Last night Han Fei in the game saw colored glaze cat the feeling was not right, the seeking livehood desire of that player was very weak, even wanted to leave in -depth world through the suicide. 昨晚韩非在游戏中见到琉璃猫的时候就感觉不对,那名玩家的求生欲望很弱,甚至想要通过自杀来离开深层世界。 She does not care in all that in the game has to oneself, as if surrounding all things are unable to arouse her interest, cannot take to the hope that she goes on living. 她对自己在游戏里拥有的一切都不是那么在意,仿佛周围的所有东西都无法引起她的兴趣,不能带给她活下去的希望。 Did not have accepting as a memento to the world, this is actually a very dreadful matter. 对世界没有了留念,这其实是一件非常可怕的事情。 Han Fei only used for 20 minutes to rush to the dwelling of colored glaze cat merely, that was communities of some years, between old city district and intelligent new towns. 韩非仅仅只用了二十分钟就赶到了琉璃猫的住处,那是一个有些年头的小区,位于老城区和智慧新城中间。 „1031 rooms.” “1031号房。” Looks at the address in cell phone, Han Fei runs toward the community. 看着手机中的地址,韩非就往小区里面跑。 „Are you resident in this community? How haven't I seen you?” Stood saw Han Fei in the entrance security, walked to inquire. “你是这小区的居民吗？我怎么从来没见过你？”站在门口的保安看见了韩非,走过来想要询问。 „I am find the person, she lives in No. 1031 room.” The Han Fei speed was too fast, two securities follow on the heels, cannot catch up. “我是来找人的,她住在1031号房间。”韩非的速度太快了,两个保安跟在后面,根本追不上。 „Halts!” The security takes the intercom to hurry to call the person, his eye closely is staring at Han Fei, for fear that Han Fei vanishes suddenly does not see: „Helps quickly! Had a stranger to come in!” “站住！”保安拿着对讲机赶紧叫人,他眼睛紧紧盯着韩非,生怕眨眼之间韩非就消失不见:“快来帮忙！有个陌生人进来了！” „What appearance is he long?” “他长什么样子？” Quick that „he runs! I have not seen clearly!” “他跑的很快！我没看清！” Enters No. 1 building, Han Fei sweeps getting married trademark, his brain probably precise machine, has not lost any time, drives him to make the most correct judgment directly. 进入一号楼,韩非扫过门牌号,他的大脑好像精密的机器,没有耽误任何时间,直接驱使他做出最正确的判断。 Arrives at third floor, the Han Fei rap door, is calling the name of colored glaze cat, but actually unmanned reply. 来到三楼,韩非敲击房门,喊着琉璃猫的名字,但是却无人应答。 Is this, he more is troubled. 越是这样,他心里就越感到不安。 „Do not knock, do not knock.” The door of colored glaze cat neighbor family/home was shoved open, a middle-aged woman took the spray can walk: „The girl is not at home, she seemed like.” “别敲了,别敲了。”琉璃猫邻居家的房门被推开,一个中年女人拿着喷壶走了出来:“那女孩不在家,她好像出去了。” „You know that which she did go?” “你知道她去哪了吗？” „It is not quite clear, after the girl since the family member passed away, rarely went out, in the morning I when the balcony move the pot sees her to go out, but also feels very accidental/surprised.” The women thought a meeting: „She has been telephoning probably, but the opposite party has not met to pass, she is also proposing a book bag that is printed with the welfare home name, in brief, she is strange today.” “不太清楚,那女孩自从家人去世后就很少出门了,早上我在阳台搬花盆的时候看见她外出,还觉得很意外。”女人想了一会:“她好像一直在打电话,但是对方没有接通过,她还提着一个印有福利院名字的书包,总之,她今天蛮奇怪的。” „Is printed with the book bag of welfare home name?” Han Fei recalled that the woman's writing in finally that video, she seems to be about to leave in any way, donates her gift also to go back this world, will most start takes carry back desperately, then destroys together. “印有福利院名字的书包？”韩非回想女人在最后那条视频中的文字,她似乎准备以某种方式离开,把这世界赠予她的礼物还回去,将最开始的绝望拿回来,然后一起毁灭掉。 „That welfare home that Yongsheng Pharmaceuticals once constructed!” “永生制药曾经修建的那个福利院！” Han Fei turns head to go downstairs, happen to meets the security that encircled. 韩非扭头下楼,正好遇见了围过来的保安。 „Whose you are look, we can help you look together......” “你是来找谁的,我们可以帮你一起找……” „Many thanks.” Does not wait for the security to speak the words, Han Fei on held his arm: „Makes me look at the monitoring of your entrance!” “多谢。”不等保安把话说话,韩非就一把抓住了他的胳膊:“让我看下你们门口的监控！” That security is only polite, wants to stand firm Han Fei temporarily, may wait for him to respond the time, oneself had dragged away by Han Fei, does not have the strength to hit back. 那名保安只是客气一下,想要暂时稳住韩非,可等他反应过来的时候,自己已经被韩非拖走了,毫无还手之力。 Opened the innocent eye, the security looked to own companion, that two securities have not responded, still silly standing on the spot. 睁大了无辜的眼睛,保安看向自己的同伴,那两位保安还没有反应过来,仍傻傻的站在原地。 „Do not be afraid, I also once made the security, the security will not have injured the security, only if you do not coordinate me to work.” “别害怕,我也曾做过保安,保安是不会伤害保安的,除非你不配合我工作。” Enters the duty officers observation room, Han Fei stands in front of the computer, starts to examine the monitoring directly, security of his movement in compared with community were too proficiently many. 进入值班室,韩非站在电脑前面,直接开始查看监控,他的动作比小区里的保安熟练太多了。 Quick Han Fei discovered in the monitoring the form of colored glaze cat, before one hour, she takes the cell phone, lowers the head, in the hand is taking a tattered book bag. 很快韩非就在监控当中发现了琉璃猫的身影,一个小时前,她拿着手机,低着头,手中提着一个破破烂烂的书包。 „What person is she with talking over the telephone?” “她在跟什么人通话？” Even the enlargement monitoring picture, is unable to see clearly, Han Fei is forced to give up. 就算放大监控画面,也无法看清楚,韩非只好作罢。 „Yongsheng Pharmaceuticals had constructed two children's welfares, in northern Laocheng District, the colored glaze cat also truly walks toward the north side.” “永生制药曾经修建过两所儿童福利院,都在老城区北边,琉璃猫也确实是朝着北边走的。” Leaves the control room, three securities are critical situation, Han Fei very polite expressed gratitude toward them, later ran the community. 离开监控室,三个保安如临大敌,韩非则很有礼貌的朝他们道谢,随后跑出小区。 He called a car(riage), rushes to Yongsheng Pharmaceuticals the welfare home that many years ago constructs, in his mind vaguely also a little impression about that place. 他叫了一辆车,赶往永生制药在很多年前修建的福利院,他脑海中依稀还有一点关于那地方的印象。 „Master opens quickly.” Han Fei felt oneself should also contribute money to buy a car(riage), otherwise goes out very is not truly convenient, the words that the sedan cannot afford, can consider first to buy a motor. “师傅开快一点。”韩非觉得自己也该攒攒钱去买辆车了,不然外出确实很不方便,轿车买不起的话,可以考虑先买辆摩托。 After 15 minutes, Han Fei had seen that the welfare home, so many years passed by, that building was like before. 十五分钟后,韩非已经看到了那所福利院,这么多年过去了,那栋建筑还是跟以前一样。 Although cover unceasing renovation, but the overall construction has not had any change, only, compared with the welfare home, is more like a pediatric hospital looking from the outside. 虽然外皮不断的翻新,但整体建筑并未发生过任何变化,仅从外表来看,比起福利院,更像是一个儿童医院。 Paid the fare, Han Fei ran toward the welfare home, but he ran up to half suddenly to discover opposite of the welfare home street to encircle many people, some distant place also people ran in that direction unceasingly. 付了车钱,韩非朝着福利院跑去,可他跑到一半突然发现福利院马路对面围了很多人,远处还不断有人朝着那个方向跑。 „Jumped from an upper story! Has a girl in that building!” “跳楼了！有个女孩在那栋楼上！” „Quick warning! Some welfare home opposite building here people jump from an upper story.” “快报警！福利院对面大楼这里有人跳楼。” In the crowd broadcasts all kinds of sounds, Han Fei also stops the footsteps, looks toward opposite building. 人群之中传来各种各样的声音,韩非也停下脚步,朝着对面的楼房看去。 Opposite of welfare home that building also belongs to Yongsheng Pharmaceuticals, seven story-high, no one knows that this building is used to make anything, on the building does not have the billboard and so on thing. 福利院对面的那栋楼也属于永生制药,共有七层高,没人知道这栋楼到底是用来做什么,大楼上面也没有广告牌之类的东西。 The line of sight upward movement, Han Fei saw a girl top the building, she is taking that worn-out children's book bag, stands in the building edge, the high-level wind is blowing her recklessly, her body seems autumn to hang the leaf on branch is common, possibly falls momentarily. 视线向上移动,韩非在大楼顶部看见了一个女孩,她提着那破旧的儿童书包,站立在大楼边缘,高层的风肆意吹着她,她的身体好像秋天挂在树枝上的叶子一般,随时可能掉落。 „Colored glaze cat!” “琉璃猫！” Han Fei also sees has been committing suicide, some suicidees are agitated, are exceptionally stimulated, their suicides are more are praying for rescue, they could not find the reason of going on living, was beaten by the cruel reality, the whole person has collapsed. 韩非也见过一些自杀着,有些自杀者情绪激动,异常亢奋,他们的自杀更多是在求救,他们找不到了活下去的理由,被残忍的现实击垮,整个人都已经崩溃。 Such suicidee actually also calculates is quite good to advise, truly the one who is hard to persuade is another kind of person. 这样的自杀者其实还算比较好劝导,真正难以劝说的是另外一类人。 They are numb to the death, or they to death after ponder of careful and deep consideration, when they stand the stage, in the brain has possibly simulated 1000 and 10,000, their times convinced themselves, until is unable to find the reason for oneself finally. 他们对死亡已经麻木,或者说他们对死亡是经过深思熟虑的思考,当他们站上高台的时候,脑子里可能已经模拟了一千遍、一万遍,他们一次次的说服了自己,直到最后再也无法为自己找到理由。 Stepped the stair step by step, in the look absolutely does not have luminously. 一步步迈上台阶,眼神里已经完全没有了光亮。 The colored glaze cat belongs to the latter, she has had the worst childhood, participated in some experiment of Yongsheng Pharmaceuticals, was taken away various places, finally makes torn to pieces own personality. 琉璃猫就属于后者,她有过最糟糕的童年,参与了永生制药的某种试验,被带去各种地方,最后把自己的人格弄得支离破碎。 Without looking at the light, she also has perhaps been able to adapt to the night. 如果没有看过光明,也许她还可以适应黑夜。 Her as if rolls up the kitten in rain rainstorm, when she suffocates, that old woman adopted her. 她仿佛一只蜷缩在暴雨当中的小猫,在她奄奄一息的时候,那位老太太领养了她。 The childhood destroyed personality and remembers, was picked up by the old woman little, with loving and showing loving care to help her spell. 童年被打碎的人格和记忆,被老太太一点点拾起,用爱和关怀帮她拼好。 Perhaps her personality as before full is the fragment, but that has at least become a whole, she had the faith of going on living and hope that wants to go on living. 也许她的人格依旧满是碎片,但至少那已经成为了一个整体,她拥有了活下去的信念和想要活下去的希望。 But this experiment cruelest one step is, the old person passed away, bridging of life collapses, the splicing good fragment cracked again. 但这个试验最残忍的一步就在于,老人因病去世,生命的支住倒坍,原本拼接好的碎片再次开裂。 In these days that the old person and colored glaze cat are together, the old person truly treated as own biological granddaughter to treat her, gave all her loves, forgot slowly goal that the experiment most started. 在老人和琉璃猫相处的这段时间里,老人确实把她当做自己的亲孙女来对待,给了她所有的爱,也慢慢忘记了试验最开始的目的。 Until the previous quarter of death, she said these words at point of death, told the colored glaze cat truth. 直到死亡的前一刻,她才在弥留之际说出了那些话,告诉了琉璃猫真相。 The old person should really want to rescue the colored glaze cat at that moment, will therefore say the truth, otherwise she can weave a lie greatly, making the colored glaze cat continue to live in the middle of the falseness. 老人那一刻应该真的想要去救琉璃猫,所以才会说出真相,否则她大可以编织一个谎言,让琉璃猫继续活在虚假当中。 Hopes is false, loves actually real, but these are unimportant to the colored glaze cat. 希望是假的,爱却是真的,但这些对琉璃猫来说都已经不重要了。 „Makes way! Makes way!” “让开！让开！” The police rushed to the scene, later the fire rescue brigade also came, the siren broke the noon peace. 警察赶到了现场,随后消防救援大队也来了,警笛声打破了晌午的宁静。 Rescues the air cushion to unfold, the fire fighter carries various types of tools and police enters the building together. 救援气垫铺开,消防员携带各种工具和警察一起进入大楼。 The head in building also walked, that is a fat middle-aged person, his anxious full head is the perspiration, is saying anything to the police unceasingly. 大楼的负责人也走了出来,那是一个胖胖的中年人,他急的满头是汗,不断跟警察说着什么。 „Why then the lovable miss cannot look on the bright side of thing, spends the general age.” “那么可爱的姑娘到底是为什么想不开,正是花一般的年纪。” „It is estimated that was lovelorn, the present small young psychology is one by one frail, often lived on the edge, I did not believe her really to dare to jump.” “估计是失恋了吧,现在的小年轻心理一个比一个脆弱,动不动就寻死觅活的,我就不信她真敢跳。” „Is cautious in word and deed, the miss should because of the emotional problem, on her face 1 tear stains not have evidently, the pupil feeling in eye to breaking to pieces was the same.” “谨言慎行,那姑娘看样子应该不是因为感情问题,她脸上一点泪痕都没有,眼睛里的瞳孔感觉跟碎了一样。” „You may the real energy, a pair of eyeball see so many things, are you psychiatrist?” “你可真能,一对眼珠子都看出那么多东西,你是心理医生吗？” The viewer who downstairs gather round, put out own cell phone photography, some people the lense percentage will move in a big way, saw girl's appearance clearly. 楼下围着的看客,都拿出了自己的手机拍摄,有的人将摄像镜头倍率调到最大,清楚看到了女孩的长相。 „Does she jump? I went to work am soon late.” “她到底跳不跳啊？我上班快要迟到了。” „Real ink marks, I recorded quite a while. I thought that she really does not want dead, it is estimated that finally will also be rescued.” “真墨迹,我都录半天了。我看她不是真想死,估计最后也会被救下来。” „Father also waits to send the material...... an appearance very dreadful man to photograph to the building by her”, his lens grow darked suddenly. “老子还等着靠她来发素材……”一个长相十分猥琐的男人正对着楼上拍摄,他的镜头突然变黑了。 Puts aside the cell phone, he sees Han Fei to stand before oneself, covered his cell phone camera with the hand: „Is sick?” 移开手机,他看见韩非站在自己身前,用手捂住了他的手机摄像头:“有病？” „You want to look at the person to jump from an upper story, how don't jump?” The Han Fei sound is very tranquil, but made that dreadful male hit to tremble. “你这么想看人跳楼,怎么不自己上去跳？”韩非的声音十分平静,但却让那猥琐男打了个寒颤。 He also wanted to say several, but by his companion catching. 他本来还想要多说几句,可是被他的同伴给拽住了。 The two estimate is to feel Han Fei is not very affable, finally scolded one low voice, took the cell phone to fall back on outside the crowd. 那两人估计是感觉韩非很不好惹,最后小声骂了一句,拿着手机退到了人群外面。 After remembering that person of face, Han Fei across the crowd, enters during the construction. 记住了那人的脸之后,韩非穿过人群,进入建筑当中。 The elevator was taken by the police, Han Fei walks the secret channel, crawls the attic. 电梯被警方占用,韩非就走安全通道,一口气爬到顶楼。 „Hey! Do you do! Now cannot pass!” A young policeman blocked Han Fei, Han Fei has not rushed hardly, explained the situation of colored glaze cat carefully. “喂！你是干什么的！现在不能过去！”一位年轻警察将韩非拦了下来,韩非也没有硬闯,仔细说明琉璃猫的情况。 When he exchanges with that young policeman, the aged policemen ran from rooftop: „Do you also do here? Informed the girl family member?” 在他和那名年轻警察交流的时候,有一名上了岁数的警察从天台跑了下来:“你还愣在这里干什么？通知女孩家属了吗？” „She is an orphan, adopted her grandma also to pass away a while ago, I estimated that she should unable to bear such attack, therefore made the most extreme choice.” The young police a little are also uncomfortable: „She does not have the family member.” “她是孤儿,领养她的老奶奶前段时间也去世了,我估计她应该是承受不住这样的打击,所以才做出了最极端的选择。”年轻警察也有点难受:“她已经没有家人了。” „She does not have the family member, we are her family member, the present is she saddest, the mood most collapses time, must first think that means make her calm down.” That aged policeman looks toward the rooftop edge, a policewoman is trying and colored glaze cat communication. “她没有家人,那我们就是她的家人,现在是她最难过,情绪最崩溃的时候,要先想个办法让她冷静下来。”那名上了岁数的警察朝天台边缘看去,一名女警正在试着和琉璃猫沟通。 „There wind is big, you first sit down slowly, are we chatted slowly good.” “那里风大,你先慢慢坐下,我们慢慢聊一聊好不好。” No matter the policewoman said anything, the colored glaze cat had not replied, her vision has looked at the street opposite welfare home. 不管女警说什么,琉璃猫都没有回答,她的目光一直看着马路对面的福利院。 Stands in the tall building, happen to can see the scene in welfare home tall wall, so many years passed by, have the abandoned child as before live in inside. 站在高楼上,正好能看见福利院高墙内的场景,这么多年过去了,依旧有被遗弃的孩子住在里面。 They more or less have some flaw, some are spiritually, some are on the bodies. 他们或多或少都存在某种缺陷,有的是精神上的,有的是身体上的。 „Felt that she seems like waiting for some time.” Han Fei thinks a matter, he holds nearby that policeman: „You checked the colored glaze cat paternal grandmother's death time, in morning? Present range her paternal grandmother's death time also how long?” “感觉她好像是在等待某个时间。”韩非想到了一件事,他抓住旁边那位警察:“你们查一下琉璃猫奶奶的死亡时间,是不是就在早上？现在距离她奶奶的死亡时间还有多久？” The young police want to reject, but that aged policeman heard the Han Fei sound, he somewhat surprised turning head: „Han Fei? I had not recognized a moment ago, how can you here?” 年轻警察本想拒绝,但那名上了岁数的警察听见了韩非声音,他有些惊讶的扭过头:“韩非？刚才我还没认出来,你怎么会在这里？” „Do you know me?” A Han Fei at heart loosen: „Also right, my size is an actor, was recognized to be very normal.” “你认识我？”韩非心里一松:“也对,我大小算是个演员,被认出来很正常。” „I do not watch the movie.” The senior police say: „Before issued a warrant for arrest the butterfly time, above has sent your picture, said that the butterfly might begin to you very much, making us assure your security.” “我不看电影的。”老警察开口说道:“之前通缉蝴蝶的时候,上面发过你的照片,说蝴蝶很有可能对你动手,让我们保证你的安全。” „I also really must thank you lead.” Han Fei arrived by that senior policeman: „Before this girl me, has seen, she lived in childhood in side that orphanage.” “那我还真要谢谢你们领导了。”韩非走到了那名老警察旁边:“这个女孩我之前见过,她小时候就生活在旁边那家孤儿院里。” „Have you seen?” The senior police are somewhat surprised, he felt where has the Han Fei form. “你见过？”老警察有些惊讶,他感觉哪里都有韩非的身影。 „Concrete process first did not chat, this girl was not the simple mood collapses, she now to living has been having no chance, ordinary that persuasion estimate use was not big, she turned a deaf ear radically.” Han Fei looked at a table: „You first check the time that her family member died, I suspected that she possibly is wants, when that time leaves.” “具体过程先不聊,这女孩不是简简单单的情绪崩溃,她现在对活着已经没有任何希望,普通的那种劝说估计用处不大,她根本听不进去的。”韩非看了一眼表:“你们先查下她家人死亡的时间,我怀疑她可能是想要等到那个时间离开。” „Found, the old woman was morning 10 0.3 14 died of illness in the hospital.” “找到了,老太太是早上十点三十四分在医院病逝的。” „The present is 10.2 14, ten minutes.” Han Fei looks to nearby police: „Can make me pass with her speaks several words.” “现在是十点二十四,还有十分钟的时间。”韩非看向旁边的警察:“能不能让我过去跟她说几句话。” „This is not absolutely good, without the person of experience persuaded committing suicide do not jump from an upper story, might accelerate them to make the impulsive choice.” The police on the scene reject Han Fei immediately, they must be responsible for everyone, cannot bet casually. “这个绝对不行,没有经验的人去劝说轻生者不要跳楼,很可能会加速他们做出冲动的选择。”在场的警察立刻拒绝了韩非,他们要为每一个人负责,不能随便去赌。 Han Fei truly behaves righteously frequently, the person is also very intelligent, what persuasion committing suicide need is the rich experience and specialized knowledge and extremely strong empathy. 韩非确实经常见义勇为,人也很聪明,但劝说轻生者需要的是丰富的经验、专业的知识和极强的同理心。 The fire fighters take place in seven buildings, but between seven buildings and attics are distanced too far, they do not dare to begin casually. 消防员在七楼就位,但七楼和顶楼之间相距太远,他们不敢随便动手。 In rooftop, a man and a woman two policemen approach slowly, but when the distance colored glaze cat is five meters, they are not then able to approach again, because the body of colored glaze cat has started the leans forward, will fall momentarily falls. 天台上,一男一女两名警察慢慢靠近,但在距离琉璃猫还是五米时,他们便无法再靠近,因为琉璃猫的身体已经开始前倾,随时会摔落。 Time one minute/share one second passed, rescues to reach the impass, when the distance 10.3 14 also missed for three minutes, Han Fei rushed to rooftop suddenly. 时间一分一秒流逝,救援陷入了僵局,在距离十点三十四还差三分钟的时候,韩非突然冲上了天台。 He wants to save others, but does that also takes very big risk! 他想要救人,但这么做也冒着非常大的风险！ If when he spoke, the colored glaze cat falls the building, his acting career may end, before tearing and biting his entertainment company definitely to portray the murderer him, the inexhaustible sailors threw filthy water to him, keeping him forever from proving own pureness, because he truly spoke. 如果在他说话的时候,琉璃猫坠下大楼,那他的演员生涯可能会就此结束,以前撕咬过他的娱乐公司肯定会把他塑造成杀人凶手,无穷尽的水军给他泼脏水,让他永远无法证明自己的清白,因为他确实说话了。 Because opens the mouth to pay very big price, therefore the increasing number of people were used to it silent. 正因为开口会付出很大的代价,所以越来越多的人习惯了沉默。 But in this moment, Han Fei can choose silent, he actually initiative arrived in rooftop. 而在这一刻,韩非本可以选择沉默,他却主动的走到了天台上。 „I know where adopts your old person! I have seen her! I can also lead you to see her!” The Han Fei sound resounds in rooftop Center, he said other few words: „Your singing sound is of pleasant to hear, in this world has certainly many people and I have the same idea.” “我知道收养你的老人在哪里！我见过她！我也可以带你去见她！”韩非的声音在天台中心响起,紧接着他说出了另外一句话:“你的歌声非常好听,这世界上一定有很多人和我有一样的想法。” After Han Fei said these words, had no colored glaze cat turning of slowly response to be excessive to the outside world. 在韩非说出这句话后,对外界没有任何反应的琉璃猫慢慢的扭过了头。 The Han Fei final those words, he uses the soul talent the colored glaze cat sends out in -depth world the time, said to the colored glaze cat. 韩非的最后那句话,正是他使用回魂天赋将琉璃猫送出深层世界的时候,对琉璃猫说的。