If were not desperate to the deepest situation, who will step onto rooftop step by step. 如果不是绝望到了最深的地步,谁又会一步步走上天台。 The wind of roof moves the scarf on colored glaze cat neck, presents everyone not to think, about colored glaze cat that all sounds turn a deaf ear, because Han Fei a few words will turn head. 楼顶的风吹动琉璃猫脖子上的围巾,在场所有人都没有想到,对一切声音充耳不闻的琉璃猫,会因为韩非的一句话扭头。 So long as can exchange, so long as is willing to answer that explained the possibility of also a little recalling. 只要能够交流,只要愿意回话,那就说明还有一点挽回的可能。 To draw the young police who Han Fei comes back by senior police to be held, the female police officer in rooftop edge will also draw back a point slowly in the future, left a space to Han Fei. 想要去拉韩非回来的年轻警察被身边的老警察一把抓住,天台边缘的女警官也慢慢往后退了一点,给韩非留出了一个空间。 „Last night you saw singer who oneself most like, you should know that I have not lain.” Han Fei stands in rooftop center, his expression is very earnest: „In heaven does not have the person who you love, because I know that she has not gone to the heaven, I have seen her in that place!” “昨晚你见到了自己最喜欢的歌手,你应该知道我没有撒谎。”韩非站立在天台中央,他的表情无比认真:“天堂里没有你爱的人,因为我知道她没有去天堂,我在那个地方见过她！” The look of colored glaze cat is still numb, she was really perhaps exhausted, present she looks like a surface to be complete, but internal full is the chinaware of fissure. 琉璃猫的眼神依旧麻木,她或许真的疲惫了,现在的她就像是一个表面完好,可内部满是裂痕的瓷器。 Her life is only an experiment, the kinship that she most treasures possibly is only the test record paragraphs of writing. 她的人生只是一场试验,她最为珍视的亲情可能只是试验记录上的一段段文字。 „I see that person who you have most loved, she is also the world's most loves your person, you think carefully, because just she regarded the family member, to regard the person who the world's most was worth loving you, therefore she in life finally told you secret.” “我见过你最爱的那个人,她也是世界上最爱你的人,你仔细想一想,正因为她把你当成了亲人、当成了世界上最值得去爱的人,所以她才会在生命的最后告诉你那个秘密。” „She violated oneself all promises, gave up the final experiment, rather ruins all, must tell you truth.” “她违背了自己所有的诺言,放弃了最后的试验,宁愿把一切都毁掉,也要告诉你真相。” „She is loves your, we can find her together!” “她是爱你的,我们可以一起去找到她！” The color eye pupil has not been sizing up Han Fei slightly, the colored glaze cat said thanking to Han Fei, while shakes the head gently. 没有丝毫色彩的眼眸打量着韩非,琉璃猫一边对韩非说出了谢谢,一边轻轻摇头。 This first time was she responded, these words that Han Fei spoke is obviously effective. 这是她第一次做出回应,韩非说的那些话显然奏效了。 Incessantly is Han Fei, sweats including nearby police tense palm. 不止是韩非,连旁边的警察都紧张的手心冒汗。 The wind of rooftop was bigger, downstairs noise sound is unceasing, but these as if the colored glaze cat has nothing to do. 天台的风更大了,楼下的喧嚣声不断,但这些似乎都和琉璃猫无关。 Only was left over for one minute from 10.3 14, the colored glaze cat put out own cell phone, placed near it the ear, Han Fei also saw design on the phone screen, the colored glaze cat was giving to adopt own old woman to telephone. 距离十点三十四分只剩下一分钟了,琉璃猫拿出自己的手机,将其放在耳边,韩非也看到了手机屏幕上的图案,琉璃猫在给收养自己的老太太打电话。 This telephone is not possibly doomed to make a connection, near her ear is only left over the cell phone ring tone that the old woman establishes. 这个电话注定不可能被打通,她耳边只剩下老太太设定的手机铃声。 That is the colored glaze is singing. 那是琉璃在唱歌。 The familiar melody flies upwards in rooftop, inundated the ankle area desperately little, the colored glaze cat had also opened the mouth, after humming gently, song that possibly some people will not hum. 熟悉的旋律在天台飞扬,绝望一点点漫过脚踝,琉璃猫也张开了嘴,轻轻哼唱着以后可能再也不会有人哼唱的歌谣。 It is not depressed and anxious, confident facing death, in the body drops before the tall building, the soul has crashed into the abyss. 没有消沉和不安,坦然的面对死亡,在身体从高楼跌落之前,灵魂早已坠入了深渊。 She seems like one to roll up the kitten on cliff, was moistened the whole body hair by the rainstorm, she had given up struggling, whatever sneaks in own body desperately. 她像是一只蜷缩在悬崖上的小猫,被暴雨打湿了浑身的毛发,她已经放弃了挣扎,任由绝望钻进自己的身体。 The both legs move forward, the soil particle of building edge falls from dozens meters high place, when she prepares to close the eye, actually suddenly resounded her own song. 双腿向前挪动,大楼边缘的土粒从几十米高的地方落下,在她准备闭上眼睛的时候,身后却突然响起了她自己的歌。 Nobody will ask song that no one likes, at this time has the special melody to reverberate in the roof. 无人问津、无人喜欢的歌,此时带着特殊的旋律在楼顶回荡。 Each note contains the despair that the average man is unable to withstand, that painful probably black sea. 每一个音符都蕴藏着常人无法承受的绝望,那份痛苦好像一片黑色的海洋。 Colored glaze cat inconceivable looks to behind, her singing sound and Han Fei singing sound interwove in one. 琉璃猫不可思议的看向身后,她的歌声和韩非的歌声交织在了一起。 Was stranded in the kitten of abyss floor looks to the darkness, meets an incomparably cruel and crazy devil. 被困在深渊底层的小猫望向了黑暗,遇见一个无比残暴、疯狂的魔鬼。 The hate dances in his side, became his clothes desperately, he uses to stain the hand of blood stain, seized the nape of kitten gently. 怨恨在他的身边跳舞,绝望成了他的衣裳,他用沾满血污的手,轻轻揪住了小猫的后颈。 The desperate cat was worked on by the devil, plays with recklessly, even revolts is unable to achieve. 绝望的猫被魔鬼抓起,肆意玩弄,连反抗都无法做到。 The singing sound becomes weaker gradually, the devil seems like feels extremely bored, he looks at the kitten desperate eye, finally placed above that cat own shoulder, he must bring that cat to crawl together from the abyss. 歌声逐渐变弱,魔鬼似乎是觉得太过无聊,他看着小猫绝望的眼睛,最后将那只猫放在了自己的肩膀之上,他要带着那只猫一起从深渊中爬出。 Drags to entrain the limitless darkness, the devil is grabbing the dike the slit to look upwardly, in his jet black eye only then Sun of top of the head. 拖拽着无边无际的黑暗,魔鬼抓着岩壁的缝隙向上看去,他漆黑的眼中只有头顶的太阳。 Waits for the colored glaze cat to get back one's composure, Han Fei has arrived at her front, the devil in singing sound had grasped her wrist/skill, in that pair of eyes pupil is producing an inverted image probably the whole world. 等琉璃猫回过神的时候,韩非已经走到了她的面前,歌声里的魔鬼抓紧了她的手腕,那双眼眸里好像倒映着整个世界。 „Comes back, obedient.” “回来吧,听话。” The both arms make an effort, Han Fei entrained from the guard rail the colored glaze cat, went out from his singing sound until this time all around police and building staff member, ran fast toward the rooftop edge. 双臂用力,韩非将琉璃猫从护栏外面拽了进来,直到这时候四周的警察和大楼职员才从他的歌声中走出,快速朝着天台边缘跑来。 Is stepping on the rooftop corner, stood in the cold wind was so long, the leg of colored glaze cat is frozen stiff, Han Fei walked toward downstairs at the back of her. 踩着天台一角,在冷风中站了那么久,琉璃猫的腿已经冻僵,韩非背着她朝楼下走去。 „Makes! Let!” “让一让！让一下！” Defends the rooftop entrance young police to drive away the company staff member, is Han Fei leads the way, others follow on the heels, everyone goes downstairs together. 守着天台入口的年轻警察驱赶走公司职员,为韩非开路,其他人跟在后面,大家一起下楼。 Delivered the police vehicle the colored glaze cat, Han Fei did not have anxiously departure, he himself also sat, movement very adept. 把琉璃猫送上了警车,韩非也没有急着离开,他自己也坐了上去,动作十分的娴熟。 The police of following on the heels gawked, has to drive, another sat on the copilot. 跟在后面的警察愣了一下,只好一个去开车,另一个坐在了副驾驶上。 „First returns to the police station, I turn on warmly the air conditioning.” That age very big police temperament is very good, the speech is also very kind. “先回派出所吧,我把空调开暖和一点。”那位年龄很大的警察脾气很好,说话也很亲切。 The police vehicle starts, the crowd that downstairs surround is noisy, some feel to rejoice, some cheer for the police, but also some find it silly, in the eye full is disappointed. 警车发动,楼下围观的人群吵吵闹闹,有的感到庆幸,有的为警察欢呼,还有的觉得无聊,眼中满是失望。 The colored glaze cat is holding the frozen stiff leg, she shrinks in the police vehicle, looks at the crowd. 琉璃猫抱着冻僵的腿,她缩在警车里,看着人群。 Despair and pain in her eye have not dissipated, but she enters the first matter after police vehicle to apologize to the police, she felt herself should peaceful dying, but actually troubled everyone. 她眼中的绝望和痛苦并未消散,但她进入警车后的第一件事却向警察道歉,她觉得自己本该安静的死去,但却麻烦了大家。 That two policemen feel very accidental/surprised, such a good girl was compelled the rooftop edge by the destiny unexpectedly. 那两位警察都觉得很意外,一个这么善良的女孩竟然被命运逼到了天台边缘。 The police vehicle speeds along the street, Han Fei puts out own cell phone quietly, sent an information to Li Xue. 警车在马路上飞驰,韩非悄悄拿出自己的手机,给厉雪发送了一条信息。 After receiving the reply, Han Fei placed between the colored glaze cat childhood book bag and cell phone the seats. 收到回信之后,韩非将琉璃猫小时候的书包和手机放在了座椅中间。 The cell phone of black screen shone suddenly, some as if people sent the information to the colored glaze cat. 原本黑屏的手机忽然亮了起来,似乎有人给琉璃猫发送了信息。 In this world does not have family member's colored glaze cat, takes up the cell phone. 这个世界上已经没有亲人的琉璃猫,将手机拿起。 The telephone of address book could not make a connection again, will give the transmitter data, only then advertisement company. 通讯录的电话再也打不通了,会给自己发送信息的只有广告公司。 „I these words that spoke in rooftop was not deceiving you a moment ago, I can lead you to see her.” Han Fei takes own cell phone, be with smile on the face. “刚才我在天台说的那些话可不是在骗你,我会带你去见她的。”韩非拿着自己的手机,面带微笑。 The colored glaze cat thought that the Han Fei smile is very warm, but she always and devil in singing sound Han Fei messed up a moment ago. 琉璃猫觉得韩非的笑容很暖,可她总是会把韩非和刚才歌声中的魔鬼搞混。 The nod, the colored glaze cat selected own video main page gently, she wanted to delete that last video. 轻轻点头,琉璃猫又点开了自己的视频主页,她想要删除那最后一条视频。 But when she selects the video, top the black and white two color videos, had fluttered a blue barrage. 可就在她点开视频的时候,原本只有黑白两色的视频顶部,飘过了一条蓝色的弹幕。 „World black and white two colors, the sky is not the blue color, I compose your sky.” “世界不只有黑白两色,天空是蓝色的,我来组成你的天空。” Colored glaze cat subconscious turning head, happen to saw just to transmit Han Fei of barrage. 琉璃猫下意识的扭头,正好看见了刚发送完弹幕的韩非。 Her eye no use had the focus: „Is you sends?” 她无助的眼睛有了聚焦:“是你发的吗？” „What did I send?” Han Fei withdrew from the recharging page. “我发了什么？”韩非退出了充值页面。 „...... Colored glaze cat just said except for you” , the green barrages present the lawn are the greens, I compose a grass, making your world have me. “除了你……”琉璃猫刚说完,又有一条绿色的弹幕出现草地是绿色的,我来组成一根小草,让你的世界有我。 After that barrage appears, more and more colored barrages start to appear in the black and white video. 在那条弹幕出现之后,越来越多的彩色弹幕开始出现在黑白的视频当中。 The sky is the blue color, the soil is the brown, Sun is the golden color, the flowers are the red, the rainbow after rain is colorful...... 天空是蓝色的,泥土是褐色的,太阳是金色的,花朵是红色的,雨后的彩虹是色彩斑斓的…… „Little elder sister refuels! I am accompanying you!” “小姐姐加油！我陪着你！” „Three old powders, are unsolicited, your song accompanied me to pass through the most painful day, I delivered you red one flower.” “三年老粉,不请自来,你的歌陪伴我走过了最痛苦的日子,我送你一朵红色的花花吧。” „Do not give up!” “不要放弃！” „River water is the blue color, everyone reported that said the river water is the green barrage!” “河水是蓝色的,大家举报一下那个说河水是绿色的弹幕！” „Rainbow is I sends, right, I am the honored colored diamond member.” “彩虹是我发的,没错,我就是尊贵的彩钻会员。” „Come on! Come on! The little elder sister you are best!” “加油！加油！小姐姐你是最棒的！” More and more barrages appear in the black and white two color videos, the colored glaze cat looks at these to overspread the color of screen, gentle words also numb melting in her eye. 越来越多的弹幕出现在黑白两色的视频当中,琉璃猫看着那些铺满了屏幕的色彩,一句句温柔的话也将她眼中的麻木融化。 The corner of the eye starts moistly, when responded, the whole person has had tears streaming down the face. 眼角开始湿润,等反应过来时,整个人已经泪流满面。 Lost the only family member's pain, these grievance that endures, erupt in this moment, she shrinks in the police vehicle chokes with sobs. 失去了唯一亲人的痛苦,还有独自一人忍受的那些委屈,都在这一刻爆发,她缩在警车里泣不成声。 Patted the back of colored glaze cat gently, Han Fei had not been saying words that again anything comforted, he can understand the opposite party. 轻轻拍着琉璃猫的后背,韩非没有再说什么安慰的话,他能够理解对方。 At the former «Twin Flower» release conference, contracts his first mounting the stage of serious social barrier, finally was entrapped, in the big screen full screen insult his message, at that moment he felt that oneself probably by the cut and bruised that the knife shears. 在之前《双生花》的发布会上,患有严重社交障碍的他第一次上台,结果被人坑害,大荧幕中满屏都是辱骂他的留言,那一刻他感觉自己好像被刀子割的遍体鳞伤。 But he supported, he in that railed to support innumerably finally, supported to approve his person to start to voice. 但他撑了下来,他就在那无数谩骂中撑到了最后,撑到了认可他的人开始发声。 Declared support for his barrage, broke through railed and cursed, making him no longer fear the stage since then. 一条条声援他的弹幕,冲破了谩骂和诅咒,让他从此不再惧怕舞台。 Before he was once cured like this, now he wants to cure others with the similar way. 以前他曾被人这样治愈,现在他想用同样的方式来治愈别人。 The police vehicle has gone the city, after they arrived at the police station, the police carry off the colored glaze cat, make a simple record, Han Fei lie on the desk of police play the cell phone. 警车行驶过城市,他们到了派出所后,警方将琉璃猫带走,做一个简单的笔录,韩非则趴在警察的办公桌上玩手机。 He plays is playing, suddenly is searching to see itself with the city hotly. 他玩着玩着,忽然在同城热搜上看到了自己。