Chapter 825 wants to see 第825章想看到的 Night the wind is big. 夜里风大。 Tonight Jinling wind and rain. 今晚金陵风雨。 But the mansion alley shouted "kill" the intermittent, entire city gallops on horseback to cry out, all these were uninterested with Rong Guofu, here was the entire Jinling safest place, not to have wind and rain keeps off beside gateway. 可府衙喊杀阵阵,全城走马呐喊,这一切都与荣国府毫无关系,这里是全金陵最安全的地方,所冇的风雨被挡在了门户之外。 Jia Xu all alone sounds his Rong Guofu's front door. 贾诩孤身一人敲响丫荣国府的大门。 The big master in next door, in the mansion who knew, although the family household of guarding a gate resulted in the instruction careful alert, but Mr. Jia Xu naturally not in alert. 隔壁的大老爷,府中谁都认识,守门的门子虽然得了吩咐小心戒备,但贾诩老爷自然不在戒备之列。 Ningguo Duke declined the proposition that the family household guided, strolled in the mansion turban, the icy cold wind blew on the face, surging that his mood could not say, after knowledge accomplishment, he felt that for the first time so not handled. 宁国公回绝了门子带路的提议,在府巾缓步而行,冰凉的风吹在脸上,他的心情却说不出的激荡,自学问大成之后,他还是第一次感到如此无措。 The honest official is difficult to break the housework, the wise man is also, even if the divine strategy and worry matter are complete, must in the face of the will of the people actually 都说清官难断家务事,智者也是,哪怕神机妙算、虑事无缺,依然要在人心面前却 The step...... the will of the people was most difficult since old times. 步……自古人心最难最。 He sighed, after arrived familiar and easy dwelling, across hanging flowered arched entrance, arrived at the courtyard of old mother, inside is turning on a light, outside is defending the person, inside and outside, was critical situation. 他叹了口气,轻车熟路地来到后宅,穿过垂花拱门,来到了老太君的院子,里面亮着灯,外面守着人,里里外外,如临大敌。 Because the old mother spitting blood stupor, this supports of Rong Guofu ten several years respectable old person to meet a ridge that was most difficult to bridge over by one's effort...... perhaps is last. 因为老太君吐血昏迷,这位以一己之力支持荣国府十数年之久的可敬老人遇到了最难跨过的一道坎……也许是最后一道。 Jia Xuwei cannot cha sigh. 贾诩微不可査地叹息着。 Explained the purpose in coming, Xue Baochai and Lin Daiyu had welcomed, they saluted to the uncle. 说明来意,薛宝钗与林黛玉已经迎了出来,她们向大伯行礼。 Jia Ju sighed: „Is old woman good?” 贾剧叹了口气:“老太太还好吗？” Xue Baojia nods: „Was better, but has not awaked......” 薛宝铗点点头:“好一些了,但还是没醒……” Jia Xu nods silently, he saw Xue Baochai's eyes, he discovered that this intelligent female from Xue is gazing at him, the bright eyes are sparkling the strange light under the blurred light, as if completely understood in his heart vacant...... he had a scare by the own idea with the secret. 贾诩默然点头,他看到了薛宝钗的双眼,他发现这个来自薛家的聪明女子正在注视着他,明亮的双眼在微茫的灯光下闪耀着奇异的光,仿佛看透了他心中的茫然与秘密……他被自己的想法吓了一跳。 How possibly...... 怎么可能…… Self-ridicules shakes the head, he said: „ I go to look 自嘲地摇了摇头,他说道:“我进去看 Look. ” 看。” Xue Baochai slightly cannot cha knit the brows, in the heart is thinking rapidly. 薛宝钗微不可査地皱了皱眉,心中飞速地思索着。 She does not trust Jia Xu now, this is natural, because husband has told her, Jia Xu was instigated by the hostile forces of loyal palace even stirs up rebellion. 她如今已经不信任贾诩了,这是理所当然的,因为夫君已经告诉过她,贾诩被忠顺王府的敌对势力挑拨甚至策反了。 She wanted to ask Jia Xu to explain at that time, the inch was stopped by husband seriously, husband said that this is a gambling house, although does not know that the content of gambling house is anything, but she can actually see dignity in husband eyes. 她那时候想要去找贾诩解释,吋被夫君郑重地阻拦,夫君说这是一个赌局,虽然不知道赌局的内容是什么,但她却能看到夫君眼中的凝重。 Since husband does not make her go, she. 既然夫君不让她去,那她就不去了。 However in this case, Jia Xu is unthinkable, making him contact the old mother naturally has certain risk...... this is the matter that Xue Baochai feels embarrassed. 不过在这种情况下,贾诩已经不可相信,让他接触老太君自然是有一定风险的……这就是薛宝钗所为难的事情。 However...... 不过…… Among the moments, Xue Baochai has thought deeply about several back and forth 片刻之间,薛宝钗已经思索了几个来回 , Nods finally: „Naturally is the inch by, inviting the uncle must be careful, did not play to alarm the old mother.” ,最终点了点头:“自然是吋以的,请大伯务必小心,不耍惊扰了老太君。” „That is natural.” Jia Xu looked at around one, without others, only then the present two nephew wives, he ask calmly in a low voice, „what the matter of old mother...... Jia does Ying have to plan?” “那是自然。”贾诩看了一眼周围,没有旁人,只有眼前的两个侄媳妇,他若无其事地低声问道,“老太君的事情……贾瑛有什么打算吗？” In Xue treasure iron core slightly cold, tranquil say/way: „ Husband makes us protect the paternal grandmother, other things, all have him......, since husband is confident, we do not need to be extremely hurried 薛宝铁心中微凛,平静道:“夫君只是让我们保护好奶奶,其他的事情,一切有他……既然夫君胸有成竹,我们也不必太过慌 Opens. ” 张。” Jia Xu said lightly: „In other words, his paternal grandmother was surprised to know the granddaughter-in-law who for these days the sad news, first most liked on suspicion of killing the brother runs away, is the prince head of household dies of Rong Guofu, afterward even daughters-in-law dying bifurcation, under the startled anger the spitting blood faint, entire Rong Guofu is in great confusion, Jia Ying he watches, looks that aren't one crowd of woman crying days snatch, are at a loss, willing to come to management?” 贾诩淡淡道:“也就是说,他奶奶惊闻这几天发生的噩耗,先是最喜欢的孙媳妇涉嫌杀兄逃窜,再是王家家主死于荣国府,后来连儿媳妇都死丫,惊怒之下吐血昏厥,整个荣国府乱成一团,贾瑛他看在眼里,看着一群女人哭天抢地、六神无主,也不肯现身主持局面吗？” Finishes speaking, Lin Daiyu said: „ Elder Brother is a household head, since now he came back, that this Rong Guofu 话音刚落,林黛玉就说道:“哥哥是一家之主,如今他既然回来了,那这荣国府的 The family affairs, fi however on + worried with Ning Guofu. 家事,fi然就+用宁国府来操心了。 Jia Xu has not thought that the Lin Daiyu so night meets unexpectedly, says a word You Zhuang, the contradicting elder, is simply lawless, he gets angry instead says with a smile extremely: „What's wrong, my is the elder said that can't say?” 贾诩没想到林黛玉居然如此宵接,言语尤状,顶撞长辈,简直无法无天,他怒极反笑道:“怎么,我这个做长辈的连说都不能说了？” Lin Daiyu just wants to rebut with sarcasm, was blocked by Xue Baochai, she stopped younger sister forest by the look, then gives a regretful smile about Jia Xu: „Paternal grandmother faint, frowns most worries, therefore spoke somewhat to/clashes......” 林黛玉刚想反唇相讥,就被薛宝钗拦下,她以眼神制止了林妹妹,然后对贾诩歉然一笑:“奶奶昏厥,颦儿是最着急的,所以说话有些冲……” Jia Xuheng, paid no attention to two people again, flicked the sleeve the room. 贾诩哼了一声,再也不理两人,拂袖进了房间。 Xue Baochai looks at Jia Xu to go , the tone complained: „Frowns, does your contradicting uncle do really?” 薛宝钗望着贾诩进去,语气埋怨道:“颦儿,你顶撞大伯作甚？” Lin Daiyu said lightly: „He as if harbors evil intentions.” 林黛玉淡淡道:“他似乎不怀好意。” Xue Baochai sighed in a soft voice, she also listened certainly, just that words meaning of instigation. 薛宝钗轻声一叹,她当然也听出来了,刚刚那话之中的挑拨之意。 What is that gambling house......? 那赌局……到底是什么呢？ Entered in the room, the maidservant affectionate couple of old mother is in the bedside 进了屋中,老太君的丫鬟鸳鸯正在床边 Sits in meditation, sees Mr. Jia Xu to come, hurries to set out to welcome, Jia 静坐,见贾诩老爷进来,慌忙起身相迎,贾 Boasts to beckon with the hand, the tone is low and deep: „You first go out” 诩摆了摆手,语气低沉道:“你先出去吧” Affectionate couple hears word, looks the hesitant color: „This......” 鸳鸯闻言,面露犹豫之色:“这……” Jia Ping i is agitated suddenly, he sneers saying: „ What's wrong? Even am I untrustworthy? Thought that I do come the rich old woman?? You look here! Look! 贾评i蓦然间烦躁起来,他冷笑道:“怎么？连我都信不过吗？觉得我是来富老太太的？啊？那你就在这里看着吧！都看着吧！ Although the affectionate couple is the maidservant who side the old mother is in good graces , has the prestige in the mansion, but is insufficiently looks before Ning Guofu's big master very much, sees the Jia Xu direct ignition, she can only endure to put in great inconvenience goes out dingily- servant cannot with the master bo mouth...... I mean that talks back. 鸳鸯虽然是老太君身边得宠的丫鬟,在府中也颇有威望,但在宁国府的大老爷面前还是很不够看,见贾诩直接发火,她只能忍着委屈灰溜溜地出去-下人是不能跟老爷啵嘴……我是说顶嘴的。 After Jia Xu expelled the affectionate couple, before arriving at collapsing of old mother, slowly sits in the bedside. 贾诩赶走了鸳鸯之后,来到老太君的塌前,慢慢坐在床边。 He holds old woman's hand ’ was feeling her within the body is really air/Qi the flow regime, is feeling her heart pulse, the old person who the Jia previous generation is a rear survival, once haunched the old woman of Rong Guofu broken lintel by one's effort, her present eyes are tight 他抓住了老太太的手’感受着她体内的真气流动状态,感受着她的心脉跳动,贾家上一代硕果仅存的老人,曾经以一己之力撑起荣国府残破门楣的老太太,她如今双眼紧 Close, lies on the bed, full efflorescence. 闭,躺在床上,满头霜白。 In the memory that valiant and powerful aunt child, did not come back again. 记忆中那个英姿飒爽、威风凛凛的婶子,再也回不来了。 Jia Xu nose somewhat turns sour. 贾诩的鼻子不由有些发酸。 He can feel the scar and weak under this senile body. 他能够感受到这副衰老躯壳之下的伤痕与虚弱。 First half of life is happy, the latter half of one's life acts alone strongly, originally house full of children and grandchildren, but the war seized all, claimed her husband, son and grandson. 前半生美满幸福,后半生坚强独行,原本子孙满堂,但战争夺走了一切,夺走了她的丈夫、儿子、孙儿。 No one knows that the distress of her heart bud, she must take on to lose the lintel of men alone, the grandson who she most likes leaves home and disappears without a word, is world-famous and excels by far six army for a while, but actually loses in the last campaign, two years later, his yi reappears, this made the old bosom console and have big celebration finally sufficiently greatly entire life, but the destiny is so brutal, did not reveal the truth that endures to speak frankly. 无人知道她心屮的苦楚,她还得独自担起失去了男人们的门楣,她最喜欢的孙儿离家出走、音讯全无,又一时名满天下、冠绝六军,但却在最后一场战役中折戟,两年之后,他乂重新出现,这本来是足以令老怀大慰、一生有终的大喜事,可命运却如此残酷,揭开不忍直言的真相。 True Jia Ying, has died eight years ago. 真正的贾瑛,早已经死在了八年之前。 Jia Ying who now returns, is actually fake goods, he 如今归来的贾瑛,其实是个冒牌货,他 Suffers the serious destiny that the average man imagined, in the heart was full of the hatred of distortion and kills intent, he was involved in Jia Residence the storm and vortex, he brought the brutal variable destiny, he made Empire lose ability that made Emperor Weapon. 遭受了常人所尤法想象的沉重命运,心中充满了扭曲的仇恨与杀意,他将贾府卷进了风暴与漩涡之中,他带来了残酷无常的命运,他让帝国失去了制造帝兵的能力。 This charge, this crime, is unable to draw up...... Empire from the beginning of founding of the nation, p feared that is the worst stratagem goes against, the matter that is unable to handle with him places on a par. 这罪名,这罪过,根本无从拟定……帝国从建国之始,p怕是最恶劣的谋逆,也无法与他做下的事情相提并论。 Jia Xu smiles bitterly, smiles has bitterly and astringently, pities with not 贾诩苦笑起来,笑中有苦涩、怜悯和不 Enduring. 忍。 „You had pain for a lifetime, supported you to pass for these years, was loving tenderly and jiong to own grandson recalled, but these were false, even that performed good deeds the hero who and brought honor to ancestors is also false, he at all was not your grandson, six years of pulling of wiped with two years of grief is false......” “你吃了一辈子的苦,支撑你度过这几年的,是对自己孙儿的怜爱与冋忆,可这些是虚假的,甚至那建功立业、光宗耀祖的英雄也是假的,他根本不是你的孙儿,六年的牵抹和两年的伤痛都是假的……” At this point, in Jia Xu eyes even exuded the tears 说到这里,贾诩的眼中甚至泛起了泪光 He is not really cruel enough to imagine, imagines this old person's final home to return to and destiny. 他实在不忍心去想象,想象这位老人最后的归宿和命运。 Knew after true truth, whether she can the pain not want 得知真正的真相之后,她是否会痛不欲 Lives and likes a sudden thunderclap:) 生、五雷轰顶:) Even if were concealed the truth in the drum, immersion in Zhong sees the joy of grandson, but her grandson has become the rebellion big goes against, where is conducting with the imperial authority does not die continuous gambling...... her to feel at ease? 就算被瞒在鼓里,沉浸于重见孙儿的喜悦,可她的孙儿已经成了造反的大逆,正在与皇权进行不死不休的博弈……她哪里能够安心？ Therefore Jia Xu felt sad and regrettable. 所以贾诩感到了悲伤和遗憾。 Finally what regardless of the old woman sees is the real falseness, is the false reality, is the similarly brutal destiny...... particularly regarding such a respectable old person. 无论老太太最后所看到的是真实的虚假,还是虚假的真实,都是同样残酷的命运……尤其是对于这样一个可敬的老人来说。 The variable destiny, made the most brilliant wise man send out the helpless sigh sufficiently. 无常之命运,足以令最睿智的智者发出了无奈的叹息。 Jia Xu said in a low voice: „Trading to do is your words, what do you want to see?” 贾诩低声道:“换做是你的话,你希望看到什么呢？” No one replied that his issue, the night wind wū wū however, history mother both eyes shut tightly, lie on the bed, the breath is tranquil, but out of the window night wind like the curtain, another side of house, Sun Lang lies low on the tile of roof, the head pillow on the both arms, is looking at the deep dim light of night and boundless starry sky, silent. 没人回答他的问题,夜风呜呜然,史老太君双目紧闭,躺在床上,呼吸平静,而窗外夜风如幕,房屋的另一边,孙朗平躺在房顶的瓦片上,脑袋枕在双臂上,望着深沉的夜色与无垠的星空,默然不语。 He raises hand slowly, reaches the sky, reaches the far away the nihility, anything cannot catch. 他慢慢地举起手来,伸向天空,伸向渺远的虚无,什么都抓不到。 Earth, the hometown, all have long gone, has no way to go home to him, where because he + knows the hometown, he does not know that Earth beyond remote light year, is in another universe. 地球,家乡,一切早已经远去,远到他没法回家,因为他+知道家乡在哪儿,他不知道地球是在遥远的光年之外,还是在另一个宇宙。 Already more than eight years. 已经八年多了。 All that all that all that experiences, learns, loses, h look, are more, when Earth not unimaginable. 所经历的一切,所学会的一切,所失去的一切,h首一看,很多很多,是在地球时所无法想象的。 Earth does not have Sword Saint, no can cut to explode everyone's monster, without martial arts, without Heavenly Demon, passed through already y and year many, I arrived in this world already more than eight years. 地球没有剑圣,没有一个能砍爆所有人的怪物,没有武功,没有天魔,穿越已经y、年多了,我来到这个世界上已经八年多了。 Could not have gone back. 已经回不去了。 Hopes what sees? 希望看到什么吗？ Sun Lang got hold of the fist slowly, slowly smiled. 孙朗慢慢地握紧了拳头,慢慢地笑了起来。 This is gambling house C 这是一个赌局c He was saying at heart. 他在心里说。 This is I gives your opportunity...... also to my opportunity, this is my own choice. 这是我给你们的机会……也是给我的机会,这是我自己的选择。 ? S: Some people compel me to withstand, no one compels me to leave. ?s:有人逼我承受,没有人逼我离开。 No one wakes up in my sleep/felt gives my sword, making me turn into another person, then replaces on him the battlefield to kill, goes to be cut, works as what Sword Saint, general and hero. 没有人在我一觉醒来就递给我一把剑,让我变成另一个人,然后代替他上战场去砍杀,去被砍,去当什么剑圣、将军和英雄。 Also no one adapted to the role, to give up the fantasy in me, after wanting tall tall to be popular to be Sword Saint, general, hero and another person, eliminated all these with the back thorn of leaving no ground, told me saying that I did not match, said that I was Outer Territory Heavenly Demon, was different kind. 也没有人在我适应了角色、放弃了幻想,想要髙髙兴兴地做剑圣、将军、英雄和另一个人之后,以不留余地的背刺剥夺了这一切,告诉我说我不配,说我是个域外天魔,是个异类。 The destiny is controlled by oneself, all can make a fresh start, cared that my person, person who I care about, sometimes satisfies a person is actually very simple matter, the thing that sometimes I want are not many, here had given my false warmth, even if false, is very warm. 命运由自己掌握,一切可以重新开始,关心我的人,我所关心的人,有时候满足一个人其实是很简单的事情,有时候我想要的东西并不多,这里曾经给过我虚假的温暖,哪怕是虚假的,也很温暖。 Therefore, is only a gambling house. 所以,只是一个赌局而已。 You achieved, I can achieve. 你们做到了,我就能做到。 Gives you, gives you, gives all of you. 给你,给你们,给你们所有人。 Let you see all that you want to see. 让你们看到你们想看到的一切。 ps1: Second, 3000 characters...... ps1:第二更,三千字…… ps2: Thanked yesterday everyone's comfort, how actually saying that the year's end summarized this, do others write, was others' matter, I could not manage, the most important thing is I wrote, but I the ignition was as for shouted abuse in author at that time is also for this reason......, even if were others does not write, I must write, but I wrote attentively, was arranged such by the typesetting, therefore was the angry cause. ps2:啊,谢谢昨天大家的安慰,其实怎么说呢,年终总结这个,别人写不写,是别人的事情,我也管不着,最重要的是我写了,而我当时发火乃至于在作者群里破口大骂也是因为这个原因……哪怕是别人不写,我也要写,可我用心写了,被排版排成了那样,所以才是愤怒的起因。 ps3: However now also all right, that year's end summarizes, I write very happily, because saw from the article, saw road that this year takes, saw the future road, the creation truly is a joyful matter ps3:不过现在也没什么事儿了,那个年终总结,我写得很开心,因为从文中看到了过去的自己,看到了这一年走过来的路,也看到了未来的路,创作确实是件快乐的事 Sentiment C 情c