Chapter 838 your name 第838章你的名字 A night does not have the words, the time winds through peacefully. 一夜无话,时光安安静静地流过。 The weak dawn passing over gently and swiftly window, Sun Lang opened his eye, inclined the head and listened attentively, in the mansion the not to have noisy sounds of people, many people started busily from the midnight, after all was the wedding. 微弱的晨曦掠过窗户,孙朗睁开丫眼睛,侧耳倾听,府中冇嘈杂的人声,很多人从半夜就开始忙碌,毕竞是大婚。 For various reasons limits, the tedious form of wedding must conform to simplicity, as can be appreciated, Min knows this wedding for the discerning people, be only two significances, first attempts to expel the evil influences and makes to the old mother her feel at ease, the bamboo bed mat two are to establish Marshal Jia Ying the Jianghu position of that summer state dragon's head. 由于各种各样的原因所限,婚礼的繁琐形式都要从简,可以理解,闵为明眼人都知道这次婚礼只有两个意义,第一是给老太君冲冲喜、让她心安一些,笫二就是确立贾瑛大元帅那夏州龙头的江湖地位。 Sun Lang looked at one to hang the happy clothing/taking on clothes rack, he in wants to exchange now. 孙朗看了一眼挂在衣架上的喜服,他在想要不要现在就换上。 He does not understand the repertoire of Empire marriage very much, naturally the marriage on Earth also + understands, after all without experience, in pyramid structure that but according to the objective law of things develop, forms in the human civilization, a position higher social class, the so-called over-detailed formalities and well-mannered trifling thing are more, this is 他不是很懂帝国婚俗的套路,当然地球上的婚俗也+太懂,毕竟没有经验,但依照事物发展的客观规律来看,在人类文明进程中所形成的金字塔结构里,位置越高的阶级,所谓的繁文缛节与规矩屁事就越多,这是 Noble they with the heaviness that the mean fart people differentiate 将高贵的他们与低微的屁民所区分出来的重 Must symbolize. 要标志。 Therefore, Rong Guofu this summer state famous prominent family rich and powerful family, the pattern and ceremony of marriage definitely are the ultra ultra troubles, to can all be gou tired troublesome to become the entire Rong Guofu's person, to can make his bridegroom be busy from the morning to the night troublesome, at least, in the early morning, he must be called to hold what ceremony. 因此,荣国府这种夏州有名的望族豪门,结婚的花样和仪式肯定是超多超麻烦的,麻烦到能把整个荣国府的人全都累成狗,麻烦到能让他这个新郎官从早晨忙到夜晚,至少,天刚放亮,他就要被叫出去举行什么仪式吧。 But not, in room quiet, in courtyard also quiet. 但并没有,屋子里静悄悄的,院子里也静悄悄的。 Sun Lang leaning the leaning head, the look was calm and tranquil, he remembers the words how late Jia Sidao spoke. 孙朗偏了偏脑袋,神色从容而平静,他想起了咋晚贾似道说的话。 But no matter. 但无所谓。 Such as he said that regardless has anything, he accepts. 就像他所说的那样,无论发生什么,他都接受。 If the matter developed that situation, no matter, these days being together and behavior were meaningful, this was the Jia final fate of he. 如果事情发展到了那个地步的话,也无所谓,这几天的相处和行为都是有意义的,这是他与贾家最后的缘分。 Therefore he closed the eye, calmly is waiting. 于是他闭上了眼睛,静静地等待着。 Does not have the waiting is too long, opens the eye to be clear before Sun Lang that the bed sits respectfully, he looked to the door, the gate is shoved open slowly, the frost sent such as the old woman of silver to walk softly, 没有等待太久,在床前正襟危坐的孙朗睁开了眼晴,他看向了房门,门被慢慢推开,霜发如银的老太太轻手轻脚地走了进来, Sun Lang sets out to welcome, on the face reveals the warmest smile: „Paternal grandmother, how you came.” 孙朗起身相迎,脸上流露出最温暖的笑容:“奶奶,你怎么来了。” On old woman's face is sparkling the affection gentle color, she is looking at the present person, like taking a look at the most beloved grandson, her You he is born, day-by-day grows up, sees him to make a name for oneself, sees him to get married and begin a career, the society happiest matter is this. 老太太的脸上闪耀着慈爱的温柔之色,她望着眼前的人,就像在打量自己最心爱的孙儿,她宥着他呱呱坠地,一天天长大,看到他功成名就,看到他成家立业,人世间最美好的事情莫过于此。 The old mother extends the rough hand, is touching the cheeks of Sun Lang, said in a soft voice: „My child grows up.” 老太君伸出粗糙的手,抚摸着孙朗的脸颊,轻声道:“我的孩子长大啦。” Sun Lang is smiling as always, but in the heart exudes the mighty waves, he will not suspect that Jia Sidao deceives him, but at this moment, he looks at that to pass the unlimited gratified and joyful smile at present, actually also doubts old mother whether had really known the truth...... does not know what she knows is which edition of truth. 孙朗一如既往地笑着,但心中泛起波澜,他不会怀疑贾似道骗他,但此时此刻,他望着眼前那透着无限欣慰与喜悦的笑脸,却也不由疑惑老太君是否真的已经得知真相……也不知道她所知晓的是哪一版的真相。 The old woman looked to the happy clothing/taking on rack, the look was somewhat blurred, said in a low voice: „Dress fit?” 老太太望向了架子上的喜服,眼神有些迷离,低声道:“衣服合身吗？” The Sun Lang nod said: „Last night has tried, is very good-fitting: gt ;” 孙朗点头道:“昨晚试过了,很合身:gt;” „That is good, that is good......” old mother to say in a low voice, „this is three years ago, I give you to sew personally, you said that went to war to play to get married, I-[ | | | is reading that day every night, now you really come back, grew up, to clothes that you sew actually also good-fitting, very good, very good......” “那就好,那就好……”老太君低声道,“这是三年前,我亲手给你缝的,你说打完仗就耍回来成亲,我-[丨丨丨夜夜念着那一天,如今你真的回来了,也长大了,给你缝制的衣服却也合身,很好,很好……” Sun Lang smiles: „Now exchanges?” 孙朗笑了笑:“现在就换上吗？” „It is not anxious, is not anxious, the time is long.” The old woman said gently, „comes, goes a place with me.” “不急,不急,时间还长。”老太太轻轻道,“来,跟我去一个地方。” Sun Lang is startled slightly, said: „Good.” 孙朗微微一怔,说道:“好。” Where goes to ’ facing anything, I accompanies today. 无论是去哪里’无论是面对什么,今天我都奉陪到底。 The grandfather and grandson leave the courtyard, in the mansion the fine dust across road that does not dye, after the mansion walks, on the road various places are decorated with lanterns and colored streamers, person on face jubilant, has not set off the firecrackers, does not have pleasantly 祖孙二人离开院子,穿过府内纤尘不染的路,向着府后走去,路上各处张灯结彩,人人脸上喜气洋洋,还没放鞭炮,喜乐也没 Plays, is a peaceful happiness, they saw the old mothers and few masters, lowers the head to evade to stop. 有奏响,是一种安静的高兴,他们见了老太君与少主人,纷纷低头避止。 Then 2-3 days, Rong Guofu's people have no true feelings to this originally D after the valuable two masters who dying for two years actually jump for joy now, scary scene that but thundered situated in that night thunder and lightning, everyone about its felt the awe. 这才2-3天的时间,荣国府的人们对这位原本d经死了两年如今却活蹦乱跳的宝二爷还没有什么实感,不过介于那天晚上雷电轰鸣的骇人景象,所有人都对其感到敬畏。 After all, a powerful head of household looks like the wolf: |: Same, can bring the ethnic group to go forward, several years ago, draws the resurgence of Jia by one's effort. 毕竟,一个强有力的家主就像是狼:丨:一样,可以带着族群前进,就像几年前一样,以一己之力拉动贾家的中兴。 Sure enough, they arrived at the ancestral temple in Rong Guofu 果不其然,他们来到了荣国府中的祠堂 Zero 〇 The martyrs hero's souls of Jia sink the dormancy in this, memorial tablets are engraving the meritorious service and sacrifice, War of Heavenly Origin captured the lives of countless person, hero who the innocent common people died in battle generously, Rong Guofu's whole families heroic deed will be only the miniature of this war...... the war will not bring the happiness. 贾家的先烈英魂们都沉眠于此,一座座牌位镌刻着功勋与牺牲,天元战争夺取了无数人的性命,无论是无辜的百姓还是慨然战死的英雄,荣国府的满门英烈只是这场战争的一个缩影……战争是不会带来幸福的。 The Sun Lang following old mother comes, steps into this ancestral temple as Rong Guofu few master, his mood is different, is looking at that strange and familiar name, this is another one 孙朗跟着老太君进来,以荣国府少主人的身份踏进这座祠堂,他的心情有所不同,望着那一个个陌生而熟悉的名字,这是另一 Life that individual experiences. 个人所经历的人生。 The familiar father and elder brothers turned into the icy spirit tablet, the fresh flower the brocade lintel rapid bud were falling, in the family/home was only left over an adult male, the elderly and infirm even covets the brace to build up strongly in the indifference and idle talk of people. 熟悉的父兄变成了冷冰冰的灵位,鲜花着锦般的门楣迅速屮落,家中只剩下一个男丁,老弱妇孺在人们的冷眼、闲话甚至觎中坚强地撑起家进。 In this case, the last t boy wants certainly to make anything, but he was regarded the canary to protect and protect carefully, Rong Guofu cannot lose him...... 在这种情况下,最后一t男孩儿一定想做点什么,但他被当成金丝雀小心保护和呵护着,荣国府绝不能失去他…… But he left, the pure sense of responsibility, young and impetuous of not knowing the immensity of heaven and earth, wants to change one's blood bubbles up to the brim of family destiny, inciting that in addition harbors ulterior motives, he stepped an unknown road. 可他还是离开了,单纯的责任感,不知天高地厚的年轻气盛,想要改变家族命运的热血沸腾,再加上别有用心的挑唆,他踏上了一条未知的路。 Therefore, the destiny rotates, the world turns over, Jia Ying is in control of the destiny the eve dead an untimely death, another individual life therefore changes, was saved by the world of Heavenly Demon aggression finally, but some people paid not the unimaginable heavy price, the destiny played with twice, hopes that was destroyed twice, is almost hard to reduce and solve holds to read. 于是,命运轮转,天地翻转,贾瑛在把握住命运的前夕横死,另个人的人生因此而改变,被天魔侵略的世界最后被拯救,可有人付出了无法想象的沉重代价,命运被两度玩弄,希望被两度摧毁,是几乎难以化解的执念。 Sun Lang and old mother stand shoulder to shoulder, are looking at the present sign 孙朗与老太君并肩而立,望着眼前的牌 The position, outside transmitted the happy talks and laughters indistinctly, in the ancestral temple was actually winding around cold intent of being able to melt, in the gate out, two world 位,外面隐约传来了欢声笑语,祠堂之中却缭绕着化不开的冷意,门内门外,两个世界 The false thing, eventually is false C 虚假的东西,终究是虚假的c If after dying has mystical powers, the ancestors in Jia Residence in the smog winds around the world that took a look at them to live in indifferently, they will find sign goods to replace a Rong Guofu final man eventually, will soon search to take the entire family's future in the hand, will this time they, make what feelings? 若是死后有灵,贾府的先人们在烟雾缭绕中冷漠地打量着他们生前所居住的世界,那他们会瞧见一个牌货终究是取代了荣国府一支最后的男人,即将把整个家族的未来搜取在手中,这时的他们,到底会作何感想? But is old person, what thinking at heart? 而身边的老人,心里又在想什么呢？ Sun Lang jiong recalls Jia Sidao had spoken the words again. 孙朗再度冋忆起了贾似道所说过的话。 To be honest, he does not feel the accident/surprise. 老实说,他一点都不觉得意外。 Because to the present, he believes very much difficultly anyone, has encountered the world's most brutal betrayal, he learns to size up this world with the ice-cold eyes, no longer readily believes, is no longer naive, he believes that the human nature was wicked, believes the person because all kinds of reasons will handle the seemingly stupid matter. 因为到了现在,他很难去相信什么人了,已经遭遇了世界上最残酷的背叛,他学会用冰冷的双眼去打量这个世界,不再轻信,不再天真,他相信人性本恶,相信人会因为各种各样的缘由去做看起来愚蠢的事情。 If the old woman has learned about the truth, regardless of makes anything, is very normal. 老太太如果已经知悉真相,那无论做出什么事情,都是很正常的。 Because her grandson has died. 因为她的孙儿早已经死了。 Some people replaced his position, disguises as him, seizes his name, seizes his family property, will enjoy complacently belongs to his all...... the family member is very angry. 有人取代了他的位置,假扮成他,夺走他的名字,夺走他的家业,得意洋洋地享受着属于他的一切……亲人也会很愤怒吧。 This closes what wisdom and rationality especially, involved the kinship and bloodlines, all issues were doomed are the perception impulse, let alone, the old mother anything does not have. 这尤关什么智慧和理性,牵扯到了亲情与血脉,一切的问题注定是感性而冲动的,更何况,老太君已经什么都没有了。 Lost the husband, lost the son, lost the grandson, the fond dream has been disillusioned eight years ago, she cannot protect the good final descendant, she discarded all, even/including the husband and son entrusted to her family could not defend, because she date and time not many, after she has died, Rong Guofu of creakying will welcome the destiny that is unable to forecast, but Rong Guofu bloodlines, will completely cut off...... 失去了丈夫,失去了儿子,也失去了孙儿,美梦在八年前已经破灭,她没能守护好最后的后代,她丢掉了一切,连丈夫与儿子托付给她的家族也守不住了,因为她已经时日无多,她死之后,摇摇欲坠的荣国府就会迎来无法预测的命运,而荣国府一支的血脉,也会彻底断绝…… In this case, angry and crazy, mean and even tyrannical, is the natural sentiment. 在这种情况下,愤怒、疯狂、阴狠乃至暴虐,都是理所当然的感情。 But, is indifferent. 但,都是无所谓的。 Regardless has anything, he accepts. 无论发生什么,他都接受。 Min for...... 闵为…… Min makes the decision for me with the own will, even if for the last time also good, wants to have a look with own eyes. 闵为我以自己的意志来做出决定,哪怕是最后一次也好,想亲眼看看。 After the old mother comes, is staring at the spirit tablet of deceased, silent, does not know that is thinking anything, immediately she has turned the head, is looking around side palace, is hung by the curtain screen that the sword air/Qi truncates, inside armor has had a reunion with the master, but picture also, spirit tablet also. 老太君进来之后,凝视着逝者们的灵位,也沉默着,不知道在想些什么,随即她转过头,望着旁边的侧殿,被剑气削断的帘子已经重新挂好,里面的盔甲已经与主人重逢,但画还在,灵位也在。 The old woman walked, Sun Lang follows. 老太太走了进去,孙朗跟上。 „In the two years, my child every day must sit a while, comes to see, thinks of you, this will be stronger, I think, although matter is very difficult, but can also difficult?” “这两年,我儿乎每天都要来坐一会儿,来看看,想念一下你,这样才会坚强些,我想,事情虽然很难,但还能有多难？” She is shaking the head, says with a smile: „ Will not always compare my treasure grandson short six years of galloping battlefield, to perform good deeds and even position official wanting difficult...... to think of this extremely each time, can support, because, cannot make the biological grandson see my joke 她摇着头,笑道:“总不会比我这宝贝孙儿短短六年的时间驰骋疆场、建功立业乃至位极人臣要难……每次想到这个,才能撑下去,因为,总不能让亲孙儿看到我的笑话 Isn't? ” 不是？” Sun Lang said in a soft voice: „ Really difficult, therefore you very 孙朗轻声道:“真的很难,所以您很了 Does not get up. ” 不起。” The old mother smiled: „Your this child, would picking the words of pleasant to hear to tease me to be happy.” 老太君笑了起来:“你这孩子,总会捡好听的话逗我开心。” Sun Lang looks is hanging there imi, looks is being placed there memorial tablet, the tone bud is winding around some moved: „Really different...... one is although laborious, but can actually see more and more bright hope, is very laborious, but diligently, will not see the hope in any event......” 孙朗望着挂在那里的imi,望着摆在那里的牌位,语气屮缭绕着些许的伤感:“真的不一样……一个是虽然辛苦,但却能看到越来越光明的希望,一个很辛苦,但无论如何努力,都不会见到希望……” Yes, how supports to be able? Old, does not know that also how long can support, the grandson does not have, this is the most utter failure, in any event recovers does not have intent 是啊,撑下去又能怎么样呢？年事已高,不知道还能撑多久,孙儿已经没了,这已经是最彻底的失败,无论如何补救都没有意 Italy. 义的。 The old mother closed the eye to see, said in a soft voice: „Hope...... the final light, did you see?” 老太君闭上了眼睹,轻声道:“希望……最后的光明,你见到了吗？” Sun Lang is staring in liang, in the past was high-spirited, the famous crown six army, the merit covers the present age, crossing over achieves that 孙朗凝视着両中的自己,当年何等意气风发,名冠六军,功盖当代,穿越者做到那 One step, no one had a dream of hero in vain. 一步也真的不枉了,谁都有一个英雄的梦。 He wants saying that the languages of some false comforts, the past hero came back after all, moreover must recapture all that oneself lose, the advantage is very big, protected the family member, seemed like happy-end. 他本想说些虚假的安慰之语,毕竟当年的英雄还是回来了,而且要夺回自己所失去的一切,优势很大,也保护住了亲人,看起来是happy-end。 But actually said the words to the mouth. 但话到了嘴边却说不出口。 He sighed finally in a soft voice, tone somewhat ice-cold: „No, the end of road, despairs.” 他最终轻声一叹,语气有些冰冷:“不,路的尽头,只有绝望。” Was won all again, was denied all again, was betrayed, was injured, the long world, pitching sighed, he eventually was a person, he eventually was the external different kind. 重新被夺走一切,重新被否定一切,被背叛,被伤害,悠悠天地,俯仰叹息,他终究是一个人,他终究是外来的异类。 „The child of cruel fate......” “苦命的孩子……” The old mother gripped his hand tranquilly, the sound like the past. 老太君握住了他的手,声音平静如昔。 „Do you name?” “你叫什么名字？” ps1: First, 3000 characters...... second in around 1 : 00, I finished as soon as possible. ps1:第一更,三千字……第二更在一点多,我尽快写完。