„Did you awake? The drug efficacy crosses is so quick?” That doctor surnamed Fu arrives at the bedside, he sees Han Fei to sober to come, the expression is somewhat surprised. “你醒了？药效过的这么快？”那位姓傅的医生走到床边,他看见韩非已经清醒过来,表情有些惊讶。 Compared with the doctor, that middle-aged woman's response must be bigger, she ran up to side Han Fei hurriedly, extends both hands to examine the Han Fei situation. 比起医生,那位中年女人的反应要更大一些,她匆忙跑到了韩非身边,伸出双手查看韩非的情况。 That both hands were dug the wound, the wound is very deep, the middle-aged woman also detected that this point, after she remembers the words that the doctor spoke a moment ago, hurries to take back both hands. 那双手被人挖伤,伤口很深,中年女人也察觉到了这一点,她想起医生刚才说的话后,赶紧又将双手收回。 „It seems like he has calmed down.” Dr. Fu suspended starting toward the nurse, the opposite party's on bunch of parachute harness Han Fei unties, giving Han Fei was free. “看来他已经冷静下来了。”傅医生朝护士摆了下手,对方将韩非身上束缚带解开,给了韩非自由。 „Routine blood test, routine urine test and skull nuclear magnetic resonance inspection and electroencephalogram do not have the issue, now can also remove him is head damage and other organic the pathological changes, dull here the significance is not then big, every day must pay the hospitalization expenses, I suggested that you first bring back to the family/home to go him.” Dr. Fu is a very good person, ten are divided into the patient and patient family member considered: „Home treatment perhaps effect will be better, after all that is the environment that he is familiar with, can reduce his frightened......” “血常规、尿常规、颅脑核磁共振检查、脑电图都没有问题,现在也可以排除他是头部损伤等器质性病变,再呆在这里意义不大,每天还要缴纳住院费,我个人建议你先把他带回家去。”傅医生是个很不错的人,十分为病人和病人家属考虑:“居家治疗说不定效果会更好一些,毕竟那是他熟悉的环境,可以减少他内心的恐惧……” „Good, thank you, Dr. Fu.” The middle-aged woman expressed gratitude repeatedly. “好,谢谢你,傅医生。”中年女人连声道谢。 Lay down Han Fei on hospital bed also heard Dr. Fu these three characters, some nerve in his brain was touched probably, the line of sight moved the body of Dr. Fu. 躺在病床上的韩非也听到了傅医生这三个字,他大脑中的某根神经好像被触动,视线移动到了傅医生的身上。 Obviously is the first seeing person, but Han Fei always thought that the opposite party wants to kill him, that benign countenance face will seem like the next second to show the sinister virulent expression. 明明是第一次见到的人,但韩非却总觉得对方想要害死他,那张慈眉善目的脸似乎下一秒就会露出阴险恶毒的表情。 „He does not want to save me, he is to kill me!” “他不是想要救我,他是想要杀我！” A thought appears, Han Fei struggles is wanting to sit up from the hospital bed, he must flee as soon as possible. 一个念头浮现出来,韩非挣扎着想要从病床上坐起,他必须要尽快逃离。 „Brings home him, communicates with him well, remembers pays attention to me to confess these things that then must take a drug on time.” Dr. Fu comforted middle-aged woman several, then leaves with the nurse. “带他回家吧,好好跟他交流,记得注意我交代的那些事情,然后还要按时吃药。”傅医生安慰了中年女人几句,接着便和护士一起离开。 Until the doctor goes out of the hospital ward, the Han Fei nervousness has to relax. 直到医生走出病房,韩非紧张的情绪才有所舒缓。 „Han Fei......” middle-aged woman sat in the bedside, she knows that oneself child was very dangerous, even some time ago had also been attacked, but she sat was away from the Han Fei recent place. “韩非……”中年女人坐在了床边,她知道自己的孩子很危险,就算不久前还被袭击过,但她还是坐在了距离韩非最近的地方。 „Han Fei?” Han Fei talked over this name repeatedly, this should be his own name, but besides this name, he could not remember anything. “韩非？”韩非重复念叨了一遍这个名字,这应该就是他自己的名字,但除了这个名字之外,他想不起任何东西了。 „You first here, I go to handle the release procedure to you dull.” The middle-aged woman moves toward the closet, put out Han Fei own clothes: „I come back quickly.” “你先自己呆在这里,我去给你办出院手续。”中年女人走向衣柜,从中拿出了韩非自己的衣服:“我很快就回来。” The women left, in the hospital ward is only left over a Han Fei person, his wooden lowering the head, looks at own palm, reads that fingerprint. 女人离开了,病房中只剩下韩非一个人,他木然的低下头,看着自己的手掌,看着那一圈圈指纹。 „I, Han Fei?” “我,韩非？” The top of the head transmits the sound that creaks, Han Fei by that sound attraction, looks upwardly, the ventilator in hospital hospital ward is rotating unceasingly. 头顶传来嘎吱嘎吱的声响,韩非被那声音吸引,向上看去,医院病房里的风扇不断转动着。 The Adam's apple rolls, Han Fei has been staring at the ventilator, the complexion gradually becomes pale. 喉结滚动,韩非一直盯着风扇,脸色逐渐变得苍白。 He always thought that ventilator next quarter will fall, the metal fan blade of super revolving can cut his nape of the neck, cuts his head. 他总觉得那风扇下一刻就会掉落,高速旋转的金属扇叶会划破他的脖颈,割下他的头颅。 The finger is somewhat stiff, Han Fei moves the body, he steps on barefoot in the ground, squatted by the hospital bed. 手指有些僵硬,韩非挪动身体,他光着脚踩在地面上,蹲在了病床旁边。 The ventilator is rotating as before, the switch is quite far from here, Han Fei has been staring at the ventilator, the cold sweat on his cheeks are getting more and more, hiding seems to be unsafe in the bedside, he hid under the hospital bed. 风扇依旧在转动,开关离这里比较远,韩非一直盯着风扇,他脸颊上的冷汗越来越多,躲在床边似乎也不保险,他又躲在了病床下面。 The rolling up body, Han Fei looks that the spacious hospital ward was even more anxious. 蜷缩身体,韩非看着空旷的病房愈发不安了起来。 His anything does not remember, here only had him probably. 他什么都不记得,这里好像只剩下了他一个人。 The breath becomes rapid, both hands hug in the chest front, his was enlarged anxiously slowly, when he soon cannot gasp for breath, the middle-aged woman who ran a moment ago came back. 呼吸变得急促,双手抱在胸前,他内心的不安被慢慢放大,在他快要喘不上气的时候,刚才跑出去的中年女人回来了。 „Han Fei?” “韩非？” In the hand took being out of hospital proof, the middle-aged woman one was seeing Han Fei, she shoved open the hospital bed, helped up Han Fei. 手里拿着出院证明,中年女人一下就看见了韩非,她将病床推开,把韩非扶起。 „Doctor said that your sickness no major problem, do not want too many things, the rest to be OK well some time.” The middle-aged woman helps Han Fei wear the clothes, she is supporting by the arm Han Fei single-handedly, another carries with the hand big pocket daily necessities: „Takes your time.” “医生说你的病没什么大问题,你不要想太多东西,好好休息一段时间就可以了。”中年女人帮韩非穿好衣服,她一手搀扶着韩非,另一只手提着一大兜生活用品:“慢慢来。” The middle-aged woman accompanies Han Fei to go out of the hospital ward together, when they arrive at a building, in the building spread the strange sound, probably accident sentiment. 中年女人陪同韩非一起走出病房,当他们来到一楼的时候,楼上传出了奇怪的声响,好像是出了什么事情。 Goes out of the hospital, the noisy voice raids instantaneously, Han Fei retroceded continuously several steps. 走出医院,嘈杂的声浪瞬间袭来,韩非连续后退了好几步。 „All right, I will protect your.” “没事的,我会保护你的。” Under the middle-aged woman's guidance, Han Fei goes out of the hospital again, his eye pupil is shivering, the attention was attracted by the sound unceasingly, looks to the different things, each nerve has tightened. 在中年女人的引导下,韩非再次走出医院,他的眼眸在颤动,视线不断被声音吸引,看向不同的东西,每一根神经都已经绷紧。 „Puts with ease, do not think so many.” The women are patting the back of Han Fei gently, she makes Han Fei walk in the sidewalk measures, oneself walk outside. “放轻松,不要想那么多。”女人轻轻拍着韩非的后背,她让韩非走在人行道内测,自己走在外面。 A brain blank, Han Fei anything cannot record, the surrounding all take to his deep fear. 脑子一片空白,韩非什么都记不起来,周围的一切都带给他深深的恐惧。 Perhaps speeds along, but some automobile will lose control to hit suddenly to him ; Perhaps which car(riage) will stop in his side suddenly, then the person in car(riage) will get out to abduct him ; Also perhaps at this moment, he behind some not far away people with him. 或许飞驰而过的某辆汽车会突然失控撞向他;或许哪辆车会突然在他身边停下,然后车里的人会下车将他掳走;又或许此时此刻,他身后不远处正有人在跟着他。 Every one step is hard to take, this strange world leaves his as if endless fear. 每一步都难以迈出,这个陌生世界留给他的似乎只有无尽的恐惧。 „Come, slowly walks toward the family/home.” The middle-aged woman grabbed the hand of Han Fei, has the patience is accompanying Han Fei. “来,慢慢的往家走。”中年女人抓住了韩非的手,很有耐心的陪着韩非。 She had not urged, without using quite strong tone speech, if Han Fei stands is freezing, she also follows to stop. 她没有催促,也没有用比较强硬的口吻说话,如果韩非站在原地不动,她就也跟着停下来。 Like this stops from time to time, almost used for 40 minutes, the middle-aged woman brought a community entrance Han Fei. 就这样走走停停,差不多用了四十分钟,中年女人才将韩非带到了一个小区门口。 This community is very old, is very big, several buildings by the same place, feeling are very depressing. 这小区很旧,也很大,好几栋筒子楼挨在一起,给人的感觉很压抑。 Han Fei stopped before the community front door, he is looking at that several obsolete building of residence, always felt that several buildings will collapse toward him momentarily, buries alive him in inside. 韩非在小区大门前停了下来,他望着那几栋老旧居民楼,总感觉那几栋楼随时都会朝着他倒塌,将他活埋在里面。 „Han Fei, to family/home, quickly to family/home.” “韩非,到家了,就快到家了。” Family/Home character biography hears, Han Fei turns head to look slowly to the woman, after his hesitant moment, follows the middle-aged woman to enter into the community. 家这个字传入耳中,韩非慢慢扭头看向女人,他犹豫片刻后,跟随中年女人迈入小区。 „Early! Also leads the child to go to work?” The community security is the 30-year-old moon-face fatty, is very warm, sees anyone to greet. “早啊！又带孩子去上班吗？”小区保安是个30多岁的圆脸胖子,很热情,见谁都打招呼。 „Has gotten off work.” The middle-aged woman is smiling, then and Han Fei enters No. 4 family member building. “已经下班了。”中年女人微笑着回了一句,然后便和韩非走进四号家属楼。 The women as if know that Han Fei never sits the elevator, she opens the door of secret channel directly, getting the Han Fei walking ladder to go upstairs. 女人似乎知道韩非从不坐电梯,她直接推开安全通道的门,领着韩非走步梯上楼。 The noise vanishes gradually, Han Fei also slowly peaceful. 外界的嘈杂声渐渐消失,韩非也慢慢安静了下来。 They on to nine buildings, have stopped in No. 4904 room entrance. 他们一直上到九楼,停在了4904号房间门口。 The key inserts the locking hole, the sound that the door lock rotates makes Han Fei some uncomfortable, he looks at that door plate, the innermost feelings presents the impulsion that wish fled inexplicably. 钥匙插进锁孔,门锁转动的声音让韩非有些不舒服,他看着那门牌号,内心莫名出现了一种想要逃离的冲动。 „Arrived the family/home, be not standing outside.” “到家了,别在外面站着了。” „This...... is not my family/home.” The Han Fei split lip opens slowly, said with very low sound. “这……不是我的家。”韩非干裂的嘴唇缓缓张开,用很低的声音说道。 The middle-aged woman holds the arm of Han Fei gently, she has not refuted the Han Fei words, but comforts in a soft voice: „Rests well, do not want too many things, to blow off itself.” 中年女人轻轻抓住韩非的胳膊,她没有反驳韩非的话,只是轻声安慰:“好好休息一下,不要想太多东西,放空自己。” Enters in the room, Han Fei vigilant glance room. 进入屋内,韩非警惕的扫视房间。 In the crowded living room is piling up various types of furniture, places the puppet clothes that two sets were being ripped to tear up close to the position of door, in the home seems some people to act the actor of puppet in the paradise. 拥挤的客厅里堆放着各种家具,靠近房门的位置还摆放着两套被撕扯破的玩偶衣服,这个家里好像有人是在乐园扮演玩偶的演员。 „You return to under the room rest, I go to do well the food immediately.” The middle-aged woman closed the door, she sees Han Fei to look at dumbly as same place, which as if in had forgotten including own room: „In here, all right, will be all right.” “你回房间休息下吧,我马上去把饭弄好。”中年女人关上了房门,她见韩非依旧呆立在原地,似乎连自己的房间在哪都已经忘记:“在这边,没事的,都会没事的。” The Han Fei bedroom in room most deep place, inside placed various types of things, looks somewhat chaotically. 韩非的卧室在房间最深处,里面摆放了各种东西,看着有些乱。 Usually Han Fei does not seem to like others since own room, therefore after the middle-aged woman looks at Han Fei to enter the room, then left. 平时韩非似乎不喜欢别人进入自己的房间,所以中年女人看韩非进屋之后,便离开了。 In the home, the innermost that bedroom is Han Fei own space. 在这个家里,最里面的那间卧室是属于韩非自己的空间。 Dull sitting on the bed, the surrounding all has not taken to Han Fei any familiar feeling, he is stroking the bed sheet, saw to throw the manuscript paper on bed carelessly. 呆呆的坐在床上,周围的一切都没有带给韩非任何熟悉的感觉,他抚摸着床单,看见了胡乱扔在床上的稿纸。 Puts out a hand to launch it, that above writes a opening of script. 伸手将其展开,那上面写着一个剧本的开头。 „The day, I discovered all stories that I write, became the reality.” “那一天,我发现我书写的所有故事,都变成了现实。” „The ten years ago first story is a closet.” “十年前的第一个故事是壁橱。” „Whenever I turn away the closet stands, the cabinet door association/will of closet opens a slit, I know that is hiding a person.” “每当我背对壁橱站立的时候,壁橱的柜门总会打开一条缝隙,我知道里面藏着一个人。” Looks at the first few words merely, Han Fei turns head towards oneself to look immediately behind. 仅仅只是看完第一句话,韩非就立刻扭头朝自己身后看去。 By the single bed is a closet, is near from his desk, whenever he lies on the desk writes the thing, closet in his behind. 单人床旁边就是壁橱,距离他的书桌非常近,每当他趴在书桌上写东西时,壁橱就在他的身后。 Sets out, Han Fei opens the closet door, inside only has several clothes and packed in a box secondhand books. 起身,韩非将壁橱门打开,里面只有几件衣服和成箱的旧书。 „Book?” “书？” Han Fei puts out a hand to put out one to read, that book spoke the foundation performance. 韩非伸手拿出一本翻看,那本书是讲基础表演的。 He forgot all, the content that but told to the book in felt familiar, even oneself met is unconscious follows to relax the expression. 他忘记了一切,但却对书中讲述的内容感到熟悉,甚至自己会不自觉得跟着去放松表情。 „Am I an actor?” Han Fei turned head to look to the living room gate puppet coverall: „Paradise cartoon person occasionally actor?” “我是一个演员吗？”韩非扭头看向了客厅门边的玩偶套装:“乐园卡通人偶演员？” Drives the cardboard box, Han Fei wants the book box with, may hang the clothing in the middle of closet is actually swayed by the wind probably, suddenly shook. 拖动纸箱,韩非想要把书箱给拿出来,可挂在壁橱当中的衣物却好像被风吹拂,突然晃了一下。 The Han Fei movement stiffened, he is staring at the clothes in closet, probably realized anything, unceasing backing up backward, bumped into the window until the back. 韩非的动作僵住了,他紧盯着壁橱中的衣服,好像意识到了什么,不断的向后倒退,直到后背碰到了窗户。 In room quiet, the clothes in closet also stop rocking. 房间里静悄悄的,壁橱里的衣服也停止晃动。 Han Fei is listening to outside whistling the wind sound/rumor, turned the head toward to look at one behind. 韩非听着外面呼呼的风声,转头朝身后看了一眼。 The position of window is a little low, downstairs pavement enlarges in the Han Fei eye probably unceasingly, at this time as if had a person to come to push him gently, he will fall down directly, falls in that pavement. 窗台的位置有点低,楼下的水泥地好像在韩非眼中不断放大,这时候似乎有个人轻轻过来推一下他,他就会直接掉下去,摔在那水泥地上。 The breath gradually becomes heavy, Han Fei both hands grabbed the window, on the back of the hand brave the blue vein, he felt that he first time was not stood here, in his mind presented oneself times to crash by the different postures in the place probably! 呼吸逐渐变得沉重,韩非双手抓着窗台,手背上冒起了青筋,他感觉自己不是第一次站在这里了,他脑海中好像出现了自己一次次以不同的姿势坠落在地！ The corpse in the hard gray cement ground shows all kinds of postures, the blood unceasing toward all around flows, the corpse of that ground moved probably in this manner! 尸体在坚硬的灰色水泥地上摆出各种各样的姿势,鲜血不断的朝着四周流淌,那地上的尸体好像以这种方式动了起来！ The brain transmitted a stabbing pain, Han Fei shouts a few words fiercely: „This was not my first death!” 大脑传来一阵刺痛,韩非猛地喊出了一句话:“这不是我第一次死亡！” „Han Fei?” “韩非？” The middle-aged woman in kitchen runs in a hurry, she hurries to pull open from the window Han Fei, draws in the thick window curtains. 厨房的中年女人匆匆跑来,她赶紧将韩非从窗口拉开,把厚厚的窗帘拉上。 „Han Fei, do not think so many, rests well.” “韩非,别想那么多,好好休息一下吧。”