Laughs wildly in the Han Fei heart is special existence, that has gone crazy who laugh, is shouldering everyone's pain and despair, he hysteric smiling, never will always be struck down probably. 在韩非心中狂笑是特殊的存在,那个一直发疯大笑的自己,背负着所有人的痛苦和绝望,他总是歇斯底里的笑着,好像永远都不会被击倒。 Laughs wildly when usurping the god success, Han Fei lands each time plays, will be standing a bloody person. In city that the blood-color arrives, their two are backing on the back, is the mutual dependence. Perhaps each other looks like in them, the opposite party will never drop down, forever is trustworthy. 狂笑在篡神成功之前,韩非每次登陆游戏时,身后都会站着一个血淋淋的人。血色降临的城市里,他们两个背靠着背,是相互的依靠。或许在他们彼此看来,对方永远不会倒下,永远值得信赖。 „I laughing wildly to treat as the inexpressible god, but he actually with me same is a person, will feel painful and despairs.” “我一直把狂笑当做不可言说的神,但他其实和我一样都是人,也会感到痛苦和绝望。” Han Fei does not know how long laughs wildly can also support, he must ruin all shrines of shallow layer world as soon as possible, hurries back to in -depth world, there has his family/home and his family member. 韩非不知道狂笑还能支撑多久,他必须要尽快毁掉浅层世界的所有神龛,赶回深层世界,那里有他的家、他的家人。 „Dream leaves was nearer.” “梦离的更近了。” In the middle of the movie villain would to the lead all kinds of opportunities, may the opponent like dream, it, once established the goal, will then use all methods, no retains. 电影当中的反派总会给主角各种各样的机会,可像梦这样的对手,它一旦确定了目标,便会倾尽所有手段,没有一丝保留。 The reality and shallow layer world and in-depth world, were attacked completely. 现实、浅层世界、深层世界,全部遭到了攻击。 Stands Han Fei in association station, as if saw the distant place to raise the black monstrous waves, he had no place to hide radically. 站在公会驻地里的韩非,仿佛看见远处掀起了黑色的巨浪,他根本无处可躲。 After several hours, the chaotic night eventually finished, Han Fei leads the neighbors, ahead of time rushes to the Lord city novice village. 几个小时后,混乱的夜晚终于结束,韩非带着邻居们,提前赶到主城区新手村。 Eight rising suns raise, rookies land, among them lives continually is being difficult, normal, is for a lifetime impossible to afford the expensive game warehouse, exhausts the life time not to have the means to come to here. 八点初阳升起,一位位新人登陆,他们当中很多连活着都非常困难,正常来说,一辈子都不可能买得起昂贵的游戏仓,耗尽一生时间都没办法来这里。 „All around attention! Forbids any player to approach!” “注意四周！禁止任何玩家靠近！” The Han Fei expression is very serious, in the reality and in-depth world the matter of took to his enormous pressure. 韩非的表情无比严肃,现实和深层世界里发生的事情带给了他极大的压力。 Two top Pure Hatred guarding, several large-scale complaints escort, after Han Fei and other rookie players arrive in full, told the situation in city to them probably, as well as some basic operation. Then leads everyone to walk toward Lord city central square together. 两位顶级恨意看守,数位大型怨念护送,韩非等新人玩家到齐之后,向他们大概讲述了城内的情况,以及一些基本操作。接着便带领所有人一起朝主城区中央广场走去。 The players of survival hide in the construction peep, they do not understand why will have so many rookies to come to bring death, must know that the present Lord city and hell are similar, on the street the casual brushing past stranger possibly was the abnormal killer, has including the partners who most trusted will betray, the bridge among people are crashing. 幸存的玩家们躲在建筑当中偷看,他们不明白为什么会有这么多新人进来送死,要知道现在的主城区和地狱差不多,街上随便一个擦肩而过的陌生人可能就是变态杀人魔,连最信任的伙伴都有会背叛,人与人之间的桥梁正在崩塌。 The gray fog was scattered by Pure Hatred, the rookie player two batch of this landing, have more than 5000 people probably. 灰雾被恨意驱散,这次登陆的新人玩家共两批,大概有五千多人。 Can obviously see from their states of mind with the difference of average person, they as lingering spirit and fetters of nightmare master, is bearing the pain that is inconceivable, their lives soak the wick in despair probably, struggles the combustion, does not know when will belong to the darkness. 从他们的精神状态能明显看出和普通人的区别,他们作为噩梦主人的执念和羁绊,也承受着难以想象的痛苦,他们的人生好像浸泡在绝望里的灯芯,挣扎燃烧,不知道什么时候就会归于黑暗。 Early morning central square is somewhat lonely, last night slaughter made the players not dare to go out at will, they are not willing to continue to explore the nightmare temporarily again. 清晨的中央广场有些冷清,昨夜的屠杀让玩家们不敢随意外出,他们暂时也不愿意再继续去探索噩梦了。 „You wait a bit the moment here.” Han Fei sits 2nd of wheelchair to promote from the building, two people stop in the trundle broadcast various nightmare information the great screen “你们在这里稍等片刻。”韩非将坐着轮椅的二号从楼内推出,两人停在滚动播放各种噩梦信息的巨屏 Merely several minutes has the rookie player not to sob 仅仅几分钟的时间有位新人玩家已经泣不 to become sound, because on the great curtain broadcasts he and mother's story. 成声,因为巨幕上播放的正是他和自己妈妈的故事。 The mother is not, he can only at the singing sound that in the dream hears mother, with the help of mother, he goes out with the best condition every day, has the smile, is welcoming the sunlight. 妈妈已经不在,他只能在梦里听见妈妈的歌声,在妈妈的鼓励下,他每天用最好的状态出门,带着笑容,迎着阳光。 „My mother is not a ghost, she drives away you to worry I will be afraid.” “我妈妈不是鬼,她赶走你们只是担心我会害怕。” „Yes, I know.” Han Fei across the crowd, grasps the big boy of sob gently: „Was quick you to see her.” „What do I need to make?” That rookie player wipes away the tears, he looked that brings the light to the eye of Han Fei, he as if can handle anything. “是的,我知道。”韩非穿过人群,轻轻抱住哭泣的大男孩:“很快你就能见到她了。”“我需要做什么？”那名新人玩家擦去眼泪,他看向韩非的眼睛中带着光,他似乎可以去做任何事情。 „The mood that wants to say the words and innermost feelings of saves to send in this box to the nightmare master your missing to be good.” No. 2 both hands lift, the palm holds a black box that covers entirely the fissure, can see by the crack indistinctly, this box interior is the pure white: „Do not revolt against my consciousness I joins your destinies and Han Fei, making him deliver to side the nightmare master all your missing.” “把你们的思念、想要对噩梦主人说的话、内心积攒的情绪送入这个盒子就好了。”二号双手抬起,掌心捧着一个布满裂痕的黑盒,透过裂缝隐约能看见,这盒子内部是纯白色的:“不要反抗我的意识我会将你们的命运与韩非联接,让他将你们所有的思念送到噩梦主人身边。” The 2nd sound spread to each rookie player ear, later he holds the box from the players side process, looks with own eyes hands touch the black box. 二号的声音传入了每一位新人玩家耳中,随后他捧着盒子从玩家们身边经过,亲眼看着一只只手触碰黑盒。 The black represents desperately, the white represents the hope, everyone touches desperately with the most precious memory, slowly, that black and white two color box starts to reduce, many fissures were made up. 黑色代表绝望,白色代表希望,每个人都用自己最珍贵的记忆去触碰绝望,慢慢的,那黑白两色的盒子开始缩小,很多裂痕被弥补。 When 2nd brings back the box after the last player hand, that black-and-white box could not basically have seen the obvious fissure. 当二号从最后一位玩家手中拿回盒子后,那黑白色的盒子已经基本上看不到明显的裂痕了。 „Takes it, shoulders it.” On the 2nd very official gave Han Fei the box. “拿着它,背负起它。”二号十分正式的将盒子交给了韩非。 After Han Fei replaces holds the black-and-white box on the 2nd, the 2nd hand gently builds on the box, he looks at the face of Han Fei, looked for a long time: „Can you comply with my matter?” 在韩非代替二号捧起黑白色盒子后,二号的手轻轻搭在了盒子上,他看着韩非的脸,看了许久:“你能不能答应我一件事？” „You said.” “你说。” „Makes zero number go on living ?” As if saw anything on the 2nd, this is also the first time that he tone and Han Fei speech that uses nearly the entreaty. “让零号活下去,好吗？”二号似乎看到了什么,这也是他第一次用近乎哀求的语气和韩非说话。 Han Fei is a very intelligent person, after hesitant moment, he nods: „Good.” 韩非是一个很聪明的人,犹豫片刻后,他点了点头:“好。” Obtains the answer of Han Fei, had not regretted on the 2nd probably again, his eyes start to vanish slowly, is the ear and arm. 得到韩非的答复,二号好像再也没有遗憾,他的双眼开始慢慢消失,紧接着是耳朵和手臂。 Initially when accepting personality experiment, because exceeded the expectations of all test clerks on the 2nd, to limit him, these people first turned into the disability him, poached his eyes, then eliminated his hearing and arm, finally was only left over one to be placed the brain in jar. 当初在接受人格试验时,因为二号超出了所有试验员的预期,为了限制住他,那些人先是将他变成了残疾,又挖走了他的双眼,接着剥夺了他的听力和手臂,最后只剩下一个被放在罐子里的大脑。 2nd on wheelchair is deferring to this to vanish smoothly, he made the final decision probably, all of disappearance poured into that box in Han Fei hand. 轮椅上的二号正在按照这个顺利消失,他好像做出了最后的决定,所有消失的一切都注入了韩非手中的那个盒子。 The inexpressible aura starts to emerge, the black and white two color light beams soar to the heavens, the destiny chains that imprisons entire city all people was destroyed instantaneously, covers the sky the gray fog also to break open a giant hole. 不可言说的气息开始涌现,黑白两色的光柱冲霄而起,囚禁整座城市所有人身上的命运锁链都在瞬间被打碎,笼罩天空的灰雾也破开了一个巨大的孔洞。 „I send you to the last nightmare.” “我送你进入最后一个噩梦。” The sound dissipates near the ear, in front of Han Fei is only left over a wheelchair, his both hands hold the black and white box, can feel that has a strength the destiny that changes him to die forcibly. 声音消散在耳边,韩非面前只剩下一个轮椅,他双手托着黑白盒子,能感到有股力量在强行改变他必死的命运。 Holds the box, Han Fei leaves from central square, walks toward the Lord city hospital. 捧起盒子,韩非从中央广场离开,朝着主城区医院走去。 The entire city players visit him, neighbors walk in his behind, integrates his ghost mark, becomes a part of his life. 全城玩家看着他,一位位邻居走在他的身后,融入他的鬼纹,成为了他人生的一部分。 The gray fog gives way to traffic in front of Han Fei, Han Fei brings the black-and-white box, withstands 11 shrines pressure on forward. 灰雾在韩非面前避让,韩非带着黑白色的盒子,承受着十一座神龛的威压向前。 He is stepping on the steps of hospital, went to top level of the hospital. 他踩着医院的阶梯,来到了医院顶层。 Close, under the gazes of innumerable player, Han Fei holds the hand of box to fall step by step slowly, touched the shrine of dream for the first time truly. 一步步靠近,在无数玩家的注视下,韩非捧着盒子的手慢慢落下,第一次真正触碰到了梦的神龛。 The colorful world was swallowed dark, the nightmare air bubbles want the Han Fei package, but in leaves after Han Fei. 五彩斑斓的世界被黑暗吞噬,一个个噩梦气泡想要将韩非包裹,可都在接近韩非后离开。 The master of nightmare felt the familiar aura from Han Fei probably, even if unable to determine, they are not willing to injure as before. 噩梦的主人好像从韩非身上感受到了熟悉的气息,哪怕无法确定,它们依旧不愿意去伤害。 Falls in the darkness unceasingly, is getting more and more cold, despairs, the nightmare is getting deeper and deeper. 不断在黑暗中下落,越来越冷,越来越绝望,噩梦越来越深。 No air bubble stops Han Fei, he does not know how long to fall, until the water splash resounded, Han Fei saw the weak light. 没有一个气泡去阻拦韩非,他也不知道下落了多久,直到水花响起,韩非看到了微弱的光。 He lies down in the marine, air bubbles gushes out from the deep sea, in each spray is hiding the strange sound, here seems the end of all nightmares. 他躺在海上,一个个气泡从深海涌出,每片浪花中都隐藏着陌生的声音,这里似乎就是所有噩梦的尽头。 „Regarding people like me, the sea has the special significance likely.” “对于像我这样的人来说,海有特殊的意义。” The sea water swamped into the ear of Han Fei, has the sound to resound in his ear. 海水涌入了韩非的耳朵,有声音在他耳边响起。 Opened the eyes, Han Fei saw a limitless sea, it compared the beforehand any nightmare to be big. 睁开双眼,韩非看到了一片无边无际的海,它比之前的任何一个噩梦都要大。 The ice-cold water is soaking the body, surroundings anything does not have, Han Fei struggles strongly, swims away in some direction, no matter but his effort how, the sea cannot see the end as before. 冰冷的水浸泡着身体,周围什么都没有,韩非竭力挣扎,朝着某个方向游去,可不管他多么的努力,海依旧看不到尽头。 Slowly, he is exhausted, the roaming was motionless. 慢慢的,他精疲力竭,游不动了。 The body starts to sink, the sea water submerged his heart, his mouth, his eye, his both ears. 身体开始下沉,海水淹没了他的心脏,他的嘴巴,他的眼睛,他的双耳。 „I never think in this world has god, why if has god also some so many sad things? He allowed that is sad and pain, not a benevolent god is not the god who I believe.” “我从来不认为这个世界上有神,如果有神为何还有那么多悲伤的事情？他容许悲伤和痛苦,一个不仁慈的神不是我信仰的神。” In each drop of sea water is hiding the sound, does not know that is who is speaking, these sounds seem to have buried in the seabed, the person who only then sinks to the deep sea can hear. 每一滴海水里都藏着声音,不知道是谁在说话,这些声音似乎一直埋藏在海底,只有沉入深海的人才能听到。 „I cannot control my hand, installed the cups of half of water unable to grasp continually, it has been shivering, I looked for the medicine everywhere, walked back and forth, walks back and forth, walks back and forth.” “我控制不住自己的手,连装了一半水的杯子都拿不住,它一直在颤抖,我到处去找药,走来走去,走来走去,走来走去。” „I want to lie down in the rain, the time of but pouring, I fell in the sea, I do not know that who can save me, I look that oneself and beforehand life was getting more and more far.” “我想躺在雨里,但倒下去的时候,我落在了海中,我不知道谁会来救我,我看着自己和以前的生活越来越远了。” „Probably was very not happily long, wants to cry, can cry?” “好像很久没有开心过了,是不是想哭的时候,就要哭出来？” „I am quite uncomfortable, can accompany me?” “我好难受,可以陪陪我吗？” „You will not really want to stay together with me? I am a monster.” “你不会真的想要和我呆在一起吧？我是个怪物。” „ Sorry, I could not bear, can I run away? I was a little tired, sorry. “对不起,我受不了了,我可以逃走吗？我有点累了,对不起。 „Rained hard.” “下大雨了。” Han Fei and sea level distance is getting more and more far, his body is still sinking, he cannot control himself, the surroundings all are the darkness. 韩非和海面的距离越来越远,他的身体还在下沉,他控制不住自己,周围全都是黑暗。 „The voices of these people always appear in my mind, I am not really want to jump, some people held my hair.” “那些人的声音总是出现在我的脑海里,我并不是真的想要跳下去,是有人抓住了我的头发。” „Was too noisy, this spatial room is good to quarrel noisily, my full hand is own hair, I stop up the ear to feel very noisy as before.” “太吵了,这空房间好吵好吵,我满手都是自己的头发,我堵住耳朵依旧觉得很吵。” „Every day will have the inspection of completion to put these cloth dolls on bed like me, they same always cannot have the food with me, fluid infusion time cannot control to want it to tear off.” “每天会有做不完的检查就像我摆在床上的那些布娃娃,它们和我一样总是吃不进饭,补液的时候又控制不住想要将它拔下。” „Afterward they confiscated my pen, I extract the bonding jumper from the mask, grips the wrist/skill with it, bloodstains, like the ripples, like the ocean waves, I saw that sea probably.” “后来他们没收了我的笔,我就从口罩里抽出金属条,用它去扎手腕,一道道的血痕,像涟漪,像海浪,我好像又看见了那片海。” The chest is very stuffy, Han Fei feels the pressure that transmitted in all directions, his body is sinking, that sensation of asphyxia is not intense, but has actually existed, how is unable to get rid. 胸口很闷,韩非感受到了四面八方传来的压力,他的身体在下沉,那种窒息感并不强烈,但却一直存在,怎么都无法摆脱。 „My life turned into the sea, where does not have the direction, do I want to open my chest, having a look at oneself to have problems?” “我的生活变成了海,哪里都没有方向,我想要把自己的心口打开,看看自己到底出了什么问题？” „Breath needs to make an effort very much, lives is needing to make an effort very much, I must disguise the normal appearance.” “呼吸需要很用力,活着需要很用力,我还要假装出正常的模样。” „No one likes bad me, they live are not being easy, experiences more misery people also to have compared with me, I should not this, I always tell itself should not this.” “没人喜欢糟糕的我,他们活着也不容易,比我经历过更多苦难的人还有很多,我不该这样,我总是告诉自己不该这样。” „I will not make others shut out me as far as possible, does not affect others as far as possible, I told myself loudly, I was very young, but could also not die.” “我会尽量不让别人嫌弃我,尽量不去影响别人,我大声的告诉自己,我很年轻,还死不了。” „Diligently smiles, caters to the life, making the family member feel relieved, I do utmost to be a gentle person, laying aside fully is the arm of bloody scab, throughout the year wears the long sleeve.” “努力的去笑,迎合生活,让亲人放心,我竭尽全力去做个温柔的人,藏起满是血痂的手臂,一年四季穿起长袖。” Han Fei that sinks unceasingly endures the sensation of asphyxia that constantly is strengthening, he does not know how should go through customs this nightmare, all did not have the answer probably. 不断下沉的韩非忍受着不断增强的窒息感,他也不知道该如何通关这个噩梦,一切好像都没有了答案。 The skin becomes pale, the brain is gradually slow, Han Fei closes tightly the tooth keeps sober by oneself, he distinguishes to swamp into the both ears sound strongly. 皮肤变得苍白,脑子逐渐迟钝,韩非咬紧牙让自己保持清醒,他竭力分辨涌入双耳的声音。 Integrates into the sea|nautical mile words, as if from seabed, as if came from his heart. 融入海里的话语,似乎来自海底,又仿佛来自他的心底。 Looks down, isolated island that the deep sea nobody will ask. 低头看去,深海无人问津的孤岛。 „I erased all pictures, does not want to see itself, does not want to continue to be stranded here.” “我删掉了所有的照片,不想看见自己,也不想继续被困在这里。” „I no longer poured out with attempt make others understand, I started become silent peaceful, I looked like the sea that this piece of cannot run away probably more and more.” “我不再倾诉和试图让别人理解,我开始变得沉默安静,我好像越来越像这片自己逃不出去的海了。” „That white pill can make me fall asleep, I very sober swallowing, I can feel it to delimit the esophagus, I am not gradually able to control the body, the line of sight becomes dim, I started probably that dream.” “那白色的药片可以让我睡着,我十分清醒的吞咽,我能感受到它划过食道,我逐渐无法控制身体,视线变得朦胧,我好像又做起了那个梦。” „I sink to the deep sea, looks at itself, looks at you.” “我沉入深海,看着自己,看着你。” „I dreamed of myself to turn into the four seasons, the both arms bloomed completely the fresh flower, the warm rain fell on the under foot I the white snow melting, floated in that sea.” “我梦见自己变成了四季,双臂开满了鲜花,温热的雨落在脚下我将白色的雪融化,漂浮在那片海上。” „I know that I deeply loves this world, it gives all that I had, but time farewell.” “我知道自己深爱这个世界,它给了我所拥有的一切,但是时候告别了。”