Jia Sidao has been in a dilemma. 贾似道已经进退维谷。 He before, conceived many situations, thinks the consideration to be completely safe, he considered male cousin's all responses and performance in advance, and 11 made the relative strategy. 他在来之前,设想了很多种情况,自以为考虑万全,他预先考量了堂兄的所有反应和表现,并且一一做出了相对的计策。 This skill is the male cousin teaches him, has a name to be called „sees things in others'shoes”. 这种技巧是堂兄教给他的,有个名目叫做“换位思考”。 He thinks absolutely safe, but the person calculates eventually was inferior the day calculates. 他以为万无一失,但终究人算不如天算。 Has not thought that obtained unexpectedly is the so brutal truth. 万万没想到,得到的竟然是如此残酷的真相。 At present this he respects for six years, to think of two years of male cousin, basic...... is not his male cousin. 眼前这个他敬慕了六年、想念了两年的堂兄,根本……不是他堂兄。 He even has himself not unimaginable, strange bitter experience. 他甚至有着自己无法想象的,离奇的遭遇。 He said, he came from the person in another world. 他说,他是来自另一个世界的人。 Has never listened to the state, has never listened to the calendar, has never listened to world, is not the other shore of endless sea, but is more remote, he forever not unimaginable distance. 从未听过的国度,从未听过的历法,从未听过的世界,不是无尽大海的彼岸,而是更加遥远的,他永远都无法想象的距离。 These words simply are the craziest crazy insane languages, is heavenly book that half character cannot understand, but is beyond control Jia Sidao not to believe, narration of opposite party is linked together, perfect, even if the intelligent person, cannot arrange the so strange and real lie, because no one can compile an entire civilization baseless the thickness. 那些话简直是最痴狂的疯语,是半个字都听不懂的天书,但由不得贾似道不相信,对方的讲述环环相扣、完美无缺,哪怕是再聪明的人,也编不出如此离奇而真实的谎言,因为没有人能够凭空编造出一整个文明的厚度。 But the narration of Sun Lang is still continuing. 而孙朗的叙述还在继续。 Since wants to listen, that before he said that the audience cannot leave the stage. 既然想听的话,那么在他讲完之前,观众是不能退场的。 His calm fearfully, making Jia Sidao feel an intermittent fear and palpitation, that was the start of his pain, is anchor point that the destiny set sail, is memory that he could not forget forever. 他的语气平静得可怕,令贾似道感到一阵阵恐惧和心悸,那是他痛苦的开始,是命运起航的锚点,是他永远都忘不掉的记忆。 „Reverses the plan fail of life and death, I think, the strategy under their arrange/cloth, has the most basic spirit wisdom probably, after the discovery is unable to resurrect your elder brother, pondered means that other solve the problem......, since is unable to resurrect this person, that looks for one with his exactly the same coming, this strength tore the space and time in the mistake arising out of chance circumstances, led this world me, completely changed my destiny.” “逆转生死的计划失败,我想,他们布下的阵法,大概有最基本的灵智,在发现无法复活你兄长之后,就思考其他解决问题的办法……既然无法复活这个人,那就找一个跟他一模一样的过来,这力量在阴差阳错间撕裂了时空,将我带到了这个世界,彻底改变了我的命运。” He said lightly: The sword that „plan fail, chooses main died, but the strategy summoned another person, he grew the sword that and died to be main, if you were the president of plan, after seeing this, what to do can you? Refuses to abandon hope probably, right?” 他淡淡道:“计划失败,挑选出来的剑主还是死了,但阵法却召唤出了另一个人,他长得与死去的剑主一模一样,如果你是计划的主持者,看到这一幕之后,你会怎么办？大概是死马当活马医,对吧？” „They also think that therefore, is holding the attitude that gives a try might also as well, they force me, takes up to insert in the ground that...... they make me take the sword.” “他们也是这么想的,于是,抱着试试看也无妨的态度,他们逼迫我,拿起插在地上的那把剑……他们让我拿起来。” „However the previous second, I also freely live in my world, walks on the avenue, wants to buy a thing ordinary, then goes home ordinary, has meal with my parents ordinary, as usual.” “而前一秒钟,我还无忧无虑地活在我的世界,走在大街上,想要去普通地买点东西,然后普通地回家,普通地跟我父母吃饭,就像往常一样。” „Then in an instant, I went to a strange place, the surrounding person wore the ancient clothes, the front had a deceased person, a sword, their looks frantic and ruthless severe, like the dog that must jump the wall anxiously, like catching drowning of last straw to grasp, completely lost the reason.” “然后转眼之间,我就来到了一个陌生的地方,周围的人穿着古代的衣服,面前有个死人,还有一把剑,他们的眼神狂热而狠厉,就像急得跳墙的狗,就像抓到了最后一根救命稻草的溺水者,完全失去了理智。” „However that time I, was only a weak average person, was only average person of a life in easy and comfortable environment, kept aloof the person who facing one crowd, whole body murderous aura, controlled my mind spiritlessly, I had no alternative, can only pray at heart, prayed this was the giving people a hard time program.” “而那时的我,只是个软弱的普通人,只是个生活在安逸环境下的普通人,面对一群高高在上、满身杀气的人,懦弱支配了我的心灵,我别无选择,只能在心里祈祷,祈祷这是个整人节目。” „But was not...... gripped that in me the instance of sword, I understood, this did not give people a hard time.” “但不是……在我握住了那把剑的瞬间,我就明白了,这不是整人。” „This is the nightmare.” “这是噩梦。” He is looking at Jia Sidao earnestly, said repeatedly: „This is the nightmare, is the beginning of endless nightmare, grips that moment of that sword in me, I know that all these real, I passed through.” 他认真地望着贾似道,重复道:“这是噩梦,是无尽噩梦的开端,在我握住那柄剑的那一刻,我就知道这一切都是真的,我穿越了。” „Because in that moment, the pain arrives, soul, body, life, even is the gene, all my were being crushed, then reorganizes, a fearful will pinched the terrifying strength to arrive.” “因为在那一刻,痛苦降临,灵魂,身体,生命,甚至是基因,我的一切都在被粉碎,然后重组,一个可怕的意志挟着恐怖的力量降临了。” „You know that I now powerful, as strong as the emperor dreaded that my strength, many plots therefore do not dare to use, because compelled anxiously me, I can scurry about under encircling of strength of causing the downfall of the nation, and disintegrated the Empire dominant order unceasingly, the administrative order or the military order...... Empire could not block me, but I can block the footsteps that this Empire went forward.” “你知道我现在有多强大吗,强到皇帝忌惮我的力量,很多阴谋因此不敢使用,因为逼急了我,我可以在倾国之力的围剿下四处乱窜,并且不断瓦解帝国的统治秩序,无论是行政秩序还是军事秩序……帝国挡不住我,而我可以挡住这个帝国前进的脚步。” Sun Lang is saying like this, his look is very tranquil, no showing off meaning, but is telling an extremely ordinary fact: „However eight years ago, when I just arrived in this world, I am a lacking the strength to truss up a chicken average person, let alone was in the army the foot soldiers, practiced martial art soon young children to be able me to hit including one holds to run away.” 孙朗这样说着,他的神色很平静,没有一丝炫耀的意味,只是在讲述一个极其普通的事实:“而在八年前,在我刚刚抵达这个世界的时候,我是个手无缚鸡之力的普通人,别说是军中步卒了,连一个习武不久的十几岁的孩子就能把我打得抱头逃窜。” „Eight years, used merely for eight years, I am on this star the most powerful life, to vacillates all orders that in this world has powerful sufficiently.” Sun Lang light say/way, „, but in the world does not have any free lunch, you know that what price I did pay?” “八年,仅仅用了八年,我已经是这颗星球上最强大的生命,强大到足以动摇这个世界上所存在的一切秩序。”孙朗淡淡道,“但世上没有任何免费的午餐,你知道我付出了什么样的代价吗？” „After discovering me can take up that sword, on these faces frightened and vanished crazily, what replaces it is the crazy happy expression, things have gotten to this point, they want to refuse to abandon hope.” “在发现我能够拿起那柄剑之后,那些人脸上的恐惧和疯狂消失了,取而代之的是疯狂的喜色,事已至此,他们想死马当活马医。” „In the previous quarter, they take away from the easy and comfortable life me, in the next quarter, they must make on me the battlefield go to war, they had not considered that my idea, without considering me is willing to come, without feeling a guilt of faint trace, how I to think, they do not care.” “在前一刻,他们将我从安逸的生活中带走,在下一刻,他们要让我上战场去打仗,他们从来都没考虑我的想法,没考虑我愿不愿意来,没有感到一丝丝的愧疚,我是怎么想的,他们一点都不在乎。” „Can a lacking the strength to truss up a chicken average person, how live in the Tianyuan battlefield?” “一个手无缚鸡之力的普通人,怎么能在天元战场中活下来？” „Ok, that sound told me, he is controlling my body, his sound resounded through in my mind, his sound I could not forget forever, he said that Ok, you were only a vessel, only needed enough to be OK hardly, only needed maintains complete is OK.” “可以的,那个声音告诉我,他控制着我的身体,他的声音在我脑海中响彻,他的声音我永远都忘不掉,他说,可以的,你只是一个容器,只需要足够坚硬就可以了,只需要保持完整就可以了。” „Yes, I am only a vessel, ants, the Empire great people can be run over and die me conveniently, how to care about an idea of young private......” “是啊,我只是一个容器,一只蝼蚁,帝国的大人物们随手就能把我碾死,怎么会在意一个小卒子的想法……” Sun Lang is looking at Jia Sidao, the vision is gentle, sees the younger brother like the eldest brother, in the eye has to recall and favor to drown, his thread of conversation is one revolution: „I still remember for several years ago, you first go forth to battle, I make you treat side me, I remember that your then appearance, that the first time is your on battlefield.” 孙朗望着贾似道,目光柔和,就像长兄看着幼弟,眼中有着追忆和宠溺,他的话锋又是一转:“我还记得几年前,你初次上阵的时候,我让你待在我身边,我记得你当时的样子,那是你第一次上战场。” „You were well-dressed at that time, the armor can polish jing Zheng, fights on the boots not to have a dust, your eye is very bright, the blood threads, seems like has not a little rested in the evening, but the spirit is very full, you are longing for the battlefield, is longing for the meritorious service, you are longing for performing good deeds, this is your dream since childhood.” “你当时穿戴整齐,铠甲擦得亮浄铮的,战靴上没有一丝灰尘,你的眼睛很亮,有点血丝,看起来晚上没怎么睡,但精神却很饱满,你渴望着战阵,渴望着功勋,你渴望着建功立业,这是你从小的梦想。” „At that time I was not a marshal, but can also go forth to battle frequently personally, the high rank military officer often martial arts excelled, had powerful Emperor Weapon, cannot place the army, when decorated. I remember that we clash together, you closely follow side me, you shout wildly the call, powerful, you are longing for the battlefield.” “那时候我也不是元帅,还可以经常亲自上阵,高阶将领往往武功高强,更配有强力帝兵,总不能放在中军当摆设。我记得我们一起冲阵,你紧紧地跟在我身边,你狂呼呐喊,气势如虹,你渴望着战场。” „I have been paying attention to your appearance, you when flushing the spirit are spirited, but engages in hand-to-hand combat truly, when the blood starts to splatter, the life started to fall from the sky, looks at the incomplete corpse and frigid death, in your eye reappearing fear, your complexion became pale, the true battlefield always did not have the young people to imagine such happily, the death was forever theme, the fear and war is coexists.” “我一直在留意你的样子,你在冲阵之际精神昂扬,但真正短兵相接,当鲜血开始喷溅,生命开始陨落,看着残缺的尸体与惨烈的死亡,你的眼中浮现恐惧,你的脸色变得苍白,真正的战场总没有年轻人想象得那样美好,死亡是永远的主旋律,恐惧与战争是并存的。” „Your complexion is not very good, your hand is even trembling slightly, this is the normal response, everyone comes, only then experienced true battle, the recruit spherical object can complete the transformation. You display very well, because after the initial fear, you adapted quickly......” “你的脸色很不好,你的手甚至在微微发抖,这是正常的反应,每个人都是这么过来的,只有经历了一场真正的厮杀,新兵蛋子才能完成蜕变。你表现得很好,因为在最初的恐惧之后,你很快就适应了……” Jia Sidao calmly is listening, only then speaking of this common recollection, he opens the mouth weakly, he lowers the head, looks like child who does the wrong thing, said in a soft voice: „I...... I spit after the war pitch-dark......” 贾似道静静地听着,只有说到这共同的回忆,他才弱弱地开口,他低着头,就像是做错事的孩子,轻声道:“我……我战后吐得昏天黑地……” Sun Lang said lightly: „I am not comforting you, you display very well, at least to comparing to me come, your performance was really good, you know when I went forth to battle for the first time was what appearance?” 孙朗淡淡道:“我不是在安慰你,你表现得很好,至少对比起我来,你的表现真是太好了,你知道我第一次上阵时是什么样子吗？” „I have not cried that miserably, I also urinated the pants.” “我从来没有哭得那么惨,我还尿了裤子。” „I cry miserably, to wail very much simply, but the entire multiple helmet is covering all, I urinated the pants, but no one discovered, because I to forefront, because my body has splashed completely the blood plasma.” “我哭得很惨,简直是在嚎啕,但全覆式的头盔遮挡着一切,我尿了裤子,不过没人发现,因为我冲在最前面,因为我身上早就溅满了血浆。” „No matter I am howling or screamed loudly, no matter I am wetting pants or the whole body tremble, will not hinder me to kill the enemy, because I am only a vessel, I am a puppet.” “不管我是在嚎啕大哭还是大声尖叫,不管我是在尿裤子还是浑身发抖,都不会妨碍我杀敌,因为我只是个容器,我是个傀儡。” „ An evil and powerful will is controlling my body, he is forcing “一个邪恶而强大的意志控制着我的身体,他强迫着 I, am crushing me, is transforming me, I by the puppet who he manipulates, he is taught that my teacher, he taught how I slaughter, how to wield a sword, he makes me powerful, in my head was crowded the inexhaustible fight knowledge by him, he forced me to witness the battlefield, the custom death, the custom slaughters, gave all my to achieve mastery through a comprehensive study his stopper, after all I was only a vessel, firmly was better. ” 我,粉碎着我,改造着我,我是被他摆弄的傀儡,他是教导我的老师,他教导我怎么去杀戮,怎么去挥剑,他让我变得强大,我的脑袋里被他塞满了无穷无尽的战斗知识,他逼迫我亲眼目睹战场,习惯死亡,习惯杀戮,将他塞给我的一切融会贯通,毕竟我只是个容器,越坚固越好。” „I am only a vessel, no one will consider a feeling of vessel, how wants to manipulate, how to manipulate, after all makes me replace, is only expedient measure, but makes a cushion, who believes, I will not support too for a long time, I collapse am only the issue of time, because I am only an average person, even is a weak mediocre average person from Other World, even if the body can shoulder, the spirit cannot bear.” “我只是个容器,谁都不会考虑一个容器的感受,想怎么摆弄,就怎么摆弄,毕竟让我来顶替,只是权宜之计,只是做个缓冲,谁都认为,我不会撑太久,我崩溃只是时间的问题,因为我只是个普通人,甚至是个来自异世界的软弱平庸的普通人,就算身体扛得住,精神也受不了。” „They hope can squeeze my complete potential, how long can support, how long.” “他们只是希望能压榨出我全部的潜力,能撑多久,就多久。” „I such as they hope.” “我如他们所愿。” Sun Lang tranquil say/way: „I supported, supporting was very long, I had to think dying, went forth to battle for the first time, I have thought that the suicide was the only way of extrication, but I could not die, I was a puppet, was a tool, even the life is unable to control, died cannot die.” 孙朗平静道:“我撑下来了,撑了很久,我不是没想过死,第一次上阵回来,我就想过了,自杀是解脱的唯一方式,可我死不了,我是个傀儡,是个工具,连生命都无法自己主宰,连死都不能死。” „How will this world have such matter?” “这世上怎么会有这样的事情？” „How to have such matter?” “怎么会有这样的事情？” „Why they can change a destiny of person recklessly, lets him far away from the life and sincere whence family member of peace, forcing him to slaughter, forcing him to contaminate bloody, forcing him to fight with he uninterested country, regards a tool him, wore out can abandon at will?” “为什么他们可以肆意改变一个人的命运,让他远离和平的生活与挚爰的亲人,逼迫他杀戮,逼迫他沾染血腥,逼迫他为与他毫无关系的国家而战,把他当成一件工具,用坏了就可以随意拋弃？” „What I made the mistake, can experience such brutal matter? It is not clear, I do not think that clearly, why is I?” “我到底做错了什么,要经历这样残酷的事情？不明白啊,我想不明白啊,为什么偏偏是我？” „On the day before, what in my head thinks just showed the movie that what thought was the interesting fun game, what thought was I light easy and comfortable life, but in an instant, I cut to strike off in the battlefield, I have not thought that my his mother also had that day that can open in the battlefield unparalleled.” “在前一天,我脑袋里想的是刚刚上映的电影,想的是有趣好玩的游戏,想的是我平淡安逸的生活,但转眼之间,我在战场上砍来砍去,我从来没有想过,我他妈也有能在战场上开无双的那天。” „When I select two buckets of water to use energy in the native place continually, to here, can grab fully-armed Heavenly Demon to pound unexpectedly everywhere randomly, can hack to death more than ten Heavenly Demon coolly in one minute, compared Taliani of cheating to want...... to be possible these is not agily I wants.” “我在老家时连挑两桶水都费劲,到了这边,居然能抓着一个全副武装的天魔四处乱砸,能面不改色地在一分钟之内砍死十几个天魔,比开了作弊器的塔里昂都要利落……可这些并不是我想要的啊。” His smile has the deep weariness, there is the sigh and a bitterness and astringency: „I am different from you, here fought dozens years of war, your life later, your family member considered matter that you practice martial art, you are the children of the nobility, Ning Guofu's son of first wife, you must practice the martial arts article, even must perform good deeds on the battlefield in the future, but I, my his mother live in the peace age, our country has 20-30 years not to go to war, on dares in the foreign force that in our domain goes to war, more than 70 years ago had been expelled thoroughly......” 他的笑容有着深深的疲倦,也有叹息与苦涩:“我跟你们不一样啊,这边打了几十年的仗,你一生下来,你家人就考虑你习武的事情,你是贵族子弟,宁国府的嫡子,你要习武学文,甚至将来要在沙场上建功立业,可我,我他妈生活在和平年代啊,我们国家已经有20-30年没打仗了,上一支敢在我们地盘上打仗的外国军队,七十多年前已经被彻底赶跑了啊……” „Our countries do not need any civilians to go to the battlefield.” “我们的国家早已经不需要任何平民走上战场了。” „Why can I rush to your here to help you go to war?” “为什么我得跑到你们这里帮你们打仗？” „How to have such matter?” “怎么会有这样的事情？” Sun Lang is sighing: „I have no plan time ask, has not asked the exit|to speak, who will answer me this issue? Perhaps can be disdaining sneering, yes, why expert will explain to the weak one, before the butcher slaughters the cattle, but can also explain the reason to them? Does not need.” 孙朗叹息着:“我心中无数次发问,却从来没有问出口,谁会回答我这个问题？恐怕都会是一声不屑的冷笑,是啊,强者为什么会向弱者解释,难道屠户宰杀牛羊之前,还要向它们解释一下原因吗？不需要啊。” „Therefore I had not asked.” “所以我没有问。” „Because I know, you are the domestic animals, you are, you damn.” “因为我知道,你们是畜生,你们都是,你们都该死。” „I cannot die, cannot die again painfully, I am not even able to control the own body, has no way to end the own life, the will in sword is controlling my hands and feet, is interfering with my destiny.” “我也死不了,再痛苦也死不了,我甚至无法控制自己的身体,没法终结自己的生命,剑中的意志控制着我的手脚,干涉着我的命运。” The Sun Lang tone has been steady and depressing, has not roared or angrily roared, because of not needing, the hatred carves in the bone, therefore does not need to make widely known loudly, it has flowed the whole body, everywhere. 孙朗的语气一直都平稳而压抑,没有咆哮或者怒吼,因为没有必要,仇恨是刻在骨子里的,所以不必大声张扬,它早已流淌全身,无处不在。 „Since cannot die, that goes on living.” “既然死不了,那就活下去。” „First going forth to battle, second going forth to battle, the third time, the fourth time, the fifth time.” “第一次上阵,第二次上阵,第三次,第四次,第五次。” „Beheads 100, cuts off limb 100, cuts in two at the waist 100, the broken corpse 100, explode first 100.” “斩首一百,断肢一百,腰斩一百,碎尸一百,爆头一百。” „Beheads does, cuts off limb does, cuts in two at the waist does, the broken corpse does, explodes first to do.” “斩首一干,断肢一干,腰斩一干,碎尸一干,爆头一干。” „Does not urinate, does not spit, does not cry, does not shake, does not think.” “不尿了,不吐了,不哭了,不抖了,不想了。” „Was getting more and more easy, was used to it more and more.” “越来越容易了,越来越习惯了。” „I am thinking sometimes, my his mother possibly is really a talent, was delayed by my original world.” “我有时在想,我他妈可能真是个天才,是被我原来的世界耽搁了。” „Originally I study the thing to study such quickly.” “原来我学东西可以学得这么快。” „Originally my adaptive faculty and tolerance can be so strong unexpectedly.” “原来我适应力和忍耐力居然可以这么强。” „I discovered, your different indigenous, originally also nothing extraordinary.” “我发现,你们这些异界土著,原来也没什么了不起的。” „I thought, you are waiting to father.” “我心想,你们给老子等着。” „You destroyed my life, seized my world, making me unable to see my family member again, regards the puppet to use and manipulate me generally, operates my life, making me live to might as well die, making me unable dead.” “你们摧毁了我的生活,夺走了我的世界,让我再也见不到我的亲人,将我当成傀儡一般利用和摆弄,操纵我的生命,让我生不如死,让我死不了。” „, You are waiting to father.” “那么,你们给老子等着。” Sun Lang said slowly: „But I overestimated myself, even experienced these things, I have not turned into what lunatic or cold-blooded animal, my his mother or person, my unexpectedly person......” 孙朗缓缓道:“可我高估了自己,即使经历了那些事情,我也没变成什么疯子或者冷血动物,我他妈还是人,我居然还是人……” „In our world, has a type of thing, called the Stockholm syndrome.” “在我们的世界,有种东西,叫斯德哥尔摩症候群。” „A psychology, refers to by the crime injured party has the emotion to the criminal, even helps the criminal in turn, this is the humane weakness, the humane sorrow, this human psychological phenomenon proved a dreadful matter, that is...... human can actually be tamed.” “一种心理状态,是指被犯罪的被害者对犯罪者产生情感,甚至反过来帮助犯罪者,这是人性的弱点,人性的悲哀,这种人类的心理现象证明了一件可怕的事情,那就是……人类其实是可以被驯养的。” „My situation is not quite the same as this, but has the similarity.” „Experienced so many things, I did not have insane falling unexpectedly, my unexpectedly person.” “我的情况跟这个不太一样,但却有相似的地方。”“经历了这么多事情,我居然还没疯掉,我居然还是人。” „ Therefore I will have many ideas, I will have some strange thoughts, I enter the battlefield, I handled a lot, I performed the merit, I also knew many people, they do not know my real status, but also thinks that which youngster hero I am, in battlefield, people always admire the fierce and powerful person, therefore they knew me, many people start to approve me, starts to admire me, starts the respect “所以我会有很多想法,我会产生一些奇怪的念头,我进入战场,我做了很多事情,我立下了功劳,我也认识了很多人,他们不知道我的真实身份,还以为我是哪位少年英雄,在战场上,人们总是敬佩勇猛而强大的人,所以他们认识了我,有很多人开始认同我,开始佩服我,开始尊敬 „Damn, father unexpectedly by one flock of domestic animals, silly- compels, son-of-bitch, to kill the bastard of dry/does blade to put arms around shoulders, they think highly of me, commended me, actually does not know that I hated them to hate.” “他妈的,老子居然被一群畜生、傻-逼、狗娘养的、杀干刀的王八蛋勾肩搭背,他们恭维我,称赞我,却不知道我恨他们恨得要死。” „But controlled my voluntarism, you must know with them, you must spread the own reputation.” “但控制我的那个意志说,你要与他们结识,你要传扬自己的名声。” „Very interesting, the great people who these know the circumstances of the matter felt, the weak chicken that my Other World comes how long could not support, except that but I believe, I can support the evening divination, that hid from the fellow in sword also thinks that I can support, he has been teaching me, making me try hard to adapt to all these...... I to feel slowly, this sword spirit also involuntary, I for sometime also regarded the good teacher and helpful friend him.” “很有意思,那些知情的大人物都觉得,我这个异世界来的弱鸡撑不了多久,但除了我自己坚信,我能撑下来之夕卜,那个躲在剑里的家伙也认为我能够撑下去,他一直都在教导着我,让我努力适应这一切……我慢慢地觉得,这个剑灵也身不由己,我有一段时间还将他当成良师益友。” „But my wrong fierce, he harbors ulterior motives, but this was something to be talked about later.” “但我错的厉害,他别有用心,但这是后话了。” „I was forced to collect to become friends with my silliness with these by him- compels to be on intimate terms, over time, my side gathered many people gradually, after times fight side-by-side, I have to acknowledge, some of their people, actually are not too silly- compels.” “我被他逼迫着与那些凑上来结交我的傻-逼称兄道弟,随着时间的流逝,我身边渐渐聚集了很多人,在一次次并肩作战后,我不得不承认,他们其中有些人,其实也不算太傻-逼。” „My reputation is getting bigger and bigger, the merit is getting higher and higher, just like in that sword the will estimates and plans, I established the initial reputation, I even thought that my these friends were very good.” “我的名声越来越大,功劳越来越高,正如那个剑中意志所估计和谋划的,我建立起了最初的名声,我甚至觉得我的那些朋友很不错。” „Experienced so many broken matters, I also look like individual unexpectedly, my unexpectedly person.” “经历了这么多破事,我居然还像个人,我居然还是人。” „Is the person will be weak, will compromise, will change itself, will transform the idea.” “是人就会软弱,就会妥协,就会改变自己,就会转变想法。” „Because experienced many a lot, in the battlefield, the life and death, you save me today, tomorrow I save you, they do not know the truth, has not worked as the bystander me, they regarded ally robe Ze me.” “因为经历了很多很多事情,战场上啊,生生死死的,今天你救我,明天我救你,他们不知道真相,没把我当外人,他们把我当成了战友袍泽。” „Even dares to entrust the life to me.” “甚至敢将生命托付给我。” Sun Lang sighed: „Afterward, I unexpectedly under these bastards' influences, then no longer the sinister and vicious, I will smile unexpectedly, I convinced myself, first adapted, first camouflaged itself, first relaxed their vigilance, first displayed normally, the performance resulted in a sage point, put on airs, I looked in hometown that little while do not know that many heroic stories, followed a model, unexpectedly developed decent.” 孙朗叹了口气:“后来,我竟在这些王八蛋的影响下,不再那么阴鸷,我居然又会笑了,我说服自己,先适应,先伪装自己,先放松他们的警惕,先表现得正常一点,表现得圣人一点,装模作样么,我在家乡那会儿看了不知道多少英雄故事,照葫芦画瓢,居然演得像模像样。” „The great people of these formulation plans discovered again in addition I supported unexpectedly, is also getting higher and higher with tacit understanding of Saint sword, is perfect Sword Saint, future + big, is potentially promising, they could not find a more suitable candidate, after the consideration, decides all in every way as usual, and finds the way to relax the relations with me.” “再加上那些制定计划的大人物发现我居然撑了下来,与圣剑的默契度也越来越高,已经是个完美的剑圣了,前途+大,潜力无穷,他们找不到更合适的人选,在多方考虑之后,决定一切照旧,并且想办法与我缓和关系。” „I was sneering at that time at heart, thought that they are too silly, is too arrogant, is too ignorant, they live in this ignorant backward time, looks at too simply the will of the people, he thinks that the time can wear down all, can make me forget with the wealth with the high office and high pay, they believe arbitrary, I and they are the same.” “我当时心里在冷笑,觉得他们太傻,太傲慢,太愚昧,他们生在这个愚昧落后的时代,将人心看得太简单,他以为时光可以消磨一切,用高官厚禄和金银财宝就能让我忘掉过去,他们武断地认为,我与他们一样。” „But they made a mistake, I am the person in another world, the dignity value, the happy value, the value of destiny, the value of life, they never understand, I will also never forget.” “可他们错了,我是另一个世界的人,尊严的价值,幸福的价值,命运的价值,人生的价值,他们永远都不会明白,我也永远都不会忘记。” „I think am this, but I was completely mistaken, moreover made a mistake entire two.” “我以为是这样,但我大错特错了,而且错了整整两回。” „Entire two.” “整整两回。” Sun Lang long sighed: „First, I misplaced myself, the sword might will not reduce the determination that I take revenge, but the sincerity and true feelings, I know many friends, sent off many friends, they fight gt for the states and people ; Brave, some people goes to generously, some people continue to fight bravely.” 孙朗长长地叹了口气:“第一回,我错估了自己,刀剑强权不会削减我复仇的决心,但真心与真情可以,我认识很多朋友,也送走了很多朋友,他们是为国家和人民而战gt;勇敢者,有人慷慨赴死,有人继续奋战。” „ Also, I seemed like some to enter the play, sage who all day acted the mercy, “还有,我似乎有些太入戏了,整天扮演慈悲的圣人, Is developing amiable General Jia, develops is developing, even I letter/believed. ” 演着平易近人的贾将军,演着演着,连我自己都信了。” „My idea is changing gradually, because of many people of my side, is treating me attentively, they basically do not know my past, regarded me can drag to pay all robe Ze and leaders.” “我的想法在渐渐改变,因为我身边的很多人,都在用心对待我,他们基本都不知道我的过去,将我当成了可以拖付一切的袍泽和领袖。” „Also, at that time, I received the first letter/believes of Jia Residence.” “还有,那时候,我接到了贾府的第一封信。” „This is a day of imperial book repository is operating, I replaced a person, replaced his name, these great people wishfully must look for a home to return to me, Rong Guofu son of first wife is very good, after all is a duke, military exploit that the powerful family, the Empire rich and powerful family, in addition this progresses day by day, simply.” “这是天策府在运作,我顶替了一个人,顶替了他的名字,那些大人物们一厢情愿地要给我找一个归宿,荣国府嫡子就很不错,毕竟是公爵啊,世家大族,帝国豪门,再加上这蒸蒸日上的军功,简直不得了。” Jia Sidao hears here, the complexion became even more pale, his closely jiao own tooth. 贾似道听到这里,脸色变得越发苍白了,他紧紧地晈着自己的牙齿。 Sun Lang sighed: „But they made a mistake, they felt, my family background average average person will confuse by the riches and honor, compared with average person and military exploit duke, that status many? Naturally is the latter. But they made a mistake, I do not want, I am Sun Lang, I am an earthman, I do not want to forget all these, how can I forget? But my own name was won, I can only surnamed Jia......, I do not want.” 孙朗叹息道:“可他们又错了,他们觉得,我这个出身平平的普通人会被富贵所迷,普通人与军功公爵相比,那个身份更好些？自然是后者。但他们错了,我不想要,我是孙朗,我是地球人,我不想忘掉这一切,我怎么能够忘掉？可我连自己的名字都被夺走了,我只能姓贾……哈,我不愿意啊。” „But that letter/believes, oh, history mother very whence his grandson, sees her letter, I cried unexpectedly, I had not cried for a long time, I think that the own tears have drained off.” “但那封信,唉,史老太君很爰他的孙子,看到她的来信,我居然哭了,我已经很长时间没哭了,我以为自己的眼泪已经流干了。” „But I do not have, my unexpectedly individual.” “但我没有,我居然还是个人。” „Read that letter/believes, I missed homeland, I want a family/home, I think that my family member, I think that some people cared I, favor whence me, I do not want to open the eye all day, is thinking goes to war and kills people.” “看了那封信,我想家了,我想有个家,我想我的家人,我想有人来关心我、宠爰我,我不想整天睁开眼睛,就想着打仗和杀人。” „Afterward, you came, Xue Baochai and Lin Daiyu also came.” “后来,你来了,薛宝钗和林黛玉也来了。” „Had many a lot, my officer gets bigger and bigger, my reputation is getting higher and higher, many people worship me, commended me, respected me, I was given the corrosion by your sugar-coated bullets.” “发生了很多很多事情,我的官越做越大,我的名声越来越高,很多人都崇拜我,称赞我,尊敬我,我被你们的糖衣炮弹给腐蚀了。” „ My idea is changing unexpectedly slowly, really the easy and comfortable life can putrefy a person, for these years I got strength back, even occupied the initiative, I have been familiar with “我的想法居然在慢慢改变,果然安逸的生活会腐化一个人,这几年我缓过劲来,甚至占据了主动权,我已经习惯 In the battlefield, I even can harvest from the war joyfully, I thought that went to war is a very interesting game. ” 于战场了,我甚至能从战争中收获愉悦了,我觉得打仗是件很有趣的游戏了。”