„Understood?” “懂了吗？” „Understood?” “懂了吗？” „Understood?” “懂了吗？” Sun Lang asked repeatedly three times. 孙朗重复问了三次。 Pain and resenting that the own wound tears again, twists the evil rapidness 将自己的伤口再次撕裂的痛苦与愤恨,扭曲成邪恶的快 This is the human body function, when the body encounters the grief to be exciting, the endocardial opioid peptide will be released, to resist the ache, produces pleased of distortion. 这是人类的身体机能,当机体遭遇伤痛刺激,内源性阿片肽就会被释放出来,以对抗疼痛,产生扭曲的快意。 He had not handled similar matter before. 他之前从来没有做过类似的事情。 Never reveals completely all experiences and pain. 从来没有将自己所有的经历和痛苦完全吐露出来。 Zhao Yunlong is also good, the truth that Zhang Yinluo, they know is one-sided, is part, has not sneaked a peek at the innermost feelings the entirety. 无论是赵云龙也好,张银落也罢,她们得知的真相都是片面的,是一部分的,从来没有窥见自己内心的全部。 The soul is frail, the soul is unstable, the soul is the change, the soul in light/only and dark between paces back and forth, the soul is fickle, human is, is so affected by the outside world easily, was changed by the destiny easily. 灵魂是脆弱的,灵魂是不稳定的,灵魂是变化的,灵魂在光与暗之间徘徊,灵魂善变,人类就是如此,容易被外界所影响,容易被命运所改变。 But brothers who Jia Sidao, once younger male cousin, once Tianyuan robe Ze, once liked brothers, he personally experiences today, he witnesses today. 而贾似道,曾经的堂弟,曾经的天元袍泽,曾经情同手足的兄弟,他在今天亲身经历,他在今天亲身目睹。 11 come from crossing over of Earth, the guest from Outer Territory, once the peerless stars of brilliance six army, the again world soldier Saint that was once indomitable spirit, he saw the Sun Lang pain and anger as well as...... dark. 一一来自地球的穿越者,来自域外的来客,曾经光耀六军的绝世名将,曾经顶天立地的再世兵圣,他看到了孙朗痛苦、愤怒以及……黑暗。 „I mean, you now, are completely clear.” “我的意思是,你现在,完全明白了吧。” The Sun Lang smile had completely disappeared, his mood seemed to have also disappeared, he like the robot, is patting Jia Sidao's shoulder, to the tone ask desolately like this. 孙朗的笑容已经完全消失了,他的情绪似乎也已经消失了,他像个机器人一样,拍着贾似道的肩膀,以冷淡地语气这样问道。 „I said should be clear enough, the cause and effect, all things, my origin, I and Rong Guofu's relations, my bitter experience, I to the view of this world, all that I encounter.” “我说的应该够清楚了吧,前因后果,所有的事情,我的来历,我与荣国府的关系,我的遭遇,我对这个世界的看法,我所遭遇的一切。” „Should understand.” “应该都明白了吧。” He is saying like this, then inquired: „We were several years of brothers, you understand me, I also understand you, you are a good child, you are sensible, you understand the right and wrong, you are young, therefore you still thought that this world non- black is white, not with what thin mud, therefore, you should understand.” 他这样说着,然后询问:“我们做了几年的兄弟,你了解我,我也了解你,你是个好孩子,你懂事,你明白是非,你年轻,所以你依然觉得这个世界非黑即白,不会和什么稀泥,所以,你应该明白吧。” Jia Sidao visits him at a loss, the look is weak and no use, is hiding the inexplicable hope. 贾似道茫然地看着他,眼神软弱而无助,隐藏着莫名的祈求。 Sun Lang said: „You understand, right? Who is right, who is wrong, I felt, I from beginning to end, without making the mistake what? Is this? Actually I crawls after the big barren hill, casually asks itself a place to bury, thinks motionlessly 78 days, I am thinking I had handled for these years the matter, is thinking my these six years's all experiences, I am thinking, I fall to this fate, was what I to make the mistake?” 孙朗说道:“你明白,对吧？谁是对的,谁是错的,我觉得,我自始至终,没有做错什么吧？是不是这样？其实我从大荒山爬出去之后,就随便找个地方把自己一埋,一动不动想了七八天,我在想我这几年做过的事情,在想我这六年的所有经历,我在想,我落到这个下场,是不是我做错了什么？” „Right, they seize me, forcing me to go to war, forcing me to kill Heavenly Demon, I hit, I also killed, I have not complained with these Alien from the start do not have the enmity, finally killed them upside down, this was I made the mistake, but, didn't seem to close your matters?” “没错啊,他们把我掳过来,逼迫我打仗,逼迫我杀天魔,我打了,我也杀了,我跟那些外星人压根没怨没仇,结果把他们杀了个底朝天,这是我做错了,但,好像不关你们的事儿吧？” „ I, if dies in Heavenly Demon, that is perfectly justified, but, how to plan is killing my, unexpectedly is you? I have not only annoyed you in a big way, I probably “我要是死在天魔手里,那是天经地义的,但,怎么谋划着杀我的,居然是你们？我不仅没惹你们,我好像还是大 Heroes? Without my words, how many people do you also want dead? How many several million do 17,000 not my words, how long can this weaponry also hit? Are ten years 100 years? This what's the matter? Do you want to do? Also spoke not reason things out? ” 功臣吧？没有我的话,你们还要死多少人？几百万还是几干万7没有我的话,这场仗还要打多久？十年还是一百年？这到底是怎么回事？你们又想干什么？还讲不讲道理了？” He is talking over repeatedly, at the same time is patting Jia Sidao's shoulder, puts out the one breath slowly: „I think is very long, I drew a conclusion finally, I felt, probably what I do not have to make the mistake, I come here, helping you go to war, kills the enemy for you, I help you reform the military system, I compile the army standard to you, how many successful battles I fought to you, how many Heavenly Demon I killed for you, finally dismantled the bridge after crossing by you, I thought that definitely is not my mistake, right, truly is this?” 他重复地念叨着,一边拍着贾似道的肩膀,缓缓地吐出一口气:“我想了很久,我最后得出了一个结论,我觉得,我好像没做错什么,我来到这里,帮你们打仗,为你们杀敌,我帮你们改革军制,我给你们编纂军典,我给你们打了多少场胜仗,我替你们杀了多少天魔,最后被你们过河拆桥,我觉得肯定不是我的错,对吧,确实是这样吧？” He was verbose, probably embittered wife, but Jia Sidao listened in the ear, the feeling whole body was getting more and more cool, he had a premonition that anything, he as if knows, the elder brother actually wants to say anything. 他絮絮叨叨的,像是个怨妇,但贾似道听在耳中,却感觉浑身越来越凉,他预感到了什么,他似乎知道,兄长到底想说什么了。 Really so. 果然如此。 At this point, Sun Lang stopped, the tone becomes gentle: „Younger male cousin......, is not right, does not do right by, now cannot shout, tall branch who civilians in my one foreign country, do not dare to climb your prestigious family prominent families, this cultivates the behavior, must be concerned about face, is right?” 说到这里,孙朗停顿了一下,语气变得柔和起来:“堂弟……哦,不对,对不住,现在不能这么喊了,我就一个外域的平民,不敢攀你们名门望族的高枝,这做人啊,不能这么不要脸,对不对？” He held in the arms Jia Sidao's shoulder, looked like got drunk generally, is shaking his body, turned the head to look at Jia Sidao, said earnestly: „Therefore, Jia little mister, you are a person of good intention, you have studied, you experience broadly, you said, my Sun in the six years, what has not made the mistake?” 他搂住了贾似道的肩膀,就像是喝醉了一般,晃着他的身子,转头看着贾似道,认真道:“所以,贾小公爷,你是好心人,你读过书,你见识广,你来说说,我孙某人这六年,是不是什么都没做错？” Jia Sidao nods slowly, he does not even know how oneself make the sound: „...... Is.” 贾似道慢慢地点头,他甚至不知道自己是怎么发出声音的:“……是。” „I dismantled the bridge after crossing finally, shouldn't?” “我最后被过河拆桥,是不是不应该？” „...... Is.” “……是。” „Do I want to revenge?” “我是不是要去报仇？” „...... Is.” “……是。” Sun Lang nods satisfied, he also said: „May revenge, must have a personal enemy, the goal is accurate, working to have the orderliness, is right?” 孙朗满意地点头,他又说道:“可报仇,总要有个仇人,目标要准确,做事才能有条理,对不对？” „...... Right.” “……对。” „That, who the personal enemy is.” The Sun Lang expression becomes meaningful gets up, his sound also becomes low and deep, he has turned the head, does not look at Jia Sidao's sentiment, he looks at the tread, where the look does not know to fall, „can the pain that in other words, the father has in the six years from all sides, whom blame?” “那么,仇人是谁呢。”孙朗的表情变得意味深长起,他的声音也随之变得低沉,他转过头,不去看贾似道的情,他看着地面,眼神不知道落在哪里,“换句话说,老子这六年前前后后吃的苦,要怪谁呢？” Jia Sidao is unable to answer this issue. 贾似道无法回答这个问题。 Or he does not dare to answer this issue. 或者说,他不敢回答这个问题。 His body is shivering unceasingly, his whole body was soaked by the cold sweat, his mouth is shivering, frightened, the fear is controlling his body, he never has the fear to do finishing work. 他的身体不断颤抖着,他的全身被冷汗所浸湿,他的嘴在颤抖,恐惧,恐惧支配着他的身体,他从来没有害怕成样。 Person once was he most respected whence elder brother, once was kissing/betrothal that he most trusted, but now, he is so strange, was so remote, so...... fearful. 身边的人曾经是他最敬爰的兄长,曾经是他最信任的亲,可现在,他如此陌生,如此遥远,如此……可怕。 The Sun Lang sound is close, but like in horizon. 孙朗的声音近在咫尺,但像远在天边。 „At that time, I thought some time, thinks that whom I should ask to revenge, I arrange in order a form.” “那时候啊,我又想了一段时间,想我该找谁报仇,我列个表格。” „Emperor cruelly harms loyal and good, the sinister and vicious is callous, selfish despicable, damn!” “皇帝残害忠良,阴鸷冷酷,自私卑劣,该死！” „Day imperial book repository returns evil for good, plays with the will of the people, damn!” “天策府恩将仇报,玩弄人心,该死！” „Shiraba prestige confuses right and wrong, blindly devoted laughable, damn!” “白羽威是非不分,愚忠可笑,该死！” „Yuan gown demon hides a dagger in a smile spirit, is vicious, damn!” “元袓魔灵笑里藏刀,居心险恶,该死！” Each a few words are constituted by the hatred, is sending out rich murderous aura, condensed the hatred. 每一句话都由仇恨构成,都散发着浓郁的杀气,凝聚了憎恨。 Jia Sidao places are listening, his heart hangs likely in the upper air, the under foot wins the sea of lava the electricity leaps, his heart hangs, boiling hot blazing and gloomy and cold death guest his body. 贾似道一句句地听着,他的心像是悬在高空之中,脚下赢电腾的熔岩之海,他的心高悬,滚烫的炽热和阴冷的死亡客着他的身体。 He has not heard those words, he has not heard Sun Lang to say those words. 他还没有听到那句话,他还没听到孙朗说出那句话。 But he knows, this is inevitable. 但他知道,这已经不可避免。 Sun Lang arranged in order more than ten, said, puts out the one breath, then inspires. „At that time, I thought so many, 11 kill, this country must collapse probably, but are not related, I do not care! Closes my trifling thing! This is not my country, does my his mother care about it to do?” 孙朗列了十几条,一口气说完,吐出一口气来,然后又吸了一口气。“当时啊,我一口气想了这么多,一一杀过去,这国大概就要崩了,不过没关系,我不在乎！关我屁事！这又不是我的国家,我他妈在乎它干什么？” „I felt not right, probably also lacked anything.” “我只是觉得,不对劲啊,好像还缺了点什么。” „ This list is probably incomplete, a chief criminal has not been “这名单好像还不完整,还有一个罪魁祸首没有名列其中 „Who is?” “到底是谁呢？” Jia Sidao closed the eye painfully, the words that he entreated cannot say. 贾似道痛苦地闭上了眼睛,他连哀求的话都讲不出来。 Sun Lang said spookily: „Afterward, I want to understand. I, all issue conclusions on Heavenly Demon, the Heavenly Demon invasion, the Empire dog stingy will not make me from the beginning.” 孙朗幽幽道:“后来呢,我想明白了。我一开始呢,将所有的问题归结在天魔上,要不是天魔入侵,帝国也不会狗啦啬把我弄了过来。” „But, first Heavenly Demon has died, I discovered, this is not the key point of issue. Does Heavenly Demon invade, actually does not close my matter, even if they won, destroys this world completely, all extinguished your human, what matter also closes my? I am the person in another world, Heavenly Demon even again savage, F does not arrive at my head, therefore, I do blame them to do?” “但是呢,一来天魔已经死光了,二来呢,我发现,这不是问题的重点。天魔入不入侵,其实不关我事,就算他们赢了,把这个世界摧毁殆尽,把你们人类全都灭了,又关我什么事？我是另一个世界的人啊,天魔就算再凶残,也f不到我的头上,所以,我怪它们干嘛？” „All blames all issues on Empire, probably is not objective, although the waste, cannot be victorious Heavenly Demon, but that is also their things, hit luo, lost, died does ten thousand people, died 100 million, what relations also had with me? Do the life and death of this different, what relations have with an ordinary earthman?” “将所有的问题全都怪在帝国头上,好像也不客观,他们虽然废物,打不过天魔,但那也是他们的事情,无论是打蠃了,还是打输了,无论是死一干万人,还是死一亿,又与我有什么关系？这异界的生死存亡,与一个普通的地球人有什么关系？” „, The issue came.” “那么,问题就来了。” „I, Sun Lang, an ordinary earthman, should live ordinary, is actually what, making me have happening together with this world, making the father come to here to sacrifice the empirical ego and achievement greatly I, by one crowd silly- compelled human to hold one after another two chapters of blades, sacrificed own all, created the happy life to you?” “我,孙朗,一个普通的地球人,本来应该普普通通地生活着,究竟是什么,让我与这个世界产生了交集,让老子来这里牺牲小我、成就大我,被一群傻-逼人类接连捅了两回刀,牺牲了自己的一切,给你们创造了幸福生活？” „That is the key of matter, that is the chief criminal.” “那才是事情的关键,那才是罪魁祸首。” „Who is?” “是谁呢？” „Who is?” “是谁呢？” „Who is?” “是谁呢？” He turns around, to Jia Sidao, is pressing his head, forcing him to open the eye. 他转身,面向贾似道,按着他的脑袋,强迫他睁开眼睛。 „Is your male cousin.” “是你堂兄。” „Is Rong Guofu.” “是荣国府。” „Is your Jia.” “是你们贾家。” „Is you.” “是你们。” „If your Rong Guofu has not given birth to that bastard, he will not leave home.” “如果你们荣国府没有生下那个王八蛋,他就不会离家出走。” „If he does not leave home, will not participate in that nuisance broken plan.” “如果他不离家出走,就不会去参加那劳什子破计划。” „If he does not participate in that plan, if he is not that incompetent, he will not die, so long as that bastard does not exist, I will not arrive at this world, Heavenly Demon is also good, human is also good, you hitting to collapse this star, does not have with my relations, I do not care about your life and death, no matter I anyone of you wins who loses, my average person, does not want the manages, unable to control, but, is who by me, is who harms me to leave the hometown, forever can't see the own family member?” “如果他不参加那个计划,如果他不是那么无能,那他就不会死,只要那个王八蛋不存在,我就不会来到这个世界,天魔也好,人类也好,你们把这颗星球给打塌,也跟我一点关系都没有,我不关心你们的生死存亡,我不管你们谁胜谁负,我一个普通人,不想管,管不了,但,是谁让我过来的,是谁害得我离开家乡,永远见不到自己的亲人？” „Is a day of imperial book repository, is your Jia, was he caused my crossing over, continued his pitiful fate to my body, ruined my life, paid for your hateful world, all these were uninterested with me, my his mother actually experienced these, why will have this matter??” “是天策府,是你们贾家,是他导致了我的穿越,将他那可悲的宿命延续到我的身上,毁掉我的一生,为你们这个可恨的世界买单,这一切原本跟我毫无关系,我他妈却经历了这些,为什么会有这种事情？啊？” Even if to here, the Sun Lang expression were not intense. 哪怕到了这里,孙朗的言辞也不激烈。 He seemed telling, with the story that he has nothing to do with. 他仿佛只是在讲述,一个与他无关的故事。 „Now, you understood what is heard.” “现在,你听明白了吧。” Sun Lang tranquil say/way: „You felt, I will use that name again? You felt, I will act that person again? Replaces the status of that person, gets in his home, was shouting his paternal grandmother called the paternal grandmother, inherited his family property and title, passing and name all abandoned own, went on living with his status?” 孙朗平静道:“你觉得,我会再使用那个名字吗？你觉得,我会再扮演那个人吗？代替那个人的身份,回到他的家里,喊着他的奶奶叫奶奶,继承他的家业和爵位,将自己的过往和姓名全都拋弃,用他的身份活下去？” „You said that my meeting?” “你说,我会吗？” „You said that should I, hate, should hate you?” “你说,我,该不该恨,该不该恨你们？”