„squish, squish”, a Yang Guo watermark turns back proficiently. “吧唧,吧唧”,杨果一步一个水印地走回到家。 Closes, his look emptily, depends on the door to coast weak, the rain water on clothes delimits together the water mark in the gate. 关上门,他眼神空洞,无力地依着房门滑下,衣服上的雨水在门上划出一道水痕。 Had already guessed correctly Lu Yunran will be angry very much, but Yang Guo has not thought of her staunchly so. 早就猜到了陆云冉会很生气,但杨果没有想到她会如此的刚烈。 Yang Guo remembers before , online has seen a few words: „A man biggest failure, was makes his woman learn strongly.” Yang Guo once with the Lu Yunran solemn pledge of eternal love, pledged that does not let her facing the thunder, but now, Lu Yunran does not return breaks in the thunderstorm rain, is not willing to stay in his side for one second, is this he biggest failure? 杨果记得以前在网上看到过的一句话:“一个男人最大的失败,就是让他的女人学会了坚强。”杨果曾经与陆云冉海誓山盟,发誓再也不让她一个人面对电闪雷鸣,而现在,陆云冉头也不回地冲入雷暴雨中,不愿在他的身边多呆一秒,这算不算是他最大的失败呢？ Pulls out the cell phone from the pants pocket, screen can also lighten, it seems like that the waterproof character of apple. Yang Guo pressed that familiar 11 digit, in the microphone has transmitted ringtone of operator. 从裤兜里掏出手机,屏幕还能点亮,看来苹果的防水性还是可以的。杨果按了那熟悉的11个数字,话筒里传来运营商的铃声。 „Makes the call...... in the Yang Guo heart to meditate quickly”. “快听电话啊……”杨果心中默念着。 „Drop...... Sorry, isn't the call that you able to put through......” to press temporarily? “滴……对不起,您拨打的电话暂时无法接通……”按掉了？ Dials again. 再拨。 „Sorry, call that you are unable to put through temporarily......” “对不起,您拨打的电话暂时无法接通……” Dials again. 再拨。 The call that „you closed down ....” “您拨打的电话已关机….” Closed down! Yang Guo listens to the information that in the telephone the Chinese and English repeatedly are broadcasting the Lu Yunran cell phone close down, the hand to be incapable of dangling wooden gradually. 关机了！杨果木然地听着电话里中英文重复播放着陆云冉的手机已经关机的信息,手渐渐无力垂下。 Was? The Yang Guo head is similar to mess one group, does not have confusion. He is holding the head, bends down in the knees, like this dull sits. The water that in the hair, clothes, body drips down gathered gradually a small water hole. 到底是怎么了呢？杨果脑袋如同乱麻一团,从没有过的混乱。他抱着头,伏在双膝之间,就这样呆呆地坐着。头发上、衣服上、身体上滴下来的水渐渐聚成了一个小水坑。 Also has not known how long, a weeping sound spread to the ear of Yang Guo. Yang Guo the state of mind had not abandoned at this time, but the Qiqi weeping sound made his one's wits gather. 也不知道过了多久,一阵哭声传入了杨果的耳朵。杨果这时候已经神魂不舍了,而琪琪的哭声却让他的三魂七魄重新聚拢了回来。 Vacant, Yang Guo has stood. Perhaps was Qu Tuitai long, he stood up to arrive at the time to feel the lower part hemp. Staggers along is entering the bedroom, will make a tearful scene Qiqi to hug, Yang Guo detected own whole body is wet. He goes into the restroom hastily, does not know that soaked the suspenders of how much rain water to pull with the clothes, took a clean towel to dry the whole body, has changed the dry and clear clothes, returned to the bedroom. 茫然了一阵,杨果站了起来。也许是曲腿太久了罢,他站起来到时候感觉到下半身都麻了。跌跌撞撞着走进卧室,正要将哭闹中的琪琪抱了起来,杨果才发觉自己全身湿漉漉的。他连忙跑到厕所里,将不知道浸了多少雨水的背带跟衣服扯了下来,拿了一条干净的毛巾擦干全身,换了干爽的衣服,才回到了卧室。 At this time Qiqi had cried loudly for several minutes, in Yang Guo heart ashamed, held Qiqi to roar. Returns to the arms of father, feels the heartbeat that the father is familiar with, the Qiqi weeping sound has ceased gradually, Yang Guo kissed on the Qiqi tender face not to have the dry tear stains, somewhat loves dearly said: „Qiqi, you said that the father is a bastard? Today both gives to annoy to cry two girls.” 这时候琪琪已经嚎哭了好几分钟了,杨果心中惭愧,抱起琪琪哄了起来。回到爸爸的怀抱,感受着爸爸熟悉的心跳,琪琪的哭声渐渐停息了,杨果吻了一吻琪琪嫩嫩的脸上还没有干的泪痕,有些心疼地说道:“琪琪,你说爸爸是不是很混蛋啊？今天把两个女孩子都给惹哭了。” Qiqi moved, Yang Guo thought that some were not right, a heat flow as if to his body. 琪琪动了一下,杨果觉得有些不对,一股热流似乎趟到了他的身上。 „Awful!” Yang Guo thinks that comes back from the hospital, has not given Qiqi to exchange the new diaper with enough time! Formerly because that paper diaper Qiqi in the hospital was suddenly corpulent, then made Yang Guo tidying up to throw in the trash can, but he is thinking in returned to come home to give Qiqi to trade again, finally had a moment ago such matter, gave to forget! “糟糕！”杨果想起来,从医院回来,还没来得及给琪琪换上新尿布！先前那条纸尿布因为在医院的时候琪琪突然便便了,然后让杨果给收拾扔到了垃圾桶里,而他想着回来家里再给琪琪换来着,结果出了刚才那么一遭事,就给忘了！ Yang Guo does not know whether to laugh or cry, his left hand index finger has cancelled the small nose of Qiqi gently, said to her: „Qiqi, the father thousand against ten thousand guard, finally made you urinate on the father has soaked the urine!” 杨果哭笑不得,他左手食指轻轻勾了勾琪琪的小鼻子,对她说:“琪琪啊,爸爸千防万防,最终还是让你在爸爸身上尿了一泡尿！” Since the nurse with hospital has studied to look after Qiqi, Yang Guo has paid attention to give her to replace the diaper very much, but incurs. However said that does not make baby urine has drenched the father not calculate qualified father, Yang Guo was also completes now became a qualified father's milestone -type duty! 自从跟医院里的护士学习照顾来琪琪以来,杨果一直很注意给她更换尿布,可是还是中招了。不过都说不让宝宝尿淋过的爸爸不算合格的爸爸,杨果现在也算是完成了成为合格爸爸的一项里程碑式的任务呢！ New clothes that just changed by the rice shoot, after Qiqi has solved the software problem, the whole person becomes very joyful, was held by the father in the bosom, danced with joy, does not have the mouth of long tooth to twist the mouth sidewise. 只是刚换上来的新衣服就遭了秧,琪琪解决了个人问题后,整个人变得很快乐,被爸爸托在怀里,手舞足蹈,没长牙的嘴巴都咧开了。 „Does not have the tooth! Qiqi is ugly!” Yang Guo appraises, has cancelled her small nose, stirred up Qiqi to wrinkle the nose, she also lifted the hand, could not reach father's chin. “没有牙齿！琪琪丑丑！”杨果鉴定完毕,又勾了勾她的小鼻子,惹得琪琪都把鼻子皱了起来,她也抬起手来,却怎么也够不着爸爸的下巴。 By Qiqi such one noisy, the Yang Guo mood has relaxed a point slightly. He took care has been changing clothes, then prepared the hot water to take a bath to Qiqi. 被琪琪这么一闹,杨果心情稍微缓和了一点。他张罗着重新换了衣服,然后准备了热水给琪琪洗澡。 Although the spirit is a little unsatisfactory, but for Qiqi, Yang Guo hit fully 12 spirit, has completed each detail carefully, poured has not appeared not careful made the temperature too high situation likely the hot water. 虽然精神有点不佳,但为了琪琪,杨果还是打足了12分精神,细心地做好了每一个细节,倒也没有出现像不小心把热水弄得温度太高的情况。 After serving Qiqi to take a bath and drink milk, sleeps, Yang Guo to oneself has also tidied up. 服务完琪琪洗澡、喝奶、睡觉后,杨果也给自己收拾了一番。 Did laundry comes out from the restroom, Yang Guo looked at a outside day, the rain stood still, but weather also gloomy, the curtain of night arrived in this city. 洗完衣服从厕所里出来,杨果看了一眼外面的天,雨已经停歇了,但天色也暗淡了下来,夜幕已经在这座城市降临。 Opens the cell phone, Yang Guo again the Lu Yunran call, was the close-down condition, the heart of Yang Guo is also painful. He has compiled text message, back and forth revised many, finally only remaining short two lines of characters: „Returned to the Buddha city? Eats a jinger soup, do not catch cold. Sorry.” 翻开手机,杨果再拨打陆云冉的电话,还是关机状态,杨果的心又痛了起来。他编写了一条短信,来来回回修改了好多回,最后只剩下短短的两行字:“回到佛城了吗？喝点姜汤,别感冒了。对不起。” Throws down the cell phone, Yang Guo deeply inspired, has not made the tears class come out. Said that „man real man, bleeds does not burst into tears”, since for serveral days Yang Guo for Qiqi for the girlfriend, the tears that has shed goes to the junior middle school to add compared with him also many. 丢下手机,杨果深深吸了一口气,没让眼泪流出来。都说“男子汉大丈夫,流血不流泪”的,这些天杨果为了琪琪为了女朋友,流过的泪水比他上初中以来加起来的还多。 However, another proverb has not said like this? „Son has the tears non- light shell, but has not arrived at the sad place.” The Yang Guo tears are in flood, because is afraid, was worried to associate four years of girlfriend to leave in light of this, this Duan Ganqing was too for him precious is too serious! 不过,还有另一句老话不是这样说的吗？“男儿有泪不轻弹,只是未到伤心处。”杨果的泪水泛滥,只是因为真的害怕,担心交往了四年的女朋友就此离开,这一段感情对他来说太珍贵太沉重了！ At this time, Yang Guo heard the bellow that in the abdomen heard, detected suddenly that a oneself day has not eaten the thing! 这时候,杨果听到腹中传来的轰鸣声,恍然发觉,自己一天没吃东西了！ However at this time, he did not have mood to prepare food, but has cooked small pot surface with the green vegetables, ate up with the soy sauce simply. The mood is awful, eats anything to think like chewing wax, Yang Guo compelled to swallow, used temporarily as appeases hunger. 不过这时候,他也没有心情做饭了,只是用青菜煮了一小锅面,和着酱油简单吃下。心情糟糕,吃什么都觉得味如嚼蜡,杨果强逼着自己咽了下去,权当充饥了。 After finishing eating washed the dish, Yang Guo takes up the cell phone, looked at one, saw disappointedly did not have the information to reply, he has hit again, was still the ice-cold close-down sound. 吃完洗完碗后,杨果又拿起手机,看了一眼,失望地看到没有信息回复,他再打了过去,依然是冰冷的关机声音。 Mood low Yang Guo takes up the book, actually the discovery full brain is today's Lu Yunran tearful eyes fuzzy face appearance decidedly, a character cannot look. 心情低落的杨果拿起书,却发现满脑子都是今天陆云冉泪眼模糊一脸决然的模样,一个字也看不进去。 Closes the eye, is Lu Yunran crashes in the rain curtain, vanished gradually back, all these open eyes to close one's eyes so are lifelike, Yang Guo nowhere evades, nowhere vented, can only repeatedly her call, then put down repeatedly disappointedly. 闭上眼睛,又是陆云冉冲进雨帘,渐渐消失了的背影,这一切睁眼闭眼之间都那么栩栩如生,杨果无处逃避,也无处发泄,只能一遍又一遍地拨打着她的电话,然后一遍又一遍失望地放下。 Yang Guo is staying for one hour, cell phone has also hit for one hour, finally, the cell phone did not have the electricity, the screen was thoroughly black. 杨果呆坐着一个小时,手机也打了一个小时,终于,手机也没电了,屏幕彻底黑了。 „Oh......” Yang Guo long sighed, crawls to insert the battery charger. “唉……”杨果长长叹了一口气,爬起来插上充电器。 Since moodily, might as well practice boxing, Yang Guo deeply inspired, has stood firm in the living room spacious place, meditates the heart law. 既然心烦气躁,不如练拳好了,杨果深深吸了一口气,在客厅空旷的地方站定了,默念心法。 „Tai Chi Practitioner, is limitless and fresh, the opportunity of sound, mother of Yin-Yang. Moving divides, static gathers......” “太极者,无极而生,动静之机,阴阳之母也。动之则分,静之则合……” In the heart floated off a Yin-Yang fish symbol, one cloudy one positive, Yang Yuyan is cloudy, the cloudy fish eye is positive, the circulation, moves in endless cycles slowly. The Yang Guo state of mind also as if or stroked to the absorption by the Yin-Yang fish symbol along. 心中浮起了一个阴阳鱼符,一阴一阳,阳鱼眼阴,阴鱼眼阳,缓缓流转,循环不息。杨果的心绪也似乎被着阴阳鱼符给吸收或者捋顺了许多。 In the heart is meditating the heart law, the bracing cold in the meridians along with the direction revolution of thought. 心中默念着心法,气劲在经脉中随着意念的指引运转。 „Moves!” Under the Yang Guo intention, the right hand from bottom to top, the strength is slowly perfectly round, including does not spit, holds potential changes invariable, momentarily can spin to turn the fist, or refers , when either other styles, move, the shoulders sink, the both arms are similar to the circular arc, bends the leg and loose waist, slow implied the strength. “掤！”杨果心念之下,右手缓缓由下往上,劲力浑圆,含而不吐,掌势似变不变,随时可以旋扭成拳,或指,或其他招式,掤到之时,双肩下沉,双臂如同圆弧,弓腿、松腰,动作缓慢却暗含力道。 Spirit centralized, Yang Guo immersed in the fists and feet temporarily. 精神集中之下,杨果暂时沉浸在了拳脚之中。 His the speed of this practicing boxing does not have the time to be so slow in the morning, although some forehead also beads of sweat, but is insufficient the top of the head steam to be steaming as a whole, the whole body soaks. 他这次练拳的速度没有清早时候那么缓慢,虽然额头也有些汗珠,但总体上不至于头顶蒸汽腾腾,浑身湿透。 Perhaps one has not rested all day well, after Yang Guo fires off 13 types, is feels the whole body to be worn out, is much more tired. 或许一整天没有休息好,杨果打完13式之后,也是感觉浑身疲软,累得够呛。 He has dried the perspiration on forehead, takes up the cell phone, telephone another beautiful woman still disappears without a trace. The Yang Guo look is dim, if perhaps does not have Qiqi to need him to look, he went into outside bar to be stewed to the gills! Even if the spirit is unable to irrigate to stifle the conscience the elegant mood, but can, when is most painful passes out, chaos, does not need to be stranded for the sentiment again is also extremely good! 他擦干了额头上的汗,拿起手机,电话另一头的佳人依然杳如黄鹤。杨果神色黯淡,或许要是没有琪琪需要他照顾,他就已经跑到外面的酒吧大醉一场了吧！纵然酒精无法浇灭心中郁郁的情绪,但能让人在最痛苦的时候失去知觉,混混沌沌之下,不需要再为情所困也是极好的啊！ Yang Guo does not know one made a connection with telephone to Lu Yunran to say anything. He is impossible to say gives up Qiqi we returning the words of original condition such scoundrel. But except for saying this, what but also there is able to make Lu Yunran forgive own? Yang Guo cannot think of being satisfactory to both sides solution. 杨果不知道自己打通了电话能够跟陆云冉说一些什么。他是不可能说出放弃琪琪我们重新回到原来的状态这样混账的话。可是除了说这个,还有什么能够让陆云冉原谅自己的呢？杨果真的想不到一个两全的解决的办法。 Again deletes the deletion to change, text message to finally only remaining two words: „Good night, sorry.” 再一次删删改改,短信到最后只剩下了两句话:“晚安,对不起。” Yang Guo cannot withstand exhausted of body, heavy has rested. 杨果顶不住身体的疲惫,沉沉地睡了过去。 The Guangzhou rain has rested, but the rain of Buddha city still lightly keeps doing. 羊城的雨歇了,而佛城的雨依然淅淅沥沥下个不停。 In a town center apartment, Lu Yunran wears the night clothes, closes right up against the wall, sits by the landing window, the eye is glowing red. 市中心一栋公寓里,陆云冉穿着睡衣,靠着墙,坐在落地窗户旁,眼睛红彤彤的。 In the afternoon the time, the bludger stiffly has harvested many strange looks her, returned to Buddha city own room distressedly, then one has not eaten food Lu Yunran to sit the present before the window all day. 下午时候,一路混混僵僵收获了许多奇怪眼神的她,狼狈地回到了佛城自己的房间,然后一整天没有吃过一口饭的陆云冉就在窗前坐到了现在。 By was hit has spent the window by the rain water, is looking at gradually brilliantly illuminated outside, although changed the wet clothes, although the room is very warm, Lu Yunran thought that this she has struggled one year of city well cold quite strange, has studied four years of city like that her, actually could not find the place that oneself can belong to very much. 透过被雨水打花了的窗户,望着渐渐灯火通明的外面,虽然已经换下了湿漉漉的衣服,虽然房间很暖和,陆云冉却觉得,这座她奋斗了一年的城市好寒冷好陌生,就像那座她学习和生活了四年的城市一样,很大却找不到自己能够归属的地方。 She does not turn on the cell phone, she does not know that said anything to Yang Guo, but remembers Yang Guo to be good to love dearly. In her mind full at first that several years, Yang Guo buys the birthday present for her, accompanies her to press the street, is jealous for her, these silly dull appearances. But now, did Yang Guo probably become well strange? She as to hold that stupid adorable Yang Guo in memory, that he had shouted she „paternal aunt”, she has shouted him „son” Yang Guo, although at present, near at hand, but cannot catch, fluttered all of a sudden. 她不开手机,她也不知道跟杨果说一些什么,只是想起杨果就好心疼。她脑海里满满的都是最初那几年,杨果给她买生日礼物,陪她压马路,为她吃醋,那些傻傻呆呆的模样。但现在,杨果怎么就好像变得好陌生了呢？她似乎想抓住记忆里的那个笨的可爱的杨果,曾经那个他喊过她“姑姑”、她喊过他“过儿”的杨果,虽然就在眼前,近在咫尺,但是就是抓不到,一下子又飘走了。 Lu Yunran understands that Yang Guo has not changed many, is only, among them the distance, because of a girl, a baby, all of a sudden gets better remote. Two people the hand that goes all out to extend forward, could not bump into! 陆云冉明白,杨果没有变很多,只是,他们之间的距离,因为一个女孩,一个婴儿,一下子变得好遥远。两个人拼命向前伸的手,怎么也碰不到了啊！ She turned on the cell phone, saw many have not met the electricity, saw Yang Guo is passing struggling two text message, has not replied. Turned on the music player, the Milk Tea Liu Ruoyin sincere limpid singing sound fluttered from the cell phone back loudspeaker. 她打开了手机,看到了好多未接来电,也看到了杨果透着挣扎的两条短信,没有回复。开启音乐播放器,奶茶刘若音的真挚清澈的歌声从手机背后的喇叭里飘了出来。 „ If I return, the position of good friend. “如果我退回到,好朋友的位置。 You also no longer need, awkwardly becomes this. 你也就不再需要,为难成这样子。 Likes loving you very much very much, therefore wants, giving up lets you. 很爱很爱你,所以愿意,舍得让你。 Flies toward more happy places...... ” 往更多幸福的地方飞去……” The Lu Yunran tears pour into once more, feels as if a knife were piercing heart, but ideological actually unprecedented clear. 陆云冉的泪水再次倾注而下,心如刀割,但思想却前所未有的清晰。 „ On Earth two people, can not meet easily. “地球上两个人,能相遇不容易。 Cannot make your sweetheart, I still felt grateful. 做不成你的情人,我仍感激。 Likes loving you very much very much, therefore wants, does not hobble you. 很爱很爱你,所以愿意,不牵绊你。 Flies toward more happy places...... ” 往更多幸福的地方飞去……” The singing sound was distant, depends on the window beautiful woman mind also as if to flutter far...... 歌声邈邈,依着窗的佳人心神也似乎飘远了……