journey Xiaoyu and Pei Yan early morning two people look at steadily like this are staring mutually, like must each other see goes at heart. Perhaps Pei Yanchen closed the eye at this time, the story completely will be different, but our Schoolmate proud tender Pei, her idol drama has not looked, does not know how kisses this/should must, in she lives limitedly only knows to work to make money, holds hands continually is first she, how to know that she should be concerned about the tip of the toe at this time, clever closing eye. 程晓羽和裴砚晨两人就这样目不转睛互相瞪着,像要把彼此看到心里去一样。也许裴砚晨这时闭上眼睛,故事就会完全不一样,可我们傲娇的裴同学,她连偶像剧都没有看过,根本不知道接吻该要怎么样,在她有限的生活里只知道打工赚钱,连牵手都是第一次的她,怎么会知道她这个时候应该惦着脚尖,乖巧的闭上眼睛。 Pei Yanchen both hands press the chest that journey Xiao the feather is pressing slowly, lowers the head saying: „How many girls did you anticipate?”( Here should have «whitealbum» resounds) 裴砚晨双手按着程晓羽缓缓压下来的胸口,低下头说道:“你追过多少女孩子了？”(此处该有《whitealbum》响起) journey Xiaoyu does open the eye to look at Pei Yan surprisedly early morning „?”. If journey Xiao feather mood is firm enough, kiss that he can also disregard, Pei Yan early morning will not definitely reject, then the story will also be different, but this flash, in his mind sobered, flashes through with Su Yu agreement. 程晓羽惊讶的睁大眼睛看着裴砚晨“呃？”了一声。如果程晓羽此刻心情够坚定,他也可以不管不顾的吻上去,裴砚晨肯定也不会拒绝,那么故事也会不一样,但是这一刹那,他脑海中清醒了一下,闪过和苏虞兮的约定。 The following a few words, are the transition of story. 接下来的一句话,就是故事的转折。 Pei Yan early morning somewhat angry was saying: „Are you so why skilled?” 裴砚晨有些恼怒的着说道:“你为什么这么熟练啊？” journey Xiaoyu thought that this lines are listening quite familiar, just prepared to reply, heard the cell phone to make a sound, he does not have to support the hand on dryondra to move out of the way, but was sideways to leave Pei Yan 1 : 00 am distance slightly, the left hand child in pulled out the cell phone to look from the pants pocket, was Duanmu Linsha. 程晓羽觉得这台词听着好熟悉,刚准备回答,就听见手机响了,他没有将撑在梧桐树上的手挪开,只是侧身稍稍离开裴砚晨 1 点距离,左手从裤袋子里掏出手机一看,是端木林莎。 Pei Yanchen also looked down his cell phone, journey Xiaoyu hesitant, pressed answering. 裴砚晨也低头看着他的手机,程晓羽犹豫了一下,按了接听。 „Understands the feather? Haven't you waited for me? It is not one of the reaching an agreement eats meal?” “晓羽？你怎么没等我呢？不是说好的一起吃饭的吗？” The purity that in the silent Chinese parasol tree woods, Duanmu Linsha gentle sound even/including Pei Yanchen also listens, Pei Yanchen shoves open from the side journey Xiao the feather, coldly said: „Really disappointing.” 寂静的梧桐树林里,端木林莎的温柔的声音连裴砚晨也听的一清二楚,裴砚晨将程晓羽从身边推开,冷冷说道:“真差劲。” journey Xiaoyu was saying the sound to the telephone: „Wait.” 程晓羽对着电话说了声:“等等。” Then covers cell phone microphone that end, somewhat ashamed saying: „Sorry, studies the elder sister.” 然后捂住手机麦克风那端,有些羞愧的说道:“对不起,学姐。” Pei Yanchen turns away from journey Xiaoyu saying: „Studies the elder sister? Sorry? journey Xiao the feather you were really most repugnant.” Then her does not return went out of the Chinese parasol tree woods. 裴砚晨背对着程晓羽说道:“学姐？对不起？程晓羽你果然最讨厌了。”接着她头也不回的走出了梧桐树林。 journey Xiaoyu weak looks that Pei Yanchen walks away, he can only gaze, does not have the standpoint to stop. 程晓羽无力的看着裴砚晨走远,他只能目送,却没有立场去阻拦。 Duanmu forest Sha of not far away looks that a Pei Yanchen person walked, relaxes, she looks at the Pei Yanchen lonely back, the loosened palm pinched the fist, she took the telephone to walk in another direction by far, ran counter with Pei Yanchen. 不远处的端木林莎看着裴砚晨一个人走了出来,松了一口气,她看着裴砚晨孤单的背影,松开的手掌捏成了拳头,她拿着电话朝另一个方向远远走去,和裴砚晨背道而驰。 In the telephone broadcasts journey Xiao feather that gentle sound „forest Sha, I have eaten, does not eat meal. Recently I may take some time false, may not come to the school.” 电话里传来程晓羽那温柔的声音“林莎,我已经吃过了,就不吃饭了。最近我可能会请一段时间的假,可能不怎么会来学校。” Duanmu Linsha saying gently: „Un! You rest well! Do not want is too many, falsely accuses your person to be held. Gives me to telephone.” 端木林莎轻轻的说道:“嗯！那你好好休息吧！别想太多了,诬陷你的人会被抓住的。有空给我打电话。” journey Xiao the feather complied with sound „well”, made the telephone call, standing somewhat is sorrowful in the woods, he wants to leave, is not afraid these rumors and despising, but felt oneself continue to stay in the school, will unable to withstand the seduction, he will turn into that his repugnant person, he does not want to continue to get down like this ambiguous, since promised Su Yu, he must complete the commitment. 程晓羽应了声“好”,挂了电话,站在树林里却有些伤怀,他想离开,并不是害怕那些流言和鄙薄,而是觉得自己继续在学校里呆下去,会经不起诱惑,他会变成那个他讨厌的人,他并不想这样继续暧昧下去,既然答应了苏虞兮,他就必须完成承诺。 But the impulsion that wanted to kiss a moment ago, from covers among two people suddenly the marvelous atmosphere, a very harmoniously very happy joyful atmosphere, this atmosphere will let you wish that can sometimes not help make should working, but works as in the time interval dawn feather brain only then three characters, „kiss her”, such fragment is worth unceasing aftertaste and longing, actually also turned into the permanent scar. 而刚才想要吻下去的冲动,是源自突如其来笼罩在两人之间的奇妙气氛,一种很和谐很美好让人愉悦的气氛,有的时候这种氛围就会让你情不自禁的想要做应该的做事情,而当时程晓羽脑子里就只有三个字,“亲吻她”,这样的片段值得不断的回味和怀念,却也变成了永久的伤痕。 journey Xiaoyu knows unable to face, only dares to evade, therefore he decides temporarily to leave. 程晓羽自知无法面对,只敢逃避,所以他决定暂时离开。 But he also knows that too many issues, he is unable to escape, has to study the elder sister incessantly, summer Shamo, Duanmu Linsha, the surroundings have a sad atmosphere to be ready to be set off, have plants named leaving the gloomy mood not to melt. 可他也知道太多的问题,他无法逃开,不止有学姐,还有夏纱沫,还有端木林莎,周围有一种悲伤的气氛一触即发,有种叫做离别的愁绪不愿融化。 journey Xiaoyu does not think oneself can evade, how can't so many stand off and does not hate to put down? However even all come again, he will perhaps still choose to evade. Because he really has no other alternative, forever can only be caught in one's own trap trembling. 程晓羽不认为自己可以逃避得过,那么多敌不过、舍不得怎么能放下？但是就算一切重来,他也许依然会选择逃避。因为他实在别无他法,永远只能战战兢兢地作茧自缚。 He goes out of the Chinese parasol tree woods slowly, kicks in the trash can of roadside, he is somewhat annoying, feels somewhat reluctantly, we watched so many plays, would feeling the male lord too dregs, but when really face the gentleness that so many are unable to discard, how should you choose? 他缓慢的走出梧桐树林,一脚踢在路边的垃圾桶上,他有些懊恼,又觉得有些无奈,我们看了那么多番剧,总会觉得男主太渣,可真当自己面对那么多无法舍弃的温柔,你该如何选择？ How actually regardless of you choose, you are wrong. 其实无论你怎么选择,你都是错的。 All are the mistakes of double-hour, all are the monogamy mistakes. 一切都是时辰的错,一切都是一夫一妻的错。 journey Xiaoyu silently walks toward the bedroom, he made the decision without hesitation. Planned that packs the thing, then temporary departure, this decision is also because will hold the attitude of suspicion is very irritable facing the roommate, he wants to wait for to come to light. 程晓羽默默的朝寝室走去,他做了决定就毫不犹豫。打算去收拾东西,然后暂时的离开,这个决定也是因为自己抱着怀疑的态度面对室友会很别扭,他想等一切都水落石出了在回来。 Arrived the bedroom, another three people, seeing journey Xiaoyu to open the door, stood, often/common Yue ashamed expression explained a wear a look of: „Class leader, a moment ago excuse me, I and Wu Fan planned that helps your, sees study the elder sister, disturbed your idol drama plots embarrassedly.” Actually at that time they hesitated, they also thought in secret is not journey Xiaoyu, but no one has the means percentage hundred determinations, but journey Xiaoyu until now also make them feel mystically. 到了寝室,另外三个人都在,看见程晓羽开门进来,都站了起来,常岳面带一丝惭愧的表情解释道:“班长,刚才不好意思,我和吴凡打算上去帮你的,看到学姐,就没好意思打扰你们的偶像剧剧情了。”其实当时他们犹豫了,他们私底下也觉得不是程晓羽,可是谁也没有办法百分百确定,而程晓羽自己一直以来也让他们感觉神神秘秘的。 journey Xiaoyu smiled saying with a smile: „Doesn't matter.” He continuously and roommates are maintaining a distance, because he is that type seems like also together, the actual innermost feelings somewhat faint person, said that king Ou can become the friend, because of that time journey Xiaoyu subtle mood, which him regardless, did not have the friend in this world, therefore the first driving person, would harvesting he biggest good intentions. 程晓羽笑了笑道:“没关系。”他一直和室友们保持着一点距离,因为他本身也是那种看上去好相处,实际内心有些淡漠的人,说起来王鸥能成为朋友,是因为那个时候的程晓羽微妙的心情,无论哪个他,在这个世界都没有朋友,所以第一个主动的人,总会收获他最大的善意。 But Chen Haoran is a bit like with him, surface cold-hearted also cold, this cold does not mean the unfeeling, but is very difficult to enter to his life and at heart. To journey Xiaoyu, he most likes with Chen Haoran this being together way, does not need too many contacts, each other world, there is place that can overlap. Needs the opposite party time does not need to say a word, will appear bounden. 而陈浩然则和他有点像,面冷心也冷,这种冷并不是说绝情,而是很难进入到他的生活和心里。对程晓羽来说,他最喜欢和陈浩然这种相处方式,不需要太多的联络,彼此有的世界,又有可以重叠的地方。需要对方的时候也不需要多言语,就会义不容辞的出现。 But in Chengxiao the feather, meeting by chance is the fate, he also deep awareness life looks that helplessly friend one after another goes far away, each other is uneventful, has probably not always produced the spray and mighty waves. 但于程晓羽来说,相逢即是缘分,他也深深的知道人生就是眼睁睁地看着一波又一波的朋友远去,彼此风平浪静,像是从来都不曾产生过浪花和波澜。 Thinks of hat and mask in the trunk, he is deserted, he does not want to frame his person is their any, like this he will be moved. 想到后备箱里的帽子和口罩,他心里却是空落落的,他并不希望陷害他的人是他们其中任何一个,这样他会为之伤感。 Saw that often/common Yue also wants to say anything, journey Xiao feather packs the thing, while said: „All right, sprinkles the Cola, does not sprinkle the sulphuric acid, without disfiguring one's face should be lucky.” 见到常岳还想说什么,程晓羽一边收拾东西,一边说道:“没事,泼可乐,又不是泼硫酸,没有毁容就该万幸了。” Wu Fan breathes a sigh of relief saying: „Class leader, really fears you unable to look on the bright side of thing, seeing you also to crack a joke, I felt relieved. If I come across such matter, it is estimated that has collapsed.” 吴凡舒了一口气说道:“班长,真怕你想不开,看见你还能开玩笑,我就放心了。要是我遇到这样的事情,估计已经崩溃了。” journey Xiaoyu shrugs saying: „Did not have words to say the life like by. Deceitful, without means resistance, only then enjoys silently!” 程晓羽耸耸肩道:“不是有句话说生活就像被强.奸,既然没有办法反抗,只有默默享受咯！” The people all smile. 众人皆笑。 The thing that he must carry off are not many, after tidying up, forces in the package, often/common Yue noticed that journey Xiaoyu seems like must leave, somewhat puzzled asking: „Class leader, do you do?” 他要带走的东西不多,收拾完之后,塞进包里,常岳看到程晓羽似乎是要离开,有些不解的问道:“班长,你这是干什么？” journey Xiaoyu disguises saying calmly: „, The orchestra must arrange the new special edition recently, matter are quite many, I plan to live at school outside, facilitates, the school must ask for leave frequently, possibly can come are quite few.” 程晓羽假装若无其事的说道:“哦,最近乐队要筹备新专辑,事情比较多,我打算住校外,方便一点,学校这边要经常请假,可能会来的比较少。” The people are silent. 众人沉默。 When journey Xiaoyu is taking the package, takes Pei Yanchen to deliver his straw hat, goes out, three people must deliver him to go downstairs, often/common Yue said: „Often comes back to have a look! Do not forget the brothers!” 等程晓羽提着包,拿着裴砚晨送他的那顶草帽,出门,三人都要送他下楼,常岳说道:“常回来看看啊！别忘了兄弟们！” Wu Fan said: „Class leader, must come back! We 505 cannot do without you.” 吴凡说道:“班长,一定要回来啊！我们五零五不能没有你。” Said: „Class leader, come on.” 罗凯说道:“班长,加油。” journey Xiaoyu actually knows the friendship not of the love is more reliable than many thing, the friendship is like the love, must face the helplessness of impediment and reality of years. In the friendship also has many dying without a sickness. Every so often does not have the irreconcilable contradiction, does not have the unsolvable dispute, even a turning point of farewell will not give you. 程晓羽其实知道友谊并非是比爱情牢固多少的东西,友谊跟爱情一样,依然要面对岁月的阻隔和现实的无奈。友情里也有更多的无疾而终。很多时候没有不可调和的矛盾,没有不能解决的纷争,甚至连一个告别的契机都不会给你。 But this, still is very even good. These somewhat strange they, keep in the memory, is at first appearance of high-spirited, elegant young man. Does not need to be moved, once had the good memory to keep in the heart, once had that familiar form to pass through a regulation together, was enough. 可即使这样,也很好。那些已经有些陌生的他们,留在记忆中的,都是最初意气风发,翩翩少年的模样。不必过于伤感,曾有美好的记忆留在心中,曾有那个熟悉的身影一起走过一程,就足够了。 journey Xiaoyu can also see in the memory 21 or 22-year-old time, the university graduates, «Friend» will sing is moved to tears, soul-stirring, vowed solemnly that will tell each other, we will be friends for a lifetime, lifetime brothers. 程晓羽还能看到记忆中的自己二十一二岁的时候,大学毕业,将《朋友》唱得热泪盈眶,荡气回肠,信誓旦旦地告诉彼此,我们是一辈子的朋友,一生的兄弟。 He believes that at that moment each other is sincere, does to the time in Shannan Shuibei, going over hill and dale, the long road visits Monarch to be difficult endlessly. At that time everyone lived in the egg shell, ignorant, young ignorant. Is believing can succeed diligently, falls in love can accompany together. Afterward was hatched in the different environment, some became the quail, some became the ostrich, some became the alligator, but also some became the tortoise calf. 他相信那一刻彼此都是真诚的,奈何时光之里山南水北,翻山越岭,长路漫漫访君难。彼时的大家都生活在蛋壳中,懵懵懂懂,年少无知。相信着努力就能成功,相爱就能厮守。后来都在不同环境里被孵化出来,有的成了鹌鹑,有的成了鸵鸟,有的成了鳄鱼,还有的成了王八犊子。 The environment of life has the difference respectively, the respective experience is portraying us unceasingly, no one knows in the day that the opposite party and leaves depart from experienced anything. River of time and space stroke together among us, but each other faces one another distantly, actually does not know how to pour out the concern to you again. 生活的环境各有不同,各自的经历又都在不断塑造着我们,谁也不知道对方与自己别离的日子里都经历了什么。时间和空间在我们中间划下一道长河,彼此可遥遥相望,却不知再如何对你倾吐心事。 Only has to give remote blessing to Junan to be good. 唯有遥祝君安好。 Even if broke the contact, still has no other alternative, can only , and goes with Mr . 即使断了联络,也别无他法,只能且随君去。 This moment journey Xiaoyu moved also has some not to know when comprehension this goes to the date of return is, there is from this special event, to the unfriendly repel that he brings. 此刻程晓羽的伤感也有一些不知道此去归期是何时的领悟,也有来自这特殊的事件,所给他带来的不友善的排斥。 He thinks the process is longer wearing of some time, he can be willing to a person glorious future, but has not waited till them to be able a more thorough understanding, the friendship boat faces reaches a deadlock. 他原本想经过更长一些时间的磨合,他会愿意给身边的人一个美好的未来,只是还没等到他们能更加深入的了解,友谊的小船就面临搁浅。 journey Xiaoyu looks at their natural smile, felt oneself were oversensitive. He thought that in the future checks shifting blame, he will certainly apologize to them for today's suspicion, and will pay many compensations. 程晓羽看着他们自然的笑容,又觉得自己多心了。他心想将来查到嫁祸者,他一定会为今天的怀疑向他们道歉,并会做出更多的补偿。 journey Xiaoyu waves, said goodbye with three people. 程晓羽挥了挥手,跟三人告别。 Drives to leave the school, until now he uses to respond to the slander in network silent, he thought that clear purified oneself, muddy from muddy. 开车离开学校,一直以来他用沉默回应网络上的诽谤,他觉得清者自清,浊者自浊。 However experiences all that had a moment ago, he thought that oneself was the time to questioning makes some necessary responses. 然而经历了刚才发生的一切,他觉得自己是时候对质疑做出一些必要的回应了。 ( Thanks everyone's monthly ticket support, a chapter will compare 1 : 00 pm) (谢谢大家的月票支持,还有一章会比较晚 1 点)