„Your father in wind chimes?” “你的父亲在风铃里面吗？” Han Fei and many anomalies have had to do, compared with communicates with the normal person, he excels with the unusual person communication, he even one wraps own judgment system, according to the abnormal degree of opposite party will make the different counter measures. 韩非和很多怪胎打过交道,比起跟正常人交流,他更擅长和非正常的人沟通,他甚至有一套自己的评判体系,会根据对方的变态程度做出不同的应对措施。 „He scattered oneself bone ash in the wind, so long as the wind chimes resounded, his soul will start to exchange with me.” “他把自己的骨灰撒在了风中,只要风铃响起,他的灵魂就会开始和我交流。” The skin pale man looks at the wind chimes, he seemed like thinks on the immature cheeks that anything, that and age some did not tally emerged one to regret. 皮肤苍白的男人看着风铃,他似乎是想到了什么东西,那张和年龄有些不相符的稚嫩脸颊上涌现出了一丝惋惜。 „Do you look love your foster father very much?” “你看起来很爱你的养父？” „Yes, I, so long as has the time to return to here.” “是的,我只要有时间就会回到这里。” „Why can you also sell to Yongsheng Pharmaceuticals his brain?” Han Fei is not can chat, the main reason is, he does not want to beat around the bush to lose the time. “那你为什么还要把他的大脑卖给永生制药？”韩非不是很会和人聊天,最主要的原因在于,他不想拐弯抹角耽误时间。 The head of man rotates slowly, he looked to Han Fei: „Who are you?” 男人的脑袋慢慢转动,他看向了韩非:“你是谁？” „I called Han Fei, played your father in «Suspense Writer of fiction».” Han Fei looked toward all around, on the definite opposite party has not carried the cutting tool, after the surroundings do not have the dangerous goods, walked: „Your father is I have seen the most complex person, his innermost feelings look like the vast expanse of water, when I estimate his mood and story each time, felt oneself as if must be towed to entrain in the middle of the deep sea.” “我叫韩非,在《悬疑小说家》中饰演你的父亲。”韩非朝四周看了看,确定对方身上没有携带刀具,周围也没有危险物品后才走了过去:“你父亲是我见过最复杂的人,他的内心就像是一片汪洋,每次我揣摩他的情绪和故事时,都感觉自己仿佛要被拖拽进深海当中。” „No one can act him.” Man very affirmative saying. “没有人能够扮演他。”男人很肯定的说道。 „Right? Our nine actor each people act his personality, isn't able to return to original state him?” “是吗？我们九个演员每人扮演一个他的人格,都无法将他还原出来吗？” „Your nine put together, at most can deceive the person who suddenly does not know the circumstances of the matter, wants to return to original state real he, you also by far insufficient.” The man vision took a fresh look to the wind chimes: „That is not the disparity that the performing skill can make up, without experiencing will never have understood.” “你们九个加在一起,最多也只能糊弄一下不知情的人,想要还原出真实的他,你们还远远不够。”男人目光重新看向了风铃:“那不是演技可以弥补的差距,没有经历过永远都不会懂。” „Experience? What has experienced?” Han Fei is very curious to each few words that the man spoke, this somewhat nervous man was the Han Fei understanding spider most important breach. “经历？经历过什么？”韩非对男人说的每一句话都很好奇,这个有些神经质的男人是韩非了解蜘蛛最重要的突破口。 „I respect my father very much, he also loves me very much, but sometimes, he also once wanted to kill me personally.” On the face that the men and ages are not completely in line with showed a smile: „Sounds is very absurd? But the reality is this.” “我很尊重我的父亲,他也很爱我,但有的时候,他也曾想要亲手杀死我。”男人和年龄完全不相符的脸上露出了一个笑容:“听起来是不是很荒谬？可现实就是这样。” The words of man made Han Fei remember itself in that adoption file that the deep layer world found, in the file the unnecessary writing were many, had to kill, die the extremely dazzling handwriting. 男人的话让韩非想起了自己在深层世界找到的那份领养档案,档案上多余的文字非常多,其中就有杀、死等极为刺眼的字迹。 „I have proficiently seen his slaughters the domestic animal with the blade, seeing him has struck down him with ease is sturdier than many young people, I also see him to hug hairpin to close in the cabinet sob, I also see him to take the knife and fountain pen am staring at my nape of the neck in the midnight.” “我见过他熟练的用刀宰杀牲畜,见过他轻松击倒比他壮实很多的年轻人,我也见过他抱着头把自己关在柜子里哭泣,我还见过他拿着刀子和钢笔在半夜凝视着我的脖颈。” „I realized that for the first time he wants to kill me, is when I have not formed what concept to the death, I am unable to understand why he must do.” “我第一次意识到他想要杀我,是在我对死亡都还没有形成什么概念的时候,我根本无法理解他为什么要那么去做。” „I do not blame him, he wants to kill me, but ultimately protects my person as before is he.” “不过我并不怪他,他想要杀我,但最终保护我的人依旧是他。” „Father has many personalities, wants to kill my should be only someone standard, most of the time he is normal.” “父亲拥有多个人格,想要杀我的应该只是其中某一个人格,大多数时候他都是正常的。” The men as if were saying others' story, with the spider lives together the feeling does not feel better, but has not listened from the words of man to the complaint of spider, in his spoken language instead has one to fondly remember. 男人仿佛在说着别人的故事,和蜘蛛生活在一起的感觉并不好受,但从男人的话语中并没有听出对蜘蛛的抱怨,他的言语中反而带着一丝怀念。 „Your father wants to kill you, don't you actually blame him?” Han Fei wants to completely understand at present the innermost feelings of this man. “你的父亲想要杀你,你却不怪他？”韩非想要看透眼前这个男人的内心。 „In your eyes, my father is a writer who contracts the schizophrenia, you feel his story very mysterious legend. But in my eyes, he is the world's most pitiful person, cannot love for a lifetime, lives for a lifetime in the self-doubt and self- betrayal.” The men look at the wind chimes silently, seemed thinking aloud: „You will not understand.” “在你们眼中,我父亲是一个患有精神分裂的作家,你们觉得他的故事非常神秘传奇。可在我眼中,他是世界上最可怜的人,一辈子不能去爱,一辈子活在自我怀疑和自我背叛当中。”男人默默的看着风铃,仿佛是在自言自语:“你们不会理解的。” „Can chat him with me? I have read his all books, wants to know that very much true he is what appearance.” Han Fei sat by the man. “能跟我聊一聊他吗？我看过了他的所有书籍,很想要知道真正的他是什么样子。”韩非坐在了男人旁边。 Looks at the wind chimes, the man is opening the mouth again: „My father had told me, his whole life makes a bravest decision adopts me.” 望着风铃,男人再次开口:“我的父亲曾经告诉过我,他这辈子做出最勇敢的一个决定就是收养我。” „Since the sickness sends, he closed/pass himself in a completely close world thoroughly, he rejected and exchange, was worried oneself lost control, was worried that other personalities will injure to the intimate person.” “自从病发之后,他就彻底把自己关在了一个完全封闭的世界当中,他拒绝和外界交流,担心自己失控,担心其他人格会伤害到亲近的人。” „His has been living, I do not know he why in life finally frequently changes, perhaps he does not want to submit to the destiny, he must at last prove a matter with oneself life, no matter suffers anything, he as before is he, even if the destiny is unable to vacillate his slightest.” “他就这样一直生活着,我不知道他为什么会在生命的最后时刻改变,也许他是不想向命运屈服,他要用自己生命中最后的一段时间来证明一件事不管遭受任何事情,他依旧是他,哪怕命运也无法动摇他分毫。” The men referred to heart: „I had not been killed by him, I fill with feel grateful to him, I am fondly remembering him as before, from this point, he has won. He has won the arrangement of destiny, won had wanted to kill my personality, won that only had seemed like that can control all invisible hands.” 男人指了指的心脏:“我没有被他杀死,我对他满怀感恩,我依旧在怀念着他,从这一点来说,他已经赢了。他赢过了命运的安排,赢过了想要杀死我的人格,赢过了那只看似可以操控一切的无形之手。” „Destiny? Invisible hand?” Through the words of man, in the Han Fei heart presented a speculation slowly. “命运？无形的手？”通过男人的话语,韩非心中慢慢出现了一个猜测。 The spider and butterfly final battlefield are this adopted orphan, the butterfly are unable to rout the spider directly, therefore wish lets the child who the spider kills the adoption personally, making the heart of spider present the fissure! 蜘蛛和蝴蝶最后的战场就是这个被收养的孤儿,蝴蝶在正面无法击溃蜘蛛,所以想要让蜘蛛亲手杀死领养的孩子,让蜘蛛的心出现裂痕！ Adopts in the file the handwriting of that dead characters and spider is the same, but the draft manuscript of written condition and spider is completely different, from one side explained that perhaps at that time the spider was at the out of control the condition, what thing also or has to control him? 领养档案里那一个个死字和蜘蛛的笔迹相同,但书写状态与蜘蛛的手稿完全不一样,从侧面说明那个时候蜘蛛或许正处于失控的状态,又或者是有什么东西在操控他？ „What did your father have to you have said? Have you heard the butterfly two characters in his mouth?” “你的父亲还有没有对你说过什么？你在他嘴里听到过蝴蝶两个字吗？” „Butterfly?” “蝴蝶？” The wind of out of the window sounded the wind chimes suddenly, in that slightly somewhat strange wind chimes sound, the man closed the eye, the pale face somewhat seems to be painful. 窗外的风忽然吹响了风铃,在那略有些诡异的风铃声中,男人闭上了眼睛,苍白的脸似乎有些痛苦。 Loose black clothes as if one mourning garment set on the body, he had not replied that the Han Fei issue, throat read the strange syllable, then set out directly, seemed like the preparation to leave. 宽松的黑衣服仿佛一件丧服套在身上,他没有回答韩非的问题,喉咙里念出古怪的音节,然后直接起身,似乎是准备离开。 „Can't that two characters raise in this building? Told you honestly, I actually also stared by the butterfly, I and your father were the same, now wants to kill the butterfly.” Han Fei blocked that man: „I do not have other choices, that thing had crawled from the nightmare deep place, it is leaving me to be getting more and more near, before dozens minutes I have also seen it.” “那两个字不能在这栋楼里提起吗？坦白告诉你,我其实也被蝴蝶盯上了,我和你父亲一样,现在都想要杀死蝴蝶。”韩非拦住了那个男人:“我没有其他的选择,那个东西已经从噩梦深处爬了出来,它正离我越来越近,就在几十分钟前我还看到过它。” The men were far away from Han Fei subconsciously, later he shakes the head: „Is impossible, besides my father, no one can live is seeing it, no one is capable of making it appear.” 男人下意识的远离了韩非,随后他又摇了摇头:“不可能,除了我父亲之外,没有谁能活着看到它,也没有谁有能力让它出现。” „I do not know how the matter developed this step, most started me to make a movie, the result did not assist the police to crack the ten years ago human bodies to put together the design carefully, uncovered the tail of butterfly ; Afterward I also in the school discussed that in strangely the case became enemies with it, broke off its piece of wing, said to you.” Han Fei is staring at the face of man, in his eye came from the terrifying in -depth world to emerge unscrupulously: „Your father and butterfly fought were so long, made no distinction between victory and defeat as before. But I and my companion, have won butterfly one time.” “我也不知道事情怎么就发展到了这一步,最开始我只是为了拍戏,结果不小心协助警方破获了十年前的人体拼图案,揪出了蝴蝶的尾巴;再后来我又在学校怪谈案中跟它结下了梁子,折断了它的一片羽翼,这么给你说吧。”韩非盯着男人的脸,他眼中来自深层世界的恐怖肆无忌惮涌现出来:“你父亲和蝴蝶斗了那么久,依旧是不分胜负。而我和我的同伴,赢过蝴蝶一次。” Han Fei said that these words, before oneself are mad the field, is completely different, that bloody feeling heads on, under his gentle semblance seems hiding a malicious ghost who escapes from the hell. 韩非在说这些话的时候,自身气场和之前完全不同,那血淋淋的感觉扑面而来,他文质彬彬的外表下仿佛隐藏着一个从地狱深层逃出的恶鬼。 He gives the spider the feeling of adopted son not to seem like the actor, is more like one when the butcher who the midnight and daybreak can present alternately. 他给蜘蛛养子的感觉根本不像是演员,更像是一个在午夜和黎明交替时才会出现的屠夫。 The face of man became paler, he pondered was very long, finally stopped the footsteps. 那男人的脸变得更加苍白了,他思考了很久,终于停下了脚步。 „You, since can see it, explained you to refusing stubbornly far. I do not know how should help you, father anything has not told me, he had said to me in the final time of life......” the man pale face of looks at Han Fei: „He said that I am the butterfly, he has not won the butterfly because of me, he has not lost to the butterfly also because of me. I do not understand until now perhaps his these words the meaning, has puzzled his thing once to run in my brain. He wants to massacre that thing, must massacre me, but massacres me, he will lose.” “你既然能看见它,说明你离死不远了。我也不知道该如何帮你,父亲什么都没有告诉我,他只是在生命的最后时刻对我说过……”男人惨白的脸看着韩非:“他说我就是蝴蝶,他没有赢过蝴蝶是因为我,他没有输给蝴蝶也是因为我。我直到现在都不明白他这句话的含义,或许一直困扰他的那个东西曾跑进过我的脑子。他想杀掉那个东西,就要杀掉我,而杀掉我,他就会输。” Han Fei takes down each few words that the man spoke, when the spider meets the butterfly, this man is a child, he is the board game piece of butterfly, is the battlefield of spider. 韩非记下了男人说的每一句话,在蜘蛛遇到蝴蝶的时候,这男人还是个孩子,他是蝴蝶的棋子,也是蜘蛛的战场。 Although the men do not know that slaughtering frigidity, however his words can actually take to Han Fei certain inspiration. 男人虽然不知道那场厮杀的惨烈,但是他的话语却能带给韩非一定的启发。 „Butterfly most understood what uses is the human nature, I must avoid similar situation appearing.” “蝴蝶最懂得利用的是人性,我要避免类似的情况出现。” The dogfight from consciousness deep place, preys to the reality, matter that the spider encountered initially, now is like Han Fei. 从意识深处的缠斗,到现实里搏杀,蜘蛛当初遭遇的事情,就跟韩非现在一样。 In in -depth world butterfly of Han Fei downstairs by the death that was at the dead incantation, in the middle of the reality that shadow that was similar is also approaching slowly. 深层世界里韩非被蝴蝶所在的死楼下了死咒,现实当中那个类似与人的影子也正在慢慢逼近。 Butterfly few this whole-heartedly, most people are not worth the butterfly so aiming , for more than ten years should also only then the spider, Han Fei and yellow Ying have this treatment. 蝴蝶很少这样全力以赴,大多数人都不值得蝴蝶如此针对,十几年来应该也只有蜘蛛、韩非和黄赢有这个待遇。 „It seems like I somewhat misunderstood you, but I did not think clearly, why can you sell to Yongsheng Pharmaceuticals the brain of spider?” Before Han Fei, had never heard such transaction, the brain is the human body most mystical place, is hiding in a person life the complete secret. “看来我有些误会你了,不过我还是想不明白,你为什么要把蜘蛛的大脑卖给永生制药？”韩非以前从未听说过这样的交易,大脑是人体最神秘的地方,藏着一个人一生中全部的秘密。 „Father is I have seen the most intelligent person, arrives intelligently even the brain pathological change, can still with other personality coexistence, be able as before as before like the normal person. However he himself was also clear that oneself brain is unusual, he knows that I am unable to preserve his brain, therefore before went to Yongsheng Pharmaceuticals at the point of death.” The men are looking at the wind chimes as before: „All are the decisions of father, I was help him complete the final wish.” “父亲是我见过最聪明的人,聪明到即使大脑病变,也依旧能够和其他的人格共处,依旧能像正常人一样。不过他自己也清楚自己的大脑与众不同,他知道我无法保住他的大脑,所以在临死之前去了一趟永生制药。”男人依旧在看着风铃:“一切都是父亲的决定,我不过是帮他完成了最后的心愿。” Passes through from Han Fei, man when leaving room, probably thought aloud general saying: „Hopes that you can go on living, I remember that the father has also spoken a few words to me, that thing does not have the weakness, but you are the fear, it will become more terrifying.” 从韩非身边走过,男人在离开房间时,好像自言自语一般的说道:“希望你能活下去,我记得父亲还对我说过一句话,那个东西没有弱点,不过你越是害怕,它就会变得越恐怖。” The words of man made Han Fei think gold/metal health/life once to his prompt, in the dead building was the fear, the survival probability is smaller. 男人的话语让韩非想到了金生曾给他的提示,在死楼里越是害怕,存活几率就越小。 „Relax, I am brave.” Han Fei beckons with the hand: „You must live well, right, I have not known how should call you?” “放心,我胆子很大。”韩非摆了摆手:“你也要好好活下去,对了,我还不知道该如何称呼你？” „I called me the crime, is name that the father gave me to give, he has not let me with his surname, he is worried to transmit oneself misfortune to me.” “我叫吾罪,是父亲给我起的名字,他没有让我跟他的姓,他担心会把自己的厄运传递给我。” Shoves open the door, that skin pale man disappeared in the corridor. 推开房门,那个皮肤苍白的男人消失在了楼道里。