去过,妈妈为了房贷,做了兼职,基本没时间。 Without the father, is knows, even if were bullied, some people will not support. Is works as sadly, others' father said that at the worst goes home the father to raise time, oneself actually anything cannot say can only infinite miserable to/clashes forward, because does not have the escape route. Is occasionally after the kindergarten time sees some children to be pulled by the father the time of eating the ice cream, when will have many desolate, sad children at heart should joyful childhood not he. 没有爸爸,就是知道即使被欺负了,也不会有人撑腰。就是当难过的时候,别人的爸爸说,大不了回家来爸爸养着的时候,自己却什么都不能说只能无限凄凉的向前冲,因为没有退路。就是偶尔经过幼儿园的时候看见有的小孩子被爸爸牵着吃冰淇淋的时候,心里会有很多苍凉,难过孩童时本应该快乐的童年没有他。 Actually was lonely she to be used. No one protects, oneself protect himself. 其实孤独她早就习惯了。没有人保护,就自己保护自己。 The gymnastic exercises will have the male student of other class and lower grade from now on asks her to take a group photo, summer Shamo smiled is drinking them to photograph, refusing them to want the request of telephone, the blushing half step to turn back the classroom. 课间操过后又有别的班的和低年级的男生来找她合影,夏纱沫微笑着喝他们照了像,拒绝了他们要电话的请求,红着脸快步走回了教室。 Still in the entrance, hears in the class several usually to like dressing up, the female student headed by Gu Manting discussed her in the unscrupulous loudness. summer Shamo hesitant, has not walked. 还在门口的时候,就听见班上几个平时爱打扮的,以顾漫婷为首的女生在肆无忌惮的大声议论她。夏纱沫犹豫了一下,没有走进去。 „Heard that she does not have the father since childhood!” “听说她从小就没有爸爸！” „What's the matter? What life experience gossips quickly her?” “怎么回事？快八卦一下她什么身世？” „Her mother is small three, lived her to be flung! Her mother had worked in the supermarket that my family opens, these were I listen to my mother to say” “她妈是小三,生了她就被甩了好吗！她妈原来在我家开的超市打过工,这些都是我听我妈说的” „Small three most damn, originally has not really looked, she will install, you said that she is close to that fatty journey Xiaoyu, settles on him to have money?” “小三最该死,原来真没有看出来,她那么会装,你说她接近那个胖子程晓羽,是不是就看中他有钱？” „I feel, seeming like the same as the white lotus flower, in fact on a green tea prostitute.” “我觉得就是,看上去跟朵白莲花一样,实际上就一绿茶婊。” „Knows? She New Year's Day performs that shoes that wears is the JIMMYCHOO crystal shoes, I couple of days ago looked that in the magazine said that takes tens of thousands!” “知道吗？她元旦汇演穿的那双鞋子是JIMMYCHOO的水晶鞋,我前两天看杂志上介绍,要几万块！” „Then is expensive? Imitates the funds! Isn't her family/home very poor?” “那么贵？仿款吧！她家不是很穷吗？” „Hehe, that journey Xiaoyu buys with him! I saw one day at noon, that journey Xiaoyu said to her many disgusting words, aiya, really wanted to be disgusting I.” “呵呵,那个程晓羽跟他买的！我有一天中午看见了,那个程晓羽对她说了好多肉麻的话,哎呀,真是要恶心死我了。” „You , to have money, entices that journey Xiao feather!” “你要想有钱,也去勾引那个程晓羽啊！” „I not! Then is fat, you said that summer Shamo is so thin, can presses?” “我才不呢！那么胖,你说夏纱沫那么瘦,能经的起那么压？” „You quite disgusting......” are a ridicule sound. “你好恶心......”然后就是一阵讥笑声。 summer Shamo stands in the classroom entrance is pale, turns the head to walk toward the corridor. 夏纱沫站在教室门口脸色苍白,转头朝走廊走去。 journey Xiaoyu starts to get ready to enter the classroom, seeing summer Shamo not to go in the entrance, walks to frighten her, actually heard so many to stab her words. He behind her, cannot see her expression, does not know how to comfort time, summer Shamo turned around just to hit his arms. 程晓羽开始准备进教室,看见夏纱沫在门口没有进去,走过去想吓她一下,却听见了那么多中伤她的话。他在她背后,看不见她的表情,不知如何安慰的时候,夏纱沫转身刚好撞进了他的怀里。 summer Shamo drew back one step, has not looked at journey Xiaoyu, lowers the head saying that hastily „sorry.” Then must walk. 夏纱沫退了一步,也没看程晓羽,连忙低下头说“对不起。”然后要走。 journey Xiaoyu holds summer Shamo, felt that her hand somewhat shivers slightly, he uses unquestionable sound say/way „you wait/etc.” Then enters the classroom with stride. 程晓羽一把抓住夏纱沫,感觉她的手微微有些颤抖,他用不容置疑的声音道“你等等。”然后大步走进教室。 That female student saw journey Xiaoyu to come, had not said a word, journey Xiaoyu walked directly. In the class everyone saw the unusual condition. 那一圈女生看见程晓羽进来了,都没做声了,程晓羽直接走了过去。班上所有人都看出了异状。 journey Xiaoyu coughed, pounds on the table to these female students, opening mouth artillery pattern loud say/way „I am really not being cruel enough to judge people solely on appearance by your appearances. Therefore I try hard was seen clearly your souls by oneself, finally your souls also disappoint me compared with your semblances. Added that also entices me? Asked you to pat own face, that appearance pasted in the gate to exorcise evil spirits, pasting the bedhead can the contraception.” 程晓羽咳嗽了一声,一拍桌子对着这几个女生,开启嘴炮模式大声道“以你们这长相我真不忍心以貌取人。所以我努力的让自己去看清楚你们的灵魂,结果你们的灵魂比你们的外表还让我失望。还说还来勾引我？求你们自己把自己脸拍下来,那模样贴门上能辟邪,贴床头能避孕。” Gu Manting blushing say/way „journey Xiaoyu, your mouth cleanly, this is a classroom.” 顾漫婷红着脸道“程晓羽,你嘴巴干净点,这是教室。” „Yo, you also know that this is a classroom! The cheap people are artificial, in the world so many weapons you not study, must study the sword, on the sword study, does not study despicable, the iron sword study, does not study obscenely cheap, is the person sword unites to your boundaries simply, is called the cheap person.” The start that journey Xiao the feather spit flies horizontally scolded, was a senior sprayer, did not spout the artistic air, will really be unfair to Huaxia high and low 5000 culture. These pieces are this space and time do not have, in the classroom schoolmate, as soon as listens to feel to lack, started unable to bear smile. “哟,你还知道这是教室啊！贱人就是矫情,世上有那么多的兵器你不学,非要学剑,上剑不学,学下贱,铁剑不学,学淫贱,到你们这境界简直就是人剑合一,简称贱人。”程晓羽吐沫横飞的开始骂起来,身为一个资深喷子,不喷出点艺术气息来,真对不起华夏上下五千年的文化。这些段子都是这个时空没有的,很多在教室里的同学一听觉得有缺,就开始忍不住笑了起来。 Several other female students had been frightened by imposing manner astonishing journey Xiaoyu do not dare to make noise, even if dares to make noise does not know to say anything, these younger sisters paste and forum in the final analysis on few, the vocabulary is insufficient! 另几个女生早就被气势惊人的程晓羽吓得不敢出声,就算敢出声也不知道说什么,说到底还是这些妹子还是贴吧、论坛的上的少,词汇量不足啊！ journey Xiaoyu has not scolded satisfies a craving, looks that the complexion red how many little misses are not especially venting, his most repugnant these women of backbiting right and wrong „envy turns over to the envy, cultivates the behavior do not make the dog, slandered interestingly in the back? Actually I usually do not curse at people, does not arrive at the vitality/angry is not cruel enough to scold is so ruthless, but, makes an exception today one time. Your these are all right to idle, sincere said one to you: You special are the mouth are inexpensive, under pulls out. You felt one long also what very well looks is? Aiyu hey, sorry, you raised high! The lying trough, grew into you type, what oneself also good meaning was? Wants my me not to dare to come out, walks on the avenue I to dislike disgraced. Daily where in shows off what you to show off, which stand you toward, think the portrait after-image of whose family/home did not know spoiling. Are one very beautiful? Very arrogance arrogance? I was disinclined to lift the eyelid to look at your one eyes from you especially in the past, looked that your eyes must waste my many brain cells.” 程晓羽还没有骂过瘾,看着脸色通红的几个小姑娘尤不解气,他最讨厌这些背后论人是非的八婆“嫉妒归嫉妒,做人不要做狗,在背后诋毁有意思？其实我平时不骂人的,不到生气的时候就不忍心骂这么狠,但是,今天就破例一次。你们这些没事闲得慌的,真诚的对你们说一声:你们特么就是嘴贱,欠抽。你们觉得自个长的还挺好看的是么？哎呦喂,对不起,您高抬了呢！卧槽,都长成您内样了,自个还还挺好意思的是吧?要我我都不敢出来,走大街上我嫌丢人。天天在哪显摆什么你显摆,您往哪一站,不知道的还以为谁们家的遗像给糟蹋了呢。自个还挺美吧？挺傲气傲气的吧？特么我从你旁边过去都懒得抬眼皮看你一眼都,看你一眼得浪费我多少脑细胞呀。” „You have not to end! journey Xiao feather.” Gu Manting pounds on the table to stand, the tears also followed to fall. “你有完没完！程晓羽。”顾漫婷拍着桌子站起来,眼泪也跟着掉下来了。 journey Xiao did the feather hehe smile „how? The back arrangement person is fierce, feared face to face? Put is usually nipped by the dog, I trampled. Today also really instead bites your one, experiences the sense of joy that you usually bite where to come.” Said that journey Xiaoyu sees no one to dare to talk back is also senseless, walks toward the classroom entrance, to the entrance also turn head said that „the quick college entrance examination, don't worry for the matter of others family/home? How you love behind the discussion people, does not remember in classroom public area, really cannot help the mouth being inexpensive, told me, the Elder Brother reserved all seats for a performance with you in KTV, making you lift the microphone to say a happiness, but also had the music to accompany. Moreover forwards as an enclosure the tea, drink, melon seed, peanut and spicy radish. Has to eat to play, wraps you to satisfy.” 程晓羽呵呵笑了“怎么了？背后编排人厉害,当面一个个都怕了？搁平时被狗咬了,我就一脚踹过去了。今天还真得反咬你们一口,体验一下你们平时咬人的愉悦感从哪里来。”说完程晓羽见没人敢回嘴也是无趣,就朝教室门口走去,到门口又回头道“都快高考了,别为别人家的事情操心好吗？你们爱怎么背后议论人都可以,记住别在教室这种公共场合,实在忍不住要嘴贱,跟我说,哥哥在KTV跟你们包场,让你们举着话筒说个痛快,还带音乐伴奏。另外附送茶水、饮料、瓜子、花生、辣萝卜。有吃有玩,包你们满意。” journey Xiaoyu looks the schoolmate who class is looking at him, all has the vision of awe. Felt oneself said extremely, mounts the platform to think that the literary point educates the flowers in these greenhouses. 程晓羽看着班级里的同学望着他,全都有敬畏的目光。觉得自己是不是说的太过了,又走上讲台觉得还是得文艺点教育这些温室里的花朵。 Attractive chalk regular script writing on blackboard. 漂亮的粉笔楷书写在黑板上。 MyGod , It ‚ sFullofStars MyGod,It‘sFullofStars We always hope that the world should not be bigger than own imagination. 我们总希望世界不要大于自己的想象。 Once some people violated the god aim, some people blasphemed the witchcraft, 曾有人违背神旨,有人亵渎巫术, But another person, was given „knows” the ability, 而另一个人,则被赋予“知道”的能力, Becomes is actually the target of public criticism. 却成为众矢之的。 Incurs hunt that such as the ant marches. 招致如蚁行军的追捕。 The people, go boating to pursue, discharge by the line 人,泛舟而追,卸荷以行 Timeless, 亘古不变, Life like deep sea, quiet speechless. 生命如深海般,静谧无言。 Now, the ancient pattern is slowly stave, 如今,古老的格局慢慢破碎, Perhaps, mother of universe is gazing at the heir stars, 或许,宇宙之母正在注视着子嗣繁星, Spoke softly, 轻声细语道, Yes, we are turning toward the light to limp the line. 是的,我们正向着光蹒跚而行。 Then, kisses young us, 然后,亲吻年幼的我们, Embraces into the mind/bosom the stars. 把日月星辰揽入胸怀。 But the father of universe is in the next door, 而宇宙之父正在隔壁, Arrives loudly * for the heaven quarrels loudly shouts 为天国降临*大吵大嚷 Has no time to care about us, in this space and time travels the bitter experience. 无暇顾及我们,在这场时空旅行中的遭遇。 Sometimes, I will see the public library in village, 有时候,我会看见乡村的公共图书馆, Open reading room, high bookshelf, 开放的阅览室,高高的书架, And public pencil. 以及公用的铅笔。 These books age for a long time, 这些书籍年岁已久, Stays the last several weeks in the hands of different person 在不同人的手中呆上几周 After circulation, 几经循环, On seal long „borrower” 封皮上长长的“借阅者” On the night, then to lying down poured out in person, 每逢夜里,便对躺在身旁的人倾诉, Their eyes, that place that is full of the lie. 还有他们的眼睛,那个充满谎言的地方。 After finishing, journey Xiaoyu abandoned the chalk, left the classroom, drew summer Shamo to walk toward the staircase under glare of the public eye. 写完之后,程晓羽扔下粉笔,走出教室,在众目睽睽下拉着夏纱沫朝楼梯走去。 summer Shamo has not revolted, is red the eye socket, but asked low voice „goes?” 夏纱沫没有反抗,红着眼眶,只是小声问“去哪儿？” journey Xiaoyu turn head bright said „in April that this oriental cherry flutters, naturally is most suitable to skip classes!” 程晓羽回头灿烂的一笑说“在这樱花飘飞的四月,当然最适合逃课啊！”