MLSIAI :: Volume #8

#709: Decision

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journey Xiaoyu a work room in building makes dubbing in music of animated cartoon, some out of the door people knock on a door, journey Xiaoyu shouted: „Comes.”, Turned the head to look at one, the one who is binding ice cold wind and supple fragrance comes was Zhou Peipei. 程晓羽在一楼的工作室做动画片的配乐,门外有人敲门,程晓羽喊了:“进来。”,转头看了一眼,裹着一股冰寒的风和柔柔香气进来的是周佩佩。 journey Xiaoyu switches off to monitor the sound box hastily, moved the chair, stood, shouts: „Auntie Zhou.” 程晓羽连忙关掉监听音箱,挪了挪椅子,站了起来,喊道:“周姨。” Zhou Peipei saying with a smile slightly: „What stands to make? Makes such seriously, I was embarrassed.” Zhou Peipei spoke to journey Xiaoyu always kindly, good that if this regarding oneself had/left was not installs, therefore journey Xiao the feather even more respected about Zhou Peipei. However Zhou Peipei to the sense also not that amiability of constantly person, but is graceful, graceful or attractive, that has the connotation to have the precipitation, makings that naturally can send out. 周佩佩微微的笑道:“站起来做什么？弄这么严肃,我都不好意思进来了。”周佩佩对程晓羽说话一向亲切,这种视若己出的好也不是装出来的,因此程晓羽愈发对周佩佩尊敬。但是周佩佩给人的感官也并非那种一味的随和,而是优雅、雍容或灵秀,那是有内涵有沉淀,才能散发出的自然而然的气质。 Naturally this Zhou Peipei practices related of ballet, comes the scholarly family to be related with her. 当然这个周佩佩是练习芭蕾的有关,也和她出身书香门第有关。 journey Xiaoyu also smiled, earnest saying: „Auntie Zhou, this is not serious, is respectable.” 程晓羽也笑了一下,认真的说道:“周姨,这可不是严肃,是尊敬。” Zhou Peipei also knows that journey Xiaoyu the temper, treats the servant politeness, is very easy to make people think that is person who that type is together, in fact journey Xiaoyu is that type, so long as will not touch his principle is very good to speak, but in front of own principle, actually will be very proud and stubborn, person who will not compromise easily. 周佩佩也知道程晓羽的性子,对待佣人都礼貌有加,很容易让人觉得是那种好相处的人,实际上程晓羽是那种,只要不触碰他的原则就会很好说话,但在自己的原则前面,却是很骄傲和固执,不会轻易的妥协的人。 Like him although now can be works for Su Jia, the reward gives him many, even many, journey Xiaoyu still never extremely haggles over. Therefore is very easy to think, this is he cares about the performance of Su very much, but he has the barrier with Su in fact very much, actually now Su has approved him now, in October of last year Su Weilan thinks that Su Changqing offers birthday congratulations for the reason, inviting journey Xiaoyu to go to Capital City to be a guest. This obviously is the conciliatory good intentions that Su's Old House offers, but journey Xiaoyu gave a pretext the leg and foot inconveniently, declined neatly. 就像他现在虽然可以算是为苏家工作,报酬给他多少,就算多少,程晓羽也从未太过计较。因此很容易让人以为,这是他很在乎苏家的表现,可事实上他和苏家还是很有隔阂,其实现在苏家现在已经认可了他,去年十月份苏巍澜以为苏长青祝寿为由,邀请了程晓羽去京城做客。这明显是苏家老宅释放的和解善意,但程晓羽却借口腿脚不便,干脆利落的推辞了。 The Su river said that journey Xiaoyu arrogant extremely willful, Zhou Peipei is actually knows that journey Xiao the feather does not cherish the status of Su from the start, depending on his ability, now enjoying the sight and sound of the wind whipping up the water where goes to be able to mix, Su to him, is only the fetter. 苏长河说程晓羽恃才傲物太过任性,周佩佩却是知道程晓羽压根就不稀罕苏家的身份,凭他的才能,如今去哪里都能够混的风生水起,苏家对他而言,只是束缚而已。 Zhou Peipei at home is still is quite even official, the gray woolen sweater that puts on is matching a black leather skirt, the deep purple silk stockings, could not look quite the same as already over 40 years old, said that 27-28 some people will not suspect, examining carefully saw the beautiful face to be beautiful, the graceful bearing of tender feelings graceful manner. On her has young girl no mature flavor, resembles the unusual conditions, letting the person is unable not to look askance. Her optional sits down on sofa in journey Xiaoyu the work room, looks that somewhat cautious journey Xiaoyu said slightly: „A week celebrated the new year, is small tomorrow also to go to Capital City spring has a dress rehearsal late, this year the uncle said that do not make like last year, the whole family only went to two , do you return to the Capital City old dwelling with us this year together?” 周佩佩即使在家里也是穿的比较正式,灰色毛衣配着黑色皮革一步裙,深紫色的丝袜,浑然看不出来已经四十多岁了,说27-28也不会有人怀疑,细看更见华容婀娜、柔情绰态的风姿。她身上有着少女没有的成熟韵味,似浑然天成,让人无法不侧目。她随意的在程晓羽工作室里的沙发上坐下,看着略微有些拘谨的程晓羽说道:“还有一个星期就过年了,小兮明天也要去京城进行春晚彩排,今年你大伯说了,不要弄的像去年一样,一家人只去了两个,要不,你今年就跟我们一起回京城老宅？” journey Xiaoyu intertwines, to be honest, he is really does not want to go, but he does not think that Auntie Zhou and Su Yu awkward, did not say that he now and Su Yu sentimental day depth, Zhou Peipei until now waits him is not thin, he wants to refuse not to know exit|to speak how saying that can only smile bitterly was saying: „I feared that I went, unpopular.” 程晓羽万般纠结,说实话,他是真不想去,可他又不想周姨和苏虞兮为难,不说他如今和苏虞兮感情日深,周佩佩一直以来待他也不薄,他想拒绝也不知道如何说的出口,只能苦笑着说道:“我就怕我去了,不受欢迎。” Zhou Peipei sincere say/way: „Your uncle calls me personally, is hopes that you can go back, you must forgive as the guardian is not greatly easy, although Su is not the top aristocratic family, but some so many eyes are also staring, your father was not treated by the old gentleman in the past sees, your status is in addition awkward, in the family/home quite abstained, is the way things should be, you must forgive your father difficulty, in the past led you to return to the old dwelling, but .......... did not raise.” Zhou Peipei felt oneself more said more, can only sigh, stopped the topic, the transition. 周佩佩正色道:“你大伯亲自给我打电话,就是希望你能回去,你也要体谅一下作为一家之长的大不易,虽然苏家算不上顶级世家,可上上下下也有那么多眼睛盯着的,你父亲当年就不受老爷子待见,又加上你身份尴尬,家里颇为忌讳,也是人之常情,你也要体谅你父亲难处,当年带你回老宅,可是……….不提也罢。”周佩佩觉得自己越说越多,只能叹息了一声,打住话题,转折了一下。 journey Xiaoyu has not thought, he only thinks the status of illegitimate child his status that Zhou Peipei said refers to awkwardly, actually does not know Zhou Peipei actually implies another thing. journey Xiaoyu knows nothing about mother here family background, journey Qiuci was also said to him in the past another set of excuse, he naturally cannot suspect words that mother spoke, only became mother is red the period of time actor playing role of pretty young woman, returning to Huaxia also once to seek for mother's trail, but had not actually found, he also thinks that mother was perhaps far less than at that time oneself said such red, therefore has not left behind too many trails in the vast history, had not realized is completely desirably cancelled. 程晓羽也没有多想,他只以为周佩佩说的他身份尴尬是指的私生子的身份,却不知道周佩佩其实是另有所指。程晓羽对母亲这边的家世一无所知,程秋瓷当年也是对他说了另一套说辞,他自然不会怀疑母亲说的话,只当母亲不过是个红过一阵子的花旦,回到华夏也曾寻找过母亲的踪迹,可却从来没有找到过,他也只是以为母亲当时或许远不如自己说的那样红,因此没有在浩渺的历史中留下太多踪迹,完全没有意识到是被刻意抹去的。 In another world the parents in as for memory, as stays in this world is longer, felt that more feel alienated, just woke up from the hospital that meeting, often will also remember, has wept bitterly two, but, he starts minute/share unclear over time, is that memory the dreamland, who also the minute/share is not clear is. 至于记忆中的另一个世界的父母,随着在这个世界呆的越久,感觉就越疏离,刚从医院醒来那会,时常还会想起,也痛哭过两回,可随着时间流逝,他就开始分不清楚,那记忆到底是不是梦境,也分不清楚到底是谁。 But the reality was called him to understand finally, oneself was 18-year-old journey Xiaoyu, as for that music director who had more than 30 years of life, possibly was spans the space and time another world own memory. If you asked him, who he now is, can say that his both were, can say both are not. At this time his personality, is not that shy implicit piano dwelling male, is not that Wen's azure false rock and roll youth, but is the new personality that both unify to have, in the process of this fusion produces, but also lived many self- contradictory places. 可现实终叫他明白,自己是18岁的程晓羽,至于那个有三十多年人生的音乐总监,可能就是跨越时空的另一个世界自己的记忆。倘若你问他,他现在到底是谁,可以说他两个都是,也可以说两个都不是。此时他的人格,既不是那个腼腆含蓄的钢琴宅男,也不是那个文青的伪摇滚青年,而是两者结合产生的新人格,并且在这个融合的过程产中,还生了许多自我矛盾的地方。 Said that journey Xiaoyu now and relations of Su river were also more moderate, although journey Xiaoyu saw Su Changhe to shout „president”, will not speak with Su Changhe at home, but Su Changhe will shout him a dawn feather on own initiative. But journey Xiaoyu also divides not clearly is because the present had the use value, is other reason, he does not want to clarify. 说起来程晓羽现在和苏长河的关系也缓和了一些,虽然程晓羽见着了苏长河还是喊得“总裁”,在家里则不会和苏长河说话,可苏长河还是会主动喊他一声晓羽。但程晓羽也分不清楚是因为自己如今有了利用价值,还是别的原因,他也不想弄清楚。 He thought that the Su river also has to hide own suspicion, although he to Su Yu is also no matter did not ask, coming out that but journey Xiaoyu looks, what the Su river is unusual is Su Yu proud, but did again many, has not harvested such expression. 只是他觉得苏长河也有躲着自己的嫌疑,虽然他对苏虞兮也是不管不问,但是程晓羽看的出来,苏长河非常的为苏虞兮骄傲,可自己做了再多,也没有收获过那样的表情。 This makes journey Xiaoyu the mood very complex, he has not complained anything, but poured into Su Yu more sentiments, but such sentiment also became more and more heavy. 这让程晓羽的心情很复杂,他并没有抱怨什么,只是把更多的感情倾注到了苏虞兮身上,而这样的感情也变得越来越沉重。 journey Xiaoyu train of thought what goes around comes around, may pass through the short instance in the time line, Zhou Peipei saw in journey Xiao the feather look to be somewhat vacant, has not made noise, when he pondered. 程晓羽的思绪百转千回,可在时间线上不过是走过了短短的瞬间,周佩佩见程晓羽眼神里有些茫然,也没有出声,待他思考。 journey Xiaoyu considered the moment, spat foul air, the decision compromises, said in a soft voice: „Can I not live in the house? Lives in that I not to feel comfortably.” 程晓羽思虑了片刻,吐了一口浊气,还是决定妥协,轻声说道:“我可不可以不住在宅子里？住那里面我会觉得不自在。” „Since were determined, only lived in an evening is also good, now depending on your contribution, no one will create obstacles for you, said ashamed, your position all strove depending on yourself, had no relations with me and your father, thing that to probably come like this, was steadfastest, returned to the old dwelling, chinned up and chested out although, the Adou who to be honest these of your Su could not help up must be stronger many.” On the river from industry three, will lift one-party rule, lets the river from the market value 7 million, rose dramatically 13 million, journey Xiaoyu had lasting achievements, this benefit really made Su change the attitude, otherwise not year ago Su Weilan telephones, asking journey Xiaoyu to go to Capital City, this new year's celebration Su Changqing calls Zhou Peipei personally, wanted to restore to relate. “既然都决心去了,只住一晚上也是好的,如今凭你的贡献,也没有人会刁难你,说起来惭愧,你的地位全是凭你自己争取来的,与我与你父亲都没有什么关系,可这样得来的东西,也才是最踏实的,回了老宅,尽管昂首挺胸,说实话你比苏家的那些扶不起的阿斗要强多了。”将上河从业界三强,抬到一家独大,让上河从市值七百万,飙升到了一千三百万,程晓羽功不可没,这实打实的利益才让苏家改变了态度,要不然也不会年前苏巍澜打了电话,叫程晓羽去京城,这过年苏长青又亲自打了电话给周佩佩,想要修复关系。 journey Xiaoyu listened to Zhou Peipei to say like this, the heavy heart relaxed, felt that an evening walked, was not the matter at the worst, so long as Su Yu were not awkward well. 程晓羽听周佩佩这样说,沉重的心情放松了一些,觉得住一晚上就走,也不是什么大不了的事情,只要苏虞兮不为难就好。 ( Today had matter to go, perhaps late of quite renewal, three, can only as far as possible two.)( To be continued.) (今天有事情去了,更新的比较晚,尽量三更,也许只能两更。)(未完待续。)
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