The sound in sea water is very tranquil, that cannot tell anybody's matter him as if to consider is very long, therefore is making that moment of decision, he is calmer than anybody. 海水中的声音无比平静,那件不能告诉任何人的事情他似乎考虑了很久,所以在做出决定的那一刻,他比任何人都要冷静。 A farewell of sea, seems sudden, but its really has the innumerable upholstery, sound in each drop of sea water is shouting, but people only thought that is a sea. 一片海的告别,似乎很突然,但其实有无数的铺垫,每一滴海水中的声音都在呼喊,可人们只觉得那是一片海。 „Can support now, you are very not certainly easy” “能撑到现在,你一定很不容易” Han Fei is trying on own initiative to the downstream , but when he swims to the deep sea, all that he has were remained same place. 韩非试着主动向下游,可当他游向深海的时候,他所拥有的一切却被留在原地。 Ghost mark is becoming pale, the deep place of that sea as if only then he can arrive. 身上的鬼纹在变淡,那片海的深处似乎只有他可以到达。 Was stripped with the memory of neighbors slowly, Han Fei turn head looked at everyone not to leave. 与邻居们的记忆被慢慢剥离,韩非回头看了一眼大家并没有离开。 No one stops Han Fei they to put out a hand, if Han Fei wants, they will make an effort to hold him. 没有人阻拦韩非他们只是伸出手,如果韩非想要回来,他们会用力去抓住他。 Sweeps across the whole body exhaustedly, a little divides not the clear daytime and at night, Han Fei wants in the sound communication with sea water, but responded his is silent and submersion. 疲惫席卷全身,有点分不清楚白天和黑夜,韩非想要和海水中的声音沟通,但回应他的是沉默和沉没。 Luminous in sea level has vanished, those who illuminate Han Fei is these and neighbors in the together memory fragment. 海面上的光亮已经消失,照亮韩非的是那些和邻居们在一起的记忆片段。 „I do not want to leave obviously, but is very painful, what to do I do not know should, I do not think you to be sad, but I a little could not insist probably.” “我明明不想离开,可真的很痛苦,我不知道该怎么办,我不想你们难过,但我好像有点坚持不下去了。” „On my heart a shattering tooth, it pained probably steadily, making my whole body shiver, I actually could not find to cure its means that therefore I hesitant was very long, the decision captures it.” “我的心上好像长了一颗坏掉的牙,它隐隐作痛,让我全身颤抖,我却找不到治好它的办法,所以我犹豫了很久,还是决定将它拔掉。” „Death ends all troubles, you can say that I am selfish death ends all troubles.” “一了百了,你可以说我是自私的一了百了。” The shadow in sea floats lonely, in the trim sea only then Han Fei swims away to him. 海中的阴影孤独漂浮,整片大海里只有韩非向他游去。 Ghost mark washed out by the sea water, Han Fei also turned into the colored bubble in all of deep layer world experience, he is losing completely, but his as before roaming to deep sea: „They have the world companion, I accompany you.” 身上的鬼纹被海水冲散,韩非在深层世界经历的一切也变成了彩色的泡沫,他正在失去全部,可他依旧游向深海:“他们有世界陪伴,我来陪伴你。” „ You have done very well, you had tried hard very much, thank you can listen to me to say these, can wait a while again. “你已经做得很好了,你已经很努力了,谢谢你能听我说这些,可不可以再等一会。 „Makes me swim to you side, lets me close to you.” “让我游到你身边,让我靠近你。” The sea deep place is very cold, is very lonely, is very dark, like a limitless prisoner's cage, like my life. 海的深处很冷,很孤独,很暗,像一个无边无际的囚笼,像我的一生。 „Is too biased and is too gentle, cares, how therefore unable to forget, they did not understand how to have such person.” “太偏执、太温柔、太在意,所以怎么都忘不掉,他们不理解怎么会有这样的人。” „Yes, I said frailly, uselessly and these have had tears streaming down the face. I cannot control myself, I also want to look at the kite, looks the flower to open, raises a cat, bringing my dog to run on the lawn, I once had many matter that wants to handle, but I only want not to have that painful departure now.” “是的,我脆弱、没用、只是说这些已经泪流满面。我控制不住自己,我也想要去看风筝,去看花开,去养一只猫,带着我的狗在草地上奔跑,我曾经有很多想要做的事情,但现在我只想没有那么痛的离开。” „I know, these were not permitted the matter that said that did not allow saying that they existed.” “我知道,这些是不被允许说的事情,可不允许说,它们还是存在。” „Has not felt desperate , I never have desperately, in my opinion any choice not to lead to desperate, they are only my choice, but what defines to despair as me is you.” „Comfortable smiles, opens the window curtains to stand under the afternoon sunlight again, holds again.” “没有感到绝望,真的,我从来没有绝望过,在我看来任何选择都没有通向绝望,它们只是我的选择,而为我定义绝望的是你们。”“再舒舒服服的笑一笑,再拉开窗帘站在午后的阳光下,再抱一抱自己。” The sound in sea water spreads to the heart, Han Fei also touched that deep sea as if isolated island the huge corpse finally. 海水中的声音传入心中,韩非也终于触碰到了那深海当中仿佛孤岛般的庞大尸体。 His hand pasted on the isolated island, hugged into the bosom the isolated island. 他的手贴在了孤岛上,把孤岛拥抱入怀。 „We have walked were so far.” “我们已经走了这么远。” „We had endured were so long.” “我们已经熬过了那么久。” „Do not be submerged by this sea, after the dream awakes, the sky will shine.” “不要被这片海淹没,梦醒后,天会亮的。” The ghost mark that laughs wildly washed out by the sea water, the present Han Fei anything does not have, he held the both arms of isolated island to have fearful bloodstains, in that sound all appeared on his body. 狂笑的鬼纹被海水冲散,现在的韩非什么都没有,他抱着孤岛的双臂出现了一道道可怕的血痕,那声音中发生的一切都在他的身上出现了。 The mind is murky, is unable to breathe, the blood of Han Fei hikes up in the sea. 头脑昏沉,无法呼吸,韩非的血在海中飘起。 „I was not clear who you are, but I know that you now are definitely no use.” “我不清楚你是谁,但我知道你现在肯定非常无助。” „You, when makes that choice at heart, should try other roads, you did very well, you already very diligently.” “你在心里做出那个选择的时候,应该已经尝试过了其他所有的路,你做得非常好了,你已经很努力了。” Two different blood raise in the deep sea, slowly blends, as if started out a bright flower in the seabed. 两种不同的鲜血在深海中升起,慢慢交融,仿佛在海底开出了一朵鲜艳的花。 „I and you are the same people, even in this moment, in my brain will have the idea of giving up.” “我和你是同样的人,甚至就在这一刻,我脑子里都会产生放弃的想法。” „I close myself in the room, I rejected all information, afterward, I forgot which I from start to change instantaneously.” “我把自己关在屋子里,我拒绝了一切信息,后来,我忘记了自己是从哪一个瞬间开始改变的。” „Probably sees that girl, prepares to plant one bunch of flower in the place that the sunlight the photo will never go.” “好像是看见那个女孩,准备在阳光永远都不会照到的地方养一束花。” „I know that her pot will never blossom, but I think her earnest appearance, as if saw long before.” “我知道她的花盆永远都不会开花,可我看着她认真的模样,似乎看到了很早以前的自己。” „I do not want to let that little girl and I am same, therefore I must do a matter, I make their Sun.” “我不想让那个小女孩和我一样,所以我要去做一件事,我来做他们的太阳。” The ghost blood and blood mix, the body of Han Fei submerges the isolated island slowly, his soul and huge corpse melt slowly. 鬼血和鲜血混合,韩非的身体慢慢没入孤岛,他的灵魂和庞大的尸体慢慢相融。 Begins supinely, Han Fei looks at the neighbors still to stand when he comes on road, everyone is visiting him. 仰起头,韩非看着了邻居们仍旧站在他来时的路上,大家都在看着他。 „At night is very long, but after the dream awakes, the sky will certainly shine.” “黑夜很漫长,但梦醒后,天一定会亮的。” Last wisp of consciousness integrates the huge corpse, Han Fei has not felt uncomfortable, he got oneself home probably. 最后一缕意识融入庞大的尸体,韩非没有感到难受,他好像回到了自己的家。 Once in the paradise shrine memory world he has had similar experience, but this time compared with memory in smooth, his will spread to each corner of corpse. 曾经在乐园神龛记忆世界里他就有过类似的体验,而这次比记忆中更加的流畅,他的意志蔓延到尸体的每一个角落。 Opens the eye again time, he turned into that huge corpse, how long corpse that did not know. 再次睁开眼睛的时候,他变成了那具庞大的尸体,那具不知道死了多久的尸体。 The surroundings are the deep sea, even the build enlarged innumerable times, the sea did not have the boundary as before. 周围是深海,就算体型放大了无数倍,海依旧没有边际。 Cannot touch the seabed, the pain and pulls him to continue to sink desperately, but the sound in sea water actually vanished. 触碰不到海底,痛苦和绝望拉扯着他继续下沉,但海水中的声音却消失了。 Slowly gets hold of both hands, Han Fei no longer looks at the profound seabed, he lonely float the corpse in deep sea raised the head with that together. 慢慢握紧双手,韩非不再去看幽深的海底,他和那具孤独悬浮在深海中的尸体一起抬头。 Here is very far from the sea level, to not being able to see any luminously, to was unable to return normally, but Han Fei controls the corpse to put out a hand. 这里距离海面已经很远,远到看不到任何光亮,远到已经无法回归正常,但韩非还是操控尸体伸出了手。 The ice-cold sea water is washing out the wound, is enduring the cold and piercing ache. 冰冷的海水冲刷着伤口,忍着冷冽和刺骨的疼痛。 He is exhausted, the light to resist own mood has exhausted all strengths. 他已经精疲力竭,光是为了对抗自己的情绪已经耗尽了所有力气。 He wants to swim upward, but he has experienced in the world even all sorts of fearful desperate tests, does not have the means to achieve as before. 他想要往上游,可就算他经历过世界上种种可怕绝望的考验,依旧没办法做到。 Very difficult, is very difficult. 很难,真的很难。 The matter that on onshore can easily make, actually must consume the complete will in the deep sea, even if such as Han Fei such person, can achieve is put down by the hand that oneself stretch out. 在岸上能够轻易做出的事情,在深海里却要消耗全部的意志,即使如韩非这样的人,能做到的也只是不让自己伸出的手放下。 The fingertip goes all out extends upwardly, blood red ghost mark as if rope winding in his wrist/skill. 指尖拼命的向上伸,血红色的鬼纹仿佛绳索般缠绕在了他的手腕上。 Han Fei in deep sea saw another side of rope, the ghosts in deep layer world grab among them the memory. 深海里的韩非看到了绳索的另一边,一位位深层世界的鬼抓着他们之间的记忆。 „Do not sink! Also do not drop!” “不要沉下去！也不要放手！” Everyone will fall into desperately, everyone will collapse, wound that everyone meeting will be hard to cure, but Han Fei is very lucky, when he soon sinks to the seabed, once by people of his tight hug, went all out to hold him. 每个人都会陷入绝望,每个人都会崩溃,每个人都会遇到难以治愈的伤口,但韩非很幸运,在他快要沉入海底的时候,曾经被他紧紧拥抱的人们,拼命抓住了他。 That alone sinks the huge corpse this solitary one in sea, grabs rope that the blood sex maniac mark condenses, the destinies of two desperate souls twine in together, they have not dropped. 那具独孤沉在海中的庞大尸体,抓着血色鬼纹凝聚成的绳索,两道绝望灵魂的命运缠绕在一起,他们谁都没有放手。 Because felt his heartbeat, because is withstanding his hope, because was each other dependence. 因为感受到了他的心跳,因为承受着他的希望,因为是彼此的依靠。 The life is very heavy, arrives at as if a limitless sea again ; The life is also very light, will then dissipate in the wind in a few words. 生命很重,重到仿佛一片无边无际的海;生命也很轻,三言两语便会在风中消散。 I do not understand living the significance is anything, I want to look at the stars to fall with you, Sun raises. 我不明白活着的意义到底是什么,我只是想和你一起看星辰落下,太阳升起。 „Do not sink, do not loosen the hand!” “不要沉下去,不要松开手！” Sinks little is towed to entrain in the huge corpse of deep sea upwardly, in memory fragmentary fragment, burst out the strength that was inconceivable, they were very small, actually dares to speak the last words with this deep sea. The black bubble broken, immersed the corpse in despair opened the eye slowly, the eye of overflowing full pain and in tears, there is an unusuality, that had the mood in corpse eye pupil belongs to Han Fei. 沉在深海的庞大尸体被一点点向上拖拽,记忆中零零碎碎的片段,迸发出了难以想象的力量,它们无比微小,却敢和这片深海叫板。一个个黑色气泡破碎,沉浸在绝望里的尸体慢慢睁开了眼睛,溢满痛苦和泪水的眼中,有了一丝异常,那出现在尸体眼眸里的情绪属于韩非。 The heavy arm rocks slightly, the Han Fei mood starts to lead this lonely corpse, the bloody scab of skin surface is slowly stave, Han Fei worked loose an invisible great cocoon probably. 沉重的手臂微微晃动,韩非的情绪开始主导这具孤独的尸体,皮肤表面的血痂慢慢破碎,韩非好像挣脱了一个无形的巨茧。 Is rolling up the corpse that sinks in the deep sea, looked to the sky, it grabbed that blood red rope, that is willing to fall into the deep sea to rescue his rope. 蜷缩着沉在深海的尸体,望向了天空,它抓着那条血红色的绳索,那条愿意落入深海救他的绳索。 The ice-cold sea water is washing out old wound recklessly, it lifted another arm, having times to pass through the wound that the storm leaves behind, swims away toward the sea level! 冰冷的海水肆意冲刷着身上的旧伤,它抬起了另外一条手臂,带着一次次穿越风暴留下的创伤,向着海面游去！ Is pursuing a point glimmer in memory, is listening to near the ear that familiar words, the pain of corpse eye pupil deep place and integrates the deep sea sadly. 追逐着记忆里的点点微光,听着耳边那熟悉的话语,尸体眼眸深处的苦痛和悲伤融入深海。 He will never praise the pain, will only clench teeth to lead the way in the pain, he compared with anybody knows own innermost feelings suffering, he also knows oneself are how brave. 他永远不会去赞美苦痛,只会咬牙在苦痛中前行,他比任何人都知道自己内心的煎熬,他也知道自己是多么的勇敢。 He should be proud, he defeated compared with dying a more dreadful matter! 他应该感到骄傲,他战胜了比死亡更可怕的事情！ The innumerable nightmares after behind, the under foot are the sea that are too deep to see the bottom , only then in his world, his eye looks at the sky as before. 无数的噩梦在身后,脚下是深不见底的海洋,在只有他一个人的世界里,他的眼睛依旧看着天空。 „I will not sink to that deep sea, will not be stuck in the mud, I am not willing to continue to corrupt I to sing loudly again to the destiny, even if shouts oneself hoarse, must make them hear my response!” “我不会沉入那片深海,也不会陷入泥潭,我不愿再继续腐烂我要向命运高歌,就算声嘶力竭,也要让它们听见我的回应！” The lonely corpse distance sea level is getting more and more near, the sky gloomy nightmare raised the storm and raging tide, but anything is unable to prevent him. 孤独的尸体距离海面越来越近,天空阴暗噩梦掀起了风暴和狂澜,但什么都无法阻止他。 The tightness holds all that is unable to put behind, the corpse that is changed to by the society negativity swim from the deep sea! 紧紧抓住无法忘却的一切,由人世间负面情绪化作的尸体从深海游出！ When the nose breathes to the fresh air, the storm and monstrous waves have stopped, the sensation of asphyxia that is unable to get rid of forever vanishes unknowingly, it raises head to look at the sky. 当鼻子重新呼吸到新鲜的空气时,风暴和巨浪都已经停止,那永远都无法摆脱的窒息感不知不觉消失,它仰头看着天空。 Looks at that deep blue lofty day and pure white clouds, lets the warm sunlight according to the face. 看着那蔚蓝高远的天和纯白色的云朵,让温暖的阳光照在脸上。 Both hands open, is breathing in gulps, the scabs flushed out by the sea water, the serious body one falls off layer upon layer, the shackles that shoulders starts to disrupt. 双手张开,大口大口的呼吸着,伤疤被海水冲掉,沉重的躯壳一层层脱落,背负的枷锁开始碎裂。 Constitutes the mood of rule and deposition of that corpse in corpse contracts inward, swamps into the heart that burning hot beat. 构成那具尸体的规则和沉积在尸体中的情绪向内收缩,涌入了那颗炙热跳动的心脏。 The sea breeze blew off the passing dust ash, the huge corpse dissipation under the sunlight, that tranquil sea only had Han Fei. 海风吹散了过往的尘灰,庞大的尸体消散在阳光下,那片平静的海上只剩下了韩非。 His static lying down in marine, in the hand is holding a black and white two color box. 他静静的躺在海上,手中抱着一个黑白两色的盒子。 The closed eyes open slowly, Han Fei had an incomparably long dream probably. 紧闭的双眼慢慢睁开,韩非好像做了一个无比漫长的梦。