New day, after Yang Guo gets out of bed, has been looking for the matter to do to oneself. Sweeps the floor and drags, does laundry and dries in the sun the clothes, washes dishes and cleans the table, reorganizes the desk and reorganization bunk, he was an entire moon/month of health of toss about has even done several one entire week. 新的一天,杨果起床之后,一直在给自己找事情做。扫地、拖地,洗衣服、晾衣服,洗碗、擦桌子,整理书桌、整理床铺,他把一整个星期甚至是一整个月的卫生都翻来覆去地搞了几遍。 But how to toss about itself , being hard draw feels relieved the fearful restless mood. 但无论怎样折腾自己,也难以平息心中惶惶不安的情绪。 Today perhaps Lu Yunran to oneself a trial, perhaps will not give. Some Yang Guo anticipations ended such waiting earlier, but somewhat hopes that places on trial will never arrive. Such complex and contradictory mood like this is suffering him to noon, until an arrival of text message. 今天或许陆云冉就会给自己一个审判,或许也不会给。杨果有些期待早点结束这样的等待,但又有些希望审判永远都不会到来。这样复杂又矛盾的心情就这样折磨着他一直到中午,直到一条短信的到来。 Yang Guo is reading in the mind at that time restlessly, usually the memory of photographic memory because now the spirit is not very centralized becomes must to look that 34 abilities remembered. 杨果当时正在心神不安地看着书,平时过目不忘的记忆力现在因为精神不够集中而变得要看34遍才能记住。 „Din-dong!” The cell phone received text message. Yang Guo throws down the book, hurries to take up cell phone, always in the calm his hand slips has almost not grasped. Locks the screen contact surface demonstration truly is Lu Yunran text message. The Yang Guo right hand thumb shiver cuts screen. “叮咚！”手机接到了一条短信。杨果丢下书,慌忙拿起手机,一向沉稳的他手上一打滑差一点没有拿住。锁屏界面显示确实是陆云冉的短信。杨果右手拇指颤抖地划开屏幕。 „Yang Guo, sorry, I cannot achieve to accept you to have a child's fact. I can only drop, I do not want to compel you to make the choice in me with the children, cannot force happily. I also hope after you, can find to contain your woman, wish you all the happiness. Do not telephone, do not look for me, you see this text message time, I left, I must return to belong to my city, must seek completely belongs to my happiness.” “杨果,对不起,我真的做不到接受你有一个孩子的事实。我只能放手,我不想逼你在我跟孩子中间做选择,幸福是强迫不来的。我也希望你以后能够找到包容你的女人,祝你幸福。不要打电话,也不要来找我,你看到这条短信的时候,我已经离开了,我要回到属于我的城市,也要寻找完完全全属于我的幸福。” Read this text message, Yang Guo seems hearing Lu Yunran near own ear in a low voice twittering, the sound somewhat shivered, but in the expression was passing renouncing. She walked, walked really! 读着这条短信,杨果仿佛听到陆云冉在自己耳边低声呢喃,声音有些颤抖,但语气里透着决绝。她走了,真的走了！ Looks at this text message, Yang Guo thinks one will cry, but does not have. He now instead becomes very calm, since over the two days has never had calmness! 看完这条短信,杨果以为自己会哭,但是没有。他现在反而变得非常冷静,这两天以来从来没有过的冷静！ Returns to dial, Yang Guo heard the prompt sound of close-down, does not leave ground. 回拨回去,杨果听到了关机的提示音,不留一点余地了。 Actually, the result has been doomed from the beginning! Not? Yang Guo asked itself. 其实,结局一开始就已经注定了！不是吗？杨果反问自己。 Decides to foster starting from Qiqi that moment since Yang Guo, he and love between Lu Yunran personally had been buried the grave by him. Yang Guo wry smile, but have been harboring the lucky psychology, hopes that can have a favorable turn, but this is only own delusion. 自从杨果决定抚养琪琪的那一刻开始,他跟陆云冉之间的爱情就已经被他亲手埋进了坟墓。杨果苦笑,只是自己一直抱着侥幸的心理,希望能够有一线转机,但这都只是自己的妄想。 „Like this finished?” Yang Guo murmured talks to oneself, shook the head, looked to the south side, said gently that „I truly could not give the happiness that you wanted, no matter what, you must, be well happier than me, otherwise I could not forgive me.” “就这样结束了吗？”杨果囔囔自语,摇了摇头,向南边望去,轻轻说道,“我确实给不了你要的幸福,不管怎样,你一定要好好的,比我更幸福,不然我原谅不了我自己。” Does not know that at this moment leaves for the train of southern China, inside sat one to look at out of the window, the girl of silent bursting into tears water? Once the tight post in the same place two forms, this, along with the train and north-south world that railroad howling to go, did not have each other trail. 不知道,此刻开往南国的列车,里面是否坐了一个望着窗外,无声流着泪水的女孩？曾经紧紧贴在一起的两个身影,就这样,随着呼啸而去的列车、纵贯天下的铁路,没有了彼此的踪迹。 Yang Guo has sent text message to Song Zhiwen: „The labor brokenhearted bird, comes at once to accompany oppressively!” Then puts aside the cell phone, studies wholeheartedly, spirit tranquil investment, making the person suck the tongue. 杨果给宋志文发了条短信:“劳资失恋鸟,速来陪虐！”然后丢开手机,全心全意地读书,精神之平静之投入,令人咂舌。 In the afternoon, Song Zhiwen came, came the time his large package small bandage many things. Yang Guo said with a smile: „You must the family|home, when moves in my family?” 下午,宋志文就过来了,来的时候他大包小包带了好多东西。杨果笑道:“你这是要把家当都搬来我家吗？” „Is some clothes also has the toilet articles,” Song Zhiwen puts down with the duffel bag the computer package, is sweating profusely said that „the two days temporarily lived in your here. What kind of? The buddies are really kind, accompanies you to come out of the brokenhearted sad shadow.” “都是一些衣服还有洗漱用品,”宋志文将电脑包跟行李袋搁下,满头大汗地说道,“这两天就暂时住你这里了。怎样？哥们够意思吧,陪你走出失恋伤心的阴影。” „Naturally really kind,” Yang Guo teased he saying that „, if you have made the dinner conveniently, that was really kinder!” “当然够意思,”杨果打趣他说道,“如果你顺手把晚饭做了,那就更够意思了！” „I go, you know that my ten fingers do not moisten spring the water,” Song Zhiwen exaggeration sad Haodao. “我去,你知道俺十指不沾阳春水的,”宋志文夸张地悲嚎道。 „It is not right!” Song Zhiwen transferred two around Yang Guo, the doubts said that „your this not like brokenhearted!” “不对！”宋志文绕着杨果转了两圈,疑惑地说道,“你这样子可不像失恋啊！” „It is not this, should be what kind of?” “不是这样,应该是怎样？” Song Zhiwen gesticulates on oneself was saying: „brokenhearted is not the hair is chaotic, the eye a little swells, the expression is depressed, the clothes knot has not buckled right, a pants foot high foot is low.” 宋志文在自己身上比划着说道:“失恋不都是头发乱糟糟,眼睛有点肿,表情沮丧,衣服扣子没扣对,裤子一只脚高一只脚低的。” Yang Guo ridicules saying: „Your that is a beggar.” 杨果笑骂道:“你那是乞丐。” „That like you, does not put on neatly, can smile to jump, this is brokenhearted! I thought that I look like brokenhearted compared with you.” Song Zhiwen puts out a towel to wipe away sweat to say. “那也不像你啊,穿着整整齐齐的,能笑能跳,这是失恋嘛！我觉得我都比你像失恋。”宋志文拿出一条毛巾擦着汗说道。 „That is because I look quite open, does not think cry is the same with little girl.” Yang Guo said with a smile. “那是因为我看得比较开,不想自己哭哭啼啼的跟个小姑娘一样。”杨果微笑道。 „, You are at variance with the average man, this so, anything has not always said that” Song Zhiwen sits down on the sofa, „said that although I already expected.” “得,你异于常人,这一向如此,没啥好说的,”宋志文一屁股在沙发上坐下,“说一下吧,虽然我早就预料到了。” „Yesterday I brought Qiqi to make the paternity test, came back Little Ran in the entrance.” Yang Guo said that the matter that he will have said yesterday simply. “昨天我带琪琪去做亲子鉴定,回来小冉就在门口了。”杨果说道,他将昨天发生的事情简单讲了一遍。 „Then at noon today she sent strip to bid good-bye text message, has not finally said to my a few words that did not have the means to recall.” Yang Guo said indifferently. “然后今天中午她发了条分手短信,到最后我连一句话都没说上,是没办法挽回的了。”杨果淡然地说道。 Song Zhiwen shakes the head saying: „Now thought that cannot locate, hurried to divide also well, avoid delayed others little girl.” 宋志文摇头说道:“现在觉得处不下去,赶紧分了也好,省得耽误了人家小姑娘。” The Yang Guo nod said: „I also think that therefore does not want to recall again, I truly do not have the means to give Little Ran to want, grasps again closely, both are not good to two people, making her seek for her happiness.” 杨果点头说道:“我也是这么想的,所以不想再去挽回了,我确实没办法给到小冉想要的,再抓得紧紧的,对两个人都不好,让她去寻找她的幸福吧。” Yang Guo said such a few words time, in heart pained, his expression light as always, could not look at the change of innermost feelings. 杨果说出这样一句话时候,心中还是隐隐作痛,不过他的表情一如既往的平淡,看不出来内心的变化。 Song Zhiwen has been five years of good buddy with him, where was not clear, comforts him saying: „Ok, in the past on the past.” 宋志文跟他做了五年好哥们,哪里不明白,安慰他说:“算了,过去就过去了。” „Un, I understand that a little cannot put down.” The Yang Guo sound is a little low. “嗯,我明白,就是有点放不下。”杨果声音有点低。 „Cannot put down to explain that you is a good man! However again difficult, you must put.” Song Zhiwen said that „, but, Old Guo, was not I says you, you are tied down by care of one's family now, later wants to gang up with girl a little to be troublesome again.” “放不下说明你还是个好男人！不过就算再难,你还是得放。”宋志文说道,“不过,老果,不是我说你啊,你现在拖家带口的,以后想再勾搭妹纸就有点麻烦了。” „After later matter, said again that now does not have the mood to think this matter.” Yang Guo was talked around by him making not to know whether to laugh or cry, but also temporarily walked from the brokenhearted mood. “以后的事情以后再说,现在没有心情想这事。”杨果被他东扯西扯给弄得哭笑不得,但也是从失恋的心情中暂时走了出来。 He holds up the head saying: „Does not have girl without girl, I was bound by a common destiny with my family Qiqi!” 他昂着头说道:“没有妹纸就没有妹纸,我跟我家琪琪相依为命好了！” In the evening has made two dishes simply, after finishing eating the food, Yang Guo forms the battle formation with Song Zhiwen, started the oppressive person! 晚上简单弄了两个菜,吃完饭后,杨果跟宋志文摆好阵势,开始虐人了！ Enters the game, the map satellite base, at the same time eight people. Song Zhiwen called: „Rush B.” Yang Guo cannot give a thought to any tactic, trades M4A1 that he has used to be familiar with quite, shouts the companion to clash B points in the channel. 进入游戏,地图卫星基地,一边八人。宋志文嗷嗷叫到:“RushB。”杨果也顾不上什么战术,换了他用得比较习惯的M4A1,也在频道里呼喊同伴冲B点。 The competition starts, Yang Guo flushed with Song Zhiwen. They walk the B channel directly, bypasses the first pillar, before seeing defender, person who top. „Hits their one to be caught off guard!” Song Zhiwen said. 比赛开始,杨果跟宋志文率先冲了出去。他们直接走B通道,绕过第一根柱子,就看到了保卫者前顶的人。“打他们一个措手不及！”宋志文叫到。 His AK assumed an awe-inspiring pose, explodes a second to fall the first enemy. Yang Guo M4A1 was also unwilling to fall behind to spout the angry flame, under short distance, although was not the drivehead, but an ammunition clip in the past, the enemy had thrown down a corpse. They hurry to flinch, but Yang Guo is unforgiving, threw flash, then overruns. Suddenly in front of B points in the hail of bullets, Yang Guo saw that highly explosive flies to him, actually passed over gently and swiftly from his head, falls on him, he clashes was really too quick! 他的AK率先发威,爆头秒掉了第一个敌人。杨果M4A1也不甘落后喷出了愤怒的火焰,近距离之下,虽然不是打头,但一梭子过去,敌人又丢下了一具尸体。他们慌忙退缩回去,可杨果不依不饶,丢了一个闪光,接着冲过去。一时间B点前面枪林弹雨中,杨果看到一个高爆冲他飞来,却只是从他脑袋上面掠过,落在了他的身后,他冲的实在是太快了！ Was dodged white while the enemy, Yang Guo has killed -and-a-half enemies again, then by the following enemy encircling. Reason that here said one -and-a-half, because was also hit half by Yang Guo remnantly, then makes behind Yang Guo the teammate lose highly explosive exploding flew. 趁着敌人被闪白,杨果再干掉了一个半敌人,然后就被后续的敌人给围剿了。这里之所以说一个半,因为还有一个被杨果打得半残,然后就让杨果后面队友丢过来的高爆给炸飞了。 Song Zhiwen follows, AK very accurate exploding B point last head of enemy. 宋志文紧随其后,AK很精准的爆掉了B点最后一个敌人的脑袋。 With Yang Guo with the Song Zhiwen splendid display, this quick by neat taking! 凭着杨果跟宋志文出色的发挥,这一盘很快就被干净利落的拿下！ Second, Yang Guo also then clashes with Song Zhiwen. B road enemies threw many high capacity bombs to prevent rush, finally Yang Guo to B points, their this time has not changed the middle of the mill. 第二盘,杨果跟宋志文还接着冲。B路敌人丢了好多高爆炸弹防止rush,结果杨果没有冲B点,他们这次换了中路。 Yang Guo copes with the A successive with Song Zhiwen one, copes with the B successive, under the cross fire, the enemy of middle of the mill is the casualty is also serious. Although they were quick by the defender reinforcements are ganged up to surround and beaten up, but Song Zhiwen has killed three, Yang Guo has killed one. 杨果跟宋志文一个对付A连,一个对付B连,交叉火力之下,中路的敌人又是死伤惨重。虽然他们还是很快被保卫者的援军围殴了,但是宋志文杀了三个,杨果杀了一个。 The Yang Guo teammate study was clever, this time is following close on them, received many numbers of people in behind. This time under has not wrapped, defender was annihilated. 杨果的队友学乖了,这次紧跟着他们俩,在后面收了不少人头。这一次没有下包,保卫者就被歼灭了。 To four, the opposite party a little could not shoulder continually, complained in the Duke frequency that „why big god came our oppressive dish”, while the interior had the internal strife, complained mutually that said the teammate has not suppressed, the relaxedness was given to break through by others. 连冲四盘,对方有点扛不住了,一边在公频上抱怨,“大神干嘛来我们这里虐菜”,一边自己内部又起了内讧,相互埋怨,说队友没有压住,轻轻松松就被别人给突破了。 Under the internal strife, the defense of defender disintegrates, Yang Guo is similar to with Song Zhiwen the deicide shatters to pieces the opposite party generally. 内讧之下,保卫者的防守更是土崩瓦解,杨果跟宋志文如同杀神一般将对方打得落花流水。 A game ended, Yang Guo felt that in innermost feelings the despondent air/Qi vented much, whole person relaxed many. He smiles with Song Zhiwen, said: „Hit them anything not to feel, we went to a Shanghai district conference to meet these big gods!” 一局结束,杨果感觉内心中抑郁之气发泄了不少,整个人轻松了好多。他跟宋志文嘿嘿一笑,说道:“打他们已经没什么感觉了,咱们去魔都一区会会那些大神吧！” Song Zhiwen said with a smile: „You are the boss!( You are Boss you decide)” 宋志文笑道:“Youaretheboss！（你是老大你说了算）” Draws back, has changed a Shanghai area. A Shanghai area is in this game the practicing acquiring a skill room of occupation big god, before the going to college time, Yang Guo has played with Song Zhiwen, in three games must be able to run into the professional. By their then strengths, even if runs into the professional team two and three players does not hit, was too difficult to win, therefore they have mingled among a Guangzhou area.( Plot need, is incompatible with reality, dear readers are not puzzled.) 退出来,换了魔都一区。魔都一区是这个游戏中职业大神的练手房,以前上大学时候,杨果跟宋志文来玩过,三局之内必能遇到职业选手。以他们当时的实力,就算是遇到职业队的二、三线选手都打不过,着实是太难取胜了,所以他们一直混迹在羊城一区。（剧情需要,与现实不符,诸位看官莫要纠结。） After entering a Shanghai area, first game of Yang Guo they won very much with ease. Naturally is not because professional changed the water, but was in this game the opposite party truly does not have the quite fierce person, Yang Guo besides Yang Guo with Song Zhiwen, two marksmanship was quite good, therefore has solved the opposite party with hands down. 进入魔都一区后,第一局杨果他们很轻松就赢了。当然并不是因为职业选手变水了,而是这一局里对方确实没有比较厉害的人,杨果这边除了杨果跟宋志文,还有两个枪法比较不错的,所以不费吹灰之力地解决了对方。 However from this game, an overall strength of Shanghai area truly compared with on Guangzhou one area high one section, the new military recruits who at least cannot see the comparison pit teammate. 但是从这一局来看,魔都一区的总体实力确实比羊城一区高上一截,起码看不到比较坑队友的菜鸟。 Second game of Yang Guo they do not have battering of brain, finally these time has come under the serious attack. After the opposite party was flushed one time, started to play the coordination, highly explosive, flash, Yang Guo flushed, anything could not see that was suppressed. 第二局杨果他们还是无脑的横冲直撞,结果这一次遭到了沉重打击。对方被冲了一次之后,开始打起了配合,高爆、闪光,杨果一冲出去,什么都看不到就被剿了。 The opposite party has two people strongest, plays the sniper's rifle to call KG Flame, plays M4A1 to call NC Iced Water, looked that ID knows two people know. They slightly coordinate to hit well, have the tactical quality very much very much. Yang Guo here several times have gotten down package, to hit little dumped tray by them. In their team frequency some people sighed: „Opposite two professional teams, this has not resulted in hits!” 对方有两个人最强,一个玩狙击枪叫KG火焰,一个玩M4A1叫NC冰水,一看ID就知道两个人认识的。他们两人小配合打得很好,很有战术素养。杨果这边好几次下了包,以多打少都被他们两个人翻盘了。他们队频里有人叹道:“对面两个职业队的,这盘没得打了！” Under despondency, quick, Yang Guo except for most started to win one game, behind was shaved bald. 士气低落之下,很快,杨果这边除了最开始赢下了一局,后面被剃了一个光头。 Yang Guo has not dreaded, he instead has one's interest in an old hobby revived upon seeing somebody else doing. After this game of conclusion, he noticed that the opposite two professionals have not left the room, he then stops by calling Song Zhiwen, they stand in that two professional opposite sides, the waiting next game of start. 杨果没有畏惧,他反而是见猎心喜。这一局结束之后,他看到对面两个职业选手并没有离开房间,他便喊住宋志文,他们两个就站在那两个职业选手对边,等待下一局的开始。