journey Xiaoyu goes home to start to record «life039 ; sastggle», this song is also he remembers that a work of very respectable rapper, only pitifully this singer named Song Yueting untimely death, rap of special edition same classic «life'sastggle» entire song 1300 characters, without ng, very rough music production level, actually in the commercial laughing or popular song of any excessive packing compared with the market can also shake the will of the people, because his words and expressions can touch secret pain in everyone life. journey Xiaoyu thought that does not have any song can voice at this moment his feelings. 程晓羽回到家开始录制《life039;sastggle》,这首歌曲也是他记忆中非常尊敬的一位说唱歌手的作品,只可惜这位叫做宋岳庭的歌手英年早逝,专辑同名曲《life’sastggle》整首歌1300字的rap,没有ng,很粗糙的音乐制作水准,却比市面上任何一张会过度包装的商业嘻哈或流行歌曲还能撼动人心,因为他字字句句都能触及每一个人生命中的暗暗苦痛。程晓羽觉得没有任何一首歌更能表达此刻他的心情了。 But the aspiration that this song was Song Yueting is also framed by the friend, after entering prison, writes down, after leaving prison, merely recorded this song with a keyboard and a tape recorder, finally this song after he suffered from the bone cancer death, was found in his relic. 而这首歌曲也是宋岳庭在被朋友陷害,进入监狱后写下的心声,出狱后仅仅用一台键盘和一个录音机录制了这首歌曲,最后这首歌曲在他罹患骨癌逝世之后,在他的遗物中被找到。 journey Xiao the feather was «life'sastggle» made finer arranging, but after behind added that discovered that the simple point shocked, therefore returned to original state the original tune to arrange.( This song must listen to several talents to have feeling) 程晓羽本来为《life’sastggle》做了更精细的编曲,但是后面加进去之后,发现简单点更加震撼,于是还是还原了原曲编曲。(这首歌曲要多听几遍才会有感觉) journey Xiaoyu all lanes, around 8 : 00 pm, he had mounted oneself song account number, right on journey Xiaoyu that account number, sent a song: „ Originally I settle in the tranquil life, without using pen name, has not thought however can mix a big reputation as a music habitat, is an years ago guess placard, has analyzed, I am the music producer of idol plan, is the keyboard hand of evil royal crown, is on play big new student/life «Liang Zhu» author. 程晓羽将一切弄完,已经晚上 8 点多了,他登上了自己细语账号,没错就程晓羽的那个账号,发了一条细语:“本来我安于平静的生活,没有用笔名,也是没有想过做为一个音乐人居然很能混出不小的名声,是的年前的一篇猜测帖,分析过,我就是偶像计划的音乐制作人,也是罪恶王冠的键盘手,还是上戏大一的新生《梁祝》的作者。 Is unfair to everyone, without the acknowledgment is because I or like me without campus life of too much mighty waves very much, however all these by framing by planting stolen goods on desirably, desirably slandered to break, I do not know that was who does, but he succeeded changing beyond all recognition that my life made. 对不起大家,一直没有承认是因为我还是很喜欢我没有太多波澜的校园生活的,然而这一切都被刻意的栽赃,刻意的污蔑打断了,我不知道是谁做的,但他成功的将我的生活弄的面目全非。 But I want to say that do not cheer too soon, felt relieved that I will certainly find you, hopes when the time comes do not regret. 但我想说,你别高兴的太早,放心我一定会找到你,希望你到时候不要后悔。 Had not stood the explanation, because believes the right and wrong black and white, has the public opinion, when the appraisal of police, naturally reveals the truth. However I went back to the school actually to face the endless evil intention, I understood, the person did not have the complete human, everyone also had own idea and viewpoint, but I very puzzled small and weak ugly because is jealous pushes aside others immediately, surprisingly, a more outstanding person as if actually lived difficultly. 一直没有站出来解释,因为相信是非黑白,自有公论,等警察的鉴定出来,自然真相大白。然而我回到学校却面对了无尽的恶意,我懂,人无完人,大家也都有自己的想法和观点,但我很不解弱小丑陋会因为妒忌立刻去排挤别人,令人惊异的是,越优秀的人似乎却活得越艰辛。 I as an injured party, but must receive the misunderstanding of public and scolded, most starts, because the police authorities have not shown the findings, I can understand, but everyone obviously is careful the ponder to obtain the truth now, however no one pondered. Essence is a more terrifying thing, not only exists in the school and classroom, has the office, company and in family, exists in each corner of our country, the majorities naturally are considered as the justice, the opinion contradicts unusual, will be pushed aside, the essence of this humiliation is the atmosphere, because everyone is humiliating you, therefore I. 我作为一个被害者,还要受到公众的误解和责难,最开始因为警局还没有出示调查结果,我可以理解,但是如今大家明明仔细思考都能获得真相,然而没有人去思考。这其中的本质是更恐怖的东西,那不只存在于学校、教室,也存在办公室、公司、家庭里,存在于我们这个国家的各个角落,多数派自然被认为是正义,意见相悖、与众不同的就会被排挤,这种欺凌的本质是气氛,因为大家都在欺凌你,所以我也可以。 With the popularization of network, computer, cell phone as well as song, more and more average people had more rights to speak, but public figure's private life also many expositions in everyone's front, therefore everyone start stands in the commanding point of morals, takes the unconfirmed information to attack others wantonly, but is this really manifestation of freedom of speech? When you do harm others unscrupulously? Can you really obtain the success of reality and satisfy? 随着网络、电脑、手机以及细语的普及,越来越多的普通人掌握了更多的话语权,而公众人物的私生活也更多的曝露在大家的面前,于是所有人都开始站在道德的制高点,拿着未经证实的信息大肆的攻击他人,可是这样真的就是言论自由的体现吗？在你们肆无忌惮的伤害他人的时候？你们真的能够获得现实的成功与满足吗？ However I know, life's.a.stggle, I will not submit to the rumor and false charge, I will fight to the end. 但是我知道,life’s.a.stggle,我不会屈服于谣言和诬陷,我会战斗到底。 Finally, is not I do not have the cultural vocabulary to be low, however works as joyfully, excited, no use, disappointed, satisfied, excited, ache, comfortable, gratified, warm, cold, frightened, depressed, compels painstakingly, sad, pities, desolate, angry, desperate, low and deep, tranquil, sad, awkward, puzzled, weary, warm, indifferent, negative, pessimistic, missing, supports, contradiction. These mood can with a character expressed the time, I only want to respond to your sprayers with this character! 最后,不是我没文化词汇量低,但是当喜悦,兴奋,无助,失望,满足,激动,疼痛,舒适,欣慰,温暖,寒冷,恐惧,沮丧,苦逼,伤悲,怜悯,落寞,愤怒,绝望,低沉,平静,忧愁,尴尬,困惑,疲劳,热情,冷漠,消极,厌世,思念,支持,抵触。这些情绪都可以用一个字来表达的时候,我只想用这个字回应你们这些喷子！ „Damn.” “操。” «Life039 ; sastggle» gives all in you who in the mire struggle.( Because changed many lyrics, therefore pastes a much less) 《life039;sastggle》送给所有在泥沼中挣扎的你们。(因为改了不少歌词,所以贴出来的有点多) While I open the eyes to step into this world 正当我睁开双眼踏入这个世界 The mother gives me the life to make me run its own course now 妈妈给我生命现在让我自生自灭 This makes my everyone wear the mask frightened in my eyes 这让我恐惧在我的眼里每个人都戴着面具 ............ ............ You said that you regretted initially had not aborted to drop me 你说你后悔当初没有堕胎把我堕掉 Whenever I come home from school to put down that heavy backpack 每当我放学回家放下那沉重的背包 In the family/home the nobody left only remains your perfume flavor 家里空无一人只残留着你香水的味道 At that time I know that you must work overtime that night 那时我知道你那天晚上又要加班 I open the refrigerator to pull out the microwave oven food to work as the dinner 我打开冰箱拉出微波炉食品当晚餐 The mother bring home exhaustedly in early morning 2 o'clock 老妈在凌晨二点钟带着疲惫回家 I wake up from the sleep only hear you to have a headache to yell 我从睡梦中醒来只听到你头疼大叫 I do not have the means with single-hearted devotion facing the next day test 我没有办法专心面对第二天的考试 The teacher he does not like my me not liking the teacher 老师他不喜欢我我也不喜欢老师 I put on to overpower me to dislike the system of school repugnantly 我讨厌穿制服我讨厌学校的制度 I lectured the countenance of director to be fettered repugnantly repugnantly 我讨厌训导主任的嘴脸讨厌被束缚 that039 ; ste that039;ste Many people disdain my attitude 很多人不屑我的态度 They said my too cool 他们说我太cool The police were not feeling well I once to arrest me 警察不爽我都曾将我逮捕 idon039 ; tgiveaabout others said anything idon039;tgiveaabout人家说什么 They want to say that anything said anything, but they are anything 他们想说什么就说什么但是他们算什么 No one has the right to weigh me with his standard 没有谁有权利拿他的标准衡量我 How the control is my own casual families thinks that I am I 主宰是我自己随便人家如何想我还是我 .............. .............. Many night of pain worry you unable to go to sleep... 有多少夜痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡… Police authorities' serious air compels me to be quickly respirable 警局严肃的空气逼得我快不能呼吸 At that time faced me who am falsely accusing shameless to start to engage in introspection 当时面临着无耻诬陷的我开始反省 ........... ........... 11 days of long waiting like a raging fire have passed 十一天如火如荼的漫长等待已过去 I after truth must face the suspension of sentence period of populace 真相后的我得面对大众的缓刑期 This is also good in the life to feel for the first time happily 这也好一生中第一次感觉到幸福 However test so I in life am not far more than clear 但是生命中的考验何止如此我不清楚 I do not know that then also has anything to happen 我不知道接下来还有什么会发生 Opens the news of newspaper sees various Eight Trigrams (gossip) 翻开报纸的新闻又是看到各种八卦 Still remembers some picture of years discovery 还记得某年无意间发现的照片 Above has the dog young to photograph surreptitiously the star to appear accidentally borrows the picture 上面有狗仔偷拍明星偶然出现借位画面 This destroyed reporter's image in my heart simply 这简直摧毁了记者在我心中的形象 They know that these pictures cannot represent the truth 他们知道那些照片并不能代表真相 I resist the chest to exist to be anxious and terrified 我抵抗胸口存在着不安及惶恐 I hear the painful the sound to angrily roar in the innermost feelings unceasingly 我不断听到痛苦的声音在内心怒吼 The dear god great gods of 亲爱的神伟大的神 You can blame my idea being extremely ignorant, but I am only a person 你可以怪我想法太过无知但我只是人 ............... ............... It was saying: Several days and several nights aunt once for you busy east busy west 它在说:有几天几夜阿姨曾经为你忙东忙西 The father he was concerned with that the fire of hope sees is only put out 老爸他不闻不问希望之火只见熄灭 I answer the telephone am the sound that the younger sister comforts 我接起电话是妹妹安慰的声音 Although has not met is not difficult to imagine her then facial expression 虽没见面却不难想像她当时的神情 The friends are urging me to give the explanation 朋友们都在劝我做出解释 In the mind the reappearing mother's words warned immediately I must make every effort to succeed 脑海里马上浮现妈妈的话警告我一定要争气 I have given up all the reasons of crying 我已经放弃所有哭的理由 Because I have long been used to live indifferently inside the brutal reality 因为我早就习惯冷漠活在无情的现实里头 How does the life need to begin? Can the change a hand? 人生要如何起头？改变要如何起手？ How when lives in the mire must be able to wash off? 当活在泥沼中要如何才能金盆洗手？ ............ ............ journey Xiaoyu after sending this song, all members of idol plan and „evil royal crown” official song. 程晓羽在发了这首歌曲之后,偶像计划的所有成员和“罪恶王冠”的官方细语。 After the issue, first is „evil royal crown” the official song retransmitted journey Xiaoyu " song ”, king Ou commented: „, This time unexpectedly true body exploding. Actually many old fans have been asking my two journey Xiaoyu is the same person, but Schoolmate journey in becoming famous this matter is not interested, therefore continuously forcefully low-key, these was also time such as everyone hopes. 发布之后,最先是“罪恶王冠”的官方细语转发了程晓羽的这条“细语”,王鸥评论道:“没想到,这次居然把真身给炸出来了。其实很多老歌迷一直在问我两个程晓羽到底是不是同一个人,但是程同学对出名这种事情并不感兴趣,所以一直强行低调,这一次也算是如大家所愿了。 I am telling everyone about his matter, the skill tests into the southern opera to turn into twists first, he tested 600 thirty points, this result is also seemingly ordinary, but he does not have this year's liberal arts foremost person in the field besides the math and physical education grade high, other subjects are completely the perfect scores ! The language 149, reported a point embarrassed. On the play first skill in history tests the perfect score, hehe, third that Chopin rewards, that year first two from lacking, he is actually first. 我在告诉大家一些关于他的事情,艺考上戏文化成绩第一,他考了六百三十几分,这个成绩看上去好像也就一般,但是他除了数学和体育成绩没有今年的文科状元高之外,其他科目全部是满分,哦！语文一百四十九,不好意思多报了一分。上戏有史以来的第一个艺考满分,呵呵,还是肖邦奖的第三名,那一年的前两名从缺,他实际就是第一。 „Idol plan” on three principal of special edition, are he writes words, compose and arrange, MV to monopolize, behind «, Because Is Liking» with «mr.chu» two single bent/tune is also same. “偶像计划”上一张专辑的三首主打,都是他作词、作曲、编曲、mv一手包办,后面出《因为是喜欢》和《mr.chu》两首单曲也是一样。 „Evil royal crown” writing words of all songs compose to arrange, is he monopolizes, including «Evil Royal crown» this special edition by the cover design of high praise and «» MV is also his director. “罪恶王冠”的所有歌曲的作词作曲编曲,也是他一手包办,包括《罪恶王冠》这张专辑备受好评的封面设计和《》的mv也是他的导演。 You will suspect unexpectedly such a person, can be abnormal, is really impervious. ” 你们居然会怀疑这样的一个人,会是变态,实在不可理喻。” to become Xiujing who likes brushing the song first retransmitted journey Xiaoyu that „song”, „had not stood the speech, was because the dawn feather elder brother did not let, was quite then happy. Very early wants to go to the play to see the dawn feather elder brother, but he was not accurate! Now finally can frank and upright! This year I must test into the play, is the dawn feather elder brother study the younger sister, does not need to say about the rumor, please everyone do not believe. The dawn feather elder brother so should not be sad! We support you forever!” 紧接着,喜欢刷细语的成秀晶先转发了程晓羽的那条“细语”,“一直没有站出来说话,也是因为晓羽哥不让,这下好开心。很早就想去上戏看晓羽哥了,但是他一直不准！现在终于可以光明正大的去了！今年我也要考上戏,做晓羽哥的学妹,关于谣言不需要多说,请大家不要相信。还有晓羽哥别这么伤心！我们永远支持你！” Then Bae Suzy, spring Youli, Jing Xuexuan retransmitted this song, and on a grand scale for journey Xiaoyu Platform. 接着裴秀智、泉佑璃、景雪绚都转发了这条细语,并大张旗鼓的替程晓羽站台。 ......... ......... permits Qinning also sent „song”, „looked at your bullied very pitiful appearance, first temporarily forgave you, hurried to find the way to compensate me, wrote single tune anything ........... as for falsely accusing, dares to bully my person, I must make him regret that the reincarnation cultivated the behavior.” 许沁柠也发了“细语”,“看你被欺负的很可怜的样子,先暂时原谅你,赶紧想办法来补偿我,写首单曲什么的...........至于诬陷,敢欺负我的人,我要让他后悔投胎做人。” ( Thanks hitting of frog sauce to enjoy) (谢谢青蛙酱的打赏加更)